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sending guitarspear right back at you lol
I'm love them..... Adam sucks so much and lute is such an asshole and they deserve each other <3
Ok but like seriously I'm like. Adam has lost both his wives, very likely through his own fault as well as Lucifer's interference (no one is perfect or fully to blame in this particular situation, they're all at fault), and while he sucks so much and was handed these things along with being the first man and is generally The Worst .... Losing people who for all intents and purposes were supposed to be with you and love you, that hurts. It hurts a lot.
I don't condone Adams actions or behaviour, but I can understand how losing Lilith and eve, both indirectly to lucifer, would hurt, after he was given the promise of being the First Man and the creator of humanity and all that promise likely entailed.
Honestly, when I think about Adam and what's going on in his squishy little dickface head, it leads me into the same roads thinking about this show always does - is it a person's fault for believing what they're told about themselves? Are the actions they do as a result of this belief that hurt people fully to blame on them?
Heaven and hell do not exist in a vacuum in the original texts. God is not blameless, in my humble opinion, for the events that transpire and lead to the bible we know today. And I don't know how much hazbin intends to fuck around with the original text (Adam can't enter heaven in the Bible cos he committed the original sin and they've already fucked with that) but it's interesting to consider the larger implications of what they have already used and what might come later.
Adam sucks and he believes he is owed a woman's love and subservience. We know he demanded Lilith's subservience from the beginning (but who's telling that story? What are they skewed by? Is Charlie's account of the original story of Eden to be trusted? She is Lilith's daughter, and has only known hell as her home, can we trust what we says the whole time?)
But who told Adam that he was owed that? Was he made with that idea in his mind? Was he told Lilith, and subsequently Eve, would be his? Was he led to believe he could demand these things with no consequences to anyone else's wellbeing?
And if so... Is it his fault if he believes that?
These are the kinds of things I think about with these stories. I honestly don't think the show is intelligent enough or well written enough to properly go into them in a way I would find satisfying, but I do like the implications of some of the writing and what I can think about beyond that.
Anyway, back to Adam and lute.
Adams whole deal is that he's lost women who were supposed to be his, and that hurts as much as he is a dickhead about it. It makes me think that deep down he's lost the ability to trust that anyone will stay and, y'know, actually like him as a person. Yes, he sucks so fucking much, but when you're faced with the prospect of being a shitty person and having no one like you at all, or being a shitty person in control of lots of nice things, who wouldn't pick the second option? He's a human through and through to me, full of petty jealousy and righteous anger and generally a stupid mean dickhead who enjoys being nasty for fun.
Enter lute, who stands next to him with everything. Lute, who is his second in command, who not only tolerates his crass humour and vulgar language but seems to engage with it in her own way. Lute who is wholeheartedly on board with the violent eradication of the sinners, to the point that she absolutely believes people need to die if they can't live to a standard set by someone else (again, who sets this standard and why?)
Lute, who is every bit as awful and horrible as Adam is, and matches him in a way seemingly Lilith or Eve didnt.
Lute, who stayed.
They're not good people and frankly I don't want them to be - to me they're a product of being created to serve a purpose that you really don't have all the answers for and have no say in; Adam to populate humanity, Lute to destroy what heaven deems destroyable and wrong.
Who sets the terms of their existence? Do they have an agenda to fulfill? Some goal they want to reach? How do Adam and Lute, and by extension the exorcists and heaven and hell, play into this? What is the purpose of punishing people, and creating people to punish those, and who creates the rules that mean these punishments happen? By extension, who creates the rules that rewarding people like Adam and Lute happen? Why? And is it their fault if they are wholeheartedly led to believe that they are deserving of the status they have when they very clearly do not have the full picture of the situation at large?
They're so interesting to me and I love them so much.
Also I'm just a sucker for hardass terrible female characters who do not so right things and the sleazebag men they want to jump so. There.
