#ummm heart emoji i dont. its like. conversations we dont have. things i want to say but cant because itll break the immersion
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Conversations I Won’t Have
Summary: Sausage copies the way she holds her teacup, even though he feels like he should be lifting his pinky. It feels fancier, and shouldn’t he be fancy for a God?
She doesn’t seem to care, so he guesses it’s alright. He takes a sip, and it tastes like sunflower seeds and pools warmly in his chest. He blows on the surface of the tea. “Who are you?” He wants to say. He says nothing at all.
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Sausage dreams often. Nearly every night he goes to sleep, he dreams of the old kingdom, or of Bubbles, or of Eddie, or of his mother. He dreams of familiar things - of moments that happened, but with a twist that only dreams can give.
So, with that in mind, maybe this dream isn’t terribly weird. It’s a dream of a familiar thing, though it’s just as unfamiliar as it is familiar, and-
Well. He’s not too sure how to explain how he feels about someone he’s only known in visions, and who’s also a God, and is also also maybe his friend in one timeline or another. Having visions is a very complicated situation. He quite wishes it would stop.
He’s sitting at a small table - the type someone would put out in a garden, with those pretty metal designs under glass - in a folding chair, with a small tray of pastries in front of him, and a tea cup in his hand. There should not be a teacup in his hand.
“Hello, Sausage,” says someone who he recognizes, and someone who is a Goddess, and someone who is his friend. She looks strange, because her hair is brown, but when she tilts her head to look at him, it’s blond instead, and she’s taller than he knows she should be, but she’s also too tall to be sitting at the table with him, except she seems to be sitting in her own folding chair perfectly fine, and she’s wearing a dress he recognizes from the statue and from the wall carving, but if he thinks about it, it really doesn’t look like the statue or wall carving at all, other than the colour scheme, and-
“My head hurts,” he wants to say.
“Hello,” he says.
She nods at him, and keeps eye contact with him while she takes a sip of her tea, her hand wrapped delicately around the handle. Sausage copies the way she holds her teacup, even though he feels like he should be lifting his pinky. It feels fancier, and shouldn’t he be fancy for a God?
She doesn’t seem to care, so he guesses it’s alright. He takes a sip, and it tastes like sunflower seeds and pools warmly in his chest. He blows on the surface of the tea. “Who are you?” He wants to say. He says nothing at all.
“It’s been a while since I’ve last seen you,” she says. Sausage realizes that he doesn’t actually know what her face looks like, even though he’s staring directly at her.
“It hasn’t been that long, actually,” Sausage says. “It was like... a week since I visited the catacombs.”
“Oh, well. That was how long it’s been since you last saw me. I, however, have been waiting a while.” She smiles, and he doesn’t know how he knows that, because she must have a mouth, but he’s pretty sure he’s looking at her face, and she does not have a mouth. “That is, of course, barring the you that’s sleeping on my couch.”
“What the fuck does that mean?” Sausage doesn’t ask.
“Of course,” Sausage agrees instead.
She looks mildly disturbed now, which doesn’t make sense, because he can’t see her face, and only knows that she’s tilted her head a little bit, which could convey a lot of emotions, actually, and- well, you get the gist.
“You seem very mild right now, Sausage. You aren’t usually.”
“I’m well known for my calmness, actually,” Sausage says.
She laughs. Like, really, actually laughs, and throws her head back, a hand coming up to cover her face. “That is very not true,” she says, once she’s stopped laughing.
Sausage pouts, but some part of him wants to argue. Not because she’s wrong, no, but because she shouldn’t know this. “Why do you know this about me?” He doesn’t ask. He wants to though. He takes another sip of his tea. It tastes like chamomile now. It’s still warm.
“You’re free to take dessert, you know. It tastes good, I promise. I’ve had a lot of practice.” She smiles, like there’s an inside joke that he should know, and he smiles back, though he knows it doesn’t look real.
“I bet,” he says. “A lot of time to use, when you’re a God, I guess.” He grabs a brownie, and she frowns.
“That too, I suppose.” She places her teacup down, and leans on her hand. “Speaking of Gods, how’s Joel?”
“Oh, uh. He’s doing pretty good. Made a new temple, last I saw him. He’s been very sweet to me, but Hermes said that they get kinda sad when the first thing he asks about is the gift I send him. All around a nice father, but a little greedy.” Sausage shrugs, but he’s smiling. “I think that’s his only big flaw.”
“And he’s still teasing-?” she asks.
Sausage blinks. “Who’s the Codfather?” he almost asks, except she hadn’t just said that. She’d said- she’d said-
“Yeah,” he agrees. “The sheriff has been bullied by... everyone, really. Fwhip has been super on his side, but that comes with being deputy, I guess. Did you hear about the court case?”
