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ilovewhiteroses · 5 months
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Clement & Sandy - GIFs by me for @toxicanonymity and @boydholbrook-fan 💕
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Clement and Sandy Part 1
Boyd as Clement Mansell and Adelaide as Sandy Stanton in Justified: City Primeval
For @toxicanonymity and @ilovewhiteroses ❤️🔥
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pascalconfessions · 5 months
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I think the following tumblrs need to know that they ROCKED my world in 2023, and that they are appreciated, loved, and respected 🙌🥵🔥
@toxicanonymity Thank you for the dark and dirty Joelkemon filth, especially weed dealer Joel, Raider Joel, and dangerous Lincoln Joel 🙏
@ladamedusoif I’m bowing down to you right now for your masterful representation of a not-white-coded & middle-aged Lydia in Visiting. We need more and more and MORE fics that are designed to invite readers of every ethnicity to imagine themselves and enjoy the story without tripping over blushing and other white coding. And we also need more grownup women in fic!! 🙏💞🥰
@joelscruff Feelings on Fire broke me over and over again, in so many delicious ways. I know you had a rough patch last year, and I hope that you don’t feel pressured to write on command. Your story is yours, and I hope you tell it the way that YOU want to 💕
@spacecowboyhotch I adored Ambrosia and Tied together and we need MORE of your gorgeous storytelling in this fandom! 💖 I love soft/hot and dreamy, and I definitely think we need more black/poc reader inserts. Your writing is so detailed and layered that it left me breathless and I’m dying to read more from you!! 😍
@netherfeildren Art gallery Ezra took my breath away. I devoured the rest of your fics in turn, and your Mercy for the Disturbed broke and reshaped my heart and gave me the best/worst writers envy I’ve had in a long time. Kudos to you for draining my brain 😂
@juletheghoul Paradisum?!! 🔥 Gold Rush!!? 😍 Dulcis??? 🫨 and Silk 🤤 And I know for a fact that you’re one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met here. ❤️‍🔥Love, your secret admirer 😘
@hier--soir A Lover’s Pinch killed me. I am writing this from the grave. I am eating dirt, bestie. Please ship literature professor Joel to me immediately? 🥹🙏
@inclusivepedrolibrary I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW 😍😍😍
@atticrissfinch We need to have a word about convenience store clerk Joel (🥵🔥😭HOT!!!) and about Wrong text dom! Joel (🔥🔥🔥🌶️🌶️🌶️😭😭😭 HOTTER!!!) Im mad at you for writing so hot and these men not being real
@bageldaddy 70’s porn star Joel is killing me. Thank you 🙏🥹❤️‍🔥
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beefrobeefcal · 5 months
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toxicanonymity aka Toxy
@toxicanonymity has been here right form the get go. Every time I posted anything that seemed remotely self deprecating, they were in my inbox, waggling their finger and hollering encouragement and praise my way. You wouldn't know it by their presence in your blog, but they're a big deal around here with their scrumptious takes on Joel - each iteration is its own treat (you can safely assume each fic is Joel or Joel related on this list). Picking ONLY 5 of Toxy's work is down right hard and unfair and I am sorry I can't pick them all because of these stupid rules I made.
It's with their support that I'm continually writing and moving forward, and it with their friendship that I feel like I belong.
Thank you, Toxy!
My-hat-is-off-won't-you-stand-up-&-take-a-bow regards,
Beefro👌🥩💜
Here's my Top 5 of @toxicanonymity 's work:
Slasher Joel series - Joel Miller
I was never really into the slasher genre... until this. I cannot get enough. I love it. The unhinged Joel, his batshit mom, the endless scenarios this could go... it's hot and leaves me wanting SO. MUCH. MORE.
Leopard Print - Joel & Tommy Miller
UNF. This was hotter than I could have imagined and sent me on a downward spiral into a pit of goo. Do yourself a favour and read it.
Raider Joel series - Joel Miller
What is there to say about this series? Toxy and Raider Joel go hand in hand in my mind and aren't we all the better for it? This is peak gruff Joel right here, and leaves me feeling like a smol bean [spoiler: I am not a smol bean] needing to be manhandled and thrown around a bit.
Left in Lincoln - Joel Miller
I'm sorry to say that I slept on this one for too long. It was at the behest of a few moots that I finally read it and dag nabbit... I shouldn't have waited! It's so good! In terms of writing and craft, this is my favourite of Toxy's.
Night Walks series - Joel Miller
Now speaking of favourites, this is it for me. Yes, LiL is a literary champ, but this... fuck me sideways and call me Shirley. I don't know of it's because i love a sleazy man who gets high (hello youth!) or if it's the way I see myself is Reader's lame attempts to keep him at bay, but this is my ride or die of the ToxicJoel's.
HONORABLE MENTIONS:
Vampire Joel
Just the Tip
Stuffing
Stepdad
Thigh's Out
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wannab-urs · 1 year
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wearing grey sweats, a tank top, and a ratty flannel and smoking on my porch just call me Nightwalks!Joel
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fanfictilltheend · 8 months
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update!!
@toxicanonymity the queen/king/gender-neutral term of endearment followed me???????????????????????????????????????????????? i am not worthy!! ❤️ 🙌
Also sample of DARK slowburn stepdad!ex-convict!mechanic!Joel coming tonight so get hyped!
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asreadbyaj · 9 months
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I'm totally fangirling at being on your to be read shelf I love you 😭😭😭🖤🖤🖤
omggg i’m fangirling that you messaged lil ol me 😭 i love your work so much! 🥺🥺🥺🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾
i hate that you’re shadowbanned 🤬 on top of being so behind on my reading, tumblr notifs suck at alerting me to @toxicfics reblogs so i just know i have so much to catch up on 😭
….but that also means i have so much to catch up on 😏😈
i sense a binge read in my near future 😌
the question is which toxic joel do i start with? 😭 i need more eyes 😭😭
i love you 😭😭💛💛💛
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hiraethedits · 1 year
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I 🖤 you, thank you for giving us all the hot gifs. You don't know how many times I've tried to find some of these. You're the best!!!
Awwe thank you !! He's literally just my favorite person to gif at the moment bc he's got such beautiful features 🥺 I plan to make many many more in the future rest assured and I might even wanna start making some of him from Hardy Boys !! Definitely recommend watching that show especially bc season 3 is coming soon and it will be the series' last, unfortunately.
