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cucumbers-and-olives · 3 years

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Soda Cans

Summary: oh my god i wish i could put something here, but legit just read it please

Category: slight angst, kinda slow burn-ish

Fandom: JATP

Paring: Luke x non-binary!reader

Word Count: 1.3k

Warnings/Includes: mentions of conversion camps, hospitalization

A/N: did i write this in two days? yes and i am very proud of it

this is for @dream-a-little-bigger-x's What 90's Dreams are made Of week! I've had so much fun playing around with the boys in the 90's, so thank you!

edit: @ijustreallylovethem sent me a really good ask about how to pronounce Mx., you can find the ask here

Please don’t repost my work without my permission, in part or whole. My work can also be found on AO3 under the same username. Thank you!

“Uggh, are you fucking kidding me!” Luke said, hitting the vending machine a few times to try and get his soda.

The hospital waiting room was pretty empty, except for the members of Sunset Curve, the receptionist, and a nurse that entered the room. The silence was deafening until someone hit the vending machine with their shoe.

The can came clattering down, and they reached down to grab it.

“Here you go,” Luke recognized this person as the receptionist. “You gotta hit it on the lower left side, or else it won’t come out.” Luke took the can from their hand.

“Actually,” They put some coins in and pressed some buttons. “Now that I think about it, the soda can are the only ones that have any issues coming down.” They grabbed a candy bar from the machine.

They sat back down behind the desk and Luke returned to his friends.

“Why didn’t you ask her? About Alex, I bet she can get us in!” Bobby said.

“Yeah,” Reggie agreed. “She obviously likes you.”

“Okay, okay.”

Luke got up and walked over to the desk. “Excuse me, Miss…”

They looked up, “It’s actually Mx., I’m non-binary.” They gave a soft smile. “I’m Y/N, how can I help you and your friends?”

Luke looked behind him and saw that the other boys had followed him up to the desk. “I’m Luke. Uh, we were wondering if you could get us in to see our friend? His name is Alexander Mercer.”

They typed away at their computer, and when they saw his file, their face dropped.

“What- what is it?” Reggie asked nervously.

“I can’t let you all up to see him, his parents have put him on an involuntary psych hold. No visitors.” They looked up at the boys. “I’m sorry.” Y/N looked around, to make sure no one was around as they spoke. “If you come back tomorrow at 2 pm, I can get a phone to him. That’s all I can do, I’m sorry.”

“Thank you,” Bobby said. “Let’s go get some sleep guys.”

Y/N knocked on the door in front of them. The pale halls of the psych ward were even bleaker than the rest of the hospital. They tried to avoid the floor when they could. But the look in those boys’ eyes had resonated inside them.

“Come in,” A boy’s voice said, and Y/N entered the room.

“Hi, are you Alexander?” They asked, standing awkwardly in the doorway.

The scrawny blonde boy in the bed sat up, his eyes full of fear. “Are you here to take me away?”

“No, no, no,” They assured, closing the door behind them after checking the hall to make sure no one was there. “Uh, your friends set me? One of them was named Luke, and there were two others?” They moved around the room, grabbing a phone out of a hidden cabinet.

“Yeah, Reggie and Bobby, they were here?” He sat up. “What’s with the phone?”

Y/N sighed and pulled a chair up. “Okay, Alexander-”

“Alex.”

“Alex, in about a half-hour, this phone is going to ring. If anyone comes in before then and sees it, you need to say that Ashley Jones left it out. Ashley’s a bitch idiot, so anyone will believe you on this floor. Don’t say anything unless you hear me on the end, okay? Does that all make sense Alex?” He nodded, and Y/N stood.

They remembered his file and turned around as they reached the door. “People don’t understand us, but I’m sure you know that. My psych hold lasted about a month, and then my parents abandoned me cause the camps cost too much, and no one likes a child that isn’t a girl or a boy. You’ll make it out.”

“Thank you.”

The room was full, and as the boys came into the waiting room, they didn’t know what to do. Fortunately, Y/N was sitting behind the desk, this time, with a line in front of them.

“Let’s get in line, and then Y/N can tell us what to do,” Bobby said, leading the group.

The line got shorter and shorter, people signing in and some being led out by nurses.

“Hi, please sign in and someone will come get you to see your loved one,” Y/N said, a rehearsed speech they had said many times.

“Yeah, do you know how to get a can out of the vending machine? It’s stuck.”Luke said. Panic flashed by in their eyes as they saw the boys.

“Yeah,” They wrote a note quickly. “I’ll come help in a sec.”

Luke read the note. Sign in. I’ll meet you by the vending machine with more instructions.

He nodded, and quickly signed in for all of the boys and they led them to the vending machine.

Y/N glanced over at their supervisor. “I’m just gonna go help them really quickly-”

“Y/L/N. That’s not why I’m here.” He said sternly. “The kid ‘fessed up. This is your last shift.” He left, and the door behind the desk shut.

Fuck.

“Here,” Y/N said softly, kicking the vending machine and freeing the can. They gave Bobby a note along with the soda. “Sorry guys.”

Bobby opened the note as they walked back to the desk. Luke saw them nervously fiddling with a pencil as people logged in and out of the visitor sign-in sheet.

