Bones of Payment || Van & Jade

TIMING: end of november. LOCATION: at van's old elementary school. PARTIES: @highoctanegem & @vanoincidence SUMMARY: van needs bones! jade can help her get them! CONTENT: none~

Van wasn’t sure what she needed to dig up a grave, but she knew she needed an accomplice. When Jade had arrived after delivering a few pizzas and the end of both their shifts was drawing near, Van considered her options. She didn’t want to disturb anybody’s grave, not really, but she knew where her third grade class gerbil was buried, and if Regan wanted bones, then she would get bones. Maybe she could have outsourced them, but where would she even get them? She’d seen a Tik Tok about bones and how they were usually inhumanely dispensed across the United States. Van didn’t want to contribute to that economy. 

So she waited and watched Jade carefully, only speaking once the other looked like she was getting ready to leave through the back door. “I need bones. Will you help me dig up my third grade class pet so I can get bones?” Van couldn’t remember if she had told Jade what the bones were for, but she was almost positive she had. “It’s for Dr. Kavanagh.” So maybe it didn’t matter if she hadn’t, because she was explaining what she needed them for anyway. “For rent. She wants me to pay her rent with bones and I don’t have bones except for the ones in my body and she says she wants those, too, but I told her I’m getting cremated, so she can’t have those. There are bones at my house, I think– my next door neighbor had a gerbil, but there’s goo, so I can’t get those bones. Help me get the bones.” The words came out in one big breath and she felt a little lightheaded as she watched for Jade’s reaction. 

Jade was really loving life as part-time for Sly Slice. Don’t get her wrong, the unpredictability of food delivery apps was like, so her tempo but something about that steady paycheck was doing it for her. Maybe that was growth, maybe that was maturing. (Ruby would be so proud). Jade could only hope it didn’t turn her into some boring old lady. Like Van already thought she was. Speaking of Van, she looked a little twitchier than usual when Jade entered the shop after she wrapped up her last order. She smiled at her anyway, cause she knew the girl loved running on a few hours of sleep, so maybe she was like… tired, not nervous. 

Jade absolutely did not expect the word vomit that came out of Van as she readied to call it a night. She stopped in her tracks, giving herself a little time to fully process what she’d been told. Right, yup. Nope, she actually heard that right. Van needed bones, again. She knew this was a recurring issue, apparently. “Oooh, yup. I can…” Hearing the name Kavanagh didn’t elicit some sort of Pavlovian response in her, no way. (She did wipe her chin, just in case). She didn’t expect Regan to be a landlord. That was like, a little problematic of her, actually. A bit of a turn-off, if she was being honest. Like, traitor much? But she had her own red flags to care about first, before she could judge others’. (Like double texting, nothing else). Regan being a landlord aside, there was still Van’s issue, which mattered more than whatever she felt for the doctor. But maybe… if word got out that she was the person who helped Van get those bones, that could work in her favor too. From all sides, this looked to be a win-win situation. Maybe not so much for Van, though. Who was like, being bullied by a greedy landlord. But for her gay agenda? Totes. 

“I can totally help, babe!” Jade got out as quick as she could before Van could faint. Her eyebrows pinched together, her head tilted, waiting to see what was coming next. Nothing, apparently. That was all the girl wanted to say. Her hand circled around the room. “Is um… is that anywhere close? Your dead pet’s grave, I mean. We can go on my bike if it’s not. I have an extra helmet. You’re not…like, scared of Roxie, are you?”

Instead of looking distraught, Jade seemed contemplative. That was a good sign… right? Van held her breath a moment longer before her chest heaved. She took to leaning against the wall, not really sure what had gotten into her. She should’ve just told Dr. Kavanagh she would have paid like normal people did. Why did she want bones, anyway? Couldn’t she use money instead of bones? After learning that she was a medical examiner, it made more sense, but wouldn’t she be covered in bones? Van was ignorant to most things happening across Wicked’s Rest, but she wasn’t dumb enough to ignore the death count. It was unusually high, which meant that Dr. Kavanagh probably had access to tons of bones. It was obvious she didn’t care about the legalities of any of any of this. 

Jade told her that she could help and Van felt the weight (literally) lift off her shoulders. She slumped against the wall and nodded, thankful that she didn’t need to do any more convincing. Their conversation online had told her that Jade would’ve been the kind of person she could trust in a situation like this, but it was still a weird request to begin with. At her question, Van nodded a little too enthusiastically. “Um— not far, like— maybe fifteen minutes?” She counted on her fingers even though there was nothing to count. Van knew that her old elementary school was goo-less— it was one of the locations they’d set up for temporary shelter. “There might um, be some people here? Because of the displacement or whatever, but…” Maybe it wouldn’t be that weird, Van could lie about losing an earring. She would make sure to take one off, just in case. “Roxie…” The bike, right. Van shook her head. “I don’t— no, I’m not afraid.” A little afraid, but it should be fine. “I’ve never… ridden one before. You’re not going to kill us, so it’s fine, right? I mean, if you do, then she’d get her bones.” Was that the intention? Jade wouldn’t kill her, would she? Van eyed the woman suspiciously for a moment before pushing away from the wall. “Do you also have a shovel? If not, we need to get one.” Why Jade would have a shovel on her, she wasn’t sure. She didn’t exactly have access to one at Dr. Kavanagh’s apartment.

Jade let out a tiny, delighted laugh, looking at Van visibly relax against the wall. She was a little pissed at Regan for making this girl so stressed, actually. And for what? Bones? It was kinda ridiculous, in her opinion. (Alright, fine. She understood Regan a little too) (Her landlord price would be Crunchwraps Supreme, which by all accounts, were far superior to bones). 

She clapped with similar enthusiasm, already bouncing on her feet. “Well let’s do it then! Fifteen minutes is nothing!” her eyes sparkled encouragingly, but Van stayed in her spot, despite it, clearly having some doubts. That was okay, not everyone was ready to jump into action immediately, like she was. “Roxie! Yup. Oh, it’ll be so fine, you’re gonna love it. I’ll make sure it’s not a bumpy ride. Stop that, you’re not gonna be bones. Pinky promise.” She’d had several people on her bike before, and not a single one of them had complained about her riding skills, so she was confident she could make Van’s first experience a good one. At least, her argument was convincing enough to get Van moving this time. Except, not really… cause she also had more questions. (And actually? It was a good thing someone was asking the right questions) (Had it come down to her, she would’ve been at the school five minutes ago, and decided there what she wanted to do).

Jade bit the side of her lip, shaking her head in disappointment. “Um, nope. No shovel. Maybe if I had like, known you were planning on this. I bet I would’ve found one,” her eyes widened when an idea crossed her mind. “Ooooh, it could’ve been a whole girlies trip! With snacks and…” she trailed off, having a smidge of self-awareness to understand Van was not in the mood for that. She cleared her throat. One of the best things they had going for them right now, was that Jade was zero distracted by… gay stuff. Cause Van, as beautiful as she was, already felt like a little sister to her. So she could actually put the wonderful brain she had to good use. “There’s a hardware store near, I’m like… positive. Something with a ‘W’? I pass it every time I come here!” she twisted around, her thumb pointing behind her as she could simply determine which way the store was. (A sense of direction wasn’t exactly one of her talents, but that didn’t stop her from believing!). “I mean, they have to have some, right? OH—Or! Maybe they have gloves, and we can dig with our hands.” She beckoned Van to follow her outside,” come on, we’ll make a quick stop there”.

