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fishareglorious · 4 months

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Jessica is on the chat, she's just too busy asking Blonney what 'gay' means.

#horropedia #blonney #tooth fairy #reverse 1999 #certified storm moments #i should have a tag for my homemade shitposts actually #r1999 shitpost #i'm never getting over the fact tf gets into a car accident the very first chapters of the main event and in the one dedicated to her #she crashed her car in the main one and hits a child and almost kills him in the worn teeth old marks one. that subaru svx has seen shit #also happy belated birthday to horropedia your autistic and transgender swag has captivated many #including myself

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stiffyck · 6 months

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I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag....#ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them:#scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls)#how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

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maulfucker · 7 months

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So fucked up that obimaul is a rarepair. What do you mean not everyone is obsessed with enemies to lovers with a Force connection, where one side is completely obsessed with the other who barely acknowledges him (but is just as affected)

#hm i should make an original post tag #obimaul #like. say what you want but obi-wan saw a random dathomirian zabrak and immediately went 'maul?? alive??'#he DOES care about maul he just doesn't actively seek him out like maul does #post prompted by this song that makes me think about Maul in his crime lord era‚ all the luxury of the world within his reach‚#but none of it satisfies him because what he really wants is to find (and kill) kenobi #'another night up in the best suite; everything's gone wrong already‚ my body admits; dreaming so high the floor is the limit;#once again i got lost.. [...] another night i give myself‚ top of a skyscraper; i'm the king of the world‚ dreams for rent;#and when i look at myself i sigh with a low voice‚ 'i don't feel bad i just feel nothing''#(<- song is são paulo‚ 2015 by jão)#it's a song about feeling dissatisfied with the life of fame because there's an emptiness he can't fill with sex drugs or luxuries #and from the context of the album it's likely he's thinking about a past lover he's still not over #so. imagine with me.#i might make something out of this. maybe.#but like. posting about songs that make me think obimaul thoughts. not very productive. almost no audience.#... and while making this post i've been attacked by yet another song with a very obimaul words #'lie to me‚ run from me‚ we swear it doesn't count‚ in this way of ours‚ but it's not because i hate you that i can't kiss you anymore'#<- pilantra by jão and anitta

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cloudyfacewithjam · 2 months

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#sas rogue heroes #sas: rogue heroes #eoin mcgonigal #my stuff #Copy from twt: I wonder if they'll show us Paddy in his healing stage of being able to talk about Eoin freely with others #and without “I'll kill everyone around and then myself after mere mention of his name”.#Or they'll bury this particular story line under “he got over this in S1” pretense.#Yes - you should bury the dead literally and metaphorically without dwelling over their deaths #but it shouldn't stop you from remembering them.#sasrhedit

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shima-draws · 7 months

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Also it really sucks bc I want to draw but I CAN’T bc I’m in a lot of pain rn. Sitting here like

#AUGHH. I’m still in physical therapy btw.#I was doing p good for a while until I sat in the car for a 5 hour round trip and that fucked my back up SO bad #So I relapsed. And my pain has been Bad for the past couple weeks #Not nearly as bad as it was at the beginning but my pain levels are back up #Which makes me so MAD bc I was at the point where I barelyyy felt it #SIGHS #Well. I’m getting dry needling done tomorrow and that should help #Not SUPER fond of the idea of needles getting poked into my back but at this point I’ll do anything #My therapist says everyone who’s done it under his care has felt a lot better afterwards #And I trust his judgement so.#I’ll be poked and prodded at tomorrow morning lol #I just want this to be over. It started in May. It’s October now #It’s been what. Five months?? FIVE????#It’s almost been half a year since this started oh my fucking god. Killing myself #Shima speaks

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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and thus begins the season of 100+ degree heat every single day...

#i will be digging a hole and crawling into it thanks. i will Cover myself with dirt and not come out #the sun is almost completely down and its still over a hundred out. sigh #~its the most wonderful time of the year~#im placing personal bets whether or not itll hit 120 (im strongly betting Yes)#maybe i should go live in antarctica #vibe with penguins. get killed by a leopard seal. you know how it is #instead my options are: the dirt / walk off into the desert and perish #i wake up every morning miserable and sweaty <3 this is so fun <3 #so jealous of the puppets rn. they dont have to deal with this #put me on a temperature regulated set bois #my laptop: heat warning in effect #YEAH NO SHIT. HONEY.#gonna need to start using my ceiling fan soon just to get some fuckin Sleep #the ac is not enough during the day #absolutely unprompted #i was wondering 'oh why am i more irritated than normal why am i more fatigued than normal'#OH YEAH. BECAUSE ITS MISERABLE OUT.#melting into a puddle of bog... goo... that's just water. hm.#turning into an actual physical bog #sphagnum and tannins and everything #i wake up. i drag myself out of bed. i sit at my desk and dissolve. rinse and repeat #this has been my routine for Days now <3 #i hope yall are having a cooler more tolerable summer!#but given the absolute state of this planet uh! i doubt it! still! i have hope! keep cool guys

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kinos-fortress-2 · 5 months

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ok before i continue to do the other 11 stickers... still not sure what you guys think about this...

the theme for the stickers was just like how i explained in my other post, just ugly beheaded heads of the tf2 characters... im just planning to do 14 stickers because hell nah that idead of making all tf2 characters was crazy from my part (still 14 is more insane ha)

and well... uhuh.

oh yeah

DONT REBLOG THANKS.

