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aleksa-sims · 2 years

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My RL gameplay (18+)

!CW! addiction, death, tragedy, loss, grief 😞

The next day, I met with Sandra & Ana. Actually, we should have seen each other yesterday, but I was so tired and sad about everything that happened, that I just stayed home with Philip. In the past, when I was still living with my parents, Ana, S. and I, were constantly here in this bar/lounge. Ana and I used to come here right after school and hang out with the kids from our neighborhood. Like that girl Elena, who gave me drugs. This is where it all started with my addiction.

Sandra apologized to me! Her suit guy/ex, is in prison for tax fraud and she was visiting him in prison! So stupid! 🤦‍♀️ In any case, he confessed to her, that he lied about me. Everything he told S., what I allegedly did to him, he said that NONE of this shit is true! He also told Sandra, how he blackmailed me and threatened me, that he would tell Nico what I did. And yeah. Sandra was in shock! She thought, I didn’t give a shit about her and that I care more about Nico than her and our friendship. That’s why she was so jealous of him! He took me away from her. But this was all her ex’s fault!!! He just lied to her and manipulated her.

!!(I once I told you at the beginning, that Sandra’s story is a very, very sad one , so if you are too sensitive, then please do not read on)!!

I wish Sandra would have stayed together with her suit guy, because then, she would never have met this one sick psychopath and would still be alive today.🌼 😢 Sometimes I just hate life! It doesn’t make sense to me! 😩 😢 A sad, traumatized six-year-old boy, that’s what’s left of Sandra’s life, her son. 😢 I’m sorry! I’ll stop!... A bit later, in the future, I will tell you what happened to her! I think this is important! What I mean by that exactly, I’ll explain when the time comes. Unfortunately, this is not very far away.😭 From now on, things are going to get a bit sad. Not just for me, also for S.! She will meet her son’s dad and become pregnant with him, and their relationship was just.....negativ & lovless! He made her so depressed! 😔 😠 But he’s not the one who did this terrible thing to her!!!

Back to the main topic. Sandra and I, we talked a bit.

Sandra: Now I know why you prefer N. to me. I was a terrible friend, A.

Me: Nico isn’t always that great! 😞..... I just didn’t want him to get in trouble again because of me. That’s why I wanted to get far away with him from there. At home, I told Nico what your ex did to me. 😔

Sandra: I’m so sorry A.! 😢 ....Honestly, I was glad when he told me that you didn’t do anything. I was relieved. It was so hard for me without you! Yea, I had Ana, but I was so mad at you and really hurt. Not just because of this! Even before A.! This whole drug thing... has changed you so much! You were totally emotionally cold! All the more I’m glad, that you finally stopped with this! 🙂

Me: Uhm...yeah! It’s ok S.! Let’s just not talk about these things for today. I want to have fun with you! Let’s..... just do some crazy shit!

Sandra: Hm...your face! I missed you so much and I love you! 🥰

Me: Same! And you look so good, S.! Have you lost weight?

Sandra: Yes, I stopped taking my medication for a while. I want to look forward and leave everything behind. You know?

Me: But what if you get sick, if you don’t take your pills? 😟

Sandra: Then I’ll take my pills again. As always, but everything will be fine, A.! You’ll see.

Yeah, Sandra and I have reconciled, but it won’t be that easy. A lot has changed, we have changed and we have to get used to it. It’s gonna be a while before everything gets back to normal with us. Oh, and Sandra also apologized to Philip again, about that...one day in his dorm, when she went after him.🤨 🙈

That was part one. In part two, I’ll meet this one guy D.! Who drove me home the other day, when I was at my support group meeting. He’ll show up and talk to me. Philip didn’t know who he was, only Nico saw me with him that day, when he drove me home. Nevertheless, Philip will get mad and will think that this guy, D. wants to give me drugs! But...he didn’t! ( Not yet! ) We just talked.

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