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lee-sol · 4 months

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your aesthetic word is….

CAFUNÉ — cafuné means running your fingers through someone's- perhaps a lover, hair. it's such an intimate, affectionate way of showing love. if you got this result, you're a romantic at heart; very sweet, delicate, precious wandering soul. aren't you scared of your heart being too big for your body? somehow, you remind me of that pretty coral pink that bleeds into a soft indigo when the sun is slowly setting. what i'd like to tell you is that we can't save everyone, and that's okay. you're doing your best, and it's enough.

tagged by: stolen from my other account

tagging: @byanyan , @notomorrows , @hatesdogs

#( dash games. )#this…#ughhh this just hits #i actually didn’t think so at first but the more i read it…

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puppyeared · 7 months

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aughg

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coloredlion102-blog · 9 months

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IM EMOTIONAL

#generation loss #genloss #Genloss fanart #animation #Ranboo fanart #slimecicle fanart #sneeg fanart #digital art #THIS SONG HITS ME EVERY TIME #THE CHORD UGHH #THE LITTLE HIGH NOTES AT THE END #ITS SO TIRED BUT RELIEVED AND HOPEFUL IM JUST #UGHHH

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lunaticpsyker08 · 5 months

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What better way to celebrate the mad scientist's day (Jan 2nd) than to show off one of his most deranged paths! -whoops, bodyhorror, kekeke.

Mad Paradox!!! The unfortunate one who just could not let go of his past. In the end, time has been both eating away at his body and mind.

Extra MP Studies!~

When im in the mood i tend to elevate the way i draw a certain thing by....making doodle pages!! these sorta act more like ref sheets since they don't contain any complex lighting. I'm in love how these turned out. Keep in mind, It's all the same character. Don't you just love the trope of a cute gremlin who can erupt and become a devastating beast? I do...

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fatuismooches · 10 months

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💌 anon…NOT talking about dottore??? yes but no he’s always gonna be mentioned bc i have some thoughts

but! it’s childe’s birthday. i think that man would 100% always be bringing his reader home to his parents, and if they were his childhood friend that would be even better 👀 (he definitely was the kind of kid to propose or be like ‘youre def gonna be my spouse in the future :)) u cant date anyone else!!!’ and he takes it SERIOUSLY).

on dottore…there was a trend going around on “fanart trope of you meeting your partners younger self” and we technically already have that with fragile reader! probably holding tiny zandy in their hands and clutching him close to read him something (to help keep their development sharp!) unless it gets painful but…dottore meeting younger reader (like akademiya reader) and just getting a little sad bc he misses his reader being able to do whatever they wanted freely. Even if that meant he had to get jealous because “how dare they set up reader with another lab partner for this project. theyre *my* lab partner for life” and for life it is :)

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💌 ANON BACK AGAIN WITH SUPERIOR TOP-TIER THOUGHTS!!

Ahhh yes 😫😫 Going to see Childe's family has become kind of a tradition for you, you go to them to celebrate the holidays, birthdays, or literally for no special reason at all, etc. Courtesy of Childe who always escorts you on the boat ride there, and is telling you the whole time how excited they are to see you and that they've missed you so much! (You saw them last month)

Omfg childhood friend Childe 💖 THE ANGST + FLUFF POTENTIAL... Going from little kids playing in the snow to when he falls in the Abyss and he starts acting way different and you get kind of pushed away when he joins the Fatui and you think he doesn't like you much anymore/doesn't remember that oath he made as kids...😶 But yea DEFINITELY It's very emphasized how Childe neverrr breaks promises so when he promises that to you, he's being 100% serious and he always fulfills his promises... Dw the Fatui is covering the costs for the wedding! Also consider: Childe + promise rings, I think he'd want to wait to marry you after a lot of the hardcore Fatui stuff dies down just for your safety so he gifts you that ring as a reminder to wait for him 💖💖

NOT U HITTING ME WITH THE DOT FLUFF TO ANGST... 😧 But omg... I can just imagine little Zandy sitting on fragile reader's lap as they read him a story! Well sometimes the story is a lengthy textbook but that's fine since you gotta keep your brain active sometimes!

For story purposes... let's just say an experiment went wrong... and Dottore suddenly sees the familiar grounds of the Akademiya in front of his very eyes, more specifically the library, and most importantly, you. You, who donned the familiar green, gold, and white hues of the Akademiya's uniform. You, who were hanging off a ladder looking for a book on the high shelves like it was no big deal. You, who were smiling and giggling even though you probably had a 20-page essay due before midnight. You, who looked so happy... just like how he remembered you. Ah, how many centuries ago that was. It seems even he must grow weak to time sometimes.