She seems delighted. “I did not! Oh, what happened?”
“Well, Joel designed a couple toys that look like the sheriff - he’s been making jokes about Jimmy being a toy for a while now-”
“Oh, I don’t like that. He should stop.” She sounded a little commanding now, like this was something she was going to bring up to him. Or maybe he was supposed to bring it up to Joel? He wasn’t too sure, actually.
Sausage shrugs noncommittally. “Well he made a plush toy about it. They’re cute, if you ignore the whole copyright thing, so I bought a couple for Hermes. But anyway, Jimmy decided, yeah, this is copyright, so he brought it to court, which was in the Goblands. Fwhip was his lawyer too. And they got Pixl to be the judge, which was cool.”
“Pixl is cool,” she agrees. There’s something in her voice, like she was remembering something, and it was a little funny. Or maybe a little sad? Which made it funny. Or something.
Honestly, could she stop being mysterious and make him keep thinking about what she was thinking about? Or, better yet, stop coming into his dreams and visions? It was only twice, so far, he supposed, but that was more than anyone else had been, and Oli had only been in his visions once, and he’d met Oli before he appeared in his vision, so it was less mysterious and still annoying and- Hm. He really wished he didn’t have visions.
“Pix is cool,” he repeats. “Um, but, yeah, Joel and Fwhip both bribed him? But they were of equal value, apparently - the things they were bribing him with - which were a small emerald block and a small emerald ore block-”
She bursts out laughing, but waves at him to continue. “He would!” she gasps. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, go on.”
“...And then Joel didn’t have a lawyer. And Joel knows nothing about laws and courts because the whole law thing is very Jimmy, and the whole court thing is very Pixl, apparently, and Joel’s a God so I guess it’s whatever to him? But that really wasn’t helping his case, so he lost the case, but then he, at some point, told Pixl that they were going to do a second case, that argued that Jimmy was a toy, so then Jimmy and Fwhip ran away.” Sausage hums. Takes a sip of his tea. “He mentioned that he accidentally called Jimmy a boy toy while he was leaving.”
“Pardon?!” she asks, voice high pitched. It was clear that she had just picked up her tea to drink from, and was quite thankful that she had not taken a sip quite yet.
“Well,” Sausage says. “Toy boy and boy toy are very easy words to flip flop.”
“I- I suppose,” she agrees, brows furrowing. Even though she did not seem to have eyebrows.
Noticing that he wasn’t seeing things was getting exhausting. And this was a dream.
Or, actually, was it? He wasn’t too sure, and he- well, he didn’t really know what he wanted, but he was getting a little more comfortable with what he wanted, as he spent more time in this place.
“Is this a dream?” he wants to ask.
“Is this a dream?” he asks.
He doesn’t know what face she’s making. He can’t see her face at all, and to reflect that, he doesn’t know what face she’s making. This is how it’s supposed to be. He likes it even less.
“It is.” Her voice is even, and her arms are stiff, and she isn’t green anymore, but she still has the gold. She’s grey now - not just her dress, but her skin too. She stands, and her halo (when did she get a halo? She had one, at some point, but he doesn’t remember seeing it, just notices it’s absence now that it’s gone) has disappeared, replaced instead by chipping metal in a net that’s covered in gold paint. She has a black wing now, on the other side, and she’s walking towards him, and the table is gone and so is his chair, and he didn’t see them disappear, he just sees that they aren’t there anymore.
“Sausage,” she says, and her voice is grainy, and there’s static in his ears, and he doesn’t remember what her voice sounded like, but it wasn’t this. “I’m sorry, Sausage.” She walks over to him, and with every step, she changes, more stony, more like the statue, and less like her.
She takes his hands in her own, and he looks into her eyes, and sees that her face is gone. Chipped, like someone took a chisel to her face and hacked, and his breath pauses in his chest.
“When you ask me what I know, when you ask me why you’re dreaming - when you break the wall - that’s when it all comes crumbling down. I couldn’t warn you, but you knew, and I know you knew, because we’ve played this scene so many times. Sausage, I’m sorry, and I’ll come back, and we’ll talk again, and you’ll tell me a new story I’ve seen before, and I’m sorry I couldn’t help you, and I’m sorry I can’t help you, and I’m sorry-” she freezes, and he can feel the moment it happens. Her hands become cold as stone, and he can’t free his hands from her grip. He’s going to wake up soon - in a second - and he knows it.
