dammit idia

Did my second T shot at home. Moments of import: (TW needles)

Assortment of my past Fl4k (and others!) drawings

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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist

Malik is an oldie, like GravesRadium, levels of old.

I lost a LOT of his HC's, so he is being evolved from his past, so he may be different to those that remember him with his lover Orochi back in the day. u Wu <3

just kinda feel like my tumblr circle is kinda dying and I’m just not willing to put in the effort to make friends the same way I did when I started out with my blogs

my mental problems WHAT. WAIT. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN 14 WHEN I FIRST WATCHED SCREAM. help me. WHAT WAS I DOINGGGGGGGG

gonna delete this later bc i know it’s unproductive to screenshot / namedrop and i actually am thinking the best approach would just be to privately share this thought w the dev who posted this in a possibly futile attempt to effectively advocate for the change i want to see (#worktag2 lol). but im workshopping it here w my beloved mutuals first as i always do which is kinda shooting myself in the foot given that the devs can probably see that but whatever. my thought is like… i get it. i really do. i get that this place needs to stay afloat and some of that is gonna involve sacrifice or something from everyone involved. but… why would you try to snuff out the things that make this place what it is and just make it like all the other places. why would you not even take into account how the changes are going to impact EXISTING users who are loyal even if they don’t pay. people aren’t going to come to tumblr for more tiktok and instagram. they’re going to come here for tumblr. for the anonymity and the customization and whatever. so like i just don’t get it. why is the solution to this problem to experiment with changes **that existing users won’t like** and not to listen to what existing users want and do more of it bc other ppl likely will want that too.

this guy's videos are sooooo ren-core it hurts omg. i don't even have much to say, i'm just Obsessed. i can't stop watching bc his energy is so fun. kicking my feet in the air and going "teehee" hghghghhghg.

[vids of a guy foraging, so general cw for fungus / mushrooms and a trypophobia warning for the gills and pores. more specific warnings with each vid.]

↓↓ [cw he slices some milk caps to make them "bleed" at 4:53-6:37 and 9:15-9:53. the liquid is white, but some of the slicing evokes some imagery to me. just warning to be safe.]

↓↓ [cw mushroom w maggots in it from 1:40 to 1:56.]

ren would absolutely make a "this is what good ___ sounds like" joke at 2:50 tho kjfnkjdnf. also "these little slimy boys" im crying. yearning. need someone with this kind of energy so badly.

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Yk sometimes my intrusive thoughts tell me to delete this blog and make a new one but ffs I already did that once 😭😭😭

Question of the day is do I or do I not put my time, effort and little confidence that I have into writing an original idea that just eats out my brain

'kay, gonna follow some more ppl and then probably go lurk mode, the inbox is open & i rb'd a few memes if anybody wants to toss something. the Work Week™ starts tomorrow so if i go quiet, you'll likely see me again when the weekend hits lolol.

for now here is my discor.d for anybody who likes to chat over there!

Does tumblr still do that thing of deleting your main when you try to delete a side blog

Okay so just a little heads up here that my blog enters a bit of a snoozy slumber until the end of the year

It's that time of year again where i can't post anything i draw because it's pretty much exclusively gift art, plus i have another art obligation to deal with. So I likely won't post anything at all during the next month or so