#thank you all for your incredible work!
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Well, today I woke up to @kenopsia-official apparently following me, which baffled me as much as it excited me since I don’t really do anything here! 14 year old me would be freaking out right now if I went back and time and told them! I took it as a sign to finally draw Leiru, who I absolutely adore!!!
#kenopsia#corpse eyes#leiru#Wow ! My first ever Internet Post! kind of frightening!#but as soon as I saw they followed me (????) i was like Well! perfect time to actually post some fanart!#I’ve been following this series for about five years I think#INSANE. INSANE INSANE TO WATCH THE PROGRESS OF#genuinely so so SOO fun to watch it progress and evolve into something really incredible over the years#Thank you for all of your hard work!! Really inspiring!!#kenopsia fan art#my art#???!#Well see if I ever post again for that to become a real tag lol I am not built for social media#eyestrain#?? maybe
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hi!! i’ll try to keep this brief!!
it’s been several years since ive drawn tsux, but i stumbled across your “you and the beautiful world” cover again. suddenly i felt really nostalgic, so i doodled her on a whim. thank you again for inspiring me to draw these past several years even though we haven’t talked in a while!! i hope something makes you smile today!!
#submission#hiemiola#OH WOAH I can recognize that coloring style hi again! :D#I hope all is well! ^^#this is so incredibly pretty thank you for drawing tsux and for sharing your art!#I really love how her hair was done here#tsux namine#(wah how to these submission formats work again? pls check out OP's tumblr thank you!)#edit: oh wait nevermind the credit for submission is there :)
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This has happened more than once, I swear it’s like accidentally disarming a bomb lmfao
(Sorry if it’s hard to see, I tried :’) )
Spook, you’re really coming at me like this? With receipts?
…I’ll take it and add it to the Spook Art Collection on my wall.
#homelander#ask homelander#the boys tv#the boys amazon#the boys series#the boys#@spooky 413#//the way i have the biggest silliest grin on my face rn#//this is adorable and i love it very much! thank you for all your incredible work#//your lil doodles bring me such joy 💙🫂🇺🇸
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The Well and the Lighthouse now listed as orphaned on ao3……… tragic day for gregstophe fans everywhere or at least me 😔
#effingbirds went and orphaned all her sp fics actually im scrambling right now to bookmark them so i can still find and read them whenever#god it is so true what they say about sp fandom just being chock full of incredibly talented people years later being so ashamed 😔#effingbirds thank you very much for all your hard work in gregstophe… it all meant a lot to me but i respect wanting to distance urself
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so I finished reading iyd where it's currently at a few days ago.
i am incredibly normal about @post-it-notes7 's Heart and Soul series. I can be trusted with these freaks I promise I won't keep microwaving all of the strawberries and blueberries I promise.
anyway good lird these two have been through so much. they need eepy time + bonus wishful thinking first few chapters in a nutshell
#kirby series#kirby fanart#cherry's kirb art#I DID SO MANY OF THESE INSTEAD OF MY MATH WORK LMAO.#pins ily and your art so much. i hope the sheer amount of my doodles effectively conveys the Grip your art of all kinds has on me#i have done multiple rambles about iyd and your artstyle to my friends. i am incredibly unnormal about their dynamic and how you write them#i want it no other way. thank you#the amount of times i was just like. JUST COMMUNICATE....so many.#if and whenever you write more do expect more fanart. or who knows more might come tomorrow. i hope you dont mind#they need to be allowed to say fuck at least once. itd make them feel a little better im certain of this/j#i do not have words to describe how much i appreciate your pieces but i also have so many. but not enough space. never enough space.#just know ily platonically ok and your art is scrumptious and i screamed several times during iyd out of various emotions#ok thats enough i think. i promise im normal
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Maglor, staring off soulfully into the night
Part two of the art collab I did with known purveyor of gorgeous elves @forestials, who kindly drew me a sketch of one of my (many) favourites of their designs, and also blessed me with a sketch of mine turned into an incredible full illustration of my favourite oc.
