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Okay, so I guess this sits in the realm of Confessions.
I'm thinking about leaving tumblr. I'm not sure what I did or didn't do to cause this, but the people I thought of as my friends or at least closest moots hardly interact with me anymore. My posts, my fics, my reblogs, my comments to them... They are around, I see them on my dash, but...
It all sounds so middle school, but it hurts nonetheless, and I'm pretty sure anything that feels like middle school (even actual middle school) can't be good for anyone.
The thing is, I really love everyone, and I don't want to give up. But going around to literally dozens of peoples DMs to ask, "Do you like me?" "Are we still friends?" "Are you mad at me?" Is again a kind of painful kid trauma thing I just can't quite bring myself to do.
I feel like my time here is just sort of over. I started with little expectation, and to my surprise, I found community, felt well liked and valued, and then, it just sort of went away.
There was a time when I was really happy about my place here, and just that makes me so sad.
You don't have to answer or anything. I think it just feels kind of cathartic to write it down where if nothing else someone else will read it.
Anyway... I guess that's it.
Held on to this for a little bit because my heart aches for you and I want to wrap you in the biggest hug 💕 I felt I could have written something so similar, as so many are relating to this right now.
It’s so hard to not feel like you’re feeling when you see people you’ve connected with slowly pull away from you. It hurts even more when they’re still active but actively avoiding you. That fucking hurts deep.
There was a time when this space felt very welcoming and fun. And while I do still have fun, sometimes it doesn’t feel as welcoming— and I know I’m not the only one feeling this.
Cliques branch off, popularity fuels some to feel like they’re too good to interact with others, the vibe isn’t vibing like it use to. And like you mentioned, it can all make you feel like you’re being thrown back in middle schools wondering why you’re not good enough? What did you do to cause this? What’s the point of even being here in this space any longer?
I’m so sorry this has become your reality. I wish it was a simple fix or there was a perfect solution to make things better. I support whatever decision you make, your wellbeing and mental health matter most— just know this community will be a little less bright without you in it!!
You said I didn’t have to post this, but I want others who might be feeling the same to know they’re not alone at all. There’s a lot of us floating around with the same exact thoughts and feeling like we just no longer belong in this space.
You’re more than welcome to jump in my DMs or continue sending anonymous messages to my inbox if that helps you in any way 💕
Coffee Shop Asks
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Ewan looks kind of happy and that makes me happy
This is such a vibe, nonnie, I feel the same way tbh
Honestly, hoping this is the most positive experience for him
#i still think he is held at gunpoint lmao#poor adidas man had to come out of hiding#ewan mitchell#asks??? in my establishment???#sweet sweet anon
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girlie I just wanna say that your writing is so scrumpdiddlyumptious and amazing💛
as someone who isn't a native english speaker, “scrumpdiddlyumptious” is hands down the most beautiful adjective i’ve ever seen. thank you so much 🤍🖤
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OMG SONNY!! WE'VE MISSED YOU!!
I hope you're doing good and I hope you have fun on your trip!! ❤️❤️
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AHH IVE MISS YOU ALL TOO 🥹🥹 thank you so much !! It’s quite the drive over there so maybe I’ll do one final post before I lose service 🌚🫶
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just wanted to say that i’m happy you’re back! i’m a new follower to your account and saw that a while ago you left tumblr for some reasons, and i respect that. you need to take time for yourself. but i’m happy to see you back and art-ing again.
you’ve been a massive inspiration and your art style, head-cannons, and general vibe are superb! everything is wonderful and well thought out and i simply adore it all. thank you for sharing your art and creativity!! I’m assuming you didn’t come back for any of us tumblr users here, but i wanted to let you know that your presence is noticed and appreciated.
I hope this time around everything is better for you.
HUAHUAHHAUA 😭😭😭
Why are you soooo-
Thank you, dear, people like you are the reason to stay here at least for a while...
I'm gonna print all of your nice words and have it on my wall 😡❤
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Could you perhaps bless us with a snippet of any (possibly joel) upcoming fic :)
also I am totally in love with you, you're one of the best writers on here hihi <33
um, i'm actually sobbing anon, wow. thank you so much. also, ask and ye shall receive.
here is a small snippet for saviour
#kry answers#thank u for the ask!#ask answered#sweet sweet anon#pedro pascal#joel miller#the last of us#joel miller x reader#raider joel
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Omg PLEASE write more older!Eddie content 😩
Part 3 of Forbidden Fruit is coming!!!
