reposting the text i attached to this on my twitter, but! i wanted to draw a special pride piece of these two and me, and talk about how they changed my life, tw below for transphobia, and religious trauma.
(this is all copied directly from the twitter thread i made so, sorry for the weird spacing!)
i found out i was trans when i was 14, unfortunately my own home wasnt accepting by any means, and with that my family had found out i was trans multiple time, the second time completely breaking me to the point where i did everything in my power to not be trans.
which clearly didnt do anything for my mental, shortly after my family had found out the second time, i had gotten into fn again and jonesy absolutely changed my life, he helped me escape the shitty reality i was dealt.
jonesy is a character i will forever cherish, he brought me insane comfort in one of the most painful times in my life, drawing him, playing fn, and seeing others artwork of him, jonesy led me to meet amazing people who i am thankful to know today, one of those people-
being my own roomate who helped me escape my old household. (thanks a ton matt! youre incredible if you read this! :) ) funny enough, during this time, i had started fixating on angels a bunch cause i was drawing guernsey with wings. (insp by turphs art!)
in me doing my tomfoolery, i remember coming across an image of gabriel, and i stared at it for HOURS, and it just jump-started me fixating heavily on angels, looking through tags on tumblr to reblog stuff that fit that "aesthetic"
unfortunately, not a lot of neat stuff comes up when you look up angel on tumblr. its mostly women in lingerie with wings, yeah not what im looking for! and as i kept looking for neat stuff of angels, i couldnt get the image of gabriel out of my mind. (heres me talking about him.)
he continued to sit in my mind for a while, as my interest in him grew, i would tell friends that i really badly wanted to watch tm/c but was scared due to eye horror, and in me expressing my interest in him.
my roommate had found out and was excited to know i had interest in it, and asked about us both watching it together (yet again thanks so much! :) ) and we ended up watching it together and OH MY GOSH i was absolutely amazed, he very quickly took over my heart.
shortly after that my family had found out that i was struggling with my gender identity they absolutely freaked out. it was my breaking point, i was fucking scared but i wasnt going to suffer any longer, if i was going to be in hell then i was going to be in hell comfortably.
during the months of having to deal with transphobia from my family daily, gabriel greatly helped me, i would draw me and him, to help myself feel better, he quite literally is an angel. any moment i was away, i was finding comfort through him.
after getting out of my old home and finally being comfortable being me, i realized that in a strange way, gabriel kind of helped heal so much of my religious trauma in such a short time, obviously not fully healed, but to a point where i am no longer in fear.
now its time for me to wrap this all up, thank you to all of my wonderful friends who stayed with me through it all, (specifically shouting out chicken, matt, and jim/vivus!) and thank you to jonesy and gabriel, who changed and quite literally saved my life. thank you!
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Hey queen 👋 i noticed you have been reblogging from terphs 😬. I regret to inform you 😔 you need to stop ✋. Turph blood has been tested and we found out they are the true source of COVID-19 😷. By reblogging from terps 🐢 You are compliant in the spread of this virus 😵. So please 🙏unfollow and block the torphs ❌ we wouldn’t want to have to call you out 😔 (my state is in lockdown and I am so bored. I hope you like my performance art)
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Oh shit bois I’ve been tagged in a thing!
tagged by @artisticdoodler
Playlist Shuffle Tag!!
You can tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. No skipping. Where’s the fun in that?
1.) Ori and the Blind Forest - Piano Medley
2.) Heir of Grief - Slowed 20%
3.) One for the Money - Motorcity PMV
4.) The Fighter - Gym Class Heroes
5.) Wolf - First Aid Kit
6.) Church - Fall Out Boy
7.) Starlight Brigade - TWRP ft. Dan Avidan
8.) Grimm Piano Cover - Hollow Knight
9.) Zombie - Bad Wolves (Cranberries Cover)
10.) Final Boss - Nitro Fun
Tagging @janticsantics, @nye-eclipsion, @archerthewarlock, @boater-hat, @turphs, and whoever else feels like it xD No pressure tho!
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