#shan rambles
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i just think it would be funny if dan and phil started a new series like pinof again but with the title “phil howell” just to clickbait us all
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me watching neverafter, when ally’s character is given a weird ass fucking book: this is just like death note
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It’s so annoying when you finish writing something and then as you’re proof reading it get slapped with a tonal shift so hard you need to claim insurance for whiplash.
#i almost want to say fuck it and not bother with it anymore#it’s not even a proper story#just a test at writing smut with a plot slap-dashed on top of it#but i’m in too deep now#pun intended 😏#and i don’t want to abandon it when it’s basically done#fuck#times like this i really need a beta reader#or just more writing friends#that’d be nice#shan rambles
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i’m so confused by his actions and it’s left such a bad taste I don’t understand?
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pls write something abt daddy kink w lewis 🫠🫠
he is so soft dom core, this kinda sucks sorry guys xoxo
the first time you say it you don't even mean to, he's between your thighs getting you to the brink of orgasm before he pulls away each time. you're really close to finishing and you whine out a please daddy before you can stop yourself. lewis pauses and looks up at you before he goes back to eating you out like a starving man, mumbling into you be a good girl and cum on daddy's tongue. and from there he is obsessed with you calling him daddy ALL the time like not even just when you're in the bedroom. and you know that if you want something all you have to say is a please daddy and its yours.
inbox is open send me some ramble requests <3
#formulalfc#blurbs with shan ;)#lewis hamilton x you#sir lewis hamilton#lewis hamilton blurb#lewis hamilton fanfic#lewis hamilton icons#lewis hamilton smau#lewis hamilton x reader#lewis hamilton imagine#lewis hamilton#lewis hamilton rambles#mercedes amg petronas#mercedes#formula 1#f1#formula one#f1 fanfic#formula one x you#formula one x reader#formula 1 x reader#formula one wag#formula one imagine#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 fic#formual one
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Li is so damn cute and I’m sick of people not talking about it like. holy crap.
He has a tender glint in his eyes his smile is prominent, he’s a bigger guy, he wears a soft looking coat, he loves Po, he loves Ping he still loves his wife years after her death, he loves his community, he’s a family man, he’s gentle with kids, he has a sweet voice, he’s a dummy, he’s charming. Like is so underrated and I will NOT stand for it.
Also he’s a dilf what who said that
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I just need to like- He Tian is *so* inlove with Mo Guanshan?? Like so inlove it physically hurts me sometimes, he would give up anything for that boy, hed go through any amount of pain or sorrow for his happiness, his ease, just so he could look at mo guanshan.
He leaves, to earn money to provide for mo, no doubt hurting himself being away from him and yet, the day he comes back he gives mo (engagement) rings. And ofcourse, ofcourse mo is just as much inlove with him and they both have their own issues with love but he tian? He tian hasnt known real love, his brotherly love soiled by lies and fear.
He tians first real experience with love is mo guanshan and hes so so *so* inlove with him, doodling him in his notebooks, taping his drawing of them up in his house, writing him little notes and giving him gentle touches ugggghhh i just. I love he tian and love.
#19 days#he tian#mo guan shan#tianshan#he tian x mo guan shan#19 days he tian#19 days mo guan shan#rambles#inner thoughts
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mlc concert video + performance tracks
i've uploaded the files here! there are no english subtitles yet, nor will there be for the foreseeable future because i am not up to subbing a 2.5h concert right now. enjoy!
#mysterious lotus casebook#莲花楼#cheng yi#li xiangyi#li lianhua#zeng shunxi#fang duobing#xiao shunyao#di feisheng#wang herun#jiao liqiao#chen duling#qiao wanmian#chen yihan#su xiaoyong#he gang#shan gudao#lhl#rui rambles
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no I am not okay, I have Li Lianhua howling, "I searched for your body for ten years!" with reddened eyes over and over again stuck in my brain
#I think about their relationship often. Breaks my heart. Incoherent screeching is the only way I can express this#li lianhua#li xiangyi#shan gudao#mysterious lotus casebook#mlc#kk's rambles tag#the reveal of their ancestry.....LLH silent throughout......man.#''i never competed with you''
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me, walking into the first day of school
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theron shan is tiny to me. minuscule. little guy who the commander can pick up and put into their pocket. 5’9 at best. love him.
lana is taller than him, of course. even if by only a few inches. it’s something that makes her a little bit smug especially when they’re standing side by side
>:)
#doormat rambles#swtor#theron shan#lana beniko#i believe in buff lana supremacy but her height is up in the air for me#she HAS to be taller than theron in my canon#at the very least
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Part 1 of my He Brothers HCs
- In the future, He Tian grows to share more of He Cheng’s physical attributes (height, musculature, facial structure, etc.)