Jade seemed confident in her abilities, so that should have, in theory, put Van at ease. She couldn’t help but feel like her life was turning into a very stupid movie. The kind that were lost to under the table releases, and only film guys named Timothy knew about them. It was a silly thought and she knew it, but her head was full of silly thoughts lately and it was hard to expel them when things like this kept on happening. 

Things like this being full grown adults trying to convince her of their worth. Van blinked at Jade before giving her a small nod. “Okay, no shovel, but we can um, we can probably find one.” It shouldn’t be that hard. This was a town with shovels, she’d seen plenty. Maybe they could break into a gardener’s shed, or the custodial shed. Would she even really remember where the gerbil was buried? She hoped so. This all seemed like a loss, in all honesty. 

“A girls…” Really, Van wasn’t quite sure what Jade was trying to get at, but she did seem excited to help, and shouldn’t she be grateful for that? She wanted to be grateful for that, so she sucked in a breath and nodded. Jade was devising a plan for a shovel and Van shook her head, “don’t you know anything about committing crimes? We can’t leave a paper trail.” 

She thought about Debbie, for a brief moment, and her stomach twisted. She wondered if she was bones now, or if her body was still decomposing in the pit. Guilt settled over her quickly and she felt her mouth fill with iron, anxiety pulling at her seams. “We can— a shovel should be at the shed, um, you know how to pick locks, right?” Jade looked like the kind of person who did know how to pick locks, but that was none of her business. Van nodded before pushing away from the wall, following after Jade. “You don’t think we’ll get in trouble for this, do you?” 

Jade’s eyebrows pulled together as Van dashed all her wonderful (half-baked) ideas. Well, okay… better not suggest anything else then. She didn't understand what was happening very well. But Van was anxious, that she knew. She could totally be patient with the girl as she navigated her thoughts and feelings. She was twenty at some point, too. (Her twenties were so fun though, she couldn’t relate). Calling this a crime was totally pushing it, though. “I thought we weren’t… doing anything illegal. How’s looking for your old guinea pig wrong?” Like, it was hers, technically. “Do you mean potentially entering somewhere closed? That’s cool, I can totally flirt with whoever and get us inside, no need to trespass”. Her eyes narrowed for a moment, regarding Van with respect. “What do you know about crime, babe? Do you also get all your knowledge from TV shows? Cause, same”.

So the shovel was a no, for now at least. Not a store-bought one, but possibly they could find one in a shed. Jade didn’t argue with Van’s logic, it tracked. And they would need to pick locks, potentially. She beamed at the girl’s assumption. “Oh, totally. I once dated a guy who taught me all about it,” and by that she meant, she watched him do it for twenty minutes, bored out of her ass, and then made out with him against that same door when he failed to pick the lock. But she knew the basics, okay? She had this, she was super confident she did. How hard could it be anyway? They made it look super easy on TV. 

Once they made it to her bike parked outside Sly Slice, Jade reached for her extra helmet, helping Van with it. “I’m positive we won’t get in trouble, babe. It’s not like we’re digging up a real… person, are we?” She mused, adjusting the chin strap. Her hands squeezed Van’s shoulders gently, grinning proudly at her once she was good to go. “You look so badass” she chuckled, spinning around and reaching for her own helmet. Safety first and all. Regan would probably be pissed if she let anything happen to Van. (Well, actually) (She wasn’t sure. Those bones would be up for grabs, wouldn’t they?) She climbed onto her machine, leaving enough space between her and the delivery box for Van to fit with no issues. She was part of the short club too, so they were gonna be super comfy. “I’ll go slow…ish, so you can give me directions, okay?” Jade did not wait for confirmation that Van was on board with the plan, as soon as she sensed the girl behind her, she started the engine. Her voice rose above the noise. “Hold on, but try not to strangle me okay?” There was a time and place for that, but she was not going to joke about it with Van. And with that thought out of the way… they hit the road.   

Jade reassured her that there was no crime to be committed, that they would be just entering a place where flirting might ensue. The thought of having to watch Jade flirt with whoever it was that might catch them made her head spin. Van wasn’t sure what having an older sibling was like, but this sure felt like that. At Jade’s question, she nodded slowly. “I mean, yeah– I don’t like, go out and commit crimes or whatever.” She definitely did. The most heinous one was beneath her belt, even if she repressed the memory as best as she could. Still, she wasn’t about to explain to Jade that she had committed two murders already– that was for Van to know and for Jade, or anyone else who hadn’t been there to never find out. 

Van nodded, glad to know that at the very least, Jade would be able to get them into a tool shed, need be. She wasn’t sure why she was following through with this plan, or why she wasn’t questioning Dr. Kavanagh more about her need for bones, but she was feeling extremely pressured to follow through with her end of the bargain. What somebody could want with bones over money, she couldn’t be sure, but she wasn’t going to complain about giving somebody something else other than money, that was for sure. 

“No, no not– it’s a gerbil, I swear!” The last thing she needed was for Jade to think that she was running around digging up all the graves, but then again, she seemed pretty chill with what they were about to do which, if Van were smarter, maybe she’d question that, too. Instead, she was just glad that somebody was willing to help her. She could have probably asked Nora, but Nora lived in a literal crypt which meant that they’d probably dig up real human remains, and she wasn’t ready for that kind of thing, especially not when it was for a doctor who would definitely know that they were not animal bones. Van felt like a child as Jade put her helmet on her. She wobbled beneath the weight of Jade’s hands, and even though they were within like-height to each other, she felt so much smaller. Van looked at the back of Jade’s bike apprehensively before finally getting on, gripping the back rack to steady herself. “Okay, I mean– yeah, that’s fine.” She liked to skateboard, and she liked to go fast, so this wouldn’t be that much different, would it? The bike started and she could feel the thrum of it in her chest, and in the pads of her fingers. Jade was shouting over the noise and Van opened her mouth to ask what she was saying, but instead the bike lurched forward and Van found herself grabbing onto Jade’s waist. 

They moved forward and instead of the anxiety from before, Van felt exhilarated. She wasn’t sure if that was a good sign or not. The noise of the bike mixed with the wind in her face felt freeing in a way she hadn’t experienced since Debbie died. She… liked it, if she were being honest with herself, but she still held onto Jade tightly, even while leaning forward to shout out directions to her old school.

They arrived safely, which Van was grateful for, despite her newfound love of motorbikes. She hopped off, a little sad that she’d need to take the helmet off. Her fingers felt numb, but not in a way that meant they were cold, just that they’d been resting on something at a constant vibration– she could feel it in her legs, too. That was slightly less uncomfortable than the latter. She turned around to look at the fence, then to the big tree that she knew the gerbil was buried under. “The fence doesn’t look like it’s locked…” The tool shed to the left definitely was, though. Inhaling sharply, Van took off the helmet and nodded. “Are you um– are you ready?” 

At this point, Jade wasn’t sure if it was a gerbil, a guinea pig or something else entirely, (all those little things looked the same to her. Was that… problematic?), but in the end, it was all irrelevant. She was here to help Van, not get specific about which animal was dead and buried. As long as it wasn’t another one of those metal-eating rats, she was totally Gucci with whatever they found. 

She and Van were so alike, actually. In the sense they both didn’t like to go out and commit ‘crimes or whatever’, so with that important detail out of the way, she was happy to guide the girl to her bike and introduce her to Roxie. It was a super fun ride, all things considered. She was used to jitters from first-time riders, but Van did so well. She wasn’t even yelling in her ear (except for the instructions, duh) nor was she gripping too hard like the people who freaked out on her usually did. It went so smoothly, that they even made it to Van’s old elementary school in less than the estimated fifteen minutes. (She would’ve bragged a little more about how good a ride she was but like, the circumstances or whatever).  

