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#shes super sweet- they werent getting through to me so like I started freaking out 'wait what if im dead and it happened on the walk home'
dolls-self-ships · 2 years
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hey guys, I've been having a hard time lately and it's really hitting me hard today, would any of y'all mind maybe dropping a comforting message in my inbox? Could be from an f/o or just you I don't mind either way, I just need to feel like I'm not alone right now ;-;
#my ocd has been flaring up so so bad lately and my medication isnt working as well as it used to#and i had to leave work like... 5 times this month abd I just feel so ashamed and guilty#and then when I got home for some reason my sister wasnt home even though she usually is bc its unlike her to go out unprompted#ohhhh wait as in typing this Im just remembering she had to go to the mall today#thats why shws not hime#anyway in my panic attack haze I thought bc my managers texts werent getting through to me even tho she said she had texted me just so i#could let her know I got home safe#shes super sweet- they werent getting through to me so like I started freaking out 'wait what if im dead and it happened on the walk home'#bc before I kept saying 'I wish I was dead' when really that just means 'I want to be ok and normal and not whatever this is'#so I thought I had manifested it somehow and thats why my managers texts werent getting through and why my sister wasbt home#idk why Im explaining all this in here I just need to vent I think ;-;#but im like.. gonna try to do some laundry maybe that'll take my mind off things#oh I called her by calling the store and everything was good so#and like.. my logic brain knows that Im not dead and that my sister is just getting her ipad fixed and Im able to contact the outside world#just fine but my anxiety brain is telling me that im just fabricating this all in my head and im actually dead irl#which is so dumb and out of nowhere ik but I think the whole 'careful what you wish for' thing is so ingrained into my head#and that isnt even what my ocd is about its an entirley different topic that I am just too scared to even talk about#reading this back and realizing all the typos I made is filling me with so much embarassment Im sorry for your eyes my hands are shaky
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volfoss · 3 years
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ships to rate: bruabba and gyjo? maybe even yasugap if you're up for it
ok ur about to see such a long post its nto even gonna be funny, tldr i love them all
also gonna put a fic i really like for them if ive read one/ a fic idea i wanna write plus maybe ranting, this is not coherent but my spelling isnt too bad
post under cut bc its very long
Bruabba:
my loves my lifes
they r so soft for each other
the fucking rain scene when bruno extends his umbrella
and how bruno is like trying to hold back his emotions post abba dying
in case its not super obvious by the sheer volume of bruabba content i reblog this is one of my otps
ALSO the fucking boat scene where abba pretty much is like yeah ur home bruno
ajdskjghdsgjk
hc that they r meeting up in the afterlife w nara and having a good time (also read a phenomenal fic about it that ill link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33118039 it is emotionally fucking me up days later <3)
dads dads dads but bruno is the caring dad that just gets you and takes care of you in the most gentle way and will sacrifice himself over and over again to see u happy and abba is the sitting in the armchair and u sneak in like 2 minutes past ur curfew ur busted but i was also worried about you
these two men own my whole heart (also my ao3 history i exclusively am reading bruabba and dadbacchio)
i have so so many thoughts toward them like yeah i just love them so much
i will never ever not write them as in love
t4t and bi4bi
every single canon thing about them makes me so soft but i think what makes me softest is just how its so clear that they rely on each other in situations
fanon interpretation rant rq:
but how some ppl really interpret them so ooc that its just like bruno mommy and abba cares about literally none of their kids (explanation on the mommy thing is bc most of things that do that are weird bc they really r treating bruno like a single parent who is raising the gang on his own and thats all when abba is literally there and caring about ppl (ie the purple haze incident w giorno, like he wasnt the most nice in his wording but why else would he be like hi move away from the danger if he didnt care??)
ppl also just tend to not really do the separation between how abba acts around others and how he acts towards bruno and has him being kinda aggressive towards him for literally no reason when they r literally so soft w each other
and also they r both so fucking pretty and i am in love with them both
if i think about them too long i will combust and i am blaming u solely for that one
ship dynamic of savior x savior bc they both really did save each other and i love them sm
fic ideas for them r they both live and leave passione and take their kids w them <3 (gang would crumble but thats not my problem)
ok also another hc that i have for them is that bruno will buy larger sweaters and wear them and give them to abba if hes having a rough time, they have a shared closet imo
10/10 ship
Gyjo:
OK OK OK
FEELINGS ON MAX
these guys r also my beloved but in a depressed x very happy but hiding depression way
the the fuckingn way that gyro ltierally risks everything in the ringo roadagain fight to save jognny
and the way that johnny is literally fucking broken post gyro persiheing and adopts his speech pattern a bit and ugh
I am obsessed w gyjo but i think the funniest crack ship is poly but w diego and they all fucking suffer (fic that sold me on that: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22887796/chapters/54705517)
i cannot find the one fic that i really loved for them but needless to say i am soft w them living and just being together
update i found it: its a modern au and really really sweet! https://archiveofourown.org/works/31821940/chapters/78780595
one day ill actually write the fic idea i had for them which was basically they live and they dont sell the land they got from the sugar mountain arc and johnny wanted to start somewhere fresh anyways and gyro adopts marco and they make a lil log cabin and have a nice rest of their lives
i am a massive sucker for their ship
ALSO how johnny is always laughing at gyros jokes
smth i wish we got more of in canon were those moments where they just chilled and talked and had those kinda interactions
fandom complaining time!! the fucking way that some ppl just really take the gyro funny and johnny submissive trope is like my biggest pet peeve. did they not read sbr?? did they not see the multiple times that johnny has murdery eyes? i think personally its ppl infantilizing him a lot and it makes me really frustrated
ok also a fic that really really fills me desire for a they all live and everyone is happy is this one: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22812394
i love them sm but unfortunately cannot have coherent thoughts about them :(
10/10 ship
Yasugap:
gonna start this out w saying i did mildly speedread through jojolion so i dont have as many big screamy thoughts
BUT!!! them!!!!!
their canon interactions r the cutest thing and even if they werent, id ship it solely to spite joshu
josuke is a million trillion times better for yasuho (not just bc of how joshu is a fucking freak and is absolutely the worst i would run him over with a dump truck)
i really like how they both r so happy around each other but i think my favorite scene w them is when yasuho has to explain to josuke that hes crying and hes just like :') yeah
but they have so so many cute moments and the ending makes them the only couple to make it out of this list
i love how yasuho is just like willing to drop anything to help him and how they help each other out a lot during the whole time (if im remembering right?)
their dynamic is just 2 sweethearts
also love the moment that hes like look away yasuho :) then proceeds to beat a man up
they r canon (as is everyone else sorry <3)
i dont read a lot of part 8 fic since i need to reread it to properly understand the plot post like chapter 65? so i dont have any recs or complaints
BUT i do have a few hcs!!
i think yasuho would get josuke matching phone straps or phone cases
and when they move in together, i think they would raise sugar gliders (or potentially kidnap squirrels from the local park)
i love all of yasuho and josukes interactions but oh man every time that josukes past gets brought up i do start bawling
they both mean the world to me and how their romance is just built on such a clear foundation of trust and care it makes me so soft
they both give off such dog ppl energy tho and i love that for them
ALSO ok the way that yasuho helps josuke w his memory and is always there for him
i will never ever ever get over them
but i think one of my favorite scenes is the one right at the beginning where she gives josuke his name and how that plays into the rest of the story with him discovering his identity but still clinging to the one that she gave him since it was him, he wasnt just kira or josefumi he was josuke
10/10
if i think about them anymore i will start sobbing, the last chapter wrapped every last thing up so well and im so so glad that it did
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wolferals · 4 years
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🌍parallel universes**🌍
arón piper imagine
!SEXUAL CONTENT!SMUT!