#catfish speaks#this got long but im on mobile so i cant see How long#sorry not sorry you get my thoughts abour religion with all of this#genuinely this show is so interesting to me to think about#anyway. wahoo#theres not quite as much analysis of adam and lute that i wanted to talk about#but ill save thay for fanfiction character studies i think#this is like th meta video essay On the text#the exegesis if you will#the text is the fucked up fanfics ive been writing in my own time#theyre sooooooo. i love them
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team rocket if they were gay[er]
+ shaded version. i didnt feel like actually cleaning up the lineart so i just rolled with it
#pokemon rejuvenation#allen pokemon rejuvenation#alice pokemon rejuvenation#jazzart#i met these two and they are soooo. FUNNY...#i love them#they speak in rhymes and look like theyre going to host a dinner party at their secluded mansion in the forest dawggggggg theyre sooooooo
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i love dead characters. i love characters who were always dead, who die halfway through, who die in the end - characters who die and come back but in a way they're still dead bc their first life died with them & nothing will ever be the same & their coming back is a bandaid over a gaping wound & their own death haunts them-
#characters whose deaths haunts the narrative and the other characters#almost to the point where it feels like theyre still there#characters who continue to haunt everyone even After they come back#CHARACTER DEATH <3#when done Correctly its sooooooo good its literally the best i love it when characters die Well#when you rewatch/reread and Notice that they were doomed from the start. they were always going to die#AGH AGH AGH AGH#im going to be honest my Favorite trope is characters who die and come back#bc - again - when done well its SO!!! FUCKING!! GOOD!!!#maybe they come back the same but no one else is and That changes them too#or they come back Different and it just makes them haunt the narrative / other characters More Intensely#anyway their resurrection just makes it hurt worse bc theyre Back but now everyone knows what its like to live without them#and they will forever be haunted by that Knowing. and understanding that they could lose them again so so easily#the terror! the dread! the persevering grief!! looking at someone wholly alive and seeing a ghost! seeing everything thats Not There!#ohhhh also shoutout to characters who die without Actually dying#they never lose their life but who they are Changes So Suddenly that its like they died. the person they were died#and someone else kept breathing#slamming my face into a waaaaallllllllll#death in fiction death in fiction DEATH IN FICTION!!!!#oh also shoutout to characters who die without dying and then Actually die and both haunt everything#prime example: anakin motherfucking skywalker. KING of haunting the narrative#absolutely unprompted#what has me thinking about this? well im always thinking about it BUT#ahsoka episode 5. my own characters. potentially welcome home (we'll see we'll see...)#character death my beloved <3#there are so many ways to do it and do it Well <3#and it kills me inside that 'killing for shock value' and 'character dies and everyone moves on' are so common#its so lame! and annoying!!! like cmon!!! get a grip!#we need CONSEQUENCES we deserve FORESHADOWING#we need their death to haunt the narrative so hard that rereading/rewatching is one big reminder that They Will Die!!!
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insane that there is finally an actually good and interesting and believable straight couple in an avatar-verse story and they’re not even actually together
#forgive me for saying avatar-verse i hate that there even is one#but these books are the way to do it if there is gonna be one#yangchen#kavik#yangvik#i believe ppl are calling it lol#the dawn of yangchen#the legacy of yangchen#they are sooooooo#honestly they might be the best couple in any avatar media straight or otherwise#like they’re the only straight ship that’s good at ALL but they might be more interesting to me than the gay ones too#WAIT i lied there’s one other good straight couple i forgot about sokka and suki!!!!!!!!!#i’m so sorry i was so caught up in how bad all the major het couples are#and how the katara w aang vs zuko debate is dumb bc they’re both terrible ships#r.txt#EDIT I FORGOT SOKKA AND SUKI#THEYRE WONDERFUL THIS IS NOT A DIG AT THEM#i wasn’t even thinking about them in this context bc to me they just kind of. are.#like they’re not underwritten bc there’s not big declaration of love or being married forever or anything#like there’s nothing to underwrite they just like each other and are dating and that’s the ideal situation imo#i love that for them#but like if kavik and yangchen DID address their feelings it would’ve felt natural and believable#unlike the other het avatar romances or other popular major character het ships. you know who i mean.#anyway remembering they exist and i love them kind of undermined my whole post but i’m posting anyway
