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onyourhyuck · 2 years
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Anatomy Of Na Jaemin. | N.JM (M)
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prologue- “Careful Doc, you can’t let others know we’re doing this.” + “Humans are always so sensitive. I can’t say i hate that about them.”
summary: y/n is an excellent doctor at taehee hospital. she is kind and cooperative to everyone. na jaemin is a doctor at taehee hospital, he has a dark secret that no one must know of. y/n is determined to find out what he is hiding.
tw- vampire romance. vampire doctor x human doctor trope. human female lead. mystery. smut no minors. blood mention. horror. enemies to lovers/rivals to lovers. Sadistic Jaemin. Masochistic Y/n. Bulging/size kink, breeding kink, biting, marking.
notes- Halloween KINKTOBER FIC!
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The steady dripping sound lands on the cold white marble flooring sending massages to your brain to run, by the sight in front of you radiating anxious feelings through your body screaming to run by instinct of your natural selection to your natural predator in the food chain,
A vampire draining the cold bloodbag like the savage animal they are, sinking their canine fangs into the plastic bag with ease as if it were soft cotton Candy. Their vigorous squeezing to get every bit of iron into their mouth was a rush of adrenaline.
Now you’re standing watching your colleague— perhaps you weren’t sure what to call him. Was he your coworker? Was he still a doctor even though he’s immorally drinking out of a blood bag? Or was he a monster standing before you who will kill you next…
Despite your instincts telling you to run, you didn’t run.
It’s what confused him most when he finally turns to you with humane eyes, staring at you with outmost suspicion of why you did not scream, run or expose him to the workplace. Hell last time he checked you did not like that he was working in this hospital, you cursed him, yelled to the director of Taehee hospital that he’s just a newbie who got lucky with multiple surgeries and that he cannot be taking a higher rank above yours when he’s just enrolled on first day. He can understand how you feel though. You must be sinking deep in reflections when someone else suddenly shows up who is claimed to be more qualifying than you instantly going for the job that you were working up to get first; sure, it was competition for everyone. You must be dreading to get rid of him. So why are you standing there like a frozen iceberg, so tauntingly shocked and why did he hear your crazy heartbeat so clearly?
Was fear taking control of your decisions to make or even think of a plan to get out of this situation?
“Why are you standing there like that? Get out of here before you’re going to be next.” Jaemin growls, almost as if he was purposely trying to scare you away, to keep you far from him. You flinch at his harsh loud words, behind you locking the storage room where all the blood is stored.
You didn’t dare say anything until you found your voice to not come out in a bunch of overlapping stutters. God you didn’t want him to know how bad you’re scared right now. You couldn’t even understand your own motive here.
“Dr Na…why did you drink the bloodbag? Do you have any idea how hard we’re working on keeping resources.” You said carefully, scolding him for even daring to waste products of their hard work. Honestly it’s crazy and maddening for Jaemin to hear you get upset about the work and not the fact that he’s a drinking frenzy blood maniac sucker in front of you. He glares at you coming forward very slowly.
“Don’t come closer Dr Y/n.” He coldly states going backwards three steps everytime you took a closer approach to him. Was he perhaps scared of you? No. It was more like he was scared of himself. It’s like he doesn’t trust himself.
“Why not? What are you hiding Jaemin. I’ve been asking myself that for months since your arrival and all you’ve done was be extremely shady. We lose hundreds of bloodbags a month mysteriously. Do you know how hard I worked here for years to get where I am right now? Six years in this shit hole to get a respectful rank at my job!”
You scream causing Jaemin to stop moving staring right at you. With your explosive emotions running high so has your heart increased, indicating that you’re upset— no, you feel betrayed and wronged, there was great depth to your outbursts. Jaemin wasn’t sure how to respond either. You continue growling out your frustration at the boy with large steps now, where Jaemin was stuck on a wall behind unable to run away anymore; there you are trapping him with your sweet scent influences his animalistic behaviour even more, cravings rushing to the surface. Jaemin held in his breathe.
You lean your head to his with a dangerous glare that if he was to run away, you’ll hunt him till earth’s end. You don’t care how long it will take. You will simply take revenge on this situation, an opportunity you’d like to call it.
“Little did they know why you’re so good at playing doctor is because you’re a damn vampire. Did you enjoy fooling us? Was it fun for you, Na Jaemin?” You scorn at the boy who grit his teeth together. “No it wasn’t. Stay away from him you can get hurt.” Jaemin stared at you awaiting your response, but all he has earned from you was a stare back with your revengeful eyes.
“Let’s strike a deal.”
The girl’s voice beckons leaving Jaemin going through immense line of shock and surprise at what could possibly be satisfying you to put on and foretell to a blood hungry vampire that you trapped on a wall with your hands? It’s crazy already as it is. The boy raises his eyes on the side, murmuring, out of curiosity only. “What’s your deal?” Jaemin asks quietly and you smirk at how obedient Doctor Na is.
How crazy could it get? Or in this situation, how worse can it get?
“Let me study you and I won’t reveal your secret to the hospital. You can work here as much as you wish like nothin’s happened. But I can’t let you go if i don’t study your body.”
“No way that won’t work at all. I’d rather be outed.” He retorts quickly in harsh but hushed texture pushing you off his body where he was about to run out— i mean study? He isn’t a product for you to experiment on, but then again, you didn’t want to exactly study him either, but you can’t help but worry for people’s safety when you know this dangerous secret and no one else’s is aware how bad this is for having a vampire with crazy blood instincts operate on human bodies and work with humans worldwide! He stops when he reaches the door turning to you. But maybe you’re offering him a safe place where he could control himself. Maybe you’ve offered him a choice if he could survive and still keep this a secret. Perhaps you’re pushing yourself to do the right thing. As his body was facing you once again, Jaemin had a change of look.
He was glancing at you almost in vulnerability. As if he’s relying on you for help.
“What do i get in return..?” Jaemin whispers. “If I agree, what do I get in return?”
You approach him softly patting his elbows as your face leans in. With a soft smirk you reveal that you’ll give him what his inner animal wants the most…
“Your secrets safe with me.”
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There it was for Na Jaemin, the twenty three year old resting on a couch in your home that he’s been invited to. You rushing about barely feeling anything but excitement and boy did he smell it from you literally; he wasn’t sure what was warning him about you but there it was, when entering the same room as him with a large box of operating tools he felt his stomach clench in fear.
Did he mention you probably have a long lasting grudge and rivalry going on with him so you could possibly stab him in any moment and boom, he’s good enough to feel hurt— sure he could survive if you know nothing of what actually hurts him, but he’s still with feelings!
He stutters pointing at the small smooth shiny knife that you’d use for slicing on the skin to cut open a wound for surgery.
“What are you going to do with that?” He said and you looked at him sheepishly smirking, eyes looking him up and down as you push your hand on his chest where you felt no heartbeat. Nothing alive.
You push away the creepy thought, clearing your throat as you take away your hand when he laid down flat on his back to the couch. “I’m debunking every vampire myth.” You reply taking out his left arm. “I’m starting off with how you heal.”
He opens his mouth to answer it for you but then a knife sliced open his skin on the arm where he flinches up jolting at the cold sensation he felt of his skin ripping. You shook your eyes not for a second and he was healed. The way his pale beautiful merciful skin goes undone back to normal as if he never got cut open in the first place— it was crazy, crazy to see it happen in front of you and still leave you questioning if you’ve done it or not. Jaemin’s kind was amazing. His body was one for all unique. You look up at Jaemin wide eyes as day, he stares back blankly retracting his hand back harshly.