But for that second that feels like forever, his hands are clasped between hers in something like a prayer, and he’s kneeling, and she’s larger than she’d been for their entire talk, towering over him, and she looks like an angel. She is a God, she is an angel, and she is stone, and for a moment he is praying to her.
It doesn’t fade to black - that doesn’t explain how quickly everything darkens, then lightens again. He blinks, and sees nothing, then again, and his eyes are watering as he stares at the wall of his bedroom.
He doesn’t know why he’s crying, is the thing, but there’s an image of the angel, of the Goddess that Pixl has been studying burned into his brain, and he buries his head into his pillow and tries to forget.
Just as he’s done every other time he wakes up crying to the image of a Goddess he’s never known.
#[lore texts]#[written in stone]#ummm heart emoji i dont. its like. conversations we dont have. things i want to say but cant because itll break the immersion#times i do say it because it's too much but i know its a mistake that ive made over and over and i want to talk with you again because youre#so. so familiar.#and when i wake up itll be like you never existed at all. <- boys with memory problems handshake ME with memory problems#empires smp#pearlescentmoon#mythicalsausage#empires season 2#empires season two#empires pearl#empires sausage#meow. have a good day everyone im gonna go think about conversations almost had
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hi kiki !!! im pretty new here and this is the first ask i’ve sent but i just wanted to pop in and say how much i adore not only ur writing but just u in general !! both practice and imagine are incredible n i could go on and on about how much comfort ive found in ur writing and ur characters but we’d be here for DAYS… weeks even 🫣 idk how to explain this exactly but u do such a wonderful job at making the story and the characters so beautifully human… like ofc most stories keep it as realistic as possible but when i read urs i literally feel like im living the experience or watching the ppl i love from the sidelines yk?? its just so REAL and RAW and i cant get enough. when i tell u practice couple have me by the NECK like ive reread it so many times already and i find something new to love about it every single time !!! i hope everyone finds a love like theirs, truly.
and as for u, U ARE SOOO PRECIOUS. ive spent the last few days catching up on kiki lore just bc i wanted to get to know u better aside from ur works and u have stolen my heart actually !! ur so funny and down to earth and i can tell just how much u love writing and interacting with everyone and something about u and ur page is so warm and cozy and refreshing 🥺 i hope ur taking care and that u always find things that bring u joy in every day, even if it’s something little!! u deserve all the good things this world has to offer and as a new follower i cant wait to see what the future has in store for u and im so happy to experience this little journey!! and i hope u never forget how loved n valued u are, u have a beautiful heart and dont let anyone ever tell u otherwise!!
ill wrap this up bc ive already made this so long but thank u for all that u do 🥺🫂🫶🏻 u work so hard to create these amazing stories for us and i hope u know we will never take that for granted ! always remember to rest and put ur health first, i know life can get crazy so it’s important that u look after urself !!!
p.s. - so excited for the weekend i could pee my pants. u have no idea.
not sure what emoji i should go by in ur asks… hmm… maybe ⭐️? or is that taken already?
lots of love to u!!
ummm soooooo
idk what tf i've done to be deserving of such a sweet message but im literally tearing up while writing smut what have u do to me friend akejndajdnsajn
first of all, thank you so much for being here and sending in such a sweet fucking ask. i hope you're enjoying your time on here so far my love!!
and this is probably one of the biggest compliments ive ever recieved about my writing. its so reassuring so thank you so so so so much ugh! its so incredibly difficult to make things feel/sound realistic. i often mull over the same scene and dialogue over and over and over again, wondering if the conversations feel normal, or if the dialogue feels right for that specific character, so your comment literally means everything to me!! and it makes me so happy that you care about the characters like im literally fucking gushing!!
AND EXCUSE U NO YOU YOU'RE PRECIOUS AND YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING GOOD IN THE WORLD NO STFU YOU NOT ME YOUUUUUU!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO DEARLY!!!
i generally feel like i am a very annoying n extra human being lol so thank you for sticking through n reading my posts and yeah :'(( i do really love interacting with people on here and i try my best to make this blog feel as safe and inviting as possible so im it makes me saur soft that you feel that way and ugh i cant i dont even know what to say other than i love u sm my lil star friend :'))
#anon#fic: the weekend#fic: practice#fic: imagine#⭐️#bookmarking#for when i feel sad#you're the sweetest soul ever pls#lemme kiss ya >:(
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Testing the Waters (pt. 1)
Summary: youve finally graduated high school and now youre moving on to college. youve decided to go to sendai university. its summer and youve become curious about checking out the dating pool in miyagi, so you download a dating app. you figure you might as well have fun before delving too deep into your studies
Part: [part one] out of ???