Check out their art, it’s phenomenal!
sketch: @forestials // colours: @gutter--trash
#finally becoming like 0.01% more au fait with the silmarillion#all vibes and war crimes <3#not that it matters because he’s my chosen fave because I love angst#I had such a good time with this one! like it’s so freeing not working on your own sketch somehow idk#thank you again for this beautiful sketch and the amazing final piece#this was incredible fun#tolkien elves#feanorians#maglor#silmart#silmarillion#forestials art#art collab#artist collab#digital art#fantasy art#fantasy#tolkien fanart#tolkien
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I love when I'm talking to someone and someone else who I don't know like that butts in to ask a really personal question that informs the conversation they are not a part of
#joked to a coworker that shes gonna get in trouble for breaking dress code and ahe asked abt my shirt#and i said i have a special exception and was gonna leave it at that and tell her abt it later when ppl werent around#and my fucking old supervisor who was literally demoted for being bad at their job goes 'whats your special exception'#first of all who was talking to you. not me#so i said i am disabled and constricting clothes cause discomfort and they said 'why don't you just buy plain shirts'#BITCH WHO ASKEDDDD. first of all they do not pay me enough for that second of all they should just comply with the fucking ada#so why are they interrupting my fucking conversation to ask about my clothes#im just too tired and frustrated and stressed for this. theyre lucky there were people around or i would've lost it probably#lol when an ex coworker decides its ok to share what you post on your personal blog with people you still work with#if any of you are looking at this post again stop. leave my blog. its incredibly inappropriate to share a private blog without permission#i don't tell anyone at work about my blog for a reason. this has been my blog/diary since i was 12 years old#i say things on here I wouldn't say irl because this is where i vent thoughts that are harsh. please respect my privacy#and stop fucking snooping on me. thanks.#and please do no not mention anything you saw here to anyone ever. including me.
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tips my toes in back here, hello ;;;;; thank you so much for all the supportive messages and asks you guys sent ! i'm doing so, so, SO much better. thank you so much for the good wishes 💕 friends DO heal u. this is me:
#❛ㅤ𓆩✦𓆪ㅤ:ㅤooc﹔ㅤㅤ/ㅤㅤchaos and aether simpery.#i'm still stressed and tired from everything thats going on but. i took (2) days off from checking my phone and email#and i'm already like. considerably recharged ! it's incredible how being off for a few days makes wonders to your mental health#i think i'll buy a phone for work for that reason !#some of my irl friends called me yesterday so we could watch one of my favourite movies too#im so lucky ;w;#thank you guys once again !#i'll be back to my full force in 5~7 working days nsdakmsdjg#and i'll get back to messages slowly !#for now i'm feeling fuzzy and warm and creative so i'll try delivering some replies bc writing with you all is SO fun#mwahs from ur local mimir
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so after some contemplation (and a nice, very warm shower - along with decompressing by watching some Laat Week Tonight lol) I've decided that it's probably best for me to stop overthinking and letting myself fall into a mental spiral from the whole situation.
Because I was.... heavily unregulated and sort of unreasonable over the whole thing. I have incredibly bad anxiety, and it got to the point where I was imagining that he was forced to do things (such as change his discord settings and stop talking to me) when in truth that is highly unlikely.
I cannot put it aby better than I was spiraling, and needed to find stability.
Like how the hell am I supposed to know? How am I supposed to know what's happening? It doesn't help me to be so attached and so incredibly worked up from everything I notice and see. I felt like I was being almost downright creepy. I was driving myself into a very bad mental state, and i need to step back.
Stop being so incredibly attached to something I simply do not have control over.
So, obviously i will continue to be here and wait for when he returns. But I need to detach from this idea that i actually know him and his whole life, down to everything happening in his everyday life and that this is incredibly "abnormal". I simply need a break from this, it's too much mental strain on me and probably even him.
I sent a message asking if he was okay, and that's all i can do. Spiraling out of control won't help me or him at all.
#so yeah that's just something I've had to work out with myself#I let myself become incredibly vulnerable that I forgot that I come first#not him really :/#if he isn't texting me I can't force him to do so. He has his own autonomy.#Being in a relationship is HARD#I had no idea this kind of shit was lying underneath the surface 💀💀💀#Like when i really think about it i have never had someone i could fully open up to in my life#so having someone like that made me incredibly attached#so this has been quite a rough time for me learning things I've known but haven't quite realizes#(low key imagined my own worries being one of my friends and they were asking me for advice. Best thing I have ever done ✨️)#thank you to those who reached out with your kindness. Sometimes I use this page to vent (my poor notes app LMAO)#and it really touches me when someone reaches out ♡#Regardless#I'm just trying my best here. Trying to understand what healthy relationship boundaries are and work through it all#You know... it just makes me think about all of the examples of love I've been shown in my life#and i feel like they are trying work into my relationships too#like BITCH#NO#I'm trying to be happy not stressed#and I think what really brought me to start working through why is because a relationship shouldn't bring you to your knees#crying over them and what's happening#I love him to death but DAMN#this isn't healthy#this feels like something everyone assumes but others just don't get#like my dumbass#this was incredibly stressful but it was an important lesson to learn#my poor tags 💀#anyways thank you for reading my relationship Ted talk B)#bye#human override.txt
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Iskars said “chaotic” and we agreed ✧˖°. Rooting-out-the-stakes year~
Who would have thought I finished it this time before the year’s end..!
