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until the world ends // Lee Felix

genre: fluff, angst?? zombieapocalypse!au

word count: 4.3k

warnings: mentions of death, kinda gore? not really

AN: i worked really hard on this one, lmk what you think!

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The end of the world had started as quickly as the new world was born. It happened seemingly overnight, as one day you were sitting in your classes, and the next you were fighting off your infected family members. You had woken up to sluggish moaning and a pounding at your bedroom door, and at that moment you knew you had to make a choice. You looked around your room in a panic for something to defend yourself with, and the best thing you could find was an old, heavy textbook. With deep breaths, you readied yourself for whatever was behind the door. Relax, Y/N, you thought to yourself, it’s probably just your dad or something. But your dad had never made that grotesque of a groan before, and your sister had never screamed that loud in her life. At the sound of your sister’s cries from beyond the wall, you made your decision. When you opened the door, your eyes widened and your heart almost stopped with the sight you were greeted with. Your mom’s presumingly dead body laid in the hallway, and in front of her was your dad, breathing heavily and muttering incoherent words. His clothes were ripped and bloodied, and his skin was a gross greenish-gray hue. You turned to your silently weeping sister and shared a terrified glance with her. While your dad was hovered over your mother’s body, you took that chance to raise the textbook and smack it on the back of his head, leaving him unconscious. In a state of panic, you grabbed your sister’s wrist and sprinted down the hallway, towards the front door. However, you seemed to have underestimated your dad’s new zombie-like powers, because his hand shot out and took hold of your sister’s ankle, dragging her back to him. “No!” you shouted, tears streaming down your face. Your sister looked up to you with fear in her eyes.

“Go, Y/N! I will just drag you down. Survive for me!” she screamed, as your father dragged her closer to him. You couldn’t just leave your sister, and your dad, in his deranged state, knew that. Before you could react, he bit down into the flesh of her calf, and she was out. You sobbed, still confused, and sprinted out the door to the garage, looking for a better weapon than a textbook. As you looked around for something, anything, you could hear shuffling from inside the house. You choked back another sob and grabbed a shovel that was propped on the wall, and with that you ran away from the only life you have ever known.

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You sighed as you plopped down in front of your makeshift fire. As you poked the flames with a tree branch you found on the ground, you thought about your current predicament. After you fled from your home two weeks ago, you discovered that there was an outbreak of a brain-eating virus that basically zombified humans, called the Infected. When you first tried to scour a convenience store for some kind of materials to survive, you had found that the store had already been ransacked. You were lucky to find a spare bottle of water on the floor, and an old musty backpack in the parking lot near the dumpster. You also hadn’t seen any sign of life since being on your own, which filled you with a sense of dread. You were currently camped out in the woods, in a convenient clearing near the entrance of the forest. You always slept with your shovel in hand, but you didn’t get much sleep anyways. Visions of your family, alive and well, plagued your dreams. You buried your head in your hands at the thought of your sister and fought back tears. Your pity party was cut short by a shuffle in the woods, shortly followed by a masculine scream. Immediately, you put out the fire and stood alert, shovel in hand. As the shuffling got closer, your heartbeat quickened. Quietly, you crept in the direction of the sound. Y/N, what are you doing? You thought to yourself, and closed your eyes to calm yourself. You hid behind a bush, and slowly peered your head over it to investigate the situation. You were surprised to see a cute boy around your age fighting off an Infected with what appeared to be a stapler. A stapler? You thought. Odd choice, but I’m not one to judge. The Infected pushed the boy to the ground, but before the boy could react, you ran in and whacked it upon the head with your shovel. Before helping the boy up, you gave the Infected a few more hard pounds to the face for good measure. As soon as the boy was off the ground, you grabbed his hand and sprinted back towards the direction of your makeshift camp. As you were packing up your things in a panic, the boy turned to you.

“Thank yo-” he started, but was quickly interrupted by you.