@toxicanonymity
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agentmarcuspike · 3 months
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I 🖤 Ziggy. they have the patience of a saint, but they deserve better. Hope your week is better than your weekend, bro 🙏
toxic !!! :’) thank you, this made me feel better 🌟
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ilovewhiteroses · 5 months
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Clement Mansell 💘 🎶
Howdy, friend! Tysm for all of your beautiful work!! 🖤
Clement Mansell is my favorite Boyd character. I love him because he's psycho, playful, cool, and casual all at the same time, then later we see he even has a hurt/brooding mood. He's impulsive but has dreams he stays focused on. Not many actors could pull all of this off together (in a miniseries no less), and it astounds me how perfectly cast Boyd was. He made it look totally natural. Never felt out of character. Naturally, I also love some physical things about him, which you've so beautifully captured in your gifs: the way he moves, his bulge, his tattoos, his wardrobe. And he's sexy as hell with Sandy. I'm convinced Dr. Mansell's special treatment could cure any ailment I ever have.
I love his voice--speaking AND singing. Speaking - e1 in the Casino when he says, "but I ain't gonna" [wait]. Help!!! Combined with the profile shot of him right after he says it--casino lighting makes his hair and features look a little darker. He always looks good but the way his (lowered) voice matches that shot 🤌🏼.
The White Stripes are my favorite band of all time. When Clement sang Seven Nation Army in e1 it took me OUT. I HAD to find out what version of the song it was because I'd never heard it and it was so good. Only to find out it was BOYD?? MY HEART!!! I want a full length track so bad. For the first time in 20 yrs I admitted someone other than Jack sounded better on Jack's song. And then it was more than just that song. A whole ongoing theme of how much he loves my fave band of all time?? When someone asks, "How are we gonna nail this jack white wannabe?"
I love Clement so much I've already watched the series three times in less than a month 🙊.
Hi love! Thank you so much for your kind words!🥰 I agree with everything you say about Clement. I love his looks, his voice🥵 Now that you mentioned that casino scene, I had to make a gif of it, it's so hot:
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boydholbrook-fan · 12 days
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Just a simple appreciation post for my favorite mutuals here on tumblr!
I just wanna let you, beautiful souls, know how much I appreciate you, every single one of you! You guys are wonderful, talented and so sweet and kind! And I’m so happy to have you all here! Huge hugs and kisses to you all! ❤️🥰💕🥰❤️
@ilovewhiteroses @kurjaks @ionlyjoinedforboydholbrook @pnwdagnabbit
@toxicanonymity @milla-frenchy @r3dheadedwitch @ithinkwehitametaphor
@thehemsworld @chieko-pp @evenmyhivemindisempty
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toxicanonymity · 10 months
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omg the way every inch makes me drool idk what u did to me i haven’t been the same since 😃 ur so talented i owe u my kidney for that fic alone ! would ever consider part two?? no pressure !!!
EVERY INCH 2
2200 words, m!ghostface x f!reader
follows Every Inch. NEXT: Every inch 3
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SUMMARY: Last time you saw ghostface, he was unconscious from the car wreck and you had your way with him. Now, he's coming to take what's his. A/N: He's never unmasked so ANY Ghostface with a 🍆. Thank you so much for all the love on my first Ghostface fic. This was a "one shot fail" because of the engagement & enthusiasm so keep that in mind. night walks coded. WARNINGS: I8+ piv, noncon, ghostface calls himself daddy once, peeping tom, dirty talk, masturbation (both), knifeplay, hair pulling, manhandling, choking kinda, degradation, pet names (baby, sugar, nasty). NO USE OF Y/N. 
You've put Ghostface behind you, at least in terms of fearing for your life. He's finally left you alone. He must be too humiliated to face you after you restrained him and had your way with him in the car while he was passed out. You still look at the picture you took every day.  You'd like to get it printed and stick it on your bathroom mirror.  He looks so pathetic with his own mess all over his robe. But it's not just the humiliation you love to see. It's his cock. . .
Yeah, his cock.  You've thought about it more than a few times. He would've given you every inch. All you had to do was ask. And the video of him whimpering? You save that for special occasions. Like when you need to cum in a hurry. 
It's Friday night and you're lying in bed after getting home from seeing a movie.  You make sure your vibrator is charged before you start reading, but soon enough you get distracted.  You're looking at your video of Ghostface coming all over himself when a call pops up on the screen. No ringtone.  Your phone is still on silent from the theater.  
The restricted number still makes your heart jump even after such an empowering victory. But you rip the bandaid off and answer it on the first ring. "Hello?"
"So... how'd you like the movie?" the voice changer asks you. 
You panic and hang up, but when he calls right back, you answer again. "This isn't funny, whoever you are."
"You know it's me, baby. You feel it in your. . . pants."
"What do you want?"
"I asked how you liked the movie." 
Friday night. Lucky guess. You know he’s not going to let it go, so you might as well answer. You’re not going to give him the satisfaction of acting aghast that he knows what you did tonight.  "Fine, I liked it. It was fun,” you say dismissively. 
"Picked a bad time to refill your drink. . .  Missed a great kill."
Your heart jumps. ". . .you were there?" The theater wasn't even that crowded. How could he go undetected? Surely you would have recognized something about a man you rode into oblivion. 
He's bemused. "What, you thought I was gone? Nowhere?”
"wishful thinking," you reply. 
Ghostface says, “Oh, we both know what you really wish for. . .”
You’re not even going to argue. 
“How was your date?" 
"How was yours with your hand?" You retort.
"You didn't look interested.” 
"What, are you gonna ask me out?" Your face heats up as you hear your own words.
"Not tonight. 'Cause you've got a date with that toy and my picture, don't ya?”
You freeze. 
He taunts, "Want a third wheel?"
You ask, "How long have you been watching me?"
"Never stopped, sugar." You feel like a fool for thinking he had. “I’ve just been a little. . . distracted.” 
You scoff. 
". . . Okay, did you call just to talk?"
"Wanted some audio with my visual this time."
"Pervert."
“oh I'm the pervert," he chides. Your face is burning up.
"You know, you’ve still got something of mine.”  His knife. You’ve hid it somewhere special.  “Keep comin’ for it. . .but don’t wanna interrupt you.”  
You look out your window, which faces the woods.  "Cause you put on a good show, baby." There’s never been a reason to close the curtains.  You preferred to see danger coming. Danger like him. A lot of good that’s done you. 
“You’re a creature of habit, aren’t you?” 
Are you that predictable?  
“Lucky for me,” he adds darkly.  His breathing becomes audible.  “Oh, you like this, don't you . . . knew ya would. . .  .  .Dripping already.” His voice is steady through the equalizer, but his speech pattern tells you his dick is hard. And god damn if he isn’t turning you on. 
“Dip a finger and show daddy how wet you are.” 
Before you know it, you're doing it. You don’t show him, but you curiously dip you fingers and pull apart the clear string of of your arousal
“Two fingers . . let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”  You lie there clenching your thighs together. 
“Ah, fuck it. Go ahead, turn it on,” he says but you don’t move. You clench your thighs together.  “Turn it on,” he repeats firmer, and something possesses you to turn your vibrator on. 
