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faiirybread · 3 years
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too much;; eric sohn
alternate title: fuck off, your making my heart flutter
ex-boyfriend eric!
you click off your phone and sigh. why does your heart hurt? it’s been years since you dated, why is it still feeling like this?
eric obviously doesn’t like you back, he’s always talking about some mystery girl.
so why won’t your heart just shut up?
it’s all still too much.
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owilliwawo · 4 years
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cheekpockets-q · 6 years
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Jealousy // The Boyz
genre: fluff/jealousy
word count: about 480 per member
pairing: Haknyeon x reader, Kevin x reader, New x reader, Juyeon x reader
summary: the members start to get jealous when you’re around another member
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Haknyeon 
Haknyeon never really had a jealous side. In fact, he wanted to have everyone talk to you all the time because he loved seeing you interact and become friends with the other members. He loved how the other members would talk about you or how they wanted to hear how Haknyeon was able to meet you. Haknyeon was super proud to have met you, and he would always boast about how you liked him the best out of the other members. However, his demeanor changed when he found you hanging out with New almost 3 times a week. He would casually be looking around the dorm, asking the other members where you were, and they would always answer that New was taking you out somewhere. You and New began bonding over cooking together and fashion, so you would both go out for grocery runs or thrift shopping adventures together. Although Haknyeon was happy that you and New were close, he felt jealous that New was taking you out all the time. However, he would never want to tell you about how he felt because he wanted to make sure you were having fun. Thus, he would always push you to hang out with New, even when you wanted to hang out with Haknyeon. Sometimes he would even be a bit passive aggressive and say that you would just be lying to him when you said you wanted to spend time with him. Unsure of why Haknyeon was being so distant, you avoided him for the rest of the day. However, Haknyeon’s hidden feelings were released when New was telling everyone the really cute outfit he bought for you and that you were both best friends now during dinner. Taken over by frustration between both his feelings for you and wanting to make you happy, Haknyeon suddenly stood up from the dinner table and walked to his room, barely touching his food. All of you were in shock from his reaction, and some of the boys would stand up to go knock on his door or ask what was wrong. Then, one of the members would come back to the table and say that Haknyeon just wanted to see you. You would stand up, grab a little bit of food, and walk over to Haknyeon’s room. As you pushed open the door, you’d see Haknyeon laying on his back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling with his hands behind his head, but he’d see the food in your hands and he’d immediately sit up. Giggling, you’d walk over and sit across from him, both of you eating your food silently. After you were both done, he’d move closer to you, so that you were both cross-legged in front of one another, and he’d reach his hand out to rub your knee.
Haknyeon: “I’m sorry, Y/N. I just wanted to make you happy and I thought that you would just be happy with New all the time.”
He would start chuckling and pulling his hand back, but you would lay your hand on top of his, encouraging his thumbs to rub little circles on your knees.
Y/N: “I don’t want you to ever think that you don’t make me happy, Haknyeon. You’ll always be my closest friend, and nothing will change that.”
Haknyeon would smile brightly, and he would reach up to brush your hair with his fingers.
Haknyeon: “See? I knew I was the best.”
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Kevin 
All the boys knew about how much Kevin would talk about his best friend from Canada, or how he would always tell a joke but it wouldn’t make sense to anyone but you. Thus, when you came to visit, Kevin would be nonstop talking about the old memories you both had, and the other guys would tease Kevin to leave you alone. Kevin didn’t have many problems with most of the boys getting to know you, and he would often sit beside to help with translation. However, because Jacob was also from Canada and didn’t need to speak in Korean, Kevin didn’t really need to be with you to talk to him. However, he began to feel uneasy when Jacob would always open the door for you, pull out a chair for you to sit on, or play guitar for you. Jacob was the sweetest member out of the entire group, and everyone knew it. Thus, the other boys began to tease Kevin more about how Jacob was always one-upping him or that he could never compare to Jacob. Even though Kevin and Jacob were extremely close, Kevin couldn’t keep his jealousy out of the way either. Thus, Kevin would uncharacteristically be super kind to you, even when you were both being playfully mean to one another. Whenever you would be hanging out with Jacob, Kevin would try to get your attention by asking you to hear him play the piano, wanting to give you massages, or needing you to sit still so he could draw you. Although you were grateful, you felt like he was taking you away from Jacob on purpose. Then, Kevin’s odd kindness changed when he heard you and Jacob were going to go out for lunch. Kevin came along, still trying to find more ways to be the gentleman. Suddenly, after the nice lunch, it began to rain. None of you expected it to rain except for Kevin, but, as he took out his umbrella, he saw Jacob taking off his hoodie and helping you put it on so you wouldn’t get wet. Kevin felt incredibly defeated, as he knew that even with all of the preparation he had, Jacob could easily turn the situation into his favor. Kevin opened the umbrella for all three of you but was silent the entire walk back home. As soon as you got back inside and you gave Jacob back his hoodie, Kevin grabbed your hand and led you back to his room to talk. Closing the door, Kevin suddenly slammed his fist against the wall in anger and sat with his back against the door.
Kevin: “I just don’t know how Jacob does it... He always knows what to do to make you happy, and he’s going to steal your heart, Y/N.”
You knelt down in front of Kevin and pushed his wet hair out of his face, trying to hold on to his fingers.
Y/N: “He’s not going to steal my heart because you already have, Kevin. Please, just be yourself.”
Kevin looked up and smirked, reaching his hand out to wipe the water off your cheeks.
Kevin: “Forgive me for ruining the moment, but… did you say I stole your heart?” He’d chuckle as you rolled your eyes, but only to hold your face for a little longer.
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New
New would be much more subtle when introducing you to the other boys. Of course, it wasn’t because he wasn’t proud of himself to know you, but he wanted to be extra cautious with you meeting the others since he was still kinda shy. At least, that’s what he thought at first but only realized over time that he was quite jealous when the other boys wanted to hang out with you. He would be especially cautious of when you and Sangyeon were together. Sangyeon was the oldest, so he was always extremely respectful of you and tried his best to take care of you. Sangyeon would playfully threaten the other boys whenever they messed with you, or he would tell you to always tell him if you needed anything. He would even hold any of your things without asking and would pretend to not know what you were saying when you tried to get them back. New didn’t know how to combat against Sangyeon and his masculine attitude, so New began to change his own behavior. New would substitute his cute polo shirts and big cardigans for sweatshirts and baggy jeans, and his happy innocent laughter suddenly turned down an unnatural octave. His change in attitude was somewhat interesting at the beginning. He became somewhat less nervous and more chill and open about himself. Sometimes he would coolly lay his arm around your shoulders when talking with the other guys, and you took it as a positive spin. However, it also brought along a somewhat negative behavior about him. He would suddenly try to be mean to you for no reason, pretending not to hear you whenever you would talk to him. You really didn’t know what was up with his behavior until you were about to go out with Sangyeon to pick up dinner for the rest of the members. As you were leaving the dorm, New suddenly grabbed your arm and told you that you couldn’t leave with Sangyeon. Sangyeon, noticing New’s behavior over time, approached him and told him to stop bullying you. As New was about to retort, he looked back up at you, your eyes about to be on the verge of tears. New, realizing how much he had been hurting you, suddenly dropped to his knees and began apologizing to you.
New: “Oh my god… Y/N, I am beyond sorry. I can’t believe I’ve been acting out so much just because I was jealous… Please forgive me and give me a chance again!”
