NATALIE SCATORCCIO + PREACHER'S DAUGHTER

my mama just messaged and asked “have you made yourself something for lunch yet?” uhhh…. yeha plate of sprinkles. i’ll eat 3 pieces of bread to make up for it swearsies

ant, fundy, hannah, bad?

ant - enthusiast!!!! love that catboy 👍

fundy - uhhh i havent watched his lore since the whole like. nightmre stuff has been going on?? so like...... no opinion currently

hannah - also enthusiast!!!!! love her somewhat twisted morality and also how she is jsut <3

bad - enjoyer !!! he's cool love him good job muffin man ur cool

more scattered trek thoughts abt other episodes ive seen since my last dump too help girl

1. forewarning i ramble for ten minutes abt this topic as a run up to like. what is ultimately commentary on absolute mediocrity. but like- listen, i really do HATE trek episodes where, like... there's a one off love interest for the episode, and thats the plot.

like don't get me wrong? there might be some exceptions that i cant quite think, off the top of my head- and for the most part, im not talking abt episodes where they re-encounter an old love interest (like rejoined) even if they havent been mentioned before or sth BUT... overwhelmingly yeah. yeah i just think they mostly all fucking suck.

like i just dont think it works - always trying to rush a romance, insist that theyre significantly in love, under an hour. bc even if there could be any chemistry (after all there's plenty of instances where characters DO have chemistry with one time appearances) any of it is shot and any depth seems to be brushed over for like. overtures of like canned romance bc they want to make it as explicit as possible but they really cant do it efficiently and icly enough in the time frame and this and that and this and that..

like the one absolutely perfect instance of it all going wrong was meridian, where i think jadzia and that guy COULD have had plenty of chemistry with that guy and there's ways that plot could have WORKED but they spent their time doing really superficial performances of romance to show that they like each other rather than actually developing an actual working dynamic between the characters. like i think if you made that episode could have been really cool (its a cool fucking idea) but focussed less on that, and more on the actual story... actually BUILD them and the situation.... whilst i dont think you'd get to "theyre in love<3" you could form a sincere and heartfelt bond between them, when it came to the inevitable tragedy at the end.

like if you had her work with this scientist for the whole ep trying desperately to find a way to save this planet from its fate of disappearing, and really played into that tragedy - and hell, even if you DID have jadzia try to stay there, like she tries in the actual episode... there's ways you could work that into the plot, have her still try to make that sacrifice and fail and like. have her recognise that guy and that planet for what is going to be lost- that just feels way more sincere than what they tried to do, and again thats like... thats really what feels like is the problem with so much of the one ep romances, bc it like also just ROBS them of their actual personality to make it fit the confines of a script and just reduces them to these stock charcters with no heart and its so meaningless and it ultimately. really does not therefore express anything about anyone-

however. and this is a big however. literally ALL of this being said... there are one or two instances where i feel like it does work - and thats specifically when it either: 1) is exploring a concept in of itself (the host from tng comes to mind) but thats so rare, in my opinion; OR... when it does actually make sense to explore how a character in particular might navigate relationships and it being more of an exploration of that than the actual romance itself, and that lends itself best to first time instances and stuff i feel like.

In Theory for example from tng works i do feel like. like that relationship between data and uhhh. idk what her name is. but yeah that was never supposed to work out in the time frame and they were both misguided in it. and it was moreso a demonstration of how data would act in that sort of situation - how typical romance is not at all typical for him...

... and hm. thats where all this run up comes to. bc yeha. odo is literally one of those cases.

because i did not HATE A Simple Investigation, by token of it clearly... at least having a purpose, i feel like, and it being more meaningful than what Meridian was? or any of the weird one off romance eps. like it makes sense to try and have some insight into odo and relationships and whilst i jsut... i feel like it could have been better, could have been done way better, and by god i never want to see half naked odo again-

HELLO. INTERMISSION. ODO SLIMES HIMSELF NIPPLES. EXTREMELY FUCKINH FUNNY TO ME. MEEEE TRYINGON AEROLA SIZES HIII<3

-but it was still. LACKING i feel in some regard, but im just not sure what? because the characterisation isnt half bad but theres just.... hm. maybe it was the pacing? maybe it was too much exposition in the beginning, and... just an odd focus on the wrong things here and there.

episode aside. i think ultimately this does come back to odo/kira. which i still stand by, you know? althoughi think- i think theyre trying to revisit that again, now (just finished children of time). and i think they get together, yeah? okay like- theres lots ot say about this, now.

