A Tide That Turned Everything: Chapter II - Reunion Through Pain and Tears
Chapter Summary: Vasily makes decision that costs him a lot. Alina is worried, because she can't find Mal anywhere. Aleksander crashes the engagement party. And you? You have to choose a side.
Pairing: Aleksander Kirigan/Reader, Ivan/Fedyor Kaminsky, Alina Starkov/Mal Oretsev
Characters: Aleksander Kirigan, Reader, Fedyor Kaminsky, Alina Starkov, Nadia Zhabin, Ivan, Nikolai Lantsov, Adrik Zhabin
Word Count: 3708
A/N: WARNING: this chapter contains an implied rape. If you're sensitive about this, don't like reading about it or are under 18, please skip from: "His hands grab your arms and his fingers travel down slowly." to: "You're scared, terrified.". Enjoy!
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This chapter also contains plot from fourth episode of season two.
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Natasha and Jana are getting your measurements for a new kefta for a party. Well, the party. The engagement party of Nikolai and Alina. Because the Lantsovs have to celebrate it.
'You really don't have to do this,' you say to your friends.
'Grisha are not the only ones that miss their lives in the Little Palace,' Natasha simply says. You nod understanding. Jana opens her mouth to add something, but then her face goes white. You frown and turn around. You stiffen, seeing Vasily Lantsov in your doorway.
'Leave,' he orders your friends. They look at you, ready to defy Lantsov for you. Your heart warms up. But you can't let them get in trouble because of you.
'It's alright,' you tell them quietly. Natasha and Jana shoot you a doubtful look, but leave your room. You straighten up and look at Vasily.
'How can I help you, moi tsarevich?' you ask. Vasily glances at retreating Jana and Natasha.
'You know, I remember when not so long ago you were wearing clothes like them as well,' Vasily says and looks at you. 'Simple serving girl, a nobody. Look at you now. A powerful Tidemaker and General Kirigan's pet.'
You clench your teeth and fists. You force yourself to exhale and calm down. It will do you no good to insult him.
'I am no one's pet,' you say, your voice even, which surprises you. Vasily scoffs and starts walking around the room.
'No one trusts you, you know,' he says. 'Except for the Sun Summoner but she can't change everyone's opinion on you. Do you know why it is like that?'
'Enlighten me, moi tsarevich,' you say, forcing yourself to keep calm.
'Because years ago, you refused to spy General Kirigan for me,' Vasily says. Your heart speeds up a bit. You remember that. How scared you were, standing in front of him in his chambers. And how Grisha were using you after that, because he allowed them to. But you're no longer that scared servant anymore.
'I doubt it would change a thing,' you say. 'General Kirigan told me nothing that would help you stop him from what he did. I had no idea about his plans of expanding the Fold. In fact, in the last months, we have drifted apart.'
'And that hurts you, doesn't it?' Vasily asks with a sly smirk.
'I admit, I thought we were friends,' you answer. 'Clearly, I was wrong. A mistake that almost cost me my life.'
'Oh, come on,' Vasily chuckles. 'Everyone knows you've been fucking him! You've been his personal whore!'
You manage not to flinch. But anger boils inside you.
'I was not,' you deny. Vasily walks closer to you. It takes everything inside you not to recoil in disgust.
'I find hard to believe,' he says, touching your cheek, 'that General Kirigan would just walk past your beauty with indifference.'
'He looked for more than beauty in women,' you say and take a step back. 'Now, if you don't mind, I would ask you to leave. Please.'
'The Sun Summoner can't help you,' Vasily says. 'But I can keep you safe here. All I ask…'
His hands grab your arms and his fingers travel down slowly. You tense.
'… is a bit attention from you whenever I ask,' he finishes, grinning lecherously. Oh, hell no.
'I think I'll manage without your… protection,' you answer. 'Now, please, leave.'
'It's funny that you think you have a choice in the matter,' Vasily says. As if on cue, the door opens and few of his loyal soldiers walk in. Your heart stops. You recognise them.
