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Sieg doodle
#doodle#my art#power rangers#toku#fanart#tokusatsu#toku art#den o#imagin#kamen rider#kamen rider den o#den o fanart#sieg#that gay ass bird istg
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I LOVEEEEE your writing sm especially the riize nct and enha ones (frankly cause i only write fics of them) THE SUNGCHAN ONE I LOVEEEE it and i also love the emha series i hope it doesnt get shelved <//3 BUT ALSO SWEETNESS i hope you inspire alot of writers cause istg the riize x male reader space is SO SMALL LIKE theres probably 3 and 1 just uses the tag cause a riize member is a second lead and even the enha x male reader its suddenly all dead apparently
if you dont mind also i love the sungchan x male reader fic you did i requested it help but i cant really relate to it cause a. my fem ass cant and b. will NEVER work out fuck weights so if you can you dont have to have smut where an insecure fem gay reader thinking sungchan might not be into him cause hes either het or into masc gays so his shock when he confessed he was into him you could decide anything else thank youuuuuu
An interesting request! I don't really think about if the male POV is providing a masc or fem vibe, more that they're male. I don't really describe physical characteristics for the male POV so they're a blank slate, but I think I'll give this a shot! I may... change things a little though. As for my other work, thank you so much for liking it! I want to continue the Enha work, but I added more to my plate so I need to catch up!
Unexpected
PLEASE READ WARNINGS CLOSELY, TRIGGER WARNINGS
Summary: You've always tried to be closed off to the world around you, as hateful as it is. But one person seems to shine better than the rest, Sungchan is the only person who understands you.
Warnings: Male Reader, Attempted SA, Bullying, Homophobia, Forced undressing, Violence
Wordcount: 2.2k
Your forehead grew colder as you laid your head on the desk, looking out the window. Students laughed and talked all around you but you couldn't hear anyone. Birds in the sky, students coming to school, teachers giving lectures were all irrelevant to you when he was around... Sungchan, one of the more popular students in your class sat across the room from you. You'd known him since you were little but always kept your distance, never trying to enter his bubble.
Being openly gay put a target on your back, but you were happy not to have to hide that about yourself from anyone. The beatings were something to hide from. Most of the time you'd been picked on for being "girly", or talking funny, or some would beat you up for looking gay.
But not Sungchan. He always treated you so kindly. He'd offer his jacket, leave a snack on your desk between classes, and smile at you as you passed him in the hallway.
Your heart flew anytime you saw him. But you also knew he was just being nice. Because he's a nice person. Other than being nice, he was another straight guy who put up a front to look good in front of the girls who swooned over him. Even though you couldn't stop yourself from glancing at him, you couldn't risk your heart. You'd imagined it; asking Sungchan out and seeing the disgusted look on his face as he pushed you away, probably running off to tell everyone what you'd done.
"Y/n, you'll be partnered with Sungchan for the assignment. Now that everyone's been assigned a partner, I expect it to be done and ready to be turned in by tomorrow!" Your teacher's words snapped you out of your horrible daydream. You looked around to try and catch what you'd missed. A partner assignment, some sort of book report, and you had to be partnered with him–of all people.
You tried to pack your things quickly, maybe if you rushed out the door before he caught you–
"Y/n! We're partners!" Sungchan spoke to you cheerfully as he sat in the empty seat near you.
You lowered your head and looked at him. "Yes, seems so," You mumbled.
"We were assigned about LGBTQ rights for the book report."
You rolled your eyes. Of course, you have to report on LGBTQ rights. You sighed as you packed your things into your bag, ignoring Sungchan, and headed for the door.
He followed you closely. "So did you want to meet up somewhere? Like a cafe? Or even my place?"
Your heart skipped a beat at the thought of you, alone with Sungchan at his house. But you steeled your resolve. "You shouldn't stand so close to me, they might hate you too," You said as you walked a little faster to gain some distance.
Sungchan's long legs made it too easy to keep at your heels. "Hate me too? Someone hates you, who?"
You shrugged. "Every girl who sees me talking with you, and maybe almost every boy in the school."
"Why?"
"Don't be irritating."
"I'm not trying to be, I just want to understand!" Sungchan tried to step in front of you but you sidestepped him.
You looked over your shoulder at him. "Don't. You'll ruin things for yourself, and I'll get the worst of the hate."
Sungchan grabbed the back of your bag, pulling you to him as you tried to walk off. "At least give me your number to talk about the project. Then I'll let you go." Eyes started landing on you as Sungchan held you in place. You could hear them laughing, and teasing, and the sneers on their faces were like always. You quickly and softly told Sungchan your number, with just enough time to run before he could reply.
You ran out the school doors, around the corner, and down a few blocks. Your chest heaved to catch the air it lost, but you kept walking to put more distance between you and school. You were safer that way. Eventually, you felt calm enough to stop rushing and listened to music the rest of the way home. Music made school bearable–the whole world fell silent and moved at the pace of your songs.
Around the corner from your house, you felt a sharp tug on the back of your bag–strong enough to knock you off your feet. You hit the ground and turned to see boys from your school, they were playing basketball with Sungchan...
"Stay the hell away from Sungchan, Fag!" One shouted.