All the sudden you burst out into laughter out of relief. As New looked up, he almost fell backward as you launched yourself into his arms, his face in full shock and his hands petting the back of your head.
Y/N: “You’re so stupid, New. Of course, I’ll forgive you! Just don’t ever do that again, alright?”
You could barely finish your question as New only hugged you tighter, tears welling up in his eyes.
New: “Oh, Y/N… Never again, I promise.”
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Juyeon
Juyeon was definitely a jealous type. He wouldn’t mind introducing you to the others, but he always made small comments to you, telling you to stay away from this member, be careful of that member, and watch out for those members. While you took it lightheartedly, you didn’t realize how serious he could get. He liked to make you wear his hats or his jackets as a constant reminder that nobody should mess with you less they want to face him. Of course, nobody would ever hurt you to begin with, but it was rather Juyeon’s own weak points with his feelings that he felt the need for others to back off. Juyeon would try to figure out ways to include himself whenever you would talk with other members or find ways to hang out with you more, but his words always fumbled slightly when he was near you or he would accidentally hurt you when trying to do something as simple as pat your head. Of course, no one was smoother than Hwall when it came to getting close to you. He would always casually wrap his arm around your shoulder, telling you that he would protect you from the other boys. Hwall would also always defend you when the boys would tease you, arguing that they shouldn’t be so mean to you as he put his hands on your shoulders protectively. Juyeon would get more and more jealous as Hwall would find more ways to hang out with you. Thus, Juyeon would always pull you away when he saw Hwall coming around the corner or when you all were outside. He would ask you to play basketball with him at 8 PM or randomly tell you to cook with him when you had just eaten lunch. His behavior only get weirder as he would try to tell Hwall to move away from you so he could sit next to you or that he would save you a seat whenever possible away from Hwall. It was incredibly obvious with the rest of the members that Juyeon seemed to not want Hwall to interact with you, so Hwall would sadly avoid seeing you or even saying hello because of the way Juyeon acted. Fed up with his mean behavior, you would begin to avoid Juyeon and not talk to him for days. Finally, the other members told the confused Juyeon why you were so upset, and he would knock on your door late at night to ask for forgiveness.
Juyeon: “Y/N! It’s…. uh…. Really nice to see you again…”
He began, brushing his hair back and looking really happy to see your face after so long. However, his expression changed after he saw how hurt you were.
Y/N: “Really? That’s all you have to say to me? Whatever. Goodnight, Juyeon.”
You were about to close the door until Juyeon stopped it with his foot, his hand grabbing your wrist before you could leave him again.
Juyeon: “No, Y/N, please… What I did was unforgivable and it wasn’t okay. Hwall didn’t deserve it at all, but I couldn’t help but get jealous over it. Please forgive me…”
After finishing his sentence, he turned away and bit his lip. His hand was losing its grip as the silence between you grew with every second. Then, he felt your hand hold on to his and he looked up to see your smile that he missed for so long.
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juhakx · 4 years
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Sketchbooks and Soccer Players- Kim Sunwoo
Genre: Fluff with mild cursing, Soccerplayer!Sunwoo / Artist!Y/N (gender neutral), Slight couple Moonbae because why not
Word Count: 2263
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"Y/N!" You hear someone shout, causing you to jump up slightly and release the pencil that was in your hand. "I've been calling your name for like five minutes! You know I can't go inside the art room without Mrs. Park's permission."
"Sorry, Kev, I guess I got too wrapped up in my piece," You chuckle, quickly closing your sketchbook and packing up your things so he wouldn't have to wait on you any longer. Tossing your bag over your shoulder, you jog up to Kevin and greet him. 
"How was your day?" You ask, taking out the lollipop you had stored in your pocket and unwrapping it before placing it in your mouth. 
"Raspberry this time?" He asks. "Also, today was okay before I shouted at my best friend so we could go home, but they ignored me and proceeded to doodle in their notebook. Let me just tell you, it made me feel like I was as worthless as the p in raspberry. What were you drawing that had you so engrossed, anyway?" 
Kevin pushed the school doors, and you made your way to his car as you recounted how much of a luxury it was that your best friend was also your neighbor. 
"You know, just someone," You mumble, putting on your seatbelt. 
"Someone? You don't normally draw people. Is your obsession with Lee Dongwook getting so extreme that you started drawing him?" Kevin giggles, thinking back to your avid Viki sessions of watching Goblin and Tale of the Nine-Tailed together. 
"No, I'm not that weird," You laugh, lightly shoving him to the side. 
"So, who is it?"
Your mind drifts back to yesterday, the day of the encounter. Sceneries: Forests, mountains, valleys. That was more of your expertise when it came to art, however, nothing was as scenic as the boy you met yesterday. 
Kim Sunwoo. Everyone knew him. Everyone wanted to date or be him, there was no in-between. You didn't think much about the kid before because your paths never clashed, not until yesterday. 
"Woah, I'm so sorry!" He said, his chest heaving from running from the direction of the soccer field. 
"Oh, you're fine!" You replied, picking up your sketchbook that fell out of your hands. You were just about to enter the art room, the safe haven where you would draw until Kevin was done with choir practice. 
"Y/N, right?" Sunwoo asked. You couldn't help but remember the shocked look on your face when he knew who you were. 
"Yeah, Y/N," You replied. 
"Y/N," He had repeated, this time with a small smile on his face. It was the most beautiful way you had ever heard your name said, to a point where you swore you heard it echoing in your head right now. 
"Y/N."
"Y/N."
“Y/N, we're here you weirdo, snap out of it," Kevin shrieked, smacking your arm to get you out of your daze. 
"Oh shit," You mumbled, realizing that you were no longer in the school parking lot and instead at your house. 
"You zoned out for like ten minutes after I asked you who you were drawing. Is everything okay? Are the paint fumes getting to your head?" He mocked. 
"No, just thinking. Anyway, you were right earlier. I wanted to try drawing people, so I was like go big or go home and started sketching Dongwook's face today," You reason. No one needed to know that the only thing running through your head was Kim Sunwoo on repeat, even when you saw him passing by the art room once again.
And that's how the next week passed. You continued your sketch of Sunwoo, trying your best to remember exactly what his face looked like up close. However, he continued to pass by the art room every day, just close enough for you to recognize the familiar tan skin and soccer uniform. Though you never made eye contact with him, you knew when he passed by, your eyes catching the movement across the room every time. 
"Aish," You groaned out, erasing his eyes for what felt like the fifteenth time that afternoon. 
"Everything alright in there?" You heard a familiar voice say, causing you to look up from the drawing. Upon seeing his face, you immediately close your sketchbook. 
"Sunwoo!" You exclaim, half in fear and half in genuine excitement. 
"The one and only," He laughs. "I heard you from outside, are you okay?"
There was worry in Sunwoo's voice, causing your heart to clench. "Yeah, I just suck at drawing," You chuckle. 
"Oh, I doubt that. You're always in here, so there must be some artistic bone in your body," He reassures you. 
You sit there in silence for a moment before Sunwoo's eyes widen, and he begins to shake his head from side to side. "Not that- not that I've been watching you or anything, I just like to pass by the art room now cause I always see you in here. Wait, that sounds weird. I don't just come to see you, but you're just always working really hard, and it's really admirable to see you and you look really nice when you draw. Not that you don't look nice any other time! But also the only time I've ever really seen you is in the art room, so I guess I really don't know what you look like any other time. Not that I wouldn't be opposed to it! I just-" Sunwoo heaves, letting out a heavy sigh before standing there with his head in his hands. 