I wasn’t sure how to title the 2022 summary, a lot of things happened (and keep happening) that have me both in a state of wonder and stress (and excitement and fear- it’s all over the place). In the end I feel this is the best way to label it, as it was my major highlight.
I honestly thought there is no way I can fill this year’s summary but gave it a shot regardless. Super surprised there were works I wanted to include but didn’t..! My priority was to highlight the works that were the most emotionally-charged with memories of each month. (I think it’s the same pattern I followed last year :3)
::Quick Summary!
January: Loads of zine work, making merch for the first time★ || February: zine work vol.2 || March, April: Merch design vol.2 || May: Commissions, hand/shoulder therapy, healing time..~ || June: taking it easy, healing vol.2 + konvid || July, August, September: Pulling the weeds out {thank you♥} || October: Mostly traditional, somewhere in the sea... || November: learning & applying new things, heavy admin, kickstarter, back to physio (lol) || December: heavy-lifting in kickstarter & wind down with warmups, akiangel brainrot & doing stretches~
::Highlights: merch making⭐, perseverance🌱💧, be snail🐌🍀
Thank you for an amazing learning year..!
Wishing you all the best for the coming one ♥✨💓
Fun facts:
in my illustration folder I only have 1 (one) illustration finished for 2022. New record?!
Starting in August I got heavy into visual-key (thanks catten~) and it was the only genre I listened to (thank you for the suggestions sush TT w TT♥♥♥) until November..!
At the time (Aug) I was also listening to “Time management for mortals” by Oliver Burkeman and I HIGHLY reccommend it. (I still haven’t finished it entirely, I take my time to listen to each episode and take notes as I go, but it’s really, really good...)
October was heavily traditional sketchbook filled but I happened to draw 3 times digitally so I combined those instead for the art summary. Figures intruding everywhere..!!
I re-read CSM in October because I saw an Akiangel zine and I thought “I want in..!”. I didn’t know this ship was a thing! It’s been doing some serious heavy-lifting for my mood the last couple months. I am obsessed.
I said I’ll take a sabbatical from zines in 2023 to work on my own. I lied. I AM A CLOWN.*
#art summary 2022#yearly art meme#art summary#I see your tags in my previous post- I promise I will be delivering <3#I am slow but I am doing things at a steady pace#it's incredible..!#wising for a healthy & loving 2023..! <3#stay well and take care of yourselves!#love your art!!!!! <3#I am indescribably grateful for the people I met this year.. thank you all for existing in my life♥♥♥!#*I WILL work on my own zines/ books- i just happen to have a couple zine works too now //wheezes#I am so sorry me#....I will be alright
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i live at ybcpatrick dot tumblr dot com slash tagged slash art btw
EHEHEHEHEHWEFHEHEFHERHFHD STAAAAAAAAAWPPPP ITT IM BLUSHING 💝💕💘💓💖💘💝💕💗 I LOVE YOU TOO WAAA
#shut up kell#ask#thing 2#everyone deserves a tiana. genuinely and truly from the bottom of my heart i hope everyone finds support and love like theirs#their kindness and enthusiasm about everything i create has been so unbelievably impactful + has legitimately challenged and shifted the way#— i view my own work. especially over time#so basically @ tiana this is me thanking you with everything i have in me. bc your encouragement is continually changing me as an artist.#and that's honestly kinda lifechanging. you've done quite a lot for my personal confidence and that's. that's really fucking big man#anyways. everyone should have someone like tia. i hope you all have the incredible luck to stumble into a friendship like this.#but get ur own bc this tiana is mine /j#🥺💝
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your harry >>>>>
FUCKING GRABS LAP DESK AND SCREAMS
UPHEAVES IT THROWS IT INTO THE AIR AND RUNS AROUND TRYING TO INHALE LAPTOP INTO MY FUCKIN FACE AND MY HEART
oh my fucking GOD ohhhHHHoh oohh my god ohhh my gooooddddd oohhhh my gggooddd oohh my g
are you SERIOUS, oh my GOD this si. oh shut. oh sh. shut UP im g. im gonna cry oh my god. oh thank god i’m in bed i can lie down with my HEART.