“Yeah, that’s it . . .”
You don’t even need the picture now, or the video, or your reading. But you don’t exactly want to let him make you come this fast. 
He sighs and says, “You’ve got a nice, juicy pussy." He spits, which the voice changer doesn’t process.
You close your eyes and recall what it felt like impaling yourself on his cock. 
"You don't have to say it," he reassures you menacingly. "I know I’ve got a nice cock.” 
He’s right about that.  You close your eyes as you touch yourself.  You’re too horny to think straight, but in the back of your mind, you try to tell yourself he killed your friends. He killed your friends. It doesn’t make you any less turned on. You sigh in shame at yourself. How does Ghostface have you wrapped around his finger?
“Oh, it’s only natural, baby. This cock’ll fuck you right up.” God, why does that turn you on? “In the guts and the head.” 
"Real shame I wasn’t awake.” He breathes heavily for a few seconds. "Coulda been even better for you.” 
You fail to suppress a moan as heat is bubbling in your core. 
“Yeah. . .Can’t stop thinkin' about this cock, can ya?” 
You turn up the intensity of your vibe. 
“Not everyday someone takes every inch of this.” He moans weakly then spits again. “Filthy girl.  Swallowed it right up.” 
“So tell me, sugar," his breathing is even heavier now. "How do you want it?”
“What if i don’t” you lie, then gasp at the tension in your core.
“Then why’d you take it,” he says with a bite and the heavy breathing stops. 
“Because,” you pant. “It was there.”
You’re getting close.  “How do you want me,” you self-loathingly ask. He doesn’t answer. You look at your phone and he’s gone. Shit. You open the video you took of him and as soon as you hear him whimper, your body jerks as the tension bursts inside you. As soon as you finish pulsing, the regret hits you like a tidal wave. So fucked up. Soooo disgusting.  You need a shower. 
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You take a long, hot shower, listening to music. You sigh, feeling a little better already. You turn off the water.
“Soaking wet. That’s how I want you.” You freeze and the only sound is the dripping water for a few seconds while the song changes.  
“Come on, you’re smarter than this.” The voice changer echoes through your bathroom and you almost fall over. “What’s next? Going down to the basement?”
You stand silently in the shower with your heartbeat echoing in your ears.  There’s nothing you can do.  You squat down, hugging your knees.  There’s no good option.   
The shower curtain slowly draws open and he looms above you.
“My turn, baby."  The glint of a knife–your own kitchen knife–catches your eye. He tilts his head slightly and observes you for a moment.  Then he pulls your hair and violently forces you to your feet. You begin to slip and he catches you, then manhandles you out of the tub and you whimper. You’re thrashing around wet and naked.  He drags you to the bathroom sink and puts you between him and the sink, both of you facing the mirror. He reaches out and wipes the mirror with his robe to make sure you can see. 
The sight is surreal. You’re completely nude with Ghostface up against you.  One gloved hand cups your breast while the other raises the knife.  He stays behind you and holds your own kitchen knife to your throat.  
He inhales audibly. “So clean and so filthy.”  
You elbow him in the gut. “Let go of me.” 
“Afraid not, baby. . .” The hand leaves your breast and slides lower.  He presses on your hip, bringing you tight against him. “Too late now.” His hips push forward and the massive shape of his hard cock makes you weak. 
He holds you still with just one of his big arms as you struggle.  “Coulda had it how ya wanted.” 
The unwelcome throb between your legs is spreading through your abdomen. 
“Now you’re gonna take it right here.”  He keeps you pinned to the counter, the arm with the knife holding you still while he lifts his robe and tugs his PJ pants down.  “You’ve put me behind you after all.”  He jerks you back against him, pulling you off the counter and holding you tight against his hard dick.  He lightly trails the tip of the knife down your cleavage and your stomach, dipping into your belly button on its way down to your mound. Then he holds it handle-up and teases your cunt with the flat of the knife as you watch in the mirror. The cold metal sends a shiver down your spine and you watch your nipples harden.
“Who are you?”
“Your favorite bad guy. Ask me a. . . harder one.” He grinds himself against you.
“What do you want?”
“To know what your insides feel like.” You suck in a deep breath and register the smell of weed as his cock twitches against your bare skin. “When I’m awake,” he adds. 
He pries your legs apart with his knee, then his glove brushes your inner thighs as he aligns his cock at your entrance. “Oh you’re ready ready,” he says. He notches himself with the thick head of his cock resting snug against your wet little hole, then he holds you tight and shoves himself into you with a sigh.  You have to try not to moan with the most welcome stretch. “Hell yeah,” the mask says into your ear. Thank God you’re so wet, because there is a lot of him. He pulls back, then slams into you, bottoming out with a grunt then another sigh. You watch your face in the mirror and try to wipe the enjoyment off it. 
The hand with the knife rests against your chest as he pounds you. “You’re lucky you’re so hot.” You want to memorize the feeling of his cock inside you so you can come to it later instead of giving him the satisfaction right now.  He pants as he thrusts into you harder.  “So. . .damn. . . hot.” You look down watching your breasts jiggle as he rails you. “I don’t think so. . . baby.” He grabs your chin and makes you look back up at the mirror. Your drooping eyelids give away how good you feel. 
“Take it like a bad girl.” He grunts and brutally fucks you in the way you’re afraid only he can. No, no, you shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this. “A real bad girl.” A climax is gathering in your lower belly.  “Cock hungry little slut,” he bites and it makes you twitch. “This pussy’s mine now, you know.” 
He buries himself inside you for another minute and makes it rough. “Now or never baby," he pants. “Know you wanna come on this cock.” God, you do. “Do it now.”  He slams into you harder than ever and groans as he begins to pulse inside you.  You can’t stop it. The feeling of his climax trips you into your own.  Your needy cunt chokes his cock, milking him of an unfathomable load.  He fucks you through it and your body jerks into his imposing, robed form. His cum is in every crevice of your core.  You can’t help but moan and sigh.
“Good girl,” he says.
His cock slides out of you, leaving a void that slowly caves in on itself. He tucks it back into his pants. 
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Ghostface forcibly positions your chin to take one last look in the mirror. Then he picks up your phone from the counter and forces you to swipe the camera on.  He points it at the mirror and says, “say cheese.” He tosses your phone back on the counter, then slams you chest-first into the back of the door with an impact. He holds the knife to the side of your neck and says, “you’re welcome.” He really smells like weed.
“Now where’s my knife.”
“I don’t have it,” you claim. 
“I don’t believe you.” 
“What’s so special about it?”
“It’s mine.” 
“The cops have it.” 
“No they don’t. Why are you lying?”