... And then his eyes travel down to some person calling for you. Who the hell is that? Why are you working with someone besides him? And then he thinks, this scene is probably from before he got to know you. But still...

He idly wonders if he killed that pest in the past, but he can't remember because he doesn't care about his irrelevant victims.

#smooches talks #💌 anon #fragile reader <3 #childe love notes <3 #dottore love notes <3 #zandy bb <3 #i need to write childe childhood crush eventually...#forever thank you to 🎐 anon for creating zandy ily🙏🫶#UGHHH DOTTORE ANGST HITS ME SO GOOODDD #i for one love dottore angst despite how terrible that sounds LMFAOO WAIT #i just loveee the idea of a cold unfeeling heartless guy somehow becoming sad #it's just so good bc u can see how much u mean to him that you managed to make him a guy who feels no remorse sad #tfw u cant use commas in the tags 😔

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hannibal-is-my-comfort-show · 7 months

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fuxking-witchy · 1 month

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Fuck I need to sleep. My sleep schedule is so messed up and I know I need to fix it but… internettttt

Goddamn this is why I need somebody who makes decisions for me. I’m just a lil guy/girl/baby. I shouldn’t be in chargeeeee

#😤🥺 ughhh #fuxking hate having such a shitty sleep schedule #imma be so for real *fuxking* is 99% of the time time an accident and now I just do it on purpose #cause I accidentally typed it when making my account and it’s fucking cute goddamnit #oh man. might be hitting grouchy tired. oopsss

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sysig · 2 months

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Pivotal bright spot (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #The Captain #Hhhhhh <3 #I am once again ''Who am I without you'' - ZEX relies on Zelnick to affirm who he himself is! His Captain is a huge comfort!#It's the codependency for me <3 #The way Zelnick comforts him is so sweet ;; He can be quite attentive! When he chooses to be hehe #He's hesitant and concerned but overcomes it to give ZEX what he needs in the moment ahh he's deserving of being a leader ♥#Like covering his eye for him - and repeating back his greeting! ;;;; How many times has ZEX introduced himself that now it's repeated back #How many times has he said those exact words so confidently that Zelnick can repeat it back to him #So confident in his identity until it's all brought into question - too many pieces that align Just So to know one way or anything!#How would his human love know so many details - but such specific details are concerning as well! What's real and what's not!#What's experienced and what's mentally real - or false! There's so many tricky mental traps set agh it's so good <3 #It's so interesting how their character flaws interact with their self-assuredness hehe <3 Zelnick is brash and bold!#ZEX is careful and prideful - so which takes a harder hit in matters of the mind? ZEX is at a disadvantage in Max's body of course #Hghh there's so much about this scene that's so good tho ah #ZEX's worries of his own level of self-delusion bleeding out into accidentally telling lies - he's quite honest! Mostly ♪#But here it's all just deep concern - not of Trying to manipulate but being so far gone that he can't Help but do so! Being out of control!#Of course that would be very scary for him :( And of lying to himself? The kind of thing that's wholly repulsive to him </3 #Ughhh this scene breaks my heart because they really love each other and ZEX wants him and needs him but I know what will happen ;;#At least they're able to give each other a bit of comfort in the moment - whether it's true or not (it is true haha) the contrast helps #Even in Max's body and even unsure of himself getting to hold his human - this human - feels real and right <3 #He's still worried afterwards of course - takes something convincing to pull him out of it! - and Zelnick continues to comfort him <3 #I love palm kisses as well ugh they're so sweet ;; <3 What a lovely way to show his solidarity! Hehe ♥

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submissivefeminist · 5 months

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Logged into my work account to see if they've shipped my replacement wand yet and they have but it won't be here until Wednesday.

I am a creature of very specific mastorbatory habits and I want my go-to wand so bad. 😫

#Doxy just doesn't hit the same #especially the 3 #the head size difference is insane and it's so hard to adjust to #not to mention the magic wand mini is ALSO that size #so both my back ups are failing me ughhh

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mementoasts · 6 months

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computer how do i convince myself that simply sending my friend a pic of something i think they'd like is probably not going to get me perceived as the most irritating motherfucker on the entire planet

#I HATE AVPD MAN i wanna show my drawing to my friend but i don't wanna bother them or seem weird....................#EVEN THO THEY SENT ME SOMETHING FIRST TOO ;w; 💖 we don't really talk much but it's sweet they thought of me #BUT MEANWHILE MY BRAIN IS LIKE nooo shay you can't send ANYTHING back. even replying is gonna put u on thin ice #u need to think about what you're gonna say for at LEAST half an hour before hitting send.#ughhh i'm ridiculous #the void screaming #ouuughghhg sry for the vent post(?) of sorts i jusT. BLAAAAAAAAH.

