Jmart is such a cute name too 😭

when your ex is out grocery shopping so you get to have a snack and a cuddle with her cat in her comfortable recording studio chair (redraw of this) // happy jon sims and cats day 2024 @jonsimsandcats

cause you see, at almost every major instance, martin does not trust jon. he trusts him to not be actively evil or a cold blooded killer, but he doesn't trust that jon will act in his own best interests. he expects that jon, if left on his own for long enough, will succumb to all of his worst vices and self-destructive impulses and drive himself to obliteration, which is why martin has to plan around him. and he's usually right! jon has consistent problems with moderation, a real propensity to hide anything that scares him or makes him feel ashamed, and a decades old survivor's guilt complex that leads him to feel uniquely culpable and expendable. but... chicken and egg, isn't it a bit? jon has long had all those problems, but it probably didn't help that everyone in his social circle (martin included) took his worst impulses as a given. it probably didn't help that he was indefinitely supposed to weather the dangers of freely giving trust without receiving any of the rewards of being trusted. yes, martin was, in a way, right that jon didn't end up blinding himself and quitting, but we'll never know if jon would have actually gone through with it had martin agreed to his proposition.

Tma fandom i have a question for you

dungeon lord jon. do you understand my vision

nikola wip with bonus coworkers content

happy jon sims and cats day aka THE MOST IMPORTANT HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR!!!!

@jonsimsandcats

Jon and Gerry!! My eyes are BURNING from drawing that in the dark at full screen luminosity at 4am but now I'm free since that WIP was waiting for months to be finished

I also post on Instagram if that interests anyone!!

THANKS FOR THE REBLOGS YALL ARE CRAZY LMAO

[PLEASURED EXHALATION] freak.

Oliver Banks.

HAPPY @jonsimsandcats DAY! I'd never miss it for the world

haters will tell you "you need to stop listening to the tma themed dark ambient album by harvo." they'll say "there's so much other ambient music out there for you to listen to," they'll say, "most of the tracks don't even particularly have tma vibes if you listen out of context," they'll say "looping it while you write all the time is giving your academic papers some really weird vibes." they are wrong. #never stop listening to the tma themed dark ambient album by harvo.

happy Jon Sims and cats day to those who celebrate <3

if you saw me post this earlier no you didn’t (i had to make a lil edit to the drawing)

I simply can't miss anything cat-related, even if it's just a super quick drawing... So I present to you: S1 Jon feeding stray cats! I usually draw my S1 Jon clean-shaven, but I tried out a beard and I ended up liking it a lot so I'll make an exception for this one. @jonsimsandcats

Fave martin blackwood things:

- lied about a MASTERS in PARAPSYCHOLOGY in his cv. why did he choose such a niche study like how many jobs could that even get you

- writes the most terrible poetry you’ve ever heard (said with love) and plays background music while recording it onto a tape recorder for the vibes

- when encountering a terrifying worm lady that tries to add you to her flesh hive, he MAKES SURE to keep some of her worms just so he can stick it in his bosses face

-the rudest guy in the world (said boss) does one nice thing for him that he didn’t expect and he immediately falls in love (this is real to me ok let me have this)

-wears video game shirts to work

-goes on rants about spiders importance to the ecosystem to a guy with the worst arachnophobia ever

-hides CO2 cans so that ‘the worms don’t find it’

-forces his boss to go on lunch dates with him so he doesn’t completely lose it to paranoia

-walked into his bosses office, found a DEAD BODY THAT WAS DEFINITELY MURDERED, and all he says is “oh jon 😕😕”

-has practically the same reaction later on when someone tells him his boss compelled them to relive their worst trauma

-gets told the guy he’s been in love with for multiple years treats him horribly and goes “yeah and”

-outsmarted an avatar of the lonely despite being in a horrible depressive episode with no contact to anyone else

-manages to make peter fully believe he’s dedicated to the lonely even as his crush of many many years is practically confessing his love at every interaction

s5 martin is my favourite id need a whole extra post for him loml