I relate to Nina in the sense of how her search for perfection ultimately led to her self destruction. Her light feminine energy which translated to her perfection seeking, and other aspects of her personality were a bit triggering for me considering how similar her characteristics are to mine.
I would say Lily was the best character of the film. Her down to earth and chilled out personality is something I aspire to be. Fierce. She was so fun-loving and effortless - living life without a care in the world. Sometimes an enigma and often depicted as Nina’s shadow side, Lily represents dark feminine energy and I am so here for it.
This is because Lily is essentially encompassed by authenticity. The dark feminine is freedom.