"Sunwoo, calm down!" You giggle. "I mean, I noticed that you were passing by too, and I glance every time whether you notice it or not. The soccer uniform really suits you," You compliment. You could feel your heart beating out of your chest, his sudden outburst making you want to laugh and cry at the same time. 
"Oh, this?" He says, looking down at his jersey. "This is nothing, I would much rather be good at art than soccer."
"You? You're not just good at soccer, you're freaking great. I mean, you've been on varsity since freshman year," You exasperate. A small smile breaks out on Sunwoo's face once he hears a small fact of his life slip from your mouth. 
"Oh shit, speaking of soccer," Sunwoo mumbles, glancing at the clock that was inside the art teacher's room. "I gotta go. I forgot that break was only five minutes. It was really fun talking to you Y/N. Good luck with your drawing!" 
Before you could even say goodbye back, he ran back to the direction he came from.
"Was that Kim Sunwoo?" Kevin says, appearing in front of the doorway from out of nowhere. 
"Don't ask," You breathe out, still breathless from the interaction you just had. "Did choir practice end early today?"
"Yeah, you know Jacob Bae?"
"Brown hair, super cute, part of the basketball team?" You ask, wondering if he was talking about the same guy that was in your calculus class. As you await his answer, you pack up your supplies for the day, leaving the portrait of Sunwoo incomplete for yet another day. 
"Super cute? That man is like jacked. I fell in love with him as soon as he walked into the room. Anyways, apparently, the choir teacher has been trying to recruit him for like two years, and he finally came by to audition. Mr. Lee kicked us out right away and told us we were done for the day.”
"Oh my god, I hope he joins! Maybe you could finally get a boyfriend," You tease, making your way towards Kevin's car. 
"Yeah, well, you aren't much better, sketching Dongwook’s face for the past two weeks."
"Right, Dongwook," You mutter. 
It was truly ironic that the amount of time Kevin thought you were thinking about the famous Korean actor, Lee Dongwook, was actually devoted to Sunwoo. Even after talking to him daily when he passed by the art room, you were still just as enamored by him. 
"Long time no see," Sunwoo smiles, swinging his body across the doorframe. 
"You're right," You look up to see the familiar face that you had quickly grown to love. "It's been a very long 24 hours."
“And how is my favorite artist doing?” Sunwoo asks, making his way over to you. You admire the soccer player, slight sweat beading against his forehead, and his face flushed from the heat outside. 
“You know, you’re not supposed to be in here without Mrs. Park’s permission,” You say, knowing that if the teacher found him in here, he would get in trouble. You wait for a witty response back, but you soon find Sunwoo squinting past your shoulder and looking at something. 
"I- Is that me?" Sunwoo whispers. 
Your head whips back to the sketchbook that you had forgotten to close, Sunwoo’s half-colored face on display for him to see. You shoot up from your chair, hoping that you could somehow fix this, but as you stand up, Sunwoo takes a seat next to the drawing, moving the sketchbook closer so he could examine it. 
"I mean," You strain, wanting to burst into tears right then and there. You were finally getting to know Sunwoo and becoming friends with him, and now he was going to think you were a creep, an absolute loser. "I mean yes, but it's not done yet. I still have to color like half your face. Don't be weirded out, please. I don't really draw people, but when I saw you, I thought I just had to. I'm sorry if you think it's weird, I'll scrap it. I promise," You ramble. 
You glance at Sunwoo from the corner of your eye, but he continues to look at the sketch you made of him. You couldn't tell how he felt from his reaction, the only expression he was making was a look of ponderance. 
"I- You know what," You begin to say, getting up from your seat and reaching for the sketchbook. You pull at the perforation of the page, beginning to tear it out. "I'll actually just get rid of it. It's weird, and I'm really sorry-"
Sunwoo grabs your hand before you can tear it off completely, an exclamation leaving his mouth. "No!"
"What?" You whisper underneath your breath. 
"I love it. You're really talented Y/N," He looks up at you from underneath his eyelashes. A soft smile played on his lips. 
"But, isn't it weird?" You ask, confusion laced in your words. 
"I mean, I passed by the art room every day for three weeks just so I could look at you for a little bit. Every time I passed by, I debated with myself on whether or not I should ask you out. If anyone's the weird one, it's me," He confesses.
The room is silent for a few more seconds, your brain whirring at what felt like a million miles per hour. 
“I didn’t think anyone saw me like this,” Sunwoo says, a soft smile on his face as he traces his drawn eyes with his fingers. 
“What do you mean?” You whisper. “Everyone sees you like that.”
“Not like,” Sunwoo breaths out, his eyes glimmering with something you couldn’t quite place. “Not like this.” 
“Do you think, I don’t know, maybe you’d wanna see me outside of this place? Cause I really fucking like you, and I hope you do too considering you drew me like I hung the stars in the sky,” Sunwoo says, turning to face you. 
You break out into a wide smile, relief flushing through you. 
“Silly, you couldn’t have hung the stars in the sky,” You sigh, reaching down and brushing the hair that was covering his eyes out of the way. “They’re all in your eyes.”
Sunwoo lets out a breathy laugh at the cheesy line before closing the sketchbook and placing it underneath his arm. No matter how hard he denied it though, a light blush littered his cheeks. 
“C’mon, we’re skipping soccer practice,” Sunwoo holds onto your hand and drags you out of the room while you struggle to get your backpack and throw it over your shoulder in time. 
“Sunwoo!” You laugh, trailing behind him as he pulled you all the way outside of the school and to your first unofficial, official date. 
The local art museum. 
-
“What the fuck?” Kevin mutters, finding an empty art room with colored pencils scattered where you would usually sit. 
“Maybe they were drawing so hard that they turned into the colored pencils,” Jacob says, peeking into the room. 
“They probably went out with Sunwoo, I had a feeling something was up with them anyway. They tried to convince me they were drawing Dongwook from Goblin, but I don’t think they know that I look at their sketchbook when they get snacks at their house,” Kevin shrugs.
“Dongwook? What an attractive man,” Jacob mumbles, staring into space.
“But not as hot as me, right?” Kevin jokes, turning back around to leave. He was excited to introduce you to Jacob, but it seems like there was something else on fate’s agenda.
“Oh, never. Actually, since Y/N is busy with their lover, want to go to this coffee place I really like? It’s on me,” Jacob says, throwing a wink in Kevin's direction. 
“What? No, I couldn’t do that,” Kevin refuses, a blush overtaking his face. 
“Nonsense, it’s a date,” Jacob affirms, dragging Kevin out of the very doors Sunwoo pulled Y/N earlier. 
a/n i had too much fun with this... and can u tell i love lee dongwook, because i do.