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„Hey you." you greeted Arón the second you walked in the door and saw the handsome actor sitting on his bed busy with his phone. He looked up for a quick second and nodded at you. Apparently he was VERY busy.
You went straight to his kitchen after putting down your bag in his room to just grab a quick snack after class.
His kitchen was always super messy so you spend some good five minutes cleaning before you actually went on to make yourself a sandwich.
But as you looked into his fridge you figured, simple toast with jam would have to do. How did this guy not starve?
Then you grabbed your sandwich and walked back to his room where you sat yourself down next to him just to see what he had been up to. While eating your sandwich you were watching him scroll through twitter. All the posts were in Spanish so you didn't quite know what was going on but Arón seemed pretty stressed out about something.
„You okay?" you carefully asked and scanned his side profile. He didnt look at you, he just kept scrolling. You noticed his uneasiness. His left hand had grabbed the sheets rather roughly, you could see the veins on his hand popping out.
„Arón?" you asked again but didnt get a response at all.
You kept on watching him internally freak out for a couple of minutes until you were done and grabbed his phone and slammed it next to you on the mattress.
„Whats wrong?" You sounded pissed off but you were actually just concerned.
Arón leaned his head back against the wall before finally looking at you for the first time this afternoon. „I fucked up." he simply said and ran his hand through his curls.
You looked at him in confusion and then responded:"What happened? What did you do?"
He gave you a sad look. After, he took a deep breath and turned around to face you completely.
„When I was dating Juliana (sorry if thats your name), you remember? I sent her this one picture. Only one! And she leaked it and im fucked. Everyone saw it."
You could see the tears forming in his brown eyes.
„Okay." you spoke and grabbed his hand. „Dont worry! Its gonna be fine. Its just a damn picture. What exactly was on it? Your face too?"
He shook his head. „But my tattoos."
You breathed in heavily before continuing:"Its okay, Arón, really. Its just a picture. Doesnt say anything about you. They know you're not sending shit like that to random people."
He laughed a fake laugh and said:"Y/n its a fucking nude. Its my chest and my fucking dick. Do you think they're gonna forget about it? No."
You just looked at him for a while because you werent sure what to say.
„You have to ignore it. They will stop talking about it tomorrow because something else will be more interesting, thats how twitter works. Just calm down please."
He nodded slowly and took another deep breath.
„Just please dont go on Twitter and ignore anything related to that. I dont want you to see that."
You nodded understanding and pressed his hand a little tighter. „Its gonna be alright." you spoke quietly and pulled him in a tight hug. He seemed to appreciate it since he pulled you really close to his chest and placed his flat hand on the back of your head.
„You're a good girl." he whispered and dug his head in the crook of your neck. To be honest, not the smartest choice of words since all you were thinking of now was this picture.
But the way he said it sounded so innocent, he wouldn't have meant it to be dirty.
„You wanna watch a movie?" you suggested as you let go of him. „Hm. Im not really in the mood. Can we listen to some music por favor?" he pouted and looked at you with big eyes.
„Of course." you replied and lied down on your back.
He did the same and put his arm around you so he'd be more comfortable.
„You okay?" you asked once again after he was just staring at the ceiling for a moment.
Arón simply nodded, his eyes not leaving the wooden ceiling. It felt good to be with him. Alone for the first time in a while, it was always someone around, you never got to talk to him, only him.
You then decided to put on some comforting music to maybe calm him down a bit since he was so drained.
Over the course of the first 3 songs you guys were just laying there, no one said a word. Until Arón suddenly spoke up.
„Do you ever think about if theres another world somewhere where all the people we know, and us are different people? Maybe we're friends in this other universe, or we dont know we exist at all."
You turned your head in confusion to his sudden philosophy.
He turned his head as well and you both ended up looking deep into the others eyes.
„Maybe... maybe we're older in the other world. Maybe we're even a couple or married. Maybe we have kids together, got divorced after 10 years and now we only see each other because of the kids. And maybe you've had another guy after the divorce who's treated you better than me. Because I'm sure I'd be the reason for our divorce."
On the one hand you were touched by his cute words but on the other hand it made you laugh how deep he suddenly got, talking about the both of you being an old divorced couple.
„You're crazy." you grinned and looked back at the ceiling.
Slowly you closed your eyes and fully concentrated on the music.
It was silent for a bit until you heard his voice again.
„Maybe i messed up in the other universe, maybe the other Arón ended up alone because he missed his shot, maybe he didnt use the chance to kiss the other y/n when the perfect moment had come. You'd be happy with another man and I would regret not kissing you all my life."
You opened your eyes. Just to see his face inches away from yours.
None of you said a word.
You kept staring into his deep brown eyes while they got closer and closer. He carefully leaned in and you were more than ready to feel his kiss.
„May I?" he whispered against your lips.
With a little nod you accepted and a moment later you felt his plump lips softly pressing against yours.
You expected his kisses to be rougher but you loved the way he kissed you that moment.
The kiss didnt last long, he pulled away and leaned his forehead against yours.
„You're all Ive ever wanted y/n. And im sorry, if you dont feel the same way thats okay. I just didnt want to regret not doing it." he explained in a soft tone before looking at you again.
You didnt know what to think that second but all you knew was that your body craved him. Your soul was screaming for his touch.
So you did what you had to do.
You pulled him down on the back of his neck to kiss him a little harder this time. He seemed surprised but kissed back immediately. He made you feel alive again, after your last sad relationship you didnt want to be in love again. But this boy made you fly.
After making out for a bit, you wanted more. You tugged on his shirt, telling him to take it off. He pulled away quickly and looked at you. „Are you sure you want to do this?"
You just nodded, your body shaking from the inside. You wanted him to love you the way no one ever did before.
Arón skillfully tore off his shirt and threw somewhere in the room. He then carefully took of yours, looking down at you in awe. „Bonita." he whispered and started planting soft tender kisses on your collar bones, neck and your boobs.
„Joder." he cursed as he kept kissing down your exposed stomach.
You started moaning quietly when he reached the hem of your pants. „Can I?" he asked again.
It killed you how sweet he was. You always thought he'd be the kind of guy to rip your clothes off in a second and fuck you rough but he wasnt acting like that at all.
Slowly he slid your jeans down your legs and threw them on the floor. Afterwards he climbed back on top of you to kiss you softly again. You could feel the passion in the kiss.
„Are you ready?“ he whispered while grabbing a condom from his nightstand. Quickly you pulled down your panties and sat up so he could take off your bra for you.
„You‘re so beautiful.“ arón murmured and grabbed your boobs carefully just to place a kiss on your lips again.
„Lie down bebe.“
You did as he said and lied down on your back. You looked up at him with lustfilled eyes. He looked so beautiful kneeling inbetween your legs, in just his boxers. His abs were glistening in the light and his curls were falling perfectly on his forehead.
You just waited for him to start you didnt notice that he took off his underwear meanwhile.
„Ready?“ he asked again and looked down at your exposed body while he was holding his surprisingly big dick in his right hand.
You nodded and couldnt stop staring at his cock that was already leaking precum into the condom.
„Alright babe.“
You were so horny by now you couldnt wait to feel him inside of you.
Slowly and very carefully he pushed his length in your pussy. You hadnt had sex in a long time so it did hurt a little bit. But nothing you couldnt handle.
He was staring into your eyes while his dick drove further into you inch by inch.
„estás bien?“ he whispered and held onto your waist.
With a simple nod you agreed.
„Can I move, does it hurt?“
You sat up a little bit. „Yeah you can move. Its okay.“
He lied fully on top of you just to see you closer.
„If it hurts tell me.“
You nodded yet again.
And then he pulled out an inch just to push his dick back inside of your walls. And it felt so damn good.
He continued in a slow pace and you softly moaned out. But eventually you needed more and told him.
