#the guy shows so many emotions
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I think parts of me are still young, restless, relating to john on a level I was not able to comprehend for years. john taught me that I don't need fancy feelings or a sense of normalcy to be human. the point of the jwc series is… being human. being so painfully human it hurts, because being a human can bring pain - especially for people like john or like me, people who can't fit in, people who have a mister monster in their head and people who may not know their own differences.
john is for the people who relate to the cardboard box scene more than to any passage of text written by a human being.
he is for us, who we would rather call ourselves a monster than a human.
#the guy shows so many emotions#complicated beyond the readers comprehension#and i know so well that john was not written to be related to. but here we are.#dan wells managed to capture so much with so little#(please do not mind me i have just totally not spent three years in my teens analysing john and the entire series)#cardboard tag#john wayne cleaver#i am not a serial killer#off my fucking mind
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I want. Four to get appreciation. Because
Four gave a ton of unnoticed help when Twilight was injured
The fight with Wild was difficult, and I know we're all concerned about his negative view of the shadow crystal
But Four did something that no one else really thought of to help- He took care of Twi's stuff
From the beginning he told Twilight to not worry about them
So Four took care of pretty much everything but the others (that Sky and Wars handled)
He took care of Epona
Which is so very important- he took care of Twilight's horse. After her arrival at the stable Four followed up on her
And for Epona, a horse so attached to her human, having some company can help so much for reassurance
He took care of Twilight's stuff
He got Twi's shield- his bags and equipment, and organized it into one place
And he was worried. He obviously found the shadow crystal while handling Twi's stuff, but his negative reactions to it were out of concern.
Also- because of his placement in this scene
I'm fairly convinced Four was ready to start cooking before Wild showed up (since he's beside the counter with food supplies). At the very least he had the basket of fruit out for everyone -but he was literally standing with food behind him- he thought of everything
And he did housekeeping!
Wars payed for the inn, so Four took care of the inn
Realistically these boys were probably not too concerned with tidyness. Four got all of Twi's things on one table, and took care of the room they stayed in
Organizing tables and Twi's things, having food supplies ready, and opening the curtains- overall he was the one tidying up the inn
Four helped in a huge way! He took care of Twi's horse (Epona is so important), his equipment and shield and bag, as well as the other rooms in the inn
Four filled in all the little tasks that others didn't think of. He helped in ways that were needed, but not obvious
There's a lot of problems with the shadow crystal and with Wild, and I don't know what's gonna happen in the future
But don't forget this- don't forget that Four was one who stepped up in an almost unnoticeable way
Don't forget that when everyone was barely holding it together, Four visited Twilight's horse and took care of his things
No matter what develops in the future- this amount of care shown is important ya know?
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Art and comic from Jojo @linkeduniverse au :)))
#epona is so important#Lu four#linkeduniverse#linked universe#I work with horses and#Epona is INCREDIBLE- she's extremely attuned to humans and emotions. she doesn't scare easily and can keep her cool in a fight#but it's still super stressful to suddenly be in a fairly large and populated town- separated from her person#and for such an empathetic horse? Four going and TALKING to her- gently petting her nose and just being near her#means so so much! that literally matters so much to a horses mental state in a foreign situation- just having company#he checked on Epona and gave her company like !!!!!! it's so considerate and means so much for Epona! Four I love you !!!!!#uhhhh yeah!#with the food- I don't think the innkeeper would have free/complimentary food out- but wars wallet def had it covered#then wild showed up with potions in a cooking frenzy- but four was still shown with food behind him- he thought of everything#I don't know what's gonna happen with the shadow crystal and stuff. but no matter what happens in the future- this matters.#he did a ton of small things no one else thought of it matters he cares so much didjdkdksjfjj#I have a lot of posts I'm making/editing and trying to get to. I'm just a little gal trying my best :/#so many ideas and so little time... I love you guys and this fandom so much :))#(if I said anything off or offensive let me know... I'm always nervous about that but I want to hear from you if I'm wrong)#(also you are so so cool and valuable don't forget that ok? I love you and you are important)#:)
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rediscovered some eiden trivia in vampire yaku's rooms (R3 to be exact)!!!
idk if it's mentioned in other rooms, but eito has a scar on his head from around the time he left the orphanage. exact location unknown but
- he needs to part his hair to get to it
- can't see it so he forgets about it
- sometimes feels it when he washes his hair
Reason: one of his bosses [nepotism megadouche] was spouting foul things about orphans
Eiden was so pissed off even after going home that he smashed a glass out of rage and TADA!! CONSEQUENCE[shard heckin GOT 'IM]!