You’re not really sure. He presses the flat of the knife so hard against your throat you start to choke. “Okay,” you manage hoarsely. He lets you breathe.  You look behind him toward the toilet. 
He drags you by the elbow to the toilet. He opens the back of it and the knife is wrapped up in a grocery bag. “You watch too many movies,” he says. He pushes you out of the way, opens the door, and leaves. The song turns to Call Me by Blondie.
NEXT: PART 3
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Please engage (reblog/comment)  if you want more of this <333 It might go a long way in motivation.
Yes this is my night walks coded ghostface but I think most people reading this don't know what night walks is lol.
Call Me:This Blog::Red Right Hand:Canon. But in this case it especially makes sense 🥹
@hearteyed-shawty had a song rec last time: I'm Yours by Isabel Derosa.
Slasher master list
@ghostslittlegf @sunflowerleii @igotmajordaddyissues @rileyquinn07
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This is so Beach Walks and just overall Night Walks coded I am having a heart attack fr @toxicanonymity
I do not own these photos!!! They are from @joeIsmillers on Twitter!!
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noxturnalpascal · 3 months
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Steve Murphy x F!Reader (3.6k)
Summary: You and Steve spend some late nights in the office together, finding a new way to work off some of the frustrations of the never-ending hunt for the narcos.
Warnings: Basically all smut (and a big ole cock). Infidelity (only if your name is Connie).
A/N: A gift for one of my favorite - and long time - mutuals, @toxicanonymity. Thanks for everything you do for this community and for always being there whenever I need anything. Love you lots!!
You walk into the mostly-empty office holding two styrofoam cups of coffee and wearing a beleaguered expression. Immediately your eyes are drawn to Murphy’s hands, his elongated fingers, stained purple and red beneath the skin, cuts still oozing at his knuckles. You watch him stand up, take off his jacket and loosen his tie, then resume sitting behind his desk, completely ignoring your entrance. 
“You’re here late,” Peña offers.
“Yeah, well some of us can’t get away with doing whatever we want,” you quip back.
Peña’s hand flies to his chest and pouts his lower lip as if your words have wounded him. You roll your eyes. You look back towards Murphy and can’t help but notice that he’s not wearing his wedding ring. You wonder why. He still hasn’t looked up, busy flipping through paperwork, making notes in the margins.
“Seriously though, why are you here so late? I bet your boyfriend doesn’t like that,” Peña teases.
“I’ve told you several times that I don’t have a boyfriend, Peña.”
“And I’ve told you several times to call me Javi,” he coos. You resist the urge to roll your eyes again as he maintains eye contact. “Besides, if you’re single, why don’t I ever see you going on dates?”
“Because I’m here, working through dinner with you cowboys!” 
Steve huffs a laugh at that and when you look at him he’s finally looking your way, eyebrows raised and pointing to one of the steaming cups in your hand. You hand it over, his long, bruised fingers brushing over yours during the exchange, and then offer the other cup to his partner. He doesn’t reach for it.
“Actually ma’am,” Peña says in a mock accent as he tips an invisible cowboy hat to you, “this ole cowboy has a late dinner date.” He grabs his jacket off the back of his chair, hastily shoves his arms into it, gives a wink to you, and heads out without another word.
“Don’t mind him,” Murphy says, “a ‘late dinner date’ is just code for hooker.”
Now it’s your turn to chuckle. Why isn’t he wearing his wedding ring tonight? Maybe he took it off earlier when he was washing the blood from his hands but… No, you don’t remember seeing it then either. You realize he’s looking at you, watching you stare at his fucking hands. He’s gotta know you like his hands, right? It’s not awkward. He’s gotta know.
“That looks painful,” you don’t look away from them. “Was it worth it?”
“I dunno yet,” he goes back to flipping through his papers. “Ask me tomorrow.”
Murphy’s little stunt earlier didn’t just mean his hands were a cut-up mess, it also meant he’d have pulled the short straw to finish the paperwork needed to try and sweep it under the rug. If all went well, and they’d put the right amount of money into the right people’s pockets, he could get away with having beat that snarky reporter’s face in and no one around here would be asking too many questions in the morning. It’s going to be a long night. 
You grab the papers off Peña’s desk, carry them to the far end of the office, not your normal desk, and begin typing up his notes into a formal report. Your normal desk was upstairs outside the Ambassador’s office, being one of his attachés meant you traveled with him in-country and helped during his posting at his discretion. You were one of his favorite attachés and that came with a lot of perks; always flying with him and his family in the private jet instead of slumming it in commercial, a plant-covered, sun-lit desk by the window, and always being trusted with the most confidential of orders. 
Unfortunately for you, lately, his orders had you spending long-nights with the feckless DEA agents trying to make orderly, lawful reports of their chaotic and illicit methods to catch the narcos. The ambassador trusted few else but you to spin their lawless nonsense into cohesive accounts with diplomatically-acceptable language. You knew your long hours were appreciated - by the Ambassador if by no one else - and you really didn’t have much of a life outside of work, so it wasn’t the worst problem to have. Besides, working late came with its own set of perks.
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You’re not sure how much time has passed but as you wrap up typing Peña’s chicken-scratch, you look up to see if Murphy is anywhere close to being done only to find him not at his desk. You wait a few minutes and when he still hasn’t returned you get up and walk past it. His desk is more centrally located than the one you were using and from here you can see the whole office. The coffee cup sits empty, the ashtray overflowing, his coat hanging limply from his chair. But no Murphy. You walk towards the main entrance, pass the department secretary’s desk, call out his name, and receive no answer in return. 
Just as you’re about to turn and go back to your work, you see just a fraction of movement out of the corner of your eye. The blinds in Messina’s office just beyond the secretarial desk are all closed except the ones covering the window on the door, which are raised just a fraction. 
Is he? Again? He must like this more than you thought. 
You make your way to the DEA lead’s office door and test the knob - unlocked - just like you knew it would be. Pushing the door open slowly and flipping on the lights has you greeted with a groan. It’s Murphy, sitting on his boss’s leather office couch, cock in hand. 
“When we say you DEA boys do nothing but sit around all day with your dicks in your hands, this isn’t what we mean,” you tease. He doesn’t even try to cover himself, doesn’t make a move to hide what he’s doing. This is definitely part of it. He likes this. You’ll have to play your part. “What kind of a man has to jerk off at work? Things really that bad at home?” 
He groans again, and you watch his big right hand squeezing himself at the base of his thick cock. You’re not sure how long he’s been in here but he’s apparently just been edging himself, if the ruddy head and pearlescent beads leaking from his tip are any indication. Just based on the size of him you always thought he might have a respectable dick, but the fact that it still looks massive, even in his giant fucking hands, is even more impressive. 