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owilliwawo · 4 years
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cheekpockets-q · 6 years
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Jealousy // The Boyz
genre: fluff/jealousy
word count: about 450 per member
pairing: Sangyeon x reader, Jacob x reader, Hwall x reader, Sunwoo x reader
summary: the members start to get jealous when you’re around another member
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Sangyeon
You’ve never seen Sangyeon extremely upset over anything. At most, you’ve seen him get frustrated with the younger boys, but never anything less than jokes. He took especially good care of the younger boys, making sure their voices were heard amongst the older members. Thus, you found it somewhat weird when he would continuously push Eric out of the discussion. It started about a week ago when you were first introduced to the rest of the boys, and Eric was the first one to introduce himself. From then on, your bond with Eric continued, but so did Sangyeon’s jealousy. Sangyeon would always see you either running around the park or playing baseball together. You and Eric started to have multiple inside jokes. You would both often tease Sangyeon about how old he was, or that he wouldn’t understand because he’s old. Although Sangyeon’s humor could most often match Eric’s, he knew that Eric’s overwhelmingly positive attitude was surpassable. Also, Eric had one quality that Sangyeon didn’t, which was his age. Eric’s excitement always spread to everyone, especially you. Sangyeon, although being the older one, didn’t want to admit his silly feelings of jealousy to you. Thus, he would sometimes choose to ignore Eric or not give him attention. From that day, Eric would often come to you saying that Sangyeon doesn’t like him anymore and that he wonders what he did wrong. Concerned for both of the boys, you would confront Sangyeon. When he’d open his door, he would know exactly what you wanted to talk about, and he would let you in wordlessly. You’d both sit down on his bed, and he’d put his hands on his knees, pursing his lips together to ready himself to admit his jealousy.
Sangyeon: “You don’t need to tell me, Y/N… I know what this is about. Eric will always be like my little brother to me, but I just knew that he would take you away from me… It’s not even that big of a deal, but… you’re a big deal to me.”
He’d let out a long sigh as he let the truth out, but you got closer and rubbed his knee.
Y/N: “Eric is like my little brother too, Sangyeon. We’re close, but that doesn’t mean in the slightest that I’m going to leave you.”
Sangyeon would let out a chuckle, and reach up to rub the top of your head.
Sangyeon: “Oh, Y/N… you’re truly such an angel.”
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Jacob 
Jacob was always the one who would think of others before him, thus he always treated you with the utmost respect and love. He was always careful of how you were. Even when you were pushed the slightest bit, he’d ask if you were okay or if you were hurt. Thus, when he saw you and Juyeon getting close over time, he would continuously be protective of you and slightly jealous. Juyeon would always tease you and mess with you. During dance practices, Juyeon would always push you or try to trip you when learning the dance, and you would both laugh about it and try to get each other back. Juyeon would also sometimes lift you or toss you around, saying you were like a little puppy. Jacob always thought it was too much, but his feelings only increased when Juyeon invited you to play basketball with him. Jacob knew that Juyeon would push you around even more, but it would be more dangerous because you could get seriously hurt with the basketball. Thus, Jacob would always try to come along to play basketball as well. Whenever Juyeon would try to pass you the ball, Jacob would steal it away and score the point himself. It began to annoy you more and more because it felt like you were no longer playing and Jacob just wanted to show off. Eventually, you felt very defeated and exhausted trying to get around Jacob, so you simply left without saying a word. When Jacob came back from a water break, he would ask Juyeon where you went. Juyeon would tell Jacob directly that you were annoyed with him, and that you didn’t want to play with him anymore. Realizing his mistake, Jacob would run home and catch your wrist right as you were getting into the dorm.
Jacob: “Y/N, I’m so so so sorry. I didn’t want to make you feel annoyed or left out or anything like that. I-I just… I felt like Juyeon was being too aggressive with you! I didn’t want him to hurt you or hold you or anything! I always get so worried about you…”
Y/N: “I’m not going to get hurt, Jacob! Juyeon wouldn’t hurt me intentionally, and we only do that playfully. Please, don’t get worried, Jacob. I can take care of myself; you know that.” You replied, trying to pull back your hand, but Jacob wouldn’t let go. He would hold on and hug you, rubbing your shoulders until you eventually held on to him as well.
Jacob: “You’re right, you’re right… I’m really sorry, Y/N. I promise that I’ll trust you more. Just smile for me again.”
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Hwall 
Hwall would be really proud of himself to even know someone as amazing as you. Thus, he would try his hardest to continue to impress you at every chance he had. He’d try to show you his modern dancing, his rapping skills, his singing abilities, and would even help you choose outfits to wear. However, no matter how hard he tried, he felt that he was always in competition with the person he looked up to the most: Hyunjae. Hyunjae would always come in during your conversations with Hwall, or he would knock on Hwall’s door to ask him where you were to see if you could hang out. Hwall would get pretty jealous and competitive over you. Although he respected Hyunjae a lot, Hwall couldn’t not get upset whenever Hyunjae would ask what he could cook for you for dinner or if he could hold the groceries for you. Thus, Hwall would always try to butt into your conversations with Hyunjae, asking if you needed help with singing or if you could be in his selca. Hyunjae wouldn’t understand Hwall’s unnecessary need to outdo him, even pointing it out in front of him teasingly. However, Hwall didn’t want to confront his own feelings, and would try to play it off as his normal behavior. His front for his “normal” behavior quickly vanished when Hyunjae invited you to be in his V Live interview. When Hyunjae would first start up the live, he would put up bunny ears behind you and talk about how the fans thought you were really cute. Unable to sit on the sides, Hwall would suddenly interrupt the live and sit right next to you, putting a protective arm around you to pull you away from Hyunjae. Hyunjae could obviously tell that Hwall was trying to get in his interview, thus he would tease him and tell him that he is taking you away from the fans like a clingy baby. With Hwall’s feelings suddenly announced to both you and the fans, Hwall created a fake excuse for needing to leave and would run out the door. Hyunjae, realizing that his words hurt Hwall’s feelings would try to finish the interview quickly so you could both talk to him. You and Hyunjae would knock on Hwall’s door to apologize and understand what was wrong. Hwall would say he forgave Hyunjae, but that he’d want to talk privately with you. As Hyunjae walked away, Hwall would open the door for you, his eyes behind his glasses slightly red.
Hwall: “I’m not a child, Y/N. But… Even though I feel like I can never compete with Hyunjae, I still want to be the person who can always amaze you.” Hwall would sit with his arms over his knees but would reach out to have your fingers interlocked with one another.
Y/N: “You don’t need to continue to impress me, Hwall. You always do! Every day, I learn something more about you.” Hwall would blush and push his glasses up, pulling you close to him to sit side by side.
Hwall: “Well… If that’s what you think, Y/N. Then that makes me happy.”
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Sunwoo 
Sunwoo was definitely the jealous type. However, he was also the type who tried to keep his cool whenever possible. Thus, he made an obvious point to always sit next to you, to let you have first pick of where to get food, and to tell everyone else to shut up to hear what you had to say. It was easy for him to yell at the other members when they were spending too much time with you, but he could never sincerely get mad at Q. Q was near total opposite of Sunwoo. He was always known for his cute charms and his adorable awkwardness. Thus, when he saw Q playing with your hair and teaching you silly aegyo moves, Sunwoo knew that he couldn’t do any of those things. So, he did the one thing that he could do, which was to simply take you for himself. He would always move in between you and Q whenever possible and even distract Q so he could have you. For a while, you thought Sunwoo was doing it just to be funny, so you didn’t see it as a big deal. Thus, when Q suggested you both watch a horror movie together, you thought it would be great to see Sunwoo’s expression when he got scared. You and Q would be in your onesies sitting on the couch watching The Conjuring at night. You would get easily spooked, so Q would lend you his arm to hold on to. Sunwoo, instantly jealous, would plop himself right in between both of you; only to realize what movie you were watching. During the movie, he would try to stay composed and keep an arm around you, but he always ended up screaming really loudly or trying to convince you to not watch anymore. Once the movie was over, Sunwoo would leap up immediately and drag you to your feet to bring you to his room without saying goodnight to Q. You would immediately shoot him a look when he closed his door, and he would sigh and lean against the wall, crossing his arms.