You curse yourself. You were stupid. You allowed Vasily to get so close that he now holds your arms. You can't summon.
'I believe you know each other,' the prince says, as his men surround you. 'I've been told you had quite fun together.'
'It says a lot about you if you consider torture fun,' you growl.
'Well, they did want something more,' Vasily says. 'But you escaped, hurting them badly.'
'I did what I did to survive,' you say. 'I'm not proud of it but I don't regret it.'
Vasily slaps you. You don't even flinch. His men hurt you much more.
'Don't worry, they will make up for lost time,' he says. 'And remember during that, that it will hurt less, maybe even will be pleasurable for you, when you agree to my terms.'
'When.' He's stupid to assume you will break. Well, he doesn't know you.
'You will regret this,' you say, your voice low. Vasily sneers at you.
'It's your word against mine and my soldiers,' he says. 'Who do you think everyone will believe? And one word from me and you're going to be executed for treason.'
You glare at him. His men take your arms and he steps away. He cups your face and your teeth want to bite his hand off.
'As much as I'd like to join you, I want you to come to me for this,' he says. 'I'll enjoy your humiliation.'
'You will never see it,' you vow to him. Vasily smirks at you, turns and leaves. At once you try to struggle. You manage to free one arm, but you are thrusted on your bed on your stomach. Your hand lands under you.
You feel something metal with it. You grasp it and feel it. You squeeze it tightly. It's your necklace. You hold on to it, make it your anchor.
A soldier grabs your arm and pulls it from under you. You rip off the necklace and hold it. You feel hands on your body and shiver. You close your eyes tightly.
You're scared, terrified. Maybe that's why you do it, even though you haven't done it in weeks. You were telling yourself you would never do it again.
'Aleksander…' you whisper, your voice broken and filled with pain, '… please, come for me… take me home…'
*
The party is much bigger than you thought. You're pretty sure Vasily has invited the whole Caryeva, from where his… friends are. Which is not good. Because at the moment you want to hide somewhere and cry, as you have been ever since…
No. None of that. You have to be brave. For Alina. And so people wouldn't think you are a traitor after all.
'Hey,' says the woman herself, coming to you dressed in an army uniform. 'Have you seen Mal?'
'It's good to see you, too,' you say, amused. Alina smiles at you apologetically.
'Sorry,' she says. 'It's just-'
'You're worried,' you finish and look around. 'To be honest, I haven't seen him in a while… I'll ask around.
'Thank you,' Alina says, grateful. You nod at her. She frowns suddenly.
'Are you alright?' she asks. You frown.
'Why wouldn't I be?' you ask.
'It's just… you seem a bit… sad,' Alina answers. 'And you look a bit… rattled.'
You tense. Your friend looks at you with worry.
'Did something happen?' she asks. You stare at her. You could tell her about Vasily. She would believe you. You know she despises him. But what good would that do? He still could just declare you traitor and order your execution. So, you force a smile.
'I'm just tired,' you insist. 'And maybe a bit stressed about how everyone is not trusting me.'
'Right,' Alina says, nodding. 'If I can do anything-'
'You're already doing enough,' you assure her with a smile and step away. You walk through the ballroom, asking about your mutual friend.
'Have you seen Mal?' you ask Natasha and Jana. They shake their heads. Jana sighs.
'Sadly, no,' she says. 'And believe me, I've been looking. This tracker is so handsome and charming. I wouldn't mind showing him my room.'
'When you say room…' Natasha says slowly, wincing.
'I obviously mean our room,' Jana says and smirks. 'Natasha, you dirty girl!'
'You're the dirty one and you know it,' Nat says.
'Could you two focus for a moment, please,' you ask, albeit a bit amused. 'It's not like him to be so late.'
'We'll ask around,' Natasha promises. 'I'm sure one of the servants must have seen him.'
'Thank you,' you say, nodding your head.
'I'll start right away,' Jana chirps and quickly rushes away. You chuckle. Natasha rolls her eyes, but then looks at you with worry.
