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darubyprincx · 8 months
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to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)
#ray's tag#keys' art#undescribed#skeletons#ok to reblog#the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr!#so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear#(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing#that i've ever drawn)#anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav#it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it#that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it.#often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to#especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently#it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow#my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints#but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us)#i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts.#so i put it into a spotlight.#ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients#I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i#a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie#especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones#we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone#or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare#so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone#will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay#we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it#(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont#actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)
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rapono-writes-stuff · 10 months
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do you got a favorite writing? be it yours or someone else's
Ooooo yes of course! My tastes/fandoms change over the years but there's some fics that I love to reread and indulge in.
I'll list off some of my faves (in no particular order):
Human Resources Violation by KogoDogo
Not a Man by Anonymous
A Touch Shorter by saintsaint
Alone by CG2
Coming Home by Kirmon64
Imposter Syndrome by TheAsexualofSpades
Behemoth by littleleaflings
Blue Sky by Wafflestories (ff.net)
Solar Lunacy by Bamsara
Cryptid Sightings by NaffEclipse
.:Same Man I Was Before:. by DarkwingSnark
Not too close to Home by retempts
Deadly Doppelganger by SilverStarSheep
Boiling Point by MathanLin
Peaks and Valleys by clefairytea
As for my favourite of my own? Hard to choose, often changes. Sometimes it's just my most recent, sometimes it's just what I'm in the mood for at that moment. Don't be afraid of the big bad eldritch horror, A candle in the cold, and The sound of a waking nightmare are a few I really like but felt like they went underappreciated imo.
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boyrobott · 5 months
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how much would y'all hate me if i did some very small revisions on chapters 1-3 of All the Rooftops?? asking for a friend
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cowardstiel · 10 months
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i think it should be mandatory that everyone watch The Social Dilemma at least once every six months
#dear everyone saying that tumblr doesn't have an algorithm: yes it does oh my GOD.#i see people say this so often irt twitter and reddit migration#just because tumblr has a different feed system to facebook/inta/twitter doesn't mean the only things you see are exactly what you want#free of influence or coercion#simplest example is tumblr suggesting users and tags for u to follow. what do you think is informing its suggestions?#how does it know which blogs are similar? it's not by fucking chance#please i know we all clown on what a mess this website is and how poorly it delivers ads but let's not forget that that's a choice they mak#if tumblr wanted to deliver ads in the way other social media sites do they could. but it's part of the image they've created for themselve#hence why they feel they can offer a paid subscription to remove ads that has an off switch so u can still see their weird crazy zany ads#because they know how much we love to clown on their shit ads. they know users will screenshot and share ads if they're weird enough#and they want you to. they're not so incompetent that they can't get us classy ads lol. this is their brand. let's not forget that!#anyway this is all triggered by me sending someone (hi bunni <3) a post of misha collin's sfx make up in gotham knights that popped up as a#recommended post despite me never having watched it or searched for it etc. what triggered that post appearing was me searching/tagging spn#a couple times recently. and of course misha collins and spn are frequently cross tagged. anyway since then i have been bombarded with that#godforsaken show constantly on my dash#sorry to gotham knights enjoyers i get the appeal and i am a dc simp but it's just not for me ig#if u read all this i love u im kissing you sloppystyle and or giving u a firm and warm handshake and or a friendly nod like we're walking#past each other on a beautiful day <3#my post
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truethes · 3 days
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did some muse changes to my carrd!
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puhpandas · 1 month
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color pulse '24 isnt as bad as people are saying it is
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dregdens · 1 year
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while i am cleaning up this blog, i will also be going on a soft blocking spree! if you're interested in remaining mutuals, please give this a like!
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byanyan · 3 months
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okayyyyy finally finished up some updates to byan's google site again. it's a lot of minor stuff, as usual — a note about being single ship (which i meant to add like. forever ago now :x), some minor updates to the bio (mostly just updated tattoos and scars i think??), added links to significant headcanons, updated some verse descriptions slightly, fixed up without fully updating the mains page bc some blogs were moved/archived/deleted, andddd... added an npcs page!! which is probably the biggest addition but also still not that significant lmao
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jaeyleo · 5 months
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hello all, sorry part 9 has been soooo long, i have a couple final exams i need to focus on and then it'll be comin out soon. if anyone wants to be added to the tag list send me an ask!
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deuynndoodles · 1 year
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friendly dey psa! regarding ao3 tagging :]
in most cases, you only need one fandom tag. (disregarding crossovers with other franchises, etc)
lu is not a fandom tag, it is an additional tag. please remember to tag linked universe so people may block it if they so need, and conversely, for people searching for it. tagging linked universe in the fandom tags does nothing, as it is synonymous with the general loz tag and not a metatag.
do not tag linked universe fics with their games. when i am searching for four swords fics, i do not want to see four lu. if i wanted to see four lu i would be in the four lu tag.
if ure writing a fic that corresponds to a certain game, u only need to tag the game and it will still show up in the general loz tag. if this confuses you, refer to this page regarding metatags.