„More.“
He grinned and started fucking you faster. Your eyes rolled back into your skull and you moaned our.
„Yes please.“ Arón grabbed your left hand just to place it next to your hand, intertwining your fingers.
„You‘re perfect.“ he groaned while his thick cock was pistoning in and out of you.
With a moan you replied to his statement.
„Baby you feel so good.“ he moaned out loudly. Very loud to be specific. His deep raspy voice threw you over the edge. Your back arched, your eyes rolled back and a loud high pitched moan left your mouth.
„Cum for me baby.“ he encouraged your orgasm and placed kisses on your neck as it hit you like a wave.
He really did make you feel like you were in heaven.
„Im close too honey. Ride me please.“ he suddenly begged after you had calmed down from your orgasm.
You just nodded and watched him pull out and you both switches positions. Carefully you sat on his dick and leaned forwards to hold onto him.
„Hmm fuck so pretty.“ he moaned and bit his lip when you slowly started bouncing up and down his thick shaft.
This angle made it possible for him to go even deeper.
„Bebesita. Faster por favor.“ he groaned and threw his head back. You tried to fuck his dick as fast as you could, just making yourself moan out loud.
Arón had grabbed onto your waist with one hand, and bit his other hand to stop himself from screaming out loud.
You could hear his muffled moans which only encouraged you to go even faster.
„Baby fuck im gonna...“ he tried to speak but his high was faster and his hips started to twitch and his mouth fell open.
A long deep scream left his mouth the second his orgasm hit him. You could feel his hot cum fill up the condom inside of you and it satisfied you to the max.
His body sank down into the mattress again and all you could hear was his hard breathing and your own heartbeat.
Without saying a word, you got off of him and lied down with your head on his chest and his arm around you.
He breathed out loudly and turned his head to face you.
„Joder.“ he laughed still out of breath. You smiled at him and replied:“I know.“
He pulled your sweating bodies closer together before pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.
„Thank you.“ you smiled at him.
„What for?“ he looked at you in confusion.
„For kissing me.“
He laughed, grabbed your face and kissed your lips once again.
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thundercracer · 5 years
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“Soft as Petals”
Fandom: Bandori/BanG Dream! Ship/Pairing: Ichigaya Arisa / Yamabuki Saya - Arisaya
Summary: Ichigaya Arisa wanted nothing to do with having a soulmate. It was rare. And more importantly; it was painful. So, when she starts vomiting flower petals from her lungs? She's clearly cursed. #hanahaki-disease, #soulmate-au
Available on AO3
Arisa felt cheated.
She'd read stories about worlds where soulmates simply shared pain or their names were magically shown on each other's wrists. Where someone saw in black and white until they met their soulmate. Hell, she’d even read about people who had timers on their skin, leading up to when they met their other half!
If only the world she lived in could be that easy.
No; soulmates were a cruel, difficult thing to have. They weren't super common as it were, but they existed. Not everyone had a soulmate. In fact, the vast majority of the population didn't.
Clinics existed for those who did and wanted to be rid of the problem. And many people did - many preferred to not find or love their soulmate as opposed to the sensation of vomiting flower petals every other hour on the daily. To rid themselves of the feeling of thorns in their throat.
It sounded much more romanticized and painless than it was. Who knew coughing up something as soft and pretty as flower petals tore up a person's esophagus and made them bleed? Movies made it out to be some beautiful thing and non soul-bonded folk hyped it up and fawned over the concept.
She stared into the toilet she had just hacked up into, glaring at the petals that hadn't quite made their way inside. As though they were mocking her.
Slightly curled white petals scattered about her, almost shaped like rose petals but not quite. Some of them - the most recent - were speckled with scarlet. Arisa smudged the blood dripping down her chin with the back of her hand as she glared at them with contempt.
Of course she had a soulmate.
Of course life couldn’t be easy for her. Arisa had learned early that life wasn’t an easy thing. Especially for her… Couldn’t catch a damn break, it seemed.
Arisa, of all people, wanted nothing to do with this whole soulmate thing. She’d never thought it was romantic or sweet, the way soulmates dealt with their issues. It was the worst! Most of the time soulmates didn’t even meet, since vomiting flowers wasn’t exactly a way to automatically know who your soulmate was! And most of the time people got them removed because they were disruptive and painful.
She rubbed at her throat, suddenly feeling tired and torn up.
She picked up a relatively clean petal and felt the velvety softness of it between the tips of her fingers. How odd, she thought, that something so soft and fragile could rip up my throat like that.
Kasumi and the others didn’t even know this had been going on. She wanted to keep it that way. She would rather not worry them. Especially if she was just going to get the damn buds removed in the end. Knowing them, they might even try to convince her to keep them.
They were all in a different class, anyway. It’s not like they knew how much she ran off during class to go puke flora. She greatly considered not going to school anymore, like she did before… the damn flowers only started showing up after she’d started attending again.
She was terrified that her soulmate was nearby.
The flowers didn’t start until a person met their soulmate face to face, after all.
What if it’s someone in Poppin’ Party?
She rarely allowed herself to follow that thought. Didn’t want to indulge herself in the ideas of one of her friends being her soulmate. It couldn’t be that easy. Yet… she couldn’t stop from imagining Saya’s bright, warm smile when she thought of who her soulmate could possibly be.
It didn’t make any sense though, as Saya didn’t seem to be having the same problems Arisa was having. In fact it seemed like Arisa was the only one in either class that even showed signs of having the disease.
So, instead, she opted to suffer in silence as more and more white petals fluttered from her lungs. She endured flurries of ivory as petals cascaded from her tired, ragged throat in a whirlwind; a storm. Alone and in relative silence.
Tae seemed to know something was up; she was much more observant than people gave her credit for. She seemed to just… know things, somehow. It was both odd yet endearing. But she’d been giving Arisa the side eye more and more frequently as her condition worsened.
The amount of times she’d been forced to excuse herself from their band practice sessions was increasing, she was loathe to admit. She was just glad she wasn’t the vocalist of the group! And while the others just worried she was overworking herself or getting sick, Tae seemed to be reserved with her concern.
“Arisa?” Tae voiced her thoughts one afternoon. The two of them were alone - a rare occurrence - as they waited on the others to arrive. “Are you hiding something from us?”
The girl in question grunted, trying not to let her surprise show through. She rubbed at her throat, not really thinking about it before waving off her bandmate.
“Nothing’s wrong, O-Tae. Don’t worry about it.”
“But I am worried.” Tae’s face was stern, serious. More so than Arisa could remember it being. “And so are the others.”
“Geh…” Of course they’d been talking about it. There was no way they weren’t all concerned with her, after running off all the time. Probably didn’t help when she refused to comment on it, either. “It’s… not that big of a deal.”
Tae gave her a piercing look before allowing the conversation to deviate away from dangerous territory. Arisa just didn’t want the others to be weirded out with her… like she was some sort of diseased, condition-ridded freak.
She’d been looking into clinics that offered removal services… But she found herself hesitating every time she went to call to make an appointment. As much as she wanted to permanently rid herself of these accursed petals… she still found herself wanting that connection with someone. And thus she found herself exploring the idea of being in love. As if someone would want to be in love with a person like her.
Saya had been showing signs of weariness in the times following Arisa’s confrontation with Tae. She had unusual bags under her eyes and her smiles didn’t quite reach her eyes, the way they always did. The way they were supposed to.
The girl immediately confided in the band, taking comfort in the support and presence of her friends. The exact opposite of Arisa…
“I think I have a soulmate,” Saya admitted one late afternoon as everyone packed up instruments and wrapped up the evening.
Arisa felt her heart lurch towards her throat, feeling the itch that pricked her lungs every time she so much as glanced in Saya’s direction. She looked up at her, dismayed.