#when i mean dont reblog is bc hell dont even know if i want to change this designs later #but im gonna leave it open JUST FOR ME TO REBLOG IT if i ever make any announcement about this #this couldve been an idea for halloween tho...#you know this was inspired by those halloween ugly stickers i have found somewhere and well... i like to do this type of style #so idk if i should continue this style buak #also im not sure if i should color this or not... if i should then thats gonna be more difficult buak #i am doing too much to myself i cant finish everything i have... is too much ideas im gonna explode #i just want to draw everything my brain thinks so instead of killing myself drawing i have to write the ideas in my note pad so i dont forg #i feel like a hermit drawing too much sighs... i should take a break is too much ideas #but if i do i will end in an artblock and im afraid of that #sorry ranting over here ha #just lemme know if you do like it or nah still

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skunkes · 10 months

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made the mistake of looking up apartments + rent costs in texas again

#how does anyone ever afford living anywhere ever #does anyone want to date for splitting rent reasons...#im going to have to live here until i Cant anymore and then i probably wont be able to stay afloat #i only have until then to enjoy drawing bc ill probably have to give it up forever to afford the roof over my head #with like. retail worker's salary #bc i ruined my life by being born stupid and lazy and unmotivated to get a useful degree #okay well. going to get some work done real quick and get to bed to turn off the I Should Kill Myself thots <3 #talkys

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lab-gr0wn-lambs · 6 months

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#listen I feel like a fucking genius right now #I feel like I wrote this show #I'm predicting stuff in every episode and I haven't been wrong yet #and I don't think it's because the show is super predictable I'm just So Locked In to how this show is written #I See The Vision #I said Out Loud to myself over a season ago that if Rick was gonna get with anybody it should be Michonne #I WAS RIGHT #hey yk what? throwing my hat in the ring: I think Rick will die. I think he'll go too far and somebody close to him will have to kill him #I want it to be Morgan bc that'd be such poetic irony but idk #not saying I want Rick to die I'm just saying #anyways nobody tell me #I am 5 seasons (I think?) behind #update: haha oh

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countess-of-edessa · 10 days

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the world is so fucked up and i can't help but think the damage is irreparable when i see people talking about how unusual and prudish it is to wait six to ten dates before having sex with someone. ten dates??? roughly like twenty five hours of interaction????? ten old timer burgers and mango iced teas from chilis equals sex?????? the possibility of pregnancy, STDs, emotional devastation, lifelong consequences, not to mention just straight up the possibility of getting murdered, with a STRANGER you have hung out with for maybe like two months???? and that's a LONG TIME???? and if you feel weird about that and don't want to do that that makes you NOT HETEROSEXUAL????? THATS AN ORIENTATION???? BECAUSE ITS SO OUTSIDE OF THE NORM OF HUMAN BEHAVIOR ????? i hate all of you i hate you i hate you i hate you every day i hate and I hate and I hate you

#i genuinely genuinely don't understand how everybody who tries to date hasn't killed themselves yet #I'm not saying they should I'm just saying I don't get how they're able to continue on #i see women on social media talking about how they had to cry for a day because they slept with a man they'd been seeing for a while and #then he never called again #no joke not trying to be dramatic I would just kill myself??? i do not understand how people can keep going after something like that #i mean I would never be in that situation because everything about it is bad but like. still #I hate to kind of agree with the 'women over 25 are too bitter for love' twitter man even in a very roundabout way #but i think men AND women participating in modern dating culture have to in some way become so hardened and kill some part of themself #just to survive??? that sounds so melodramatic but like. I can't understand how else people could continue to function as human beings #when they interact with each other in the way modern dating culture dictates

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paperlovesadness · 1 year

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Biggest Miles Kane fans (in order):

Alex Turner

Miles Kane himself (rightfully so)

You & me Tumblr friend. (And his mum)

Generally people with taste 👌

#that's it; that's the order #LOOK AT HIM VIBING TO HIS OWN TUNES AS HE SHOULD #I strive to be at least a quarter as confident in myself as this man is #he's doing it so well too. I just love it for him. It's honest and pure and just beautiful #the way we all used to be our own number one fans when we were very small kids #fighting with other kids over which one of us was 'the best' 'the coolest' or whatever it was #we all loved ourselves at one point. It's natural. it's self preservation. it's a great instinct #then society kills that and we need to fight for any remaining bits of it to be able to lead happy lives #well anyway #the way Miles Kane is proud of himself reminds me of that #it's not cocky or arrogant. It's not a persona or act. It's done the pure amazing way we all used to do it. And should strive to still do #Miles Kane seems to be very in touch with his inner child and it makes me very happy 💛#(go stream his music!)#//#my posts #Miles Kane #Miles fucking Kane 💘

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dirt-str1der · 3 months

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I still get scared when i remember kiryu is canonically quite lean and not a fatty at all

