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Bireena request: 2/5 (request from anonymous)
Uhh slight boobie warning under the cut vvv
The titan versions get along a little TOO well hehehehehehehhehehe
#sus tag#bireena#bi han x sareena#sareena x bi han#bi Han#sareena#mk1#mortal kombat 1#titan bi han#sub zero#mortal kombat mythologies#so yeah I don’t think bi Han can sing really#big bro needs some cough drops first#I’ve heard someone ai generate him singing and it almost cause me permanent damage 💀#I don’t think he can dance either since he seems to be more focused on physical strength than gymnastics unlike Kuai Liang#but I think titan bi Han is nice enough that he’d make an attempt for Sareena#he’s just built different#a good guy..l well I mean not perfect I’m sure his kill count is just as bad as regular bi Han#but I think he took steps to ensure he’d be a better person#headcanon- Sareena is dead in his universe along with many of his loved ones so he has survivors guilt#which led him to becoming a better person#basically living his life they way he thought they’d want him to#for Sareena.. bi Han is dead in her universe so seeing this one nearly broke her heart again but she saw the significant improvement#she probably became the way she is because she got sick of people losing themselves to temptation on evil#so she’s probably got the same motives as Ashrah#also she’s got a daughter from her bi Han before he died#so it came as a shock when titan bi Han met the lil one#BUT ANY WAY THIS IS ALL NONSENSE#imma stop rambling for now#my art
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“Never they ponder whether electric
Calming if you look at it right”
You start to realize two things if you follow my arts for a while:
I have an unhealthy obsession with TME
James bizarre adventure. Funny man overdose on caffeine. Will fistfight god. Next thing you know he's in electric therapy. How is he still standing up right? Who knows. Apparently the man lives out of spite.
#art#digital art#oc#oc james#the mind electric#The idea James gets zapped a few times and not just once.#Because of his body condition no permanent physical damage will be sustained#However having your consciousness extinguished then brought back from the brink of nothingness several times does things to a human#Yeah James doesn't deserve this
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having a lot of thoughts about eating disorders + how some of us end up developing chronic illnesses directly because of the physical effects of our eating disorders and how Cruel doctors can be about that and just trying to untangle so much shame and blame from that experience rn
#personal#vent#eating disorder tw#disability#idk. i don't quite have the words for this right now but#had another meeting with my doctor where they said yeah its your fault that you are now physically disabled for life#(literally i was chronically ill and physically disabled before i even developed an eating disorder because of CAH and comorbidities but#(they love to ignore that !)#which is like. i do not tie any morality to health and it should just be#a completely neutral statement. that my eating disorder caused other physical complications#they said i'm going to have orthostatic problems the rest of my life.#'since your gastroparesis was caused by your eating disorder that means there is no point in treating it'#which is so funny bc literally every time i see her my dietitan wants me to get a feeding tube! lmfao!!!!#i am actually doing pretty well in recovery in terms of meeting my energy needs through food. but i stopped being able to orally supplement#so my dietitan wants a tube for ARFID nutrient reasons. supplemental nutrition etc etc. and she thinks it will help gastroparesis symptoms#they also think i have osteoporosis and want to test me for that#when i had to use forearm crutches/ wheelchair because of physical ed complications doctors were SO fucking rude even though they were#the ones PRESCRIBING IT!!! like!!! you all are the ones telling me i HAVE to do this!#idk i also have a friend with permanent brain damage. from seizures in the refeeding process#and her doctors are so fucking rude to her all the time.#it makes me so mad
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QYICK POST EXPLAINING SOME THINGS. ryoma's stupidly tragic backstory... HEED the tws
Actually I exceeded the tag limit crap I'll rb w a continuation after I shower
#speeding thru this cos i gotta shower#tw physical abuse#tw suicide#i think those cover everything?#tw abuse#okay#so ryoma was sent away when she was 14 to live with her uncle living in Japan#Ryoma is originally from Puertorico (giving myself rep ay) but her parents didnt like handling w her compulsion with things being backwards#her fascination is something psychological but I dont want to give her a official diagnosis since Ryoma's case is so specific#it mostly harmless (like physically) but it gets in the way of her daily life and its really hard for her to make friendships.#but she can live just fine with some extra help and therapy#enter. The worst man ever#Ryomas uncle used to be pretty good to her when she first arrived but it slowly got worse and worse until it went into abuse territory#his life just went downhill and he took it out on Ryoma#Ryoma was very dependent on him so they just. dealt with it#it got so bad for Ryoma that she attempted to end her life by jumping off a tall building. she survived#but the injuries from that healed poorly and now she has permanent damage from that#besides the uncle being violent towards her he was also very controlling. shutting down her hobbies and dreams#he didnt like that Ryoma was friends with josuke and the gang but at that point Ryoma didnt care and went out anyways#dealt with the consequences#anddd then Ryoma was sent to a 'mental health retreat in the mountains' which was a actually. supernatural horror thing. ill talk abt that#one day#the place caught fire and Ryoma went back to discover all of her things are gone bc her uncle thought she would never come back#And then proceeded to make her life hell until THE incident#where Josuke and Da Gang witnessed ryomas uncle beating her up and ! the cops were called#he was taken away and Ryoma went to the hospital... everyone was so shocked#they had no idea something like this was going on and Ryoma always acted so cheerful#timeskip to the trial. since Ryoma is able to turn her memories into film she has Loads of evidence#ryoma is living w rohan. very nice of him#methinks joseph provided Ryoma w top lawyers too... everyones looking out for her