“No time,” you whisper-shouted. “Here, hold this. Follow me.” You started running out of the woods, but the unnamed boy stopped you.

“Are you crazy?! We have to stay inside the forest, outside is a festering ground for Infected,” he said incredulously. You rolled your eyes.

“I know a place, trust me. It is right outside of the woods,” you replied. “Besides, didn’t you just get attacked by an Infected in the forest?”

“That was an outlier,” he grumbled, but continued to follow you. If he was being honest, he had no better option than to see what you had in store. You led him outside the woods, and followed a small footpath around the edge of it for about a half a mile, before veering off towards the mountains. As you got closer to the base of one of the smaller mountains, you found the hill. Your hill. You quickly scanned your surroundings, then gestured to the boy to come with you towards the south end of the hill. You found the mark you had made in the dirt with your shovel in the hill, and started digging. Once you got past the barrier you had set up, an opening emerged. You ducked your head slightly to enter, and the boy gave you a curious glance.

“C’mon, this is not a trap. Just get inside and I will explain,” you said when you noticed his gaze. He lightly scoffed, but entered the hole in the hill after you. After he was safely inside, you took a brown tarp from the ground and covered the entrance, then took a flashlight from your backpack to lighten up the space.

“Holy shit, where did you find all of this stuff?” he asked as he looked around the cave. You walked to the far corner and turned on a battery-powered lantern.

“I looked in places that not many people thought to look in. Who would’ve thought that an abandoned thrift store would have so many things that are essential in a zombie apocalypse,” you responded as you sat down. The boy cautiously sat across from you, still in awe. You were finally able to get a good look at him, and a sight he was. He was thin, and had light hair that framed his freckle-filled face. He was wearing a dirty and slightly torn windbreaker, black jeans, and sneakers. You looked down at your own worn hoodie and leggings and slightly chuckled. “However, the one thing I haven’t found yet is a spare set of clothes.”

He looked at you inquisitively, before saying, “We haven’t had a proper chance to introduce ourselves yet. I’m Felix.” He stuck his hand out for you to shake and smiled. You returned his smile, albeit not as bright, and reciprocated the handshake.

“I’m Y/N. Let’s try our best not to die.”

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Attempting to survive the zombie apocalypse with Felix by your side was definitely better than on your own, especially because you could actually get decent sleep at night. You guys would take turns to be on watch. Although you were in a decently sealed cave, you both thought it was better to be safe than sorry. The cave was set up as your main base, but you would occasionally venture out to search for more materials. You were currently in the cave with the tarp open, mapping out your next scrounge for resources. Felix was nearby in the woods gathering wood. Circling the next destination on the map, you suddenly froze as you heard a thud from the wall of the hill. Felix, I swear to God, you thought, grabbing your shovel just in case. You quietly stepped out of the cave and looked around. Seeing nothing, you shrugged and started to walk back towards the entrance of your base, when suddenly, you were pushed down to the ground facedown by an unknown force. A scream involuntarily left your throat, and you quickly flipped onto your back and held your shovel in front of you to push against what was holding you down. You were face to face with an Infected, and you had never been so terrified in your life. “Felix! Help!” you yelled, hoping it would reach him. The Infected snarled in your face, and it took all of your strength to continue to hold its weight away from you. As you remembered your sister’s last words to you, you let out a choked sob. You couldn’t survive for her, not when the Infected were this strong and all you had was a shovel. Nonetheless, you continued to fight back, hoping and praying that Felix, or anyone at this point, could save you from an undead fate. Your savior came in the form of a gunshot, and the Infected fell to the ground. Panting, you scrambled away from the Infected, and Felix ran up to you brandishing a handgun. He plopped down on the ground next to you and held your face in his hands.

“Are you okay?” he asked, eyes frantically searching your form for any injuries. With wide eyes, you nodded.

“Just a little shaken up is all,” you said, but your voice quivered. With his mouth set in a firm line, he nodded and helped you back to the base. When you safely returned, you turned to him.