He says it feels embarrassing to bring up his former hotheadedness...how his uncontrolled rage in that moment is now immortalised in his scar..... the sides of himself he wants to hide from others..........
#the sides that are not so great and maybe even a bit scary#but somehow...thru all his emotional strength... mans can acknowledge them#how he says he'd rather not show off those parts of himself but he knows they're still a part of him.....#and he's more than just his history..... EIDEDN I LOVE YOU PLEASE LET ME KISS UR FOREHEAD#of course eiden is a fiery little guy. of course he's had to contend with his temper. who wouldn't in his position#but looking at the way he treats all these soft squishy clan members.... how he's therapaisizising them thru his own emotional wisdom#UGH EIDEN YOU HAVE LIVED SO MANY LIFETIMES AND SO MANY JOBS AND ROLES YOU HAVE SO MUCH PATIENCE. HOW#eiden
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personally i think dazai should break down sob sniffle cry ugly style. i think it should be so snotty and pathetic and hurt even. he should be a horrible mess about it.
#important distinction: not because i think hes like too perfect and shows no emotion and shit and i want to see differently#but bc that guy has so many feelings inside him and i want to see him break and then i want to see him put back together. you understand
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Part 1 - Appreciation post for all the TFP universe Autobot mugshot cameos (known and unknown) in RID2015 3x25 (even if the context is that they've been OUSTED against their will)
#transformers rid2015#not me and my emotional crutch show comforting my broken soul after rewatching TFP for the nth time#every cameo and reference is another good hit of the Good Stuff#look at how g1 they all got i'm sobbing#smokey got so BUFF#sunstreaker confirmed canon!#boy do i have an angsty fic idea that explains sideswipes abandonment trauma#please tell me what ironhide was like i need to know#they included seaspray??? but he's dead jim#ultra magnus be snatched as ever#tfp universe wouldnt do mirage dirty like ROTB did#KNOCKOUT NOOOOO#is that sandstorm? I cannot tell because the resolution is GARBAGE#prowl look like he got big tiddies in this universe too <3#jetfire my g1 husband what happened to you#trailbreaker??? forever a highly functional alcoholic idc what you say#TRACKS MY REBEL SON#oh NO not the RESCUE BOTS they have done no wrong!!!#powerglide??? he ought to have been in there for as many times as the cons quoted him in this series#gears and.... is that moonracer???? I can only infer by color#BLASTERRRRR oh what I wouldn't give for a blaster/soundwave throwdown#oh this is sandstorm for SURE (then who's the other guy???) and my man KUP#oh no look how good looking they made roddy </3#ELITA AAAAA#wreckgar??? my trash son???#long post#maccadams#please bear with my internal dialogue#is that 6th one supposed to be tailgate??? wasn't him being dead like an ENTIRE plot point for all of TFP lol
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Sometimes I will see a piece of art captioned something like "just some little doodles" or something and it's some of the most beautiful art I've ever seen
#like. my point here is really just that y'all are so much more talented than you give yourself credit for#you come up with the most incredible creative inspired things!!#and there are so many different mediums you use!!#and it's all so unique and different and always beautiful!!#and i'm never not impressed by your ability to put things onto paper in that way#like if i tried that it would just be scribbles#and i know it's because you've practiced for years and years and i haven't BUT THAT'S ALSO MY POINT#you guys!! are so dedicated!! and skilled!!#you put so much energy and love into what you do!!#and it shows!!#so if you're an artist and you're reading this#get appreciated#phew okay rant over#i was just having some emotions about the sheer talent of the tumblr girlies#y'all are so amazing
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do you ever think about your muse and you just —
#𝟎𝟎𝟏 : 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. ◟ ooc .◝#tbd .#( HEAD FULL MANY THOUGHTS I KNOW I'VE SAID IT A MILLION TIMES BUT I JUST THINK HE'S SO NEAT )#( terrible little man. cannot hold a civil conversation to save his life. picks the worst possible dialogue options every time. )#( i am simultaneously wishing for his growth and healing and thinking he should be allowed to do a little violence as a treat )#( there is a space in my brain that he occupies 24/7. the serotonin generator. )#( PICTURED ABOVE: ME SOBBING )#( got dinner with my friend yesterday and enthusiastically showed him pictures of the scarameow pillow. he does not play genshin. )#( i'm going to scuttle off & do my dailies i'm just getting emotional over hat guy genshin impact for the 87th time today )
