for @wolfstarmicrofic prompt: angel au -262 words

A raging headache greeted Sirius first thing as he came back into consciousness.

“What do you remember?”

Blinking awake, Sirius let his mind go over the blur of memories from last night. As soon as he did, his head protested and he groaned. His hand rose to his temple.

“Not much,” Sirius gritted.

The voice hummed, prompting him to continue.

“I was at… a party, which explains this dreadful hangover.” Sirius scrubbed his eyes and squinted as he adjusted to the sunlight. Everything was horribly bright. “Oh, wait! I remember snogging someone. No, hold on… I think we didn’t because I was too drunk or something. I can’t remember the name, but he was really pretty. Big brown eyes and all.”

“Please focus.”

“Alright, jeez. Well, I think he was with me the whole night. Kept me company, but that’s it. His hair looked soft and his eyes were really pretty too, James, you should've seen him.” He then paused at an abrupt thought. “And I’m quite sure he had angel wings as well.” A smirk rose to his lips, suddenly picturing blasphemous things with it.

“Right. Nothing else?”

A quick scene of the river from the top of the bridge and a blinding light flashed to the forefront of his mind.

Sirius shook his head. “No.” He didn’t need to talk about that weird dream. “See? I’m fine. I didn’t do anything I wouldn’t normally do.”

“Only because I was there to make sure of it.”

This woke Sirius up. That couldn't be James.

“Take care, Sirius.”

Then the sunlight decided it was done blinding him, Sirius sat up and found himself all alone.

Coco, please take them all and teach how to make good vibes… They are too bloodthirsty…

Y’all gotta channel that violence into some good vibes. Instead of bombarding someone with attacks of violence use creative compliments! Here’s my crack at one:

Tapa your a very great person that produces art that gives off the same vibe as getting your fav ice cream as a kid or having just the right amount of change in your pocket to pay for a well needed snack after a long day. The feeling of putting on a sweater fresh out the dryer during a super cold day

I’m so not feeling today. If anyone needs me I’ll be lying on the ground in a puddle of my own tears continuously sobbing that Bi-Han is a fictional character.

I am officially (and hopefully temporarily) employment challenged? Is that the nicest way to say my ass just got canned by the bitch I was working for? It sounds good to me. Anyway, I applied for a really good job a couple of weeks ago. I got an email from them telling me when and where to be for the next phase, testing.

So, I'm asking all my moots out there and anyone else who sees this plea into the unknown, to please think good thoughts for me that I'll get hired on at the place I will be testing for.

To everyone who celebrates the holidays, I hope you have a very nice one.

If you don't, right on. I hope you enjoy your time off and/or holiday pay. You deserve it!

Thank you so much, fellow people on this planet 💟.

I don't know if i need a hug, tequila, to cry or $10k

You may be wondering, "where is G1rlR0b1n? Why haven't they written or posted anything recently?" Rest assured that I am alive. Work has been hell but I do have writing projects I am currently working on and if I can pull this off, I think it will be worth it!...if I finish.

Monday is kicking my ass already. ✨️

job interview in less than 30mins

As God is my witness

🕯️I'LL BE INSIDE THE SANTIAGO BERNABÉU SEEING TAYLOR SWIFT AT THE ERAS TOUR🕯️

Guess who has a vet appointment tomorrow.

Sir, you are the most expensive $25 I ever spent.

Hey. Hey, you. Yeah, YOU.

I need your best vibes for tomorrow. I’ve made it past the HR interview and the questionnaire and have an interview with the actual hiring manager tomorrow afternoon. Pray for me, burn candles, make blood sacrifice, do whatever it is you do, I need this to happen.

cutting my waist length hhairinto a bob today btw x

I’ve had an awful cough on and off since over a year now and my doctor has tried multiple things to treat it and nothing is helping. The next step is to see a lung specialist, yay more doctor’s appointments, I also have to call the liver specialist back tomorrow since they never got back to me about setting up an appointment. I have so much going on medically right now and ironically none of it is my heart for a change. I do have to see my cardiologist in a month but as far as I can tell my PET scan went fine so hopefully it will be an easy appointment. I need to get bloodwork next week, I’m hoping my levels will be better this time. I’m also supposed to drive down to fucking South Carolina to visit my partner’s family and then down to Florida to see mine because my older brother is so worried about my nephews not spending enough time with me and in his defense I haven’t seen them since they were in diapers and they’re 8 and 10 now but it’s like someone in my family finally realized I have a limited time to life and is wigging out now. I’m also really bitter about it because literally a week after we get back is my 40th birthday, yeah that’s right I’m that old. I really wanted to have a wild and fun birthday maybe go to Las Vegas finally or go see my besties in Atlanta but no, financially we can’t afford two trips so I have to give up my celebration for family time just like I had to give up celebrating my 25th heart transplant anniversary for the same reason. I’m so tired of feeling like I don’t deserve to celebrate anything, I’m so sick for feeling like my milestones aren’t worth anything. 40 is huge for someone who’s doctors have told their Mother to hug their little girl one last time because she isn’t going to survive the night, the week, the operation, to 1, to 5, to 10 to 15 to 20 etc. but I fucking did. I am six weeks from 40, something no one thought I would do and I can’t celebrate how I want. I’m trying not to sound entitled or self centered but I deserve to celebrate my milestones too. I’m so stressed, I’m stressed about my health, about Ani’s health, about my weight, the trip, my birthday ugh I just need a break. I won’t get one though the trip will be stress filled and miserable as I’m the most awkward person around kids ever, I hate the beach, I hate Florida, I hate the way my mother acts. Fat me is never good enough for her and she never lets me forget it and no one ever defends me or sticks up for me. I just get to let her whittle down my self worth while I try not to upset her further. *sigh* I just want a good night’s sleep but that hasn’t happened in a while. Sorry if I seem quiet or distant lately especially on discord, I have a lot on my plate right now and I’m not quite sure how to handle it all.

Health related vent under the cut.

I am going through absolute hell right now. I have some sort of infection in my upper left gums and the pain is making almost every part of my life harder. Eating is a chore that takes twice as long. Being awake feels like it takes more energy because I'm hurting all the time. I can only manage my pain in a number of ways, but I can't seem to make it stop entirely.

I also don't have dental insurance at the moment. The soonest I can get any type of coverage is January 1st. And if I want to get any actual work done without being put on a waiting list, I'll have to pay co-pays for everything. (I feel like the insurance industry is almost predatory this way. They want people to be hurting and desperate so they'll be forced to take the plan where the patient pays more outta pocket.)

But I'm hurting so bad that I know I need to get in sooner than January. So I have no choice but to get an appointment ASAP and just put it on credit.

This is just a horrible way to end the year and it's only compounding my holiday blues.

After today I only have two more days left of work at my school district til I'm off for the winter holidays. Working yesterday was almost unbearable and today might be similar, but I really need the money and I don't have paid time off.

It turns out the only gift I really wanted for the holidays is my health. And I don't even have that, at least not for now.

I feel like I need a miracle to get through the rest of this week, this month, and this year.

Hannibal jealousy fic at 2k words so farrrrrr