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sugarskies · 5 months

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The Deca S1E1: Pilot || Recorded Changes

Rephrased sentences throughout the chapter.

Rewrote the majority of select passages.

Changed instances of passive voice to active.

Modified conversation regarding Lungin.

Corrected typos.

Changed “pills” to “food bars” for accuracy.

Added dialogue for Magnus and Mortimus.

Added further Rallennia thoughts.

Added "steal the lunch lady" line, etc.

Added dialogue for Mortimus and Millennia.

Final Word Count: +5

for those wondering why i'm revising i also want to quickly share this beautifully ironic highlight from the original version of the chapter:

He lowered his head closer to the paper, re-reading his work to make sure that he hadn’t made any stupid mistakes. “To be fair, you did just randomly start taking while I was working.”

me in 2018 really wrote "don't make any stupid mistakes" and immediately proceeded to make and publish a stupid mistake

#deca fic revision #i will NOT be adding much across the board for other chapters lol #this one just bugged me bc it didnt hit 10k!! and that WAS ok bc i always counted the intro as part of the first chapter's word count #but then i deleted almost 300 useless words while revising and i was irritated bc even w intro that's 400 words short and ughhh so lmao #lil bit of extra dialogue sprinkled in there where i had ideas :P #for example i just thought of the steal the lunch lady line and i can't believe i missed it before so i had to add it sorry not sorry lol

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suqarbreadz · 14 days

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DUDDUUDUDUDDUEEEE BILLIE ELLISHES ALBUM WAS SO FIRE??? URHRUGHUAHSUDHAUSIFHA im in luv with LUNCH and WILD FLOWER dude

and + the rest they were all bangers BUT OOOOOO GIRLLL im so curious what everyone thinks GO LISTITINT

SO YUMMY

#billie ellish #hit me hard and soft #q makes noise #UGHHH #BILLIE #U DID SO GOOOOD #all these artists keep releasin banger music like bro #childish gambino #JUST RELEASED AN ALBUM TOO?? LIKE???#HELOEOE #Spotify

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givelightningherharem · 7 months

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Is it bad that when listening to Florence and the machines version of stand by me I think of ffxiii instead of ffxv

#now Im remembering that horrible fan ffxiii trailer I made with the song #I just #ughhh #it hits more for me when I think of ffxiii #watch me make a whole mv of ffxiii with that song one day #lightning farron #ffxiii #ff13

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sanguidour · 2 months

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excuse me while i go cry actually ,, ,, , ,,,

#he has so many little lines that just hit rly hard #ughhh #astarion #bg3 #screenies #teeths

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madame-mongoose · 8 months

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damn sad sunday real

#i just got hit with a wave of sad :/#ughhh #this sucks #monnie rambles

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jrueships · 11 months

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you asked, you shall receive (also forgive me this is gonna be hella long but also it's ur fault bc u asked for it)

so what i was thinking of was that before the season even starts, hollywood thinks he's gotten over the whole qb-wr-breakup thing quite well. it's been more than a year since he got traded, he got a whole season down with his new team, so he thinks it's all gucci leading up to opening week.

this confidence comes crashing down on him though when the season actually starts, and he sees lamar & obj chopping it up better than they ever did (this is just a bold prediction laced w a lil hope from me but don't mind it). it doesn't help that lamar has really good chemistry with the rest of his brand new receiver core as well, with rashod and especially that rookie zay flowers (who's already been called a "better hollywood" before). it nags at hollywood's pride to see his ex (lmao) thrive without even thinking of him, to the point where he rants to kyler whenever the ravens do something (aka hating because they're good). he tries to keep his feelings at bay until week 8, but inevitably fails once the game rolls around and lamar has that same great chemistry with his receivers (especially obj, but he's like The Notorious B.O.T.T.O.M. so it doesn't matter)

the game goes how the game goes, but after the fact, they do the ole shake hands pat on the helmet thing and hollywood is zoned out most of the time. when he gets to lamar, he tries desperately to avoid eye contact, avoid seeing the shimmering lights of victory (another bold prediction but shhhh) in lamar's eyes. lamar doesn't carry that air of somberness and melancholy that he did during the preseason game last year, he looks like he's moved on from the trade for real and something about it bothers hollywood. basically, the roles are flipped from last time and hollywood hates it lmao

this is mostly from holly's perspective but if you want i could expand a lil more on lamar's side of things (i do think this all messed holly up more than it did lamar but maybe that's my bias as a ravens fan lol)

KARMA KARMA KARMA KARMA!!!!!!! I LOVE IT.