“Where the hell did you get that?” you asked, pointing to the gun in his hand.

“Oh, this? I just found an abandoned camp in the woods, but I wanted to get you so that we could investigate together. Luckily, I picked this up before I came back, otherwise we both would’ve been fucked,” he said, then handed you a bottle of water. “Here, drink up.”

“Thanks,” you muttered, before you both entered a comfortable silence. You sat and mulled over the events that just occurred, while Felix started to prepare dinner. As he handed you a can of soup, he noticed your blank stare.

“Y/N,” he said, and you looked up at him. His gaze was undecipherable. “Did I ever tell you about how I ended up in the woods by myself with only a stapler to defend myself?” You shook your head. Felix had never discussed his past before, and neither had you. You both were too focused on being in the present and surviving to dwell on the past. He continued. “Well, I used to travel around with one of my best friends, Chan. We stayed in the woods, because there was less of a chance of being found by Infected. One day, I was out of camp, collecting firewood while Chan stayed on base.” He paused, looking away from you to take a deep breath. “I was only out for an hour, but when I came back, Chan was nowhere to be found, and our camp looked like it had gone through hell and back. I assumed the worst, and just grabbed my backpack and ran. When we had to evacuate our town due to the outbreak, Chan was the only one there by my side. For some stupid reason, I only thought to bring a stapler from home. You found me on the same day Chan die-” Felix’s voice cracked, and his eyes were glossy. You set a reassuring hand on his knee, and he glanced at your face once before continuing. “You found me the same day Chan disappeared, with a fiery look in your eyes and ready to smack anyone who got in your way with a shovel,” he said as he met your eyes, giving you a small smile.

“Felix-” you started, but he interrupted you.

“No, Y/N, I’m not done yet. I almost see it as Chan sent you, for me. To remind me why we are fighting so hard to survive this. If you hadn’t been there for me, I would have given up and died. But now, I have a reason to survive, and fight back, so thank you,” he finished, giving you a smile that made your insides melt. You tackled him in a hug, and buried your head into his shoulder, trying to fight off tears. After composing yourself, you tore out of his grip to look into his eyes. You gave Felix a shy, red-cheeked smile, and he swore that nothing shined brighter than your eyes in that moment.

“I don’t know what I would have done if I hadn’t found you. I was starting to lose hope, after losing my family and being by myself for so long. Thank you, for being my light in the darkness,” you said, whispering the last sentence. It seemed almost impossible, but his smile widened even more after your words.

“Okay, Y/N. You had a long day, I’ll take first watch,” he said, taking both of your soup cans. You nodded, and began to set up your bed. You laid down and closed your eyes, but not before wishing Felix a good night.

“Goodnight, Y/N.”

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After your near death experience, Felix was a lot more protective over you. He insisted that you both go everywhere together, and he never let you out of his sight. You understood why, but that doesn’t mean his overprotectiveness didn’t get on your nerves at times.

“Felix, can I at least piss without you breathing down my neck?” you snapped one day. He pouted at you.

“But what if an Infected comes out of nowhere mid-stream? You would be completely defenseless! And vulnerable!” You rolled your eyes.

“I think I will be fine for five seconds,” you said. He huffed out a breath of annoyance.

“Fine,” he said before he left you in peace. You scoffed at his dramatics.

After you were done, you joined Felix in front of your cave. He handed you your backpack and shovel, then led you towards the woods.

“So, where are we going today?” you asked as you slightly trailed behind him.

“We are going to check out that abandoned camp I found the other day,” he responded, while holding some overhanging branches up for you to walk under.

“You really think it’s worth it to check it out? What if we show up and there’s nothing?” you questioned. He looked over at you, a cocky grin on his face.

“Trust me, Y/N. I found a loaded handgun there. Who knows what else we could find?”

Felix was right about finding something at the camp. However it wasn’t an extra gun, or nonperishable food as you had hoped.