You wow loudly now. “That’s fucking insane . You heal instantly! Do you know how fucking insane that is? I mean- I wonder what your cells look like under the microscope.” You ramble turning around to get the next thing going and he tuts his teeth at you. “There you go, you’re going Frank Einstein on me.” Jaemin scoffing as he was now purely regretting the decision he’s made, I mean he feels slightly oppressed, it’s like he’s your animal to only experiment on and you take pure joy in it.
“No I’m not going Frank Einstein on you I’m simply answering the worries in my head. I cant let you operate on people if you can’t control yourself around blood or whatever.” You tell him, turning around with a round garlic in your hands.
You saw jaemin’s face diffuse into a frown and an offending look where he simply can’t believe you would think that works against him. He opens his mouth shaking his head.
“Y/n are you being serious right now?” He asked you and you nod approvingly. “Yeah does it look like I’m joking?”
“I wish you were…” Jaemin mutters. “No the garlic does not work.” He spat putting the garlic out of your hands. He hates the smell only. “We have heightened smell, eyesight, taste and hearing. Meaning all the garlic will do is smell horribly and I’m sure it’s the same for you.” He’d sassily point out and you click your teeth at him. “Alright geez don’t get offended Dracula 2.0”
“That’s also offensive.” Jaemin replies rolling his eyes. “Dracula is just fiction.”
“For real? He isn’t like a…real person? That you met?” You chide slowly as you look up, he glared right at you as he looks away. “I’m not that old.” Jaemin responds. “He is just a myth.”
“How about how you became a vampire. Do you need to get bitten to become one?”
Jaemin takes a while to answer, which makes you suspicious that it might way more than just a mere bite to the neck and poof you’re a vampire. He sits up on the couch grinding his legs to the chest where he held them. For once the doctor in front of you was speaking softly and slowly, almost like it was a reflection of himself; like he was telling you a story. His story. It was truly a walk down the memory lane, a very slow grave depressing walk Jaemin swore to never remember but here he is, telling a human doctor, who’s still as equally despicable about this. How did he end up this way? What happened and when did the events turn, for Jaemin to be sitting down in front a person that isn’t his meal?
The doctor spoke in gutturalise manner, swerving the back of his voice. You stand slowly sitting in front of him carefully as your eye contact on the brunette never left, it’s as if he were finding the right words to speak. More like to find where to start the story.
“The process is much more complicated than that.” Jaemin begins, lifting his head up to finally watch your tied eyes on him. “I was twenty three when i was first turned. I was completely unaware of the supernatural, in fact i was very skeptical. But then one night changed everything for me,”
“I worked as a barista part time to pay for my bills. That night i covered a late shift for my friend who didn’t come into work, I gladly did it without disagreeing. I was taking out the trash behind the café, then a loud sound came from behind me.”
“I felt this eerie cold breath run down my neck, my whole body couldn’t move and somehow i knew deep down in my stomach that screamed for me to escape that I was a goner. The vampire that turned me took pleasure in torturing me, she took my blood. I suppose she took a liking to because the next minute i…��”
“I woke up as a vampire.” He finishes with a exhale. A gloom expression fills his empty void that he has to live with for eternity now. The worst part of the situation is that he cannot do anything about it, and that is exactly how he’s feeling too. Helpless. Useless. He has this power in him, this monster raging for him to embrace what he is; yet he cannot do that. He’s human. Human at heart.
“I’m sorry to hear that.” You slowly tell. Jaemin shakes his head discarding you instantly. “Don’t…don’t say anything like that. I don’t want to be pitied.” The man deflects you who wasn’t used to hearing a sorry, it felt weird, almost surreal to hear an apology. It’s been such a long time for him alone.
You didn’t tell him anything further but one thing struck you, wondering what could possibly be the process of becoming such monstrous thing. “Jaemin how did you become a vampire then…?”
“To be turned you’d have to die. You have to be fed on and then killed.”
“So that means you…” Your voice pauses as coming to a realisation. Jaemin darkly gazing at you with lifeless pupils however why was there sadness behind them? Was the trauma hitting him physically and mentally right in front of you. Perhaps. The man looks away, standing from his seat as he looks down at the clock.
“It’s late. I’ll be going to bed.” He announces apathetically leaving the room to go upstairs. You raise your eyebrows in surprise, mumbling.
“Whoa vampires sleep..?”
He didn’t tell you vampires can sleep. That’s surprisingly and weirdly anticlimactic.
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You’d be lying if your time with jaemin didn’t increase positively in your relationship with him overall as well as your colleagues rivalry situation became much better. It was almost unexpected. Other doctors have become surprised to see you around jaemin as well as pushing out your ways to go and help the man without segueing an argument or bashing him with your usual criticism.
But what exactly changed. Was it your relationship with him or was it you and him specifically?
You sigh out loudly entering the doctors staff only room where everyone has their breakfast, lunch and even dinner if you’d be doing night shifts surgeries and stuff like that— taking off the white cloak behind your arms fiddling with its hem , it slips right off as you open your eyes closing the staff door. Behind the corner the wide room reveals a long silhouette of a man sleeping on the couch across with their feet hanging off and their one hand swaying to the ground. You jump in surprise, catching your soft yell.
“Holy— he really needs to stop creeping up everywhere.” You whisper throwing the white coat down and approaching the overlapping couch with the unconscious body. The doctor laying across looks absolutely ethereal. In fact, you can’t help but wow at his handsomeness showing through. Seriously, he’s lucky he was born handsome because now he can live with this face for eternity.
You smile as your fingers push the sleepy bed brunette hair aside where the long lashes curling to his eyelids come in view. Tilting your head you look down to your left hand accidentally touching his hand that fell off the couch leaving the rest of his body.
Y/n left out a soft yelp when the hand has flinched forward pulling the doctor on top of his body. Jaemin opens his eyes as he was looking at your face he has pull closer, the man’s eyes held an universe in them whenever he was met with your beautiful warmth empathic eyes and soft face that screams unreachable beauty. Something he cannot attain. Not with his dark matter of body. You were the opposite of everything he is and was, but maybe that’s why he’s so drawn to you.
“Y/n. What are you doing?” Jaemin casually asks letting go off your wrist as you look down to his eyes and lips without looking away. “I was…checking up on you. If you…”
“If you stole another blood bag! That’s exactly why I was this close to you…” you murmur and the boy couldn’t help but chuckle a little. “I was beginning to think you were admiring me up close.”
You’d blush at the absurdity of his words but was he far off the idea at all? Not really. You were doing exactly that, watching him sleep without any reason to doing so. It just felt safe and comforting to watch him sleep for some reason.
It’s not weird to see jaemin sleep anywhere like these places either because you soon learned over these past weeks coming to a month that vampires tend to sleep a lot and they will sleep anywhere. Especially if vampires don’t drink blood they will become reliable on sleeping as it lessens their cravings and puts them at peace from losing control.
“Don’t be ridiculous and answer my question, have you drank yet?” Y/n asks the boy as she gets up walking to the fridge opening it wide as she got out the apple juice box. She pours it into a cup, before sipping on it.
Jaemin yawns widely into his hand before stretching out his arms, cracking a bone or two. “No. I wasn’t able to hunt down a rabbit this morning.”
“Those fuckers are fucking fast. I’m surprised they’re able to even escape me.” He rants with his low tired-half awoken voice that somehow sent angels singing in your ears. You swore he sounds quite attractive.
You chuckle. “So you’re blood deprived and you hate rabbits. Noted.” He heard you joke as jaemin stands up humming quietly.
“But are you sure you’ll do okay without blood for now? You have a night shift with me today…” you pause worrying for the man in front of you. He had this pale complexion, this apathetic expression half of the time but when he’s alone with you it was different. His eyes increased, the frown smile curves into a wide moon crest, the way he spoke was way more interactive and high pitch. You could tell he felt comfortable with you.
No more hiding from people he’s surrounding himself with. A person he can honestly talk with and show his true self.
