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on a side note: ive been pretty afk from group chats and talking to mutuals one-on-one but i want yall to know, through the use of vague posts, that I still love yall so much and hope youre all doing well and i will always cherish you and im not going anywhere but man im bad at talk to ppl
but the important thing is i will love yall forever and i will return to being weird in your proximity once more, one day
#sucktacular sucks#cant explain it so im just gonna say its the tism#even if we do not speak we will be besties until it is decided we dont wanna be besties anymore#i appreciate you all from afar and hold ur hand#also plz beam me with vibes of 'get a job' cuz im putting out applications but of course the radio silence...#IM FREEE ALWAYS I HAVE NO COMMITMENTS EVER I NEED MONEY COME ON >:(#im hoping getting a job and its disgusting routine of making me leave my house will help me be less ... [gestures broadly]
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Blog is 18+
Note this is a side blog so if you ever get a reply from some weirdo named @sucktacular, it's just me lol.
My art: #q art
Personal posts/rambles: #qeyond sucks
Music related head-canons: #q music
(archived Ko-Fi info below, currently not drawing but will let yall know when I get back into it <3)
Ko-Fi: Sucktacular
(ARCHIVED - INACTIVE AT THE MOMENT - PLEASE IGNORE)
For a limited time, if you send a min. $5 (usd) or $20+ (usd) donation I will draw you any Death Note related prompt you'd like! More info under the cut.
Min. $5 donation:
1-2 char max
Max waist length
Clean lines
Black & white lines
Chibi or non-chibi (artists choice)
$20+ donation:
1-3 char max
Max full body
Clean lines
Shading and/or coloring
Your choice of line colors (b&w, gradient, or flat color)
Your choice of chibi or non-chibi
NO: Visual NSFW (unsure? no harm in asking!), backgrounds.
YES: Gore/blood/death/killing, weed, clothed butts, text-based nsfw (eg. character says something saucy to another)
If you're unsure, there's no harm at all in asking!
INFO:
Include note with donation of prompt you'd like OR send here (Tumblr) with kofi info.
MUST be Death Note related (original series, LABB, A-Kira, musical, drama, movies, fic-based, etc.) Please note I have NOT seen the musical/drama yet so more detail in those prompts will help me bring it to life!
$20+ prompts: I will allow Wammy House OC's! You gotta give me visual ref or lots of written details tho lol. Links are welcome.
Min. $5 prompts vary in quality.
Everyone gets a bounding box (square/rectangle background)
If I really like your prompt I might make it a full body, allow more characters, color/shade, or add backgrounds/detailed items!
I'm very bias of course so prompts with Beyond Birthday or B + Naomi Misora may get those extra details I mentioned.
May try new techniques with prompts, but basic style will be the same.
Note that I say "shading and/or coloring" cuz I actually like to shade more than color even tho it takes longer, so just keep that in mind for whatever it's worth lol.
Finished pieces will be posted here and I'll tag you if you include your Tumblr handle.
You're more than welcome to use finished art as a profile picture or banner on Tumblr or other sites, just please include credit back to me.
Please DO NOT repost my art. I may be lenient on this rule, especially if it was YOUR paid prompt, but please ask before hand. I have Twitter and Instagram, but I'm not as active. Feel free to ask me to upload if I haven't already so you can share on those sites. :3
Please DO NOT edit or filter my art. :( If you wanna color my line art feel free to ask!
You CAN reference my art/concepts for fanfics or your own art, but please DO NOT trace. :( You obviously don't need to credit me for using concepts, that's up to you, but I'd always love to see what you made! :D
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all those caps and riches! but wait! sole takes a closer look, and their all plastic! its fake! bamboozlement!
Oh, no!!! Poor F!Sole! That's terrible! 😂
But this was a really good idea 😉💙💛
Cait - "Should've known this was fake.... I hope the bloody moron that set this up isn't dead yet. I'd like to beat the stuffing outta him!"
Piper - "Huh... I was wondering what that stink was in here. Who would've guessed it was counterfeit? My readers are gonna love this story..."