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THE GARDEN GROWS IN BOTH DIRECTIONS
legend: the black garden, destiny (2014)/ garden of salvation, destiny 2 (2017)/ visions of another world, jean-pierre ugarte/ spring in hieron 38: see where you’re standing, friends at the table/ the poetics of space, gaston bachelard/ rhododendron hirsutum, erwin lichtenegger/ floating city, kasumigaura, kisho kurokawa/ annihilation, jeff vandermeer/ garden of salvation, destiny 2 (2017)/ escher’s lizards, song kang/ a conversation between timothy morton and jeff vandermeer, los angeles review of books/ outer wilds (2019), annapurna interactive/ aspect: realis, destiny 2 (2017)/ your fake name is good enough for me, iron and wine/ no. 13, ja paunkovic/ photograph by xuebing du/ invisible cities, italo calvino/ dandelion, shota suzuki/ baitogogo, henrique oliveira/ aspect: gnomic, destiny 2 (2017)/ spring in hieron 3: hospitable to you, friends at the table/ annihilation (2018), dir. alex garland/ superstructure, superstudio/ sensitive survivors, miranda van dijk/ the poetics of space, gaston bachelard/ one that suits me, hop along/ shadowkeep, destiny 2 (2017)/ notes on the below, ada limon/ wild pear tree, kaveh akbar/ legend: the black garden, destiny (2014)
#destiny#destiny 2#shadowkeep#the black garden#webweaving#im sooooooo normal about the black garden btw. im so normal about it. like completely normal#ugh theres so many other things i want to put in this but while theyre clear to me i dont think theyd quite read as clearly#or i just cant find the right way to fit them#like. theres a handful of other invisible cities quotes and some stuff from the insulinidian phasmid and piranesi and the continuous monumen#that are all vital to how i understand the black garden but just dont quite come across. and also some music that cant go in a visual post#anyways. i love the black garden so much i think of her all the time happy gos is pinnacle week. she is my everything#and also if anything in this post doesnt make sense. hi. i will absolutely explain my thought process. bc im like this
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YUJI’S GOJO STICKER 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺 oh i am going to WEEP
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“I didn’t expect to be in his list (of the 3 2 people Sung Ho has feelings for). Because, he never called me. No signal or date. He seemed completely uninterested in choosing me. But, of course, I’m happy.”
HIS MAN 2 (2023).
Jun Sung + Sung Ho in Episode 5.
#his man 2#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#asiandramanet#dailyasiandramas#kdramasource#kdramadaily#kdramaedit#*#faiza gifs#'list of 3 people' NO IT IS IN FACT 2 please sungho LITERALLY only said minsung's name to make himself look less obvious bvfyisbvh LMAOOOOOO#'BUT I FEEL NEW THINGS WHEN I'M WITH HIM!!!!!!!' MY BABY MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#PLEASE JUNSUNG IS TRYING SOOOOOOO HARD TO REMAIN COOL AND CALM HERE INSIDE HE IS JUMPING AROUND FOR JOY MY DARLING!!!!!!!#also PLZ junsung SUNGHO LITERALLY LEFT U A NOTE TO COMFORT U THAT MORNING sungho in own little way HAS been trying to tell#junsung that he REALLY feels something towards him that he MOVES him that its all so new and exciting and its heart fluttering for him#UGH THEYRE SO !!!!!!! I LOVE THEM MAN.#and i LOVE how THEY BOTH acknowledge that theyre SO very different from eachoher's usual typical type AND YET. DESPITE THAT.#THEY FEEL SOMETHING FOR ONE ANOTHER.#compared to how sungho says he feels 'comfortable' with seunwoo ... but with junsung? ITS SOMETHING NEW HE FEELS. like COME ON MAN.#HOW MUCH MORE OBVIOUS DOES IT ALL NEED TO BE!
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Please read this phenomenal blog update someone in Ohio wrote about Prothonotary Warblers and their nesting.
Let's eat ice cream and think about golden-yellow swamp birds all day please.