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Okay but this show set up so many Chekhov's guns only to then blow it's entire legs off with them
#house md#indi's night talk#just#a lot of wasted potential#the guy who took them hostage could've been set up earlier#or better yet come in later in the show after we've seen house treat the patient#(not really one but it could've been)#those nazis that threatened him in prison really didn't have the balls to follow through on that huh#is it too breaking bad of me to have expected that?#Wilson fucking PROPOSED#and House never ANSWERED#it was an absolutely PHENOMENAL setup for an emotional scene later and for him to fucking say YES!!!#so many things just never get mentioned again after getting their 5 minutes of spotlight
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I was feeling impatient so I decided to end the first poll early since these two were pretty far in the lead
Edit: consider what you would submit‚ what you’d vote for‚ stuff like that
Also note that this is only one day long SPEEDROUND
After I get the results of this‚ I’ll probably post a submissions form within the day.
#I’ll probably end up doing both of these at some point so it’ll be very fun to see repeat submissions lol#polls#poll#season2#episodeoftv#tournament#also: best is pretty self-explanatory#but worst could include finales that were bad bc of early cancellation#or other production issues#.#I do see your GoT comments and I have to disagree bc I don’t think many people on here actually give a shit about that show#its episodes got knocked out very fast in round 1#I just don’t think this blog’s audience has the emotional attachement to push it through past like. round 3.#Supernatural on the other hand. maybe it couldn’t get very far in the most tournament but I do think that could be a pretty easy sweep#up to the quarterfinals at least.#…#also it’s like you guys don’t even remember bbc sherlock.#I don’t either that’s how bad it was.
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I feel like I should’ve been warned that WAD would make me cry
#god. I’ve never felt so many emotions all at once#Dan Howell truly is one of the guys of all time#and I’m incredibly thankful that he’s one of the YouTubers to shape me into the person I am now#the fact I almost didn’t watch this?#I literally bought a ticket yesterday!! I was so close to missing this show omg#daniel howell#dan howell#dan and phil#we’re all doomed
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#aotv spoilers#ok you’re asking for my opinions let’s do it#i love louis!!!! im so proud of him and im so happy i got to watch him on his journey for so long and can’t wait for what’s to come for him#and i think my love for him and for his music and for my time in the fandím and for one d etc is what makes this a good watch and why i#liked it because otherwise i have my reservations to the movie and im not going to get into the babygate stuff#apart from the fact that louis trying to get freddie to hug him was extremely awkward and ive never seen less organic thing than the beach#scene and i find it funny they tried to push that as organic so hard#my issue is that it just had a potential to be a much better film is all sksmsk#it is good but it feels a bit rushed and kind of cheap in some ways and i get that’s the style of these biopics sometimes but#like it was such a shame the bg music was not really gold and was always exaggeratedly emotional because it made it cheesy and cheap and#kind of forced#i think it would have a great potential to get many people to say wow this is a strong talented guy and i think it is a great intro but i#think they undersold the movie so it’s not going to have a chance to reach an audience much wider than his current fanbase which is a shame#for his current fanbase it is a solidification and reiteration of his promo season and it is very clear where they want louis to stand and#what they want his image to be like and i think it’s absolutely amazing how they managed to show his growth as an artist and as a human and#and place him in a position where he’s now confident and secure and ready to embark on a new journey etc. although for the fans there’s#nothing new there and i think it’s worth considering how exactly they’re portraying and that they completely left out his relationships#aside from his family and the band#i think it’s important that it was noted he was undersestimated and pushed down and i think they made obvious how much he’s worked on#himself#i think it’s kinda clear they’re using it as a faith in the future promo with the new songs even though the doc ends with the end of the#tour#i think it’s interesting how many rainbow flags they chose to include without addressing the way his shows and fanbase look at all because#if i were from Gp id wonder what’s up with that esp when he only acknowledged the kmm project again#generally i think it’s a good watch that’s very transparent in what it’s trying to do for louis promo and image wise and it doesn’t tell#you anything new but it reminds you why you love this man so much while also leaving you a bit disappointed because this had a much#greater cinematic potential and a lot of it feels either rushed or underfinanced or forced and that’s a shame