“Don’t worry. I have you.” Jaemin softly responds reaching for your head where he pat you. “I have you to always come to my rescue. Plus i don’t think i’m missing the rabbit blood.”
“No offence but nothing beats human blood unfortunately. I know there are plenty of vampires who go vegetarian where they only eat animal blood but.”
“It’s not for you?” You were quick to cut him off and Jaemin nods. “Very much not for me.”
The comfortable silence between the two of you reminds how much you guys talk and it could be able anything too. The doctors would rest their gaze on each other without look away as you swirl the cup of juice down, then a thought ran through your head. Eventually that thought was the only thing you could imagine and it did come out of your lips, enough to cause this sturdy calming atmosphere to dissolve like translucent water flooding the surface.
“How about my blood?”
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The question was enough to stun jaemin from talking to you ever since your talk this afternoon. He left the room as he completely discarded this conversation like it was a piece of paper, scrunching it into a firm ball and then throwing it into a large pit of fire. That’s exactly how you felt, left out in the cold and wondering if you perhaps scared him. Maybe you upset him by such absurd question. He’s ignoring you. The rest of your coworkers have felt the tension as if it were a sparking fire burning their skin alive. Let alone watching you guys not communicate as much as you would usually, it made them think you guys had a fight; but can you call it a fight when he didn’t let you argue but left you out of nowhere suddenly and has been since then avoiding your every movement and words when you call out to speak.
It was complicated enough having this relationship with him where he would often stay at your house, you would be analysing him, learning about his ways and the way he survives. There was an undeniable feeling of chemistry and likeliness between the two of you. Opposite attracts. Mortal and Immortal. Senior and Junior. Try hard and Laidback.
He was everything you weren’t and you were everything he wasn’t and couldn’t ever be.
Everything that’s happened over the course of time has only strengthened your relationship but as well, activated feelings to upgrade and develop. Yes, Na Jaemin has fallen for your charms unlike any other, he was not any better than a human man who would fall for you twice as hard as Jaemin did. The vampire just cannot resist you, he wants to listen to you, be around you, hell he would do anything to be with you. Jaemin has a lifetime to enjoy but he couldn’t enjoy such a long time, it’s as if knowing he is immortal cause him to be depressed of the way he will live. Living like an animal, caged on earth surviving no matter what he will do.
But then he met you. A woman called Y/n who has changed his dark gloomy grim pathway flashing it with light and hope. Things he has lost the moment he came back as a vampire on earth. You made his life a little brighter, way better and exciting.
“Jaemin please talk to me.” You shout out in hushed voice grabbing a hold of his arm as you both pull him inside an office that belongs to you. Jaemin had no choice but to follow your body lining without a word once the door has closed, with a singular lock.
Indicating he wasn’t leaving until he spoke with you. Your intentions and facial expression you gaze at him made that very clear as day. He looks down to the floor before lifting himself up looking straight at you. “Y/n I’m not going to have this talk with you. There’s nothing to talk about.”
“Why? There’s plenty I can name right now. Jaemin why are you avoiding me.” You cut in stepping forward. Jaemin can’t keep a straight eye contact with you, it was getting harder to breathe the more he smelled your intense perfume and shampoo bodily scent. Truly interferes with his self control. That and plus his intense emotions for you weren’t enough to keep him going.
He can’t have this relationship go for far too long. The world has no future for a vampire and human together .
“Okay firstly I’m not ignoring you. secondly, are we going to ignore the fact that you’ve asked me to drink your blood?” He said.
“Y/n I’m not going to drink from you. I’ve never drank out of a human before okay it’s crazy enough that I survived on bloodbags.” Jaemin spat.
“It was just an offer you don’t have to run out and ignore me because of it.” You glare as he looks at you with a softening gaze. Perhaps he was a bit rash on running out on you with all dramatically effect, but he felt so urgent to accept the offer when you said it. It might be his hunger playing tricks, his cravings, but he truly felt like if he stayed any longer speaking with you about the manner… he might of had actually said yes to it and fed on you.
It would break him to do that to you. He doesn’t have much control either way, he will hurt you in the process and it’s the least thing he wants to do to anyone.
“I had to run away because if i didn’t I would’ve actually done something I regret.”
Your eyes tremble wondering what could he have done that scares him so much. Jaemin’s lips seal close as he looks away pushing past you, but you were the first one to ever defeat him in running. You block his pathway with two hands pressing on his chest as you watch him closely. Jaemin let’s out a soft gasp by your hands on his body contacting it near, feeling all your warmth emitting on his corpse like body that does not beat, doesn’t keep warmth and stays lifeless. With your hand deeply pressing in the centre he felt your heartbeat on your palm, your fingertips crawling at the cold surface and most infuriating to him was your warm blood running in the veins he so badly keeps imagining piercing with his fangs to the point of no letting go.
“What do you mean by that Jaemin.” You croak out. Jaemin’s Adam Apple shivers with his voice withholding from answering, despite his need of being heard. Your question was too much to bare open in the surface to answer. “I need your answer how can we trust each other if you don’t tell me anything.” Y/n said again.
“How can you trust me when i had thoughts of drinking you dry.” Jaemin in frustration whispers to you almost dangerously with wide eyes glaring into you. Y/n backs away a step stumbling by the large statement. It wasn’t a question whatsoever. It was a fact. The doctor inner self clearly has no intentions of ever letting you live, so he was fighting himself all along…
You thickly swallow. “Jaemin you wouldn’t do that. We’re friends.”
“Don’t trust me.” He warns carefully closing his eyes. The sudden hunger overlaps the way his speech begins and therefore causes him to push with his own force on a wall far from your body where it stands now. You watch jaemin’s body crumble out of hunger.
“Jaemin are you okay?” You take a step forward and it caused a great strain to the man who puts his hand as a warning in front. “Don’t come forward. I’m fine.”
The strict boundaries jaemin has put there weren’t before cause a strain of conflict for your feelings and agreement to the fear that he could launch at you any minute. Though the doubts run off like mini fractures of memory disappearing because you and jaemin are close friends. Good friends who rely for each other’s help, if you dare doubt your friends are they really your friends? You firmly step forward grabbing a hold of jaemin’s wrist where you lead him to sit down on a nearby couch in the lonely grim dark office flowing open with plenty dust. The doctor was careful to keep Jaemin near as you felt the cold temperature for his body emit on yours,
He closes his eyes deeply breathing. The more he was in your presence the more it became harder to self control and restrict his desires. The urges to just bite in your soft smooth surface you call skin, give into those deep sinful desires as well as act on his strong emotions to you. The factuality couldn’t put his killing imagination to words or science. He was an abomination for evening thinking of you this way. It’s not humane. He won’t be humane if he hurts you. Y/n wasn’t aware of how bad it’s hurting him by being near you, so when you have lean in filling his face with your hands by cupping him softly,
You spoke in such foreign times he can’t comprehend but listen so endearingly. Your eyes looking down at him with only innocence and compassion. Not an ounce of judgment, hatred or disgust coming out of you for seeing him struggle and change into this immortal mythical creature.
Even though you have clearly done the opposite of his wishes by staying around him, taking care of him, keeping the dark secrets he’s holding so close inside his heart till the world comes to an end; he won’t ever forget the authenticity you hold him up to.
From rivals at work with your jealousy for the talented young new doctor at the hospital from trying to sabotage Jaemin to get him kicked out; you immediately went to his rescue and ended up getting yourself involved with him in positive ways. You weren’t sure how or what possessed you enough to help this man.
But you did not regret it. You fell hard for Jaemin. Perhaps you always had these subconscious feelings in your heart, unable to get over the fact that he’s a talented worker, one of a kind person in society and…he somehow ends up being a gentle vampire.
