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tiredsurvivoronmain · 5 months

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Waking up the Chris-bear for breakfast

#currently going through it with seasonal depression but I'm not going to be moping and doing nothing the until spring #doing art will help me through it #chrisker #chris redfield #wesker #albert wesker #tsum tsums #they're not proper tsums but idk what else to call them lol #my art

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spacedlexi · 4 months

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people who think clem surviving makes no sense are so funny. "they were literally foreshadowing her death the entire season" let me introduce you to the concept of a red herring. she tells lilly she isnt lee and shes right. the narrative was forcing her down that path, a path she saw as an inevitable fate waiting to take her too, but its a narrative broken by aj, who is also his own person and not S1 clem

"it happened to lee, and itll happen to you" lilly tells clem she'll die protecting aj from some mistake he makes, when in reality his defiance of her will is what saves her life after she had already accepted her fate. he breaks clem free from the lee cycle and they get their relatively happy ending. good for them

#anyway in the commentary they talk about how they Were going to have a death ending but didnt like the idea of the good/bad ending #and how people would moreso try to avoid the 'bad end' which i understand and appreciate bc thats usually what happens #so instead they gave us both :) idk why some people seem to have such a huge problem with that #they broke the cycle :) the ericson kids broke the cycle by being a loving community :) they all break the cycle by refusing the delta #lilly and minnie were both lost to the cycle. lilly with her dad and minnie with lilly #minnie couldnt let go. clem almost did the same and it would have killed her too. but aj makes a Choice and it saves her #god even tho clem is noticeably happier in s4 shes still so gd depressed and Tired. she accepted it so fast im so glad he saved her #like idk you saw her come back on screen after that massive fake out and you got Mad?? i was crying twice as hard #i know ive made this similar post before but like i still see this criticism in 2024 and i just have to laugh now #it speaks #twdg #i just love the narrative threads of S4 bro.... seasons 1 and 4 are two sides of the same coin and i love that. its satisfying

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lemongogo · 4 months

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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3

#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists #chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it #i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim #like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations #but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know #like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness #and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty #and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete #and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better #but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard #and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel #one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing #but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping #so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands #but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing #fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht #but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time #SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach #sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)

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fraudulentfancammerchant · 20 days

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fc barcelona 23-24 season: the kids are (not) all right

(unmute!)

#or maybe don't unmute. fallout boy jumpscare lol #i had a couple other ideas for songs to recap the season with but they were um. too depressing. idk if you remember but this season was sad #this is the most positive spin i've got in me. the kids aren't all right. but maybe someday they will be #fc barcelona #barca #lamine yamal #fermin lopez #pau cubarsi #marc guiu #fancam

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babisawyer · 1 year

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Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

#🐇#yellowjackets #truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me #the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part #love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️#Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death #the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now #like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers #like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude #I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow #idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions #I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna #I will help you girl I will drive the get away car #I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was #and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder?#I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods #I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk #my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!

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directioner75 · 3 months

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"seasonal depression is not real"

Also me when a ray of sunlight touches me:

#i still love winters tho #but i could also appreciate some sun #sunlight #winter #seasonal depression #i am going insane #maybe i would like winters more if we had fluffy snow #idk

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sadiecoocoo · 2 months

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Remember in Teen Titans (the good one) when Raven sort of died and then came back and bb was rlly freaked out cuz she was acting different? Remember when she responded to that with “don’t worry, blue is still my favorite color, and you’re still not funny.” And remember in that one episode where bb and cyborg went into Raven’s mind scape meditation thingy and Raven revealed that pink was her favorite color and that she thought bb was funny?

I think that she said the wrong things one purpose then, because she knew that bb would understand that she was sort of saving face since that information was sort of something only they shared (with the exception of cyborg but he’s the third wheel bestie so yknow)

#teen titans #teen titans 2003 #one of the best shows #I wish starfire got a season abt her tho #Terra showed up outta nowhere #but it was good for the team’s character development #and it also sort of gave bb two seasons abt him #which like #bb’s my blorbo so that’s a win #anyway #bbrae #one of my favorite straight ship #tho I do headcannon bb to be kind of fruity sometimes #maybe he’s bi or pan idk #or maybe he does it just for funsies #honestly k couldn’t watch the last season of young justice cuz I couldn’t stand bb literally being depressed #it physically hurt me to watch that #headcannons #yippee

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spir4nts-lun4r · 4 months

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it's christmas in 4 days and it just feels like any other cold day

I'm so nostalgic of the time when I used to get excited by things

#its funny because its true #idk #christmas #winter #seasonal depression all year round

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scrawnytreedemon · 3 months

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Seriously tempted to make a highkey detached headcanon/pseudo-analysis post regarding Zant and gender. Probably a bad idea.

#scrawny rambles #zant #strong emphasis on the pseudo it's red string pins and corkboards fueled by audhd & months if not cumulative years of hyperfixation #my thing is that the optics are awful and this is tumblr #when it's like. alot of finding my gender issues and feminine rage in a character that... does not play *well* with that #it could be seen as crossing a line when i'm closeted transmasc and i see them as. well closeted *something else*#if that makes sense #it's deeply meaningful to me and comes from a place of compassion #but i think even someone in good faith can see the obvious issues with that #let alone the numerous people who either don't/no longer have the patience #or are looking for a fight #idk man. don't really have anyone personally to talk about this with that has the same extensive bg on the guy as i #i've got good and eager friends #but i'm giving them the context— the conversation is inherently led and skewed by my biases in a topic i have wayyy too much investment in #and they don't. yknow?#as opposed to presenting it to other people who share it and have wider context #and the sense to know if i'm bullshitting #the lens ends up being an addition instead of the groundwork; y'feel?#it's 1am god help #seasonal depression has my sleep schedule in a shit pit. sad!#tl;dr: things that look bad unfortunately compell me and that's why i give villains 18752489 flavours of queer biracial and neurodiv. ty.#just like me fr frrrrr

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betweenblackberrybranches · 5 months

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Lets be real, my hanahaki comic is the peak of my creation and i will never make anything that is just as good 😔😔

#i might be just in a big ol drawing slump #dunno :(#maybe its the seasonal depression #i just dont feel like drawing that much #and seing that the stuff i make us just not as good as it used to be demotivates me so much #or maybe thats just me imagining it but idk

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dogueteeth · 6 months

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Danny x Isa (experimental tattoo/body scar design)

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the-meme-monarch · 4 months

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i'm trying not to seem too pathetic and sad bc i feel like I've been complaining too often as of late and it's really Nothing when you step back but i was looking forward to seeing my grandparents again today. like yeah I saw them yesterday but i made a pie for them for Today. and like maybe it'd be better for me Personally if we go tomorrow anyway so I have less time to think about It Being The Anniversary Of My Cat Dying but we aren't even sure we'll be able to see them Tomorrow. my dad said we don't even have to bring them the pie if we go because they don't know that I even made it. but I made it for them

#idk i think thi might be a case of A Lot Of Little Inconveniences Stacking Up To Feel Like Something Big And Worse #or maybe this is that seasonal depression i keep hearing about #or maybe its the anniversary of my cat dying and id like to have a distraction. idk #words from the monarch #theres worse shit going on in the world. which is why i feel stupid being upset over This but like. idk im gonna watch a movie or smth

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cubey-cube · 9 months

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