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skeletalheartattack · 7 months
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@ those tf2 server related tags: the lazypurple silly servers still exist. and if you want a silly-adjacent server that still has killing/pvp enabled then they also have a "TDM" server where objectives are disabled so you really just get to dick around
i figured his servers would still be around, although i don't think i ever had personally played on his servers before. i think i've seen some videos of them in the past though.
the two servers i use to hang around in through 2012-2016 were mostly just... hang-out servers? the term i refer to them as is "hub servers", similar to like... hub levels in platformers. one was a big city server where i met a good ammount of my friends on, the other was a server with maps the server owner created, which is also the server that hosted one of my maps. they had some sourcemods in common like the jetpack plugin.
im not sure if i could personally experience the vibes of those servers in the same way these days. granted anytime i play tf2 these days, it's usually to play casual, haven't touched any community servers in a long time.
#ask#anon#theres a channel ive been subbed to on youtube that made the uhh... meet the random fortress videos#those videos give me nostalgia in a way i cant describe#cause like the two servers i mentioned didnt have that exact extreme vibes going on.#but thats what it felt like to play those servers sometimes#like i see those videos and i imagine thats how the golden machine gun server was back in 2008 or so.#i never played on that server for context. but i watched plenty of videos from their channel#the golden machine gun also brings back the nostalgia of a server having custom maps specific to that server#like you couldnt experience those maps anywhere else.#those kind of maps i think honestly inspired me to get into mapping#that. and the second server listed above had maps that kinda looked not great. and i wanted to make a map that looked nicer.#i dont agree with that sentiment in going about making maps now. but thats what got me into mapping.#im told that server hosted the map i made a lot. like it was a really popular map even after i stopped hanging out there#idk. i guess what im getting at is that theres a certain magic to the servers i use to play that idk if ill ever experience the same again#thats not to say it cant be recreated or remade exactly. its just idk if i could experience it the same.#id have to be around a lot of folks from friendshow. whom of which are folks i met from those servers#though not a lot of us play live tf2 that actively these days. ive mostly been playing cause my current computer runs it well now#and ive just been having fun playing casual.... for the most part. and also customizing my guys#im okay at the game these days. ranging from pretty good to okay in most matches.#sometimes i kinda want to be in a server where i can just look pretty and fuck about.#im sure maybe ill find a place some day. ik the servers exist. i just havent really tried exploring any#i think my experience to those servers are similar to roblox servers i use to hang around in as a kid in 2008-2009#if anyone remembers uhh... space cruise v3 or whatever. thats the vibes i want to achieve for a map some day.#like youre just in a big space cruiser with your own personal room and you can do jobs to get money and buy furnature#and just mill about and shit. too bad that world doesnt really work anymore with robloxs code changes since 2007....#anyway thank you for telling me anon! i do appreciate it!!
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narcissusanasui · 6 years
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all of an 😎
*em. all of em. jesus christ.
god katie, fInE (but thanks, cherie, love yo
1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?
Read Les Mis, watch Game of Thrones and Voltron, listen to folk rock (especially Phillip Phillips and Mumford & Sons)
2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?
Never really thought about that, but the writing styles of Dickens, Doyle, and Austin always stick in my head so i guess them???
3. list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.
katie NO, that’s TOO MUCH. so i guess i’ll just give examples of the ones that i have actually thought about relating to:
Katara from A:tla was like THE strong female character of my childhood. Guarantee that she made me a feminist
Lance from Voltron because i spent way too much time like 4th grade through 11th worrying that i was that “seventh wheel” and thinking that i didn’t have a lot of skill and i wanna support my friends so yeah
Yuuri Katsuki from Yuri on Ice. look what the world did to this guy - he’s got anxiety
Ennoshita Chikara from Haikyuu because BOI I ALWAYS GET SHOVED INTO HAVING TO LEAD PEOPLE BUT IT TOOK ME YEARS TO UNDERSTAND IT
Sugawara Koushi from Haikyuu. i am the Mom Friend and i will fight you
4. do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?
i do like my name. my parents almost named me Colleen - which i don’t think fits, but then again i believe that we all grow to fit our names. i hated my last name as a little kid because no one would say it right (an issue that exists today too) and like when i started elementary school i straight up kept the spelling of it on a piece of paper in my pocket so i wouldnt mess up. now i love it and i think my name flows really well and if i get married i might not change it.