The others shouted similar comments as you tried to stay low, not looking up at them. It was better not to look at them.
You tried to crawl away but felt a sharp pain in your side as a foot collided with your side, making you crumple to the ground. The air knocked out of you as you tried not to spit up on the sidewalk.
"You think you can leave!? Gonna cry to Sungchan? Wait, what if he's turned Sungchan gay!?"
Your skin ran cold. You knew people who hated you for you, but you hated it when people hated others for who you were.
"He's not gay, he was just helping me," You groaned.
"Defending your boyfriend now? Sungchan must be gay like you–he'll even try to fuck us!" Another blow to your stomach as the boys started to crowd around you, dragging you into an alley. You were so close to home, to safety. But you could see your street getting smaller as they pulled you away, without the strength to fight back.
"W-What do we do now?" The boys chatted with each other about what to do with you now that they had you. You'd been tied up tightly with shoelaces and leaned against a wall while they huddled in a circle. "Well... We could–" The boys got quieter as they listened to the idea. Then their attention turned to you. Fear climbed up like a spider as two boys tried pulling off your pants.
"What the fuck!? Don't touch me!" You kicked at them but others joined in to restrain you.
Tears streamed down your face in fear and embarrassment as your pants were cast aside, leaving you in your underwear. The boys hesitated as they looked around, down the alley, and back at you. Your eyes were full of hate as you waited for their next move. One turned on their camera and started filming as two others slid down their pants. "Just open your mouth, gay boy. You've gone through this before, haven't you? If you want to be a girl so bad, then we'll make you one."
You squirmed and cried, your eyes closed. You were helpless as these guys were about to have their way with you, recording every second. You couldn't do anything but cry as your heart pleaded for someone. Anyone. Help!
"Hey! What the fuck are you doing to him!?"
Your eyes shot open to see Sungchan running down the alley at full speed. He jumped and kicked the closest guy, knocking him on the ground, and started punching his way to you. It wasn't long before they gave up and ran away, leaving you behind.
Sungchan chased the group a bit before turning back to you. He threw his jacket over your legs. "Are you okay? You hurt?"
You nod. "I'm fine," Your voice was weak and shaky.
Sungchan untied you and helped you to your feet. You couldn't help but feel mortified as you were half-naked in front of him, but you were grateful he saved you when he did.
"Thank you," You said softly. You couldn't bring yourself to look at him, it was too embarrassing, but you could feel his eyes scanning you.
"Is your house nearby? Or should we go to my house, it's close. I can run and get you pants."
You shook your head, "My house is around the corner."
Sungchan started unbuttoning his pants, making you panic and turn around. "What are you doing!?" You shouted.
"You can't walk around without pants."
"W-What about you!?"
"You can give them back when we get to your place."
You felt Sungchan's pants fall onto your shoulder, still warm from their owner. You went to uncover yourself but stopped. "Can you look away please?"
"Right!" Sungchan turned around as he waited for you to change.
Once you slipped on his pants, which were much larger than you expected and sagged around your waist, you hit his arm. "Let's go, you perv."
"How am I a perv!?"
You didn't respond as you led him to your house, cautious of any neighbors who may be watching. Thankfully your parents were out of town, so no one could've been home to see you bringing in a handsome half-naked man with you. Inside, you took Sungchan to your bedroom and let him sit on your bed as you changed into other clothes. You also gave him his pants back.
"Thank you again, for saving me," You say as you sit on the bed.
"It's not a problem. You needed help and my body just moved." Sungchan made a gesture like he was being pulled forward.
"You're not my neighbor, or even in my neighborhood, so how did I get so lucky to have you save me?"
Sungchan's face turned pinkish. "Well, we have the project and we needed to finish it. I asked if anyone knew where you lived and the teacher gave it to me," Sungchan played with his shirt while explaining.
"That's very illegal for the teacher to do. But since it saved me, I'll skip on suing. And you could've just called me!"
"I-I don't know! I just wanted to see you again and I felt like you would've told me where you lived if I'd asked."
Your heart skipped. Sungchan wanted to see you.
"And I'll make sure those guys never bother you again," Sungchan's expression darkened at the thought of the boys who'd jumped you. "I just don't understand why they'd do it."
You laughed wryly, "They thought I turned you gay and that you were my boyfriend. Saying we're both gay and that we'd turn all the other boys gay..."
"Why would they–"
"It doesn't matter. You don't see me like that, so I don't have a chance." You cut him off sharply, the pain in your chest was too much. Having to say out loud that you had no chance with Sungchan made your heart crumble.
"And if you did have a chance?" Sungchan scooted closer to you.
"What?"
"If you had a chance to ask me out. Would you?"
You blushed. "I-I don't know. Maybe!"
Sungchan leaned closer toward you. "Would I have a chance if I asked you out?"
Your heart raced, your palms sweaty, and your eyes could only see Sungchan's sweet face. "Um, maybe?"
"I'll try something, and if either of us don't like it then we can stop," Sungchan suggested, looking in your eyes for confirmation. You nodded slowly, allowing Sungchan to initiate a kiss. First a peck, then moving into a full-blown kiss. His hand found your waist as he pulled you closer to him, making you yelp which he used as an opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth. Your hands gripped his shoulders as his tongue explored you, meeting your tongue, and earning excited twitches from you. When you separated, a single strand of spit connected you before it broke. "How do you feel?" Sungchan asked.