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watched the musical demon show (don't wanna name it so this post isn't in the tags) at the behest of an IRL friend and i can already tell this is going to be a piece of media where i absolutely cannot stop thinking about it, not because i really love the show as-is, but because it has so many individual components i really like and find incredibly fun or compelling, and i'm so frustrated that it doesn't come together for me
i think the main thing i can say about it as a show, setting aside some of the insensitive choices that were made that i really don't feel qualified to tackle or talk about, is that the entire thing sort of gives off this vibe of someone really excited to show you every single oc they made in high school and college and i very genuinely mean that in both the best and worst ways possible
there are some good hooks for season two though so i will absolutely give them that
#the vibe is just like... they are just soooo excited to get all their ideas out that it becomes... messy and badly paced#like there are so many moments that are cool or fun or emotional in a vaccuum but they don't connect fully y'know#because this arc or character was JUST introduced so there isn't proper build up. everything moves too quick#and it's frustrating because you can TELL that the people making this show love their ideas and characters#and i more than get thta! i am also someone with a lotta ocs i love to blab about#but i think they have been working with them so long that they#a. assume we are already just as attached to them as they are without always doing that work#b. assume we've seen all the supplemental material which. i have not#and i don't think that a professional show is the type of thing where there should be a barrier of entry that involves like#podcasts and comics and twitter threads and IC instagram posts about characters to do that emotional/lore legwork y'know#i love lore and supplemental stuff obviously but this should still be like#a satisfying experience for me a person who saw the pilot however many years ago and then has not interacted with the show or fandom since#idk man stuff felt rushed and messy and i wish i liked it more#it needed more slow moments i think. the two scenes where the group all drinks together (minus one awful joke in the bar scene) are like#the best in the show to me becase i actually believe these guys are FRIENDS. i wanna see them hang out more!#i wanna see them actually really grow to like each other organically!!! i wanna see them build connections and grow better slowly!!!#songs absolutely slap though. soundtrack is probably gonna be in my spotify unwrapped 2024#i love me a musical and that inspiration is on its sleeve which i love#also imo the humor isn't great usually. it's very juvenile imo and sometime that works but it often doesn't#(for me at least humor is obviously SUPER subjective)#also tonally they have this 'have your cake and eat it too' issue which bugs me. it's exemplified by the v's (one in particular)#actually i could go on a whole rant about the v's if anyone is interested because god i have some Thoughts#and i think my issues with the v's (namely one v) encapsulates many issues i have with the show#despite all this rambling i actually did enjoy a lot of my time with it. i just don't think it was well-written if that makes sense
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I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential
#merlin.txt#just finished cyberpunk#i feel like they could have done sooo much more with the concepts they had#the game showed us a bit of everything in the world but i dont think they explored any one topic enough#and they pulled a ton of punches. the ending did not feel like this big 'grab your allies and fuck the corpos' thing it shouldve been#it was mostly just tying up johnnys loose end. one big loop. which i fuck with; but it wasnt rlly anticapitalist at all in that sense#i have a bunch of other thoughts on johnny but ill save it#but god. the beginning (act 1 and the first bits of act 2) where just soooo fucking good#and it rlly felt like it was going to gear up into this huge thing instead of just being one last hurrah for rogue and johnny#AUUUGHH theres just So Much Potential. goddamn#imo i think the major thing is that at some point it stopped being v's story. it was everyone elses#he has Very little agency. which is interesting but man this guy deserves better#when it comes down to it the game Is really shallow. whenever there is any sincerity in themes its very centrist#the fact is you dont rlly meet many characters in game who are Truly working to take down corps except for johnny and he doesnt rlly count#and if there Are its usually played for irony and laughs (looking at kerry) or theyre flat out kind of awful.