5. do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?
well i call myself a human being. and while my actions are important to me, thinking too much about what i do and what i couldve done gets me freaked out so instead i sit and just be. i’ll think calmly and exist
6. are you religious/spiritual?
im agnostic - raised Roman Catholic (but even then we werent strict about following it but i did do ccd and my sacraments so yeah). i want to believe that there is something but there just isnt enough solid evidence for me to be comfortable and if there is some god or force or something, i am a minuscule piece of the massive universe and that god wouldnt give a shit so why should they influence my decisions? i love religions tho. they have fascinating history and i love seeing all the similarites because it just shows how so many humans are all so similarly spiritual and through seeing those similarites it makes me feel more spiritual because i know my catholic upbringing shaped me as a person and i know that there has to be a deeper meaning behind the world’s religions being so connected
7. do you care about your ethnicity?
yes. im fifty shades of white, but the larger pieces of my background are the cultures that my family celebrate still today and they are what i identify as. im italian-irish-american with a polish last name and i will eat my cuisine and wear the Callahan family crest and hopefully make it to Avelino someday
8. what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?
i was raised on billy joel and elton john so their music is built into me with such a powerful level of nostalgia that i will feel like im back in my house before we repainted it and replaced the furniture and im dancing like an idiot to crocodile rock at age 4 again. PP and M&S hit my emotions hard since i first heard them, but M&S’s Sigh No More album will forever equal driving to chicago because we played that album and only that album the. whole. time. except at night because thats when billy joel comes out
9. are you an artist?
at the most basic definition yes. i make art for fun and relaxation through music and writing and doodling and crafts
10. do you have a creed?
i just want to be content with my life when i die. i want to know that i loved and supported people the best i could. so i guess always put the family first (family being whoever i deem to be in that category). and don’t be an asshole.
11. describe your ideal day.
not too hot or cold, like the temperature fall shouldve been. hiking a trail or mountain with changing leaves, watch some of my favorite shows, go to one of my favorite small restaurants.
12. dog person or cat person?
cat.
13. inside or outdoors?
inside
14. are you a musician?
yes
15. five most influential books over your lifetime.
stoppppppp. Tale of Two Cities, Catch-22, Pride & Prejudice, Night, To Kill a Mockingbird
16. if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?
nope. i grew up 30-60 minutes from some of the most important locations in american history. went to them way too many times as a kid so then when i was a teen i just snapped like “wait some people only come here once in their lives and thats why we have so many annoying tourists! because this kind of stuff ISNT NORMAL?!” and now im a history major so yeah
17. would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?
almost. i cant really be fully myself because that involves way too much of my personal life and im scared of accidentally pissing people off on the internet so there is a little bit more filter here
18. what’s your patronus?
i actually dont know because i lost my pottermore login forever ago so i never actually did that quiz
19. which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?
im ravenclaw with hufflepuff as my secondary, so im a ravenpuff, but ravenclaw is totally my main
20. would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?
Hogwarts or the world of Avatar (not the blue people one) - like after war when everything is chill and magical
21. do you love easily?
when i get attached to someone, good luck getting rid of me, im here for the long haul, so yes
22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.
listening to music, thinking about fictional stories i want to write, reading, watching videos, actually writing (whether that be my journal or my fiction or hw)
23. how often would you want to see your family every year?
as much as possible
24. have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?
as when i felt perfectly in sync talking to someone? yes with my history prof and with my father
25. could you live as a hermit?
im an introvert but id miss my loved ones too much
26. how would you describe your gender/sexuality?
im cis female and im asexual (somewhere on the spectrum), my romantic attraction is something im still figuring out
27. do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?
katie considering you figured me out basically on sight, yes
28. on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?
5 or 6?
29. three songs that you connect with right now.
“Africa” by Toto because it’s still in my head. “Float On” by Modest Mouse. “Sound of Change” by Dirty Head.
30. pick one of your favorite quotes.