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arolesbianism · 8 months
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Draws Shake with a generic blue background for the 500th time
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lavenderyearns · 2 years
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it is a weary place out there,
my love -
rest your head on me, exhale
the haze of this life, closed eyes,
forehead to my shoulder,
i’ll breathe in your honeyed scent and feel the electricity when my hands brush accidentally
against your soft skin,
i want to stay with you forever, i think.
but i can’t -
i am not the destination,
no, not the mark on your map, not the prize,
at the conclusion of your long voyage,
i know.
i know it all too well, i’m afraid.
but i am enchanted with your journey, with you -
graced with the chance to be the humble rest stop you find yourself in need of
when the world spits on you,
or you’ve run yourself down.
you can walk through my doors anytime,
i’ll be here waiting if you need,
even when the night is swallowing you up,
clawing at your skin when you step inside,
it shrinks back when the warmth of the lights envelops your visage -
and i will greet you with a smile
i give to no one else,
fill the holes in your heart with all i can offer,
a fresh coffee, deep and bottomless as a scrying mirror, eerily still in its mug,
or overloaded with creamer and brimming with sweetness - whatever you want;
a pile of blankets to stave off the freezing dark;
or just my honest presence, the devotion in my heart -
if you want it,
you can rip it right out.
sit with me at my polished wood table,
a dull shine glazing its surface in the dim glow of the lamps,
follow the patterns in the grain with your gaze,
you can be silent,
drift into introspection,
or let the thoughts in your mind tumble out like an unrelenting rockslide, and bring me into the world behind those beautiful eyes.
anything you choose, i am here for you.
i’ll hold your hands in mine, softly, like they may crumble away in my grasp, like an ancient relief,
or shatter like glass, slicing me up.
my thoughts drift to your lips, and i silently curse the fact that i can’t kiss you,
before returning my attention to your hands,
as i trace shapes along your palms and knuckles with my fingers
you can tell me anything.
you start to recount a pleasant memory,
and i catch myself
longingly admiring all that you are - i can’t help myself,
i suppose -
when you have such a divine being before you,
it’s hard not to stare, i’m sure you understand -
and i rest my chin in my hand, leaning upon that table,
hanging on every word, your voice the most awe-inspiring melody i’ve ever heard,
and your eyes are starry, your face flooded with joy,
i melt like a scoop of ice cream on the sidewalk in the blistering summer heat
when you laugh,
a saccharine cackle that takes my breath away in an instant
and i swear i hear a choir of angels when your eyes open,
and you look back into mine.
but i know that you won’t stay here, any longer than tonight
i understand,
we say our goodbyes, and though our embrace feels so fleeting in my memory,
i can still feel you pressed against me.
before you go, i grab your hand one last time
“you’re all i’ve ever wanted, my love”
is what i want to say
but it doesn’t come out that way,
“i hope you get to come see me again”
is what comes out, instead.
but deep down,
i know you may arrive home tomorrow, find your destination in another lucky woman’s arms,
and i will never again hear your laughter ring
like the bells of a church i’ve never prayed in.
you smile at me, the corners of your eyes crinkling, and promise me
that you’ll be back soon
and when you walk out of my door,
i rest my weary head upon the shining wooden table, alone.
but i will keep the light on every night
the flickering bulb buzzing in the deep silence,
waiting patiently for you,
if you ever need me to hold you together again.
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god i fucking hate amanormativity
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wheucto · 2 years
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love to think about possible social media sites in the inanimate insanity world
#wheucto#wheucto speaks#inanimate insanity#sorry for maintagging my ii out-of-show thoughts. anyways#facebook is called something like namebook maybe. idk. phonebook? that sounds like a plausible site#phonebook sounds like it'd be / started out as a contacts app though. wonder how itd evolve into a facebook#reddit. hm. what even are its name origins i have no clue. read it? ?? i mean i suppose#but it does have color name. bluet maybe?#seenit? idk#what if there was a combination of tumblr and twitter called twitblr. something like that#its like twitter and tumblr but worse#ourtube. or something. itube? does it even have to tube could it be youscreen or something#all of these are bad ripoff names im sorry. instead of thinking of the possible social medias.#ok. phonebook being named phonebook means it probably started off more as a phone app / contact app. maybe it evolved to have group chats -#and stuff. though i feel like the facebook experience has posts? phonebook Has to have posts if i want facebook ii version.#bluett or seenit or whatever. idk. just reddit but with a blue color scheme. and bugs. their mascot is a bug ive just decided.#twitblr. uh. maybe the posts are short like on twitter but also with tumblr drama or attitude? terrible website design#i have no idea what to say for youstream or whatever. youtube but with stickers. thats what i decided just now there are stickers that you#can put everywhere for no reason. i think itd be terrible if everyone can see them. literally would make it unusable#they added it for april fools once and forgot to remove it for a couple months. afterwards everyone got mad when they finallg took it down
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nobilismare · 2 years
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Guys, I’ve done 5 replies already, can I get a round of applause?
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excessdeliquesce · 21 days
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gonna try and get back on here more ive been letting irl shit stress me out way too much recently
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