The others gathered around, chittering excitedly.
“Oooh!” Kasumi’s voice was bubbly and thrilled. “Do you know who they are? What flowers are you growing?”
Saya laughed lightly, a lovely sound, as she entertained Kasumi’s prodding questions. “I don’t know who they are… But I’ve been coughing up daisy petals for a few weeks now. Sorry I didn’t tell you sooner, but I needed to let you guys know.”
“How do you know they’re daisies?” Arisa found herself piping up, almost against her will. She ignored the itching at the back of her throat as Saya’s sky blue eyes met her gaze.
“Oh, that’s the easy part.” Saya offered a smile, though it seemed confused as she rubbed at her own neck. “There’s lots of sites with flower languages and soulmate flower identifiers and stuff like that.”
“Oh…” Arisa hadn’t ever thought of that… She wondered what her own white petals were and what they meant.
“Yeah,” Saya continued, “I guess daisies mean purity, innocence, and true love. It’s so cute! I really want to meet them…”
Arisa ignored Rimi and Kasumi squealing and cooing as she stared right at Saya. She felt the burbling of petals building in her chest, dying to be let free. Before she could think - before she could even consider rushing out - she found herself in a coughing fit.
The others were around her immediately as she curled in on herself, her face in the crook of her elbow as she fought against the flurry of pain that battered against her gullet. She couldn’t see the bewildered expressions the others had as she hacked up petal after alabaster petal.
Saya stared at her with open awe. She moved, resting to a stop in front of her. Arisa’s skin burned as Saya’s gentle yet calloused hand grasped her wrist.
“Arisa?”
She couldn’t answer - she couldn’t breathe - as her coughing fit only worsened with the searing touch of Saya’s skin against her own.
Hands cupped her cheeks as she was forced to look into Saya’s eyes. The other girl had begun coughing herself, a single white petal resting on the bottom of her lip. It was thinner, more narrow than Arisa’s own thick petals… Not curled, but just as white.
The other members of Poppin’ Party seemed glued to their spots, unsure of how to proceed.
“Arisa?” she heard Saya’s voice, low and gentle, murmur by her ear. She felt her heart jolt and clench at their proximity. “Do… I guess this is a silly question, but do you have a soulmate?”
Arisa tried her best to glare, not quite succeeding as her eyes were watery.
“Is it me?” Saya asked in a tone that was too hopeful for Arisa’s comfort. As though she’d love nothing more for that to be true. As though being Arisa’s soulmate was something so desirable. “Are these gardenias for me?”
“You even know these ones too?” Arisa managed to get out, her voice shaky and cracked. “How much time did you spend researching this shit?”
“Gardenias… ‘They symbolize purity and sweetness. They indicate secret love. They convey joy. They tell the receiver they are lovely’.”
Arisa felt her cheeks brighten considerably as she grumbled, “Didn’t even answer my question…”
Saya grinned at her, something smug and teasing. “Do you think I’m lovely, Arisa?”
And, in a moment of sudden boldness, Arisa said, “Who wouldn’t?”
It was rare to see Saya’s cheeks bloom with the colors of spring, but Arisa found herself being treated to it. What a lovely sight it was… Arisa felt the aching of her lungs fade with the warmth of love as she went to swipe at the tears that had sprung from the seas of Saya’s eyes.
“Don’t cry, dummy…” Arisa chided halfheartedly. “I’m sorry for not saying anything sooner…”
She squeaked in surprise as Saya wrapped her into her arms, slender yet strong. Saya was openly crying as she said, “You’re always trying to take everything on by yourself…” her voice warbling.
“I know… I’m sorry.”
“I love you,” Saya said, as though they were the only ones in the room.
Arisa felt the thorns in her throat, in her lungs, wither in her chest as she was brought into a kiss as soft as petals.
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thestitchywitchy · 5 years
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Hey Dannie, I was wondering if you could give me some advice? When I bought my first set of tarot cards about 3 years ago I was still learning to use them so I brought them to a friend's party and did readings for almost everyone there. I didn't know about cleansing or anything so I just did one right after the other. (Part 1) -ZSL
Anyways, I read for the friend whose party is was, A.S. and the gist of the reading was that while she would be incredibly successful in her work life she would never find a meaningful and lasting relationship. Fast forward to now and that friend is indeed successful in her career, but has had no luck in the love department. At the same time I gave her sister a reading and it has come up completely wrong. A.S. is depressed and the reading I gave her gives her a lot anxiety. (Part 2) -ZSL
I tried to explain to her I had no idea what I was doing, but it still worries her. Do you have any advice for when a reading goes wrong? Or what to do when someone takes it too seriously/is seriously affected by it? I appreciate any answer you can give me. (Part 3 / final part) -ZSL
________________________________________________Hi Sweets! I hope I’m not late in answering this!!! I wanted to take my time and really give you a quality answer that will hopefully help your situation.
I’ve totally been in that exact same position: just getting my cards, super excited, wanting to read for anyone who would give me the time of day, but I lacked the necessary knowledge to read for them lol. Happens to the best of us! Sounds like you’ve came a long way in 3 years!As readers, its our responsibility to give our clients clarity. That also includes being upfront and honest with them before a reading has even started. Now, I know 3 years ago you didnt know that, but hopefully your conversation with your friend now will help ease the anxiety that may have built over the years. Honestly, dont beat yourself up over it. To this day, even when thoroughly explaining Tarot to clients, I get clients who freak out over readings when they werent thrilled with the outcome. As readers, we just have to be a bit more attentive to those kinds of clients to ease their worry. 
If I were in your shoes, I would start off by reminding her that you werent as practiced with Tarot when that reading happened and if you could go back, you would have wanted to properly prepare her beforehand because it probably could have saved her years worth of worry. Then remind her that Tarot and, more importantly, the future is fluid. If she didn’t like the outcome of the cards, she has every possibility to change that. Explain to her that Tarot is more like a guideline instead of Moses’ 10 commandments set in stone. Tarot shows you what your current path is looking like, but in no way does it entail “this is final”. So if she doesn’t like the reading that was given to her: let her know that, with a little bit more effort and tweaks here and there, she can absolutely change it!
Then I would follow up with what we would normally do after readings: GIVE ADVICE! Now, being the good friend that you are or else you wouldnt have sent me this message, you are proud of your friend’s success in her career, right? So we want to avoid taking that away from her for the sake of love and romance lol. I would recommend to her passive ways that she can get herself out in the dating world without her having to sacrifice too much time away from work. Like joining a dating site, for example. Also, encourage her to get out more where she can meet new people. If partying isnt her thing, take her to places that have a calmer vibe like a lounge or poetry reading. I think you being the one to coax her out would be a good starting place so that she can dip her feet in without having to go through it alone. And if she doesnt find anyone the first few outings? So be it. You guys will be having fun! Just make sure that you both (including the group if you so choose to bring more people) have inviting vibes!! The whole point is for her to meet someone, so dont have a vibe that will shun away any prospects lol. But also remind her not to put too much pressure in finding someone and that her enjoyment and happiness should come first. The important thing for her to remember is to be available. If she puts those vibes out into the universe, the universe will answer in due time. 
BUT DONT STOP THERE!GIIIIIIIIRRRRRRLLL. Its been 3 years already! Give her another reading! She could have already changed her path by now lol. 
I really hope this helps! Please keep me updated. I would love to hear about it! 