“I am the one thing in life I can control. I am inimitable. I am an original.” - said by Aaron Burr in Hamilton
katie i shouldve been finishing my essay
I would say send me a number but this is done now lol so go reblog it and join the fun
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themousai · 5 years
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2018 Favourites: Helena Barnett
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Singles
1. City of the Sun - Ventura If you’re familiar with ‘Sofar Sounds’ on YouTube you may have heard the melodic groove of City of the Sun during their cover of The XX’s ‘Intro’. A few years since their cover hit the internet, the New York band has been cooking up some insane acoustic tunes. Their instrumental sound has become almost a cinematic soundtrack throughout the past few years for me. Ventura is definitely one of their more mellow tunes but the layered percussion and strings creates an atmospheric mood and narrative that drifts you away from reality for a few minutes. If you’re into Chon, or Covet definitely check these guys out.
2. Citizen - Open Your Heart Guitarist from Citizen, Nick Hamm, said this track "was left on the cutting room floor because we thought it was a little disruptive to the album as a whole. But looking back and listening now, it’s such a nice little curiosity in the Citizen catalogue.” I am really stoked they decided to release it as a single because it really holds itself on its own. Open Your Heart takes you on a journey and kicks off a little darker with some heavy guitar that fades into emotional vocals by singer, Mat Kerekes. A mesmerizing string symphony ends the song in a sweet spot, making me wonder what other masterpieces were cut from their 2017 album ‘As You Please’. I’d say if you listen to The Story So Far or Turnover you will most likely dig this track too.
3. Disclosure - Where Angels Fear To Tread Drawing you in like the beginning of your favourite childhood cartoon, Disclosure fills this single with samples of the popular track ‘Fools Rush In (Where Angels Fear to Tread)’. The vocals sound most similar to the Ricky Nelson’s 1963 version but has the tempo of Bow Wow Wow’s 1980′s version. This track was originally made popular with Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra and Doris Day also making it their own. It’s really interesting to hear Disclosures Synth-Pop take on it, they add a modern twist that brings the song into a whole new realm. The vocals go through a panning filter around the middle of the track, making the sound atmospheric with the way it almost travels from one side of your headphones to the other. It’s a great pick me up track that holds a lot of history and soul but the Disclosure brothers do it so much justice, definitely worth checking out.
EPs
1. Lennon Stella - Love, Me This artist is only 19 but has been through some insane heartbreak and emotional pain which you can hear throughout this pop EP, Love, Me. In opening track, ‘Bad’ she explains an ex of hers “forgot to tell me you were seeing someone else for 6 years” yet the song has an uplifting beat that still makes you want to dance along. This contrast is done really well with the emotion in Lennons voice balanced against some more electronic pop melodies. I really dig the vulnerability in the lyrics. The combination of honesty with this beat reminds me of The 1975 or Nina Nesbitt. Fortress is probably my favourite from the EP. I am not too sure if it was intentional but the intro reminds me of that viral video trend where people used cups to do covers of pop songs. I thought this was nostalgic throwback as Lennon had a video in 2012 with her sister covering Robyns ‘Call you Girlfriend’ using the cups trend. Definitely expecting big things for Lennon Stella this year.
2. Ben Howard - Another Friday Night / Hot Heavy Summer / Sister Technically this counts as a single but with 3 tracks I feel like it fits into the EP category a little better. Ben Howard has been a favourite of mine for many years, with his dreamy folk sound that transcends you to a different universe, his music always finds a way into my playlists. Hot Heavy Summer is my favourite track from the 3 on this EP, it was a track recorded during the creative process of Ben Howards third album, Noonday Dream. Ben’s vocals are paired by some hypnotizing harmonizing from the stunning Sylvan Esso. During an interview he mentions that “the recording sessions for Noonday Dream were so varied and over quite a period of time. There were little gems that we didn't know what to do with but it felt right to put these three together, both separate and a part of the album so to speak.” The whole EP is super chill and sounds best late at night when you can’t sleep or paired with the ocean waves during a sunset beach trip. If you’re into acoustic folk soundscapes definitely check this EP out.
3. Hail The Sun - Glass: Half Empty  Mid way through the year Spotify suggested I listen to Hail The Suns 2016 album, Culture Scars. I really enjoyed the soft vocals and heavy guitar, it reminded me of Saosin or Circa Survive, I added a few songs to my playlist but never spent much time listening to it properly. A few months later they released this EP, Glass: Half Empty before releasing their full length album Mental Knife. This EP really put them on my radar finally. Everyone around me was talking about how the vocalist from Hail The Sun is also the Drummer, so remembering that while listening to this EP added a whole other element. This EP is packed with post-hardcore melodies and interesting beats that keep you guessing. The lyrics, the vocals, the drums, the strings, every element in this EP astounded me the first time I listened to it. The next few times you still seem to find riffs and vocals that make you question whether or not the band is real but after watching a few live videos I can confirm they are in fact human. I really appreciate the passion in the vocals, Donovan Melero has an impressive control over his voice, going from soft harmonies to borderline screaming with ease. When you see the live footage of Donovan singing and drumming, he showcases a groove that not many musicians can pull off. The Stranger In Our Pictures is a definite favourite.