Curie - "Oh, no! Did the owner of this vault not know that this was all counterfeit money? What a shame."
MacCready - "What the--- NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! *bursts into tears*"
Deacon - "Oh... No wonder I never heard anything about it! All the people that stumbled up on this were probably too embarrassed to say that they found a vault full of fake caps and fell for it at first."
Codsworth - "Well, that's too bad... But look at the bright side, Mum! There are plenty more vaults in the Commonwealth, and I'm sure there's one out there that's full of all the caps you could imagine!"
Hancock - "This really sucks. And I've dealt with a lot of things that suck in my life, but this... This is one of the top sucktacular occurences..."
Danse - "This is an extremely disheartening turn of events. What imbecile would just paint tons of plastic bottlecaps to resemble true money? It would be such a waste of valuable time that could be spent elsewhere."
Preston - "Ah... I guess when things look like they're too good to be true, they usually are... Sorry, General..."
Valentine - "Huh... Well, I guess that explains the lack of security surrounding the place... Chin up, kid. I'm sure there's a motherlode somewhere out there."
X6-88 - "Hmm. I suppose that is rather unfortunate with respect to the near future. But don't worry, Ma'am. The Institute will one day render the caps system entirely useless as it moves toward a more efficient manner of currency."
Dogmeat - When he realizes that F!Sole is suddenly much less happy, he is unhappy with her. She seems disappointed and confused, and he realizes that someone must have did her a bamboozle. He noses her hand and licks it, trying to make her feel a little better.
Strong - "Tiny human no need caps! Tiny human just need guns and fists! Like Strong!"
#fallout companions react#fallout companion reacts#fallout 4#fo4#fallout#fallout 4 companions react#fallout 4 companion reacts#fallout 4 companions#fallout companions#piper wright#curie#cait#strong#dogmeat#x6-88#nick valentine#preston garvey#danse#paladin danse#hancock#john hancock#codsworth#deacon#robert maccready#maccready
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I just caught myself about to tell someone, “Sorry I--” and I stopped because I realized I was trying to figure out how to best word the sentiment: Sorry I like this thing that you think is dumb. Sorry I talk about it too much. Sorry I’m here.
When I got to that last one... Man, those sorts of thoughts just creep in and you don’t even realize your brain has sorta accepted it as a fact: I should be sorry that I’m here.
Depression sucks. :S All forms of it are equally sucktacular but I’m in this weird functioning place where I didn’t REALIZE how hard it’s trying to crush me until that little thought popped to mind. Sorry I’m here.
Time to drink some tea, crank up my music (shall I go for loud and ragey or something soft and soothing? I’ll just have to see what feels better ;) ), see if I can’t get out of my head and into some writing and just chill.
Mainly, I’m just posting this to say if you struggle with this sort of thing, you’re not alone. I know that, logically, I shouldn’t feel that way. I’m far from a perfect person but who is? I’m just a plain ol’ human being. There are times when part of my brain is wrong in its conclusions. You just have to remember that. It feels true but it’s not. It’s incorrect. If your brain tries to tell you anything like that, remember that I’m glad you’re here. Hang in there. ♥
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One day we’ll lay on the ground together and look into the clearest of night skies. <3
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Sucktacular Saturday
God, just when I thought that a sucktacularly horrible day couldn't get any worse. It. Gets. Worse. I mean, why not finish off a sucktacular week with a grand finale folks!! Boom fireworks of absolute suck blow up into the sky and I'm in tears again!! KA-BLAMMO! Whoooo! Why am I even posting this? No one gives a damn. I'm probably going to have myself a good long cry and delete this later because A. I hate posting any of my feelings on the Internet because it's just- EDGELORD EXTROARDINAIRE OVER HERE WHOS BEGGING FOR ATTENTION And B. No one cares. I could probably drop off the face of the Earth and no one could give a damn. NO ONE. God, I just... I hate this so much... Im so... Angry. And frustrated. And sad. I'm honestly just, I'm awful. I'm so awful. I'm going off to my cry. And maybe, maybe I'll come back just to delete this.