#judys story is probably the best of the companions bc shes actively trying to help sex workers and its played very positively#i also think two of the main themes (letting go of the past; what it means to die) are Majorly helped by some incredible emotional beats#and w/o some just Really Really good scenes and good repetition of lines and motifs its very tropey.#ok i wasnt going to write a full thing. but let me be clear: i fucking loved this game. i would not be writing so much if i did not love it#the sun ending was Still soooo vindicating. v is still kicking and that's all that matters to me#(it helps that v is a Great protag like one of the Best voiced rpg protags next to hawke da2)#(which is kind of a funny comparison since i think both protags suffer from a lack of agency)#ok im done now
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people come on to reddit to lie
#if you look at ten and dont think this is a guy who is trying so hard to cope w their vulnerable bleeding heart All The Time#u watched the show wrong. idek what to tell you#off the top of my head. 'her name was rose'. him telling martha abt gallifrey. Last 15m of 42. Screaming sobbing over the master's corpse#'that's just it donna if i could go back i would but i can't i just can't'. the 'you've saved my life in so many ways' scene.#holding jenny's body in his arms going 'two hearts just like me'. back half of midnight. his convo(s) w wilf in end of time pt2#dr who#ten is such a deeply emotional character his default state is feeling everything at a 1000% and placing his heart in someone else's hands#this is his base core trait . the arrogance comes second or third and the god complex only happens after he gets so sick of losing people#that he completely snaps#10 era
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link click is that show that has me constantly on the edge of my seat (figuratively of course i love laying down) there isn't a single boring moment
#i'm feeling so many emotions at the same time#very excited very happy it's back but also very emotional damaged after the officer's death.... i am so sad#if they show his wife receiving the news i will break#he was so excited to be a father 😭😭😭😭#i hope the bad guys don't have a good justification for doing evil things because i don't want to feel guilty for wanting to explode them#with my mind 😤😤😤#literally what the fuck#the one dude was supposedly friends with the officer too for years.... did he just like fake everything?? SCUMBAG#anyways qiao ling fighting <333 I LOVE HER#she's awesome i love women#i am so happy the trio is back#hopefully forever 😤😤😤#link click spoilers
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it makes me so happy to see all the john constantine love that's come out of the nbc show and legends. like that's a universal trash can fire of a man right there, not just my niche little weirdo anymore! i love it!!!
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#he's still my niche little weirdo i wouldn't have it any other way <3 but i mean!!! the way people have embraced him since the show!!!!#i've been seeing so many johns around the rpc lately and it's absolutely lovely!! i get so excited!!#i remember when i first got into the comics and it felt like i was the only person in a 50 mile radius who knew who he was#then i started this blog between episodes 8 and 9 of the show being released so the constantine corner of tumblr was vocal but still small#and now i get to talk to so many people who know of or about him and it is just!! a straight shot of joy to the system honestly!!#not to mention the revitalization for the comics and seeing all the new hellblazer projects i simply. i love that i get to share him now#like yes i am a comic preferrer but the nbc show brought his ass to the main stage!! i'll never forget the thrill of that!!#i love that he has gotten his day in the sun and can be appreciated by so many people!!!!#and of course i love writing him with all you gorgeous fuckers but this ain't about my guy it's about the Universal Guy!! Our Guy Comrade!!#idk i am getting emotional about it today. he's such a fascinating character and i love that people love him too#okay i am done i am going back to work. i love this freaky little dude fan club 😊
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