-Stitchy
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patchworklove · 6 years
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had a really good day at slam dunk south yesterday so here are the (many) highlights:
met state champs at their signing at 12 and they were all so sweet and liked my grayscale shirt yay! 
and then i watched knuckle puck for the first time who were really good and i really enjoyed it. they were very thankful just to be there and it was cute (though why we needed a fuck tr*mp thing mid set idk)
i then got myself a burger and watched cant swim from the back and i am going to check them out on spotify bc they seemed really good and like something i would like.
then i caught homesafe’s set from barrier and tyler was so sweaty bc the numpty wore a sweatshirt thing and it was like 25C and super sunny and he was pouring with sweat by the end of the second song. they were really cool too and though they didnt play my fav i had fun. 
watched my favs in broadside from barrier still and omfg i am so happy that i finally got to see paradise songs live yay! honestly meant a lot. they played storyteller and damaged kids and obviously coffee talk and also come and go and summer stained and laps and hidden colours (which means a lot to me) and i got pat’s pic and it was amazing and im sad i cant go to their london show tomorrow bc exams
legged it to state champs and think i missed their first song (no idea what) but caught them from all you are is history onwards including crystal ball and dead and gone which were v good live and then remedy went off! and they ended their set with secrets unsurprisingly but it was fab so w/e.
then legged it back to roam to watch the end of their set and almost got swallowed by the pit at one point bc they really went for it. bonnie fraser tried crowdsurfing on the inflatable and was gone in 5 secs it was hilarious. miles threw his drumstick at the end and it hit me on the head and my sister grabbed it but she ended up giving it to me after some pleading bc she doesnt like roam that much. 
went to watch grayscale and they were honestly so much better than i remember them being when they were supporting aii and i really enjoyed it so much. 
watched stand atlantic from the barrier - they played a short set featuring an old one not from the ep so most of us didnt know it and it was a little awkward but their new unreleased one rips and im looking forward to hearing a recorded version. sister got a stand atlantic pic and keot asking if i wanted to trade but nah bc she let me have the drumstick so she could keep it
went to merch to see if we could see grayscale bc they said theyd be hanging around there and they were but i met broadside first!!! 
dorian was chill and sweet as was pat. had to queue to talk to ollie  bc the sweetie talked to everyone so much bc he cares that much (other bands take note!) and was so nervous and dithery bc i admire him but he was nice and told me he liked my hair?? (even though it was a nest at that point bc surfers) and i had photos with them and they signed my ticket and im just so happy!! 
met all of grayscale as well instead of joining a massive line to meet derek discanio again and had chats with them and they were so nice and chill and i think my sister is in love with them both bands thanked me for spreading their music and stuff to encourage others to support them (pretty sure dorian and ollie also thanked me for the years that id been listening to them) for anyone interested nick ventimilglia told me that they were likely to tour uk again in new year. andrew kyne said they’d probs start working on new music soon-ish. he also said london and manchester and notts were the best shows on the aii tour (though no order was given)
met alex adam from roam though and he signed my ticket and got a photo with him and told him i enjoyed his set. 
contemplated meeting tyler from sc again bc i wanted a photo but the queue was a while and we decided to watch aii instead and get good spots and we did and ended up barrier 3 or 4 songs in despite going to try to meet tyler and being behind about 8 people. dallas and colin (grayscale) joined for a bit and it was great - sister decided to go back to merch and tell colin she thought he did well
as it is were great though i still dont like the new song that much and it is weird to see patty’s hair in person c i keep expecting bleached boy. enjoyed myself though
watched gc for a bit from the back bc i never really listened to jimmy much but there was a bunch of lightning (thought it might storm) and we werent too fussed about their set so we left early lmao 
things that i wish i could have done:
been able to watch creeper and twin atlantic as well but stage time clashes sucked.
not had to spend £7 on a burger (was a good burger but fuck me)
had photos with state champs (but it was a signing and that was understandable). 
met stand atlantic instead of freaking out when they walked past
not missed the first 5 mins of champs but broadside was worth it so...
WORN SUN CREAM BC MY ARMS ARE BRIGHT RED!!! as is the left side of my face. i am an idiot who forgot sun exposure was a problem bc britain never has this issue.
breathed through my mouth better bc portaloos stink
taken 2 sharpies bc i cannot tell the signs on the back (grayscale - colin + alex) apart all that well. 
not almost motorb**ted a security lady trying to protect me from aii crowdsurfers.
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I just want to start off by saying that this is probably something you wont read and will probably scroll past. I want one person and his friends (all of cc) to read this and know how much they have helped me.
I have had a horrible week even though it only just started.
It technically started last monday but the worst of it arrived yesterday.
Last week I had a surgery on my ear (I had a hole in my ear drum causing hearing loss)
After the surgery I woke up wearing this ugly stupid red headband that I could tell would get annoying.
People thought it was normal, fashionable until I said its from surgery.
First few days were fine, my sleeping schedule on the other hand not so great.
I slept all day and stayed up all night until I went back to school.
I tried to fix that but it got worse until I was awake for two whole days with 0 hours of sleep. Then the next day, the next, the next, until it got to the fifth day.
I have had 6 hours of sleep over the past 5 days. I googled insomnia because a few people said that I might have that.
Insomnia can occur from several things, those of mine would be depression and anxiety.
I am technically not a senior because I dont have enough credits to qualify in the state of Texas.
Thats already stressful. Comes the first day of school my teacher who has been helping me with my learning disabilities told me I would have to work my ass off to get those credits in only a few short months.
Professional communications, we must present a poem about color. I thought of my poem abd I thought it was great!
Red is the first color of the rainbow
Orange is an orange
Yellow as yellow as the banana bus
Green, well those are peas
Blue mens group and blues clues too!
Beautiful indigo night skies
Violet, now where is she?
The more you know
That was my poem.
Then I got scared and almost didn't present it but I did and the look the teacher had on her face made it clear, she didnt like it.
Those cause my stress.
My depression oh boy,
Being bullied because of what I look like. People staring and pointing at me before the laugh while going down the hall to our next class. Thats all im seeing. Judgement.
Boys. Oh lord, I told my crush how I felt. I wrote it on the notebook app on my phone.
I sent it to my two close friends so they can see it before I send it (all of us girls do that)
They told me to send it but I was honestly scared and kept thinking "he doesn't like you who are you kidding. You know whats gonna happen. Stop. Trying." But I sent it and was shaking because I was so scared. I have never been so honest to a guy like that before, its scary!
Being the mofo sweet thing he is he said he thought it was cute and sweet.
Since I didn't have the guts to ask him how he felt about that, I asked my friend Faith to ask him.
He thought it was sweet and cute that I was so up front and honest about how I felt towards him (those werent the exact words, I understood what he meant anyways." But then the next like read "but I dont like anyone at the moment."
That was not the response I was wanting.
He two of my friends felt bad and told me not to worry but all I said is that it has happened to me many times before and Im used to it by now. Truth is Im not.
This guy I like really is the nicest guys I know. He is in the cooler group of people unlike me yet he still listens and read my insanly long paragraphs of me venting, only to respond with something that will make me feel better. All these other guys at our school pretend to be nice at first and then unmask their true self. "Fuqbois" I honestly thought he wad going to be like that but he is still here helping me out today. He makes me laugh in class by being a doofus *no joke, actually pauses typing session to open his snapchat- and actually bringing Shelby, Samar, Faith and us closer together. Yeah it annoys me when he sends me selfies and not say anything or start a conversation and even when I try he just doesnt talk (heckin turd) but I mean hey, he still helps me.
I will admit I felt worthless and unwanted but my two friends, immediately started to message me telling me its okay and trying to cheer me up. It didnt work.
I couldnt talk to him, I was too embarrassed. I talked to my new friend Matthew and he was telling me his story about how he was nothing to what he is now, a huge fuckin ladies man, guys ask him how he did it. He really tried just as much as the girls did but it didnt work.
I talked to my friend L (I know your name Latrice, just want to hurry sorry boo). She immediately knew something wad wrong and tried to help. I decided I just wanted some time alone so I asked "when I get back, can you send me a bunch of pictures of my man Brett?" And she said she would.
