What's that disco elysium bit about feeling like Mazov personally invented communism to torment you by making you consider how fucked the world is and how far there is to go
Because that's so me lol, I'm thinking that all of the history and theory and especially all the time I spent learning to understand dialectical materialism was the ghosts of the past damning me personally.
It's not just the crimes and horrors of the present, though God it's so much that too. It's also seeing people meaning well and yet making historically illiterate and reactionary points and realizing how little I can do against that, the vast gulf of understanding that exists.
Basically I need a way to beam a knowledge of history and the present and a material understanding of it all into people's minds directly
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Very sad today but I wrote 800+ words AND my hair looks particularly great for some reason and I am GOING to a spontaneous concert invite tonight it’s ALL HAPPENING BY GOD
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I drew Maia Arson Crimew (the catgirl who leaked the no-fly list last January) as a jellicle cat
@nyancrimew
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sometimes the only way to face the horrors is with a silly funky outfit on and being really weird
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(i just need to get through the week) (i just need to get through the week) (i just need to get through the week) (i just need to get through the week) (i just need to get through the week) (i just need to get through the week)
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theoretically id love to write like hurt/comfort but i have this thing with how i write where i default to a bunch of repetition and like stalling so we just end up stewing and i dont know how to get to the comfort
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another day, another nine hours at work
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im back from breakdown town! 😁
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the horrors (mild rain) are endless (it’s a 20 minute walk home from work)
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me looking at my favourite charaters: i have bad taste and not just in the looks the trauma did more damage than i thought
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me, oblivious to the cruelty of the universe: i havent cried in a while . or had a meltdown . i must be pretty stable lol
(narrator voice) little did the stupid dumb idiot shithead know that he was on the verge of a breakdown at that very moment
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going to a nye party where i absolutely MUST look hot but unfortunately i am breaking out SO BAD wtf
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anyone else really feeling the horrors lately
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