Shining light

I have therapy in an hour and tomorrow I have the dentist' appointment but now I'm just randomly full of energy.

I'm feeling like creating more (die ärzte) fanart and it annoys me that I feel like I'm busy with other things. I literally have nothing else than therapy today and the whole day after that is free for me, and same tomorrow after the dentist, yet I feel so annoyed because I already was to my parents every single day since Friday and the introvert/ambivert in me needs my me-time.

Also on Wednesday we might be going to my aunt with my brother as she does our haircuts, so that's yet another day when I can't be just home alone the whole day.

Usually I get so worn out by anything like this. Like, it's just 1h in the therapist's office and yet I feel so tired aftrerwards. And it's not because of the therapy, it's just my brain treating everything as something that will make me lose the ability to function for the rest of the day. Doesn't matter if it's 1h or 10h, my brain still thinks the whole day is done when we have just one small appointment over, and refuses to let me do pretty much anything at home afterwards because "we already ran out of our energy for today but we also can't sleep because it's just afternoon and we're not TIRED tired but also doing something was never an option so now we must just stay in one place but also staying in one place was never an option and we must do something".

So yeah. I have plenty of ideas for dä fanart but I feel annoyed because I feel like I don't have enough time. I also really want to start with the 2 remaining art requests (I got 3 overall and already posted one of them a few days ago. Or was it a week ago already?) because I just want them done asap. I even have everything planned and all, I should just start drawing! Altho, with one of them I might want to try some sketching first and maybe try with something else before I get to that because I again made it a bit of a challenge for myself (which I'm excited over) but because I don't know what I'm doing, I need to practice something first and just test out things to figure out what I REALLY want from that drawing :D