You nodded. "I liked it, a lot."
"Then, can we kiss more often? As boyfriends?"
You jumped to your feet on instinct. "But you're straight!"
He shrugged, "Bisexual if you need an argument."
"So you mean?"
Sungchan laughed. "I've been into you since we were kids. I never knew it was something more than feeling strongly about a friend. When we hit middle school, I realized I had a crush on you but you started distancing yourself from me. And by the time we hit high school, you treated me almost like a stranger... I thought I'd done something wrong."
"I was only avoiding you because I knew I was gay and had a crush on you!"
Sungchan kissed your lips. "Then we both learned something." You giggled as Sungchan attacked you with kisses, tackling you into the bed as he cuddled you. "I think I've been in love with you for a while, and being this close to you is making my body crazy..."
You tensed. "You mean like..." Sungchan nodded, his breathing heavy as his eyes focused on your lips. "We should take things a little slower, right?" You pushed Sungchan off you, as he whined.
"Of course, whatever you want, babe."
"B-Babe?!"
Sungchan smiled. "I need to call you a nickname now. I'll keep trying more until we find something you get attached to." You rolled your eyes, embarrassed. Sungchan picked up his backpack and pulled out his textbook. "Let's knock this report out, then we can cuddle."
The next day after Sungchan had gone home, your phone blew up with texts. He was constantly checking in with you, making sure you were alright. He even sent a text of the group of boys, kneeling in the principal's office as a punishment while they got yelled at.
Everything seemed brighter and better with Sungchan. And he loved to show you off, holding your hands in the halls to tell everyone about the unexpected change. No one dared to speak out against Sungchan, so you spent more time at school learning rather than running...
#oracle of dreams#kpop x male reader#x male reader#x reader#kpop male reader#riize sungchan#riize#riize x reader#sungchan#sungchan x reader#sungchan riize#x male y/n
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self intro
This day i saw post talking about being gay and lonely is something that quite common especially when you are pushing 30 or more than that. your social circumstances changes a lot since it shown that you are disconnected much with your own community, while most of heteros start to having family.
They started introduce themself. talking about what what they do for living, what they like, whats their expectation on queer friends that they want to made. it is super cool considering they raised on different backgrounds and lore. they told what happened in their life at some post, and the other seemed to respond which one meet their match or just sending some pep talks.
thats make me think, like what i am gonna describe myself on tweets. they talk about their linking to go outside, start something new, embark on journey, and so on. they talk about their favorite activity like hitting the gym, drawing, running, or any physical activities.
i dont know, i hate to told you this but actually i just like on my own. like my presence in this 2x3 meters room that actually quite little but it fits for me. it is an oasis for me to daydream, sing, dance, or just round around.
it built with window so i could see sky change its colour based on its mood. i could see birds flying or just cloud chilling. even the moon also which i do like.
i have little air conditionier which made my room quite chilly so i have a reason on a blanket or at least curling up on my bed. it is comfy feelings that i dont likely to share with other, even the people i hooked up with.
i love it cuz at some point i have my own monologue talking about what happened in my life whether thats bad or good, nor just projection on hypotethical events.
in this space i felt safe from the world. i dont have to pretend or tolerate, i am full control and fully aware of whats happened.
loneliness was my enemy like i guess, 2-3 years ago. i dont like left alone i would definitely bombard my friends online that they left me behind. but it just maybe about my expectation that they would hang with me meanwhile people grow also. they have life, so maybe im the one who dont have much and cravings for others. i dont rely much on hookups cuz the people just, meh.
now on, i dont see being alone as a problem. it made me a space where i could reflect , project, or even elect anything that i want to do. it is a space for my own imagination. something that i love to do in good times.
i pretty admitting that i dont like meeting people much. theyre much boring or somehow annoying at particular point. i cant talk freely about silly things like bugs, internet, colours, or even just my ac being less chilly overtime ( i guess the freon slowly empty i need to contact my landlord )
i could discuss with myself about anything, i dont have to talk something political or such or i dont have to listen to other people story that somehow BORE ME TO DEATH ( istg it just run around story like idk whats on their mind it just lame ass story did you never reincarnate or something so you have better understanding about world ?)
i am slightly, i guess super delusional which that helps me cope with everything happen. and this space is just super comfy i could start hallucinate anytime. i could watching some tiktok edit and thinking i am Fern the magician ( i saw frieren anime its super good )
One thing couldnt understand is why people r just being " oh my god im so lonely". like it is actually concept that exist even before your grandpa born like its common things. you cant reject it cuz when its time you just being alone and thats it. you dont have to deal with annoying people, you dont have to hear them chitchat or you dont have to spare your energy talking with them. like i dont know how you people holding yourself talking to creature thats most likely to annoy you ? id be dead by second.
i love my friends tho. like i MISS THEM. i guess theyre one that im okay to be with in this scantuary ( gosh i said it like i wasnt the messiest place ever with no good things inside. thats not including how little the space )
i had a lot of writings guess im gonna do several parts of that
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For all those who are at school...