“Is that… a dog?” You looked down, and sure enough, a wide-eyed corgi was staring right back at you. “How the hell did that get here?” Felix held his arm out in front of you, preventing you from stepping any further.

“Wait, Y/N, it might be rabid or something,” he said as he cautiously approached the panting dog.

“I’m pretty sure we would see foam coming out of his mouth or something,” you replied, sidestepping his arm and crouching down next to the corgi. You pet the dog’s head gently, and it leaned further into your touch. You glanced at the name tag. “I guess his name’s Bowser,” you said.

Felix crouched next to you and started to pet Bowser. Bowser jumped into Felix’s arm and he laughed. “Guess we have to keep him now.”

“Dude, it’s hard enough to take care of ourselves. No way are we taking a dog with us too,” you said sternly, giving Felix a hard glare.

Felix gave you his best puppy dog eyes, and your will nearly crumbled right there. “But Y/N, we can’t just leave him to die!”

“Where will we find food for him? No, final answer,” you said as you started to search the rest of the camp for something valuable. Felix held Bowser up in his arms.

“Oh, you must’ve been so lonely, Bowser. But you don’t have to be anymore, as soon as Y/N quits being a big meanie,” he spoke in a cute voice to the dog. Bowser softly howled, almost as if in agreement with Felix.

You rolled your eyes, even though Felix couldn’t see it. “Fine, we can keep him,” you huffed. “But you’re finding food for him.”

“Oh, don’t you worry, babe, I got it,” he smirked. You blushed at the pet name, then remembered the reason why you were here in the first place.

You turned to him with your hands on your hips. “Okay, back to work. Try to find something useful,” you instructed. Felix set Bowser down and saluted you.

“Aye, aye, captain,” he said with a wink. You just rolled your eyes and regained your focus on the bag you were rummaging through, trying to calm the racing of your heart. If the Infected didn’t get you first, Lee Felix was going to be the death of you.

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Weeks passed, and you were still adjusting to the addition of Bowser. You quickly warmed up to the dog, but it was hard to constantly keep track of him. Felix’s great idea of feeding him was to just let him go out and find his own food, which seemed to be successful. Until Bowser is gone for an unprecedented amount of time, sending you and Felix into a frenzy, only to realize that he was curled up under a blanket in the cave the whole time. You were starting to dislike Felix’s idea, but you had other things to worry about.

“Y/N,” Felix called from inside the cave. You were outside, starting a fire for dinner.

“What?” You called back.

“C’mere, I think we have run into a bit of a problem.”

You entered the cave to see Felix hunched over the map, Bowser at his feet. When he noticed your presence, he showed the map to you. You furrowed your eyebrows.

“What’s wrong with it?”

He pointed to all of the circles that have been crossed out. “There’s nowhere else nearby where we can look for materials. We’ve already hit all the spots in our area.” You nodded, seeing where he was going with this.

“We’re going to have to move our base,” you said. Felix nodded. “But where will we go?”

“Well,” he started, “we can go north of the mountains, see what’s up there. Or we could go back into the woods and try to make it out to the otherside.”

You hummed, thinking. You wanted to avoid the woods, considering your guys’ previous luck there. But north of the mountains was uncharted territory, and you didn’t know how many Infected lingered there.

“Why don’t we just go through the mountains? There can’t be many Infected there, it would be too risky for them,” you suggested. Felix gave you a grim look.

“But what about resources? There would be nothing there,” he said. You pondered it a little more. It wouldn’t hurt to go back to the woods for a short while.

“Okay, then how about we go to the woods, look for resources and stock up, then head towards the mountains?”

“I mean, I don’t have a better plan,” he teased. You smiled and shoved his shoulder. “Hey, that’s my good shoulder!” You rolled your eyes.

“Oh, shut up, you big baby. Let’s leave for the woods tomorrow then. I’ll make dinner tonight, you map it out as best as you can,” you instructed. He bowed at you.

