i cycle between an 80s dad, a 90s kid, and a 60s mother

(all while i listen to 70s music)

Oscar Piastri feeding Logan Sargeant [x]

* there seems to have been a miscommunication

Your art is incredible!! Did you take classes/where’d you take your classes?

Thank you so much! I've never really taken proper classes, I learn by studying on my own -- drawing what I see around me, studying other artwork, studying photos, and mostly just a lot of experimenting and figuring out what I enjoy. I think it's evident I lack a solid foundation and am not a very technically skilled artist but that's ok, I'm always trying to learn and am still trying to figure out what direction to take my art in

My heart is racing so fast right now.

2019 feels so much further away than 2020 but it’s literally just a year

I turn 20 in just over a month and I’m not ready to stop being a scumbag teen bc I’m still 19 and forgetting to do my homework, 18 and obsessing over bad movies, 17 and bunking online class to sleep all day, 16 and heartbroken, 15 and in love, 14 and smoking for the first time in a dark comedy club, 13 and happy colouring in my aunt’s kitchen

my birthday present to myself was having my eyebrow piercing reopened and getting my first haircut in like three and a half years and i am VERY pleased with the results

On August 11, 2013, Naito won his first G1, and with it a certificate guaranteeing a match for the IWGP Heavyweight Championship at the Tokyo Dome on January 4, 2014.

But after Naito's victory, the New Japan crowd rejected him. A vote was held to determine which match would be the main event for Wrestle Kingdom 8 - Okada vs Naito for the IWGP Heavyweight Championship, or Tanahashi vs Shinsuke for the IWGP Intercontinental Championship. Naito lost the vote overwhelmingly, and the IWGP HW match was moved down on the card, demoted to the semi-main. Naito fought Okada at the Tokyo Dome in front of a crowd that hated him, and lost.

Ten years later almost to the day, on August 12, 2023, Naito beat Okada to win his third G1, and with it a guaranteed match for the IWGP World Heavyweight title at the Tokyo Dome, on January 4, 2024.

Ten years later, to the day, he'll get the main event spot that he was promised. And this time, I believe he'll win it.

wendy (2020) dir. benh zeitlin

Part of the book I found the most horrifying/fascinating is when Aviv talks about basically becoming addicted to Lexapro (that’s not the word she uses but I don’t know what else you would call it) and taking it for ten years and counting after being prescribed a six month trial because she basically can’t handle the withdrawal symptoms. She ultimately describes being on Lexapro as giving her a different personality (one she likes better) to the point where when she attempts to stop taking it during her first pregnancy she stops remembering why she wanted a baby in the first place and considers getting an abortion (she gets back on Lexapro instead).

She describes her experience in a fairly light tone but it seriously freaked me out because it’s a perfect description of what makes me so leery of mood-altering drugs. If you take something that changes your personality that much, what does it mean about what makes you, you? How can you be sure that the decisions you’re making are ones you would still want to make if you stopped taking it? If you have a debilitating mental illness I guess that’s the point, but it seems like such a red flag that doctors are so cavalier about prescribing drugs to people with pretty mild issues when we don’t even really know how they work and they can be extremely difficult to withdrawal from. 

i feel like everybody mistakes different aesthetics from a decade with another decade because the last decade always seems to slowly die out in the first early few years

ie: the 80s aesthetic was still going strong in the early 90s, until the likes of nirvana happened and grunge was all the rage of the 90s, the 90s was still going on in the first couple years of the 2000s before frutiger aero was the dominant aesthetic for most of the 2000s, etc etc. even a lil bit of the brown and yellow 70s still kept going on in the 80s until the popular memphis design took over as a dominating aesthetic for that decade

i can't watch borderline forever without tearing up like a baby

Got so worked up about the CM showrunners' allergy to continuity that I had to walk away from Tumblr for a while. Had to shutdown the laptop and go take a break because I was getting too pissed off at Messmaker.

I wish, more than anything, I could just like -- not care about this fandom anymore. I went YEARS thinking I'd found freedom, but it was all a lie. It was only dormant, it never truly left.

If my time in this fandom were a person, they could vote this year. Congratultions to my horrid curse of CM being a special interest I'll never excape -- now old enough to be graduating HS, just like I was when I started watching this show.

the fact that I'm a little worried I might be going a little bit Actually Insane from not leaving the house or talking to people for three years even with the love of my life also living in the same house with me is really shifting my perspective on elyss and melliwyk's backstories

am reading "united states v barnes" for the first time bc i found it linked in a hockey fic's notes being praised as "the perfect ideal of a multimedia fic" and i am. pretty estranged from my marvel fandom these days but holy shit i'm losing my mind over how good this fic is oh my god i'm only in chapter 2 but aaaaaaaaaa