And let that love run freely, and let it stain all it touches, for devotion is thicker than waters.

when there’s gardens across our collarbone?? or soemthing??

(fanart of this awesome fic by pittedpeaches and my god this fic keeps me up at night i reread it every day i love it so much puts it in my mouth)

bonus doodle:

please take as much time as you need to rest and recover. burn out is so hard and takes so much to heal from. your art and your supporters will still be here when you get back :) take care <3

Thank you very much

Unfortunately, my situation doesn't really allow me to take the time I need. I've got a ~two month hiatus scheduled for my midseason, but much like my first hiatus I'll most likely be working double time during it...

It's unfortunate because I could really really use a bigger break!

Having the time and flexibility to work on other projects really fires me up and keeps me going, and being able to take a guilt free day off for family and friends is necessary to my mental health, and I've been having to turn people down lately...

This is a very kind message, and I'm sorry to vent in response! But I just feel transparency about the pressure I'm under is necessary and important. I'd love to take the time I really need, but due to deadlines and that pesky "needing money to live" I can't.

But, once the series is over I intend to take a pretty big break before I start whatever I'm doing next! I've got so many short stories and projects planned that I want so badly to get to, I can't wait to really get to truly dive in to them!

two of them who i like so much and would give the world and all my money to

heres them with blank background because i dont know color theory

hey everyone sorry for the silence, i was trying very hard to catch up with school work that i didnt manage to hand in on time. anyway i made a full body 3d model of my oc lucifer for a digital sculpting assignment :)

i posted a lot of the making process of this on twitter and i’ve also compiled everything into a moment that you can find here! go take a look if youre interested in watching me and lucifer suffer <3

(and also bonus dmc5 render looking pic of him bc a friend asked me to do it as a joke. my son is a dmc5 character now)

Me for the last two weeks: I gotta clean my fucking room before Christmas

Me every day for the past two weeks: not today. I got time

See you in six weeks after you've finished TOTK <3!

literally in my sleep deprived slightly-reduced-anxiety haze earlier today i just went "oh my god okay this is getting out of hand i have to do it. i have to get over it and simply Stop being scared and self isolating and all my issues will be solved" (unlikely to happen in my current state but love the optimism) only to realise only 2 seconds later that even if i theoretically DID just start throwing out DMs left and right my chances of a) remembering to respond b) getting a response from people at all are stupid low right now because not just me but (almost) everyone and their mother is currently marathoning The Legend Of Zelda: Vehicular Manslaughter/j

like i have no idea how i didnt see this coming. ill prolly give it a few days. for my sake as well as some others' ksdjJD

I think they should make a me who is less tired all the time, and a me who wants to use her masters degree, and a me who doesn't care what people think,

SO fucked up that when u study languages they also make u study architecture history and ant biology and economy and european politics hierarchy so by the end of the semester i still cant tie a proper sentence in any language but sure i can differentiate the neo gothic style from rococo or tell you what a bull market is

🦐...

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roommate currently throwing a 24 hour hissy fit bc i told her to shut up and stop being passive aggressive when she has a complaint. literally stomping around and slamming doors cus shes mad. you dont even pay for the lights bitch. anyway i maxed out the tags on this post stay safe down there

also i shifted a bit earlier, and like i met childe— we were doing the weekly boss fight. i shit u not my guy— childe is so expectant that he’s like “heyy you’re back!! shall we spar to the death again comrades?” but we still won and like, he’s usually knocked out when we fight.

hhh lumine and the rest (this time it was xiao and zhongli accompanied us) left or just stayed a bit behind with me. i helped childe with his wounds BC MAN— i scripted that i personally won’t feel any pain even if im like heavily injured, BUT DEAR LORD DOES HIS ATTACK AND EVERYONE ELSES SEEMS SO PAINFUL. when childe wakes up, he usually gets pretty embarrassed. teased him for a bit before doing the usual fixing up his wounds. generally, he’s a cool guy, and if we were to minus his bloodthirsty maniacal energy, he’s very fun to hang around with.

ALSO WITH XIAO AND ZHONGLI. dear god, zhongli, i had to held back multiple remarks to not get my ass lemented by xiao— zhongli is indeed a father figure, a very tired father figure for sure. maybe bc he reminds me of my history teacher, i don’t bring myself to be close to him. it’s the same with xiao. actually, you know how he’s pretty much distant? still the same concept, BUT THERE WERE MOMENTS WERE HE PULLS ME TO THE SIDE TO PROTECT ME FROM GETTING HURT BY CHILDE’S ATTACK AND I JUST??? he would say “sorry if this makes you feel uncomfortable” “bear with me for a moment” “sorry, you were about to get hit” MY GOD THIS MAN—

also zhongli’s shield? MY GOD THAT SHIT FEELS LIKE YOUR IN A LIKE THOSE SHOWERING BOXES? that, but more durable—

literally i am so sorry for like this ramble. the dr was really fun earlier

BITCH THIS IS SO COOL I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY

i cannot imagine being able to really meet all of them ?? this is so cool to hear abt, im shaking aibsjsj AND CHILDE PLS HES SUCH A WEENER

AND GIVE ME THIS XIAO. GIVE HIM TO ME. PUT HIM IN MY HANDS SO I MAY HOLD HIM GENTLY AND GIVE HIM VERY TENDER FOREHEAD KISSES.

this assay is so fucking fake......

let it be known that im trying!

first night without taking benadryl to sleep and Uh its bad again what the fuck man context and also giant rant in da tags