FIRST of all. i dont mind kira having background love interests. but i sort of... im frustrated, i guess. bc on one hand im fine with that in theory, sort of? like im fineish with cassidy, for example- this idea of bg romances is not something im against, and of very minor characters existing here and there, because cassidy isnt at all characterised ONLY by her relationship to sisko and theyre both separate and very independent characters and it does make sense that she can just... sort of be in the background, and she is very separate in the sense of like she really isnt tied up in much else - but ive expressed my irritation over how they keep doing keiko dirty bc it feels wrong to relegate her to bg status when they centre so much of miles' character on how he's the married guy and .....

MY POINT is. i dont really get it with kira at all bc its like her guys just sort of disappear and get forgotten about. and i feel like its porbably... potentially like more of a logistics thing maybe of what they can and cant do i do sometimes get that vibe. but like also like. there was a period where i genuinely thought she had broken up with shakaar and god confused when they mentioned him again. and the other thing is- YES bareil and shakaar were both, like, separate, but also... they were set up as important bajoran figures?? who just?? eventually did NOTHING and i think that also plays into my own irritation about like. them not doing ENOUGH with bajor itself especially not any more like it feels like such a sad thing to keep pushing aside- and i really miss some of the smaller time politics of the earlier seasons in that regard, bc whilst the show has definitely overall improved so much yeah. yeah yeah i dont think thats sth we had to lose, you know? like there's so much focus elsewhere now we kinda. forget abt the actual setup here-

AND IM GETTING AWAY FROM MYSELF. i just feel like a lot of kira's love interests have just been set up to mean something and then they just waste them and then write them out when they realise they exist again and its frustrating in many regards esp bc it just serves to do nothing, except... act as a roadblock for odo i guess? but the relationships are so unsubstantial- that attempting to do this whole "oh poor guy, she's with someone else" just... feels sort of irrelevant in the grand scheme of things, bc the guys themselves are well. respectfully irrelevant, as the show writes them to be

and idk. i was sort of fine with kira/odo happening even if i dont think they work as a couple at all. like i said: weird shipper mentality does sort of flatten out so many dynamics sometimes, lord, bc i dont at all ship them but like... like i HAVE said think at some point they could have realised a relationship, and had some sort of exploration there. and i think thats sort of PERHAPS part of what made this ep fall a little short for me because i feel like... it had its potential, but a more extended exploration with kira/odo would have made more sense with what they have been implying.

(and for the record: thats not me saying i prefer kira/odo as a narrative choice. i think odo having a single episode dedicated to him trying to figure out what humanoid relationships are to him in particular is enough to touch on it, honestly? but again- theyve been laying this groundwork and so in the context of the show its like... yeah)

and so now it feels a little redundant to go BACK to kira/odo now, especially when like.. what? it was put on the back burner for like well over a season now, i honestly thought they were just dropping it. and so now overall im just not so sure if i still want it to go ahead but i feel like it will and i feel like... its just going through the motions of a romance, which is absolutely the last thing i wanted between them -_- bc like i said i dont at all think they shoudl be like this "endgame" thing thats built up over the whole show. like ive said before: i think it makes sense for them to end up together in an incidental way before realising their actual feelings, that it doesnt work and then parting, both better off and grown people ... that sort of relationship where you both kinda cheirsh the time even if it didnt work out like that and they realise theyre just besties

anyways. i think thats all i had to say but theres sth else on the tip of my tongue ahrgh i'll realise it later except when i do i wont even say it help girl...

2. on an actually very similar note, though, im thinking of worf and jadzia.

theres some parts of their executino that does... rub me the wrong way a LITTLE bit? its strange. it does make me think of VERY early (like tng era) miles/keiko sometimes. bc here's the thing: i LIKE that they have friction. both of those couples. miles and keiko especially recently in ds9... the very natural compromises you have to make as two separate people in a longterm relationship? yeah its nice to explore it, you know. the o'briens in general are genuinely a nice quality to have in a show like trek- grounding in their own way. anyways. however there were some instances with keiko/miles early on, as there sometimes are with worf/jadzia that just make me go... eeepkffj ahrhg.

and its hard to point at it specifically. bc like i said im fine with them clashing a little. but theres just these instances where its just... ever so slightly off and wrong and it feels a bit too much of something, and it lacks a little subtlty at times. i mean truthfully keiko/miles were WAY worse when they were first introduced (i thought the drama in data's day just didnt really make that much sense, nor did their few appearances in tng) but yeah hmmm.