- They uncannily resemble their father but they inherited their mother’s eyes
- From the back, they look almost like the same person except for little details: despite both slicking their hair back, He Tian’s hair is longer and darker, he doesn’t have an undercut, and his posture is more lax
- From the front, the difference is more noticeable; He Cheng has more lines on his face from all the years dealing with his family’s bs
- Not to mention, their personalities are VERY different
- But there are times when they’re on mafia mode (particularly when they’re trying to achieve the same goal - which is a very very rare occurence), they seem to tune into the same wavelength and whoever is facing off with them, whether it be in combat, negotiations or whatever, are absolutely demolished by the end of the ordeal. Of course, they still clash more often than they get along, afterall He Tian is forced to work for his family for sometime until he can do whatever he wants (start his own non-mafia related business to be free with his Momo)
- People in the family business (especially the new guys) sometimes mistook He Tian for He Cheng and vice versa, much to their horror and He Tian’s amusement
- It doesn’t help that He Tian could mimic He Cheng’s voice and mannerisms; when he was younger he wanted to be like his brother cuz he thought he was cool but obviously that didn’t last long so whatever behavior he learned from his brother he used to mock the latter
- But He Tian and He Cheng don’t think they look THAT much alike
- There was one time when He Tian was wrongfully targetted by a rival group because they thought he was He Cheng
- There were also times when Jian Yi, Zheng Xi, and Mo mistook He Cheng for He Tian (He Cheng’s back was to them and they weren’t paying attention)
- One morning, after a long night at work, Mo saw a He Tian shaped figure in the kitchen. Thinking that his boyfriend was back from his business trip, he hugged them from behind and nuzzled his face onto their back, his sleep-addled brain missing the way said figure froze when he made contact with them. Then he heard He Tian’s scandalized voice from behind. Mo opens his bleary eyes, makes eye contact with the person he was cuddling, and his stomach drops to the depths of hell when he realized that this was not his boyfriend, but his boyfriend’s scary mafia older brother, He Cheng. He literally flies off the other, face redder than his hair from embarrassment and absolutely terrified for his life. Cue the: “I COULD EXPLAIN!” “I SWEAR, I THOUGHT HE WAS YOU, CHICKEN DICK!” Meanwhile, He Tian went from feeling confused to jealous/betrayed to extremely amused within a matter of seconds. He Cheng was weirded out but also found the mistake slightly amusing, enough so to crack a millimeter of what could be a smile
- The only person who had never & will never mistake them for each other is Brother Qiu; he knows the difference between his boyfriend - yes He Cheng and Qiu are together - and his boyfriend’s demon baby brother from miles away
- Now imagine a crack AU where the He brothers switch bodies oh man that’d be hilarious
#19 days#19 天#old xian#he tian#he cheng#he brothers#mo guan shan#brother qiu#jian yi#zhan zheng xi#tianshan#chengqiu#lucky rambles
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seeing some things makes me wish we could down vote things on this hellsite
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Hi Shan!
I hope you're doing well and thank you for all your metas and recs. They are always such a great read!
I have realised that I am quite anxious about currently airing shows not sticking the landing (IFYLITA mostly, I only seem to care about this one recently). You may have previously written about it(?), but which dramas (BL or otherwise), do you think have the most satisfying endings?
Oh, and bonus question, do you have an ending that you approve of, was really good and all, but you would never ever rewatch it because of *too many feels*?
Hey Kat! Thanks for the ask. I totally get the fear of a bad ending, it has soured many a drama experience, and sometimes it really does take you off guard. I feel like when most dramas end I'm just happy if the ending doesn't retroactively ruin anything, let alone it actually being meaningfully good. I had to think about this for a minute, but I do think there are some dramas where the ending is so good it actually enhances the overall story and watch experience.
First, a few that I would classify as having really lovely happy endings that feel very well-earned after lots of pain and strife
My Lovely Sam Soon
This drama is a classic from 2005, and it caught me off guard with how invested I got. It's a pretty standard romcom about a quirky "fat" (*stares into the camera*) woman who gets hired by a chaebol restaurant owner. They start out adversarial before eventually falling in love, with the hero working through his surprising feelings for this woman who does not fit his image of his ideal partner and the heroine overcoming her own body image and self-esteem issues. Sounds basic, right? But something about it just works. At the end, the heroine sings a love song to her beau with her terrible singing voice while he looks on adoringly, and something about it was just so touching that I actually burst into tears.
My Mister
One of my favorite endings of any drama ever. Our heroine Ji An has been through it, and via a platonic relationship with her older boss, she gets the support she needs to turn her life around. I spent half of this drama white knuckling in fear that they would try to turn the relationship romantic, but they stayed true to the purpose of this narrative. Instead of a romance, we end with the two of them running into each other on the street after a time skip. They meet eyes, he sees that she is happy and well and they just smile gently at each other. Perfection.