Pairings: nishinoya x reader / kuroo x reader / oikawa x reader / kiyoko x reader
A/N: theres tons of ships here, just me living out my hoe phase lmao please dont judge me. let me know what yall think
Genre: fluff, smut, crack
Warnings: flirting, college shinanigans
even though you decided to stay in your hometown to further your studies, you moved out as soon as you could. your parents were smothering you and you were honestly tired of it. so, you got your own apartment and started to live on your own. everything was fine and easy so far but then you realized how lonely you felt. your friends had moved away to go to other universities, and you were never really good at relationships. the anxiety of not knowing what to do with yourself until classes started was consuming you. to deal with this, you figured you might as well download a dating app.
“Gotta check out all the hot singles in my area, I guess,” you thought.
it had been a while since your last relationship but you were sure you were ready again. or maybe you could try to find something different. maybe some hookups could be enough to help you during this weird adjustment period.
you downloaded the app and added whatever details were needed.
Name: l/n, y/n
Looking for: chat, relationship, hookup, anything
Bio:
it took you about ten minutes to finally decide on what you wanted to add to your bio. finally, you typed out:
Bio: just another single college student looking for genuine human connections. Interests include watching anime, reading nerdy shit, and getting to know you
you were never too good at coming up with bios but this should be good enough for now. time to see what kind of fish you could catch..
not even a minute after uploading a picture of yourself, a new message showed up.
Nishinoya Yuu: hey, beautiful! (;
Y/n: oh hi! how are you?
N: doing better now that I’m talking to youuuu. how about your lovely self?
Y: wow someone is really straightforward. I’m doing pretty well rn thanks. what are you up to?
N: just been bored as fuck on here and then BOOM you showed up (:
Y: lol youre silly. so hows the whole dating scene look like on here? any good ones?
N: nah it sucks honestly. But now you’re here so its a million times better!
Y: oh shush lol. does this site really work? like have you actually met someone from here?
N: uhh i actually havent met anyone yet, but ive had some nice conversations so far! ive still got high hopes
Y: have you been on here for a long time?
N: i just downloaded it like two weeks ago? idk but yeah. im hoping that maybe youll be my first??
Y: your first what? haha be more specific
N: OH sorry!! i didnt mean it like that omg. i meant like my first person to meet off of this app lol
Y: i mean if youre not busy right now, we could meet up for a coffee date or something? (cliche right?)
N: ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? like... right now rIGHT NOW?
Y: yeah (: sorry for doing this so fast. you’re just really cute and im bored haha
N: nooooo its fine i swear im just a little shocked. and WOW you think IM CUTE? you should look in the mirror because your gorgeousss *heart eyes emoji*
Y: so its settled? lets meet today at around 1 pm at XXX cafe?
N: yeah! thats not too far from here! i CANT WAIT
Y: same here (:
as soon as you sent that last message you hopped in the shower and started getting ready. you debated whether to put on makeup or not and then eventually decided to do it. you wore that one red dress that greatly accentuated your butt and your curves. you checked the clock and it was 30 MINUTES UNTIL 1 so you finished up by brushing your hair and adding on a spritz of peach scented perfume. “Hopefully this impresses him.”
the cafe you guys agreed to meet at was only a short walk away from your apartment. you were almost at the cafe when you noticed the time again and it was already 10 MINUTES PAST 1! you were so scared that he thought you stood him up but as you got closer, you noticed a cute boy sitting by himself outside. you stared at his backside for a little, unsure if this was your mystery boy. so you messaged him on the app
Y: heeeey are you the one sitting alone outside with a tan shirt and some ripped black jeans?
your phone lit up with the answer to your question: “yes”
as you looked up again, you noticed the stranger you were staring at had stood up and was looking right into your eyes. once you locked eyes, he grinned the biggest smile you’d ever seen and he chuckled.
“Hi there!! L/n, right? Nice to meet ya, I’m Nishinoya Yuu. Wow, you’re even more beautiful in person!! Do you want anything from the cafe? I’m buying”
You were kind of shocked by his beautiful smile and his spiky hair. It took you a while to respond as you tried to take in the wonderful sight in front of you. He was simply breath taking. You could tell he was the athletic type by the way his shirt hung onto his broad, toned shoulders.
“Ummm... L/n? Are you okay? Do you want any coffee or sweets from the cafe?”
“OH, oh my god, I’m so sorry! I got distracted..” you said as you looked away from him, getting redder by the second. you hadn’t even noticed his compliment or the way he kept eyeing you up and down and licking his lips. “Yeah, I’d love to get a coffee, if you don’t mind. Please..”
