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#prob next month tho
andy-clutterbuck 17 days
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Andy at the RHS Chelsea Flower Show in London | May 20th 2024
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todayisafridaynight 2 months
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crazy impression how mines been dead for years but we still always have something new/more to say about him. Most minedai fans leave after the 2 year mark thank you for being a trouper for like 3 years now馃
its a side effect of the mental illness i think
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soldier-poet-king 11 months
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Tricked them into taking my nasty bad blood at the donor clinic
<- had the MINIMUM hemoglobin levels to donate despite my taking heavy duty iron supplements daily
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dorianpavus 11 months
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help friends i'm choosing my dos2 romance at long last. no spoilers but should it be
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be-good-to-bugs 26 days
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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep
#the bin#uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep#deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower#maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the#next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh#i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come#over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet#i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks#hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice#tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb#i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met#another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive#ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably#be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i#cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped#i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working
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toastsnaffler 9 months
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when there are butches at thr climbing gym 馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼馃槼
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marmorenshud 10 months
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have a goal of getting to 100 pages before buying house of leaves
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zoekrystall 6 months
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Sjdifhfkfb I didn't have pokemas deleted for even a full month bc of storage and yknow gacha everything (and as someone who likes basically everyone and is a sucker for pretty fits it's. bad. saving up non-existent like in others) and then I see fucking leaks on twt that make me contemplate getting it again. Dena heard I deleted it and went we can't have that. Targeted attack 馃槶. I literally went "well the thing I was most excited about is over and I barely touch it nowadays" when deleting it and now. Everyone hope the gacha gods are nice to me please I cannot have a petty pull 馃ズ
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orcelito 1 year
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of all things, seeing goro and sumi interact makes me wanna work on the next ladue chapter more than anything else the past like 2 weeks
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#speculation nation#brain is just 'vashwood vashwood vashwood vashwood vashwood' etc etc etc#endless reading of trigun fanfic. no time for my own writing endeavors#but. im so close to finishing chapter 3 of ladue... so close... i just need to get back into it#... not rn tho. or the next few days probs. not a good time.#honestly tho it's making me remember how good writing is for my health overall#bc when i want to write i Have to take care of my health. get proper sleep & eat regularly & dont drink alcohol#bc i have to be in tip top condition to have writing brain. it keeps me in line.#the past week and a half has just been me Relentlessly pursuing my current hyperfixations#to the point of neglecting my health. case and point: me getting 3 hours of sleep for NO fucking reason (aside from trigun focus)#writing brain hasnt mattered so ive only been eating one or two meals a day. and ive been drinking a bit more often#though that also might be bc of my mental state 馃 still no more than 2 drinks at a time#but ive gone from drinking Maybe once a month to like once a week. if not more often.#idk. it's meant as a relaxing kinda thing. god knows i need the stress relief. but it's still not great for me.#i still havent done my dishes and my fingernails r too long but i have no energy to trim them#aka. the experience of being actively in the throes of a hyperfixation is both Wonderful and terrible. my body is falling apart!#and this is with TWO!!!!! hyperfixations. trigun is definitely the more powerful but the fe:engage is there too#im. gonna go to bed early tonight. i have therapy in the morning :P#aka this is my 'i am alive' post but like only barely lmfao. ugh im so fucked with this lab.
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celticwoman 1 year
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really hoping this month's ba is from one of my fave bois but i sooo doubt it
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opens-up-4-nobody 1 year
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#i didnt do v much productive today. which was prob a bad choice but whatever#i started figuring out how to code the results of the dyslexia survey and woof#i mean. i just really like coding. im not v efficient but i love puzzles so its really fun to have new problems#like how do i best display this info? a nmds based on presence absence? is it worth taking the time to figure that out???#its hard when ppl have so many other conditions at play. is this the struggle of ppl who survey ppl?#like reading dyslexia papers i have the same problem bc its ppl based so im like. fuck how do i interpret this#its easier when ur working with non flexible data#it does make me a bit sad tho. bc coding makes me so happy and i dont let myself do it often bc its so fun#like i would b happy just to be a consultant for R coding problems. im already sorta like that bc everytime somone in the lab has an issue#im like: give me ur code. i will do it#so i can b productive just not abt the things i need to get done lol#sigh... so many results both academic and non academic. god. im so excited for the end of feb when i pick my school and can plan the next#few months. like ill finally have a timeline for when i can quit my position.#which i feel bad being excited abt bc my boss is great but i am just so so so ready to get the fuck outta here#sigh... tomorrow ill get things done bc Thursday i leave for a school visit. well see if i cave and spend 100$ on the shuttle#bc im so fucking stressed abt driving to the airport lol#unrelated
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todayisafridaynight 7 months
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Lmao you should tell your dad to take you camping sometime when you'd we him this weekend!
my dad and my sister have this chronic condition called 'making plans and either forget or life comes upon them last minute and bites them in the ass so we have to cancel and """reschedule""" <- we never reschedule' so i dont think that's in the cards LMAO
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volfoss 2 years
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it is almost like buying yucky ponies has consequences??? who knew
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mommy-salami 2 years
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Kinktober is finally over I feel like I can fucking breathe again. So many times I wanted to stop doing it but I was DETERMINED
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knifeprtys 2 years
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sparklesmaug 2 years
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I decided I'm going to live my best cringe life and got a big sesshomaru half sleeve as my first tattoo but now I'm thinking about getting a yugioh tattoo as well 馃憖
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