“Jaem you didn’t eat anything from morning you’re probably starving— you look so drained.” You stutter out in panic seeing the way he looks deprived. Jaemin couldn’t answer back with enough energy as he felt dizzy round the room with half open lids.
The more he was left without blood, the more he got the taste of death. Perhaps, it was for the better for him to die of starvation. Jaemin didn’t wish to end up this way, to live with immorality and not as human.
However Y/n was not ready to say goodbye to Jaemin. The moment you saw this defeated look on the doctor laying on the couch slouching with his spine resting to the edge, he didn’t dare pay attention to you as he only watching the front ceiling and wall in daze. You let out a harsh sigh ripping open your wrist out of the white doctor’s coat, the way you reach over for a sharp object to cut with you turn to Jaemin in a determined gaze.
He slowly questions your actions when he saw the object move to your wrist, as if it were a slow motion to replay this mistake you were about to do.
“what are you doing y/n..?” Jaemin whispers weakly. The way his body was instant to recognise the warm blood dripping from your wrist leaving the open wound free like a waterfall, he hates how much his body began to feel more alive being nearby blood, he dislikes the way his nostrils flare in curiosity, he despises the fact his eyes flash open as if they were back to life and no more this drained dying Iris.
He hates how much you’re tempting him with good intentions by doing something so bad for him. Jaemin jolts from the position quickly, a gravitational pull on your body escorts you to fall flat on the couch underneath Jaemin with your wrists tugging straight in the air near his face, the way he did not hesitate to sunk those canine animalistic fangs to your already open wound, proved how much he’s wanting this.
Wanting you as much as you wanted him to become healthy and strong. You bite down on your bottom lip, strong sucking motions were heard as he drank every last drop. Your body felt measly and weakly the more he took from you but the sickening validation from helping jaemin made it feel like a good cause, as if you were made for this, made for him to use you whenever and that’s what creates this feeling in the deep suburbs of your stomach. Your lips quiver at the way he bite harder, there was something with the way he stared at you as he did so.
With his eyes glowing red watching you keenly. Jaemin savouring your blood like it was an one of all prizes he’s ever wanted and need on his life— why does he need anything when he has you? He drops your wrist from his mouth with ease once he was done, twenty minutes of fully drinking you near to dry with a few drops straining his mouth down to his chin. Jaemin was watching you with a great satisfaction of a sigh.
He hears your heart skipping to every beat, he can hear every vein in your body, every artery and tube running open with warm sweet blood and he could smell the excitement from your expression watching him up with those wide beautiful eyes,
The man you helped willingly on your own and became so infected by this vampire was your mistake for falling for such a heinous creature that makes you feel just as equally alive even though he is a dead being residing in earth grounds. Walking it like the immortal he is and you were the opposite of him. The relationship would never work. You’re both aware. Yet here you are wrapping arms around Jaemin with all your emotions running in it as you exhale out.
“Jaemin I can’t stand you being hurt.” You shout out. The man wraps his hands on your waist snuggling right into the embrace you’ve pulled him in to. He whispers in your shoulders he buried the face in, finding comfort in your warmth he does not have. “I’m sorry. I’m okay now.”
He softly reassures you . You pull back as you watch his face with lovingly eyes, from that moment Jaemin couldn’t help but resist on watching your lips frequently and neither did you. In the quietness of the room, dark yet emotional atmosphere…
Everything seemed perfect in this moment and that’s where your lips met for the first time. A loving kiss shared enough information between you two to come to a conclusion that you’re more than willing to do anything for each other.
Jaemin felt like he hit a salvation after such long period of timing when kissing you. Who knew he could fall deeper and deeper for you just for how you embrace, pull and keep him near you like he were a precious thing to you. He felt loved.
If only his heart could beat again, he swears to you you’d make him run marathons per second, if he could blush he would let you know and if he were human, he’d grow old with you.
You moan out from the kiss breaking apart when he latch his lips on your neck kissing it down on the sideline and back up to your jawline, leaving traces of wet stains from those lips mixing in with your share saliva. On the couch straying underneath him, your legs soon capture his waist pulling him to switch positions; he goes on the bottom as you pull yourself on top.
The way your fingers slip off your upper clothing he was amazed by the way you did so easily. Jaemin didn’t hesitate to mention how beautiful you are, the way your beauty cannot be described by mere words, his eyes never left you as well, jaemin made sure to make you feel comfortable as much as possible,
Even though his actions were penetrating you to the dark side of the situation, as he didn’t hesitate to unclip your black front lace bra with patterns. Jaemin fondling your chest with hands and squeezing to cause you to grind on his lower body. The man grunts in response to your fiddles with his long locks on his head, gripping the hair freely as he pinched and licks on your breasts like they were the greatest things to lay hands on. Fangs were grinding on the sensitive nipples erecting them instantly.
“Shit..- no fangs.” You whined aloud arching your head back with closed eyes squeezing shut. You feel his smirk against your chest as he pulls his head back, the cold air in the office surrounding you hit the surfers of your warmly licked nipples clashing .
You shiver when he explored everything on your body. Your lower clothes did not last long as he was practically busy with his fingers in your folds and clit, rubbing in circles and zigzag motions, heaving your body in plenty rolls and firmly gripping on your thighs everytime you’d squirm when the way his rough fingers were becoming fast and faster to your orgasm— the way your body tried to run away from it, he stopped you, allowing you to come undone right away on his fingers with your substance.
The way your voice went on louder chords like music to him, he can’t risk being caught. Jaemin teasingly trails as his fingertips trace on your low abdomen where the burning pit from the orgasm led. Everytime he presses harshly on it with his two index and middle fingers caused you to whine and moan. It enhances the orgasm post more.
“Careful Doc, you can’t let others know we’re doing this.” He whispers to your ears that prick up on every little words he said. Jaemin watches your dazed expression with soft hums left your trembling lips. “I’ll be quiet i promise.” You said back. He pulls your head into soft pets and head strokes occasionally putting away few hair strands from your side curtain bangs covering your eyes.
“God. You’re irresistible. You have no idea how hard it is to do self control whenever you’re around.” Jaemin trails, you lean closer wrapping your arms on his neckline pulling his head closer. You peck his lips softly which he allows, he moves hands on your hips holding them with a gentle firm grip, squeezing. “You don’t have to control yourself right now. You’re allowed to do whatever you want.” You remind him. Though your words were tempting to take on the offer, Jaemin can’t put the fact away that you’re mortal and he’s not.
You’re much weaker. He can’t beg the fact that he could hurt you anytime and he does not want to do that.
“Y/n I don’t want to hurt you.” Jaemin let’s out. You purse your lips into a soft smile. In the moment of pause your forehead rests on top of his forehead. Jaemin closing his eyes breathing in and out heavily, you sigh happily. In his presence you seem to be the happiest,surprisingly a vampire could swoop you off your feet.
“I can take it all, Jaem. I love you, a lot.” You whisper and he swore he couldn’t forget your words. Jaemin cannot hide the genuine smile leaving his face as you mimic it back, he goes to kiss on your neck once again, admiring the way he left bunch of love bites on your necktie. “I love you too princess. I’ll give you whatever you want. All you have to do is ask for it.” He darkly said in husky voice.
You hum desperately at the ideas. “Please just fuck me. I need to feel you..”
Jaemin felt your begging to be self praising as he lets out a soft nod. The way you both continue to strip his clothes off without a notice until his manhood sprung free from the boxers your jaw felt unclipped; seeing how your face exclaims visible he smirks sitting you on his lap. Jaemin grunts out when you handle his harden cock so freely, leaning back carefully, watching you.
“Ride me y/n.” Jaemin softly demands almost in need of you, to feel you just as much as you want him too. You show him an answer with your sheepishly sly smirk as your bodies tightly connect in slow. The way his cock was both partaking in the girth and size department did not disappoint you. He was thick enough to stretch you quite a bit, at first it felt like a burning pinch hitting you, it stung but then came this addictive drug like need to feel movement in and out of you.