His eyes snapped back up to yours. “Awesome, I’ll go order inside. You can just sit your pretty little self here while I do that. Don’t run away! I’ll be right back!”
now that you had some time to reflect on what the heck just happened.. you breathed a sigh of relief. You couldn’t believe that he was real and so goddamn gorgeous. His little tuft of blonde hair at the front of his head was so cute and his smile.. goddamn. the way he looked at you.. and his friendly demeanor. it was all so much to take in. you didn’t really know how to react. as soon as you had relaxed, you tensed back up as he came back and sat down with you.
“Here’s your coffee hot and ready just for you, hun”
“Thank you so much Nishinoya” you blushed a bit as your mouth pronounced his name
“Hey, just call me Noya! Or Yuu...”
“On a first name basis already?”
“Only if you want to..”
you giggled as you noticed that he was getting bright pink too. “Okay, Yuu.”
as soon as you said his first name, his eyes lit up and that bright pink hue on his face soon turned into a passionate red
“Soooo..” you said as you tried to break up the silence.. “what do you do? do you go to school?”
“Yeah! I’m going to start going to Sendai University in the fall! I’m going to be playing on the volleyball team! How about you?”
“No way.. I’m gonna go there too! I guess I’ll be seeing you around probably. And wow! Volleyball huh? That’s hot.”
when you said that last part, Noya almost spat out his coffee. you laughed at the look on his face. he was blushing so much he couldn’t keep still. you were almost afraid he would just run away from you and never come back.
He just tried to regain his composure and laughed. “You really got me there oh my god i almost choked. But yeah I can’t wait to play again.”
The rest of the afternoon you guys talked about everything from anime to your favorite season, to your least favorite horror movie. The more you two bonded over common interests, the more he let his wild side out. He became more rambunctious and fiery and this did things to you, to say the least. you checked your phone to check the time and it was already 6:45 pm. You had no clue as to when the sun had started setting, but it didn’t matter because you hadn’t felt this warm fuzzy feeling in your heart in a while. it felt so nice. you didn’t want it to end. but then noya interrupted your thought by saying,
“Hey, (y/n)..” you two were on a first name basis already and it was just the first date. “it’s getting pretty late and I have to go home and help out my family with some stuff. I hope you don’t mind. Sorry! But we can definitely go out again if you want. i know i sure do..”
“Yes, of course! I totally get it. But first can I get your number?” you look away as you say this because this was the first time you’ve ever asked a guy for their number.
you two exchange phone numbers and hug goodbye. you let the hug linger for a little longer than you should and plant a quick soft peck on his cheek and say,
“I can’t wait to see you again, Yuu.”
He just smiles and replies, “Me too, Y/n. I’ll see you again soon, babe.”
You freeze up and don’t know what to say as he walks away. you think to yourself, “did he really just call me babe?”
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Evens
ok here we go!!
2. Are you outgoing or shy?pretty outgoing but I tend to keep to myself by choice in like school and stuff because I usually just dont have the energy
4. Are you easy to get along with?other than like with close friends… probably not. Like I think I’m easy to get along with when it comes to ppl who dont know me but if ur at the point where you know me vaguely but arent a good friend of mine I think I’m kind of abrasive idk
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?I’ve never rly had a type when it comes to girls idk!!! all the girls I’ve been attracted to have all been rly different from eachother
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?lil wayne
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?gf!
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?oh god ummmWorld In My Eyes - Depeche Mode, Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order, Space Age Love Song - Flock Of Seagulls, Don’t Go - Yaz, ALWAYS Wild West Hero - ELO
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?hmmm… sort of?? not in a super Deep way
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?1000000 times
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?no
20. Do you like your neighbors?some of them
22. Where would you like to travel?Italy, Norway, Japan mainly, plus other places of course I just wanna see where my ancestors lived (first 2) and actually use my 5 years of Japanese class for something
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?chilling in bed for hours because thats my life. also coffee
26. What do you do when you wake up?check notifications, text gf (unless its a day I work at like 7am cuz shes usually sleep still)
28. Who are you most comfortable around?Will and Em
30. Do you ever want to get married?some day
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?what the!!!!!!!