^^a good remind of my thoughts to hone in the irony

YES THOOOOO I LOVE IT. BECAUSE IT'S HOLLYWOOD'S 'BLAME IT ON THE BUSINESS. IT'S JUST BUSINESS. IT'S NOTHINF PERSONAL KID, HEH.' coming back and EGGING HIM ON THE FACE x10 OVER. Like he already got the shell of it with the whole thing accidentally hurting lamar's feelings and then relationship with the organization for a bit.. but those could be not exactly excused.. but have their damage diminished by the necessity cause of business. Hollywood's not the bad guy... the BUSINESS is! Hollywood's not responsible, doesn't need that weight, can't bear the weight anyways... the BUSINESS IS! the business CAN!

... and now, the business is Actually playing a role, without Hollywood forcing it to. Now, it says 'you know what? You want us to play the bad guy? .... Aight. Check this then.'

Quarterbacks need new wide receivers after their old (trustworthy) (best friends) Ditch them, so. All business did was get Lamar some. All business did was step up where Hollywood couldn't because business holds the power and the responsibility and Hollywood? Does not.

And if one of those wide receivers happen to be THE notorious B.O.T.T.O.M, old dirty bastard O.B.J?

That's just business, baby.

As it's .. 'apparently' always been. So why have the nerve to complain now, marquis? Hm? Seems a bit . Suspicious .

And clearly, Lamar is doing okay. No, more than ok, Better. He's doing WAY Better. And that's what was wanted, right? By business, anyways. And by personally, it should be too. By good people. And business isn't good people... so why does it get the positives? The Bad Guy?

... maybe because it wasn't.

At least in the beginning, anyways.

But Hollywood doesn't wanna think about that. And he doesn't want to think about how funny he feels about seeing Lamar so happy now... WITH OTHER PEOPLE, i mean. That's the problem. The ONLY problem. It's with other people. He's happy when Lamar's happy because he loves lamar and hes the kind of good person that loves that his lover is happy. He can do that. He doesn't have to FORCE himself to be good. He's not a bad person, no- fuck. He's not . Selfish. IT WAS THE BUSINESS. OKAY? IT WAS AN EXECUTIVE BUSINESS DECISION ON HIS PART. for his CAREER.

So he's not sore at all about leaving. He's not sore about some 'better Hollywood' on the- HIS old team now. He doesn't care about some new young wr core. And obj will probably pull some diva shit soon enough or whatever. He. Presumes anyways. Or... hopes, moreso- NO FUCK. HE DOESN'T HOPE. THAT WOULD BE- it's just- well. I mean. If something WERE to happen then well- so be it...........

Anyways. It doesn't matter. He doesn't. He doesn't care. Because clearly. Lamar doesn't either, anymore.. and hollywood Definitely doesn't care about that....... because if, and this is an IF, he METAPHORICALLY DID . . he would miss it. He would miss it like a horrible person would AND HE DOESN'T ! BECAUSE

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#oh it DEFO fucked hollywood up in the long run FOshure #lamar got hit deep but it was all collapsed in one pit of agony for him #once that fat bag of cash was plopped into the ground where everything felt like it was all going to rot from the fall #... suddenly #the depression wasnt that so bad after all #once u can walk on the bag and all the resources that come with it #you can basically walk on air #walk over the pitfalls and the troubles in your life #but hollywood ? sure he got a few splinters cracking his road...#but it's not like theyre any big #at least not until he has to take some steps forward in his life and move on and #oh the cracks splitting apart oh the roads are diverging and theres a sinkhole and where does he go with this shit shit wait wait w #but he cant go physically back because the road fell behind him and all hes left to do is look #and look he does #UGHHH it's SO sick #ALL OF THIS BECAUSE HOLLYWOODS AFRAID OF LOOKING WEAK IN FRONT OF LAMAR #BUT LIKE... DO U THINK URE GONNA LOOK STRONG AFTER HIS TEAM STEAMROLLS URS LMAO????#its sooo sick and selfconscious AND IM SO SICK #i love this observation and this take it's SOOO good id LOVE to hear more of lamars thoughts just out of hunger for more #ted asks #hollywood/lamar #SO GOOD LOVE THIS THANK YOU #ted longer

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