Sunwoo: “You can’t hang out with Q anymore, okay? I don’t think he’s treating you well and I don’t want you to be friends with him.”
Y/N: “What? That’s so hypocritical of you! You were being rude and unfair to Q whenever we would hang out. What’s wrong with you? I can’t have my own friends?” You would huff, pushing him out of the way to go back to your room. However, the door would shut as soon as you opened it, your back suddenly pressed against the wall as Sunwoo held onto your shoulders.
Sunwoo: “I’m just… jealous, Y/N. Please don’t be mad at me… I’m sorry.”
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cheekpockets-q · 6 years
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Jealousy // The Boyz
genre: fluff/jealousy
word count: about 400 per member
pairing: Q x reader, Hyunjae x reader, Eric x reader, Younghoon x reader
summary: the members start to get jealous when you’re around another member
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Q
Q always knew himself well. He knew that he may not be the best singer within the group, but he is definitely the best dancer and has many well-known charms. Thus, he didn’t consider himself to be the jealous type when the other boys would be around you, and he knew each of them well enough to know they wouldn’t make any advances on you. However, he didn’t expect your relationship with Younghoon to be so close. Of course, Q knew that Younghoon was the visual out of the group, but he also knew that you wouldn’t go directly for looks. Over time, he found out that you both bonded over video games, watching you and Younghoon teasingly push each other with the gaming controllers to try and win. Q wasn’t the best at video games, thus he never felt the need to be competitive. However, watching the way Younghoon would try to tickle you to distract you or wrap his arms around you to cover your eyes, Q would feel confused and would often try to talk you out of playing video games with Younghoon by constantly wanting to have “dance practices” or always needing to “buy groceries”. He would always try to jokingly steal you away by quite literally picking you up and making you have one on one time with him. Later, when you were visibly frustrated with his behavior, he’d sulk and admit his jealousy when you were both constantly close to one another. Seeing your face soften and hearing you giggle, he knew straight away that he’d been silly to be jealous. He’d slump to the floor with his head hung between his knees, scratching his head and glancing up cautiously with an apologetic smile. You’d walk over to him and give him a soft flick to the head and sit in his lap, allowing his arms to wrap around you with your head resting on his chest.
Q: “I’m sorry, Y/N…I know I’m not usually jealous, but that doesn’t make up for what I did. I promise I won’t make you do any more dance practices for a whole week, okay?”  
Y/N: “Aaand?”
Q: “And I’ll buy all of our groceries.” He smiled, nuzzling his nose into your hair and breathing you in. “Even your favorite snacks too. Just stay with me, alright?”
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Hyunjae
Hyunjae knew that out of many of the members, he was probably one of the most well rounded. He was great at singing, he was good-looking, and he was also good at dancing. Thus, he didn’t understand how you and Kevin would always be singing duets together, or why you’d say you were busy because you were going to practice ANOTHER song with Kevin. He knew that Kevin’s English was great, and that’s how you both got to become friends so quickly, however he didn’t know why you seemed to want to spend more time with Kevin than him. Thus, every time he knew you would have practice, he would come over and sit in between you both. Hyunjae would also try to always practice English with Eric and Jacob by always asking how to say something. Once, when Hyunjae tried to say a sentence in English during another duet practice, you and Kevin would always giggle harmlessly and try to correct him. Overcome with embarrassment and anger, he would tell both of you that your duets were always bad and storm out of the room. Shocked by his rude behavior, you’d slip back into your room and not spend time with Hyunjae for the rest of the day. You would hear a knock on your door that night and would open it to see a guilty-looking Hyunjae fumbling with his fingers in front of him.
Hyunjae: “I…I was just jealous that you would always sing with him, and you guys always speak English, and I’m not the best at English, and you guys always sound amazing together, and I-“
You’d stop his rambling with a hug. In shock and confusion, he’d slowly wrap his arms around your waist and look down at your face.
Y/N: “You’re amazing, Hyunjae. My friendship with Kevin will always be close, but our relationship is what always makes me feel at home with you.”
Seeing your genuine smile, Hyunjae would hide his own smile and look to the side, bringing his hands to pinch the bridge of his nose comically.
Hyunjae: “Ah... I messed up so bad... Please forgive me, Y/N."
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Eric
Eric didn’t really care to be jealous. He knew that everyone considered you both to be the happy, energetic pair, and he had always felt proud of it. He would always find ways to make you happy when you were upset, and he knew that he was the best at it. But, then he would see you and his co-rapper, Sunwoo, always laughing loudly together or causing mischief with the other members as a pair, which made him pretty jealous. He wanted to be the sole person to make you laugh or to be the person you’d go to when teasing the other members. Not only was it frustrating to know that Sunwoo could make you so happy, but Eric also knew that Sunwoo was much more mature than him. Even though they were both the youngest in the group, he didn’t like that Sunwoo would always get more attention and respect because of his maturity. Thus, you found it really strange when you’d brought up the super immature joke from last week to find that he would make fun of you for saying something so stupid. He’d also try to change his fashion style to less vibrant colors, and even began talking less during the group meetings. Confused about his sudden change, you directly confronted him about his random behavior. When you opened his door, you could barely recognize the room with clothes and trash strewn about, much like Sunwoo’s room. However, in the corner of the room, you could see Eric giggling to the silly show you both used to watch before his uncharacteristic behavior. Eric would glance up to see you, and he would immediately try to hide his computer. However, already halfway across the room, you grabbed the computer out of his hands and ran away with it. Eric would try to run after you and would try to scold you for taking his things, but as the chase continued, you both flopped back onto his bed, laughing out of breath at the childish endeavor. You finally turned over and raised an eyebrow.
Eric: “Well,” He began, pushing a piece of hair out of your face. “Sunwoo is the person everyone goes to… He’s funny, smart, and mature.”
Y/N: “That doesn’t make up for every time you basically ignored me though. I don’t want you to be Sunwoo. I want you to be Eric.”
Eric: “You’re right. I’m really sorry… and look at the consequences! Can you believe I’ve been living like this? Look at how much I care about you, Y/N.” He waved his hand around the huge mess, and you both began to laugh at the silliness all over again.
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Younghoon
Younghoon would always be just a little bit jealous whenever the other boys would have time with you. He really enjoyed when you both had alone time with one another, and how you could both calmly sit in his room and not do anything. He knew your friendships with the other boys would be inevitable, but he always felt a certain jealousy watching you and Haknyeon getting along. Unlike Younghoon, Haknyeon was always super outgoing, and you would both always find fun things to do together like going out to eat or watching funny videos together. At one point, you and Haknyeon started filming your food endeavors together, and you always came back home to show Younghoon of the fun he was missing out on. Thus, he’d mischievously hide your things whenever he heard about you guys going out to get food together. He’d hide your bag, your sneakers, and at one point he hid all of your jackets. While you were busy searching for your “lost” things, he’d always try to grab your sleeve or your wrist and tell you not to bother going out because “it’s cold” or “he’s sick”. However, because he could never lie to you, he’d help you “recover” your things anyways, and even give you a little money to relieve his own guilt. Afterward, he’d simply try to hang around you whenever you and Haknyeon went out. It would be quite silly to watch the footage because whenever Haknyeon would try to say something, Younghoon would take the camera and just film the both of you together, or he would always take the center of attention to himself. After the film, Haknyeon looked visibly annoyed so you would have a talk with Younghoon after the outing. You’d knock on his door and he would let you in, asking innocently what was wrong. However, with the look on your face, Younghoon knew he couldn’t pretend to not notice anymore and avoided looking at you.