Climbing off the bike, she removed her helmet and followed Van’s gaze, smiling at the observation. Luck was totally on their side, it seemed. “Sweet! One less thing for you to worry about, babe.” She wasn’t sure if that was actually true. If anything would be ‘one less worry’ for Van, but Jade couldn’t help being extremely positive. (That was good though, right? Balanced energies). She locked the motorcycle, reaching for Van’s helmet once she took it off, putting it away inside her delivery box. “I’ve been ready since like…you first asked me, yup” She nodded, marching toward the shed. 

“You wanna go check and make sure there is something in there for us to dig?” This wasn’t like, a crappy horror movie where the villain was lurking in the shadows, so they could totally split up, right? Nothing would happen to them. And if it did, she was carrying that knife strapped to her ankle. But that was a break in case of emergency type of situation. “I’ll go unlock that shed for us” she spoke confidently, reaching inside her jacket for a bobby pin. Score. She flashed Van one of her brightest smiles before heading left of the field, eyes on the prize. 

Really, how hard could it be? Jade could always use a little of that… enhanced strength in her if it came down to it. As long as it didn’t look, you know, like someone forced the door. (She was smart too, alright?) Before she even touched the shed, she made sure to look around for cameras. They were pointed towards the building, which would keep her concealed if she succeeded at breaking into the shed.  (Which was kind of a bummer? Because she looked pretty hot. It should’ve been immortalized in tape, really). She inserted the pin and prodded aimlessly, gaze lifting to follow Van. 

“Yeah, I guess.” Van looked at the fence, no longer sure if this was a good idea or not. Why was she even doing it in the first place? It was so dumb! She could get arrested! She could get Jade arrested, and after telling her that she didn’t go and do illegal things, that seemed like the opposite of what should happen. But Jade seemed sure of herself and so Van took a deep breath, allowing for the confidence in her company to dissuade any of the anxiety she felt begin to creep up. 

“Um…” She looked at Jade, confused as to how she’d do that without actually digging things up. “Do you have like, a bone device or something?” That seemed like a dumb question. But maybe there was a sign of some kind– after all, they had gone all out for the funeral of the little thing. It’d been years ago now, and Van had to wonder just how many other things had been buried along with it. The thought made her sad, but time passed just as it always did, and things were bound to die, weren’t they? 

She took a deep breath, watching as Jade sauntered away towards the shed before she headed in the direction of the tree she remembered gathering beneath to bury the gerbil. She paused for a moment, noticing that there were several more headstones. Was she going to go to hell for this? Or whatever variation existed? Maybe she was already in hell. Maybe this was penance for all that she’d ever done– Diana and Debbie included. At least the gerbil’s name didn’t start with D. God forbid there be a triple D situation on her hands. 

After confirming that the gravesites were still there, she headed towards Jade, avoiding the distance of the cameras. If she remembered correctly, they barely even worked. Van cleared her throat, jutting a thumb in the direction of the large tree and the animal graves. “I found it, and I think that there are probably like, a lot of bones.” Would Dr. Kavanagh want all of those bones? It still seemed silly that she wanted them at all, and Van wasn’t even really sure why she was humoring the situation in the first place, but it was a little late to ask too many questions. “Did you find a shovel?” She peered into the shed, squinting past the darkness. There were a few different items hung up on the wall, and if Van were being honest with herself, it looked like something out of a horror movie. “I hope Jason doesn’t kill us.” 

“Nope! No bone device in me. If anything, my bone device is chilling in the morgue right now,” Jade smiled sweetly, blinking away the dreamy look on her face when the words sank in. “For fun! I mean, she’s not dead. My bone device… meaning doctor Kavanagh,” she clarified, before Van could like, freak out. (Not that it was a hard thing to achieve, mind you). Anyway, Van did as she was told, and both of them focused on their respective tasks for a few minutes. She had zero doubts they would be like, a dynamic duo. A dream team, of sorts. They beat that one metal-eating rat after all. The lock was picked just as Jade heard Van’s footsteps heading her way. (See? The movies never lied). She did a short victory dance, before walking straight into the darkness. She had the advantage of night vision, she knew she’d be able to see if spiders or rats were chilling inside. And thankfully, there were only tools. And a Bigfeet mug, that she was almost tempted to steal. 

“I found it yup!” she turned back to Van when she came in, reaching toward the nearest wall and grabbing the rusty-looking shovel. Jade pushed it into her hands, picking up on her concern. (At this point, she wasn’t sure if that was the way her face looked all the time) “Chillax. I’m not gonna let that happen.” She squeezed the girl’s shoulder, giving her a comforting smile even if she’d struggle to see it. “I’m too important to the plot to die in a tool shed,” she shrugged at her flawless logic, turning around to look for trash bags. “I do have like, a knife if we have to fight a classic horror villain…” she mumbled absently, focused on a different task. If Van mentioned there might be more bones out there, they should grab them all. It could be worth like, several payments. She wasn’t sure if it was a one-bone per-month type of deal or… How did that work, anyway? If they found a femur, was it worth more than a finger? “This should be enough,” she decided, waving three bags in Van’s face. They wouldn’t use them all, she didn’t think. “Lead the way!”

Jade didn’t remember ever shoveling. If anyone ever shoveled back home, it would’ve been Onyx. But that was the fun part, wasn’t it? It was like, unlocking a new useless skill set. Life really was just like The Sims, wasn’t it? They walked over to the giant tree with the tiny headstones, and something sad bubbled in her chest. She didn’t wanna think of Lullaby like this, ever. She just got her, and she was supposed to lose her one day? It was messed up. Her eyebrows pinched together. “What was their name? The Gerbil’s, I mean”. She took the shovel away from Van and sank it on the spot. How hard could it be to scoop up dirt? Not too hard, but definitely ‘a few attempts needed first’ hard. “You should tell me about it, if you want. Do you miss it…them?”

It was hard to believe that there wasn’t anything between Dr. Kavanagh and Jade with the way they spoke about each other. Jade, with confidence, and Dr. Kavanagh, with a hint of uncertainty and frustration. That seemed like a textbook crush, if Van had any say in it. Instead of commenting on any of it, however, Van stayed silent, mind working around the possibility that they were just two private people who wanted to keep things quiet until they were ready for some kind of debut. Though, Van couldn’t imagine a world where Jade was private at all– she seemed the exact opposite. 

Still, they had a job to do, no matter how strange it was. Van realized a little too late in the game that she could have gone about this in an entirely different way, but she was well past turning back now. She was grateful, however, to see that a shovel had materialized. She looked past Jade, further into the shed. She thought about the lunches she had had in there, all when the other kids decided they didn’t want to be her friend anymore. She wondered if the initials she scrawled into the metal with a screwdriver were still there. Deciding not to check for the sake of embarrassing herself with something that might no longer exist, she nodded at Jade’s comment. “You’re right, and we’re um, it’s too early for that.” In her life, or in the day, she didn’t bother to amend. “I wasn’t allowed to have knives.” The comment was absent of any real emotion– a story she’d told a dozen times. The responses were varying when it came down to it, and she figured that Jade would fit in with the rest of those who were bewildered. 

