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Happy to report I have finally started listening to Malevolent and to no one's surprise I am already obsessed (I'm almost done with s2 atm please don't send me spoilers yet sdlkfj)
I'll skip over my usual formality of having one normal art post before diving into shitposts let's not waste anyone's time here
#to no one's surprise the body-sharing eldrich horror buddy comedy is right up my alley#this one's been on my 'to listen' list for a long while but the stars finally aligned to make it happen#okay time to figure out how to tag this uhhh#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#i will probably change how i draw arthur a Lot as this goes on lol but enjoy these early drafts#unlike him I had a good idea how I wanted to draw john from the get-go#though the scrawling chaotic scribbles are actually a bit tedious to do in cleaner art#the pencil comic at the end is about the easiest way to do it he's just a bit more formless there#which is only really confusing when I also want to draw the hand like in the first shitpost#if i draw anything for s2 i'll update him a wee bit though probably pretty easy to guess what#i'll be playin with it i'm sure#idfk what tags people use for these i'm not allowed to search the tag till i'm caught up#so for now these'll work!#shorthand i'll probs just use#mp#pretty sure i haven't used that before#probably#my art#doodles#comic
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i like it when the big dog says fuck
#ffxvi#ifrit#clive rosfield#i guess i'll use both tags?#hi tumblr friendsss i love this big fucking dog#i still haven't finished watching the vods for it yet since twitch muted a decent chunk of the audio#so like... i'm partway through what i think is the last one#this is the last stretch before it ends i'm pretty sure#grrrrr twitch#anyway ifrit has the :3 face which is awesome i love that for him
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oh god. oh god. oh.. oh gosh. I didn't expect this so soon. I didn't expect this today, I've been busy with life related things so the HYV calendar is really unbeknownst to me, is this update really next week already?? where can I rant about this- whERe can I rant about this-
oh. I made a blog for that exact purpose ! OKAY—!
fuck. fuck me, dude holy-
FUCK.
the slightly worried look on Arle's face as Snezhevna is reaching out her hand, only for her face to seemingly revert back to cold and neutral once the camera actually focuses in on her. Her tone is cold but her words are reassuring,,,,,,,,
ALSO GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. HOW GENTLY SHE HOLDS HER HAND.
the d o o r. the DOOR. THE FUCKING DOOR, CHAT. the slow opening at first, and once you can make out that it's certainly Arle's silhouette she shoves it fully open - both doors, both hands. incredibly attractive—. the FEAR in that man's eyes.
The crossed hands. We can't see her face but you know what expression she's making (it's not really an expression. it's neutral but you can feel it). THE FUCKING F E A R ON THAT MAN'S FACE.
Oh- she literally just grabbed him by the throat. Just like that- ! There's the expression. Oh, you feel it, alright. If you go frame by frame, you'll notice her eyes narrow in the slightest right before ->
POV: you're getting chocked out by Arlecchino, and that's actually the least of your worries. (my god she is beautiful).
I did not expect him to simply be thrown down to the ground and I ... d i d not expect her to step on his FACE. [insert gay masochistic joke here. you know the one]. Did not expect her to smile (this is the ONLY scene wherein we see her smile even slightly... huh...) *And the reason I say "I did not expect her to smile", is because with the momentum we were getting I thought she was straight up going to crush his throat, or stab him (hand, weapon or otherwise). It looked like she was digging the forefoot of her shoe into the guys head and not the... .. y'know deadly fucking heel, so that.. confused me. (and the sound when she supposedly stomped his head in did NOT sound all that impactful) but ANYWAYS I digress-
I'm of course assuming more happened after the cut to black because . madam where did you get that bloodstain on you—
BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE!?!?!? (more on this in a second)
Freminet??? Freminet feature ! (not Lyney or Lynette.. interesting). :(((( the poor boy sounds so,, desensitized. His father
holy shit quick intermission. After the mental chronological fuckfest that was "The Song Burning in the Embers" I don't think I can look at Arle and the HotH the same anymore because she's.. she's like not even 10 years older than them (?) it's insane this doesn't make any sense- ANYWAYS.