I didnt really get any alone time as all my friends kept texting me but I didnt want them to know and start to worry. I only talked to a few of my older girlfriends (going back since 7th grade) Bailey and my other friend Dani (queen) and my friend who was also by my friend Sakib (he introudced me to bre my bitch ass dork), Kate and Sakib were always there when I needed someone or something. Since my freshman year. They graduated as class of 2017 at Central, leaving me and a bunch of us behind. Kate helped me feel better but we didnt talk much. Bre was acting like a mom, I said I was so embarrassed and she said it wasnt embarrassing. How is that not embarrassing? "Because I said so" she made me feel better a bit more.
Bailey, she said I should respect that about him and I agreed. I said I hated couples besides her and her boyfriend Cody.
Her- I wish Cody had friends, I would set you up
Me- me too WAIT OMG "I wish Cody had friends" THE SHADE IS FEELING NICE OVER HERE!
Dani, my beautiful Queen oh my goodness! You already went through a horrible loss today and I wasnt there for you like I should have. I told her I always mess things up and ruin everything. -again gets on snapchat because Erick the cuck asked me a quetion and I answered and then he like died or something, gets distracted amd realizes that Jakob from cc opened my message and then gets on instagram to tell L and let her know Im still writing this, remembers Jakob, freaks out again, looks at notifcations and sees that my famdog Matt (super awesome one I talked about) changed his profile picture so I go check it out realized I was supposed to be typing this and comes back here to remember I need to go to the conversation I had with Dani earlier to put her quote- "its just people who need to learn to see whats so great and its right in front of them." That made me feel better.
I go back to instagram and ask for the pictures of Brett. They instantly make me smile. I dm her because I can connect with her on a certain level with certain things, I tell her I sent a note to Jakob and that I hope he reads it. I took a screenshot and sent to L who said it was so sweet. While typing that letter to Jakob, I had realized the reason Im still here and who I am now than who I was just two weeks ago and I began to cry. I had just realized that Brett has made me smile so much and made me laugh and giggle. He may not know it but he saved my life. Im in a group chat with L and Sam. The chat is called the Slaughter Club. We had met from a post Sam had put up saying she wants to make a gc with a bunch of cc fans and just have an awesome time. Im so glad I hit that comment button and asked to be in the group. Over a day after, we realized I was the oldest, Sam being the youngest and we kinda let her choose lol. Brett is the older one of the group, I was called the Brett of sc. Trevor being the youngest of cc, Sam being the Trevor of sc, L, she chose Aleks. So Aleks of sc she was. They would get great pictures of the guy of cc and I never saw good ones so I asked where, they brought me here. Since being in this group chat and being the adult in certain situations (also weird fact, whenever Im not there, shit happens like idek. Same with Brett with cc.) Brett has inspired me in so many ways and I know I will never have the chance to ever in any way tell him, this is how Im telling him how he saved me. Really, all I want is that the Cow Chop crew read this and know how much they mean to me. I have a feeling that I know they will never see this (especially Brett) but Im going to put this out there in the hopes he will. Thats what I want from this. I know its all stupid but the CC crew really have brought together an amazing group of friends who I love so much and want to thank for always being there. Thank you. -Caroline Hope Powell
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captainlillybear · 7 years
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#27 no regrets with Jeff Hardy?
The Hardy boys had been your best friends for around 5 years, it sounds cheesy to say but they were some of the best 5 years of your life so far. Of course being best friends with the boys ment you were very close to them, Jeff in particular.  Every one was telling you that nothing would happen between you and Jeff because of the age gap, slowly you had come to terms with the fact that your little crush would be nothing more than that, but little did you know Jeff felt the same and he was finally realising it was time to tell you.
Standing backstage after your match you wait for the boys to come back from confronting Shemaus and Cesaro, as they rounded the corner Jeff instantly smiled seeing you stood there in your ring gear wearing one of their shirts over the top. The shirt was one of Jeff’s own meaning on you it was huge, the shirt hid your ring top and shorts perfectly making Jeff wonder if you’d look like this having just woke up, throwing on the nearest item of clothing before heading downstairs to make breakfast for the 2 of you. Snapping out of his day dream Jeff noticed that you and Matt had stopped chatting and were stairing at him like he’d got 2 heads.
“You okay there buddy? You seemed happy in your own little world there.” Matt smirked at his brother, knowing that Jeff had feelings for you and that was what he was day dreaming about.
“Yeah I….ummmm… was just thinking about the next step in this storyline ya know. Should be a good one.” Smiling nervously he sees you give him a sceptical look, knowing when the older man was lying. “In fact we should probably get going, lots to plan.” Jeff nervously clasped his hands together signaling to Matt that it was time go before he said something stupid.
“Well I’ve got to go find Bayley she’s my ride and I’d like to get to the hotel tonight.” You chuckled refering back to a time you’d decided to ride with the boys and ended up getting lost.
“Hey you were the map reader. Not my fault that you put in the wrong address!” Matt defended chuckling at your hurt expression.
“And I told you thats why next time I should drive!”
“Oh no I’ve been ith you while your driving and that is some scary stuff.” Gasping you playfull smack Jeff’s arm for his comment glaring at him.
“My driving is not scary.”
“Sure it isn’t.” You reach out to hit him again but Matt inturupts you.
“Okay lovebirds that’s enough arguing for one night. I’d like to still have a tag team partner so before you can bet him up anymore we better get going.” Matt grinned mischieviously noticing the blush that was spread across yours and Jeff’s face at the mention of lovebirds. Turing away Matt headed off down the corridor trying to formulate a plan to get the 2 of you together.
“I’ll see you tomorrow yeah?” Jeff smiles stepping a little closer to you. You take a moment to reply, the smell of Jeff’s colonge, sweat and natural scent catching you off gaurd for a second.
“Umm yeah. You will. We don’t have to go to that cafe if you don’t want to, I can always go some other time.”
“No I’d love to go with you, it sounds like a really cute place, and I know you’ve always wanted to go so I don’t want you to miss out.” He smiles sweetly at you making you blush even more. Come on (Y/N). Pull it together. Jeff is your best friend, he’s just being nice and you’re making this awkward by being all nervous around him. Part of you wished you could go back to before your feeling for Jeff got super bad so you could at least talk to him without tripping over your words or blushing.
“Okay if you’re sure. No backing out now though.” You fold your arms over one another smirking at him. Jeff chuckles in responce, shaking his head.
“I wouldn’t want to back out for anything in the world.” Pulling you into a hug you let your arms wrap round Jeff’s neck as his palms rested on the small of your back. Your chests were pressed together and you hoped that Jeff couldn’t feel your heart rate increase. “I’ll see ya then doll.” he breathed into your hair, pulling away you already missed the contact and warmth, discreatly wrapping your arms around yourself to keep the feeling of his contact. Watching Jeff walk away you made a promise that you had to tell him how you felt, and you had to tell him soon. Heading to the locker room you get changed and make sure you have all your things before heading to the arena grage to wait for Bayley.
Glancing down at your phone you see a text from Bayley.
B - Sorry (Y/N). Had to leave, Sasha was freaking out about not having a ride and wanting to get to the hotel has soon as possible. So I offered to take her. I’m so sorry. x
Great, now you were going to be stuck here. Most of the superstars had left and the ones that hadn’t you werent close enough with to ask for a lift. Grabbing your phone you dial Jeff’s number hoping they hadn’t left yet.
“Hey (Y/N)! Miss us already?” Matt chuckled down the phone, jeff must have been driving and got Matt to answer for him.
“Of course, it’s no fun without you guys….Say you haven’t left the arena yet have you?”
“Yeah we left like an hour ago why?”
“Shit. Ummm Bayley kinda left without me and I’m stuck here.” Sighing you lean up against the wall, head in you hand.