Van took the shovel from Jade and led the way to the spot beneath the big tree. It looked a little barren, but the grass was greener where the dead things were buried, despite the bitterness of winter as it crept over the town. She stared at the plots for a moment before she felt the shovel being taken from her and she looked up. “Um, its name was Daffy.” What if Jade thought she was obsessed with Disney? “We couldn’t choose a name, so some people wanted to call it Laffy Taffy, and others wanted to call it Daisy, so we ended… there.” Van shrugged simply, as if the story made the most sense in the world. When Jade asked if she missed the gerbil, she shook her head. The dirt turned over on itself, clumps of weeds and some worms visible from the pile. “I don’t think so, I mean, it was like, the closest I ever got to having a real pet, and it was cool, but…” She shook her head, “I don’t think I miss something that wasn’t ever like, mine, you know?” Van crossed her arms over her chest and watched as Jade worked, jumping slightly to the sound of the metal of the shovel thunking against a box. 

“Wait, I think you hit it.” Uneasily, Van crouched down and swallowed thickly. She smoothed her hand over the top of the box– an old thing with signatures and stickers and photos taped to it. She saw her classmates faces with bright smiles as they stood in front of the still alive gerbil’s cage. “This is it for sure.” She dug the box out the rest of the way and put it to the side, hesitating. “You don’t think he’s like, going to come to life like from that one episode of Fairly Odd Parents, do you?” Did Jade even know what she was talking about? Probably not. She seemed too old to remember Fairly Odd Parents. 

Jade tilted her head, surprised by Van’s comment. Why wouldn’t she have a knife? She was old enough. By like, almost ten years, right? She was… she didn’t remember. Lots of those early hunting memories were super hazy. But it probably didn’t matter, ‘cause she grew to love knives, didn’t she? (Why was there a strange sensation setting in her stomach?) Her mouth stayed in a perfect ‘o’ shape, until she snapped out of her own memories associated with knives. “Do you want one? I could give you one… isn’t it a little unsafe to live in this town, just like… rawdogging it?” she took a quick breath, anticipating a potential anxiety-induced response coming from the girl. “I don’t think you’re gonna be out there stabbing people, fyi. But I mean, like… if you wanted something in case of an emergency. I have some retired ones that are still sharp enough. No pressure” she tacked on, unsure how effective the clarification would be for Van. 

It was nice that Van at least wanted to share something with her. As silly as a story about a third grade pet was. Learning anything about anyone in this town was like pulling teeth, she’d take what she could get. (And sure, maybe it was her own interest in emotionally unavailable people that kept drawing her to the wrong crowd, what about it?). Her eyes were bright as she listened, picturing a much younger version (probably not much taller) than Van as she shoveled. “That’s so cute,” her nose scrunched up in delight, taking away her gaze from the hole she was digging and glancing at the girl. Not having any pets wasn’t like, super strange or anything. Her family had that one guard dog that left for the farm upstate a few years after she was born. But Jade’s smile shortened into something pensive. Having Lullaby was like, the best thing that’s happened to her in years. How nice would’ve been to have someone back home to play with while everybody else was too busy hunting? “That’s super smart” she replied, realizing she’d slowed down with the shoveling. “I miss things that were never mine all the time.” She shrugged nonchalantly, digging with more ease now that she’d picked up a better technique. 

It resulted in her hitting the box a few moments later. “I sure hit it” she smirked, looking into the hole. Van was the one to reach out for the box, and Jade’s heart melted a little (a lot) looking at the picture of adorable tiny kids. She was so demanding Van to show her which one was her. But right, there were still bones to find, based on the headstones and Van’s memory. She got back to it, barely feeling the exertion. Actually… Would chicks dig shoveling? She could totally turn it into a way to show off her muscles. ‘Cause normally they weren’t super showy, but if she were to flex… Wait, Van was saying something. She cackled at the faint memory, “I don’t think so… Daffy’s been dead too long, he would’ve come back years ago” she reassured, entirely too confident in her logic for someone who’s seen some wild things coming back to life. But what good would telling Van about it do?  

She didn’t know what else she dug up, but Jade managed to find a bunch of other tiny bones. She picked up everything she could, (maybe even grabbed some things that weren’t even bones) grimacing all the way through. The things they (she) did for Regan. Yuck. It turned out three bags were like, way too many for all those little bones, but whatever. They got what they needed, the gerbil packed exclusively in one bag and the other findings shoved into another. Jade handed everything to Van, wiping her hands on the empty one. Ew. She’d need to scrub for hours to feel clean again. “Okay!” she panted, glancing at Van with a triumphant look. “I’ll shovel this back super quick so we can skedaddle.” Was it gonna be a perfect job? Nope, but she’d at least make the mess look like there were dogs playing around with the headstones, and not two grown women searching for bones. “Wasn’t this so fun?” she sang, patting down the soil with the shovel. “We should do it again!” One look at Van’s tension-filled face, had her regretting her words. “Or! Maybe we can do something more chill. I’d teach you to ride my bike for sure. We’ll… we can figure it out,” she laughed, wrapping her arm around Van’s shoulder and strolling back to the shed. They would leave everything as it was. No one would ever know Daffy was no longer buried. And like, no one else would care enough to go looking for him anyway.

Van flinched at Jade’s offer, shaking her head. “No, I don’t.. need one.” If anything, she was the unsafe thing. She already had two kills under her belt. Sure, the first hadn’t been on purpose, and maybe she didn’t drive the knife into Debbie’s skull like Nora had, but did that really matter? Wasn’t the intention what mattered? Or the power she couldn’t control? As Jade further clarified, she felt her skin prickle. What would happen if she had one? Would she accidentally hurt somebody? Even if Jade didn’t think she would, she was accidentally hurting people with her magic all of the time. “I think I’ll stick to like, butter knives. You know, for spreading jam and stuff.” She offered Jade a stiff smile, not wanting the older girl to think any differently of her for denying the gift of a knife. 

She felt a little exposed, recounting a story from her childhood the way she was. It wasn’t intimate or anything, but Van felt like it should have been by the way that Jade was looking at her. It reminded her of the way parents looked at their kids when they’d done something cute– not an emotion she saw flit across her parents often. She was sure that there was more depth to Jade’s words, I miss things that aren’t mine all the time– because Van missed things all of the time, but mostly the things that were hers that she couldn’t have anymore. 

The box was in her hands, which meant that they were closer to leaving the scene of their self imposed crime. Jade’s reassurance that Daffy wouldn’t come back to rip her throat out made Van feel a little better. 

She watched as Jade continued to dig, more boxes and more things unearthed from their supposed-to-be permanent graves. She felt guilty for digging them up, but it was too late to turn back now. Dr. Kavanagh needed the bones for whatever reason, and Van couldn’t afford to get kicked out. The items she held in her hands were quickly disposed of into the bags that they had brought with them. Maybe she had misremembered just how big gerbils were, or whatever else had been buried alongside them. “Again? I don’t– I mean, we could like, go roller skating or something, but I don’t think that doing this again would be fun.” She looked down at the bags with a frown, “I really hope she’s happy with what we found.” If she wasn’t, what would happen? Would she come and throw both Van and Thea out? Would she make Jade do it as punishment for not finding the right or best bones? The more she sat with these thoughts, the more confident she was that Dr. Kavanagh might have been some kind of dog shifter with wings. Those could exist, right? Bears did. “Riding your bike would be much cooler.” Scarier, maybe, she realized. It was too late to take it back, though, and Van simply followed Jade away from the scene of the crime– a bag in tow and the shovel stowed back to where it belonged. 

Dawn || Self Para

Trigger warning: slavery implication, torture, & gore.

He could feel the bone shattering when Alexander’s fist hit his torso, causing blood to spatter onto the ground as he coughed, wheezing as he gasped for the air that he didn’t need. His hair hid his face when his head hung low, his eyes glazed over. The only reason his face hadn’t hit the ground was due to the shackles that bound his wrists, pulled tight that it almost tore his limbs off. Almost, but only enough to make it hurt. He wondered if he would be of any use to his Master if his limbs were truly torn off. His Master would find a way to sew them back together, he assumed, forcing his body to mend itself as he shoved the limbs against his body.