The Untamed
Possibly a controversial pick, given that this is significantly altered from the novel, which has a much better resolution to the romance. But given the constraints this adaptation was under and the need to keep the relationship ambiguous for censorship reasons, I think this show did a remarkable job of getting the romance across. This ending where they meet again on a hillside, Lan Wangji calls his name, Wei Wuxian turns and we see a smile slowly light his face up is absolutely beautiful and a very romantic note to leave us on.
This second group of endings are more bittersweet resolutions, but ones I thought really added to the poignancy of the stories and made the relationships feel all the more epic
Bad Buddy
Something that always surprises me about the way people talk about BBS is they often seem to...forget that the ending is actually really fucking sad? I guess because the couple is together and still happy with each other, folks overlook the deep melancholy of the circumstances under which they are able to maintain their relationship. So let me remind you! Pat and Pran are in a long distance relationship, they are still not out to anyone but their closest friends, and they are forced to put on a charade in front of their families so everyone can carry on pretending. They are still hiding, their family relationships are irreparably altered, and we know it's a constant strain on them. It's a perfect bittersweet note to drive home the serious sacrifices they are making in the name of filial piety even as they refuse to give each other up.
Crash Landing on You
Switzerland, the true MVP of this story. Se Ri and Jung Hyeok do not have the option of simply choosing one of their home countries to live in together, and both have obligations they cannot abandon at home. And so in the end they settle for being mostly apart, taking time together in neutral territory as often as they can manage. Is it enough? No, but it's better than moving on from each other.
Goblin
This story is a tragedy and it stuck to its guns on that while also finding a way to give the characters (and the viewers) some kind of happiness to hang onto. Shin is doomed to live forever and watch Eun Tak die over and over again, but at least he also gets to meet and be with her before each death. Him meeting her again in her second life, with the looming knowledge that he will outlive her again and be left alone, is a perfect combination of joyful and mournful, very appropriate for this story.
I Promised You the Moon
One of my favorite romance endings ever, because it does what the genre rarely allows in acknowledging that the couple may not, in fact, stay together forever, and that's okay. Oh-Aew decides to take Teh back because he wants to be with him and he hopes they may be better equipped to deal with their issues in the future, not because he feels confident things will not go wrong again. In fact, he directly acknowledges that they probably will. It's a very mature resolution and a fitting end to a coming of age story.
Someday or One Day
This time travel story ends with the leads deciding to break the loop they have been living in, sacrificing their romantic relationship in the process. It's a brave and selfless choice made to protect others, and the narrative rewards them by giving them some hope of another path to each other in the future. We leave them meeting again at a different time with a significant age gap and no memory of each other, and a hope that they will find a way to each other in this new reality.
These next two kind of stand on their own as unique, as I have not seen other dramas that pull off what their endings do
The Glory
The best thing about this drama is that it's a revenge story where the revenge is fully carried out, no one is given unearned redemption, and every character gets exactly what they deserve. That probably shouldn't be revelatory, but in my experience, it is! Asian dramas love to hand out unearned redemption to villainous characters, but this drama was simply Not. Having. It. It was such a satisfying watch.
Utsukushii Kare
The ending of this one pulled off the neat trick of reframing everything that came before it, flipping the perspective so that nothing about previous events actually changed, but our understanding of what it all meant was turned on its head. This is a difficult writing trick that requires deep understanding of your characters' psychology and full command of every detail of your story, and it was incredibly impressive. It instantly turned it into one of my all-time favorites.
Bonus question: Dramas with endings that were fantastic, but that made me never want to watch again because of the feels
I had to think on this one a bit because I actually really enjoy getting into my feelings over dramas and regularly torture myself by rewatching sad shit. But I did come up with two dramas that I probably won't ever watch again for different reasons: The Red Sleeve and Secret Love Affair. With TRS, it's rooted in a specific kind of pain that I found quite brutal as a viewer: the total denial of any moment of happy catharsis, which was an intentional and appropriate choice to underline its message. This is a love story that the heroine did not want or choose, and so she never gives in and embraces it, and neither can we. The show refuses to romanticize the concubine life and I respect it, but boy was it hard to watch.
With SLA, it's more a matter of the anxiety it provokes. That drama was, hands down, the most stressful watch experience of my life, even more than thrillers that are intentionally trying to stress me out! The romance is actually super compelling but you can't relax for a moment because everything is on a knife's edge. And the ending was not at all happy, but somehow still managed to feel like a breath of fresh air for both the heroine and us, because we finally escaped that confining dynamic she was trapped in. A perfect ending to a brilliant drama and also a watch experience I am not looking to repeat.
#bad buddy#crash landing on you#the untamed#goblin#the glory#utsukushii kare#i promised you the moon#someday or one day#drama recs#drama endings#thanks again for the ask!#i do love an excuse to ramble about my favorite dramas#shan answers#shan recommends
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