Jaemin could tell you were ready when you lightly move your thighs. The man felt surreal with you bouncing up and down constantly, but boy did it feel great to feel your warm pulse going crazy on his dick. You have the immortal being gripping his hair, couch edge and the way he was straddling your thighs with his hands, squeezing them with how well you were riding him, milking his cock to the end, no mercy was shown in your speed and pace; it was both fast and unstoppable nothing could make you go slower even if he begged, you continued and did as you wanted and that is exactly what he fell in love with in the moment.
He got wanted and he was left satisfied as Jaemin was trying to withhold from finishing too fast. You were so much better than expected when he could imagine, because the urge to release was there from the first little jump.
“I-..‘M close so badly. Y/n can i finish inside you?” He groans as he was burying in your bouncing chest smothering his face in it as he muffled to you. You pant with a moan, the way he bulged in your fragile small stomach sent him on the edge. He could see it, as he pressed his thumbs on the little bulge. “I need to finish in you..y/n..you’re so small.” He blabbers.
You grunt at the idea of being filled and the way he was begging you to the end of it. You grip on his shoulders.
“You’re such a good boy asking me…fill me up then.” Y/n commands. Not a second left by your response, he was filling your walls in his colour, white. Jaemin whines as he reaches to your neck and lingering down till sweetly kissing on your shoulder. The way he felt the urge to bite on, Jaemin follows his instinct and bit right into your soft skin cracking it in pieces. You moan at the sensation of his teeth sinking in the foreign place.
The way you remember his body from top to bottom was crazy, the studying you’ve done and everything was making sense. The Anatomy Of Na Jaemin, led to you falling in love with eventually becoming a dark sinner just for him.
He drunk like no tomorrow from you. You weakly smile with a soft sigh. The way your body was so sensitive it left Jaemin wanting to do more things to you, much sinful bad things to your body and it left you accepting them freely.
The next minute he flips you underneath where he was in between your legs putting his face on your inner thighs marking them with his wet lips. You knew what he was doing, he was going to drink from you, but he was taking his sweet time to catch you off guard. The minute you were flinching at every tiny moment he’s done to you, makes him flash you an ear to ear evil grin that you fell in love with.
He bit down into the inner thigh with two fangs piercing through. Blood gushing down your thighs freely as one fell from his lips unable to contain it. Jaemin was so drunk on you, it was clear he fell in love with you entirely and it didn’t help when you gave and gave him everything.
You indulge him in his greedy ways but you loved it. Loved being at his use, loved being helpful.
You let out a high pitch teary cry when he finally let go off your inner thighs from drinking. Even if it hurt you loved the pain. Perhaps you’re a masochist. “Humans are always so sensitive. I can’t say i hate that about them.”
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𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟘 ✦ 𝕎ℝ𝔸ℙ-𝕌ℙ ~ ℝ𝔼𝕎𝕀ℕ𝔻
Hi everyone! So, I started reading BL for the first time in 2020 but didn’t start doing annual wrap-ups until 2021. So because I feel like I’ve left out a ton of my favorite stories and because I’m a bit of a perfectionist... here’s my 2020 wrap-up rewind!
Out of all of the BL stories -ongoing and completed at the time- that I read, I have a winner in ten categories and four ‘best of’ winners!! Enjoy the 2020 throwback!!
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✧ - FUNNIEST
And the nominees are...
- 19 Days
- Someone Else’s BL Manhwa
- Sign
- On or Off
- My Purrrfect Boss!
And the winner is…
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SIGN
Sign was such a sweet manhwa, but the first 10 or so chapters got me laughing so fucking hard!! I will always remember the secondhand embarrassment, shock, and overall hilarity of these two (˃̣̣̥ ▿ ˂̣̣̥) 
✧ - MOST INTRUIGING
And the nominees are...
- Dear Door
- Killing Stalking
- Red Candy
- Blood Bank
- December Rain
And the winner is…
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KILLING STALKING
All of these had me immediately hooked, but I’d be lying if I chose anything but Killing Stalking. Such a wild psychological thriller that had my anxiety through the freaking roof the entire time. I remember reading this for literally two days straight on a certain website that I didn’t have an account with so I clicked through each individual panel (which is why it took so long to get through) and honestly that probably exacerbated the suspense. Either way, there was no way I was putting this one aside until I finished.
✧ - BEST KISS
And the nominees are...
- Incorrigible
- Fools
- December Rain
- Blood Bank
- Cherry Blossoms After Winter
And the winner is…
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BLOOD BANK
Blood Bank was such an amazing manhwa!! I loooooved it the first time I read it two years ago and it easily stays with me as one of my all time favorites ♡♡♡ There’s a particular kiss I’m thinking of near the end that I just love so much (⋈◍>◡<◍)。✧♡ I was so happy at their happy ending and how it all came together, I just love Shell & Eric so much!! ♡♡♡
✧ - BEST SEX SCENES
And the nominees are...
- Dear Door
- Room to Room
- Liquor & Cigarette
- Unromantic
- Shame Application / Dirty Vibration
And the winner is…
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DEAR DOOR
I didn’t want to pick Dear Door because it also won in 2021, but fucking hell I remember the first time I read it and that first scene on the couch... ///o_o/// I cannot lie, Dear Door is on another level ok... y’all know.
✧ - FAVORITE FLUFF
And the nominees are...
- Guang Xiang
- Never Understand
- Cherry Blossoms After Winter
- Path to You
- Fools
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And the winner is…
FOOLS
I -love love love- all of these so much, it was so hard to narrow down this list to five, but I have such warm feelings whenever I think back to when I read Fools for the first time! ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)˚๐*˟ ♡ A little sad that the reboot is still on hiatus but tbh we didn’t need one in the first place ♡ But if it does come back I’ll be reading it immediately.
✧ - FAVORITE BOTTOM
And the nominees are...
- Jungwoo | Fools
- Nathaniel | Path to You
- Yu Yang | Here U Are
- Na-kyum | Painter of the Night
- Shell Overlord | Blood Bank
And the winner is…
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SHELL OVERLORD | BLOOD BANK
Ahhhhhh Shell captured my heart as soon as he asked to be stepped on hahaha (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ such a powerful vampire and a complete masochist I love it!
✧ - FAVORITE TOP
And the nominees are...
- Yohan | Sign
- Eunho | Lover Boy
- Taehee | Banana Scandal
- Yoon Taejun | Unintentional Love Story
- Tsuchiya Hazuki | Kiraide Isasete
And the winner is…
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EUNHO | LOVER BOY
Eunho ♡.。₀:*゚✲゚*:₀。For real, Eunho fought for their relationship so hard and for so long, I really loved that. This manhwa was really special to me when I first read it ❤
✧ - FAVORITE COUPLE
And the nominees are...
- Conor & Simon | Dark Heaven
- Suchae & Gusam | December Rain
- Yiyoung & Director Kang | On or Off
- Giovanni & Felix | Hold Me Tight
- Cho Ayeo & Woori | Incorrigible
And the winner is…
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CONOR & SIMON | DARK HEAVEN
Without a doubt it’s Conor & Simon!! ♡\( ̄▽ ̄)/♡ They were freaking ride or die, so in love, so good together ♡ I absolutely LOVED the flashbacks to when they were kids growing up and forming their band together. Just amazing. Just two boys in love! So many hardships, but they got through it ❤
✧ - FAVORITE SIDE COUPLE
And the nominees are...