Close Tumbler,
Drink water,
Take some deep breaths,
AND START WORKING REMEMBER BIG BIRD IS STILL FAST AF AND WILL MURDER YOUR ASS IF YA DONT WORK
good day to you all
@evil-gay-person... When i check again... istg
#HELLO?#WORK?#NOW#I WILL MOM YOUR ASS#idc who you are work#Best i can do for your hard work is praises
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Personal thoughts on characters in PLA and how I remember their character
Akari/Rei: the main character.
Prof. Lav: old dad.
Cylene: whereueyebrowsat?
Commander: Get run over by a car and sent to the distortion world.
Irida: tiny lil angry lady.
Adaman: blueberry man.
Warden Arezu: Pretty lady that breaks her femur.
Warden Iscan: Guy whos afraid of ghosts.
Warden Mai: Pretty lady V2
Warden Melli: Beany "probs gay" guy who insults you.
Warden Sabi: Wasabi for hair bird lady.
Warden Calaba: Old lady with a leaf umbrella and bear.
Warden Gaeric: angry lil lady's dad probs. - shaved chest hair.
Warden Ingo: train man shouldn't be here in the past
Warden Lian: Cowboy texas but make it pokemon.
Warden Palina: Pretty lady V3 but in love with the fish boy.
Ginter: Oldman who sells the pink slippers
Tuli: old lady 2.0
Volo: Istg I hope you get run over by a bus you weird ass obsessive cult addict.
Cogita: Grandmama Cynthia.
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can I get some hc abt dally being besites w a gay girl? (he's legit bestie goalsss)
yeah ofc! i totally see this as being an amazing friendship! :') dally would be so protective! i tried my best with this, i hope you enjoy these! - mae
WARNING: TW THERE ARE VERY SLIGHT MENTIONS OF HOMOPHOBIA, WHETHER FROM OTHERS OR PARENTS AND ALSO DALLY KINDA BEING AN ASS IN A FIGHT AND USING YOUR SEXUALITY AGAINST YOU! SO IF THAT TRIGGERS YOU, PLEASE DON'T READ IT. IT'S VERY SLIGHT, BUT I JUST WANTED TO PUT A WARNING!
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Dallas Winston Being Best Friends with a Lesbian:
° Ya'll when I say that he's protective over you? I mean that shit! Anyone who talks shit about you literally gets hit square in the face!
° He knocked some guys tooth loose once for saying something shitty about you.
° Dally also respects if you don't want the whole town to know, and he'll keep it a secret. Though ofc he'll also tease you.
° Dallas Winston is the best wing man you'll ever meet, so long as you aren't going for the same chick as him.
° Lmaoo he checks out girls with you all the time. He brought you a stack of his Playboy mags this one time and you were kinda embarrassed.
° Even tho you're a lesbian, you don't stand for him objectifying women and will swat the back of his head if he does so.
° "What?"
° "There's nothing sexy about objectifying women-"
° "Oh God! Don't tell me you're one of those damn feminists too?!"
° Y'all are at Buck's a lot! There's tons of pretty girls who go there. Dallas doesn't want you going with the sleazy ones, unless that's what you want. He honestly tries to get you with a soccy girl or someone good.
° That's just because Dallas Winston wants the best for you as his best friend.
° Dallas Winston has a very accurate Gaydar! He definitely knew you were gay possibly even before you knew yourself.
° When you came out to him he just cracked a massive grin and clapped your shoulder like, "Finally, now you're talkin' some damn sense!"
° "You knew?!"
° " 'Course I did! I ain't dumb. Now, that explains why you puked in your mouth when Two asked you out!"
° Dally's supportive of you as much as he can be. He doesn't see anything wrong with your sexuality, but he's also Dallas Winston. Dally can be a little dense with emotions, especially if you're having difficulty with other peoples opinions. His solution is to fight everyone and everything, but in this instance, he can't. He feels cruddy about it but all he can do is wrap you in a half hug and just listen to you.
° "Hey, hey! Who gives a shit about what that guy said? You're the hot one bagging all of the good lookin' broads anyway!"
° Idk I don't necessarily feel like he'd treat you any different than he would anyone else. I mean, he'd be more affectionate with you like he is towards Johnny bc he actually can stand to be around you lmaoo. Your sexuality just isn't a huge deal in his eyes bc Dally knows a lot of people who swing whatever way!
° Though I think as nice as Dally can be to you, if he's mad and fired up, he may use this against you. I know it's horrible and shitty but it is Dallas Winston. He does it without thinking and for once, what he says is something he regrets instantly. He'd storm off pretty mad at himself bc damn, he really hit below the belt. But you know what? You rise above that shit and give him a taste of his own medicine. You're not gonna let Dallas Winston push you down.
° He does return eventually with a murmured "sorry, kid" before he ruffles your hair and you're stunned bc Dallas Winston never apologizes and means it to anyone!
° Dallas frequently asks you if he can have sleepovers with you and tbh if you don't mind then that's okay, but if you do, just flick his forehead and tell him to beat it lmaoo.