“We’ll head back and pick you up.” Jeff’s voice echos through the phone.
“No you don’t have to! Didn’t you say you left like an hour ago?”
“Yeah but we can head back to get you, I don’t want you to have no way to get back and catch a lift with someone you don’t know.” You smile at how sweet Jeff was, always looking out for you.
“If you’re 100% sure. I don’t want to put you guys out or anything.”
“Nonsence! Jeff’s right. We’ll turn round and come and get you. Sit tight.”
“Thanks guys.” You relax a little as Matt hangs up the phone, and you wait for them to arrive.
Around 45 minutes later a car pulls up and Matt and Jeff hop out.
“Thank you so much guys you didn’t have to do this.”
“Of course we did. Can’t let you catch a ride with some stranger.” Matt smiles at you, accepting your hug as Jeff puts your things into the car.
“I’m gonna sit in the back, had too much time sat next to that one so you get the pleasure this time.” Matt points with his thumb to Jeff pulling a face.
“Come on man. You can’t do that to me!” Pouting you look between the 2 men seeing them both smile.
“Oh I can and I just did.” Matt hoped into the back of the car getting comfy.
“Guess you’re Stuck with me Darlin’.” Jeff commented hoping into the drivers side as you slid into the passenger seat.
“Oh the joys.” Rolling your eyes at him you settled in your seat ready for the long trip ahead.
The journey so far had been great, you were halfway there and you didn’t think you’d stopped laughing the whole time. The day had taken it’s toll on you, WWE were turning you heel so you’d been busy working on a bunch of moves and working hard to get promos right. Feeling sleep overcome you, you rest your head on the door and drift off. The last thing you remeber hearing was Jeff’s laugh. Noticing you’d gone quite Jeff shifts his eyes from the road to quickly check on you, seeing you asleep he smiles, shushing his brother who was getting particularly loud.
“Shut up Man. (Y/N)’s sleeping.” Matt sits up, placing an arm on each of the chairs to talk to his brother.
“Sorry. So are you ever going to tell her or are you two going to keep flirting with each other and never go anywhere.”
“Ah Matt straight to the point as always. I don’t think I should tell her, the age gap it’s just to much. I really think I’m in love with her and I don’t know if I can put her through all the stigma that comes with dating an older guy. Besides she probably doesn’t even feel the same way” Sighing Jeff started to drumb his fingers on the stearing wheel, glancing at you then at his brother through the mirror.
“Age gap smage gap. There’s what? 8 years? I know of people who have a much larger age gap than that and are happily married. It’s obvious you two have feelings for each other so just man up and tell her. You’ll regret it if you don’t and what do we say?”
“No regrets.”
“Exactly. Oh and when she wakes up don’t let her be mad at Bailey. She had good intentions.”
“What do you mean?”
“Nothing, just it’s a little odd that Bailey would leave (Y/N) behind. There are more than 2 seats in a car you know.” Matt sat back in his seat watching as Jeff thought about what he had said, laughing when Jeff finally realised Bailey and Matt had planned this. Through out the journey Jeff would find himself stealing glances at you, Matt had nodded off also and he was happy for the silence. Looking at you he loved how cute you looked, the way you still had a faint smile on your lips from whatever was happening in your dream. You hair came down to cover half your face and Jeff wanted nothing more that to brush it to the side so he could see your face in all it’s beauty. Towards the end of the ride Matt had woken up but you were still fast asleep, Jeff pulled into the parking lot of the hotel lookng at your still sleeping figure not wanting to wake you up. Matt hopped out first heading round to the boot to grab the bags.
“Are you going to wake her?” he asked his brother as he came round the car looking deep in thought, looking through the car towards you Jeff shook his head.
“Nah, she’s had a busy week. I’ll let her sleep.”
“I’ll take the bags if you want to help (Y/N)?” Matt suggested aleady grabbing the bags and closing the boot, heading up to the rooms. Jeff carefully opened the door, placing one arm beneath your legs and the other around your waist. Gently lifting you up he pulled you into his chest making sure your head was resting on his shoulder. Stiring against him you nuzzle more into the warmth causing Jeff to smile. Shutting the door with his hip he started to head up to your hotel room, ignoring the funny looks he was getting from some of the hotel staff. Finally reaching your room he see’s Matt waiting with your bags, opening the door he lets the 2 of you in, dragging the bags in behind you both.
“I’ll leave you to it.” Matt whispers shutting the door behind him. Jeff gently places you down on the bed but your grip around his neck tightened causing him to fall down next to you.
“I heard what you said in the car.” You sleepily mumbled turning to face him.
“You did?” He blushed as you shuffled closer, wrapping an arm around his waist.
“I did. And I think I love you too.”
“(Y/N). What about the age gap? I can’t put you through that.”
“Put me through what? Being with the man I love? I know you feel like there is a lot of stick around couples wiht big age gaps but I don’t care. I want you. I’ve always wanted you.” Looking up at him with wide eyes you grab Jeff’s chin and pull him down for a kiss, as cheesy as it sounds your lips fitted together perfectly. Jeff’s lips were slightly chapped and tasted like the gum he was always chewing, he swiped his tongue over your bottom lip, asking for permision. Opening your mouth slightly to let your tongues connect causing you both to moan at the contact.
“Oh fuck it. How bout we give us a try?” Jeff mumbles against your lips, pecking them every now than then.
“Definatly.” Sighing you wrap your arms back round Jeff’s neck pulling back to you, reconnecting your lips for another passionate kiss. Jeff making a mental note to thank Matt and Bayley for their team work because he definatly wasn’t going to regret this.
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ambiguoussavior · 5 years
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dave memories masterpost
i was a seer of heart, rose was a knight of light, and dirk was a prince of time
as seer of heart, i had the ability to see the intent in others’ hearts, their emotions, and how best to manipulate/mediate. i was also able to connect to other versions of myself in other timelines. all other daves were time players, so through the soul connection i had with them, i was able to borrow their timehopping abilities for short bursts. i could also see into other timelines from the alternate dave’s points of view, including seeing how conversations will play out depending on how one answered
as prince of time, dirk was able to destroy the time of others, forcibly aging them to weaken them in battle. he could also forcibly shatter himself into several clones of himself, at the cost of some of his own lifeforce (5 clones up for 1 hour = dirk aging 5 hours)
as knight of light i have no idea what that snarky broad could do. no one had any idea. rose is an enigma, who knows what’s up with her
rose and i were identical twins, both afab. i was trans, as was kanaya. if anyone else was, i have no idea
kanaya was my best friend on the meteor, bonding over being trans and how silly rose is. i called her naya, nana, kan, anything but her full name. at her and rose’s wedding, i borrowed some of the alternate dave’s powers to walk them both down the aisle. karkat wanted to walk naya but was too nervous
i never had a crush on john or rose. i might’ve had one on jade but childhood emotions are hard to figure out. her and i dated for a bit but decided we didn’t really like each other that way.
me and john were good bros and that’s really all there is to say on the matter
my chumhandle was AmbiguousSaviour
bro sucked even worse than in canon in a lot of ways. i didn’t really realize how shitty it was until accidentally mentioning a “funny” anecdote to rose on the meteor and her freaking out, and the fact that she was showing more motion than i had ever seen on my behalf was a big part of what made me finally realize something was fucked. bros shitty treatment of me made it really hard to trust dirk for a long time, even after the rooftop vent session before fighting the jacks
i only started trusting dirk because i overheard him defending me in an issue with vriska (somehow my vriska was the hugest dick ever, worse than other timelines (i checked)) 
vriska: something something Dave is weak somet- dirk: hey what the fuck you did not just say what i thought you said? do you even know the shit his bro put him through growing up? vriska: well yeah we watched them grow up but i still think he could suck it up- dirk: *fucking DECKS HER*
even if i couldn’t see intent, the fact that he didnt know i could hear wouldve been a dead giveaway that he wasn’t doing that to try to impress me or something, he just genuinely cared about me and wanted to defend me, aka something bro never showed ANY signs of
jake and i ended up being really good friends. both of us had really weird, nigh unintelligible ways of speaking, but somehow we could both understand the meaning despite not understanding the specific words. we practically developed our own secret language based entirely on body language and tone
jake: *some gobbledygook with old english words* me: *some gibberish rant at 200 mph* roxy: what me: oh we’re going to the movies roxy: ???????????????????????? 