either way. ultimately- yeah i really do actually like them together but also. especially in terms of what it gives both the characters.

like, i think... THE THING IS I REALLY LOVE JADZIA, and dax in particular is such a good concept that has a lot of inherent depth to it in of itself. not to be annoying but its very timelordesque<3 and it rocks- i feel like trills dw, with the way its written, neever gets to properly explore the idea of identity across regenerations the way trills can. BUT there was some more... personable qualities to jadzia that felt a little unrealised? that really are coming out more, with how she is with worf. like we get to see HER.

one issue we did have a lot with jadzia in the beginning, for example, was a lot of the dax-centric eps to begin with werent really about HER and her own perspective but the concept of her. which is fine but yeah it does feel very impersonal and i think whilst it made me really LOVE her it didnt make me LIKE her if that makes any sense whatsoever. and that did get better over time! we got to see more of our lovely jadzia- but she still hasn't had... that much of an arc herself? and so now she has worf... yeah, its nice to see her really being explored herself bcespecially putting her with another character in particular GIVES you moments of conversation and action to facilitate getting to know her

and with worf. my god. ok im still not a total fan of klingon episodes. but can i say? HAVING JADZIA ACCOMPANY WORF ON KLINGON STORIES, IS A BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN BLOODY PICARD. sorry- sorry1!! sSORRY? listen im harsh on picard a lot (is it me being slightly obstinate, yes, i dont think hes that bad- but im compensating for the fanboys who blow smoke up his ass<3) but for real he genuinely was so out of place in klingon stories when he was there. like he made no sense in the plot and it was always those instances where like... he was literally just hanging around, everyone else was moving it forward and then he'd come in at the end and finish it and for what point? for what purpose? like it wasnt your conclusion to make, bestie.... this wasnt your narrative but i guess uh. go ahead ?

anyways. jadzia makes more sense. a better dynamic with worf. actual connections to klingons in general. and she can still sort of serve as a tool for exposition, like picard did, but it can be more subtle or at the very least make more sense. and bc of all of this- she can actually get involved in the story? and be an actual integral part of the plot? which helps the klingon eps go down a little easier, for me. i still find them a little too detached in a way im not fond of but... YEAH. and whilst im still not entirely sure about worf's presence on the show for himself (? i just feel like... theres not TOO many places he, as a character, can go in this environment with it being interesting and stuff) yeah you know sure <2 hi worf and IM SLOWLY BURNING MYSELF OUT WITH THIS RAMBLING

3. I THINK i waslaos going to ramble about quark but lets table this for later kiss . kiss. KISS!

hello can u pls say hi to rat for me im thinkin bout him

also! ok so ive been thinkin abt piglin hair for a while and bc of the whole technobraid thing im like 'yeah ofc they use braids to show their power' and that makes sense with my 'anything flow-y and not lava resistant is a show of wealth' thing but now im thinkin bout how Pretty gold would be braided in peoples hair and all the different ways they could braid it and thats Great and all but you know whats better?

ties. like. not suit ties but just a ton of little gold rings that the hair goes through to make the hair look fancy and theres little bells in there n it makes noise when they walk,,,,i just REALLY like gold braided into hair but its a Lot of gold ya know. im really tired. uhhh this had a point i think. maybe. OH gold in the nether is stronger than over world gold, the weapon upgrade thing is throwing rocks, spears, sword, crossbow, axe. i think Some bastions have netherite right. like that cant just be an overworld thing. maybe they know how to Make it but its really not heat resistant so they dont use it? like it can survive in fire but it cant survive in the Nether for a long time? idk what im saying gjksdf head empty no thoughts only rat. oooo nether rats. thatd be cool

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here. rat and mouse, who is unfinished due to me losing 3 needles in 1 hour (new record)

2. yeah! like gold being woven into hair to protect it like those chain braids, or like hair net but its fancy and also gold. cant cut off hair if its behind metal checkmate motherfuckers.

3. i do not know how metal works irl enough to make a actual theory about this but like. u know how carbon makes iron into steel? yeha that but its netherack making gold harder and stronger.

yeha uhhh im worrying rn so i just needed to ask this but do u hate me?

no of course not, i love you a lot actually!! you're one of my favorite moots and i really enjoy seeing you on my tl and talking to you everyday <3 you're genuinely one of the sweetest people ive ever talked to and you make me feel so so happy by just sending asks and talking to me

😳 related to the last ask... who was the last person you kissed? You don’t have to answer if you don’t wanna lmao

Oh pshhh,,<|:)

Not to kiss and tell but uhhh,,,they’re uh,,,rlly pretty! For a bozo,,and! Smart! Cool too,,,they have a nice smile,,,rlly pretty hair,,,and uh,,yeha,,their name totally doesn’t,,,rhyme with the words wore hen

World Wide Web....3!

