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#sorry sorry im rambling insane thoughts its 11:30 and i just decided to break up with someone
guinevereslancelot
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3 months
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i am unknowable and incapable of love goodnight <3
#romantic love i mean
#against my will tho bc i want love so bad
#but tbh i never feel anything more than awkward when i date 😬
#i only feel comfortable with people when there's no romantic pressure idk
#would genuinely love to build a platonic life with someone why do i have to be in love to marry someone and have a family w them 😭
#love is real im just never going to experience it btw
#but i still would like companionship and i really want kids tbh
#i dont want to settle for not love in a relationship where thats expected or wanted and the other person loves me
#but if it was an entirely platonic no pressure relationship that would be nice
#maybe that would grow into love but the pressure of romance right off the bat kills the romance
#in need to be close friends for like a decade first
#sorry sorry im rambling insane thoughts its 11:30 and i just decided to break up with someone
#and he's staying at my home so im even more painfully aware of having another person so deeply involved in my life that they become family
#sorry you're not family i dont know anyone but my family well enough to let them be family and i never will please get out of my house
#i make no sense but basically i love my family and want kids of my own but i dont want romance in there just platonic family love
#romantic love is too hard to find and scary and weird i basically want to live with my actual family and adopt some kids someday sorry
#this might change if i met the right person but i would need to be friends with them for a long time with no pressure first
#and looking for that person is too forced and weird
#anyway
#its 11:30 in my 20s a week before valentine's day so naturally i am going insane that's all goodnight
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