“Sorry you had to catch me like this,” he grumbles, as if he didn’t orchestrate this entire scenario for that very reason. He hasn’t resumed touching himself, he just holds it - enormous and erect - like an obelisk of flesh. 
“I don’t think you are sorry, you filthy pervert.” You close the door behind you and walk to Messina’s desk, sitting on the edge of it facing him. “I think you fucking love getting caught with that big cock out, don’t you?”
He sucks air and squeezes even tighter as you watch the clear precum flowing out of his slit and running over his flushed head.
“C’mon, Murphy,” you begin to slowly unbutton your blouse. “You’d better get it over with before more people walk in here and see that big, fat cock of yours.”
Almost like he was waiting for your permission, he begins pumping himself, using the viscous liquid running down his shaft to lubricate his strokes. You untuck your blouse and pull it off completely, folding it next to you on the desk while you watch him - completely dressed - jerking off. Aside from his loosened tie thrown over his shoulder, he’s still wearing the same outfit he came to work in, not even the blood-spattered sleeves of his rumpled white dress shirt have been rolled up. Just like last time, and each time before that, the only skin he’s showing you are his hands, wrapped around his dick and balls. 
You pull your eyes away from what his hands are doing and make eye contact with him, seeing him break away to watch you undo your bra, letting it fall slowly down your arms to reveal your breasts to him. You set it next to you on the desk and sit back on your hands, sticking your chest to the sky. He doesn’t take his eyes off you when he speaks.
“Gonna take more than that, honey. Do it like last time.” And there it is, the first time he’s acknowledged that this is a repeat occurrence.
Like last time. You’d thought last time might have gone too far, thought maybe you’d scared him off, especially since it was weeks ago that it’d happened. But apparently not. Apparently it wasn’t too much. Apparently it was just enough… and he’s been thinking about it happening again.
You stand up off the desk, slowly pulling down on the zipper at the back of your skirt, letting your breasts push forwards while your hands work behind you. You watch as he licks his lips, tugging slowly up and down his shaft, gently squeezing his balls with his left hand. You pull your skirt down your legs, folding it and placing it with your other clothes next to you. You stick your fingers in the waistband of your pantyhose and underwear - the only clothes you have left on - and watch him slowly nod his head, eyes glued to your center, ready and waiting.
You slowly pull down your remaining garments, feeling the relative chill of the office air hitting your bare cunt as you bend forward. Once the hose is at your ankles you turn around to brace yourself on the desk, giving him the view you were just denying him. He moans, lowly. You bend forward, a hand on the desk, and slip off each shoe one by one, pulling the hose and your underwear over each foot. You finally stand to place them on the desk with everything else and then turn back to face the couch.
He’s slowed down so much his hand is barely moving now, just brushing languidly over the head of his cock, smearing the steady flow leaking out. You sit back on the desk and slowly, so slowly, spread your legs open. You hear him growl a yeahhh in response. “This what you wanted, Murphy?” You tease.
“You know what I want,” he whines through clenched teeth, “so give it to me.”
“I don’t think you’re in a position to give me orders, you fuckin’ creep,” you snap, knowing it goes straight to his cock by the way his left hand tightens on his balls.
You oblige him anyways, knowing you need this just as badly as he does at this point. You take the middle finger of your dominant hand and run it up and down your slit, lips parting easily since you’re already so wet. You’ve probably been wet since you noticed he wasn’t wearing his wedding ring earlier. Maybe the rumors about Connie leaving the country were true, maybe his marriage is actually over. So if that’s his excuse for being a horny pervert, what was yours?
You tease your finger over your hole, spreading your legs wider so he can see every slick movement you make. You drag your wetness up to your clit and part your folds with your other hand, drawing smooth circles around your sensitive bud. 
“You’d better hurry up, you disgusting deviant, because I’m leaving the second I come,” you command.
You don’t bother to wait for him to look you in the eye to measure your sincerity, you just increase the pace and pressure of your finger and throw your head back, moaning in ecstasy. You can hear him speed up his movements, can hear the sound of skin on skin schlocking quicker as he chases his release. Last time didn’t take long. Last time you got a few circles over your clit and he was coming all over his pale-yellow dress shirt. Last time you had to finish yourself at home, reduced to fantasizing about his cock while you cried out alone in your bed.
The thought has you changing course. Maybe you can actually come this time, if not before him at least the sound of his grunting orgasm could push you over the edge. It won’t be too much, right? He’s gonna get off - again - so why shouldn't you? You drag your fingers back to your hole, leaking wetness down your thighs. He makes a sharp intake of breath. Your head is still thrown back but he’s clearly watching you. You slowly insert two fingers, coating them with your wetness and then pumping them faster in and out.
The sounds of your fingers squelching in and out of your wet hole fill the room now, drowning out his pistoning hand and huffing breaths. It’s probably why you don’t hear him get off the couch, don’t hear him walk to the desk, don't hear him panting right in front of you. You don’t even know he’s there until the heat of his left hand is spanning across the inside of your thigh, halfway between your knee and your core.
You lift your head quickly, a sharp intake of breath instead of a scream, and see his nearly-black eyes watching your faltering hand with rapt attention.
“Can you fit a third?” he rasped. “I bet you can.” Your pussy clenches around your fingers.
You know a snappy quip wouldn’t go amiss but for some reason - with the heat of his hand matching the heat of his gaze - you can’t seem to get one past your lips. You drag your fingers out slowly and line up a third with the other two, already soaked and dripping. Steadily, you insert them back in your greedy hole as he squeezes your thigh - his massive grip taking up an obscene amount of real estate on your leg - and brings himself so close that you can feel his moving knuckles wafting cool air over your wet lips.
His dick is so fucking close. It would be so easy for him to just fucking stick it inside you. But he’s married. That’s what he’d made sure to say the first time… and the second. I’m married, as if it meant anything to you. Just help me out, he’d begged, and you were more than willing. Just a married guy needing a pretty, eager girl to look at. You’d been dreaming about Steve Murphy’s dick since he wore a tight pair of jeans his second week here, and you got a glimpse of the massive bulge he had hidden in them. Well, it was hard to hide, and now you know why.
But then you remember - eyes darting to his left hand, still hot on your skin - he’s not wearing his wedding ring. 
“You ever fuck a woman with that cock, Murphy? Or just your hand?”
The sound that comes out of his mouth can only be described as a whimper. He moves his hand up your thigh, closer to where you want it, and squeezes your flesh again. His fist is making practiced moves over his length, starting mid-shaft where his girth widens and pushing up over his crown with fluttering fingers. He’s giving himself pressure on the underside where he’s most sensitive, then gathering the constant stream spilling down his cockhead and over his knuckles, and spreading it out on his downstroke. You feel him press in closer, so close, his eyes not wavering from your fingers plunging in and out of your sopping hole. 