° Oh god y'all are so chaotic you guys give Steve and Soda a run for their money! Istg you guys challenged them to a drag race, beat them and then got pulled over by the cops lmaoooo
° Yeah, Soda and Steve were flipping y'all the birds and then they got into shit too! Darry was disappointed in all of you...
° Dallas basically becomes your older brother and it's kinda gross. Like he pretty much lives on your living room couch now and your parents highkey want him to leave but they kinda thinks he's dead half the time lol.
° He bit your finger when you poked him in the cheek lolol
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requests: open!
#dallaswinston#dallas winston#dallas winston headcanons#the outsiders#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders dallas#the outsiders dallas headcanons#the outsiders dallas winston#the outsiders dallas winston headcanons#tw mentions of homophobia#lemme know if i forgot anything else!#hope you enjoy!
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The Ghost Of You
20 - You’re Finally Mine
This chapters songs:
I Follow You; Melody's Echo Chamber
Hot Rod; Dayglow
My Jinji; Sunset Rollarcoaster
- Y. L. Perspective
I let out a low groan, attempting to stretch out my arms and legs. But when I touched Koshi's, I remember that we were latched onto each other. Throughout the night, I hadn't imagined that sleeping with him would be so peaceful. His gentle hands holding me against him, the way a simple hum would run vibrations throughout his chest, and best of all: being able to look at such a lovely face to wake up to.
He pays my back gently, followed by his gentle voice. "Y/n? Are you awake?"
I open my eyes slightly to peek at him. A very bright sun ray showered his grey hair and fair skin. "Hm? Yes, I am now." Shoving my face back into his chest, I sigh. "What time is it?"
"It's ten. I'm sorry for waking you, but Isao is wondering if you want breakfast," Koshi explains briefly.
I blink a few times to refresh my mind, nodding slightly. Was his brother serious about making our food? That was something I hadn't experienced in a while. I usually made things for myself or ate leftovers for breakfast.
After Koshi dismisses his little brother, he proceeded to pat my back as if I were falling back asleep. "How did you sleep? I hope I wasn't bothering you all night," he asks me.
"Pretty good. I was very comfortable." A smile appeared on my face without any effort. I trail my fingers across his collarbone under his t-shirt, thankful that my first night with Koshi was as calming as sleeping through the rain. "What about you?"
I was hoping that I hadn't kicked him or done something embarrassing while I was asleep. The risk was a high percentage, especially since I'd spent the night mostly laying on his chest.
But Koshi didn't say much. He only gave me a very warning smile and tightened his hands upon my waist, maneuvering closer towards me. Curious yet scared of what he would do, I grew frantic, feeling my face heat up while he did so. And finally, he closed his eyes, brushing his lips against mine, before kissing me gently.
My hands rushed up to his face as my shoulders stiffened. Such a sudden action made my heart beat out of its chest, I was sure he could hear it.
Unfortunately, he ended our kiss after a few seconds, pulling away from me slightly.
"So, I'm guessing that's a yes?" I manage to let out a few words in my tired voice. Koshi nods, sitting up from his spot.
That was the first time I'd woken up in his bed while lying next to him. And boy, did I cherish that moment as if it were impossible to forget.
-
"Good morning, Ms. L/n," Isao chimes as Koshi and I walk into the kitchen with our zombie-like behaviors.
Nonetheless, I smile at the boy, happy to be seeing his familiar face. I was beginning to grow on him and his playful personality. I bow and greet him a good morning as well, before Koshi bumps his hip into mine, laying a hand on my back. "Y/n, you don't have to bow every time you see them." He says to me, making me shoot up to stand straight.
"Uh, sorry! I guess it's just an impulse I do to people," I explain myself, followed by Isao's sweet laughter.
"That's alright! I was just about done," he says, placing a small piece of fish onto a pile of a couple of other pieces. Next to the grill pan was some white rice and a pot of miso soup.
The smell fills my nose and I begin to build up my appetite. "Oh, okay! Would you like me to get started on some tea?" I hurry to the other side of the kitchen and attempt to search for a pot. But of course, Koshi stands there with one in his large hands, grinning at me.
"You're our guest, Ms. L/n! Please, sit." Isao carries the plate of rice and fish to the table, accompanied by a few bowls of miso soup. I hadn't been welcomed with such a normal morning breakfast in so long. Not even my friends' parents treated me like this. But mostly because we were all family to each other.
I could only hope that I didn't look too bad. I had changed into some pajama pants and a smaller shirt so I wouldn't look like a homeless man walking around such a nice house. But freshening up my hair, breath, and face could only do so much. As for Koshi, he still looked as beautiful as ever in the mornings.
I make myself comfortable in the same chair I'd say in the previous night, waiting for Koshi and Isao to join me. After they did, I said my thanks, and we began to eat our breakfast.
To my surprise, Isao wasn't half bad at making food. In fact, it was very delicious. Mostly because I hadn't had such a good breakfast meal in what felt like a million years.
"So!" Isao cleared his throat with a gulp of green tea.
"How did you love birds sleep?"
The boy clapped his hands enthusiastically. The nickname made me cringe on the inside, but I simply chuckled lightly and shrugged my shoulders. "Pretty good. You guys have such a lovely home," I comment, replied with a nod from Isao.