HIS FATHER comes back with what we later see to be real blood on her face. Tells him "I've acquired new funds". We know what that means... HE knows what that means!!, and the way WE - THE AUDIENCE - know that Freminet knows what it means is because the boy replies "Oh.. Okay.."
LIKE-! chat omg this is truly just routine for them,,,, Like out of the 3 siblings, Freminet always gave off the biggest child assassin vibe, but wow. To see that routine and desensitized nature of the HotH's line of work just,, splayed out in a Character Trailer is . wow. and the look in his eyes as he says it is- wow.
YEAH UHH BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE??/ The lighting in this scene now is evidently less saturated. And it's just- oh my FUCKING GOD it does so many things:
the blood on Arle's face looks... dry. it doesn't look as fresh as you may expect which could mean many things. It could mean she spent,,, hella long in there with that guy doing what needed to be done. It could mean she took care to something else immediately after dealing with the guy (perhaps smth related to the children Snezhevna wanted to save). But regardless it means she didn't put in the effort to clean her face and hide what happened. OBVIOUSLY !!! that is so . obviously her style but to S E E IT IN MY GENSHIN IMPACT CHARACTER TRAILER it's- oh my god
it serves to highlight the really, truly, bleak nature of the scene now that we know plain and simple Arlecchino just killed a man. There's no subtext, there's no reading between the lines. The only thing that didn't happen is that we didn't see contact nor see a body. But, no sugarcoating, Arlecchino killed a man. No one is hiding it. You are not surprised. No one should be but damn.
and ofc it acts as a representation of Snezhevna dying...
because it seems like the saturation is back once the camera switches to looking at Snezhevna laying in bed.
And is it me, or does it look like Arle's allowing herself to actually display a tinge of worry in her expression this time? And also, EVER so slightly in her tone as well. You can feel it, it's gentler.
"Once I'm better I'll start my next mission.."
THIS. THIS!! IN SO MANY WAYS THIS!
OKAY. so bear with me. I haven't actually read any of the sibling's character stories yet, so there could be a LOT of info I'm missing but:
There's still a pretty thought-provoking conversation going on (in MY mind, at least) about just how intensely these children are being trailed to be soldiers for the Fatui. They're obviously in an environment that indoctrinates them into being soldiers of SOME kind, but I still don't know what kind of soldier that's supposed to be. Are they all ALWAYS extensions of the Fatui? Or are they more-so extensions of Arlecchino specifically..? Snezhevna was obviously trying to help those children she came across, and I'm assuming that happened on her latest mission, so was the mission for a charitable cause?? What was her next mission supposed to be?? Same line of work? Saving people? Or would it switch up and was she going to be sent to "take care of" (kill .) someone???
So I don't know whether to interpret that line as a hint of them being overworked and 1) feeling like they need to continue their work out of pure fear that they'll be deemed ineffective and useless... or 2) feeling like they need to continue their work out of a sense of loyalty and duty to the place that took them in and raised them. Or both..
and ofc the funeral scene. I can't say much more than what's already shown right on the screen.
and am I bugging? Or is the location of the grave....