Then, it happens.
He’s moved so close that his knuckles graze along your spread lips, hitting right at your clit - four in a row - like the brief kiss of a vibrator. You almost scream. And Murphy notices. Oh, does he notice. Your movements have come to a halt, as have his, and you both wait to see what the other does next. A sly grin settles across his face.
“I thought you were in a hurry?” He taunts.
He pushes his left hand down into your thigh - spreading you open to your limit - and takes his right hand off his dick. He grabs your hand by the wrist, pulling your fingers out of you with a wet, suctioning noise. You watch him put your hand onto his dick, covering it with his much larger hand, and spread your own shocking wetness down and back up his shaft. He lets your hand go but before it can resume its place inside you, he’s closed the gap, pushing his pelvis forward, bouncing his cock against your hooded clit, causing you to twitch at the sensation. 
“You’d better hurry up and come, honey, before Javi comes back to see you spread eagle like this.”
“Fuck you,” you manage to choke, hating how he thinks he has the upper hand now.
He stops tapping his rounded head on your sensitive bud and instead rubs himself left to right, the change in movement hitting you like a lightning bolt. 
“You’d better come before I do, naughty girl,” he continues to tease, echoing your earlier demand.
“So give it to me,” you answer, echoing his. 
He pushes forward, cock held tightly in his fist, and fits his wide head into your hole, making you gasp. You brace for the rest of it - the stretch, the sting - but it never comes. You wiggle your hips, even tilt your pelvis towards him the little bit you can from your position on the desk, and all you feel is his fist hitting your sticky lips.
“Murphy.”
His stupid fucking grin. Hmmmm? He’s watching you struggle.
“Quit playing around,” you whine.
“Quit playin’ around,” he repeats. He lifts his dick upwards, popping it out of its shallow entry, then slowly lines it back up, bumping around clumsily - on purpose - before putting just the tip back inside you.
“Fuck you, Murphy,” you hiss.
“Fuck me?” He repeats the motion of popping himself out, poking around, and then giving you just a fraction of what you know he could be giving you.
“Fuck me, Murphy, fuck me.” You throw your head back as he goes through the motions a third time. “Please, Murphy. Please fuck me.”
He lines himself up again at your weeping hole, but this time you feel both of his hands grabbing at the meat of your hips. He pulls you down onto him and pushes himself up into you in equal measure, slowly but steadily filling you up. You hear him groaning, hear yourself whining, high-pitched and strung-out. You feel the sting, you feel the stretch, you feel the weight of him pressing into you until his pelvis bumps yours. You’re both watching where he’s disappeared into you, the silence stretching on.
“You ready for this big fuckin’ cock, honey?”
“I’ve had bigger,” you lie.
He pulls back quickly and slams forward into you, rocking the desk you lie on, and knocking over a cup of pencils. You both ignore them clattering onto the floor as he pounds into you relentlessly. The wet smacking noise of your bodies clapping together, the huffing groans coming out of both your mouths, the smell of sweat and sex and coffee. He fills you up so perfectly, hitting every place deep inside you that you never even knew existed. It’s so much better than it was in your fantasies. You reach down to touch your clit and this time it’s you that comes after only a few circles around it.
You can’t fucking help yourself. His bloody knuckles turned white with their tight grip at your hips, his furrowed brow and utter concentration - pupils blown large - staring at himself fucking your cunt, his grunts of pleasure as he finally finally gives you his fat fucking cock. You cry out his name, feeling yourself clench around his length, flooding him with your release, hearing the sounds change from lewd to obscene. And you watch his face go from focused to downright pained. 
He pulls himself out of you with a snarl and pumps his cock overtop you - coming immediately - white ropes covering your belly. He groans through it, continuing to cover you with a surprising amount, then leans over you and with his cock in hand, rubbing it into your skin with his dick. He rubs his cock back and forth, pumping it lazily, rubbing his sensitive head against your sticky skin and continuing to shudder from the overstimulation. Once he’s squeezed the last of his climax out, he steps back and tucks his dick away into his pants.
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“Sorry again,” he mumbles, running his hand through his hair as you redress on shaky legs. “I really oughta stop doin’ this shit at work. It’s inappropriate, like you said.”
“Uh huhhh,” you answer, unconvinced. 
You wish you had it in you to continue this little charade but you’ve just orgasmed all over someone’s desk and your cock-drunk little mind is having difficulty making sense of anything right now. You reach down to slip on a shoe and although you were bracing yourself on the desk, you still begin to tip over. Murphy catches you with a gentle but firm grip, his huge hand curling around your arm and settling you upright. His hand remains holding you, the heat of it burning you through your blouse.
“Maybe next time we can just go to my place,” he purrs, meeting your surprised look with a wink.
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aurorawritestoescape · 2 months
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SUNSET || Boyfriend!Billy x f!reader || 1,5k
Summary: Billy takes you to watch the sunset. You don’t see much of it.
Tw: 18+ mdni, smut, pwp, SUP board sex, f!masturbation, fingering, unprotected piv, creampie, in public, anal play, swearing, multiple orgasms
A/n: for @toxicanonymity with eternal love and respect♥️ also it’s my humble contribution to boyd-a-thon, an event with a great cause. Check it out and take part if you’d like<3
Inspired by || Hot Billy video / gifs by @ilovewhiteroses - Skeleton Twins (2014) || Beach Walks prequel and Beach Walks by @toxicanonymity - Night Walks AU < READ IT
Kisses to @milla-frenchy for beta-ing || Gif in the moodboard by @ithinkwehitametaphor thank you!<3
*****
You’re watching the sunset slowly change the color of the sky - the blues melt into all shades of pink. Gentle waves of the ocean are swaying the sup board under you, lulling you into a peaceful haze. You’re leaning against Billy, his warm bare chest flush with your back, legs framing yours submerged in water. His arms are wrapped around your middle, your fingers are tangled, as you two are watching the sun slowly fall into the ocean.
To be honest you’d rather enjoy it from a nice beach cafe but Billy said it’s going to be “bloody romantic" and you couldn’t say ‘no’.
Refusing him anything was a challenge for you. Always loving and attentive to your needs he also possessed an ability to persuade you into doing whatever he wanted just with a rise of his brow or his sweet boyish smile.
The date was going really romantic like he promised. And then it got hot.
His hands leave yours and slide down from your waist to your naked thighs. He gives them a light squeeze waking you up from your peaceful trance.
“It’s beautiful, Billy,” you whisper, slightly turning your head to look at him in your peripheral vision. His hand catches your chin and he gently guides your mouth towards his and kisses you. His lips are salty and a little cold and your shiver in his arms.
“Ya cold, love?” He asks, parting from you and rubbing your arms. “Told ya to wear the dry suit,”
his arms envelop you and he presses you closer to his body, warming you up.