"Yeah, yeah. So your band; are you guys popular and all? Sorry, I know that probably isn't what you might want to talk about, but I'm interested in Koshi's new girlfriend," he says, followed by one of Koshi's passive-aggressive throat clearings.
I eye both of them, smiling awkwardly while swallowing my food. "Uhm, it's okay. We're fairly known by a few people at school and some family. Our discography is small since we mostly produce covers or requests we receive from our amount of fans."
It was obvious that Isao was very excited about having a musician in his house. I was only worried that Koshi would grow tired of talking about music. So, I take the wheel of questions and begin my mission to find out more about his family.
"What about you? Are you interested in any sports or art hobbies?" I ask, wiping my hands on one of the small towelettes he gave me earlier.
Isao nods. "Kind of! I like messing around with the drums now and then. But I mostly did a lot of volleyball back in middle school."
I hadn't thought about how old Isao might have been. Curious, I ask, "wait—how old are you? I didn't know you were in high school."
Little did I know that it wasn't something Koshi and Isao weren't up to talk about that subject, for they glanced at each other with surprised looks. "Uh...I should be starting in-person high school after the summer break. Right now, I've been doing homeschooling."
"Oh..that must be nice!" I attempt to lighten the mood a bit. "Are you excited? You get to experience a lot of new and fun things in high school. I'm positive you'll find something you like. Do you plan on going to Karasuno or...?"
"Yeah, I do. I only wish Koshi could have been a second year so we could be closer together!"
The mentioned man coughs while drinking his tea, wiping it soon after. "Uhm, don't worry. I have a couple of people who'll be looking out for you." I assumed he was talking about the volleyball team. Isao would no doubt fit in with those guys.
"You said that you're going to the states after graduation. Is that true?" The sudden question makes both Koshi and me choke on our rice. The only time that I would ever discuss the matter was with my friends. I was always afraid that talking about it in front of him would cause problems between us.
Noticing I grew uncomfortable, Koshi interrupts with yet another question. "Would you like to come with me to Y/n's concert? It's not much of a concert...more of a competition for bands. But if it's okay with her, I could take you with me. I know we'd both love to see her perform live, right?"
Isao practically jumps at the statement. "Wow—really?! Of course! Can we go, Ms. L/n?" He looks at me with big puppy eyes in excitement. How could I have said no?
Proud, I nod to the boy. "Sure thing. But you've gotta be careful in the crowds. There will be lots of people there."
The rest of breakfast was used as a way for Isao and I to get to know each other. Though they came from the same mother and father, Koshi and he were two very different people. It could have been that they got different types of acknowledgment from their parents, or they coped with their mother in different ways. He sure seemed like a rowdy boy. Very charismatic, curious, and a top-notch smart ass.
Koshi and I helped tidy up the kitchen, he notified us he would be going over to a friend's house. I was only to assume that this friend was like family to him, for Koshi dismissed him as if it were nothing. After that, we decided to begin getting ready for the training camp.
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A/n: If you come across messages from the guys that sound cringe it's only because I'm trying to make them sound realistic aka what they would actually text like😭
Crow crew
Daichi
Hope everyone is heading to the gym soon
Let's try not to give Takeda a hard time this weekend. He's been treating us very kindly these past few weeks.
Tanaka
Yeah man he got us a really cool new manager
haha thanks
Asahi
Who's ####
Tanaka
I just said
Really cool new manager
Aka Sugas gf
Koshi
Istg
Noya
R u serious my brother😕
So you just take every girl you see now
Asahi
Suga didn't tell me that:0
Koshi
The way we haven't even been together for 24 hours and you somehow managed to figure it out
Tanaka
WAIT IT IS TRUE-
Daichi
This is literally supposed to be a group
chat meant for volleyball only
Leave Koshi's personal life alone and mind your own business guys
Noya
Don't be so uptight 🗣
Y/n I thought you liked me 💔
What about all that stuff you told me under the cherry blossom tree
Daichi
Noya oh my god
Asahi
Wow, this escalated!!
Daichi
Where are you guys, heading to the school hopefully?
Koshi
Y/n and I just left the house
Is Kiyoko there yet guys
Kiyoko
Almost :))
Meet me in the girl's locker room
Noya
HOW THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT
Tanaka
WH
What lmao
Tanaka
YOU SUMMONED HER
Noya
YEAH SHOW US YOUR WAYS DARK LORD
Bc I'm god( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Ennoshita
Hey everyone
At the gym👌🏻
Yamaguchi
Good afternoon!!🌞
THE EMOJI WXBISJS
Yamaguchi
SHSHSHS
Tsukishima
it's gay
Noya
You're gay
Tsukishima
Wtf lmao no I'm not shut up
Tanaka
You've triggered something
Daichi
Stop it guys
Hinata
OMG I WOKE UP LATE
Koshi
Uhh
Try to get to the gym fast
Asahi
Hey you shouldn't text and drive
Tanaka
Especially when you got your girl in the passenger seat🤨
Koshi
Don't worry guys it's me
[image of you and Koshi in the car]
Kageyama
who's dirivng
Yamaguchi
Driving* and Koshi is obviously driving in the picture🙄
Kageyama
Im talk shout the training camp
Daichi
Takeda, he's taking his van like always
Hinata
CAN WE BRING SNACKS PLEASE???