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Sort of disappointed there’s not going to be a Kid Delf event head this year for the LUT’s Winter Event. :C
That’s alright, though. Still ordering my new doll anyway. <3
A birthday/Christmas present to myself for making it through one of the roughest two years I’ve had. Thanks for staying around, me.
Things are looking up a bit more at the moment. Life has recently given me a very sweet boyfriend. <3 (I haven’t had someone like this in my life for at least 6 years, so it’s sort of a big deal to me, sorry.)
My new doll is going to be a Zuzu Delf Persi! They’re going to be in white and I’ll blush them all myself. ^^
I plan for a black and white aesthetic with maybe some bright blue color pop~.
I really want to make some custom ears and maybe a tail too.
I can also finally order some new Kid Delf hands for my boy(S)!
long story short, I finally got a body for Cole so now he and Anthony can hang out together!! I’m so excited to get some proper photos of them together and hopefully I won’t forget to share them here.
I’m more active on Instagram, tbh.
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Does anyone have any good resources on how much older Littlest Pet Shop figures are worth? o:
Brought my 2006~ collection home and admiring them but wondering if maybe I should sell any of them or if any of them arent that desired so I could maybe make a custom...
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Talking uhhhh idk working out I guess.
Y'all I'm ripped as hell watch out (voice of a guy that's slightly delusional)
Okay but no I kind of feel good about this.. it's only been off and on til these past couple weeks , but like there's something brewing
Gays, please, attack me with affection. I'm feeling troubled and need queer love asap.
Also I hope y'all know I'm doing this all for Anime North 2024. I will be showing up my final year of being in my 20s, hot as fucking hell, and beaming with autistic rizz about Death Note. And also jacked cuz, listen, it's hard lifting bodies around. Beyond birthday has an 8 pack. I hear beyond birthday is shredded. (And if it's not true, well, I will be shredded in his honor!)
#sucktacular sucks#pspspspsps gays come look at my huge muscular arms (fibbing)#(truth: come witness my lil weak gay arms that i use to hug my friends with)
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y'all wanna see a guy casting a spell?
#sucktacular sucks#partner printed me this ass frog a while ago but i also found this metal ring outside#and the lighting in my room is bad so i got a flash light and now hes REALLY casting magic#GET BEAMED#frog#toad
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. Sorry I'm gonna vent all my frustrations out today until it's gone and then move on with my life fjsjjfbenf feel free to ignore all this. Consider this a diary entry or something lmao
My favorite evil, spoiled, hatful, and deeply ungrateful daughter secret habit is getting another impersonal, self-indulgent gift from my parents and putting it in one of the drawers of my dressers in my old bedroom and leaving it there to fester along with the rest of the room and house and family
Like I'm nearly 30. I'm queer. I'm EMO I'm alt. I'm fucking masc about a lot of my dress and tastes. I've been this way since I was like at least 16...
And YET my mother keeps giving me prissy girly girl stuff. Like.... Not only does that feel bad for my genders, but you really didn't care enough about me to recognize I hate this shit and it's nothing I would ever wear.
And it's so fucking bizarre too cuz my distant aunt use to do the SAME EXACT THING TO ME??? when i was a lot younger/before I was a teen and we stopped visiting. And my mom would always comment to me privately how it's "weird" and "ugly" and that I "clearly don't like that stuff" and it was "just cus that's what she gets her daughters".
So like.. hello?
Idk man. I don't leave anything like clothes behind because it'll just get damaged by time and water and probably mice or something idk man. But I have a growing pile of Christmas gifts at home I frankly have no fucking room to hold onto.
Idk man... It feels deeply thoughtless considering who I am. Who I've been for half my life now. Idk man... Like I DO feel deeply guilty about it every single second of my life and I think I just need to drop everything off at a thrift store and move on about it.
Off topic, listening to Breaking Benjamin and RED is soooo classic "Alex trapped for hours in their parents car and deeply not wanting to talk to them" vibes and there's a twisted comfort in that LMAO
Oh RED I love you 💕 of breaking Benjamin I love you 💕 oh edgy music I love you 💕💕 soothing my soul
You take the breath right out of meeee. You left a hole where my heart should beeee. You gotta fight just to make it throouughh. Cuz I will be the death of you!!!