#LONG post#first of all. I am kissing Genshin Impact's (HoYovere's entire) artstyle on the mouth.#second of all#Erin Yvette#oh my god Erin Yvette.#the 'My child...' line.. what if I literally blow up the world I'm going to explode#Arlecchino is drop dead gorgeous in this. That's a given but what kind of gay person would I be if I didn't say it anyway#it's always a given with their trailers. A l w a y s.#she's so drop dead handsome oh my god I fucking hate gender#blazingramble#holy shit new tag wtf#I try not to do these on here often but...#meh. my blog#I needed a place to write it down and I'm honestly getting self-conscious abt using my discord server#I say the kids at the HotH are desensitized 'cause like.. it's FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE that they DON'T know!!!!#they can ACT like they don't !!! sure! repression is very real and these kids are exposed to a LOT of trauma. Yes#but they are NOT FUCKING IGNORANT about it#the older ones at least; of course the younger they are the more likely they're sheltered from the Fatui's violent practices#like Lyney Lynette Freminet and other kids their age are child assassins. Now I'm PRETTY FUCKIN CONFIDENT they've killed people#like it wasn't hard to believe before but (and remember I haven't read their character stories) before it was mostly believable conjecture#I can't get over the scene where she returns to the bed#Arlecchino#genshin impact#genshin#genshin arlecchino#the knave#Genshin the knave#blazingshitpost genshin edition#blazingshitpost#Youtube
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oh yeah also, Bread Quest bread 10: cheese topped rolls
I almost forgot to count these ones and I'm pretty sure there are other types of bread we've had that I've forgotten to count too. we just had these buttered with truffle salt earlier and it was a really nice breakfast
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#food#bread quest#new year's resolutions 2024#posts made on pain meds#I keep forgetting we're counting any bread besides just white loafs so then I have a bread we've had before and almost forget to count it#it's turned into a fun way of seeing how much variety there is in at least one type of food we eat though#and it means we're getting excited about both trying new types of bread when we get the chance#and about eating types we've had plenty of times before but just haven't had so far this year#I'm realising a bunch of the goals we have for this year are all just about trying new things and learning new things#like trying as many types of bread as we can and both seeing and learning about as many different species as we can#and even the Big Drawing is one where we're drawing a bunch of stuff we're not really used to and having to learn how to do it#and playing around with an art style we're not as used to#and like even though this year has been pretty shit so far I'm pretty sure regularly engaging with stuff that feels new is helping
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I was wrong about kratom not causing hallucinatory-esque cognitive effects I just snapped out of this detailed waking dream-vision-fantasy that I was a guy living in LA being hunted by a sniper named 'Granny Longshot'
#Or like it's not really a hallucination or anything remotely psychedelic it's more just that it's a sedative putting my brain to sleep#but I'm pretty sure I was technically not sleeping for that duration#It was like one second I was in the midst of my granny longshot journey while vaguely aware of my actual surroiundings#and the next second I'm like Huh Whuh lying on my back and noticing 25 minutes had passed#I've had like dreamlike thought patterns when the sedation hits before but never like a detailed dream..#Granny Longshot had this like EXTREMELY metal gear solid vibe to her it was cool#Also btw don't start using kratom if you haven't already especially if you ahve substance abuse issues. Don't be like me#Unless you're trying to kick an opioid addiction because it can actually be helpful for that but do your research first. PSA.
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This is probably a ‘you had to be there’ sort of thing, but i FREQUENTLY think about this one cultural trainwreck moment that happened at the show NJPW did at Hammerstein Ballroom a few years ago.
The show started over two hours late. From where I was, it seemed like most of the crowd didn’t even notice until the first hour had elapsed, because it’s fuckin’ New York City, where tbh your show is kind of a dork if it starts on time. To my memory, the crowd was pretty chill—the delay was clearly out of New Japan’s hands and they were doing everything they could to fix it, and in the meantime it seemed like most people were chatting about wrestling while getting plastered off $18 beer in plastic cups.
However, as you may imagine, the long delay made the Japanese execs running the show extremely anxious and deeply embarrassed (and perhaps a little worried for their safety, given the history of wrestling crowds at Hammerstein). When they finally announced the show would for real this time start in 15 minutes, they sent out an executive of some variety to apologize. He got into the ring, announced the apology, and then did that all the way down face-to-the-ground bow of deep sincere apology. A full one takes like 10 seconds, and he then proceeded to do it three more times, facing the other 3 sides of the ring.
The crowd reaction was VISCERAL. Time began moving in slow motion as Japanese religious reverence for corporate reputation crashed violently against deeply-ingrained American sensibilities about public shame and being made to take the fall for one’s employer. The audience tried briefly to clap politely through our discomfort, as we figured was likely proper, but after the second bow began, the crowd fell into chaos—no one wanted to boo, but seemingly everyone wanted to convey OH MY GOD STOPPP PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS. People were shouting ‘no! no!’, drunk dudes in the front row were wildly waving their arms for him to get up, and lots of people were instinctively looking away to avoid being forced to witness public debasement.