The thought made him smile. He would like to know if his Master would succeed.

His hair was yanked, the chains around his neck rattling, and Alexander’s face came to view - eyes as blue as the sky and hair the colour of the sun. His lips were moving, but Tuah couldn’t hear what was being said; the ringing in his ears still hadn’t stopped. It made him feel like he was underwater (he hated being in underwater, he thought). His Master’s hand came into view, and Tuah instinctively shy away as he braced for another hit. But Alexander held fast, the grip on his hair tightened. His other hand caressed Tuah’s cheek gently. It was common for him to alternate between a hard hit and a soft touch, his actions often unpredictable that Tuah had trouble keeping up.

“Can you hear me now, pet?” Ah, so the ringing wasn’t permanent. Shame. He didn’t answer, he never did. One of the few ways that he rebelled against his Master (how long could he keep this up, both of them wondered, one with glee and the other with trepidation). He had received punishment for it one too many times before; hot iron pressed against his tongue until he had lost all the sensation. By then it was no fun for his Master since he didn’t react the same way anymore. He must’ve have reacted, however, seeing that Alexander smiled softly as he continued to caress Tuah’s cheek sweetly. “Good. I was afraid that I had gone too far. You’re still very important to me, pet.”

It was never his name that his Master uttered, and Tuah never wanted to hear his name being uttered by him either.

Tuah struggled against his chains, grunting instead of crying in pain as the newly healed wound reopened once more. Alexander shushed him, pressing his cold lips against Tuah’s temple as he released his grip on Tuah’s hair, running his hair through the long curls instead. “Hush now,” his Master told him, “You must stay here until the sun’s up. This is your punishment.”

Until the sun’s up. That was new, and with it a rush of fear creeping in as he renewed his struggle. The chains were heavy, even with his strength he could feel the weight against his skin. Still he struggled, knowing what was to come. Dawn would come soon, he could tell as he looked upwards, a dome room where the centre ceiling was removed to allow moonlight shone beneath when the position was right.

How amusing, he thought, that I would choose to survive when all this while I only wanted to end this misery.

“There’s no use struggling, you know that, pet.” There was remorse hinted in his Master’s voice, belying the glee that hid behind his eyes. “You chose to defy me time and again, I had to find a way to teach you a lesson. Perhaps, if you survive this, you’d have learnt your lesson.”

“And I told you to kill that fucking dog, didn’t I?” The gentle caress on his hair grabbed hold of his neck crushing his windpipe. Tuah coughed and choked as his body reacting instinctively trying to inhale. “You could’ve easily kill that bastard’s dog, but you let it go and turn your back on it. And I,” his grip tightened, pulling out a flintlock pistol from its holster with his free hand and pressing the barrel against Tuah’s temple, “have to waste a silver bullet on it. Do you know how fucking expensive those bullets are?” Alexander cocked the pistol and pressed it against Tuah’s temple hard, before hitting him with he butt instead, hard enough that Tuah was sure there would be a crack on his skull if it wasn’t for the fast healing.

Alexander sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair. “This isn’t the first time that you did this either.” He moved back, and Tuah slumped against his chains. He heard the clink of glasses, a long pause before his Master continued. “What do you think happen to them after they lost the fight, hm?” Another pause, perhaps Alexander was waiting for him to answer. He gave up rather quickly, however, continuing his one-sided conversation, “They’re given to me as an added payment, and I fed them to you.”

Tuah looked up then, his eyes wide with horror. Alexander was sitting with his leg crossed another, in his hand a glass of drink that he swirled leisurely. He smiled as he watched Tuah’s reaction, cooing, “Oh come now. Didn’t it ever occur to you how their bodies looked similar?” A sip from his drink, then, “but then again, I suppose it’s hard to recognise someone from only one of their limbs.” A chuckle escaped his Master’s lips, and a shiver ran through Tuah’s spine as he was reminded just how cruel Alexander could be.

“But that bastard refused to give me his dog when he lost. A broke of agreement between us gentlemen, you see. So naturally, I had to teach them a lesson.” A pause, Alexander tilted his head to the side in thought. “Once we’re done here, I’ll feed that bastard to you. He’s human, someone wealthy, from the look of his clothes. You should look forward to it.” He finished his drink and placed the glass back onto the silver tray – the only clean thing in this forsaken place.

Alexander took out his pocket watch and looked up at the sky, smiling to himself as he turned his attention back towards Tuah. His eyes bore against his Master as he struggled against his chains, a last pathetic attempt to get away from the oncoming dawn.

Tuah could feel his skin warmed, then the searing pain made him hissed, and his struggle renewed vigorously.

“Will you beg for me to release you?”

He refused. Tried to stand up and was pulled back down by the taught chains.

Tuah screamed as the dawn came, until his voice went hoarse and his body burnt from sunlight.

Until he passed out from pain.

twenty-three // self para

There were no video screens in the cell where they dumped her. A toilet, a hard slab with one blanket (no pillow), and a 4x4 window she could reach only by standing on the aforementioned toilet. This was her home until the President was satisfied. Twice daily they came by with food. Maybe it was meant to be repulsive. Stale bread, questionable meat, water that was less than clear. But the guards here had different standards when it came to bad. They’d all grown up knowing where their next meal would come. She hadn’t. Once daily, around noon if the sun was any indicator, they let her pace the yard. One hour of recreation and then back to the cell.

Bandit was with Stone. She imagined him spoiled and well fed and sleeping in a splash of afternoon sunlight. Her plants at home were tended to. Even without the care, she knew that certain species wouldn’t die. There were trees like that back home. Pines that hoarded water, stood sensibly upright in wait, and came alive under fire. Was it any wonder that the people that lived among them hardened under similar conditions?

She didn’t expect to see Chip, but the absence hurt nonetheless. They paraded her out for visitors. Addy and Kai and Kaelen and Stone; each face welcome despite the bottom dropping out from under her. She hadn’t given Chip permission to hurt her. That was the deal after all, right? Permission didn’t need to be distributed over an impossible eventuality. Broken collarbones, bent grilles steaming in the heat, champagne fountains during victor balls,uppity sponsor portraits turned to ash over a bit of mishandled lighters; these were all acceptable and expected collateral damage. But not this. This thing that roosted in her and tasted like gasoline. This warring creature of pride that salted her anger. Because the first option was simple. Apologize. Also it was impossible. Give an inch and she might as well give up the ghost. This Tower of Babel she’d built was fit to crumple at the slightest give. 

So option two it was. 

Some victors turned into monsters after their arenas. She hadn’t. She pressed her fingers down hard just above her hip bone, until she felt the shell casing. She’d turned into a bomb. When they dropped they didn’t offer concession to the weak, the strong, the saints, or the miscreants. They just detonated.

She woke to an uproar and that’s how she knew. Springing up, she went to the bars and pounded on them until her guard arrived. He was young, with whiskers above his full lips, and the old tracks of pimple scars still spotting his cheeks. He was also tired. Coexisting with Olive Blackwell obviously hadn’t been on the job description when he applied. 

“Who?” she asked him. 

He’d been sleeping, he was slow to comprehend. She smacked against the bars again. “Who won?”

“Your supposed to be in-”

“Tell me,” she told him, “or I’ll saw off these bars and shove one so far up your-”

“Alder Reid. Your tribute. Alder’s the victor.”