Younghoon: “I don’t know… I get worried that I’m not a fun person like Haknyeon who is always excited and outgoing. I prefer to just stay at home and hang out with you… I’m sorry if I was being a nuisance, Y/N.”
Y/N: “Younghoon… I always love to be with you. I just wanted to hang out with Haknyeon because that’s our special thing. However, he can never replace our special time together either.
Younghoon’s face would light up again, and he’d reach for your hands and rub his thumbs across them.
Younghoon: “Really? Okay, then I’ll make sure you’ll always have fun with me.”
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cheekpockets-q · 6 years
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boutta post the last of the Jealousy Series for Haknyeon, Kevin, New, and Juyeon in a hot second.
If you’re looking for the rest of the boys, checkem out here!
As I keep writing these, they only get longer. Hope you all enjoy!
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juhakx · 4 years
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Haunted House- Sunwoo
the magic begins writing event, october 31: trapped in a haunted house
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 918
“Oh, you have got to be kidding me,” You muttered underneath your breath as you reached for the doorknob that led to the next room.
“What?” Sunwoo whispered, his head peeking through over your shoulder to see what you were looking at. His eyes were permanently widened, claiming that he would be able to see everything better if he lessened his number of blinks, and his mouth was slightly agape, heavy breaths emitting from his mouth. 
“So, you see,” You squeamishly begin, moving away so you weren’t guarding the door anymore. Sunwoo’s eyes travel down towards what you were holding, and if it had been possible, you were sure his eyes would’ve widened even more after he saw you jiggling the doorknob that opened to no avail. 
“Let me try,” Sunwoo pleads, gripping the doorknob that was once in your hands and shaking vigorously. 
Losing all hope, you sit down on the shabby, wooden floors of the haunted house you were currently in and take a look around, hoping no other jump scares awaited. “Sunwoo, I think you should just give up.”
As soon as Sunwoo lets go of the doorknob in defeat, a familiar voice calls out from the other end. 
“Hey! Sunwoo, Y/N, can you hear me? Are you guys there?” Haknyeon shouts on the other end, lightly banging on the door to get your attention. 
“Haknyeon! Haknyeon! We’re in here! We’re stuck though, the door won’t budge.” Evident fear ran through Sunwoo’s voice, and you couldn’t help but feel bad for the guy that was in the room with you. Even if you didn’t have a huge, colossal crush on him, you would still feel bad that he was stuck in one of his worst fears. 
“Stay where you are, we’re getting help!” Before Sunwoo can say anything else, you hear Haknyeon’s boots clamp away from the door and out of hearing range. 
“Great,” Sunwoo mutters, taking a seat next to you. “I’m done for. The zombie that was two doors down is going to eat me for dinner.”
You can’t help but laugh at Sunwoo’s dramatics, but you quickly stop when he glares at you.
“Hey, think about it this way,” You say, putting a hand on his shoulder for comfort. “Aren’t you grateful that you’re at least stuck with me? Imagine getting stuck with Eric. He would’ve been crying by now.”
Your attempt to reassure Sunwoo only causes another glare to be thrown at you, but his tough demeanor doesn’t last long before you guys hear a loud crash come from a few feet away. 
Sunwoo flinches at the sound, immediately reaching for the first thing he could, which happened to be your hand that wasn’t on his shoulder. “Holy shit! What was that?” 
“Sun,” You pause, taking your other hand off his shoulder and putting it on top of his hand that was clutching yours. “That was the same exact noises we heard earlier. You know, the one’s they play over the speakers to scare the people in the haunted house?”
Even in the darkness of the room, you could see Sunwoo’s cheeks become littered in a soft pink. “Right, I knew that.”
“You’re more than welcome to keep holding my hand though,” You tease, noticing that he hadn’t let go. You hear Sunwoo lightly curse under his breath, but much to your joy, he keeps his hand in your grasp. 
“Well, since I’ve embarrassed myself enough in here,” Sunwoo lets out a shaky breath before continuing. “If we die in here, I just wanted to let you know that you’re really pretty, and I really, really regret not taking Eric’s advice on asking you out earlier.”
You feel your heart skip a beat at the sudden confession, but when you look back at Sunwoo to see if he was being serious, he avoided your gaze and played with the fake spider webs that littered the floor. 
“Earlier?” You question. “So, if we get out of here, then will you take me on a date?”
Sunwoo whips his head to look at you, his mouth slightly agape at your adherence to his words. You squeeze his hand in reassurance, which remained intertwined with yours. 
Before he has a chance to respond, both of your eyes are drawn to the sudden toggling of a key inside the cursed doorknob. 
“Dang, I was pretty content staying in here with you,” Sunwoo sighs, letting go of your hand to get up and brush off the spider webs and dust that resided on his pants. 
You let out a laugh before he offers his hand to help you get up. You gratefully take it, appeased by the fact that even after you stand up, your hand was still in his. 
“Oh my gosh, I was so worried!” Eric screeches, moving the man who fixed the doorknob out of the way. He wraps his arms around the two of you, one around Sunwoo and the other around you. 
“There, there buddy,” Sunwoo consoles, lighting stroking his back until he lets go. “We were fine. In fact, I think haunted houses might be one of my favorites places now.” Sunwoo throws a discrete wink in your direction, causing you to playfully punch his shoulder with your unoccupied hand.
And if the rest of your friends made fun of your intertwined hands when you got out of the haunted house, you didn’t mind, because all that was on your mind was your pumpkin-carving date with Sunwoo tomorrow night.
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juhakx · 4 years
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Us, Till The End- Kevin Moon
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 2120
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It was a silent agreement. 
Kevin Moon was to never speak of his ex-girlfriend who broke his heart into a million different pieces when he found out that she had been cheating on him for practically half of their relationship. Not only did it make Kevin uncomfortable to talk about her, but even you disliked the churning feeling in your stomach that you felt when someone talks about the girl you once called a friend. 
You were there through it all, watching him slowly fall apart and then slowly put himself back together with the help of his group mates, and eventually, he overcame the heartbreak. 
There was one good thing that came from the heartbreak, however, and that was the newly bloomed relationship between the two of you. Jacob saw it coming first, constantly teasing the two of you at the dorms until Kevin blatantly came out and confessed his feelings for you. Ever since then, there was constant complaining about what seemed to be the never-ending honeymoon phase but knowing that you guys were perfect together, the group loved seeing you two together.
That’s why you were shocked when you decided to surprise Kevin at the dance studio, at the request of Sangyeon who stated that Kevin seemed to be off, but came face-to-face with him talking to the one person you thought you would never see again. 
Eric noticed you first, a widening of his eyes seen in your peripheral vision as he nudged Juyeon’s eyes in your direction. 
“Y/N!” Haknyeon strains, not necessarily calling out for you but saying your name so Kevin noticed you were there. 
Kevin’s eyes snap up to meet yours, a quick flash of fear lighting up his eyes before he backs away from the girl next to him and shuffles his feet against the floor to make his way towards you.