ALL OF THE "BE NOSY" QUESTIONS X)

Ugh

1) pan! Sort of... its v hard to define what i like exactly so,,,,, its easier to say I’m pan and be done with it

2) I’m obsessed with fuckin writing babeyyyyy mostly porn. ...exclusively porn

3) I’ve done ibuprofen AND paracetamol at the same time so,, ;)

4) i want one of those epic scaffolding ones! If thats what its called the one that goes across the top of your ear???

5) at least 3 people two of which were on the mouth hehe

6) proper English country style with a huge comfy bed and a massive garden with all sorts of pretty flowers and a TREE and a pond

7) I’m jealous of literally anyone that has better motivation than i do

8) b99 babey!! Its really easy and also makes me laugh :)

9) sometimes yeha

10) not anymore! It used to be porn related actually

11) I’d teleport to that one person tha t i love dearly duh

12) student teacher ÙwÚ

13) I’ve considered it?????????????????????? I’m scared though

14) on charities!! And on my family

15) i am! For 3 years i think now

16) i used to but they turned into gross hardcore shit when i like the romantic/aesthetic side of porn like photography and stuff (not for masturbation if thats what you’re asking, i just like pretty pictures of genitalia and boobs)

17) occasionally

18) many! One for sailor moon, one for rhcp.... so much... too much

19) i probably wont my name is pretty epic enough as it is

20) cute things! Cute girls cute cats cute ...food?

21) they make me laugh everyday

22) uhhh as far as i know they dont use tumblr?? And i dont talk to them anymore so I’d rather now expose them

23) rhcp! Radiohead! Joji! Band-maid! Konomi Suzuki!

24) America! (just for food really) japan! (Also sort of for food) ummmmmm cant think of anywhere else

25) napping in bed with my cats and also being kissed

26) winter! Its freezing cold and everything is dead its so peaceful and serene

27) there is NOTHIGN worse than being poked if anyone jabbed their finger on my arm I’d have to kill them sorry i don’t make the rules

28) i really dont know i laugh at pretty much anything I’m really easy

29) joker for the right reasons though

30) idk if they have tumblr but iv_arm on twitter n instagram theyre p cool

31) ebooks because I’m clumsy

32) either ac or in middle earth

33) a mix between pastel goth and regular goth

34) latte babey

35) I’ll never tell

36) nope! One I’m pretty sure is dead and the other one is probably the most ex h a u s t i n g person in the world

37) i hope to get my first next year!

38) yes i need a drink desperately I’m so so thirsty

39) ;)

40) sort of sure

41) who gives a FUCK i only talk to 3 people on here

42) big, hairy and can easily crush me in their arms please and thank you

43) i have no guilty pleasures i love relentlessly

44) yes i write it too its better than disgusting sex scenes in films n telly!

45) I never liked anyone enough to date apart from one person but I moved on

47) my first though was Henry Caville but hes from east London and I’m from north London it’ll never work

48) someone who makes me laugh!!

49) my friends UwU

50) its sunny but the wind is there so I’m not totally roasting in the sun and its not boiling hot and the wind isnt freezing

Oh and here’s all the questions in an order I’m not sure is chronological

ok ok ok o k so its like 4:33 am y’know so that means i talk about fire spirit because thats normal and i totally didnt mean to sleep around 3 o-o 

but liek uh h h lemme think a bit ok so

from the start before he was a spirit (its in my beliefs that he traded his past life for that sexy little bead) he wanted to be STRONG and powerful so fire spirit skidaddled over to the red dragon and BOOM it woketh or maybe he was already a fiery cookie and he burnded the red dragons nose hairs who knows! maybe he just likes to visit every few years and thats why he was expecting a bigger welcome back party 

so like hes growing weaker right? yeah hes kinda alternating between “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEED POWER” and “AAAAAAAAAAAAA I HAVE POWER AHAHAHAHA” and he doesnt like that he’d much rather just be him or more powerful because fuckin YEHA POWER 

so this story ends two ways. fire spirit trying to get his powers back and failing (dustyass lord of ass who looks pretty nice frankly i like the colors a lot to be honest but thats just becuase devsis is making me emosexual. it started with crescent moonlight then fire spirit idk about night raven for sure but oh well)