Stubborn kid. It wasn’t joy that rushed up to greet her. She hadn’t expected it would. It was a breath. One she’d taken when she first let him go. One she’d taken twenty three times before only for it to expire. A bit of air never to be liberated, a face never to change. This one she could release. Not, perhaps, for the better, she didn’t think such was likely for people like them, but for tomorrow and the day after. The weeks where pain loomed, the months of nightmares, the years of working as their toy. All for the hours in the middle when you found a face that made you forget all that. Or the minutes when you realized existing for yourself had its own blessings. 

“Fucking hell,” she breathed.

A lawyer came the next day. Such an incident was obviously too petty for Battenberg to come in person. The terms were laid out. A slim black anklet not unlike the cuffs she’d been wearing. They were developed by district three of course, possibly the invention of Isabelle Grey herself. She’d wear it for the next two game cycles. If she stepped out of line it’d deliver a paralyzing shock. In addition, this year’s victor’s salary would pass to Horus Ravenite. 

“Payment for emotional damages,” the lawyer said. 

She laughed. There wasn’t enough money in all of Panem to deal with that man’s emotional damage. 

Denial meant another year languishing behind these bars. She looked at the anklet, teeth grinding together. The money meant next to nothing for her, but the anklet was another layer of freedom being stripped away. She thought of Alder who she still hadn’t been able to visit. The nurses would be hovering over him now, tending to the wounds. The lights too bright, the touch too kind, and the eyes too curious. Sleep hadn’t come since she learned of his victory. 

“Where do I sign?”

the world is very bewildering to a junkie || self para

Where: Darius’s Trailer

When: 19th March 2019 / Late Evening

Who: Franco Del Rio (mentions @sshardassanderson, @serpentchar and @ghoulishboyhummel)

Trigger Warnings: Drug use, Heroin use, Needles, mentions kidnapping and hanging

He didn't know how his life had led to this moment but Franco was sat on his bed, in Dare's trailer, staring at the little bag of heroin, a needle, a spoon, a tourniquet and a lighter. He'd be lying if the needle didn't freak him out, make him feel sick to his stomach but he'd also be lying if he said he didn't want or need this.

He took a deep breath as he picked up the spoon and the powder before catching his reflection in a mirror. His eyes were dark, his hair a mess and he knew he didn't smell too pleasant but he couldn't face normal activities until he got some sleep and this powder in his hand, it would give him the sleep he needed.

He sprinkled some of the powder onto the spoon. He'd 'paid' for at least four doses so tried to get a quarter of it out before resealing the bag and picking up the lighter and flicking it under the spoon, waiting for the powder to liquefy enough to be drawn into the syringe.

He found the whole process up to this point a breeze, for someone who had only ever touched cannabis before, he felt like a pro but it was now that he had to touch the needle his hands got clammy and started to shake. He quickly picked it up and drew up the liquid and then placed the needle back on the bed.

He leant back against the wall and took a moment to calm himself, his hands shaking would not help this go easily. He closed his eyes, images flashing before him. He saw the people that kidnapped him. He heard their cruel taunts, felt their hands and feet on his body as they punched and slapped and kicked him, breaking his bones. He felt the shame of losing bladder control the first time and pissing himself. He heard them tell him they were going to 'dose him with a large dose and he probably wouldn't make it'.

His thoughts drifted then to how he'd felt when he realised Darius and Charlie had had to carry his body out of that casino. His bloody, beaten and piss covered body. He felt ashamed at how someone had seen him that way, how his best friend and crush had found him.

Tears started to form in his eyes as his thoughts once again changed to his family. He'd known when he ran that he was giving up any chance of making things work with them. He'd thought many times, when he was kidnapped, how he would never see them again. How the last thing they would know of him was how much he hated them for 'what they did' when, all they had really done, was support his sister that little bit more.

The tears began to fall when his thoughts turned to Darius and The Black Hood. He'd been the one to find Dare. He'd been the one to cut down his broken and bloody body. He'd been the one saw Dare's body hanging in the wind. Every time he tried to close his eyes, it was all he could see. All he could think and he'd be jolted back, his mind racing. He'd interfered with The Black Hood's plan, what if that meant he was next?

He opened his eyes again and, with his hands shaking, grabbed the tourniquet, wrapping it around the top half of his arm. He flexed his hand a few times, mesmerized by his veins popping up in the crook of his elbow. He nodded at them, as if they were people, asking for what was to come.

That was when he picked the needle up. That was when his tears fell with no mercy. He sobbed hard, the needle clutched in one hand, his eyes still staring at his target site, his mind throwing all the images he'd seen at him on a loop. With an unsteady hand, he brought the needle to his skin and placed the tip again his tanned skin, applying no pressure but just watching. He was so close, so close to release.

Before he pushed in, he thought of Aaron. The man seemed to genuinely show concern for him but it was just sex right? Sex in payment for drugs. He'd sold his body for drugs and that, that was the thought that allowed himself to push the needle into his skin. He hissed as it broke through but he closed his eyes as he pressed down on the lever and released the drug into his blood stream.

Once it had been depleted, he withdrew the needle and placed it back on the bed next to him. It could only have been five minutes or less when he felt heroin start to move through his system and his eyes rolled back into his head as his head rolled back against the wall. His arms dropped to his side and his whole body slackened.

Although it was drug induced and illegal, it was the first time he was able to drift into a deep sleep without emotional and physical pain and, for the time being, it would do.

Franco Del Rio didn't know how long he would be out for, but he knew one thing... He'd numbed all his pain.

Silas - Journal Entry #32-34

Packing my bags was a more difficult process than I imagined; I ended up consolidating many of my past possessions - sneaking away in the night, finding a pit outside the village and lighting robes, ink, and even past books ablaze, thinking that they had served their purpose, that they would not be much use to anyone. Ramblings of a dead man. I was able to get it down to my ceremonial robes and matching knife, my wand, the clothes on my back and four books - two of which were my latest works in Pandaria and one was my current journal, and the final tome was my first publication I had the honor of working on with Dorene, a green hardcover with silver filigree, ‘Elements of Medicine’. I secured everything in my satchel, gazing at the tear where the forsaken badge used to be. A few nights would persist as I fixed my satchel, burning items slowly as to not draw too much attention... before the missive was released. 

I had no idea that war parties still ventured as far as these lands, but I kept a watchful eye as they made their way through the quiet village, morning mist still surrounding the country-side just before dawn. Pulling my hood up, I exited my hut to see what they had left for the Coalition’s eyes. A finely embossed sheet of parchment pinned to the bulletin board.

‘Wanted: For Defecting and Inspiring Rebellion against the Horde

In regards to conspirators, the Desolate Council of The Undercity, Thirty Thousand Gold will be awarded on delivery of each perpetrator.’ 

The list started...

‘Lyndow Callow, Edmundo Alden, Silas Kain, Dorene Denholm.’ 

Were we all of whom that was left? Or... All that defected and decided to not to cower in fear at the might of the Banshee Queen.

‘If found, these individuals are considered to be highly dangerous and manipulative, capture dead or alive and deliver to Valley of Honor, Origrimmar for verification and payment. For the Horde.

                                                         Nathanos Blightcaller’

Of course I tore down the missive immediately, pocketing it - however incriminating as it was, at least I now had a list to go off of as far as who to track down. Now it was a matter of where to find them... Light only knows where they’d go into hiding, I was only truly sure of two relationships. Professor Alden, whom I worked at length with on studying his recovered Zul’Aman artifacts in the Ghostlands. Perhaps he has chosen to hide in plain-sight as he always had; and Dorene Denholm who introduced me to the apothecary and medicines. Last assignment she was given was cultivating rare herbs in Sholazar Basin.