it’s so FULL
oh myg od tTHANK YOU sadlkadflhgfgh JESUS CHRIST THAT’S GORGEOUS. oh my gosh THANK YOU FOR THIS!!!! oh fuck hell it’s in color. oh my god htey’re beuatiful oh my god what the fuck they are BEAUTIFUL in your style im. oh my god thank you so fucking M U C H for this, it REALLY brightens up my day my week my month my rest of the year, esp after feeling A Way this past week!!!!
gggGOOOSSSHSHHSHSSHSH IM GONNA PERISH AND CRYYY THANK YOOUUU
clutching my fuckin chest and dying on site and sight. when are you opening up commissions. i have a ferocious and feral need to throw money at you. for art. for. More Serotonin. for this hit is MIGHTY
AAA THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ABSOLUTE BLESSING YOU ARE A GOOD EGG AND A PEAAACCHHHHHHH
#harry mason#james sunderland#goomt#GOD FUCKING BLESS THIS AND YOU#oh my god what a fucking beautiful surprise this is. i’m kissing it#i’m chopping it up and shaking it into my energy drink and shoving it up my nose#oh my god i love your art so MUCH#they look INCREDIBLE in your style. im gonna plotz. absolutely. gonna.#P L O T Z#hhrggmmghh yes using this as Fuel. you are doing god’s work and i cannot thank you enough#hashtag fucking BLESSED up in this highway arby’s tonight#oh my god they're kissing. oh my GOD you did harry's greys PERFECTLY on the back of his head#how did you K N O W#op im gonna lose my face. if you think my face is lost now? buddy you aint seen nothin yet#thank you so much what a fucking beautiful day. i'm so fuckin grateful. i love your art so much adn you are SO fucking funny#you keep being and doing you mate i love seeing you around pls keep with it#they're kissing :<<<< 🥺🥺🥺🥺 they love each other 🥺🥺🥺💖😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️🥚🥚🥚❤️🥚❤️🥚#cryin all day all night... they love each other............. 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖❤️💖❤️
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hello happy pride and I just wanted to say a few things!! i know fandom can be chaotic and negative in many ways, but I gotta say I’m so grateful to have found and joined the marauders fandom. been reflecting on a lot within my life these last few months, and feelin warm n fuzzy this month with all these pride posts. reading so many one shots and long fics from gifted and beautiful writers has honestly changed my life so much. I’ve finally felt confident enough to wake up to how I’ve always felt… and I feel like I’ve been asleep for so fucking long. things are finally starting to feel right. I know I’ve got a long way to go, but good fuckin lord. I never thought I’d be here. I didn’t think it would be possible for me.
a year ago my affirmations were basically “this is as good as it’ll get for me and I guess I’ll just have to live with that.” Fuck no!! I’m only 24!! life is hard and confusing and there’s so much pressure to figure it all out, but damn these idiots we love in these stories are still working on themselves, and so can I!!
So anyways that’s a long roundabout way of me saying i love it here. I really do. I’d still be stuck if I hadn’t found this. In hiding. that gaping hole in me only growing bc something was missing or wrong or off and how the fuck do you fix that? And while it’s so hard coming to terms with things and dealing with peoples’ reactions, I know it’s worth it in the end. I never knew that before.
If anyone read this far, I am rlly thankful for you. If you’ve ever written anything at all for this fandom, thank you. You’ve helped show me how. <3 I’d love to get some mutuals on here to chat with, so pls reach out if you ever wanna talk or need support with something or anything at all. Ily <3 anyhoo it’s 2am my brain is sleepy I’m Srry if this makes no sense but ily ily ilyyyy !!
#sappy time#cheery says hi#marauders#marauders fandom#such a special place#i just love fandom so much#and all these incredible writers#i owe you so much#thank you for showing me I can be me#found pieces of myself in your works#everything is starting to feel ok#for the first time#in…. a fucking long time#happy pride 🌈
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I think that you are one of the kindest people on here! I have become braver about interacting with this fandom's creators because you were so lovely and kind anytime I went into your ask box or left a comment on something.
You've posted a few things about your irl workplace stress, so I think you're also a mature, high achieving, goal-oriented type. And it makes me a bit worried because you have such a big heart. If you're in the corporate world, it can lead to burn out so quickly. So I also hope that the stress doesn't become too much and that you make time to do things that make you happy ❤️
Anonymously tell me how you feel about me. I can't reply, I just have to read it and post it.