Daichi
Yes but not to eat in the car bc I don't wanna cause Takeda any issues with having to clean it
###-###-####
That's fine with me!! Hinata can bring snacks( ◠‿◠ )
Is that Takeda Senseis number
Tanaka
Yes
Koshi
Pls try not to make a big deal of Y/n and I
Noya
Why wouldn't we💀
it's not even that huge + I'm sure you guys don't care that much
Tsukishima
Yeah I don't
Tanaka
Cmon noya that's one of kiyokos best friends we can't be mean😥
Noya
SHEEESH alr see you guys soon
—
- K. S. Perspective
"...are you telling me that she's coming with us?" I look at Daichi with a very serious face, afraid of what he would respond with.
I thought it was flattering that Eclair wanted to spend her afternoons at volleyball practice with the team. But was it appropriate to have her come with us to the weekend training camp?
Daichi sighed. "Well, she did ask Takeda and I beforehand and we didn't have it in us to tell her no. Besides, she is a big help to us. She's been doing a lot more than talk to the second years as of recently. Don't you think you're worrying too much about it? I'm sure she won't make a move on you again, especially now that you've got a girlfriend."
"She doesn't know that, dammit." I cross my arms and sink into my seat. I knew that she wouldn't take the news lightly when she found out. If I were lucky, she would last her entire stay in Japan without knowing.
He sighs again, adjusting himself in the seat. "Koushi, just fall asleep. We'll be there in only an hour."
It didn't hurt me that Daichi didn't want to talk about Eclair. She was draining, after all. I prayed that she wouldn't be causing issues during this weekend. The last thing I needed was another inconvenience.
Instead of sitting with Kiyoko the way she usually did, she had to sit alone. Eclair insisted she take her spot next to Kiyoko, but Y/n didn't want to make a big deal of it.
As the bus began driving off into the evening, I look over to the girl, observing her tired eyes as they wander over the valleys outside. Did she mind being alone? I wasn't sure. All I knew was that I wanted more than anything to sneak over to her seat when no one was looking. To have her head rest nicely on my shoulder.
'Would anyone even notice if I were gone?' I think to myself, checking if my best friend was still awake. Sure enough, he was dozing off against the window, giving me an open spot to sneak up next to her.
Careful not to be noticed by Takeda or any other volleyball members, I crouch over to the seat in front of mine. Y/n looks over in a flash, taking both her earphones out. "Kou, what are you doing? Are you allowed to sit next to me?" She whispers to me before the two of us lock eyes.
"I have no clue, but you look tired," I say to her as she closes her eyes and smiles gently. The orange-colored sunlight showered down on her beautiful features, making my heart melt right there in the moment. Desperate to feel her, I bump her head with my shoulder, offering her a personal pillow. She happily accepts and fits right between my left collar bone, making me beam with joy. I pay close attention to her small flinch when I began to ever so gently squeeze her thigh lovingly. Dear Y/n was finally all mine and no one else's, finally. Of course, I knew she belonged to herself and had personal boundaries that I wouldn't dare cross. She was an independent and reluctant girl after all. But my girl. One I would love forever and ever.
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Yes I still added fluff at the end what abt it😾
Ily pls note and comment I read every single comment you guys give me and it makes me seriously so happy
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Conversations with Friends
Me *talking to a friend*: do you,, do you ever sneeze so hard your tampon falls out
Me:
Me: cause I almost did exactly that
Friend: what the fuck
~
Friend: do you,, do you ever just-
Me: want to die? All the time.
Friend:
Me:
Friend: are you,, are you okay-
Me: you and I both know the answer is absolutely not, my guy
~
Me: I feel like a cloud
Friend: are you high?
Me: bitch I wish I was
~
Me: that dog is so cute
Friend: that dog looks like a rat
Me, already pulling out the antique dagger I bought earlier: t h e f u c k y o u j u s t s a y
~
Me: *is reading drarry smut*
Friend: hey! You're reading Harry Potter??
Me: uh-
Friend #2: nah, he's reading Drarry smut, aren't you, Ashton? :)
Me: h o w d a r e you call me out like that-
Friend: the fuck is drarry smut?
Me and Friend #2: o h n o
~
Me: hey, do you even lift bro?
Friend, who's carrying three big ass boxes of pop over one shoulder: uhm
Me:
Friend:
Me: I guess you do
~
Me: so, I did shrooms
Friend: Ashton w h y
Me: so I could be like Alice in Wonderland and talk to the guy with the hookah
Friend: and did you?
Me: I called my dad asking him to locate me on google maps because I forgot I had my phone in my hand
Friend: Ashton, w h y
Me: and then I stole a bag of M&M's from my grandma and told her that her hair looked like a poodle
Friend:
Me:
Friend: did you learn anything?
Me: yeah, don't do shrooms after drinking two cans of Monster, I thought my heartbeat was a pack of bongo's following me
~
Friend: size doesn't matter, personality does
Me: personality won't make me squirt, sorry
~
Me: dinosaurs are birds
Friend: how?