Idk that's not relevant to anything lyrically, it just came up on my playlist and thank God for that
Anyway my partner is gonna come up to see me later today and take me the fuck away for a lil bit and I can't waitttt!!!!!!!!! this is gonna be fucking work on my brain tho. What a fucking change of vibes.
Oh also I wanna say I dropped the word "queer" on my parents and my mom burst out a singular laugh and like LMAOO okay
I was living blissfully in a world where queer is a regular ass reclaimed word and forgor...
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FRIENDLY REMINDER: TAKE YOUR MEDS!!!!
FRIENDLY REMINDER: DRINK WATER!!!!
FRIENDLY REMINDER: HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT EVEN IF IT'S JUST A LIL SNACKIE!!!
FRIENDLY REMINDER: I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND YOU DESERVE GOOD THINGS!!! YOU DESERVE TO ENJOY HUMANITY!!! YOU DESERVE TO FEEL GOOD!!!
#sucktacular sucks#not looking for ppl to reblog just didnt wanna go try to find a post like this lol#anyway TAKE YOUR MEDS DRINK WATER AND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A FOOD#fed is best you can have anything youd like at all as long as you eat :) <3#only got chips? well its a food!#only got bread? well its a food!#only wanna make french fries or a single chicken strip? its worth the time!!#theres no rules on food just eat something (well besides like dietary restrictions)#i love you you deserve to eat you desereve to enjoy taste you fucking deserve to live like an ancient powerful figure#luxurious in tastes and flavors and experiences#yes even you reader you DESERVE THE PLEASURES OF HUMANITY!!!!!!!!#food mention#that being said i love you no matter what please be kind to yourself#kissing all my disabled friends and holding your hand (if youd like) today while you do things or just relax#friendly reminder that relaxing is NOT MORALLY BAD!!!#friendly reminder that YOU DESREVE TO REST YOUR BODY NO MATTER WHAT!!!#friendly reminder that FOOD HAS NO MORALITY!!!! i love you and i just want you to be okay. okay?
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Hey y'all weed posting on main, hope u don't mind. So anyway, babies first weed plant is working away!!!
#weed#drugs#shes a bit scraggly but also her seed was from a dried up weed branch i found in the back shed#that had been there for god knows how long (at least a year) lol#so im surprised she even got this far WOOWOOO LETS GO GIRL YOURE BEAUTIFUL#also those bulbs with the orange bits are okay and fine right?#my research suggests theyre just female parts but i was like oh god what if shes turning hermaphroditic#i think... i think shes okay tho. honestly i hope she finishes up soon cuz its getting cold out at night... worried for her#sucktacular sucks#ive no fucking clue what strain she is but judging by online research + old roomies weed preferences shes probably a sativa!#which idk how thats gonna go for me cuz im an indica bitch#my anxiety is insane dude im too scared of sativa lol#anyway everyone please give her a kiss goodnight!!!! 💕💕💕#also i hope this isnt the most pathetic weed ever grown LMAO shes doing so good all things considered
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hi random but if you take things home you found outside that are usually considered "garbage" ily and I am doing it with you and we are enjoying cleaning and loving our little trinkets and items
#sucktacular sucks#i feel so much shame and so nervous about it when i do...#but i really just love found objects and bringing them back to life to love or just display or just to have to myself#i think youre a much more joyful person to be around if you enjoy 'junk' than the people that tell you its gross or weird :3#literally about no one btw its just an anxiety ive had forever but like i LOVE JUNK I LOVE GARBAGE I LOVE FOUND OBJECTS#just obv be careful of bed bugs and termites and stuff etc that will actually fuck your shit :(#but like i found a weird metal ring/disk in the grass that is objectionably 'garbage' but you know what? its mine now :)!!#not me finding that metal thing in the grass and thinking... wow I know exactly who would love this i wish it was you finding this instead
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I'm so sad I missed boop day... ._. 💔
I woulda hopped y'all so fuckin good, trust me
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