eventually it evolved into basically our own super subtle form of sign language (subtle enough other peple literally couldnt tell we were doing it)
me, jake, and a couple other ppl all sitting together in a room me and jake: *telepathy decide we’re gonna go do something else and both stand up at the same time* others: where r you guys going jake: oh me and dave here just decided to go (whatever other thing) others: but neither of you said anything? you werent even texting you just looked at each other me: yeah.... so......? others: ???????????????????
you best believe i called roxy mom as often as humanly possible
in fact it caught on on earth c and all the various subjects ended up calling her that too
me and terezi were pretty much the same as canon except without the awkward flirting
gamzee never went murderclown! he was sober the whole game and he was just so sweet and soft, he and i ended up pale as fuck monorails
tall soft lanky clownboi
me and karkat were very flush from about the second year on the meteor onwards
godtier body got a dick and it was awesome
when rose and i delivered the tumor, we ended up bonding a lot before godtiering (which says a lot given that we were already super close). that was the first time i ever saw her show real fear (not the last though, i think going grimdark forced her to start expressing emotions more instead of bottling it up anymore)
i never really interacted with jane much beyond getting introduced and saying hi when i visited the rest of the crockarleybertlish family. basically she was like a distant cousin
kanaya and karkat were moirails
partway through the meteor trip the trolls all got together and decided to pretty much abandon total monogamy when it came to pale relationships, given the way the humans just didn’t really know how to compartmentalize those feelings. basically the trolls just went “ok the humans are stupid and cant control their emotions so lets just all promise not to get jealous over minor vents or whatever.” they were still considered real relationships, however it wasnt a “youre not allowed to listen to other peoples problems and you have to make sure to only vent to one person” type thing anymore
similarly they decided that quadrant overlap wasnt as big of a deal anymore, so like acting a bit red in a pale relationship was fine, acting pale in a black relationship, etc (that ones also because the humans are dumb)
and by “the humans are dumb) i of course mean “the trolls were all secretly tired of it because alternian society was a shitstorm but they were afraid the other trolls would make fun of them so they blamed it on the humans to save face”
we did win the game eventually
the mayor was perfect and wonderful and the light of my life, i love him so much. he was highkey everybody’s moirail just because he was a super kind person and a really good listener and was just all around nice
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cam-in-wonderland · 7 years
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romantic ramble (ignore tbh)
Y'ALL i was gonna text this all to my best friend but she's asleep and I need to send it out into the world so all can know. so there's this boy let's call him b (I have a penchant for dating people with terrible names btw funny story) and we've been sorta kinda seeing each other for like a month, talking and what not. so anyway we meet where I'm working and he's super sweet and so nerdy and I DIE for a good nerd and he goes to DePaul and is 21 so I at first figured hey he's not gonna be interested at all bc I'm 17 and stupid af but alas, after a couple hangouts with a bunch of other people from my work we go to this bridge and talk by ourselves for literally. hours. with no fucking awkward silence at all. not once do we run out of things to say. the conversation just flows and it's so nice and it lasts for 4 fucking HOURS and could have gone longer but we were like like shit it's like 3 Am we should kick it. anyway during that first talk I'm kinda flirting and lean in really close to him and he gets all nervous and freaked out and is like "idk what to do in situations like this" so I figure okay he ain't interested and time to move on bc he doesn't know how to reject people so I'm like that's okay. fast forward a week and he asks if I want to grab a drink after work and I'm like coolio and I thought it was as friends so I hit up with no makeup, ugly af clothes, like "hey I'll have a strawberry bubble tea and no I'm not homeless". he pays for me and I'm still like "he's just nice not interested" and once again, we talk for a solid 5 hours. I mentioned last time that I love ukulele music and he busts one out and we have a bit of a jam session and it's so nice and cute and I'm like shit he's talented but I'm also hardcore like nope he doesn't like u just as friends. so finally I'm about to head home and I drive him to his car and he leans in for what I assume is a hug and all of a sudden I feel him KISS MY TEMPLE BC LIKE A DUMBASS I TURNED MY HEAD AND LEANED DOWN WHEN HE WAS TRYING TO KISS ME. so I apologize and we try again and kiss (amazing btw) and Im like "I thought you werent interested!!" And he's like "I am!!! I just kinda never kissed anyone!" And I'm like okay SHIT WHAT and then he's like "how did u think I wasn't interested. I bought this ukulele for you and leARNED HOW TO PLAY IT IN A WEEK TO IMPRESS YOU" and I'm like SHIT WHAAAAAATTTTT. fast forward once again we go to see the new Wonder Woman movie on opening day and grab dinner and we once again TALK FOR HOURS after the movie. Andddd he kisses me again and every time we kiss he kinda hesitates like he doesn't want to scare me off and get too aggressive??? And the more I'm with him the more I want to climb into his lap and kiss his fucking face off. SO TONIGHT the lovely lad takes me out to eat and then we go bowling and y'all I SUCK AT BOWLING but he's like it doesn't matter and we go anyway and he's so amazing but he doesn't brag at all about it and he lowkey purposefully misses a couple to make me feel better and helps me with mine and by the end I'm getting strikes and shit. Anyway I feel amazing and he feels amazing and we hold hands and then we get to the car and he's like "I can take you home or we can go back to my house since my parents are out of town right now" (he's living with his parents for the summer since rent is expensive af). As much as I want to say YES YES A MILLION TIMES YES LETS GO my wonderful father is like "you gotta get home" and I'm like "okay I gotta get home" and he's so understanding and doesn't even push or question it or whine like every other guy I've ever fucking met does. And then we get to my apartment building and he parks outside and we talk once again for like 2 hours non stop and it's so nice like I could speak with him all day and it's so balanced like between me listening and him listening we all get to say our peace and he's so good at communicating. Anyway he kisses me again and this time we get a little rowdier and he starts kissing my neck and it feels honestly amazing until I accidentally slam my head on the window and he's like oh this isn't gonna work in this small car for what I want to do to you and I'm like oh shit okay and then he says he's got something for me and pulls out a LUNA PLUSHIE because we've been seeing each other for a month and he remembered when I told him about how much I loved sailor moon as a kid like legit. maybe once. in passing. he does not even know this show. did not even remember it when I talked about it. but he researched. bought this plush. got it one day delivery so it'd be here on time. and gave it to me bc he knew I loved it. like. I gotta lock this boy down. And then we keep talking and I'm feeling so giddy and girly (still am 3 hours later) and he's like "you're just so amazing and it's like you don't even know it I feel like you should so I want to treat you in a way that you'll know" like WHAT and then he's like "I know I've only known you for a little while but I can't stop thinking about you" and I'm like OKAY WHATTTTTTTTT and he's just so cute and perfect and awesome but so inexperienced that I'm like scared I'll break him omg bc he's 21 and I'm his first. kiss. ever. this dude is INNOCENT and not that there's anything wrong with that but like ????? Idk if I should get into a relationship with someone who's never been in one and doesn't totally know what it takes bc like I had to learn that through relationships and I REALLY LIKE this boy I don't want this whole thing to be basically me teaching him to be a boyfriend
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