The thing that is so inexplicably funny to me is the juxtaposition of a Japanese corporate scapegoat performing a gesture of most profound and humble apology with a few thousand horrified drunk American pro wrestling fans desperately chanting “IT’S OKAY! IT’S OKAY!” at him.
#njpw#you probably did have to be there but this is a perfect crystalline moment in my mind#hayley and tsora and tsora's mom WERE there iirc#and i know others were too#i am pretty sure he also had his shoes off (you're not supposed to wear street shoes into a wrestling ring but execs usually do)#but someone will have to confirm that for me#MOSTLY american sorry tsora#it was one of those horrible social moments that seemingly takes SO LONG that you have time to go through all the stages of grief#hard to say what it's like now as i haven't been to a show of ANY kind since before the pandemic#but this was at a time when NJPW was first expanding into the US#meaning if you went to a show it was likely everyone around you was also a huge dork about japanese pro wrestling#i imagine that is what made the crowd a lot less rowdy than one might expect for the venue#we were all chatting with the people near us about japanese wrestling bc we never get to talk about japanese wrestling in real life#anyway
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Someone in my department is talking about how the advice in academia to learn how to say no and protect your time can mostly just displace the cost onto other academics and students, and it’s like
Pragmatically, yes, that can be the effect (esp in under-funded departments and fields). But also, uhhh, if having boundaries negatively affects other people in academia that’s because academia’s work culture is fucked up and there’s too much pressure on people to give up their boundaries and so on as the price of success (or sometimes simply survival). I do understand why some people would choose to pay that price, but nevertheless, not everyone is obligated to make the decision to prop up terrible practices that make everyone’s lives worse.
#i'm pretty sure this isn't about my specific gripe bc i haven't said anything beyond reminding one of my classes#that any urgent messages need to reach me before 5 for me to see them#and it is. intriguing. that they go on about how not being available constantly is bad for our students :(((((#when those students are a) fucking adults and b) this is so much less of a problem w/ upper division students#'your profs are humans who teach you as part of their job' is a lesson most people do actually learn#which suggests to me that martyring ourselves ~for the students~ is absurd logic anyway#those of us who teach introductory classes /need/ to teach students that their profs aren't feedback generating machines#not make it easier for them to believe we are!#;asdffjkafj;ka#anghraine rants#ivory tower blogging
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we're procrastinating making transparents by making synthv covers. what flavour of autism is this.
#seika has such a pretty voice i haven't heard anyone use her before#also no we aren't good at them#but we sure can slap background music on a converted ust <3 lmao
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she's got that albert heijn pussy
#I'm pretty sure I've made this exact post before#also when my data transferred from my old phone I guess my keyboard's data & used words carried over too#cause when I type 'sai' my phone suggests 'sainte-beuve' !#and I Know I haven't typed that cunt'#cunt's name since year 1
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WIP DAY.
tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡
tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡
i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.
started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]
it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo
never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.
everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk
i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe
actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not
Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more.
He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.
#tag games.#keep going to do picrews and just zoning out 😭 i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying)#i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day#or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words#are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i#still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to#sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just#like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how#i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then#disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your#creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about#being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually#filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm#rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not#i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted#the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji ✨ on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but#also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or#leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well#because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations)#but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg
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So my life is feeling like its on an upward swing since this is my final semester for my associates, I'm starting a new job real soon and also possibly have a really nice remote job if I hear back from a few places I recently applied to.
And it always terrifies me when good stuff starts happening.
Change is really hard for me especially when it feels like its all at once. With better pay comes the opportunity to leave my parent's house finally and move in with a girl who has lovingly stolen my heart. With my school behind me I can find better jobs even!
