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Even the guy behind is flabbergasted

I was sent into cardiac arrest fr im feral on a whole other level

wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands

it should be illegal to feel like this on your birthday

im having a fucking… tantrum over how big sasha is. like. he’s just so fucking broad and solid and sturdy. his shoulders and his thick arms and chest. just. god. a guy with so much to grab onto hnndndnnf

hi Princess

i hope you are doing well

please tell us a little about your new job with the doggies!

Me: you know tbh I haven’t rly experienced a lot of speech loss or sensory issues, sometimes I can handle my sensory triggers fine, maybe it’s weird that I have an AAC, maybe I don’t need it and I’m just faking all my symptoms and if I pushed through it-

*fire alarm sounds*

*literally crumples into a ball on the floor with my ears covered, cannot move for several minutes despite desperately trying to, cannot talk for over an hour*

Me: …okay so maybe that was the internalized ableism talking

god I am so TIRED of being a model minority sometimes

do you associate different sounds with different colours?

Not typically in the moment unless I’m doing nothing but listening to x thing. But if a sound resonated with me, I’ll think about it and there’ll be little patterns and colours in my head.

Then again it’s not exactly that one sound has one colour specifically, it’s more like a pattern.

For example the loud pop of hydrogen gas for me is a white blob with red outlines. When I’m drumming different rhythms are kinda different coloured fireworks.

And silence (is that a sound?) is black with red tentacle thingys when it’s unwanted silence, but a sky blue when I’m enjoying it.

Guys I don’t wanna get into bugbo stop posting about it-

actually i think the main reason i don’t like wearing makeup is because im always touching somewhere on my face and biting my lips or rubbing my eyes (usually a stim) and i just and up eating the makeup or getting it on my hands

Miles: i have to be within the older Spider-Man’s line of sight at all times when i’m in Queens

Civilian: and why’s that?

Miles: he doesn’t trust me to not start talking about my special interest to random people when i’m supposed to be helping around. while you’re here, lemme tell you about all the different fire alarms i saw in my field trip-

clearly you are very young so i’m not going to fault you for this but if you are asexual and not otherwise queer and you call yourself a faggot you WILL get punched by someone or at very least alienate your other queer friends

I honestly do not think im garenteed to get punched. Being asexual is being queer. i don’t have a label for my romantic orientation as of right now but isn’t being unlabeled also under the queer umbrella?

my second listen with lyrics in front of me of 5sos5 has made me decide this is my favorite 5sos album. the focus on growth that this album tackles and the storyline that the lyrics paint of that concept—of different obstacles in life, the relatable struggle with identity but also the aspects of it so specific to the band—I think they beautifully captured the dizzying feeling figuring yourself out can create, especially as you navigate the relationships in your life.

I think the album also reflects the band very well sonically, with a clearer sound imo that says 5sos. something that takes their inspirations and influences and interests, and couples it with their own art and vision. lyrically and vocally it’s just some of their strongest work yet. while I think the “the feeling of falling upwards” captures the experience of the album’s feeling, I do think the palindrome of 5sos5 captures how much the album reflects on them and their careers, but also looks a bit towards the future.

and in the carousel idea of them being on a spinning ride called life, the full circle idea that a palindrome can represent is fitting for the album. so while I still hope for the day 5sos gives us the kind of album title that the feeling of falling upwards could’ve been, I’m very happy with 5sos5 and so incredibly proud of them. whether it’s the vocals or songwriting or instrumentation or concept or production, this album really is their best yet

i have evolved from listening to ear splitting music that makes it mildly hard to focus to listening to animal crossing covers that have no words just sounds

Sometimes I look at my horse and just wanna run full speed at him and jump on him. And y’know what, if I could jump that high, he’d probably be fine with it lmfao

Feel like I’ve been run over by a steamroller going very slowly. I managed to pack 3 days into 24 hours yesterday.