- Chanwoo & MD | BJ Alex
- He Tian & little Mo | 19 Days
- Zhong Qiu Jie & Pan Shu |  Here U Are
- Donghee & Hotae | Unintentional Love Story
- Haruki & Akihiko | Given
And the winner is…
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DONGHEE & HOTAE | UNINTENTIONAL LOVE STORY
I was waiting so long to get more of Donghee & Hotae!! And they finally gave us their backstory in the later chapters... but I wanted more!! And I was so relieved when they finally did get together (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡ Something about these two I really loved.
✧ - FAVORITE BOY
And the nominees are...
- Taehee | Banana Scandal
- Baekyung | Scandalous M
- Na-kyum | Painter of the Night
- Shell Overlord | Blood Bank
- Yoon Taejun | Unintentional Love Story
And the winner is…
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TAEHEE | BANANA SCANDAL
( ^◡^)っ ♡·゚゚·*: To nobody’s surprise, Taehee had my whole heart from the very beginning!! I simply love this boy!!
✧ - FAVORITE NEW BL
And the nominees are...
- Love me Dramatically
- Nomi x Shiba
- Red Candy
- Semantic Error
- My Purrrfect Boss!
And the winner is…
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SEMANTIC ERROR
Also probably to no surprise, Semantic Error had me engrossed in their enemies to lovers, back and forth, the flirting!!!!! From the very beginning └(=^‥^=)┐ the dynamic between them was just so hilarious and I could not picture how they were going to get together but I needed it!!!!
✧ - FAVORITE ONGOING BL
And the winner is…
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KING’S MAKER
There were so many amazing BLs I was reading at this time, but King’s Maker was elite for me. I love a good slow burn childhood friends time skip and I just needed them to be safe and happy together o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
✧ - FAVORITE BL THAT ENDED IN 2020
And the winner is…
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INCIDENTALLY LIVING TOGETHER
Straight up, this manhwa was emotionally damaging but therapeutic at the same time. Especially because I read it in fall of 2020 when I was at home a lot a a bit isolated, I really felt for these characters. I re-read this again in 2021 when I was going through a sad time and it kept the tears going, but that’s what you need sometimes ✿
✧ - BEST BL OF 2020
And the winner is…
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HYPERVENTILATION
❀❀❀ Hyperventilation became my one of my all time favorites right away!!! It was so, so short, but it was beautiful and emotional and relatable. Everyone has regrets, things in the past they wish they acted on, and this gives hope to those ♡ It’s also pretty freaking adorable and I love a well done childhood friends to lovers, especially in flashbacks, so this was an easy one for me to love!! ( ^◡^)っ ♡ Check out the anime too!
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Thank you for reading!
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sserrafeim · 2 years
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Rip them to shreds, Biho
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intomybubble · 3 years
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*cries in cards i dont own*
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jeontaehui · 2 years
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TAEHEE STAN TWITTER AFTER THE RELEASE OF FAVORITE (VAMPIRE) + ERA LOG
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[verse 1: TY, JN, DY, MK, *TH*]
yeolbyeonggachi dagawa nal myeolmang sikyeo
ain't afraid at all
nae segye sansani buseojyeo
neoreul tamhage doego
uh, buljangnanira hae (*quit that*)
uh, buljangnanira hae (*quit that*)
gasireul gajyeonne (*hands down*)
papyeoni dwae beorin crown (*take that*)
geu sungyeolhan dok nan kkaemureotgo deurimasyeo
[outro: JH, TH, DY]
favorite
(your love, your love)
you are, you are, you are
you’re my favorite
saranghae, saranghae, my
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she has the seventh most amount of lines in favorite (11.05 seconds in total).
she had black-blue dyed hair for the music video and promotions! it was down most of the time except for the choreography cuts and stages.
these are some of her stage outfits besides the one showed in the tweet comp: 211105 stage but the palette of the fit is red velvet and black to match the overall palette; 211118 stage on the kelly clarkson show but her hair is tied up into a ponytail with loose strand at the front; 211211 stage for mama 2021 but she has a red cropped suit jacket on with the same pattern as the members, her pants are longer too.
she was center during the transition from the first part to the second part of the second chorus (on the ‘you’re my favorite’ line). she and taeyong also share the center after mark and jaehyun’s part in the dance break.
her favorite part in the music video was when she was filming the bathroom scene because the set was so pretty and they tried out a lot of effects. she also likes the last chorus of the song because it sounded like the part you would play during a character’s redemption arc in a movie, for example.
taeyong mentioned in the music video reaction that taehee played a very mysterious role in the mv so it would be nice if nctzens paid attention to those details!
taeheezens don’t know what to feel about this era, honestly. while they are happy that she got a fair amount of screen time, it was mostly just to give emphasis on their storyline and the lore of the smcu. they wished she had at least gotten more lines (vocal lines, actually, because they thought the song fit her range), so they’re just going to look forward to her fancams and performances this era.
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coming through with a list and links to my characters’ costumes for the halloween event. i’m so excited and prepared for spooky shenanigans. 
alina: christine daae from phantom of the opera sylvie: maleficent olaf: an elven prince destin: a playboy bunny (nsfw-ish) jaxton: mr. darcy from pride and prejudice wylan: lumiere james: richard o’connell from the mummy steve: ferris bueller luke: a ghost :))) sarah: cher from clueless ryan: padme from star wars jongwoo: a gumiho  bill: a comeptitior in squid game  micah: boo from monsters inc. taehee: andy from the old guard yelena: buffy the vampire slayer arin: a sith lord julian: norman bates ted: woody from toy story rey: a banshee  peter: michael myers ashton: robin hood jenna: britney spears from the baby one more time mv  charlie: sidney crosby aria: hawkeye rosalie: barbie binx: a catboy hassan: hopper from stranger things mike: paul from dune norman: carl from the walking dead jack: the grim reaper alvez: a ladybug (specifically francis from bugs life) yunlan: wei wuxian from the untamed chuck: jay gatsby freddie: a pirate kendall: dorian gray
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verovamp · 3 years
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Aaaaaa I'm living for characters who made up with each other!!! I think it's time for me to evolve this Taehee evermore after this scene 😍😍😍
Also, vampire yooha is so sexcy i am in LOVE
And biho, am a bihoe for him 🥰🥰
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                             ♥ ↔ oh hey hi check this out ???
i don’t really know what to label this as but listed below are some muses i really want to explore more? ? ? ? hmu for plots of any kind ( e.g angst, action, slice-of-life, romance, horror, etc??? ) because u know ur girl loves a juicy story. in terms of shipping, ships will most likely be singleship unless stated otherwise. give this post a like if u are interested  ♥
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son kangju | 24 | choreographer/superhero(?) | fc: jung hoseok 
choreographer with the ability to contact the dead.
has been able to see ghosts since he was like, 10 years old. probably has other abilities but has never bothered to explore that because he was already Terrified of the dead speaking to him.
as he got older, he has been able to dampen his power through alcohol ( and, if possible, drugs ), but the recent tragic death of a childhood friend has motivated him to sober up.
nakasone aiko | 24 | ghost/ballerina | fc: myoui mina
childhood friend of kangju !! 
when she was alive, she was a ballerina who was set to be main role of an upcoming production. was unfortunately murdered before the first show, but people assume she is simply missing.
is now a ghost and will not rest until her body is found or if she could find a way to have a second chance at life. 
christine aragaki | 23/immortal | vampire | fc: hirai momo
* inspired by pearl jones from american vampire ( great comic btw )
was once a human born around the early 20th century. she had dreams of becoming an actress before she was turned. she became a vampire after she was left for dead one night and was saved by a mysterious vampire.
nowadays she keeps to herself and tries to avoid being involved in conflict involving the supernatural.
as a vampire, she has no aversion to sunlight. she actually becomes stronger in the sunlight, but becomes weaker in the moonlight. gold is her weakness rather than silver or wood.
hwang “tae” taehee | 25 | elementary school teacher | fc: park chanyeol
elementary school teacher who recently went through a divorce
kinda heartbroken over his failed relationship!! kinda doesn’t care at the same time bc he saw it coming!! now he just wants to explore life a little bit more bc he realizes that he never had a chance to??
park dongwook | 26 | mechanic/loan shark | fc: kim junmyeon
* slightly inspired by the movie coin locker girl 
was found abandoned in a coin locker when he was just a baby by a mobster who heard him crying. the mobster felt pity towards him and adopted him as his own child
turned out to be a naturally charming boy so it was just easy for him to become a loan shark/debt collector for the same mob his father was a part of. however, after his best friend minguk left the mob, dongwook left too because he’s just fuckin disaster gay ok smh
now that he’s not affiliated with any group, he sticks to what he knows best ( doing criminal shit ) because he absolutely has no idea what to do with himself. he also works as a mechanic at his dad’s shop for the most part
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OngHwang Soulmate!AU (part 3)
Seongwoo couldn't contain the smile on his face. He had made it to the final line up, all his efforts paid off and the nation producers choose him to be their idol, he couldn't be happier.