'[Y/N]… I know you're insisting you're alright,' she says quietly. 'But it's clear you're not. What's wrong?'
'Nothing,' you lie, forcing a smile on your face. Natasha doesn't believe you.
'What happened with Prince Vasily after we left?' she asks. You tense.
'Nothing happened with Prince Vasily,' you insist. And technically you're not lying. Nothing happened with him.
'You're not alone, [Y/N],' Natasha says, taking your hand. 'Remember that. We're still your friends.'
'Thank you,' you say, smiling. You pull your hand away. You have to go or you'll start crying in the middle of the party.
'I have to look for Mal,' you say and turn to walk away. You search for your friend and ask about him. Until a certain voice calls:
'A toast!'
People quiet down. You turn and see Vasily walking up to the podium. You shiver involuntarily. You glare at him, as he raises his glass.
'I'd like to share some words about my brother… Nikolai,' Vasily says, pointing with his hand at Nikolai and smiling in a not nice way. 'Yes, yes, we all know he's pretentious...'
He chuckles. You want to vomit. Or splash him. Or better yet, treat him with a Cut. Seriously, when you think about what he did to you, you feel your fingers tingling. You can feel your power gathering at your fingertips…
'... condescending, a man of the people,' Vasily goes on. 'But he has some hidden qualities, too. His intended should-'
He's interrupted by two shadow things falling from the glass ceiling dome. Your eyes go wide. People around you scream and panic. Shadow things take humanoid forms. But when soldiers shoot at them, nothing happens. They grab soldiers and throw them like they're dolls.
People hide. Near the doors, behind tables. You choose a table. Unfortunately, it's the one near the podium. You and Vasily look at each other at the same time. And you don't like what you see in his gaze.
'He won't allow to hurt his whore,' he growls and makes a run for you. You gasp when he grabs your arm… But he barely grasps it, when one of the creatures grabs him and raises him in the air.
Vasily screams. But not for long. Because the creature tears him apart. You watch it all with shock. You barely hear the Queen's scream. But you see that when Alina uses her powers on the creatures, it doesn't work as well.
'[Y/N]!' Natasha and Jana exclaim, somehow managing to sneak to you. Just then one creature grabs the King. He's killed as well.
'Nikolai and the Queen are next,' Jana guesses, her face pale. And yes, the creatures turn to the prince, who's holding his mother protectively. But Nadia and Adrik manage to stop them with their powers. Even if only for a moment, it's enough for the party to evacuate.
'Come on!' Natasha shouts, grabbing you with Jana. They pull you out of the room, clearly deciding to protect you.
*
Alina runs with Adrik, Tamar and Nadia. But suddenly she stops, seeing Kirigan. She leaves her friends and follows him. They face each other on a corridor. She attacks him but he suddenly disappears. She turns, stunned, but hears his voice behind her:
'It's good to see you, Alina.'
She turns around and gasps. He's standing not far away.
'You're not real,' she says.
'The Sea Whip has made you stronger,' he says. 'I always told you, you were meant for more. Power suits you.'
'Stay away from me,' Alina says, seething. Aleksander smiles slightly.
'Believe it or not, but I'm not here for you,' he says. 'At least not today.'
Alina frowns. She has thought he's… sort of in love with her. So, naturally, she assumed he's here to kill his enemies and kidnap her. Was she wrong?
'Then what for?' she demands. 'To kill my friends?'
'Only the Lantsovs,' Aleksander answers. 'But my creations are somewhat unpredictable. Not unlike you.'
'Get out of my head,' Alina says through gritted teeth.
'I have no intention of hurting you,' Aleksander assures her. 'You must know that by now.'
'Forgive me if I don't take you at your word,' Alina scoffs.
'I was always honest with you about things that mattered.'
'Like creating the Fold?'
'Your obsession with the Fold is naive. Destroying it won't solve Ravka's problems. They've hated us and hunted us long before the Fold existed. I was there.'
'You don't want me to tear down the Fold, because if I do, I'll destroy the only thing you have left.'