“I’m ok, Billy,” you hastily say, missing his mouth on yours. You reach up and he kisses you again. His tongue breaches your lips and the heat of his mouth makes your pussy flutter. Feeling cold just a second ago now you’re burning up for him.
You purr into his mouth and he smirks.
“Fuck, really? here?” His tone is playful but something hot and heavy lies underneath.
You feel your cheeks burn and turn your face away from him.
“Don’t know what you’re talking about,” you mumble, feeling embarrassed. Not moving your head, you look around. There’s a few people quite far from you also watching the setting sun.
“Ya sure?” Billy whispers in your ear making your skin erupt in goosebumps. “You can ride me right here, the board’s wide and steady.”
You giggle and shake your head but the image of you bouncing on his cock right here in the ocean makes you gush into your bikini bottoms.
Billy knows that sometimes all you need is just some encouragement, a gentle push.
So his hands stroke your thighs which are spread widely around the board and move to your tingling center. His thumb brushes your covered clit and a whimper crawls up your throat,
“Billy…”
“Hmm..?,” the only thing he says before moving your bottoms to the side and looking down over your shoulder at your glistening pussy.
“Would ya look at that,” he smirks and rubs your shoulder with his chin.
A warm breeze hits your exposed pussy and you buck your hips driven by a sudden surge of desire. You don’t care if people can see you anymore.
“That’s my girl,” Billy praises you, noticing your impatience.
He dips his hand in the water and brings it wet and slightly cold to your heated pussy. You wince from the drop of temperature but the sensation makes you moan and bite your lower lip.
Billy gently rubs your cunt with his whole palm, then places two fingers on your clit and slowly swirls them around your hardening bud.
“Don’t miss the sunset, sweetheart,” he purrs into your ear and you whine, turning into a pliant mess under his skillful touch.
The sun is submerging in water now, sky bursting with colors, but all you can focus on is how Billy’s rubbing your clit in tight circles, gently at first and then faster and with added pressure.
His other hand pulls your top down and he kneads your breast and twitches your nipple, arm crossing your torso and pressing you to him.
You turn your face in search of his lips and he’s eager to give you another heady kiss .
His mouth and his hands playing with your pussy and breasts are bringing you closer to a climax with every second.
In a few moments you are shaking in his arms, back arched, as waves of ecstasy are rippling through your body. Your whimpers are mixing with the sounds of the giant ocean around you.
When the climax subsides you slump into Billy’s embrace and he lets you rest for a few minutes while his hands trail up and down your arms and thighs.
“Can I fuck ya now, love?” he says, and his question sounds more like a statement, he knows you’ll let him do anything to you right now. But only after your breathy ‘yeah’, he puts his hand between your shoulder blades and gently pushes you.
“Lie down for me, sweetheart,”
“Why..?” You start asking but do as you’re told. Your naked breasts get squished by the cold surface of the board and you shiver again.
Now you’re lying on your front, thighs spread widely, legs still submerged in water from your knee down, right cheek pressed to the board. Your arousal returns with a new force and you whimper, grinding your pussy against the hard surface.
“Yeah, good girl,” Billy notices slight rolls of your hips and his hands start kneading your spread asscheeks.
“Lemme see you, sweetheart.”
He hooks his index finger into the back of your bikini bottoms and pulls the fabric to the side. You feel exposed offering your holes for him to use and they flutter when Billy slides his fingers up from your clit to your tight ring.
“Beautiful,” he mutters and pushes his digits inside your dripping pussy. You feel a dull ache of the stretch so it must be two. You’re so wet they slide in easily and the ache immediately turns into pleasure.
He pumps his fingers in and out a few times and then, not pulling out, turns his palm down to rub your clit with his thumb.
“Billy, please…” you plead and his digits freeze inside your pussy.
“Yeah?”
“Fuck me, I want your cock..”
He chuckles but you hear how turned on he is in the pitch of his voice.
“Want me to fuck your cunt? Right here? But people might see us, eh?”
You know he’s testing you but your mind is hazy thanks to the recent climax and his fingers which are still knuckle deep inside you.
“Don’t care…need you, Billy.”
“Alright.”
He pulls his fingers out gently so as not to hurt you. You hear the shuffling of his swim trunks and feel a slap of his cock on your ass cheek. His hand grabs your hip as the hot fat head of his cock nudges your clenching hole.
He pushes the crown into you and moans. You love this sound so much and love him for never hiding his pleasure.
Your pussy slowly sucks his cock in but you’re impatient so you plant your hands on the board and push yourself back helping him to impale you.
“Oh, fuck. You want it that bad, love, eh..? He says and chokes on his words when he bottoms out. You feel his thighs flush with yours, his happy trail tickling your asshole.
He starts rolling his hips against your pussy, dragging his cock in and out of your cunt. Your lips parted, eyes rolled back, you’re moaning and breathing out soft ‘yes’s.
He groans with you, fingers digging into your thighs, until you feel the pad of his thumb pressed against your asshole.
“Hmm?” He asks and you nod, relaxing your muscle. He slowly pushes the thumb in. You gasp but still try to keep yourself loose for him.
“Fuck, your holes look so pretty plugged up. Gonna fuck your ass tonight, ‘k?”
You barely hear him, lost in the pleasure, overwhelmed by how full you feel with his big cock and thick finger inside you.
Billy’s free hand grasps your hip for leverage and he starts hammering into your pussy.
The board shakes but it’s still steady on the water. You close your eyes and let yourself drown in the feeling of the vast ocean under you, Billy’s cock ruining your pussy, his thumb hooked inside your asshole.
Your second climax hits you hard as you tremble against the board, suffocating on this ecstasy.
“Yeah, choke it..,” Billy groans and quickly follows you, spurting his hot cum inside your clenching pussy.
You’re spasming around his length, milking him till the last drop. Billy gives you one more sharp thrust and then stills inside you. His thumb leaves your tight ring and he covers your body with his, not pulling his cock out. His weight on you is comforting and pleasant.
You both revel in the afterglow of your orgasms as the last rays of sun dissolve on the horizon.
“Billy..?” You break the silence and he hums and kisses your shoulder in response. “Bet you’re happy I didn’t wear my dry suit, huh?”
He chuckles and then slides into the water pulling you with him.
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Give And Take
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Inspired by the Raider Joel series by @toxicanonymity - Alt version of part 7: Company
Rating: Explicit (18+ MDNI)
Summary: Joel brings back someone new, expecting to make you jealous. He’s forced to find a new way to punish you when you have too much fun.
Warnings: dead dove do not eat, non con, dub con, fingering, scissoring kind of, threesome, FFM, PIV, death.