After all the interviews and videos, he came back to the dorm room to pack his things (Seongwoo likes to organize things) as they will be moving into the new dorm next week. When he arrived to the room, it was dark so he turned on the light and found no one.
'Others must be still celebrating.' Seongwoon shurgged and proceed to took out his clothes from the closet. He was in the middle of folding clothes when he heard the door clicked open. He turned around to look who was it and found Minhyun standing there awkwardly with puffy eyes.
Of course, Seongwoo noticed how hard Minhyun was crying during the ending and honestly, he didn't know how to comfort him. He could not possibly cling like a baby koala to Minhyun like Seonho, that would be weird because they are same age. He didn't also know what words to offer to him as he has never been that good at giving motivational speeches, that's why he relied on his actions. Now that Minhyun was here and they were the only persons in the room, Seongwoo was at a loss.
Minhyun glanced at him and tried to hide his puffy eyes by rubbing his eyes with sleeves while walking into the room. He then sat down on his lower bunk bed and the awkward silence filled the room again.
Seongwoo couldn't bring himself to look at Minhyun directly, afraid that he would made the later more uncomfortable. He kept his stare on the blazer he was folding when Minhyun suddenly said, 'Congratulations on getting the 5th place'
'Thanks. You too, congratulations'
'Thank you'
Silence filled the room again and Minhyun was about to get up and went out of the room when Seongwoo blurted out, 'I am sorry'
'What for?' Minhyun looked at him with a straight face.
'Because you are sad'
'That's not your fault.'
'But still, I am sorry Minhyun ah. I know you didn't expect this. I know it must be hard to take in.' Seongwoo kept his stare to on the blazer.
Minhyun sighed and gave him a sad smile before coming back into the room and sitting down on his bed.
'Why are you not telling me it's gonna be okay?'
Seongwoo finally looked up and found Minhyun was already looking at him in the eyes.
'Because you are clearly not okay and my words would have been just empty words to you at this moment. I...I just feel like 'sorry' is the only word I can actually offer to you for what you are going through now. I am sorry that you cannot go back to your groupmates now. I am sorry that you are doubting if you really deserves to be here or not because you worked harder than anyone for this yet you are not able to happy about your end results. I am sorry that I am happy when you are sad.' Seongwoo breathed out.
Minhyun seemed surprised out his outburst because he kept staring at him in the eyes. And after what seemed like forever, he finally got up from his bed and walked towards the door again. Seongwoo thought he fucked up but then, Minhyun looked back with a very faint smile and said before he closed the door, 'Thank you. It's actually better than telling me 'it's okay'. And don't be sorry, Seongwoo ah. It's not your fault.'
When the door clicked shut again, Seongwoo let out the breath he had been unknowingly holdinh in and sat on the floor blankly for a minute or two. He sighed again and tossed the blazer he had been holding for past 15 minutes into the luggage then walked off to the bathroom to take a shower because he felt sticky and heavy, both physically and mentally.
When he took off the shirt, he found a bunch of amaranths and marigolds on across his ribs and this time, he was not really surprised to find that amaranths mean hopelessness and marigolds mean sorrow.
What actually surprised him was though he could recall Minhyun’s puffy eyes and broken smile while tracing the newly bloomed flowers on his ribs.
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To say Seongwoo is confused would be an understatement.
In between preparing for debut, actually debuting and now preparing for their second comeback, Seongwoo found out that his soulmate hasn’t cried in the past few months because he had not spot any new flowers since the last night in their Paju dorms. He was actually quiet relieved because lately, his mind had been filled with work, work and work that he didn’t really have time to wonder about his soulmate.
Also, when he was not occupied with works, his mind had been filled with the newly acquired information about Hwang Minhyun. They had gotten close since they had moved into the dorm. It's not like they were not close before, they were but there was always that tension of being in the competition and also the slight walking-on-the-egg-shells period even after the Produce 101 ended. Now that they are actually groupmates and being same age helped them to become close. And as they got close, Seongwoo had learned that Hwang Minhyun is not as confident as he carried himself to be and that his obsession with cleaning might be linked with him getting anxious over things that are not in his control.
Seongwoo also learned that Minhyun doesn’t easily cry because while others were crying their eyes out after their debut stage, Minhyun was looking at everyone with a faint smile on his face. Seongwoo couldn’t help but think of the flowers blooming in the last of winter everytime he saw Minhyun smiling like that. It’s actually quiet fascinating because Minhyun was born in summer (like himself) and has the personality of a warm ocean breeze in the summer.
The first time he found Minhyun smiling widely was when they were filming for the variety show at the Zero Base. Jinyoung and Guanlin were bickering over something and those two kids decided to ask Minhyun who was right between the two of them. But they ended up bickering again while trying to explain the situation to Minhyun and Minhyun who found them cute was smiling very fondly at the two of them. Seongwoo witnessed the whole thing from where he was sitting at that time and thought that Minhyun's fond smile remind him of the cute kittens and summer breeze.
Seongwoo also learned that despite being so handsome, Minhyun has low self confidence about his face. He never picked himself for visual rankings and was constantly praising others' visuals (Seongwoo was so happy that Minhyun actually picked him as his visual pick, he even had that part of the episode saved in his phone but let's not tell anyone about that). For Seongwoo, Hwang Minhyun's visual is amazing. He looked like a cold vampire prince on stage yet still managed to look like a kitten when he was off stage and Seongwoo just couldn't help but to sing priases about Minhyun's visual at every chances he got. He knew he sounded biased but then again, so were 862,719 people who had voted for Minhyun during the finale night so he thinks his opinion is valid.
But those were not the main reasons why Seongwoo was confused. He was confused because his initial plan to look out for his soulmate has become less and less occupied on his mind these days, and instead placed with the thought of finding out the mysterious creature that is Hwang Minhyun. Seongwoo tried to tell himself that it might just be a fleeting crush, and that he was just starstruck. It kind of worked at first, being busy with debut and all, but once they began the filming for Wanna One Go, Seongwoo started to realize day by day that this was more than that.
He wanted to stay beside Minhyun all the time so that he would be able to learn more about him, he wanted to be the one to know all of Minhyun's habits so that he would be the one to tell the fans about Minhyun. He knew Minhyun had problems adjusting to the new atmosphere and he wanted to be the one to make him feel comfortable enough around his new surroundings that his weird Busan accent would come out eventually. He also knew that Minhyun was so used to being with 3 other same ages friends in Nuest so he tried to fill in their absence by Minhyun’s side.
If someone asked Seongwoo why he was doing all these things, he also didn’t have a solid reason. But the closest thing would be that he loves seeing Minhyun’s genuine smile and he wants to be the one to make that smile bloom so often on Minhyun’s face.