“Luke,” Bobby said, passing him the note.

I wish I had done something that had worked. Someone told my supervisor and well- I got fired. Sorry guys, I wish I could have helped more. Also, Alex is getting moved tomorrow. I’m not sure where, that’s all that I know.

Y/N Y/L/N

[email protected]

XXX-XXX-XXXX

The paper was clearly stationary, and Luke looked over to them, eyes meeting for a moment.

I’m sorry, Y/N’s eyes said.

Me too, He said.

“Let’s go. If we can’t see him here, we can at least as his parents,” Reggie said, still hopeful.

“So that’s it? We can’t see him, and so we give up?” Luke asked, but even his seemingly hopeful question sounded sad.

After Alex’s parents had very rudely shut the door (literally and figuratively) in the boys’ faces when they asked to see him, they had ended up at the soda shop. The store sold any kind of sweet, candy, or ice cream that you could think of. But, in the back of the store, there was a huge fridge area.

In the summer, the boys would come and stick their faces in the fridge to cool down. In the wither, they would shiver as they got sodas with extra caffeine to help them power through and finish songs.

Bells ran throughout the city, ringing out 11 times, showing that it was 11 pm.

“I guess,” Reggie said, grabbing a pack of gummy bears off the shelf.

The boys silently moved to the front of the shop with their items, and as the cashier run them up, the bell in the front door and someone entered. The boys didn’t pay them much attention until they spoke.

“Hey, Uncle J, I got fired… Sorry, I didn’t see that you had customers, I’ll come back later,” Y/N tripped over their words as they turned to rush out of the shop.

“Y/N?” The boys all said, and Y/N paused, turning around and awkwardly shooting the tree some finger guns.

“Heyyy, guys.”

Months later, the boys had parted ways with Y/N. But every so often, the person behind the counter at the soda shop was them.

“Hey, Soda!” Luke hollered to them as he entered.

They lifted their head and smirked, “Rockstar, what can I get you?”

“Oh just,” He leaned on the counter. “A date?”

lol wish I was that smooth

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sweatblvvdtears · 6 years

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Me : I have father issues, etc and etc

Someone via online that thinking that I am talking about them : Don't copy me!!

Me : Oi. Bitch you think you are the only who have problems as such father issues and etc? What?? Are you the only one who has father?? You are the only one who have them? So, you saying I have copying yours story and then making it into mine??!! Just because I have the same as yours?? A YES TO YOU??!! YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS : The "father"? And you want to say, I don't have them?? You think we sharing a same father huh?! So, are we brother or siblings nao? *narrows staring from 45 KM away to them* ARE WE. =n=;💢💢💢 *Cracks knuckles* *bangs fist rapidly*

Someone irl, who just reads mine : Mmmmm well-

Me : Are weeee?!! >8'U We don't have the same father?! No. Of course not!! And nao chu said : "Don't copy mi!" So...... Shut up!!! *throws computer out from window as soon as I reads them* Uggh..

Me : Wtf. 💢💢

Me : So what ever I reblogged of somewhat will make it sounded like theirs so they will claimed as theirs nao?!! Wtf. Have they HEARD of tagging fucking systems? Have they read them?? Or links? Have they read my links? Hmm??! Have they seen my life?!!

Me : So, if I reblog and said that I have long hair, they will claimed too as theirs?? What if I reblog the short hair? Because IRL I HAVE SHORTER HAIR FUCK YOU WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO???CUT THIS HAIR TILL BALD THEN??! What?!! What if I have another hair colors?? DID YOU KNOW MY NOWADAYS HAIR COLORS IS?? RECENTLY MINE IS BLACK. I have father issues so I can't dyed anymore. Sad?? IT IS. I WAS LOCKED INSIDE HOUSE AND STILL AM.

Me : What if I said that I am an asian and are REALLY AM ASIAN AND MIXED WHAT DID THEY WANTED TO SAY??! "Oh?!!! Wow. Probably lying haha." or "wow, you sounded as same like me?? Probably you stalked me in earlier??" Fuck you. No. I was with my phone all the time even hackers who knows my email address knows what's links I usually opened. No url or etc. Nothing!!

Me : If I were there with you I will kick your spine and you, yourself out from windows. Don't care if it's 3rd floor or more. You don't know my anger. Everyone who had been with me irl or long enough via online knows how enraged / angry I can be. Even my bestfriend irl knows me. They know how bad tempered and different I am. If I sent this stare, they will know why and etc. They knew my eyes. They knew my bad vibes and my darkness vibes. I am weird than others. Because I don't / didn't have like others had / having and so they are didn't have / had / having what I have. From past till nowadays. All of them was freed and lasted in happiness. Me?? I still under my goddamn fucking family and the empire of my father. I want him to die too. This is just a bit. I have more to give and show. *stares* You don't know me. You don't know my storm and my darkness. You don't know behind all these photos of "floofs", it has it's own story and tragedy. You don't know. I'm just covering my pain and past pain with my beloved fluffs. I sounded childish but I am capable to ruined. I don't want to show much. Not my job to do what ever people needed to say or do or seen.