#Yakuza loveblog #i really think hes a little tubby and a little shorter #stop making japanese characters taller than 180 ....#you can pick one guy in your series to make that height but not more than tao #two #like there should be a ratio of guys over that height to guys who are normal (160-175 range)#and i say this a lot but i like the idea of kiryu simply being a guy who can dominate the room by presence alone #like he shouldnt be a huge guy he should be above average but being six feet is literally (thinks of a social justice buzzword) whitewashing #fucking haruka is taller than me thats not why im mad i just think that nobody looks at the average height of a country before making their #characters. wait im going to boot up y5 again and see harukas height in comparison to the rest of the people because kiryus always like a #head taller than everyone and while its funny to see him towering over date i think its wrong for him to do that #if anyone tries to argue with me im going to your house and killing myself #sorry i dont feel that strongly about this actually wait i am trying to downplay it im freaking out right now #okay between then and now im okay now but it still makes me so sad

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wulfhalls · 1 year

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post ep 5 the great didn't even happen to me. for entirely unrelated reasons I will be committing suicide immediately tho

#why do i always lose exclusively #we should have never gotten s3 #god im unironically killing myself fr why would they take them from me 🤮😭#now i gotta pretend they didnt mean everything to me otherwise id dramatically hurl myself off of a cliff fr #this is just like daemyra all over again but maybe even worse.#why is it always the ultimate otps of all time that do me like this.#txt.me #the great #the great hulu

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pikbro · 8 months

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he would not fucking say that

#id draw these 2 more if i had better ideas..........i dont draw ship art often #also i cannot fukcing believe that the first post i made of them has like over 70 notes i should kill myself #/pos #i want them to be a cute couple just bc it would piss everyone else off. that would be funny i think #pikmin #pikmin 4 #louie pikmin #☆ my art #☆ my ocs

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deer-with-a-stick · 6 months

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I think someone should just throw all of the BG3 companions into Dungeon of the Mad Mage. Just take the post-canon generally considered "good" endings and throw em in there.

Why? Because it would be hilarious to me and also that's like the one official module that goes up to level 20.

I won't lie and say the only thing I can think of is the team trying to kill an angry mechanical purple worm while screeching at Gale because "what do you mean we're in Waterdeep and you know the bastard who owns this death trap?? I was perfectly alright in the damn Underdark thank you very much I did not sign up for this"

#my vampire companion has been dead for possibly over 200 years #and we would like to revive him please #sometimes i think of the fact that gale knows halaster blackcloak personally and cackle to myself #you know what's also a fun thing to think about #cleric capstone is basically you've got a deity speed-dial for your needs #to not mention true resurrection in GENERAL #or WISH #gale realizing that he's fairly close to the power level of a chosen of mystra now like :0 #karlach is probably like “HELL YEAH I CAN HIT MORE THINGS” while being extra stronk #i thought the idea of monster hunter ranger wyll or something along those lines was compelling so he gets to speed run his level ups #lae'zel angrily hacking away at enemies like “FUCKING DAMN IT I HAVE A REVOLUTION TO GET BACK TO GET OUT OF MY WAY”#tara mysteriously being utterly unhampered by the teleportation restrictions like “quite a kerfuffle you've found yourself in mr. dekarios”#halsin gets to live as a bear 24/7 with druid capstone #astarion would like to make sure his gaggle of vampire spawn don't kill anyone but also the promise of Stab and Feral are highly compelling #if minthara's here she's just vibing. blood guts and gore. her favorite. now stop wasting her time and let her kill you #someone should give lae'zel a gun even if so she can reenact that 200+ damage in one round event with percy de rolo #lae'zel deserves a gun #so does shadowheart and karlach #if i gave gale wyll and astarion a gun i think the recoil would kill them actually #str 8 gang lmfao #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate three #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #bg3 gale #astarion #bg3 wyll #wyll ravengard #karlach bg3

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mattodore · 9 months

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all of the new poses i made for theo and matthias work in game and look sooo sexy but i hadn’t considered the ramifications of what seeing them in these poses would do to me….

#river dipping #the one with theo standing over matthias while he's on the floor..................................... i should kill myself #i made one that's very putting the dog to sleep edit adjacent too :3c might have to do v2 of it #did i save the psd for it? ............probably not kdnhknfgh #anyway all together i think there are six or seven poses #i just want to screenshot them in game and post them immediately #like i always wanna share everything right away bc i just. love them so much i wanna post everything no matter what kdnjhk #but i was serious i do wanna watch more editing tutorials first #i don't think i'll make edits from all of these tho... so i might post screenshots of one or two of them... idk. we'll see.#also hi <3 i did manage to get some sleep!!! since then i've just been reading watching jerma stream and doing this #but okay... back to the sims #thinking about popping into cas for this ask i got earlier tho so i might come back later #ALSO..... i really need to figure out how to make my preset less dark bc the difference between my desktop monitor and my phone and laptop #is pretty crazy... like it looks perfect on my desktop but on other screens the contrast i think is just waaaaay too high #anyway. i'm leaving i'm leaving no need to start batting me with a broom i'm goingggg

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