OR 

dark enchantress. hes like “hurr dburr doesnt corruption make you stronger in a way” and ends up getting “corrupted” but instead since hes already so chaotic neutral he only gets stronger (i stole this from another post i probably reblogged) like the person i rb’d mentioned the horn thing that tommy who is big love de mentioned to because tommy loves dark enchantress and thats about all i know about tommy they also love wasabi and its understandable

im not gonna rant and talk about my internet life so ANYWYAS

fire spirit keeps the same runes yeah? so . yeehaw? idk what to make of that i just thought it was interesting how theyre basically all the same. 

frankly dustyass edgelord is my favorite of the two costumes and im glad i had 15,280 guild coins saved up but now im too broke for the jelly set o-o 

do we even get any fire spirit lore or are we watching him almost die in the event 

oh well i guess BUT fire spirit is really prtty in all his forms the least favorite of mine is god of flame but i still love it of course but really could be better. like. yeah thats a lot of fire and i cant handle the heat and its pretty but its bright and im kinda edgy o-o 

so that explains my preference plus im broke on the internet money i have 20 dollars irl might ask my grandma if she can help me buy fire spirit costume 

almost crying every time i see edgy ass his wings have a little capelike thing and its kinda holey and its beautiful and edgy i should edit him with vampire and he also looks sorta confident

so like hes kinda serious in lord of ash BUT hes also still somewhat him y’know? yeah you do

oh my god i just ghouth of big funny

so picture youre dark enchantress, right? off to go corrupt another legendary! BUT 

you cast ur diddly dark magic and....

FIRE SPIRIT LOOKS MORE PURIFIED THAN ANYTHIGN... chaotic good lord of flames  . 

fire spirit is pretty much chaotic neutral all around besides in lord of flames nothing can stop him o-o fdkljsuadiSKJIOFKLSKL JKLFS JKLFJKL SJKLFFJKLSKJL 

OK SO I HAVE COOKIE RUN OPEN RIGHT I KNOW THIS ISN T THE RIGHT TIME BUT HE LEGIT WAS LIKE “finders, keepers! ahaha!”  I LOVE HIM 

god im excited for tomorrow im getting a haircut and i MIGHT ask for the costume if i feel confident enough though i could get rejected.. . .. . 

dont fool around just chill out you might get REJECTED. .. . . .. . . 

OK BACK TO HTE FOCUS HOW THIS TIES IN WITH FIRE SPIRITS OVERALL STORY SO 

ok bear with me 

fire spirit wants to be powerful, of course. from the start. as not fire spirit yet maybe sweet potato but who knows besides himself and maybe devsis idk, he becomes fire spirit! trading off whatever the bored dragon wanted so fire could get stronger. 

also proof of fire spirit being a powerlover is very much in his relationships . knight and wind ! sea fairy’s is about his hair which is “fire” magic i suppose what kind of hair conditioner does he use

ANYWAYS

over time his flames are starting to go wild becuase of all this CORRUPTION in the cookie kingdom and around and its making his magic funky becuase thats just a random thought i just had like what if corruption messed with magic? imagine that. so hes alternating between too weak and too strong and he doesnt understand so he heads to dragons valley all like “heyo whats the answer” but nobodys there

i havent finished the event but hes basically just looting every dragon he’s ever known like what they left behind? his now 

maybe the dragons will come back home.... .. . . pl eas....... i miss them

anywhoodle 

the thing about two possible ends of fire spirit 

the first end is dark enchantress finding him then boom ur corruption only makes him chaotic good instead of chaotic evil 

(chaotic tends to not follow or give regards to law. chaotic good breaks the law for people, neutrals just do whatever they want for themselves, and chaotic evil goes out of their way to hurt others)

so like 

dark enchantress doesnt know how to take this, right? her magic failed her for once. fire spirit is going batshit crazy becuase hes like “WOAHAHAHAHAH HAHHAHH H H HH H H IM STILL SUPER STRONG :OOOO” and then he goes even MORE batshit crazy and maybe burns down a town or something becuase hes going wild from the power but then he calms down 

he’d probably be willing to do things for dark enchantress if it were a deal or something but lord of flames might not go all the way out to kill tree like what the fuck