Me: science
~
Friend: *has a coughing fit*
Me: don't die
Me:
Me: it's really bad for ur health
Friend: Ashton p l e a s e-
~
*Friend and me, walking along a cliff*
Friend: wow it's so high up
Me: wait
Me: can I just
Me: y e e t myself into the whirlpool?
Friend: aSHTON NO-
~
Me: my guy, you look beautiful
Friend: thanks!!❤
Me: but never as beautiful as the almighty god, Jesus Christ
Friend: ...you don't believe in-
Me: do you realize we go to catholic school? I'm putting on a show so they don't sacrifice us
Friend: why do you do this
~
Me: so I watched this movie the other day
Friend: what was it about?
Me: it was about cannibals
Friend:
Me: honestly it looks so cool
Friend:
Me:
Me: let's try it
Friend: n o
~
Friend: I used to have a crush on you
Me: Aweeeee really?
Friend: *nods*
Me: good, everybody should like me at least once
~
Me: aaahhh, I'm too gay
Friend: you're dating a guy
Me: I'm genderfluid, and im currently male, so I'm gay.
Friend: but-
Me: istg if you throw semantics at me o n e m o r e t i m e-
~
Me: my body is yelling for children
Friend: er,, w h a t?
Me: I'm on my period
Me: please come over for cuddles and horror movies
Friend:
Me: and bring chocolate
~
Me: oh my g o d s
Friend: what?
Me: nothing, I just wanted your attention
Me: please love me
~
Me: people say I'm too mean
Friend: you're a sweetheart!!
Me, remembering the time I threw a knife at a guy because he scared me: ahaha yeah I guess so
~
Me: sorry about last night, I talk shit about myself when I'm depressed lmao
Friend: yeah I figured as much
Me: I mean, after all, I'm a g o d
Friend:
Me: the god of bad choices, pretty faces, human rights, and dumb shit such as seeing who can smoke the most pot without greening out
~
Friend: *sends a picture*
Me: *takes one look at it, screams and throws phone across my desk*
Me: that was horrifying
Me:
Me: better send it to everyone I know
Me *to friend*: thanks for the nightmare fuel
Friend: uhhh
Me: I'm sending this to everyone
Friend:
Me: including my parents
Friend: wait-
Me: i t i s d o n e
~
Me: Heyheyhey
Me: buddy old pal
Me: the bestest friend i have
Friend: what do you want now?
Me: can you like,, not assume I want somethin' for once?
Friend:
Me: what if I just wanna talk? Ever considered that?
Friend: what do you wanna talk about
Me: nothing I just wanted to know if I could have your xbox and ps3 when you die
Friend: why are you like this
~
Me *after reading that one stupid article*: so, if does Bruno Mars is gay-
Friend: w h a t t h e f u c k d o e s t h a t m e a n
Me:
Friend:
Me:
Me: so,, if does Bruno Mars is gay-
~
Friend: I have a question
Me: I mayhaps have an answer
Friend: are you a lesbian?
Me: if I was a lesbian I'd have such big dick energy everybody would fear me but unfortunately I'm pansexual
Friend:
Me:
Friend: so you like pans??
Me: yes, my guy, I like pans. I fuck pans on the daily, my mom locks them away so I can't stick them up my hoohah
Friend:
Me: ask me again and I'll murder you
~
Friend: so if you like girls and guys,, do you have threesomes?
Me: the day I have a threesome is the day the world ends because nobody fuckin' likes me
Friend:
Me:
Friend: Ashton, we talked about this-
~
Friend: eww people drink blood
Me: cannibals
Friend: no they call themselves vampires
Me: they're cannibals, Jared
~
Friend: lemurs are zebra monkeys
Me: the fuck you mean
Friend: and zebras are white horses painted to look trippy
Me: Jared,, we talked about your stupidity
~
Me: so my parents asked me how I was doing
Friend: and?
Me: and I tried to say "I'm fine" and "I feel dead" at the same time
Friend:
Me: I told them I was dead
Me: I legit said "I'm dead" and all Dad said was "well how can we afford a funeral without the baby bonus" and-
Friend: Ashton, what the fuck
Me, sobbing: I almost jumped off the balcony I was so mad
~
Me: I'm smad
Friend: the fuck is that
Me: have you ever seen that meme-
~
Me: I'm so fuckin' done with life
Me: how dare she look at me like that
Me: and then walk away like nothing happened
Me: rude ass bitch
Friend: wait who
Me: my d o g, she came over and glared at me when I called her name and then walked away
Friend:
Me: am I that unlikeable?? How could she do this!!
Friend: Ashton,, please
~
Me: you know what I love?
Friend: what?
Me: murder
Friend: w u t-
Me: murder. Murder, and tacos.
~
Friend: imagine a girlfriend who watches horror movies with you
Me: imagine having the ability to find a bisexual girl in this giant city who wants to be your girlfriend
~
Friend: are you okay?
Me *crying over my spilt ramen*: yeah, why??
#i make too many cannibal jokes ngl#my friends hate me istg#i have a problem#i have no filter#im actually never high during these convos#my friends#my frens#my humor#istg my last brain cell cut itself in half cause im so stupid#murder and tacos#imagine finding a girlfriend#so if does bruno mars is gay
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