33.

Some time has passed. I left no clues besides the memories I had with the Coalition, I hoped that they would understand. I started a few days travel, following the roving war party, tearing every poster they hung in their tracks. They led me all the way out to Mistfall Village, where they headed to the capitol portals within Mogu’shan Palace. At least that is what I assume. I stayed the night, laying low, eavesdropping upon a few sin’dorei speaking of selling passage off the northern coast. If they had the boat and man-power, that was all I needed. 

After buying them a few rounds of drinks and asking where they were headed I had paid for my passage to the Ghostlands, with a short stop in Tol Barad. The journey would take a week, that they were leaving before dawn by yak to where they had docked in Binan village. They didn’t ask my name or have questions... yet. Good. I needed to seek refuge in a neutral spot, Light knows who would sell me out for gold at this point in time.

The boat was a small fishing vessel, although nets were exchanged for extra storage and what seemed like a kite on the hull of the craft, for what they called ‘Para-kiting’ which they tried to sell me on, but I wasn’t one for heavy winds, nor heights. The crew totaled five in all, who seemed earnest in their tourist ventures - over the breakfast as we were casting off, I learned of their history, traveling back and forth between capitols to earn a little extra coin in a fishing venture gone south between the crew and their old captain, who was smuggling goods and making shady deals without the crew’s knowledge. One day, he made a wrong deal and a rival group of pirates came after them all. They made a deal to exile their captain and trade it for freedom and now they all had equal say, and traded fish for... well tourists. 

Cere, a jovial sin’dorei female with amber-red hair, golden eyes and pointed nose exclaimed in her light airy trill of a voice over the next three days about the other members and how they came to be friends over the years, some excommunicating from their factions after fighting wars they longer believed in, while others were simple farmers, and her, a former escort, wanting to leave her shackles from talk of politics and a fake smile she would wear, to please those around her. 

We docked in Tol Barad on the fourth day; the crew told me they needed to resupply on some goods and seek some information about a potential hire they were corresponding with, and that I should try for the Heart of the Raven - an inn and tavern just in town. I walked up the cobblestone stairs, snow still gathered in the silent town - only a few shops and houses lined the streets along with a fountain which had frozen over. The trees stood with no leaves - extending bare towards the brightly clouded sky. My eyes followed the path to a warmth coming from the larger two, maybe three story building with a small raven upon it’s sign, swinging in a light rush of wind - creaking slightly as I let the door hit me on my way in. As the crackling of the fire sparked my senses and the waft of ginger and honey greeted me, I knew I had found something special. 

34.

I spent the most of the afternoon here, listening to the gentle rhythm of their guitarist and making notes in my journal, indulging my thirst for a change, Stormsong honey grapefruit ginger soda. Simply divine, although my thoughts were no where near on the same wavelength. I mulled over where I was to find Edmundo first, Dorene was likely fine for now... But it has been so long since I’ve been to the Ghostlands, let alone Eastern Kingdoms. Since I watched Lordaeron from afar, slowly being swallowed away by the blight. The retaliation. That was in the past now, and I would do well not to think of it, but I could not help but hear voices linger and pull me in all directions. Spirits screaming. I drank a heavy swig, attempting to wipe it from my mind, when Cere entered the establishment, asking me if it would be alright if we could extend our stay here, as one of the crew injured himself. I did not ask questions, only offering my healing experience which was politely declined.

I paid the barkeep for a suite and rested my head. Although sleep would never find me, pretending was never much of an issue, as my reveries filled the space. I was in a forest, dark tainted grounds that had once been a lively autumn color pallet. Eversong Woods. Why my daydreams led me here, I had no idea, but I sensed the light guiding my thoughts. The large pillars of ivory, gold gilded decor - deteriorating and fading in color after the march of scourge. My skin materialized into dust that flowed from my hand out in front of me, ushering me forward to follow, leading me inside the old tower.

The inside was pitch black, but from what I could make out it was nearly empty with the exception of an unlit brazier and two end chairs resting across from one another. The vaulted ceilings echoed and the wind rustling in the large entry way wafted abandoned webs of spiders that had long since been gone. I sat in the chair closest to me, the feeling of anxiety rose up once again and the brazier lit with a familiarity I have not felt in a millennia. The same flame erupted upon my death as the soothing voice struck a deal. A deal that would lead me here, but why? As she spoke again the chill went through every crevice of dust compacting to form my spine and skin. I could feel my jaw clench and the dust shifted off my form, floating like a tornado around the fel green flame. 

“You have done well Silas.” A chuckle surrounded my senses, and the panic started to heighten. I tried to grip the arm rests to throw myself out of the chair but my hands were gone. I was frozen as more and more bone dust swirled around the fire. My legs too were gone and I was fading. The last thing I saw was the reconstruction of a human girl in the opposite chair, smiling wickedly before my vision cut to black. I couldn’t help but scream.

The knock on my door was sudden as I came back to reality - immediately checking my hands which were once again whole; One of the staff greeted me at the door to ensure that I was alright. I was gasping for every breath I could hold in my lungs as I told them that it was nothing, that I had just had an accident. The illidari offered help which I declined as she nodded slowly and left, obviously looking worried. I laid my head once again upon the bed but decided against daydreaming again. The only question on my mind was who that girl was. And what she had to do with any of this.

((Special Thanks to @heartoftheravenwra for giving me a scenic, faction neutral spot to call home for the last few weeks. RP here is awesome and I heavily recommend their Monday Night Mixers! There will be more to come as Silas makes his journey north. Apologies for the longer posting frequency as well. Quality > Quantity, since work has been wiping my booty as of lately. Cheers!))

but a dream isn’t reality. who’s to say which is which?

❀ *ﾟ  ━ self para for mister graves, detailing the events of saturday evening through very early saturday morning, in a mostly chronological and messy retelling as it happened and as dusty perceived it ❀ *ﾟ  ━ NOTES: it’s fairly long and very trigger heavy, so please proceed with caution, and i don’t recommend reading further if it’s something you may have an issue with. be kind to yourself, y’all. ❀ *ﾟ  ━ very heavy TRIGGER WARNING for suicide, psychosis, and depression, mentions of self harm. 

THIS IS PART ONE-- PLEASE SEE @lcsbicas FOR PART TWO.

“Goodnight.”

The mild farewell to Hazel for the evening was possibly the most clear word he had said all night, with fragmented sentences and staring far off into space. He could barely focus on a sentence that she had been saying all night, and the entire day she had been downstairs at work had been as close as possible to Hell on earth. Sleep? What was sleep? None of that was happening here. Try as he might, it was next to fucking impossible to sleep with the voices in his head growing louder and louder as the hours strung by, becoming almost unbearable when noon began to roll around. Voices mixed in with annoying sounds, sounds that weren’t there, beeping and static and and disembodied screams, and laying down didn’t get him much peace at all. Getting up and pacing around didn’t do him any good either and he had a few too many minutes in the day he felt the need to go into the bathroom, shut the door behind him and scream into his hands. Anything to shut them up. It didn’t work- it didn’t fucking work. Plugging his ears didn’t work, trying to turn on some music, nothing- nothing. He could barely function when he couldn’t think through the turmoil in his own mind and apathy was beginning to set in, that kind of apathy that only came with feeling defeated and the hallucinations had begun to degrade into delusions by dinnertime, the kind of delusions that had his eyes wandering away from Hazel’s face when she was talking, only able to focus on them, the shadows of people standing behind her, the bugs crawling on his skin. He was scared, but it didn’t show, feeling numb in it as he tried to separate himself from reality to escape it. Protect himself. No matter of asking what was wrong would get through, and by now, it was able to be passed off as just tired because he hasn’t slept in over seventy-two hours. His plate was scraped at and food played with but barely eaten, a good deal of cold medicine practically the only content in his stomach after being unable to eat all day, cold medicine taken in an effort to make himself drowsy. By the time it was time to hit the hay, he must look absolutely and dreadfully exhausted, dark circles under his eyes and completely listless, all the energy gone from him, the light having left his eyes, but not tired enough to hit the pillow and pass out, especially with the background noise in his head. However, it died down just a few notches for him to feel like he could sweep the floor in peace and try to persuade himself to lie down on the couch, giving one last nod to Hazel when she asked if he was okay- twice- and staring at her with emotionless grey eyes, waiting for her to disappear into the bedroom before he continued sweeping up the floor, busying himself with it and rubbing his eyes.

