hi guys! it's been a while :D!
last year was very wild, especially the first half. i dont want to get too much into it but from surviving my suicide attempt to being admitted into the ward twice ... well, wild is a huge understatement.
but i'm also super grateful for discovering non dualism, which also led me to discovering advaita, and all the other concepts that - while they arent the same - share some similarities with eachother.
this blog was mainly created to be my little diary, but i ended up feeling burdened to only post the good, and not the struggles. i feared that i would be seen as "lesser" because how on earth can i be following these teachings and then still coming on here to write about my inner conflicts? i should just observe it and shut up!
i'm going to be online from now on, doing whatever i please. my main goal is to shift. sometimes i become so content that the furthest thing from my mind is shifting, so it's very on-and-off.
i will say it is very easy to fall into the habit of reacting to the mind's thoughts and whatnot, especially when your life suddenly takes a sour note. but for me, at the moment i'm just chilling, getting back into the habit of observing my thoughts.
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the fact that I got more into dc from both the flash cw and the young justice shows like. ruined my brain for learning or accepting canon after that. I'm still trying to learn like actual canon after those shows introduced me to weird characterizations. like Grant Gustin will always be the flash in my brain but the later seasons ruined the flash for me for literally ages
that is SO incredibly interesting to me. because i don’t mind the young justice show That Much other than a few tiny things that bother me but mostly i’m like Well. amalgamation of canon. not too bad. but the cw flash… i mean OKAY i should say i think i only watched a few episodes of season 1 a LONG time ago way before i got into dc. but then i did and got into the flashfam and now. the show…. grant gustin as barry… i just can’t. that’s not my barry 💔 especially because he (barry i mean) really got the short end of the stick with live action appearances 😭😭😭😭 so to me. i can’t even watch it because i’m like. barry is blond in the comics 😢 that’s really the thing that bothers me The Most but also yeah cw dc canon is Different and it’s kinda funny to me that barry and oliver in the cw shows are like…. friends? (i THINK) but in the comics they don’t like each other bc of politics bc barry is a cop (rip) and oliver is like a socialist LANDKENDNEJFJEJD
so honestly. we are like. the same. in regards to the show. Just for different reasons. love that for us 🤝🤝🤝
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Seleen has a relatively flat face, with her dorsal vents on her back being how she breathes. Given that, she sleeps face first in bed.
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i have another college decision rolling in in like... seven minutes. i care a little less about this one (as in i would be ecstatic if i got in but it’s not like yesterday’s) however i think the people in my life care slightly more about it so i’m bracing myself for like. if i get rejected i am not going to be emotionally devastated but people are going to start getting very pitying about it and i’m just not ready for that lol
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👍 unfollowing a bunch of blogs
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