“Anything for you, my princess,” he smiled up at you with a twinkle in his eye. You just huffed and returned to the fire, trying to hide the blush in your cheeks.

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That night, you couldn’t sleep. You had taken first watch, but thoughts of Felix plagued your mind the whole time. Every time you tried to close your eyes, his annoyingly adorable smile popped up, and no matter how many times you tossed and turned it wouldn’t go away. Bowser noticed your restlessness, and escaped your grasp to sit in Felix’s lap. You sighed and sat up, giving up on sleep. Felix glanced at you and chuckled.

“Up so early, Y/N?” he asked teasingly.

“Shut up,” you grumbled, as you got up and tried to calm your messy mat of hair. You gave up and just tied it back.

“I still think you look the cutest when you get up,” he said, smiling at you. You instantly flushed and glared at him.

“Quit saying stuff you don’t mean,” you said weakly. He just playfully rolled his eyes and started to pack for your excursion into the woods. You joined him, and soon enough you were ready to go. Felix stepped out of the cave with Bowser in tow, and you sealed up the entrance to the hill. Then you were off to the woods.

“I really hope this doesn’t take long,” you muttered to yourself.

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It took a long time. After walking for hours and finding nothing, you decided to set up camp for the night, A.K.A. a small fire and sleeping bags. As you set up the fire, Felix laid out in his temporary bed and watched you.

“Y/N, do you think we will have to live this way for the rest of our lives?” he suddenly questioned. You tensed up, not expecting him to say that. Then you sighed.

“I hope not, I don’t know how much more of this I can take. It’s exhausting.” Felix hummed in agreement. He looked away from you before asking his next question.

“If this ever ends, will you still be by my side?” You scoffed.

“Of course! After this, you’re never getting rid of me,” you said. Felix finally met your eyes and smiled.

“Good, you’re not getting rid of me either.” You gazed into his eyes, trying to decipher the look he was giving you, when you were interrupted by a distant bark. “Bowser!” Felix exclaimed, scrambling to get up. You grabbed your shovel and a flashlight, and ran after him in the direction of your dog. When you finally found Bowser, you were pleasantly surprised at where he was. It was yet another abandoned camp, but this one showed promise. The fire was recently put out, but a lot of resources had been left behind. You entered one of the abandoned tents before Felix could stop you, and gasped at what you saw. Felix came in right behind you, and his eyes widened at the sight.

“Well, looks like you can replace your shovel now,” he said. You stepped closer to the loaded assault rifle, but hesitated before grabbing it. Were you really doing this? The moment you opened your bedroom door to your Infected father, you felt like you were in a neverending fever dream. But no, this was now your reality. And so, you picked up the gun. And as you picked up the gun, you realized that you were not the same person you were all those months ago when this started. Hell, you weren’t even the same person you were yesterday. But as you looked over at the freckle faced boy beside you, you think that maybe your change wasn’t so bad afterall.

You turned to Felix, a determined fire in your eyes. “I will do whatever it takes for us to make it through this alive. Even if that means that I have to use this against whoever or whatever gets in our way. There’s no way in hell I’m losing you now.” Felix smiled knowingly, bringing you into a hug. He gazed into your eyes, then lowered his lips to yours for a short, sweet peck.

“I love you too, Y/N,” he whispered in your ear, before cackling and pulling away. You blushed with a frown on your face.

“That’s not what I- oh nevermind, just forget it,” you sputtered, looking everywhere but his face. He continued laughing.

“I know you love me back, even if you don’t admit it,” he teased. You waved him off, but didn’t try to hide the smile breaking out on your face.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. Let’s just head towards the mountains.” He straightened up and saluted you.

“Yes ma’am, you lead the way,” he said with a bright smile. You wouldn’t say it out loud, for fear of sending his ego into sky, but you loved him back. You knew that no matter what happened in the mountains, you would always feel alive by his side.

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