34. Do you play sports? What sports?no pensive emoji
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?many times
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?bro do people rlly walk around with a dream image for the person they wish they could be with regardless of whether they rly exist or not
40. What do you want to do after high school?lolllll
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?probably depressed or having a borderline panic attack or something
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?oh god neither
46. What are you paranoid about?losing people, illness, injury, ppl I care about being put in danger whether its due to emotional states or the situation theyre in
48. Have you ever been drunk?no
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?grey
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?less paranoid
54. Favourite store?hi voltage
56. Favourite colour?blue, red, yellow
58. Last thing you ate?english muffin
60. Ever won a competition? For what?won a bid in engineering for a proposal to Boeing about ways to solve the water crisis
62. Been arrested? For what?tax evasion
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?LOOOOOL so Em and I were hanging out before her birthday thing later in the day and we went to the beach, we were just walking around n stuff then sat on a log and she asked if she could kiss me and I was like “yea sure” then she did but I didnt know what to do so it was like 2 seconds long and she was like “that wasnt a real kiss” hgfjkdhg very awkward sorry babe
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?no sry queens and legends
68. Twitter or Tumblr?tungle
70. Names of your bestfriends? Will, Sonny, Em (counting u as a best friend even if you are also my Gf)
72. What colour are your towels?dark grey
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?idk how many are put away but I have one (1) Stuffed Broccoli named Broccobama
76. What colour is your underwear?black
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?tillamook chocolate mudslide
80. What colour pants?none LOL
82. Favourite movie?the wall or yellow submarine
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?mean girls
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?gil or whatever the edgy fish with the scar. Duh
88. Last person you talked to today?texting Em rn but in person, my mom
90. Name a person you love?Em
92. In a fight with someone?the fucking weirdo anon about Joe Strummer I guess but like real talk no
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?like 5? idk
96. Favourite actress?Carrie Fisher :( Marilyn Monroe too
98. Do you tan a lot?no lol
100. How are you feeling?ok I guess
102. Do you regret anything from your past?yes
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?miss people I was once close to but I dont miss anyone who is completely cut from my life
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?probably not
108. What should you be doing?sleeping maybe??? idk
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?Em
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?yes
116. Are you listening to music right now?surprisingly no
118. Do you like Chinese food?i dont dislike it but its not a favorite of mine
120. Are you afraid of the dark?honestly sometimes i get on edge
122. Is cheating ever okay?no.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?not really
126. Are you currently bored?sorta
128. Would you change your name?I wanna change it legally yeah
130. Do you like subway?yea
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?it already asked this LOL Em
134. Can you count to one million?I sure hope so?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?closed and only closed
138. Curly or Straight hair?curly
140. Summer or Winter?summer
142. Favourite month?August
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Dark
146. Was today a good day?6 out of 10
148. What’s your favourite quote?“It’s Gucci time” - Dee Dee Ramone/Dee Dee King
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? 42 is just a picture of MCA and 43 says “Adam served as a great example for myself and for so much of what determination, faith, focus, and humility coupled with a sense of humor can accomplish”
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hide and seek, fireworks, my style, coloured, your love, dream might (romantic or platonic? i love options), i'll be there, because it's you ((((:, you smile, with you, and better with you!!!!
thank you so much for aksing falen i love these and it also got super long lmao rip
Hide & Seek: what’s the first thing you notice when you meet someone new?
in real life, its probably their shoes/socks?????? LMAO and then their appearance but im trying 2 not let their appearance stop me from becoming friends with them :-o
online, i usually??? read ppl’s abouts first???? but idk like when it comes to actually talking to them i guess itd be their typing style?? and their use of emojis/the gif function (jenny) helps me to assess them although i do know that the way they type =/= how they are as a person but thats just what i notice first
Fireworks: name something astro’s done that has made your heart explode
falen u rly had 2 do it to me? ????? but hrm…. whenever they post selcas and when they just laugh every time myungjun laughs thats the shit that gets me the most bc its so/???? pur??e??? i love them a lot theyre always so happie and theyre all smiles every time they do a vlive it makes me happie
My Style: what do you usually wear out?
clothes not 2 sound like a loner but. i rarely go outside bc i only go outside when my family eat out and thats only on like weekends and if im hanging out with pals so i always get the chance to wear the same shirt, shorts and shoes lmao
but its a black cat shirt (used to be a button up thing but singapore is 2 hot 4 me) and blue shorts and white converse
Coloured: favourite MV aesthetic?
ok real talk all of their mvs are so pretty and everything??? but my favourite has to be baby or csc
Your Love: top three astro songs
o w0rm
again
confession
every minute
Dream Night: describe a dream date with anyone
idk?? smth ive always wanted 2 do with anyone is just walk through a park or just walk when the weather is not 2 hot or 2 cold (ike what binuki did in their recent vlive)
if we’re getting more romantic mayb just??? cuddling???? idk i rly cant see this happening tbh
I’ll Be There: fave astro vlive you’d watch over and over again?
but theres so many :-( but possibly all of eunwoo’s just 10 minutes with binnie :-0 the shrek vlive with the ice cream made me laugh so hard though mmMM
Because It’s You: why do you love your astro bias?