#i just love PROW so much#never worked w them but theyre always a treat to see!!#i want some to breed at my grandmas sooooooo bad (she lives in a floodplain)#prothonotary warbler#parulidae#passeriformes
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when you ask gale if hes okay with adding a third to yalls relationship and hes like “what? like a CHILD? idk if im father material, we arent even settled down yet 🥺” what if i died
#hes sooooooo hessss SOOOOOOOOO#i didnt do this in malthea’s save i just saw the clip on tiktok#mally is definitely veryyyy monogamous so im glad i saw it on tiktok bc i wouldnt have seen it otherwise#gale would make a good dad btw 🥺#whenever i install ts4 again i think im gonna make a new personal gp save with all my bg3 ocs and their love interests#and i’ll make them live in the same neighborhood where theyre all besties living nice quiet lives lol#gale will make a nice dad in ts4 😚
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Watching the Brawn docu has me wanting to reach through the screen to choke out Christian and Montezemolo
#like i feel like obv theyre probably being dramatic for the sake of the docu#but at the same point it rly feels like they still hold a grudge#and im not one of those people who decrys the rb19 as being illegal or whatever#but my god for someone's car who gets accused of being illegal a lot christian youre sure talking a load of shit#like ik hes talking abt his standpoint from back then but atp in his career after all hes been thru#should he not be admiring them?????#as i said in my other tags:#wah wah angry bcs another team found a loophole in the loophole sport???#i love tho brundle is like talking abt how he loves how teams exploit and bypass the rulebook#like to be the rulebook is like...you read it in depth so you can see what you can get away with#and obv the other teams will be annoyed but at the same time i feel like id be lowkey congratulatory like wow nice loophole!!#and also the rb5 was pretty good imo and just needed time and got bludgeoned by the brawn#meanwhile the ferrari of this ssn is basically like the ferrari of well this season#like ferrari and mclaren in 2009 basically had thw same situation as this yr#start out shit and then developed enough along the season to get podiums and wins#like rbr somewhat has a point bcs imo theyd def be the top team if not for brawn's double diffuser#so i get that yknow. but ferrari was just straight up trash and cant put up w the fact that they made a shit car#also 2009 KERS is SOOOOOOO much more broken and unfair than the DD imo!!!#like ex. Fisi totally should have won Spa but Kimi got him literally just bcs of KERS#but god yeah anyways these fucking politics ny god....the one thing max moseley did right was to accept the Brawn hahaha#why am i getting pissed at 14 year old drama LMFAO#fuck i am so happy for Brawn i think it would truly be the most unfair thing in the entire sport if they had screwed them over#i reallt just think the other teams were eternally salty because they voted to get Brawn into the sport#and then get pissy when Brawn is actually fucking fantastic#like they just expected them to be trash and then got pissed when they werent backmarkers its so dumb#ANYWAYS THEYRE NOW TALKING ABOUT CHINA 2009 MY FUCKING BELOVED SEBMARKSON!!!!!!!!#^ but speaking of that. so funny that christian was a total whiny bitch at the FIA meeting btwn Malaysia and China#talking abt how unfsir the decision was and then WENT ON TO WIN THE VERY NEXT RACE LIKE BRUH STFFUUUUUU#catie.rambling.txt
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btw just in case i seem callous abt the whole dating situation i was just being rather swoony over (god forbid i try to romanticize this bleak ass life) i want to bring up that this person made me carry a heavy fuckin camera case which. did not care to do that. and then sat while i tried to figure out how the fuck to put the rig and everything together and like. once again did not care to be fucking around with it that was honestly just soo irritating. like they were trying to just have one little moment of feeling better abt themselves lmao maybe im being evil idk and then also they brought up their ex for the zillionth time bc apparently all of their hobbies are tied up w her. shocker. anyway i think they think they can fix me
#and also now that several of the dykes have discussed i do think it's weird that they so avoid saying lesbian#esp for themself. which is like fine u dont have to id as anything. but like u know the vibe when someone just... yeah idk.#abby talks#and also i was so clear about not wanting anything serious being too busy rn not wanting to string them along when thats not smth im#focused on. and i think theyre just going to hold out hope ill change my mind even tho i already like said what i felt#which is ALSO pissing me off cause then on the other hand i felt sooooooo bad last night. and for what#communicating my feelings? sorry it was a bit abrupt but bitch you are not in love with me u dont know me. UGH!#WHERE is dyke grindr maybe i just need to take a chance out there..