HC: Joel’s bitch, the bisexual switch
Word count: 1.3k
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“You’re sick,” the girl whimpers at Joel. “Shoot him!” she demands of you.  “What are you waiting for?? SHOOT HIM!” 
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"I’ll try to make it good for you,” you say in a half whisper.
You stalk forward, gun heavy in your hand. You look at her, genuinely, for the first time. Her hair looks soft in the dim lighting, her eyes wide with fear. As you reach the dingy cot she kicks at you, screaming, “Get away from me!”
A surge of anger rushes through you. “And here I was going to be nice,” you hiss, subconsciously channeling Joel. You grab her ankle while pointing the gun at her head, slowly moving your fingers up her inner thigh.
“Damn, baby,” you hear him chuckle from behind you.
His words give you confidence. The power you have over her, that he’s given you, sets off a pulse between your thighs.
Well this is unexpected, you think as you feel the familiar dull throb in your pussy. You’re surprised at how turned on you are at the sick scenario unfolding before you.
Keeping your gaze locked on her teary eyes, you strike a quick back hand across her cheek. You climb over her, pressing the heavy, cold barrel against her temple and bring two of your fingers to her lips. “Be gentle, baby, or this is the last thing you’ll do.”
Her face twists in anger as she sucks your fingers, her tongue caressing the slit where they meet. Your breaths become more labored as you feel your wetness begin to drip between your thighs. “Good girl,” you whisper.
You hear Joel move closer behind you, swallowing the distance in two long strides. His fingers seek out your pathetically sopping cunt, groaning as he easily slips two inside.
“Having fun?” He asks, the smile on his face coming through clear in his deep, gravelly voice. He fucks his fingers in and out of you in time with the pace you set your fingers in his prisoner’s mouth.
“Yeah, maybe,” you respond in a daze. He curls his fingers roughly, sending yours in too deep, resulting in a gag from your new toy.
“Do you want to be nice yet?” you ask, feeling your lips curl into a cruel smirk.
She nods enthusiastically, a look of fear and lust in her eyes you easily recognizable.
You pull the gun back from her head. “No sudden moves, ok?” She nods again, her chest rising and falling quickly.
You drag the gun up and down over her clothed cunt as Joel continues to pump his fingers in and out of you. You angle the barrel to push just barely into her covered pussy and drag it up enough to catch her clit. Her breath hitches and she arches her back.
“I think she likes you, baby,” Joel breathes into your ear. He pulls his fingers out and you give a disappointed huff.
You hear Joel’s unzip his pants, pull his cock out and stroke it slowly.
“What do you want from her, sweet pea?” He asks in a strained whisper.
You look down at her, meeting her watering eyes, settling on her trembling lips. She’s terrified of what you may answer. But maybe a little excited. The thought alone sends a twisted chill down your spine.
You stroke her bottom lip with your thumb, entranced by the way she closes her eyes and leans into your touch.
“I want to see more,” you finally reply, eyeing her body, hidden within tattered and bloodied clothes.
“You head her,” Joel snaps, the change in tone and volume startling you both.
She gets to work quickly, shedding her soiled wears piece by piece until she’s completely naked.
“That what you wanted?” Joel growls.
“Yeah,” you say breathlessly, gliding your fingers over her soft skin.
She shudders as you reach her nipples, so you to pay even more attention to them. You drag your lips and tongue over her breasts as your hand ventures lower.
Fuck, she’s wet, you think as you delicately insert a finger into her pussy. She bucks into your hand, grinding her clit into your palm.
Why the fuck is this turning me on so much, you wonder as you feel your own pussy clench around nothing, weeping for any sort of contact.
“Get on top of her,” Joel commands, noticing your growing excitement.
You mount her without thinking, staring deep into her eyes. Maybe you were trying to make yourself feel better about the situation, but you could have sworn she met your gaze with the same amount of lust.
You have your legs straddling her hips and Joel’s knees pushing her legs further apart from behind you. He lines himself up with your desperate hole and buries himself inside you, pushing you hips down and grinding your clit against hers.
You both cry out from the contact. Joel’s unrelenting pace keeps your desperate cunt rocking into hers, the pleasure undeniable from either party.
Joel’s arm snakes around you and roughly palms one of her breasts, the flesh spilling around his large, dirty hands. You bring one of your own more delicate hands to her other, marveling at the difference in size. You become intoxicated at the feeling of being fucked into another woman. With any other man you’re sure you would have hated this, but as Joel slams into you your entire world is consumed by lust.
You feel a bite at the crook of your neck, Joel’s teeth sinking deep and marking you as his. He strokes the back of your hair before curling his fingers and tugging backwards, exposing more of your neck to him.
He licks a slow line up to your jaw, and with how transfixed on him the woman below is, you know he’s got his intense gaze fixed upon her. You almost feel jealous again but the tightening coil in your center snuffs it out quickly.
You feel the hand tangled in your hair push you downwards. Like dolls he’s playing with, he takes you both by the back of the head and forces your faces together.
You both resist at first until she moans into your mouth and you take the opportunity to lunge your tongue in. She uses her hand for the first time to grip your hair and you brace yourself for a fight, but you’re pleasantly surprised when she holds you closer and bucks her hips into yours.
She thrusts her hips into yours desperately. You reach down and hook two fingers into her wet little hole, giving her what she needs to find her release.
Her moans in your mouth and orgasm against your pussy combined with Joel’s vicious thrusts rapidly send you over the edge.
Joel watches and feels you cum with her and he can’t hold back any longer. He pushes you roughly into your new companion, spilling his seed with a feral grunt and a few more slow pulses.
You collapse beside the woman you hated less than an hour ago. She curls into your side and without really thinking about it, you stroke her hair. You extend an arm for Joel to join you on the tiny, stained mattress.
Instead of collapsing into your arms as you had foolishly hoped, he grabs you by the elbow, cruelly ripping you from your embrace to stand face to face with him.
You meet his eyes, wincing at the fire and brimstone set deep within. In your ecstasy you forgot who you now were. Who you belonged to.
The weight of the situation settles back onto the woman you knew so intimately moments ago.
“No,” she cries softly. “Please.”
“Can’t we let her go?” You ask meekly, tears threatening to run down your cheeks again, the pleasure and torment caused by this man exhausting you to the core.
“She’s seen too much,” he responds coldly. “I’ll give her a nicer end than any of my men will.”
You hang your head, knowing there’s not an argument to be had. Your head is swimming but you faintly hear her try to bargain her way into living a little longer. Her hand manages to grasp yours and you turn to meet her eyes one last time before Joel thrusts a knife into her neck. You hold her hand until it falls limply from your own, watching until her eyes glaze over, no longer registering yours.
He sought to teach you a lesson, and whether it be through jealousy or grief, the message came across loud and clear: You were his and his alone.
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