Loving an idol
Some people think that when you have an idol you don’t really love that person bc u don’t really know how that person is. They think you are just obsessed with that person, but that’s not true. There’s much more than just an obsession. It’s true love, it’s the kind of love that u can’t get with a person u know bc it wouldn’t be the same. It’s the kind of love that makes you stay awake at night just to wait for his tweet saying “good night”; it’s the kind of love that makes you scream of happiness when he uploads a video or a photo, it’s the kind of love that makes you cry when he doesn’t reply your tweets, the kind of love that makes you jealous when he is with another girl, the kind of love that makes you cry at night because he doesn’t know you exist. If that is not true love, I don’t know what it is. I had the chance to meet my idol, a guy that I’ve loved since I was twelve, the guy that makes me smile when no one else can, the guy that hugged me when I was almost in tears just for being in front of him. I’m happy I met him, and I’m also grateful. I’m still in love with him but after I met him it became harder to see his pictures and videos because every time I see him, I remember the moment I saw him in person, I remember the moment he hugged me and when he told me he loved me back. It got harder because that moment was real, it truly happened and now I’m miles away from him again. And it sucks. It really sucks. It’s painful and hopeless but you gotta go trough the day (knowing that it would suck) and smile, act as if everything was okay (and I guess there’s moments when it is) but after all, you get home and see him again and hurts but you gotta make an effort and get through that, hoping to see him again. One day.
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Danielle campbell w red lips icon + louis and taylor collage header please? 😊
what taylor? swift, hill, caniff...? - maria xx
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faz packs shawn (icon) + taylor (header)? bjs te amoooooooo
que taylor, amor? swift? caniff? e obgggg, tb te amamos ♥
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