“Hey, what are you doing here?” He softly asks, taking your free hand in his, rubbing your hand in soothing circles.
You shake your head, snapping out of a trance that seemed to overcome you as you stared at the girl. “I- Sangyeon, he told me to come bring lunch and eat with you guys but it seems like you guys are busy so here,” You shove the bag from his favorite sushi place towards him, not letting even a minute go by before you let go of the bag and turn on your heel. 
You rush out the door, not bothering to glance at Kevin again and retracing the steps that you excitedly walked on your way here. You heard Kevin call behind you and soon you feel a hand clasp around your wrist and turn you around. 
“Woah- wait,” Kevin says, his eyes searching your face for any sort of emotion, however, you remained stoic, not letting your guard down. “I can explain.”
It was like those three words triggered something in you, causing you to attempt to pull your hand away from Kevin’s grip but he refused to let go as if the gesture meant something more than just wanting to pull away from him. “Explain? Kevin how can you possibly explain what my ex-best friend who just so happens to be your ex-girlfriend was doing at your practice. Are you forgetting something cause I vividly remember what happened.”
Flashes played in your head of Kevin crying to you on the phone, repeatedly asking what was wrong with him and how he could be better. It was the previous relationship that had you so strict on telling each other everything, but it seemed like he was on a different page than you.
“Just tell me this,” You begin, your eyes blazing with what could have been anger or hurt or maybe even both. “Did you know she was coming or did she show up on her own?”
“I-” Kevin begins, his words failing himself as he realizes that there was no way he could be in the right here. “I knew she was coming, she told me last night.”
You think about this morning, how Kevin blamed his antsy demeanor on what would be a difficult practice session today, realizing that he had the opportunity to tell you yet he didn’t. 
“Right,” You mutter, tugging your hand out of Kevin’s grasp and disregarding his attempts to make you stay and listen. 
-
It took approximately three minutes after you arrived at your apartment until your phone flooded with texts. 
SANGyeon: I didn’t know she was coming, I am so sorry
jacob bae(con): Hey, text me if you need anything. Also, Haknyeon and Eric keep bugging me telling me they’re sorry but they also said they’re not sure what for
jacob bae(con): Whatever is happening, I know you guys can overcome it :) He didn’t tell us exactly what happened with the heathen but I’m sure there was a reason she was there
kebbie <3: can I come over once practice is over? please, I need to explain baby
kebbie <3: i have to get off the phone, we need to practice but please text me.
kebbie <3: i’ll be waiting
And he did wait, he waited for approximately two days until Eric couldn’t take any more of his seclusion and sadness, so he decided to take matters into his own hands. 
“Oh wow, you actually picked up,” Eric gasps on the other end of the line, in genuine disbelief. 
“Eric, this is the only time I got a call from you,” You question, knowing what he was up to. You knew deep down that you missed Kevin, no matter how hard it was to admit it. The small push you needed to see Kevin in person and have him explain to you what happened was nowhere to be seen as Sangyeon and Jacob decided that space was best for you but thankfully, Eric Sohn was your saving grace. 
“I know, but you won’t answer Kevin’s calls so I didn’t know if you would respond to me,” Eric takes a deep breath as if he was the one who was currently in an argument with their significant other, causing you to roll your eyes. “Anyways, can you please come over cause Kevin barely leaves his room and he has eaten one bagel in the two days you haven’t been talking to him and it’s genuinely bumming me out.”
You scoff at Eric’s story, shaking your head lightly at the maknae’s words. “I’m so sorry this has been such a big burden to you, Eric. Also, did you say he hasn’t been eating?”
“Yeah.”
“Aren’t you guys supposed to be carb loading him though? For the comeback?”
“I’ll see you in thirty?” Eric questions, knowing that his deed was done. No matter how mad you could have been, Eric knew that you cared for Kevin more than anybody he knew.
“See you in thirty,” You affirmed. 
Thirty minutes turned out to be more like fifteen with you speeding down to go see Kevin. You were still upset with him, but that didn’t mean you weren’t longing to see him. 
“Oh thank God,” Jacob sighs out when he opens the dorm doors. You take off the mask that was covering your face and pull down the hoodie that you were wearing, which belonged to Kevin, and waved at Jacob. 
When Eric spots you, he gleefully jumps from his spot on the couch and runs up to you. “Have you been crying?” He asks.
“Gee Eric, thanks,” You mutter, rolling your eyes. The last two days were hard to get through and you weren’t going to lie and say a few or more tears didn’t slip from your eyes when you hugged your pillow at night. 
“Anytime, he’s in his room by the way,” Eric nonchalantly says, dismissing any offense you could’ve taken from his comment. 
Gathering your courage, you make your way to Kevin’s room, but you can’t help but stay frozen in position at the front of his door. Taking one last deep breath, you finally knock on his door.
Your heart felt like it was going to beat out of its chest with the way it was pounding right now but it slowed down a little when you heard a soft “come in” on the other end. 
When you enter, Kevin is laying on his bed, his back facing the door. Your heart drops to your chest when he finally looks over his shoulder to see who entered the room. 
“Y/N,” He mumbles underneath his breath, scrambling to get up from his earlier position. He rubs at his eyes tiredly and you frown at his appearance. 
“I’m sorry, I’m a mess,” He dryly chuckles as he gets up to smooth out the cover of his sheets, as if you cared about the tidiness of his bed. 
“Kev, it’s ok, I just came to talk,” You softly say. 
The thing was, you knew Kevin, and you knew him well. Kevin would never admit it, but when he’s sad, he’s fragile, and the last thing you ever wanted to do was break him, not like she did. 
“Yeah, talk, I can do that,” Kevin says mainly to himself before sitting back down on the bed and patting the spot next to him for you to sit at. 
You take a seat on the bed, sitting close enough so he would understand you weren’t mad at him but far enough so he knew you were upset. 
“I heard you haven’t been eating very well,” You start off, not wanting to rush Kevin into talking about anything. 
“Haven’t been hungry,” He mutters underneath his breath, staring at his clasped hands in his lap. “All I could think about was you.”
“I think I’m ready to hear what happened,” You say, preparing yourself for whatever could have possibly happened the day at the dance studio. 
Kevin hesitates before taking a few seconds to himself to gather his thoughts before explaining the story. 
“That night she texted me, she told me that she wanted to apologize to me and I know,” Kevin takes a deep breath before continuing. “I know I didn’t owe her anything but something told me to just see what she had to say and that day at the studio, she told me that she was dating this guy and at first I thought she came to just rub it into my face so I told her to leave but then she told me that he ended up cheating on her.”
You reach across to take one of Kevin’s shaking hands in yours, rubbing soothing circles against it. Talking about her evidently brought up bad memories for him, and you understood why he did what he did. 
He had always been a good person, a heart too big for his body. It would’ve been unlike him if he just brushed off the text he got from her. 
“She apologized for the whole thing and that she felt like it was karma for treating me the way she did. She also told me that she missed you and that she was sorry. That was right before you came in,” Kevin explains.
It was silent for a while, you trying to wrap your head what he had just told you but Kevin must have mistook your silence for something else because he soon started to speak again, letting out his next few words like they were a secret. 
“You know, after you left, I told her I forgave her because, in the end, it brought me to you. I’d go through what happened a hundred times again if it meant I got to have you in the end, I know you might still be angry at me, but I just feel like I had to tell you that.”