Albums
1. Basement - Beside Myself Basements 2016 album, Promise Everything, has been a huge favourite of mine since its release so it was a damn good day when Beside Myself was dropped in October. Their sound reminds me of Jimmy Eat World, Oasis and Incubus which brings back a beautiful nostalgia in itself. The familiarity in their sound almost gives their album a sense of comfort while listening. It sparks memories and moments that I cant seem to recall without the help of some classic Alt/Emo Rock melodies. This album packs a punch from the first single, Disconnect, all the way to the closing tune, Right Here. I really appreciate how each vocal and instrument is presented to you in full force, there’s no element that distracts from the other. No messing around here, just great track after great track.
Top picks are ‘Stigmata’, ‘Disconnect’ & ‘Keepsake’
2. Ryan Beatty - Boy in Jeans For his first album, Ryan is doing pretty good. He’s like a young Frank Ocean giving us some chill vibes that still make you groove. You may recognize him from the chorus in Brockhamptons ‘Bleach’. I would say Ryan still has a little way to go in terms of finding his specific sound but I really dig what he has created so far and can see huge potential for his future. The vocals are pretty dreamy and the visuals are super relaxed but I really appreciate that simplicity. The pop element causes these tracks to get stuck in your head but in the good kinda way. If this is his first album, who knows what will be next.
Top picks are ‘Euro’, ‘Camo’ & ‘Cupid’
3.  The Story So Far - Proper Dose Probably a predictable choice but it’s just that good. The Story So Far never fail to disappoint. I mentioned earlier that comfort you get when you have heard a specific sound for a while, it starts to feed into your memories. The Story So Far have been a music staple for quite some time now, and their sound hasn’t drastically changed over the years so I always get nostalgic when I give them a listen. It might be the fact they hadn’t released any new albums over the span of 3 years but honestly, the wait was worth it. When this album came out it almost felt like looking through a photo album, all these events and emotions came flooding to my mind. Their classic pop punk sound is unbeatable. The vocals from Parker Cannon are always so insane, he manages to get those high notes but bring it back down through the softer parts like in ‘Line’ and ‘Growing On You’
Top Picks are ‘Proper Dose’, ‘If I Fall’ & ‘Need to Know’
Special Mention
DMA’S - For Now Imagine Oasis and The Stone Roses went surfing in Australia and bumped into The Beach Boys; That is DMA’s. Whenever I hear their music the mood just improves by at least 20%, even during the softer tunes. The buttery vocals from Thomas speak to your soul or something I swear they just know how to validate your emotions and pick you up.  
Top Picks are ‘Dawning’, ‘In The Air’ & ‘Tape Deck Sick’
Feel free to check out my top 10 2018 Favourites playlist on Spotify, you might hear something you recognize or maybe something new! Why not right?
Quick Fire
One band I would love to photograph is... The Story So Far
Three things I can’t live without are... Music, my people & a camera (although the coffee addiction would be damn hard to kick lets be honest)
If I could only shoot one venue for the rest of my life it would be... Galatos, Auckland
Three adjectives that describe my life are... Unbelievable, Whimsical & Creative
If I held a world record it would be for... Most things dropped or lost in a week
My first memory of loving music is... Mum used to blast Robbie Williams and Shania Twain in the kitchen while she was baking and you know we had to always have a groove to ‘Man! I Feel Like A Woman’
One photo I’m really proud of is...
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One band I could listen to forever is... Basement
My biggest musical guilty pleasure is... Sleeping With Sirens, but if you know me I aint hiding this from anyone haha
If I could create a lineup featuring any 3 bands it would be... Basement, The Story So Far and Mayday Parade would be insane and probably make a lot more sense as a whole compared to my previous thought of Blink 182, Fleetwood Mac and The 1975.
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