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✨✨guess who died~ ✨✨✨
#🤩🤩🤩#yippee 🎉🎉🎉#the man who tortured me#raped me#tried to kill me#inflicted permanent physical damage#(not to mention the mental)#starting before i was even one#he’s dead#and i’m so happy#and relieved#and one day i’ll have children#that he will /never/ get to even /see/#personali#gdlplu#txt
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Ahhh art that give superheroes/antiheroes their scars despite having none in most canon art my one true love
#the moment i see a jason todd with scars i go feral#you gonna look me in the eyes and tell me that a hero showing signs of what they do permanently damaging them physically isnt cinematic?#we need klaus hargreeves to be drawn like this#plot twist he gets scars from every “death” hes had UGH#*they take off costume to reveal bruises amd scars* *i implode*#please artists#please filmmakers#unless theyre invulnerable like superman#although scars on superman would be cool because youd question what managed to scar him#but human heros will 100% get bruises and scars and broken bones#klaus hargreeves#batman#jason todd
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still thinking about it ( how claire was never vaccinated for t-p as once conquered her fear the virus adapted to her with little to no visible consequences, and how it was probably what kept her alive in alcatraz but she might not even be aware )
#for plot reasons she just had to sit there in agony for half movie while chris was mostly okay#which is wild to me but whatever suspension of belief i guess#claire suffered it the most because i believe while one virus was trying to make her die the other was keeping her alive#as it was designed to do so after all. especially while undergoing great mental and physical stress#you don't it see it much in the movie but in the manga claire's eyes strain in a gory way#which is also where i got my “one of claire's eyes is permanently damaged after DI due to stress” headcanon from#i wonder if dylan was aware of how t-p activates and whether claire has “powers” like natalia#in the off chance that her being turned to that extent on alcatraz counts as a death for t-p#my mind says capcom doesn't give a fuck my heart says claire has reached superhuman status without knowing it gjhj
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The next person to start that "Oh I wish I had time to laze around in bed haha" kind of bullshit becomes target practice for my cane or a curse, depending on whether or not I can reach them at the time
#i am. so. DONE with hurting myself and doing permanent fucking damage just so some asshole doesn't think i'm lazy or whatever#i have bad enough self talk after decades of friends and teachers and family talking shit about disabilities that aren't always 100% obviou#the blinding fury i feel now whenever someone starts trying to tell me that i should do more physically#because if i did then maybe i wouldn't be disabled#like. are you fucking serious???#how. the fuck. do you think I ended up like this?!#i hate myself enough for not being able to do the things i used to be able to or to try new things#i don't need someone else's bs mixed in with that
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I need the 5 day workweek to get abolished. N o w.
#penciltalks#vent#i gotta go back to work tomorrow and frankly#the time ive had recovering from surgery has given me the perspective that no#im not incapable of actually doing stuff and its not just a fact of life that i have to be in pain#11 hours of my day full of physical activity do put a strain on me i must say#its not normal to be tired every waking moment#its not normal to be in pain or discomfort every moment of the day#im gonna be entering my 3rd year at the end of summer#i just#dont know if i can make the jump back to permanent exhaustion and not take psychic damage#i don't want this#but at this point quitting ain't really an option#so im just gonna have to pull through#after im done with this im definetly gonna take a fucking break year or smth#vent in the tags#im just. so full of dread
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Have to skip flamenco classes tomorrow. Overestimated just how much my hips and knee could take doing the Fight Club yesterday and am now In Pain
#during the fighty workshops: hm wow this hurts. let’s keep going I’ll take painkillers when I get home’#my hip just completely seized on the way to the bus and I nearly nosedived down some stone steps#oh dearie dear. the consequences have come knocking#why have I chosen extremely active hobbies/unpaid job when my body is literally trying to implode#’hm I think I’m gonna devote a significant amount of my time to things that require extreme physical exertion especially in the lower body#yes my knee is permanently damaged and my hips don’t lie they’re just Painful but it’s fun! I’m so okay!’#used to walk with a cane after a particular nasty seizure fucked me up for life#I was like 13 or something when I was told I wasn’t allowed to and it got snatched and hidden from me#oh well. probably wasn’t even the right height anyways#I took some painkillers it’s better#after some rest I’ll be back to waving swords around and dancing flamenco poorly#(I’m getting better! it’s just repetition! big fan of repetitive movement)
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do we think stick city has its own laws? are there stick lawyers? is there a stick right to remain silent?