I'm so happy y'all are living for older Eddie. He's everything ❤️
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srry this is a really specific compliment - but i think i have read (at least?) 1 fic of yours where you describe eddie’s belly as being pudgy and i just love it sm…..i like him to be soft <3
darling thank you!! i mostly describe eddie's belly as pudgy bc i am a firm believer that eddie does in fact have a pudgy stomach (so do i!) and i love it <3
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I know that feeling, I'm also a habitual people pleaser and I HATE thinking that anybody might not or doesn't llike me, thats why I go anon anywhere I seend asks even if it's a good thing haha.
But that good terms vibe is a social contract, a two way street. If he's being pushy after you've said no and is making you uncomfortable, he has already broken that agreement. You aren't rude at all for removing yourself from that situation, he knows exactly what he's doing.
If we knew each other I'd say I'll log in and do it for you, but we don't, so instead I'll offer you a cute picture of my cat as encouragement if you put yourself first. Sorry you have to deal with the men of this website, you deserve better.
This is so sweet 🥺 Thank you so much. This might sound cringey but this really means a lot to me 🥺 Cat encouragement is also very much appreciated 🫶🏻
#asks#thank you so much for taking the time to write this#sweet sweet anon#please send me an asks off anon so we can be moots if we aren’t already
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inky i just want to say everytime i read your jordan fics i froth at the mouth like a dog with rabies ITS SO GOOD I KEEP REREADING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN… thank you for your service to this world may god bless you because holy shot…. 🫡🫡
look, i like jordan the best when they're suffering or mind breaking and all my fics WILL include that
i will make them go guilty catholic mode or im FAILING
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I literally always get to smiling when I see you on my dash! Don't let those anons get to you sweet Heidi. ❤️😚🤗
Thank you sweet anon 💞 I hope you have a wonderful day!
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What if I gave you flowers and chocolates and proclaimed my love for you
To match my usual goofy anon interactions: let's see what my wife has to say about that @barbieaemond where you at
To answer in a serious tone: ngl I'd die cause nobody has ever done anything even remotely resembling a romantic gesture for me ever in my life. So I'd be floored, nonnie, floored and swooned
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is there any chance in hell you'd ever write a drabble for peter maximoff i'm asking for a friend.
btw you say you're a mediocre writer, yet you post nothing but bangers. they're all amazing. love yourself bestie <3
are you like professor X - mind reader?!! i literally just wrote a short imagine for peter yesterday after school it’s sitting in my notes app (i’ll proofread it when i get home and probably post it later)
ahhh and thank you so so much i love you xx
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I need you to know that you're a huge part of the reason I recently picked up reading this silly little pirate odyssey and thus are ruining my life. thank you 💜
Tries not to cry
Cries a lot
That is some high caliber praise you got right there and I have been sniped 😭🤍🤍 I am glad that you are now a part of this wonderful and zany community 🖤 enjoy getting absolutely wrecked with the rest of us 💀
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DID YOU JUST SAY UGLY SHADING? UGLY SHADING?????? DONT YOU EVER- IT'S SO GOOD !!! BEAUTIFUL *MWAH MWAH* !!!!!!!
But really you are so good!! How you drew the atmosphere/vibe and face expression!!! Thank you for your awesome art!!
Thank youuuu 😭❤ I'm cryiiing...... Idk why but when I use this style it doesn't get popular, so everytime I draw this au it's not about feedback only about my little meow-meow...
And honestly I was pretty much done after drawing his face so all the rest is like "come oooon, he needs BODY, just do it, come oooon!" :'D
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Laceleaf is amazing! It’s so well written, you’re doing a wonderful job! There are so many details and references, I love it. It brings me so much comfort, I always reread whenever I can. Thank you so much for writing it and sharing it with us! :)
Oh my goodness!! You all are so so sweet!! 🩷🥹 Thank you for taking the time to even read it! I'm seriously so grateful, and so glad you like it! I think it's been my favorite one to write! Mainly Cece 😉
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