ur rly gna make me do all 6 members falen??????? ill try 2 keep it short
myungjun; binnie said he was sure mj wouldnt make it into astro and im assuming its because he was the one who was a trainee the shortest but??? look at him now with his strong vocals and even stronger personality!!! astro mightve done fine without mj but listen.. their vlives, appearance on variety shows, etc. would never be able to be as funny because mj is the reason for everyones laughter and it makes me so happy??? mj has that ability to crack anybody up with his laugh and the shit he says and does is so funny too pleaseth and i just?? appreciate mj for being there so fucking much because he really resolves any tension in the atmosphere so easily and as the oldest member im so glad to see he doesnt find anything awkward AND despite the age gap between him and sanha, theyre like the closest?? lets not forget on that one radio thing yesterday they (astro) were asked who they were most comfy with in the dorm and 3/5 answered myungjun :_) im just happy myungjun exists? thank u mj i love u mister 777
PARK JINWOO; jinjin is the one of the sweetest leaders out there and i know every group has a great leader but jinjin is really that leader to me because as the rest of astro have mentioned before, jinwoo really buys them shit and they have said that he is the sweetest?? remember in the fan made fanmeeting i dont know what its called but i linked it and just??? jinjin is literally an angel!!! the one vlive he did with dogs? my heart melted off!!!!!! he really went and learnt the names of all the dogs present in the dog cafe!!!! he stopped the black dog which was biting hard on the table bc he was scared it’d injure itself/get in trouble and just??? jinwoo is so fucking nice just ??? if u look in the dictionary park jinwoo will appear as a synonym believe me ok and jinjin is part of dance line everybody lets not forget that he dances to release stress and that amaizng intro to again he did with rocky for their dream pt2 showcase because that was fucking so ?? i love talent and! AND i will never shut up but as a leader jinwoo takes care of his members so much and he also knows how to have fun with them and he jsut!!!!! i love him a lot
cha! eu! nwoo! (dongmin); i know 4 a fact that this will get so long lmao rip but first i just wanted to say that i am so proud of dongmin and how far he has come as a dancer and vocalist in astro ok so obviously i dont know the real hard facts tm and i can never tell the difference in anything so i dont know how accurate i really am but last year (and even now) i know eunwoo had a lot of personal schedules and he barely had time to practice? ?? i really dont know but im p sure that was it???? idk but dongmin has had to work so hard the whole of last year with the amount of comebacks astro did and i jus??? im so proud of eunwoo for being able to work hard for astro and still attend all those other schedules at the same time??? like i said idk how much time he did have/didnt have but i know it mustve been little with how late it would be whenever he arrived back at the dorm after his stuff and??? eunwoo had to practice his lines and the dance (astro’s choreography looks hard as shit and its tiring too) in time for their comeback promotions ??? and!! dongmin used to be that member (now its all of astro) who would constantly do vlives for arohas and lets not forget his just one 10 minutes where he would do vlives that were always over 10 minutes where he just talks to fans im eternally grateful for all the work dongmin puts in for astro and arohas and im sure he puts in more than 100% effort when it comes to his personal schedules too!!!! dongmin deserves the best and ive seen someone say b4 that he’d probably feel bad if he had more lines bc he was already “stealing” the spotlight by being a “face genius” and i just!! youre righ??t???? eunwoo is incredibly selfless and its easy 2 assume these kinda things tbh lee dongmin is so much more than his face and visuals he is a hardworker and!!! he loves his members and fans so damn much im !!! i love eunwoo so much i hope he knows how much we love him
binnie; god with bin there isnt somethiing that made me love him??? all he did was go :) and my brain decided i was gonna love him forever ok but……hrm….. i guess i love him because hes such a dork?? like. .. when he laughs he just snorts and its so funny lmao i believe bin’s a good friend too well no shit ?? uMMm moon bin has a cute smile yall…… whenever he smiles my heart explodes hes just that powerful and also!!! bin has been a trainee for 7 years now and im just !! he made it!! like what the post i reblogged earlier said, he probably had other dreams but he still stuck with being an idol ??? in the end and that !!! im sad he didnt get to pursue the things he couldve liked better but im also happy hes managed to find a dream he likes and that hes basically living the dream right now??? and im so happy for him because 7 years may not be a lot to some but bin’s still young his childhood was basically training??? im just!!!!!!!!!!! so proud of him and now hes on the same kind of music shows his faves are on too nd it makes me rly proud (idk any other words my vocabulary is so fucking weak oh my god) he is having the time of his life with astro and arohas right now im so glad i forgot what i wanted 2 say im sorry bin i did u dirty im2 tense rn but i love u and i love bin bc of how much hes done and the amt of scarifies he has 2 have made in order 2 get 2 where he is tdy