#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#ava#avm#alan becker#you gotta wonder sometimes#im talking about the fanon extended universe really#so ig sfar would probably have the ability to enforce those sorts of things#but like i feel like itsssss…difficult#like how do you charge people like dark and chosen with crimes#‘you have to show up to your court case or we’ll send you to jail’ like they wouldn’t BREAK OUT?#maybe the stick equivalent of jail is like. exile. firewalls ya know?#then again i feel like the laws are a little laxer for sticks just bc they get away w/ whack shit all the time#murder violence physical altercation property damage etc probably aren’t a super big deal unless the murder is like. permanent#idk#maybe it’s like bnha#like im just saying this bc of oc hero-villain dynamics but maybe that’s how they keep the peace#legally heros as a job yk?#anyway i digress this whole thing started bc i was thinking of getting a sfar oc#lawyer! legal counsel! etc etc!!#michael talks
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The funny thing about constantly telling yourself that things could be worse is that sometimes. They are :)
#youd think the moldy trailer was gonna be rock bottom#but apparently its staying in a basement covered in the dust of a thousand thousand catshits#with the same people who traumatized me over 22 years until I moved into the moldy box in the first place :)#because im STILL dumb enough to believe their promises after decades of betrayal! or more accurately i dont get the choice lol#either way if i dont get outta here fast it is game the fuck over. been too much mental and physical pain for this shit to be worth it#fucked anyway given how much debt and permanent degenerative damage has been done but at least I can live whatever shit years I get left#in relative peace#I mean fuck I used all my fucking energy yesterday doing shit for them instead of taking care of my own stuff and WHY#all I got was get asked over and over to work even fucking harder like what the fuck did I expect#years pass and nothing changes for the better with these people what the fuck#and even if I DO manage to find somwhere to stay with folks who WONT lie to me for years to abuse my labor and psyche#I'll be broken in body and mind and spirit and ill need a job within the week to not fall behind#i still havent gotten on my feet and every attempt to rely on family. no matter who.#was just an excuse for them to use me for all I had for nothing in return#cant exactly find roommates with no money no credit no will to live and 20 problems on top of that that mean I cant pay rent yet#and without any family who wont try to kill me slowly or any friends who arent so fucked themselves they cant help its lookin like#im fucked once again gang#to think i was so fucking close to escaping all of this before the pandemic happened lol. even what I had then just isnt possible anymore#if I hear one more baseless 'things get better with time :)))' I WILL vomit until I choke to death like buddy that just isnt true sometimes#straight up some people are born to eat shit and die. babies get cancer. its been 24 consecutive years of eating it and I aint whistful fam#not anymore at least#keep sayin 'well it could be worse' when its about the worst its been and youre just asking fate to prove you right#only reason Im not completely homeless instead of technically homeless is that folks actually on the streets are much tougher sort than I#gonna jinx this whole fuckin rant but it really is a fuckin joke. i cant live like this but most folk Ive met on the street#would jump the moon just to live in the moldy trailer I got kicked out of let alone a filthy basement.#this COULD be a home I could work and live out of. fellas is it picky to prefer despair over living with people who traumatize you#does that answer change depending on circumstance and time or is there truly no justification in not making your life worth it#or am I really just the pathetic stoner burnout dropout that my folks see me as? I mean categorically yes.#is there any justification redemption or even just comfort to be found in that state considering the Weight that induced it#does it even matter if no other person knows what that Weight has been or for how long its built. if no one ever will know? whats the point
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why did i just have to see a blazed post saying that the trans guy who filed an anti-discrimination lawsuit against r*sario dawson (after her and her mother physically assaulted him) was just doing it for attention
#marc.txt#like yeah the case was eventually dismissed but part of the reason for that#was that he didn’t do a physical examination to prove he’d been injured because he had covid at the time??#AND IT WAS ALSO YEARS AFTER THE FACT???#like if someone punched you it’s still assault even if it didn’t leave permanent damage 😭
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This whole goodomens2 thing got me re-reading my favourite whump angsty self indulgent fic that rewired my brain somehow I don't even remember its name but it lives in my mind rent free
#like#there was g4briel kidnapping cr0wley to turn him into a sort of spy for heaven#and he tortured him so bad that he couldn't even bring himself to look at people in the eyes after it#i will never talk about this with my therapist to learn what the fuck is wrong with me but#that's the kind of shit that i eat up like soup#GIVE ME THE PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL PERMANENT DAMAGE#and then the author wrote another one but this time 4ziraphel tortured g4briel instead#it was another plot it wasn't the sequel or anything#i never finished that one
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hot take i don’t think it should be legal for sellers of prepackaged food products to refer to their product as a “meal” if it contains less than 350 calories. you can use the word “snack” to refer to your 250 calorie pasta chicken dish. it’s materially misleading advertising and also a potential danger to public health.
#should also maybe come with a warning that eating three 'meals' a day of that calorie level and little else for a sustained period would#cause severe & permanent damage to your physical health
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I really need to not work at my job cause even while adjusting some of what I do due to injury I STILL am moving bending etc enough that its just not allowing REAL haling but I dont have another job lined up all i have is physical pain...tbh maybe I should ask them to just do me a favor and fire me so I can at the very least collect unemployment while I heal & continue job searching
#I stayed home again today#Ive been fighting pain and just I know im gonna keep hurting myself instead of healing#AND I dont want to do permanent physical damage IF ITS PREVENTABLE especially since im under 30 like ....#ghost stories txt
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