Aleksander's lips twitch upward. Your face shows up in his head. He still has you. He must believe it. So, he shakes his head.
'The Fold is not the only thing I have left,' he says. Alina frowns, trying to figure out what else he can have left. He doesn't have her. He must know that. He's not that stupid. His mother stood up to him, so he can't also mean Baghra. His loyal Grisha? Ravka? His shadow monsters? She doesn't know. And she doesn't have time to just stand here and try to figure it out.
'Then I'll come after everything else you have left, too,' she says and glares at him. 'Like you have come after what I have.'
Aleksander's look darkens. Alina almost shivers. She does take a step back. But Kirigan takes a step forward and looms over her.
'You will find the moment you hurt her is the moment I tear out your heart and shatter your bones,' he snarls. 'If you dare destroy her as you have threatened, then they'll find nothing left of you.'
Alina stares at him, shocked, her face white. She thought Aleksander is obsessed with her, wants her as his partner, his equal. But what he said… makes her thinks there's someone else. But… who can it be?
'Who?' she asks. Kirigan stares at her. He shakes his head.
'You won't come near her,' he says. 'I've already broken my promise to her. I won't let anyone else hurt her. Especially you.'
Alina is really confused. She doesn't even hear Adrik, who's showed up behind her. Aleksander leans down to her ear.
'I'll see you soon,' he whispers and he's gone. Adrik startles Alina. She turns back, but there's no sight of Aleksander. As if he was never there. Alina shivers. Both from what happened and from what he said. She fears what he meant. And wonders who he is after.
*
Nikolai sends his mother to a safe place and then returns to make sure everyone else gets out. He saves some of the staff and decides to follow others with his guards. But after they turn a few corners, they're forced to stop. Because at the end of the corridor stands no other than General Kirigan himself.
He stares calmly at Nikolay. Guards put themselves in front of their prince. Their new king.
'Where is she?' Kirigan asks.
'You will not get Alina,' Nikolay says strongly. Aleksander tilts his head slightly.
'I am not here for Miss Starkov,' he declares. 'Not today.'
They're puzzled. Nikolay tries to think who he can have in mind… and them remembers the stories how he went above and beyond to save one person. You.
'[Y/N] [L/N],' Nikolay says. 'You're here for her. But you won't get her.'
'Give her back to me,' Aleksander says, the look in his eyes darkening. 'And I'll let you go today.'
'Why would she go with you?' a servant behind Nikolay asks, anger in his voice. 'So she could suffer because of you again?'
Aleksander's eyes land on him. Ah. What was it? Tommy. The stableboy that has a crush on you. Honestly, Kirigan would be more than happy to kill him. But he knows you would never forgive him murdering your friend.
'On the contrary, I'm here to make sure she never suffers again,' he says.
'Then leave her alone!' Tommy spats, ignoring how others try to hush him. 'Ever since she met you, she's been kidnapped all the time, tortured and Saints know what else! She got nothing but pain for her loyalty to you!'
Aleksander narrows his eyes. Anger burns in him. Shadows form around him menacingly.
'I advise you to choose your next words very carefully,' he hisses.
'Just kill me right away,' Tommy snarls. 'I know you want to. I saw how you've always looked at me.'
'I want to, I admit,' Aleksander says and shakes his head. 'But you're her friend. She would never forgive me that.'
Tommy is actually taken aback. He opens his mouth, but Nikolai stops him with his hand. He motions with his head at Tommy.
'He's right,' the prince says. 'Leave her alone. She doesn't want to have anything to do with you.'
'If that's the case, then why did she call for me and asked me to take her?' Aleksander asks. Nikolai and others stare at him, stunned. Tommy can't believe it. He opens his mouth-
A scream gets their attention. Aleksander tenses. He knows that scream. He looks behind his adversaries and sees you, held by one of Vasily's soldiers. Next to you are shocked Jana and Natasha.
'Are you mad?!' Jana yells. 'Let her go!'
'His whore for our tsar[1] and tsarevich!' the one that holds you barks.
