"Oh, dear, you've got a little something…."
Granny Wen's papery thumb swiped across Wen Ning's cheek, shaking gently from the hand tremors that always plagued her worse, at the end of the day like this. He knew these things from watching: dry skin, trembling fingers. He couldn't feel them.
Since that night, with the thank-you dinner for Wei-gongzi, the others had let Wen Ning take over most of the cooking. It was a kindness he didn't deserve; one that didn't make sense, considering he didn't need to eat, and couldn't taste anything he cooked even if he did. But he liked it: sitting on the rim of the great fire pit, burying their two precious pots in the coals and turning thin slices of radish over in the cracked pan, carefully so they wouldn't burn. It was meditative, but it kept his mind from going away, like it did sometimes, when he would wake to find his sister tugging at him, face pale with worry, and find he'd been staring into the distance for the past three days as still and silent as—
Well.
And it made people happy. Killing the dangers that stalked them around the edges, the ones like him, didn't make them happy the way that food did, though it kept them safe and it meant he was useful so Wen Ning was glad to do it. Offering up a hot bowl of food, however, as ordinary and repetitive as the ingredients might be, never failed to earn him at least one clap on the shoulder, or a few weary smiles, from exhausted people hungry beyond natural endurance.
It was a quiet type of pride, not like Wen Ning had wanted to win, before, when he'd been alive and too terrified to shoot in tournaments: but he'd always known he wasn't good enough for that, anyway. This he could do. He could give people full bowls, and keep them coming, until they ran out. And then he would feel terrible, but at least they understood that it wasn't his fault, and he tried even harder the next day to move more boulders and bones to make more ground to grow more food so he could help.
And the other thing was this: like Granny now. Before only A-Jie and Wei-gongzi had touched him (and little A-Yuan sometimes, when they'd let him). That wasn't so different from his life, except that– he never knew when something about how a hand met his dead flesh would make A-Jie bite her lip and turn away to cry, or when Wei-gongzi would go too bright-eyed and talk about all the pretty girls he would introduce Wen Ning to, when they came back to society, as if anyone would ever want Wen Ning like that, now. The other Wens had feared him: that at least he had understood.
Then he had started cooking. The fire pit was deep and wide, and full of ashes; Wen Ning was immune to the heat. He got dirty. A campful of elders, who had lost their grandsons and nephews, descended upon him with clicking tongues.
Granny Wen scrubbed his face. Uncle Two wove him a new pair of sandals, so he could save his big boots for the trek to town and wear something nicer at home, he called it. Uncle Four sat him down and with a razor that mostly wasn't rusted shaved away the few sideways whiskers Wen Ning had managed to grow before his death, there now you look like a proper young master. Auntie Seven stitched him a ribbon for his hair. When he came to her ashamed because his hands were too clumsy, she laughed so kindly and worked out all his tangles, one by one, with her fingers and then (which made Wen Ning want to cry, though he couldn't) the precious heatherwood comb her husband had given her, and tied his hair back for him like he was a child.
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When he went back, he went to the fire pit, all cold now, but not lacking of ash. He stuck his hands in up to the wrist, and when they were filled with soot enough he smeared them over his face, and he pressed them in as hard as they would go. He still couldn't feel the touch.
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mikan: here is a stuffed bear that i don't need anymore because you are here
ryoko: what is this
mikan: his name is monokuma
ryoko: ...uh...okay?
the next day
ryoko, staring up at mechakuma: wait, is this like...is this like a thing
mikan: uh
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on remnant: It could also be said that mixing colors, while a very volatile thing to do (and probably rather painful for whoever's in it), would do some interesting things. That being, y'know, one of William's main ideas. Additionally, shades of color are a thing - and colors are all already just different hues of each other by technicality anyways - so multiple people can have similarly colored remnant with different abilities. It may also change with experiences or age given what it is?
Considering that Jeremy and Stan have remnant mixed with their…soul it can be dangerous. Especially if it’s super violent like the funtimes. Thankfully their remnant (especially Jeremy’s) is dormant for the time being.
But you’ll see later in the security breach sequel what happens when you start mixing remnant and making new remnant out of it
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How did you come up with the different remnant colors? (Sorry if I spelled anything wrong)
Ima big fan of color symbolism tbh. It’s something I looked into and tried to match with each character.
Like for an example orange, which is Mike’s remnant color, is a relative to red (which is William’s remnant color) but yet orange is more gentler and restrained. It is meant to gain confidence in yourself and always try to inject fun (connecting Mike with Lolbit in a way)
It’s also well the color of fire, and I think that is a good connection to the burial of fire and how most of the souls do come to rest.
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