ALSO

LORD OF ASHES is probably NOT AS WARM AS FIRE SPIRIT who is already somewhat huggable if ur not fuckin uhh water or ice or if u dont like being a little warm ANYWAYS LORD OF ASHES is HUGGABLE becuase being weak makes him cool down and so you can hug the edgelord (which i would totally do if he were real and not a cookie) 

i like to repeat myself a lot but its almost 5 am anywaysy uhhh im going to talk about his personality 

so hes like really energetic of course and very chaotic neutral he just do what he wana do hes like “finders keepers!” and he probably enjoys showing off his power to other cookies. praise makes him more happy than others and he has a very high ego that can only be doused by less power. the more powerful he is, the more egotistical he is. lord of flames is a fucking pain to be around if you dont wanna listen to him brag about accomplishments and thats the only reason he doesnt work for de 

lord of ashes is a downer and kinda sad but he still has a little bit of fire spirit in him hes basically just “you gotta die sometime” but hes not gonna die becuasei  wont allow it hes only allowed to die in a completely comedic way like he tries to hug wind and hten actual wind blows and he gets thanos snapped by the air and wind is like “OH FUCK OH SHIT” and all that’s left as a relic is his gem and wind archer tries to fix it and fails though who knows maybe hes night raven because in hte game night raven came before lord of ashes so???!? !?!? !? ?!? 

night raven walks up to lord of ashes “bitch im going to fucking kill you” then blows lightly and fires just like “oh noooo aww shit here we goooooooooooo again” and hes just a gem now 

maybe fire spirit causes the next mass extinction as lord of flames because hes like “DSKLJFS KLJ*(UJIORWKSFOR IEKANHWOI JSKFN IJDLASKSF IM SO POWERFUL AHAHAH HUAJKAKL JKLA JAH HA HAHL HAH AH HAH HAH HHAH AH HAHAH A *JUMPS INTO A VOLCANO AND BLOWS THE FUCKING WORLD UP*” 

dare accepted. i send you all of the asks.

mcfuckin challenge accepted, it only took me like 20 mins to do this ;-)

1. yes , gimme a big tiddy goth gf 2. honestly? i don’t remember 3. yes ://4. yes 👊👊5. usually6. y, eah 7. noPe, most is like 27 ish??? like 11am - 9 am the next day8. yeha i’m a crybaby :’(9. writing!! but i’m watching the office and drinking an iced coffee10. Y E S i sleep like a rock11. tbh i haven’t yet but i think i could w the right person!12. yeah :/13. loves a bitch to me but i do believe in love!14. snl15. uhhh an irl ;) @seasonthirteen16. when i like someone yeah17. idfk man18. like 2m who the office is working it’s magic19. y e ah,20. yes21. my mom waking me up @ 6 and me telling her to leave me alone22. same girl i mentioned before ;)23. waking up at 6 for the rest of the week24. the week being over and being able to hang out w irls this weekend25. uh huh26. not rly care bc they can do whatever they wish :’)27. nop28. depends on my mood but usually ??29. hrmmm, like 7?30. yes 31. nooop32. iced coffee33. my dad34. like 1, i usually stay up later but i HAVE TO WAKE UP AT SIX SO35. ann arbor, mi36. a new friend i made today!! 37. definitely 38. a couple days ago(someone i know didn’t know what pH was and jsksksk)39. maryn, mel, sat40. ye s , not a good one41. gotta be real w u, fave rom is IT (2017)42. ehhh kind of43. refer to 4044. yes45. in one rn46. 0-247. yes

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1. First impression: o hmy god this writer is so cool.... could i EVER befriend them.... 2. Truth is: youre a nerd and i also love u sm and am glad ur my friend and just???? JANNE LISTEN IM LOV U BRO3. How old do you look: mmm your age really?? 4. Have you ever made me laugh: SO MANY TIMES..... hehe5. Have you ever made me mad: nah. only when u go “uhhh this thing i did sucks” and then im like nO BULLSHIT MY FRIEND DID THAT6. Best feature: IDK MAN.... ur talented... a great friendo.... that’s just Tea7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nop8. You’re my: BEST BRO THAT I LOVE AND SUPPORT9. Name in my phone: janne+wolf emoji (You Know What You Did)+purple heart emoji10. Should you post this too? YEHA