But at the same time, its just. So scary for me. What if I can't keep up my part of rent. What if my chronic pain or ADHD or other disabilities put a strain on someone I love to my core, and I end up making things worse because I get extremely emotional and will scream (at myself mostly) and panic during these high stress times (especially if money is involved)
I've had a 'safety net' of family members who barely tolerate the fake me I present myself as, and I know my mental health is going to be so much better when I'm not around them, but at the same time I need so much help sometimes. Family just happens to help in terms of shelter and food. It also doesn't help that the one other time I moved out it ended so so poorly that I'm still working through that trauma.
Hurting the love of my life in any way fucking terrifies me. I want nothing but the best for her always always always. I just know I can't always be at my best, its impossible to be. I will break at some point and probably scream and cry about how things aren't going nearly to plan and I'm so weak so often I don't know if I can pull myself together fast enough to not hurt myself or her with my untrue words.
#I used to have (What I'm pretty sure now were autism) meltdowns so bad when I was younger.#I was always told I was selfish and that I can't expect to have x thing or y thing fixed#And I would scream and slam my hands against my legs and the ground#Its never been pretty#I just learned to cry before it gets to that point now and I just sob so fucking much#But if it feels like my life is over? I just. I just can't. I'll still scream and cry and pulp my legs bruised and hands bleeding#And showing my wife all of me includes all of these things I hate. This could happen if I move in with her#I haven't had a meltdown in a while from what I remember#It was probably right after I moved back in with my parents. And was pretty much coerced into an environment I felt extremely unsafe in.#tw self harm#jic cause I have mentioned beating myself#I haven't been close to a meltdown around my love at all tbh so maybe I'm scared for no reason. I mostly just cry because#Thats what happens when any emotion runs high#<- Girl who is currently crying typing all thid#also I hope no one reads hurting her as physically. I've never thrown a punch in my life. Well. I guess except at myself#Huh thats the first time I've thought of it that way. That sucks#I just know that 1. Being loud in general would not be nice to either of us. and 2. I can be a bitch! I can say some rancid shit!#And that would! Be fucking bad and hurt! And I so desperately don't want that#And I know accidentally hurting someone is something you need to expect when you're in a close relationship with someone#It still fucking sucks though#AUGH I just needed to type this all out I'n feeling better already. I'm just a scared girl so often.#I want to live more and more each day so I know I'll make it. Even if I do it scared. I guess I hope you see this honey#Since this is stuff I should be talking about with you#Getting my thoughts sorted though before talking is good though. The reason I type this on fucking tumblr is because it helps me think#Also being vulnerable and letting friends and mutuals and the like see all this is a chance for me to better myself I suppose#This has been a runa rant#runa diary#I have a habit of overthinking. Methinks#Honestly my current safety net of family has been pretty fucking bad#The one time I earned a little bit more money than I needed for bills I was basically stripped of a lot of it paying my folks rent
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..we'll see about that, Aloy.
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#lou plays#Horizon Forbidden West#more goofs bc this is pretty much all I do when I feel like playing but don't feel like doing any specific quests#I basically made my way along the edge of the map (sometimes into the black space) from Bleeding Mark to the First To Fly mountain#and then I got Aloy's comment about how she can't climb it so of course I had to try lol#you can't get to the top from the side where the Burrowers are bc the area of play is pretty restricted there and the wall is smooth#(despite actually having plenty space to climb. but they put invisible walls up on that end)#but you can get up along the more south-western side pretty easily. apparently some people have even used the Glider to get up top#not sure which mountain they went from but there's plenty nearby I think. so there's options#and since this is NG+ and you have the flying mount unlocked at that point you can also activate the quest once you get there#which is not the case if you do this before Wings of the Ten apparently#remains to be seen if you can climb on top AND activate the quest if you have the mount unlocked but haven't overridden a Sunwing yet#would be interesting to know how they coded it
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Been absolutely loving how Psychonauts 2 has been using figments occasionally in levels, so here’s some screenshots/otto shots I took of my absolute favourite and heartbreaking use of them yet!