rocky swag (minhyuk); minhyuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him because !! hes so awkward but he tries his best for arohas!!!!!!!!!! in that first vlive he did alone he was so nervous but he managed to warm up and in the next vlive he did alone he did something that he was comfortable with (dance) and im glad he’s able to do vlives normally now even if there isnt any recent solo vlives i can see how much more comfortable he is on vlive now !!!!!! my love for minhyuk is similar to bin’s bc all he did was smile and suddenly????? im in love???? its the swag lmao but seriousy tho after finding out rocky did all sorts of dance i found him really??? respectable??? because he was able to learn so many types of dance and isnt that the coolest thing ever???? lets not forget how well he can sing???? im happy and so proud (jesus) that he sang on the recent album since previously he said that he didnt hvae any plans of singing in the albums so!!!! now!! hes singing!!!!!!!!!!! although the songs dont do him justice tbh its ok we all know how lovely he sounds when he sings especially in the binuki vlive where he sang wyls i swer my ear drums were blessed?? park minhyuk can do anything get urself a legend like rocky so basiclaly i love rocky aka park minhyuk bc hes just!!!!! outstanding???? hes handsome, he can dance really fucking well, he can sing and rap !!!!!!!!!!!!! and?? hes just a fool??? he’s warming up to doing vlives and just being himself and its the greatest thing ever i love him a lot
sanha; YOON SANHA!!!!!!!!! Love of my LIFE the baby i will protect for the rest of my LIFe??????? he is DAT boi .. the boy i love so much with my whole heart!! sanha is so cute and he just!! hes always making fun and bullying the older members i love it so much but ofc everyones weak 4 sanha bc b*tch is 2 cute honestly can relate if sanha punched or stole my money ill let him off bc hes just that cute . lets not forget he learnt how 2 play the guitar all by himslef jae is shaking ok and sanha is such a nice voice?????? every time he screams i lose my hearing its ok id do anything 4 this boy???? and to think hes only (1) year older than me is kinda??? wowie???? sanha is rly out here being a superstar and a student @ the same time and hes doing an awesome job @ being amazing !!! sanha is so cute and just?????? he loves his other members and family so much i love sanha a lot and i hope nobody will ever make him cry (sad tears) bc i will personally go to that person and we’ll have a nice chat :-) i cant think of anything atm but sh loves arohas so much and hes always doing aegyo 4 us idk its just . … thakn u young prince
You Smile: name three things that have made you smile in the past week
ok easy
mx comeback
daily astro vlives (its okay if they dont do vlives everyday they have 2 rESt)
becoming friends with lovely mbbs :_)
with you: talk about a mutual without using their name
how long is this answer gonna be oh w0rm.. but here we go this is abt someone who ive never talked about but do talk 2 p often and theyre the other online person i am most comfortable with talking 2!!!!!
theyre great tbh and rly good @ art and i know theyve gone through so many shit things in their life but im so glad theyre still hanging on even if their sleep schedule is totally wack still love u tho lmao at least theyre getting more than enough sleep!! theyre cute when they see sanha and it makes me soft seeing them go soft bc theyre never that warm??? when it comes 2 other ppl (kihyun crying) and im just so glad i managed to help them get (further) into astro!! being able to talk to somebody about astro has helped me so much and then i became friends with jen but im still so thankful to have a friend like [redacted] and im happy we’re friends!!!!!!!! i love them so much and i hope their days are filled with happiness even if it doesnt last for long i hope they have at least (1) happy time each day bc they deserve the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!
even when i was still a young myday they helped me by providing links and everything just telling me where everything was and i was so :_) bc!!! they !! a bigger account was helping me someone who didnt even have 20 followers at that time and without them i wouldve never found anything tbh!!! even now when im the one whos been into astro longer, they still manage to find things so much faster than me and imlike?????? wow thats amaizng???? theyre amazing and i appreciate their presence on my tl/dash and in my dms so much thats one of the reasons why i thought they were older bc of how mature and just?? the older vibe they gave off was strong with they way they help people and whenever they comment on my tweets or someone else’s tweets im like !!!!!!!!! you’re doing amazing sweetie
theyre so easy to talk to and even though our humor was something i thought was very different we manage to make each other laugh so much and i jsut!!! happiness!!!!!!!
ok this was abt bell and i dnt think they’ll ever see this but if u do i love u a lot bell thank u for being alive ur so funnie and cute just thank u so mch!!! for everything
better with you: your favourite memory related to astro?
every time i watch them on vlive live i get so happy and thats my favourite memory
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