"Don't get me started" no we're getting you started, ramble about some music you're really liking at the mo <3

tumblr user loudly--unladylike my beloved .,.. be warned this is rlly long n also just a lot of me going !!!!!! link to the album here

big tw for like. deep topics like death n panicking n such also this is such a long post im so sorry

ok :D background knowledge about the band n the album im gonna b talking about:

miracle musical itself was like... a music project started by one of the tally hall members !! it involves alot of other music artists too !!! they made an album n a single song!! both of those released in 2012 :]

the album is called Hawaii: Part II. there's not a part one and the band has even said theyr not making a part one.!! so that kinda sets the vibe ig. the songs don't have much correlation from first glance, even after taking a closer look they don't tell a story or anything that much !!! the thing the have in common is a mystical, often spooky, feeling (at least 2 me.) most of them have a nautical, sealife theme.

first note!!! both the first and last songs of the album start with the lyrics "alone at the edge of a universe, humming a tune-" which is like!!! continuity my beloved :]] it's also just a good lyric yknow

the first song is called Introduction to the Snow !! kinda a play on words of introduction to the show :]] it doesn't hav many lyrics but it sets the tone for the rest of the album!!! which is like... vaguely mysterious and dealing with the universe n how ppl feel kinda!

ok here's where i mention how the songs like. flow together!!! theres a variety, from the songs merging together with the same rhythms n such or a very sudden change !!!! its rlly cool n i like how there's both :)))

the second song is called Isle Unto Thyself! some of the first bits of this song rlly just ...,,., sets the vibe for the rest of the album!! the lyrics "know what cant be shown, feel what cant be known" is very releant as alot of the songs r abou tfeeling things n knowing things!! even if u cant see them !!! also banger ending transistion to the next song, tehres a buildup that transitions nicely !!!

the third song is Black Rainbows :D this ones one of my favorites!! there r two languages being sung in this one, hawaiian and english. both are singing about rainbows, which represents their love for eachother in the way of the colors and the feelings!! :D

- ok im realizing i forgot to talk about the uhhh album cover!!! it is in mostly greyscale, except for the rainbow text of the band name under the album name!!! it is an ocean with a full mon above, with overlaying images of palm trees, stairs, and a fish/monster with alot of teeth!!!! there is also what appears to be a whale or maybe plane in the backgrounf, sumberged inthe water!! to me it rll y just summarizes the mystery n like. wackyness of the album :DD

ok um back 2 the songs !!!! the forth song is called White Ball!! it tackles dealing with death in like... terms of a dance!! like a ballroom dance, at a ball! the most repeated lyric is "such impossible bliss" which. yeah. death yknow,,,.. it shows the beuaty of whatever the afterlife is. it also makes comparisons to space!!!

the fith song is called Murders! which to me feels like,, runnning away and the fear that causes? or someone gettin lost in a forest!! definetly feels like.. fear. espeacially the lines "tree falling no one would hear, shadow of nobody there" like. dude thats FEAR n yknow what i get it!!! forests can b fucking scary dude.

the sixth song is 宇宙ステーションのレベル7, which roughly translates to Space Station Level 7! this song is mostly japanese n french, neither of which i speak! so uh.,,., yeha!! bu t i do fukcign love the intruments-

oh ym gosh i forgot to talk abou tthe bacground intruments and music!!!!!!! its so good!! each song has its own little flairs and they all r just... wonderfulyl composed!!!!

now,,, the seventh song is The Mind Electric,.,. (tw for just like. idk dude its super grim the guy gets electrocuted) this one is like.. rlly haunting but its super good!! so the first half of the song is all in reverse, which sets up this like.. rlly eerie tone for the song. bc. u dont know whats going on at first! bc its all reveresd n u know the like... idk its creepy hearing ppl talking/singing backwards. from the halfway point, the song isnt in reverse any longer. dude,,, like the lyrics themselves? ouchies.... basically this guy goes to court for... somethin its not told- but uh basicallly he gets sent to an infirmary and ends up gettinf electrocuted bc his minds not in a good place. its super grim n honestly just... man,,,,,, i could explain more on this but itd probably b better as its own post tbh !!!

,,,the eighth song is Labyrinth! this one seems to b mostly about someone whos in this big.. personal struggle with love + relationships n feels trapped inhis own mind, hence the labyrinth.

the ninth song is Time Machine !! this ones pretty straightforward i think!!! kinda. this person feels like the wasted thier past and is sad and regretful. so they use a time machine!!! it feels like they are living the dream, right? but its lonely!! they begin to regret it. they realize they shouldnt waste their present.

the tenth song is Stranded Lullaby! lots of boat references n terminology here, the singer is looking for someone who they once lost, but cant seem to find them in the vast oceans of existence.

the eleventh and final song is called Dream Suite in Sea Major!!! this ones also one of my favorites !!!! this one rlly just wraps up the album. it tells the story of a sailor who gets lured in by sirens. it ends with a subtle nod to the album not being super easy to find with the lyrics "invisible to some until its time."

