dazai and chuuya falling off a building, dazai fighting to get away from chuuya because he knows chuuya could save himself if he lets go. chuuya only squeezing harder because he’d rather die than dazai’s last memory be of him abandoning him

Andrew Minyard retires his armbands on a random Tuesday one night twenty years after sophomore year of college.

He had put his knives down a long time ago but kept the bands as one last defense. He was looking around his living room, tv volume on low playing some old exy game, couch cluttered with mismatched blankets and pillows, walls covered in pictures of everyone he bothered to care about, mostly empty cups on the coffee table, and the sounds of laughter echoing from the kitchen where his family, friends, and the love of his life had all congregated sometime ten minutes ago…

And isn’t that funny? Andrew never thought he would admit to falling in love, to caring about others. But here he is.

He walks over to the kitchen, leaning on the wall of the entrance. He hears Neil say something stupid (as he usually does) and locks eyes with his twin, them rolling their eyes simultaneously. That’s something he didn’t think he’d get to have either; a real and healthy relationship with Aaron.

Maybe time really does heal after all.

He feels himself smile- something he has done more and more as the years fly by- and realizes that he no longer hided behind walls, hasn’t for a very long time.

He slips off his armbands for the last time, placing them on the counter and moving over to Neil, wrapping his arms around his waist. Neil leans back into him.

Later, once everyone has gone back to their hotels or crashed in their guest bedrooms, Andrew will walk to his and Neil’s room and pull out the shoebox with his blades from the top of the closet, and Neil will walk in with Andrew’s armbands in hand, and they will fold them nicely and place them in the box, closing it and putting it back up again. Neil will smile, and Andrew will smile right back, and they will go to bed with nobody at the wall because their bed was in the middle of the room, and they will be safe.

They have been safe for a very long time.

“The Serpent of Eden couldn’t be tempted while the Angel of the Eastern Gate couldn’t resist.” (From the Fanfiction ‘The Injury of finally knowing you’. They put it so beautifully.)

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJtvaCnr/ => Link to the Fanfiction this is based off

I eventually cried my eyes out for an hour after reading it.

The flower in the corner is supposed to resemble Forget-Me-Not. I thought it was fitting.

Happy Valentine’s Day, or rather, Happy One Year Anniversary to Normal kissing a mental projection of Hermie in the Greased Lightning car. And Hermie thinking they were special, but they saw who Normal was in the car with, right? Yeah. But it was them! No, it wasn’t. It wasn’t? He thought it was them. It wasn’t them. But he thought it was them! But it wasn’t. But he thought it was them though! …Do you know? See what he means? He thought it was them! It wasn’t though.

eek I just had my appointment with my grey’s anatomy gp for my nerve pain, and this mf asked me all about my (failing, 6.5 year) relationship and looked me straight in the eyes HOLDING MY ARM and said ‘that shit is tough. is there anyone who you can talk to about this? anyone who makes you feel better?’

besties my fanfic conditioned brain was racing. thank god for having perfectioned my skills in masking because I managed to look his straight in the eyes and convince him I was alright and would surely figure things out all while my brain was showing me images of me sucking his cock for the mere intensity of the eyecontact and the warmth of his fingers running on my wrist jfc

past & future

the fans in the trees 💀💀

they just like me fr 💀

Traintober Day 3: Twins

“Hads you some Scottish twins angst”

“Thinking about my au and how Donald’s and Douglas entire story would work and I’m still not sure if adding this but in honor of traintober day 3:twins here it goes so here since my au is following more of sos storyline but still has rws/tv series tidbits the same thing still happens the twins flee to sodor scratched off the numbers but since it’s instead mr.Zorro and Mr.Starr, who are in charge has the two companies have not been melded together yet and despite mr.Zorro gruffness even he wouldn’t sent them back to a uncertain future and after talking about it with Mr Starr and within their respective engines they both agree on taking one of the twins for each of their respective companies Donald goes with nor’easters while Douglas with the midis.