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some prince drawings because your honor . im incredibly fond of them
rbs > likes
#sfw furry#furry oc#furry art#furry#oc#casinos art :]#casinos ocs: Prince#rrfd#theyre sooooooo . i love them
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i said my next playthrough i would romance karlach but the further i get in this game the more i want to romance everyone idk how im gonna chooooooooose
#wyll has really captured my heart recently hes sooooooo cute i love him so much#and lae'zel is also really growing on me i want to hold her#just everyone theyre all so lovable#i wish i wasnt so committed to the roleplay i wanna romance them all Right Now but my guy just wouldnt#yeehawing#bg3
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got so into my laughingstock feels that i burnt my fuckign toast
#shit was Black#literally was in my kitchen Wailing about them and forgot the bread slices i put in the toaster oven three seconds prior#s'ok i made a new set but oughhhhhh i am still sooooooo so unwell about them....#OUGHHHHHHH THEMMMMMMM#theyre just... snf.... theyre just two silly goofy guys in love....#silly goofy fruity fellas and they love each other <3#SIDE NOTE GINGER SPREAD ON HONEY/BUTTER TOAST ABSOLUTELY FUCKS TRUST ME ON THIS#absolutely unprompted#but yea i was specifically thinking about that fic i have in my head#yall know the one by now. the one i desperately want to write and I SWEAR I WILL EVENTUALLY#but the fuckin... Misunderstanding... it makes me insaneeeee#its the most unhealthy part of their relationship AND THEY ARENT EVEN IN A RELATIONSHIP YET#damn theyre so healthy. theyre so. wails screams howls#but howdy being an oblivious idiot to his own emotions is so important to me#mans is whip smart & quick in every other area#but in this One Subject hes dumb as a rock & that hurts both of them <3#but it also turns into something they can cry w/ laughter over later#someone asks how they got together. they exchange a look. and burst out howling#full on wheeze-laughing Cannot Form Words#y'see most couples would have some lingering 'i cant believe you did that' and/or guilt#but barn & howdy would just find it hysterical. full on 'remember when you-' 'yeah lmfao'#THEYRE SOOOOOO <3#yknow if i ever find someone i want to have a partner-esque relationship. i want to have what laughingstock has#i do genuinely believe that howdy might have feelings for barn#but i like to live in the delusional world of my mind where they're Established <3#grabbing them and slamming them together like a violent 5 yr old playing with dolls#kiss! kiss damn you!
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I HQVE HOMEMADE EMPANADAS IN THE FRIDGE ACRUALLY I WIN FOREVER
#savoriy ones but theyres sooooooo good... im gonna have little cheese ones.#met this other latino personand they COOK HOMEMADE latono food mt match made in heave#<- JOKE theyre judt a good cook and i love them platonucallg a lot#.ares
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Have you checked out the xikers debut? I'm curious about them since they seem to be tricksters in their concept I think? What do you think? 👀
LOVED the xikers debut!!!! the styling is a bit on the uninspired side imo, but i don't really have too many gripes with it because they are meant to be mischevious teenage trickster types and it doesn't not fit. the mv is soooooooo good though, it's super well produced and has a really fun concept with a simple and clear narrative + audience stand in. i think kq really honed what makes a good debut with them; they took a lot of the things they've learned with ateez over the years and applied them with a new spin to xikers, which makes me look forward to see where the group goes, bc i think they'll interesting to watch, if anything at least to see how their concept plays out.
#best debut this year so far imo. there have not actually been that many i dont think...two other bgs that i can remember?#it will take a lot for anyone to surpass ateez imo and xikers has just too many boys to do that#but it is interesting to see where the ateez influence stems off into something else#like to me it reads very typical younger brother group that will eventually grow into their own#not that i think theyre too much like ateez bc i dont think they are. its just that you can see the influence#i have a burner ateez twt and the STROP that some fans were in over hongjoong having credits on their album was sooooooo fucking annoying#like shut up. just shut up none of you understand how kpop groups WORK#xikers#xikers w#text#answers#the concept of tricksters has always been fascinating to me and i love hearing diff folklore versions of them#esp as someone who grew up hearing raven stories all the time#so very interested in this ghost-trickster-pseudo digital concept? really fun combo right out of the gate
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