OK i probably did this way too much uhhh woo post finished im tired!!!!! i will explain more into some of these if ppl r interested :]]

All of them

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? uhhh no. messaged in general? sure 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yeah3. Have you taken someones virginity? no..... ? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? yeha 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? nope 6. What are you excited for? fuckin iunno. 7. What happened tonight? I am sick and dying and almost finished rewatching Hemlock Grove 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? no i think its funny lmao 9. Is confidence cute? meh 10. What is the last beverage you had? uhhh tea i think 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? like 3 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? many 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? hopefully video games 14. What are you going to spend money on next? food prob tbh 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? pal the last person i kissed was sam. i gave her a lil head kiss. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? sure 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Nick ez18. The last time you felt broken? fuckin last night or something. 19. Have you had sex today? nop20. Are you starting to realize anything? ifucking hate psych and wanna change my major lol 21. Are you in a good mood? eh 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? sure. eat me chop daddy- 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? idek 24. What do you want right this second? to get over my flu 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? w/e 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? LOL NO MY HAIR IS LIKE ROSE GOLD ATM27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? dont think so 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Swedish class 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? sure 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? depends 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? nah theyre aight32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yea 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? nope 34. Listening to? uhhhhhhhhh Misery’s Crown by Dark Tranquility (10/10 recommend) 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yeah always 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yeah 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? nah 38. Who did you last call? uh grandma 39. Who was the last person you danced with? i dont dance so n/a 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? wakey wakey sammy i think41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? last year? 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? nope 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? always lol im a walking embarrassment 44. Do you tan in the nude? i dont tan 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? meh nah 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? yes and no . i said goodnight 47. Who was the last person to call you? uhhhh NIck I think? 48. Do you sing in the shower? nah 49. Do you dance in the car? y e s 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? mhm51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? grauation i think 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes but i love them 53. Is Christmas stressful? yes very 54. Ever eat a pierogi? mhm55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? mortician 57. Do you believe in ghosts? nah 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? mhm 59. Take a vitamin daily? nope, every now and then when i remember tho i take biotin suppliments 60. Wear slippers? nope 61. Wear a bath robe? nope 62. What do you wear to bed? tshirtand sweats 63. First concert? Hedley 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? walmart ig 65. Nike or Adidas? neither 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? both? 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanut 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? n/a 69. Ever take dance lessons? nope 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? nah 71. Can you curl your tongue? onope 72. Ever won a spelling bee? lol no 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? sure yeha 74. What is your favorite book? Necronomicon or Dracula 75. Do you study better with or without music? ieth 76. Regularly burn incense? sometimes 77. Ever been in love? mhm 78. Who would you like to see in concert? IN FLAMES SJDGLFSJHG79. What was the last concert you saw? Sabaton 80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot 81. Tea or coffee? tea82. Favorite type of cookie? white chocolate macadamia nut 83. Can you swim well? sure 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? mhm 85. Are you patient? meh depends on the situation, really 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? i dont care? 87. Ever won a contest? yeah - won a giveaway here in tumblr for a leauge skin 88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope 89. Which are better black or green olives? neither. im allergic to both 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? good? ok? no opinion? 91. Best room for a fireplace? living room? 92. Do you want to get married?  nah 

32 & 5 for ur fav oc!!!

ahh yay!! thanks salma

35. Is every person in this world wholly unique or can they be categorized? Can they be grouped and mentally dissected? Are you just another sheep in another flock or are you the sole unique soul?

wow okay, starting off with a heavy question here lmao. i think that inherently people are unique but that doesn’t cancel out categorization? like i am my own person and no one is like me but i can still be put in certain categories. and uhh what the fuck does mentally dissected mean?? i’d rather not think about anyone getting into my brain. also i’d like to think i’m unique but honestly who even knows in this world. but i’m different than any other parker in any other universe i’ve encountered so.... yeha. 

5. Is it better to hurt others before they hurt you or let yourself be walked all over and hurt by others?

 uhhh i think this is a really complicated question becuase it really depends on the circumstances and the person. like i’m all for one to be like “don’t tread on me!” and stick up for yourself, but in reality that’s fucking difficult. and even if it’s self preservation, hurting someone else is something you can never take back. i’ve lost too many people in my life to think treating someone badly as protection is a good idea. 

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