So despite both twins being eventually purchased and thereby saved, they still end up “separated” from each other yes they can see each other it’s not forbidden but their coworkers fierce rivalry between each other separate company among other reasons slowly but surely begins to influence the twins themselves douglas is caught up in more criminal activities even with a guest nearly gone wrong (sorry Colin!!) and as a result of his coworkers toxic influence (diesel, Adam, Stanley mainly) the latter two who were against having him for personal reasons he began to like the independence forming bonds with those from similar origins/railway(Emily), those giving him a warm reception (Lily, Colin) or just those who welcomed him regardless of the whole rivalry(Peter, later Reginald).

Both receive praise and attention though I feel like Douglas more so felt a slight need to become one of the midis thanks to his coworkers’s attitude towards him like yes he’ll defend himself but it’s better to make friends than enemies when you’re the new guy with Mr.Zorro having favoritism and watching your every move combined with some rather unpleasant encounters from the nor”Easter’s side (mainly James who also unintentionally stains Donald rep but doesn’t say anything on it) I feel like a fight would come when Douglas come in painted blue as a reward where he is finally accepted into the midis where slowly but surely the cracks begin to show from when their visits to one another become sacred, withholding secrets (mainly on douglas’s side cause let’s be real I’m pretty sure no one wants to tell anyone you’re involved with criminal activity) just drifting apart from the brother you once thought you knew your entire life until it all eventually comes crashing down.

of course this is still a work in progress but this idea would be quite interesting. Reference:

I just heard that Sony is in the talks to buy Paramount. What do you think would happen to the SCU knowing Sony used to have the rights before Paramount? Do you think this might affect the SCU negatively? Tbh, Im kinda scared, knowing what happened to other franchises when they got bought (Thanks Disney...)

Hey Darlin’!❤️✨

Unfortunately. I’m not very familiar with everything that’s going on at the moment with Paramount and Sony. From my understanding it’s an offer that Sony made. There isn’t a decision at the moment on whether or not Paramount will take it. I’m sorry that I don’t have a strong answer to supply you at the moment. I’m hopeful that they’ll decline.

Is KhunBam canon yet?

2/25/24: No

you know, this photo is really the one that caused all the conversation this year

they were starting discourse about this photo from the second it dropped until at least august... (and i’m sure some corners are still bringing it up) 

it was loved and inspired people, confused and angered people, the cup distracted people…some had to delete their accounts over this

there were many cute photos from this year but this is the first photo i think of for top moments 2022 and would be my #1

i’m sorry 😂

I haven’t been able to sit down and draw for more than five minutes and it’s killing meee

please don’t tag as kin/me

i hope they’re okay

so here’s my thought about Roy’s question to Keeley, because he’s been working on not feeling jealous and letting her be the independent woman she is (even though he still has to realize that doesn’t mean she doesn’t want/need his support in general)

I don’t think he would have gone looking for the video and he definitely wouldn’t have watched it. so maybe he’s worried it was a video she made for him and somehow it’s his fault it got leaked? he just really didn’t phrase it well, obviously 

when they revealed the video, the first thing I asked myself was who it had been made for! it matters in the grand scale of things because like Jamie said, it had been in his email (who emails a video though lol) or I guess it could have been in like a google drive or something. and if it had been one she meant for Roy, he might need to worry about what else he has in his own accounts, etc?

that said I’m so proud of Jamie and my goodness he looked so soft in that scene. just. the most huggable and just what Keeley needed tbh

I was yelling CALL YOUR (football) FAMILY through that whole thing and am so glad she reached out to Rebecca.

it’s time for Keeley to be happy now forever right?! RIGHT??

the principal just came in to say i could come in for a job interview tomorrow and to just split the grade after recess send helppppp

it’s also connected with both of those drafts having a moment where even gets angry with the doctor and he has trouble just. processing that that can happen. because it didn’t. i cannot emphasize enough that even would not have so much as expressed frustration with him during their first time traveling with him. but they can, now. they do. and it is a shock.