I know I’m 18 now so legally I can say all the horny thoughts about my own ocs or characters in general that I’ve been holding back now on a NSFW Twitter acc or just using the spicy tag but I feel so weird?? Not that I’m shaming myself but i have people here that I’ve known since I was like 15 so it’s like WHAT WILL THEY THINK IF THEY SEE THIS?? Though honestly they probably wouldn’t care, WHY AM I LIKE THIS???
there’s such an obvious contrast. the colors were purple and blue and pink – evident of a club like setting – to show that it was nothing more than a one night stand. now, they’re yellow, warm and more intimate, proving that their feelings have grown and that there’s love between them. before, sky was on top, keeping himself far away from prapai. that way, he was in control, and no connection was forced. but this time, sky gives himself over completely and willingly. he trusts prapai enough to lie on his back, have him over him, pressed chest to chest. he doesn’t feel like he needs an escape route, because he’s no longer afraid. sky was so eager to leave after their first time, refusing to revel in the afterglow or let a stranger creep through the cracks of the walls he has so carefully constructed. but now he stays. they sleep with nothing in between them, sky talks about his past, he allows himself to be vulnerable, because prapai has proven that he can be. it’s really a beautiful thing.
Man, it’s almost perfect out here if only there weren’t three different houses having construction and ten lawns being mowed. I caught an 11-second exhale of near quiet. These Anderson knees are getting knobbier the older I get - like my nose and ears are getting bigger - aging isn’t for the weak of heart or for those who don’t like being alone.
This weather is stunning. I’ve been doing client work out on the patio and hopping up every 20 min to move another wheelbarrow full of wood chips into the garden paths. I’m about 3/4 of the way done and have way too many chips. Oops.
Ok, I think I’mma pop the noise canceling earbuds in, play some nature sounds, and take a little nap.