Me : What do you want me to do??!! HUH??! Oh? I get it. You like to bullied people via online. I understood now. FUCK YOU ALL PEOPLE WHO only SEEN THE WORSE AND DOESN'T EVEN WANTED TO HEAR THE REST OF MY OPINIONS AND TRUTH AND NAO YOU WANT TO SAY I JUST RECENTLY FUCKING STEALING THEIR LINES OR PHOTOS OR ETC?!

Me : Fuck you then. You don't know what ever behind those. What ever in the past just stayed in the past. Move fucking on. I am too needed to move on. Still trying. I gotta admit I needed to stop running from nightmares.

Me : I AM Me. You can't change that. Do ask before judging. Just ask? Why is it so hard!?? We lives with the internet and high technologies dude??! Can't you used it?? Or something?? We don't lived in a middle of 60's or earlier than that. Make it useful!! Judging is easy. Judgers with their own judging ability are usually the asshole one. Or just curious. They wanted to be different but the ideas probably has taken by someone else. Not me, but the one or people you thought never done it. You let them getting away. You let it blinded yours sights. You looking upon the same person and doesn't realized you was / are immediately torturing them with this unlogical thoughts that doesn't even have anything to did / do with them.

Me : You're only hurting yourself back. Me? I'm still fighting and clawing with my own shadows and my "mirrors" everyday. Struggling with darkness and insanity and for cureness. The worse? Having depression and dark side that nobody can see it and few other disorders irl here.

Me : You don't know.

Me : So what if I shared something with you???? Your hair colors??? Probably my personality?? So what if there is 1 billions + who sounded like you irl so you wanted to "bombing" them all out?!! Oi. Look HERE. HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF EACH ONE OF PERSON HAS 7 PEOPLE WHO LOOKS LIKE THEM? LIKE TWINS? IT IS A FACT AND REAL. 1 PERSON LOOKS LIKE THE OTHER 7 OTHER PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD. YES. Like freaking twins!! I don't WANT THAT TOO???!!!! Like you. I want to be different too!!!! Or perhaps I want to be a tree!!! Or something because I can't accept their posts sometimes are same with theirs!!! Their posts as such strangers on the internet can ruining me also scares me away so fuck me up already.!!! Huh??!!

Me : So what did I do about it?!!! I blocked them all =n=;; I had to. Or my anxiety will blown itself out of the roofs!! 💢💢💢 I have my fear too. Not just you. Okay. Bitch. Are we done? YES DONE TO ME. THANK YOU AND NEVER COME BACK TO ME. 💢💢 Smh. Makes me crazy a bit. I have too much informations. I can explain it through the chalk and the white board itself and by writing the facts and thoughts and logical with FUCKING BLACK OR RED MARKER!!! I am smart!!! Blow my brains away smh I am done. 💢💢💢 Fook this shits.

Me : Unless if they are stalking every seconds or hours and being a total bad bitch and I know about it and their posts are about me then get ready to be pulled into dark realm and I will tie you around with chains and torture chu and if I like chu and I didn't mind of what ever you did, I will let chu go and pretending you didn't exist or never saw me or my blog or what ever. =u=; Shoft (soft) for a while. Depends on my mood.

#p #.txt #tw #about #thought #self #confessions #if i told them irl without bringing them to my place most of them will say : sounds too hard / harsh or probably fake.#that is the bullshit people do / did #i am real #my life is real #my pain is real #it's valid #only people who has problem with me who think they are right

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh · 6 years

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no one tagged me but i saw @bananannabeth do this and i just wanted to get to know y’all better!

A - Age: 17

B - Birthplace: princeton, new jersey, usa

C - Current time: 9:45 pm

D - Drink you last had: water

E - Easiest person to talk to: like it changes but currently i think this guy i have a crush on he and i never run out of conversation lol

F - Favorite song: god that is not something i am good at picking,,,,um currently it’s probably hell of a life by kanye west?

G - Grossest memory: when i was like 5 my older sister gave me a sippy cup full of milk but it turned out to be spoiled and i drank it and threw up and a dog came and ate the throw up

H - Horror yes or horror no: lmao hell no never

I - In love?: i wish :/

J - Jealous of people?: oh yeah always

L - Love at first sight or should I walk by again?: damn smooth uh you def gotta get to know me first

M - Middle name: brooke

N - Number of siblings: i have an older brother and an older sister

O - One wish: do well on the AP’s lol

P - Person you called last: uh probably my mom?

Q - Question you are always asked: “are you (insert race here)”

R - Reason to smile: new friends and old friends and good dreams :)

S - Song you sang last: deliver us from the prince of egypt lol

T - Time you woke up: uggh i had to wake up at 6:30 today

U - Underwear color: purple

V - Vacation destination: rome (but right now i’d settle for anywhere warm)

W - Worst habit: not exercising

X - X-rays: like on my teeth and stuff but also 3 years ago i fractured my growth plate in my wrist (first and only time ice skating :’) )

Y - Your favorite food: god so many uhhh you can never go wrong with good pancakes and good bacon

Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarius

i tag anyone who wants to do this! i want to get to know all of you!

#meus #tagged

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