#psychonauts 2#second fav use of figments so far has been everyone standing on the stage in helmut's level#except i didn't have the otto shot yet and didn't even think to screenshot it#that and i was being bombarded by tomatoes at the time lol#bit jesus christ this entire level hurt#poor bob#also excuse the lack of otto and ford in these images#i had immediately collected all the figments at the (now) empty table in the second pic before realizing what i was looking at#and im pretty sure that that was the table that otto must have been sitting at#that or bob decided to replace otto with a bear for some reason askdhjaksj#and ford is missing because once i realized and decided i *needed* to have pics of this#enemies spawned in with the source of the bad mood unfortunately (and obviously honestly) ending up on ford and lucy's table#and i didn't think to shoot the stupid cage until after i had accidentally collected ford#honestly im surprised that i didn't lose anyone else in that fight#muchless the waiter and lucy who had been at the same table ajksdsajdhsd#but yeah haven't been able to play the devil in me like the rest of you cool kids cause mine is somewhere in shipping limbo#but i like to think that the universe is making it up to me by having this game#which i wasn't expecting to play for another 3-6 months#be 66% off instead#which is fine because as kiddo can tell you ive been having a fucking blast#seeing as ive been swarming them with my thoughts and comments the last couple of nights lol#now im just sulking cause i cant play it again until friday night 😭
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for all you filthy icon hoarders... (no longer accepting)
💸- A random icon you click on without looking! (x3)
#kleinstar#meme day.#out of eels.#I'm pretty sure these are all ones I haven't used before too#that's kind of funny tbh
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got approved for a rental house and will finally be able to move out of this god awful apartment, but the whole process makes me so angry. like moving costs alone are expensive but it’s also all of the unnecessary added fees they tack on. the concert ticket thing is the big discussion but housing application fees? convenience fees for processing a card? like anything extra they can squeeze out of you on top of too expensive rent it’s fucking insane. people can barely (not really) even afford 3x rent, and it’s getting to the point that you need three incomes just to afford one place. like this whole process has made me so angry, and i’ve been angry about it for a long time, of course. but also just looking around and seeing just how many houses are for rent, that aren’t going toward families bc these investors and venture capitalists continue to buy up houses. i genuinely want to know how any of this is going to be sustainable, even within the next three-to-five years.
#before i got my new job there was no way we'd ever really be able to move even with 2 salaries#the rent is 'cheap' where we are only bc we've been here for 11 years#but the issue is that they haven't maintained the place and we've had to fight management to deal with mold#and im pretty sure the HVAC system is fucked bc the bill for it is fucking insane like it should not be that much a month#but ofc they won't do anything about that either bc why not#im so happy to be out of here next month but it really means putting us in a paycheck-to-paycheck situation#instead of having just a small amount of cushion#all of this makes me so angry that all of us have to deal with sub-par conditions#this also means there's no chance for me to try and save for a house#not that i ever though that would be in my reach but at least that money would be in savings#im just venting about this bc im also made that the area i grew up in wasn't ever this expensive#and with ppl moving here bc it's 'cheap' has driven up pricing and gentrified everything
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like the reason you cannot assume malicious intent on tumblr is that the site is just fucking broken. fuck knows how many asks I’ve never answered because they got eaten, I have more than one instance of being extremely certain that tumblr followed/unfollowed someone for me without my knowledge, the way the tag/search functions work can only be concisely summed up as “they don’t,” it is realistically very unlikely anyone has it out for you except the website code itself, which hates all of us in equal measure
#like it was a WHILE before I was sure because I do have a bad memory and sometimes people change urls#but one time I started seeing posts on my dash that were vastly outside my own aesthetic#and when I checked my follower list there was some kind of blog that just posted like. idk what you'd call it#yknow that everything-millennial-pink handbags/acrylics/hoop earrings/californian instagram influencer kinda vibe#and I definitely did not follow that one#also I once got unfollowed from my own brother so that was pretty cut and dry#I haven't discounted the possibility that it happens when I use mobile because my phone screen is a tad fucked up#so like maybe I'm accidentally hitting buttons?#I don't think so because like it takes two steps but who knows
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