(Except I'm putting my responses in the tags because I cannot help myself).
#ANNNOONNNNN!!!!!!!!#OH my heart grew 10 sizes reading this#thank you so so so very much#i guess i'll start off by saying I am so glad you're finding your comfort zone in interacting with creators#and i am beyond honored to have helped you feel even a little more at home here#as for my work stuff--i am fortunate to have a job in my chosen field#it can be very stressful for a variety of reasons#but it's been particularly intense for me lately because I'm shooting for a promotion#this position would be basically what I've wanted to do since I was 17#i think i have a good chance of getting it but the people i would be working with can be...intense.#and it's been pretty up and down lately as I've adjusted to that#but all this to say—I cannot tell you how much your message means to me#I try to find space every day for some relaxation time#Very much including the incredible community here!#So thank you so much for being part of it and making this corner of the internet brighter just by being YOU#and thank you again for this!!
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goodness gracious mama mia
#succ speaks#fuck the bts team for not showing them divorce court btw.#i never thought i would see such a disappointing mianite-related stream. and i watched all of isles! [old man laugh track]#somehow this was the greatest video game event i have ever taken part in thanks to the awesome community (including the one ending in mc)#but this stream sucked absolute donkey dick. glad we can get back on the server and this wasn't the end of it.#not the streamers' fault though i think. the event was just nothing like promised. i'll be honest i was an isles apologist until now.#something something they worked so hard to make it happen and keep it running why the unnecessary hate....i can't lie to myself anymore man.#a lot of us thought the stream was going to be more lighthearted and not hardass objective build judge w/ half the plots taken out for time#like sure the prize was a good amount of money but tom and jordan were clearly trying to have fun but felt like they couldn't that much. idk#the absolutely brilliant times we had building and having fun and talking and helping each other on the server felt like they were erased...#...from this stream. EVEN THE END was super watered down and dec definitely did his best to give them the background of it all.#idk. madspy and dec were super cool i feel like some other factors and/or people behind this caused it to flop with the community.#the mods can only do so much 'your build was amazing and unique you should be proud of it' or whatever without showcasing the things...#...we were all talking and laughing and excited about while on the server. it feels like this wasn't an event that was meant to leave...#a certain circle. this is just my view but personally i would have enjoyed this way more if there WASN'T a streamed judging.#or that the judging was a couple of days long so they didn't have to rush through it and everyone could be seen.#i think the mods should take our gripes into consideration rather than trying to cheer us up or act like it's our problem.#but hey. [old man laugh track] thaaaaat's our good ol' mianite!#the event itself though was incredible and i'm really happy it happened. like the actual building part. i got a lot out of it and got to...#...meet so many people. we all had a lot of fun and put in a lot of time and work but it didn't feel like a burden to partake in it yk!#having dec and madspy and wh (i forget his name all the time) on a lot was really fun too! they were really kind and fun to be around...#...and we got to learn some cool little bits of bts info. finding out that dec was 16 when mianite started was INSANE especially.#and like i'm not just salty cuz my build wasn't featured. being able to make it in the first place was enough for me bc it was my first...#...serious build! and the other people on the server really enjoyed it and to me having the community appreciate it is so much more...#...heartwarming to me and makes me happier than if this would have been a 'private' thing and the streamers looked through every bit...#...and praised it. i loved being able to take part in this event but honestly i wish i wouldn't have watched the stream. it made me upset...#...to see so many INSANE builds and aspects of builds i got to watch people work on and help them with get mere crumbs of recognition.#i know tom in particular appreciates mianite fan content so splitting this up into multiple streams so they didn't get bored or tired or...#...have to rush would have been a pretty obvious solution. but again you can always count on the mianite bts team to make things...#...unnecessarily complicated or simple while ignoring the very clear best paths! [old man laugh track]
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how did you build a following for something u love to do? xo
good question! i've been on here since 2016, i think. it was a rough start, but i will say it does take time to build up followers. just use tags and reach out to people that's in the same community as you. i've had some really great experiences with talking to people here. everyone has been so kind and gentle and sweet. it's all about connection :) and if you ever need a friend or any help at all, i'm always here!
jay xo
#asks#thanks for asking!#honestly... i am not sure if i am helping you with your question#starting out on tumblr for me was an interesting experience#but i'm glad i did#met some incredible people#people enjoy my work#and that's all i can ask for#💕
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