'How dare you?!' Natasha asks, outraged. 'Release her at once!'
The soldier opens his mouth to answer her… but one of the creatures grabs him and throws him out of the window. Natasha and Jana scream. You stare at the monster with wide eyes.
'[Y/N]…' Jana whimpers when the creature turns to you. 'Come on…'
But you stay put. Because the monster doesn't attack you. It just stares at you… and only now you notice it stands between you and other soldiers of Vasily.
Just then, you have that familiar feeling you always have whenever certain someone is looking at you. You turn your head to the left. You barely see Nikolay, Tommy and others. Your eyes are glued to Kirigan's anxious and desperate face. Tears well up in your eyes.
'Aleksander…' you whisper. Natasha grabs your arm. You look at her. She stares at you anxiously.
'[Y/N], don't,' she pleads. 'I know you love him. But he's not the man you thought he was. He… he's a monster. Don't forget all the people he killed.'
You turn your face back to Aleksander. You look at him long and hard, but all you see is a man broken by years of tragedy and pain, forced to do the unspeakable. Not the monster everyone says he is.
'I'm sorry,' you say and turn to your friends, sorrow in your eyes. 'I'm so, so sorry.'
'No-' Jana starts. You free yourself from Natasha's grasp and bolt toward Aleksander. You see relief instantly lighting up his face. You speed up.
But another soldier runs at you. However, he suddenly grasps his chest and falls on his knees, groaning. You stop and turn your head. Fedyor smiles at you.
'Go, we've got you covered,' he says. You see Ivan hurrying to you, his face covered in scars. You smile at them both and run again to Aleksander.
He uses his powers to create an aisle between Nikolay's men. You hear their screams but can't see them in the darkness. You hope they're okay as you run past them… and straight into Aleksander's open arms.
He embraces you tightly and you hide your face in his chest. Instantly, the familiar feeling of safeness fills you. You feel you're about to cry from relief. You pull away and look up at him after a moment.
'You're alive,' you whisper, cupping his cheek. 'And here. You're actually here. How? How did you-?'
'You called,' he says simply, mirroring your move. 'I promised you to always come. It's one promise I never intend to break. Not again. You're going to be okay now. You're home.'
A sob leaves your lips. Aleksander quickly silences it with a kiss. You sigh into his mouth and kiss him back. You finally feel whole again. Something wet falls on your cheeks. Tears. But not yours. Aleksander's.
'[Y/N]!' you suddenly hear. You pull away and turn. Tommy looks at you with a heartbroken expression. You haven't even noticed the shadows are gone. Nikolai and his men are also looking at you, shocked.
'I'm sorry,' you say, looking at Tommy. You apologise for choosing the opposite side. For not loving him like he loves you.
'I really am,' you say, this time looking at Nikolai. You have taken a liking to him. He was different than his family. Good. He could be a good king. But you can't fight against Aleksander.
'For tsar and tsarevich!' you hear. You turn and your eyes go wide. Behind Aleksander, a few soldiers prepare to shoot him. You know they won't kill him. But they also were in your room then. They also- And now they want to kill Kirigan.
Your eyes narrow in anger. You push surprised Aleksander to the side. The men are about to fire but you're quicker. You form ice shards in front of you and send them at the men, letting out a yell. They fall on the ground, groaning and screaming.
Behind you, Nikolay, his soldiers, Tommy, Natasha and Jana stare at you, shocked. Fedyor and Ivan, who join you and Kirigan, aren't at all surprised. They know you won't stop at anything to keep Aleksander save. The man himself look at you with surprise, but also with awe.
So that's what you are.
'Let's go,' Aleksander says, grasping your hand. You shoot one last apologetic glance at your friends and follow your lover. Fedyor and Ivan follow you. And you leave. Your previous life, your friends… and maybe even your morals a bit.
A/N: Thank you for reading! Let me know your thoughts! Reblog, like and comment if you could.
This can also be found on Archive of Our Own: https://archiveofourown.org/works/49965037/chapters/126310537
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