And also, another reason why Seongwoo is confused also related to his own soulmate. Seongwoo used to like imagining how his soulmate might look like and his past imaginations ranged from Kim Taehee to Woobin to the classmate he used to have in high school. But now, he could not imagine any other than those cat-like eyes and white skin. Seongwoo always regarded himself as a bi though now that he had met Minhyun, he was not so sure anymore.
And Seongwoo was also glad that it’s such a great coincidence that a single flower hasn’t bloomed yet on his body and Minhyun hasn’t also shed any tears during that period too.
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Minhyun was stressed. He was also frustrated. He had been working so hard for his solo stage to be revealed at the concert but he just couldn’t seem to satisfied at all. The choreo was supposed to be powerful yet sensual and sexy. The company and the dance team had suggested him to go shirtless to match with the vibe of the song and initially he thought it would be a good surprise to his fans. Now he felt stupid, why did he even think he would be able to pull off such concept? This whole situation reminded him of the times he was lost and unsure about his future in pledis’ green practise room. It reminded him of the times where his voice was not able to hit notes and his foot didn’t follow the steps like they should. Most of all, it reminded him of the times when he was told that he is dragging the whole team down. Shaking the memories away, Minhyun sighed for the nth time this week and he looked at the full length mirror across the room.
He saw a 15 years old pledis trainee boy with low self esteem, lost, hopeless and frustrated.
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vicecityhq-archive · 5 years
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kim hongjoong of ateez - espionage/prostitute of the nightbloods, vampire (pureblood)
reserved until 02.27 at 11:59PM CST
jung jinsoul - ivory lotus assassin, siren
ha sooyoung (yves) - night bloods assassin, vampire (pure blood)
kim jongin (kai) - night bloods weapons tech and espionage, hellhound
submitted apps (acceptance 02/24 at 6:00PM CST)
kim taehyung as alexander ‘jeon minho’ malkov - second in command/assassin of the nightbloods, vampire (pureblood)
min yoongi as sebastian ‘ace’ natoli - leader, of the howlers, mixed blood
kim kibum as jeon ‘key’ minki - leader of the night bloods, vampire (turnblood)
yoon jeonghan as park ‘honey’ jaehyun - second in command of the howlers, mixed blood
wong yukhei as zhao ‘atlas’ fang - leader of g.h.o.s.t., demon
bang yongguk as victor rhee - howlers’ medic, witch
byun baekhyun as yi minsik - ivory lotus medic and drug manufacturer, witch
hirai momo as izumi ‘mirage’ hisoka - the howler’s assassin and prostitute, mixed blood
park sooyoung as yi minji - ivory lotus leader, witch
lalisa monabon as camilla du eriksen - ivory lotus csc and sector leader, mermaid
lee taeyong as byun ‘olethros’ wonjae - g.h.o.s.t second in command, vampire
park seonghwa as jeon ‘pollux’ hye - night bloods assassin, hellhound
choi san as kang ‘silver’ taewoo - assassin of g.h.o.s.t., mixed blood
kim min-kyung as moon ‘ivy’ yunhee - second in command of the ivory lotus, witch
cai xukun  as liu ‘sy’ syaoran - ivory lotus prostitute/section leader, fallen angel
song yuqi as wu ‘cypress’ feihung - night bloods assassin, succubus
jung hoseok as kim ‘soo’ jungsoo -  the night bloods, prostitute
oh sehun as baek ‘asmodeus’ yejun - night bloods assassin, demon
kim youngkyun as william caleb jung - night bloods medic, vampire (turn blood)
jung wooyoung as  lee wooseok - night bloods drug manufacturer, vampire (turn blood)
lee jooheon as kun ’hyunni’ joohyun - howlers weapon tech, werewolf
jeon jungkook as han ‘starboy’ yoosung - howlers dealer, werewolf
chae hyungwon as oh haneul - ivory lotus drug manufacturer, faerie
xu minghao as xiao ‘axel’ bohai - g.h.o.s.t. weapons tech and hacker, djinn (infrit & madrid mix)
kim seokjin as yoon sungmin - howlers bookkeeper, skinwalker
kim tayeon as song ‘hemlock’ areum - ivory lotus assassin, siren
kim jiwon (bobby) as pak ‘jinhong’ seung - howlers assassin, skin walker
im jaebum (jb) as lee ‘byeol’ daeshim - howlers prostitute, hybrid
jung jaewon (one) as shin ‘trip’ yeol - howlers dealer, werewolf
kim hyelim (lime) as moon taehee - civilian, fallen angel
chittaphon leechaiyapornkul (ten) as chutinan chuanchin - ivory lotus prostitute/dealer, djinn 
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onyourhyuck · 2 years
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October Series Fanfics!
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-releasing everything in October-
Note- Hello this is Miso here I’m going to explain this concept for October. I mean I think it’s pretty self explanatory though. This is October series will be Halloween theme so expect updates with these four nct fanfics! Support me by reblogging and following me <3
TW- SMUT. ROMANCE. HORROR. FANTASY.
The Anatomy Of Na Jaemin. [ Vampire ]
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summary: y/n is an excellent doctor at taehee hospital. she is kind and cooperative to everyone. na jaemin is a doctor at taehee hospital, he has a dark secret that no one must know of. y/n is determined to find out what he is hiding.
release- The Anatomy Of Na Jaemin.
Looks That Kill. [ Werewolf ]
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summary: y/n has never believed in fantasies. she finds those myths a tale for naive children. y/n thought she will always be realistic, logic over nonsense type person. that was until she met a monstrous unexplainable black silhouette in the woods late at night.
release- Looks That Kill.
Sinking Ships. [ Siren ]
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summary: lee jeno is a son to a wealthy aristocrat man who sails all over the world. therefore jeno has always felt at home on a ship, he decides to join his father on the expedition. however a dark storm overtakes them, but it wasn’t only Mother Nature who was their enemy. it was something below the horrific maddening seas.
release- Sinking Ships.
One Thousand Desires. [ Demon ]
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summary: if there was a word to describe you it would be reckless. this young girl was born rather without fear, if anything. but one thing finally scared her to the bones when she comes across a ruthless entity in the human realm. the genie.
release- One Thousand Desires.
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@onyourhyuck please refer from translating plagiarising and copyrighting my work thank you! Reblog this fic and follow me to stay updated for more it helps a girl out<3
What fic are you most anticipating for? I cannot wait to write Haechan or Jeno, it’s such a new concept with Sirens and Demons! -Miso
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if you haven't received him yet, Yooha from Wannabe Challenge for the character asks 👀
Bless you for asking me about my number one man rn 😍
Why I like him: First I was intrigued by this strange magical creature trapped in a scroll and his painful past linked to MC. Then he did that thing which I find totally disarming which is be all pained and troubled and then light up like Christmas as soon as he sees MC and switch on the flirty, possessive charm. Staaahp 😍 (never stop)
Favourite scene: when he ruffles his tails at MC, making her all fluttery and blushy and filling Taehee with the rage of 1000 suns
Favourite outfit: I just unlocked the vampire-hunter sub-story in Dream and LOOK AT THESE BABES
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Favourite line: Every word he speaks in that silky voice of his. Also, “Master.”
BrOTP: Him and Taehee. If they don’t end up as BFFLs via their intense desire to protect and love MC, I will riot
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wait high school au????? when does that happen??? oh my god?????? this week just keeps on giving doesn't it afdjhbg
WC is so good to us!
Once you reach chapter 8, Dream unlocks where you can play an AU and fall in love with one of the boys of your choice. One is high school and the other is vampire 😍
The routes are quite long too. I can defeat any of the vampire checkpoints yet but I’m loving the high school one. All four of the boys are friends too! It’s lovely to see Taehee and Yooha getting along haha.
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Enjoy!!
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