You immediately softened after Kevin’s confession, resisting the urge from not explaining your side of the story and simply kissing him so he could understand just how much you loved him. 
“Kevin,” You begin. “I was never angry at you. I was just upset because hiding things isn’t like us. I thought we told each other everything and I just expected you to tell me this too, especially since she texted you.” You explain, sighing. 
“I know, it was dumb of me to keep this from you, but I know you don’t like it when she’s brought up so I thought that I would just see what she wants on my own.”
“You never have to do anything on your own, Kevin. It’s us till the end,” You softly smile, pushing yourself a little closer to him so you could wrap your arms around his stomach and put your head to his chest. 
“Yeah, us till the end,” Kevin whispers, placing a kiss on the top of your head.
a/n my first requested post !! thank you so much for requesting anon <3 it’s not my favorite but it’s all i could think of :(
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juhakx · 4 years
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Jeju Island- Juhaknyeon
Genre: Friends to Lovers, Angst, Tooth-rotting fluff at the end
Word Count: 1320
“Come with me to Jeju,” Were the words Haknyeon had whispered one night in your apartment when it was too late to be awake but too early to get out of bed. It seemed like the words had been lingering on his tongue for the entire night and when he finally said it, it was like he exhaled for the first time that day.
The answer had been yes but as you were on the plane to Jeju Island with Haknyeon by your side, your leg wouldn’t stop shaking and the butterflies in your stomach swirled at a faster pace than you expected. 
“It’s odd right?” You asked Kevin over the phone, three days ago, as you were regretting your life decisions. “It’s odd to invite your friend slash something more yet not your girlfriend to your farm in Jeju to meet your mom?”
Kevin had chuckled on the other end, biting into a carrot as Changmin screamed at Sunwoo in the background about misplacing his shoes. “It’s a bit odd considering not many of us have seen where he was brought up but I’m like 99% sure he’s in love with you so what did you expect?”
The words lingered in your head as you got off the plane and as you drove in the taxi to Haknyeon’s farm and even when you prepared to meet his mom. 
If you were strictly his friend or girlfriend, it would’ve made sense for you to visit his hometown, however, you were in a weird limbo of somewhere in between and had been like that for at least a month. It was the same routine that began one day when Haknyeon slept over at your apartment, something he did when he didn’t have a schedule early the next morning. He had called your name out to ask if you were sleeping but it was nearly impossible when your heart was beating erratically at the proximity of Haknyeon which was how his heart was as well whenever he was near you.
“Y/N,” He asked one more time when you didn’t respond the first time. This time you hummed back, wondering what he wanted at nearly three in the morning. Most nights you had your emotional talks earlier, reserving anything later than midnight for sleep, or pretending to be asleep in your case. When you felt a hand on your shoulder, you turned around only to be met with Haknyeon’s lips colliding into yours.
You never strayed any further, kissing each other only in the depths of the night when it felt like no one was awake but the two of you. You waited for Haknyeon to say anything to indicate that he wanted to be something more, but he never did, so you never did either, because then that would be weird. Right?
Kevin’s words struck you the wrong way because if Haknyeon loved you, as in if Haknyeon felt the same way you did, he had a bad way of showing it. The only indication he had made of wanting you as more than a friend would be the secret kisses you shared in the dark with him. 
“I’ve heard so much about you!” Haknyeon’s mother said, excitedly taking the flowers out of your hand that you had bought for her. No matter how confused and irritated Haknyeon’s mixed emotions made you, that didn’t mean you would show up empty-handed to his mother’s house. 
She’s heard so much about me? You questioned, however, you didn’t have much time to ponder upon it because she soon dragged you into the kitchen to show you what she prepared for dinner.
She talked nonstop that night. It was fun hearing childhood stories of what Haknyeon was like as a kid and although he blushed furiously everytime she spoke of his odd habits as a child, Haknyeon seemed to be having fun. 
Haknyeon’s mother had a child-like excitement in her words when she told a story and she dotingly repeatedly offered you food even after you assured her you were full, eating almost as much as Haknyeon did, but you knew the gesture meant she was caring for you.
That’s when you decided that Haknyeon was a lot like his mother.
“Haknyeon, take her suitcase like a good boy!” Haknyeon’s mother had scolded, watching Haknyeon drag his suitcase to his room. 
“I will when I set these down,” He had affirmed, not arguing with her, however, you knew he would have fought with you if you had tried to take it anyway. 
“Tomorrow, I’ll show you the pigs,” Haknyeon smiled, falling onto the mattress. You were sharing a room with him, but there were two rooms in the bed. Haknyeon had spoken with his mother about the sleeping arrangements without you but you were fine with them considering you guys had done more than share a room. 
“I look forward to it,” You said with toothpaste in your mouth. The bathroom connected to the room was nice because as you got ready for the night, you could also observe Haknyeon when he wasn’t looking, a secret he didn’t need to know about. 
Haknyeon was silent as you spit the toothpaste out and he was also silent when you washed your face and he continued to be silent as you moved the comforter out of the way to get into bed.
“Penny for your thoughts?” You asked, curious. Haknyeon simply shaked his head, a light smile on his face.
“Nickel for yours?” 
Though you turned the lights off before you got into bed, you regretted the decision knowing there was courage in the darkness. 
I’m like 99% sure he’s in love with you.
“Hak,” You called out after a few moments of silence. “What are we?”
“What are we?” Haknyeon had repeated in a whisper. You knew he understood the question so you remained silent, waiting for his response. It was now or never. 
“Well,” Haknyeon clears his throat. “To me, we’re not friends, right?”
You feel your heart drop to your chest when the words escape his lips. 
“You know me better than I know myself. When I’m with you, I feel secure and protected. When I get sad, you’re the first voice I want to hear. When you’re near me, I feel complete but when you leave, I feel my heart begin to break,” Haknyeon was speaking barely over a whisper and his breath was shaky making you feel that maybe, just maybe this was going where you wanted it to.
You were shocked at his words and you racked your brain for a response, not understanding if this was Haknyeon’s way of saying he felt the same way you did. When you heard him get up, you realized that he wasn’t done yet. 
He took his usual spot on the bed, the left side, and immediately reached for you. Though it was dark, the tiny bit of moonlight seeping through the window made it possible for Haknyeon to see the outline of your face. As his hand cupped your face, you closed your eyes, finding warmth in the familiarity that was Haknyeon. 
“I think we’re more than just friends. Soulmates, maybe?” He mumbled, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before pulling you closer so your head was on his chest. 
You don’t know how you didn’t notice it any other time, but his words were quickly proven true when you felt his heart beating at the same speed as yours. 
“I love you, Haknyeon. More than a friend. More like a soulmate,” You whispered. Although you knew you wouldn’t be able to see his reaction, your eyes were shut tight in fear.
You feel him press another kiss to your face, except this one on the side of your head. “Oh Y/N, I’ve loved you for years. My heart was always yours. In my last life, this life, and the next.”
a/n
tooth-rotting haknyeon content as i tend to supply u guys with :) requests are open, please force me to write for someone other than haknyeon LOL
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cheekpockets-q · 6 years
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wooo, just posted the second portion of the Jealousy series for The Boyz! 
check my masterlist to see it! (my first portion for Q, Hyunjae, Eric, and Younghoon is also up there)
this includes:
- Sangyeon
- Jacob
- Hwall
- Sunwoo
lmao it’s so hard to find a serious or mad gif of jacob.
enjoy!
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