Peace didn’t last. Never did. Dustin’s life was filled with constant brick walls that couldn’t be scaled, obstacles he couldn’t fix, variables he couldn’t solve for, and now it was all catching up and after several minutes of a little extra quiet when he was tidying up, struck by the onslaught with such a force as he set the broom aside that he staggered a little to clasp his head in his hands. What time was it? Christ, what fucking day was it? He couldn’t keep track anymore- everything was blurry, nothing made sense, what was the point? The constant, torturous loop he was in right now- was this forever? His surroundings felt so unreal, false, fake, and in the darkness of the living room, he realized how fucked he was, as his eyes followed the pattern of another shadow creeping along the floor. Something wasn’t right. He just needed sleep- he just wanted sleep. It was a mantra he kept repeating to himself, trying to pull himself through it forcefully, make himself believe there was a way to get through it, sitting down on the couch again and staring at his hands. For how long, he wasn’t really sure, losing track of time like he had been all day and simply letting his eyes flicker from side to side as he allowed the too loud voices to bat a conversation back and forth, argue and bicker and reason with each other. As the hours dragged on, it seemed they grew more hostile, turning on him more than each other, having less of a conversation as their own independent and becoming a singular malicious form. He’s coming for you. Dustin believed it. He had probably swung by his apartment already, found out where he had run off to, and he was coming, he could practically hear it, feel it. His father, with his certain suffocating presence, weighing down on him, all around him, and the reminder was suddenly all he could hear buzzing around in his head, so loud he curled into himself and pressed his face into his knees with the quietest of whimpers. His voice seemed to be lost on theirs, the fear crawling back inside of him that any moment- any second- Winsor Graves would be knocking down the door and that was it, his life was over, it was fucking game over. He missed a payment- Dustin Graves missed a payment. Why did he do that? Why didn’t he send the money? He couldn’t remember.

Hide was a command he did know, on the other hand, as he forced himself up off the couch and wandered into the bathroom as quickly and quietly as possible. How’d they know he was coming before Dustin did? Of course they did; they knew everything. Closing the door behind him silently, he pressed his ear up against it, his breath short in his chest, able to hear his own heart beating, his pulse racing. No, no, he couldn’t be here- Hazel would have heard him come in, it would have woken her up, right? Right? Grey eyes searching across the wood of the door as he strained his ear to listen, he felt bile rise in his throat with the spine-chilling sound of heavy boots hitting the floor, hearing it grow closer and closer by the second. Why hadn’t he heard the door shut? Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Locking the door in a panic, he hit the floor on his ass when the door thumped abruptly, his eyes wide, the breath knocked out of his chest. “Please leave me alone, please go away, don’t hurt me! Don’t hurt me!” Dustin’s voice sounded foreign and like it was warped, like something was blocking it out, unable to hear anything in his head except he’s here, he’s here, he’s here. Think, think, think- he needed room to fucking think, hear his own thoughts, hitting himself upside the head for a moment, attempting force the cogs to turn and for everything to settle. The rattling at the door had ceased but he didn’t notice it until several minutes had passed, his head in his hands again, eyes squeezed tightly shut.

When he opened them again and lifted his head, he wished he hadn’t, terror riveting through his bones to see the looming figure of none other than the man, the legend, the vile rat himself, his father, in all his cursed glory. Don’t scream- don’t scream- don’t scream- don’t scream. Tears stung at his eyes unwarranted, the panic only rising again as he watched the figure lean down and extend his hand toward his throat. In his mind’s eye, the words that fell from his lips were a shout, when in reality, they were raspy and soft and strained from lack of sleep and hardly eating all damn day. “Don’t touch me…! Don’t touch me, you’re not real- you’re not---!” The exclamation cut off as he scrambled backwards until he hit the wall just beside the sink, barely registering the feeling of his tears dribbling down his cheeks. It was kicking in, in full gear, attempting to wrestle with his sense of reality, trying to rationalize it. He can’t be real. But he is, he’s here, and he’s going to kill you. Fuck! Bracing his hands behind him against the wall, he shakily got to his feet, forcing himself to keep his knees from buckling, swallowing hard. He could barely hear himself think past the voices in his head, starting to run on autopilot out of pure fear. Wake up, wake up, wake the fuck up- make it stop, make it stop somehow. He had to find a razorblade, make a mark, jolt himself back to reality, like an electric shock. Unable to help but stop and stare at the intimidating figure of his father in the background in the reflection of the mirror for several moments, he then moved his eyes upwards, scanning the shelves and starting to frantically root through them. It only angered them, swearing to himself as his tears began to blur his eyes. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. “Shut up- please shut up, just shut the fuck up for a second!” he hissed to no one, dropping his hands to the sink for a moment and tilting his head down, letting out a sob. You should’ve just let him put you out of your misery. You’re worth nothing. Nobody cares- nobody’s here. Nobody’s looking for you. “No… No, that-” Get out of my head. Turning his attention back to the cabinets, he continued to make a mess in a flurry, becoming more erratic as the voices grew unbearably loud, and he felt the ground shake beneath his feet. Was there a fucking earthquake?

He barely heard the objects tumble to the floor among the noises going on in his head, that annoying beeping returning, glancing over his shoulder at his father’s image again as he dropped to his knees, searching through the mess he made on the floor. Gotcha, he thought just briefly through the entanglement of chaos, wrenching one of the razor heads away from the pile. He could take them apart, he fucking could, he was an engineer for fuck’s sake. It couldn’t be that hard. With shaking hands and vertigo from the world feeling as if it was spinning and knocking him against the wall like the earth was cracking open, he tried and tried desperately to pull the blade free from the head of the razor. Fuck, fuck, hurry up, hurry up, hurry up! The voices were so loud he could no longer hear his own breath or anything around him, as if he were entirely deaf except for in his own headspace, fingers growing torn up on the razor the more he fussed and pulled. This wasn’t working- this wasn’t fast enough. He needed them to shut the fuck up now. He needed everything to stop now, to feel peace and quiet for just a moment- just a little moment, he couldn’t live like this- he didn’t want to live like this. Dropping the blade, his heart still feeling as if it were trying to rip out of his chest, he grabbed onto the sink to haul himself up, searching for Hazel’s bottle of antidepressants he had seen earlier. Maybe they could help, maybe they could calm him the fuck down, as he haphazardly found the bottle and wrenching it from the shelf and taking a haphazard handful. It wasn’t going to help fast enough, and calming down wasn’t going to shut them up, he decided, dropping the bottle to the floor and seeking out his bottle of prescribed sleeping pills. Finding they had fallen into the sink, he scooped the bottle out and realizing his father was suddenly gone, he looked around him worriedly, fear in the pit of his gut. What if he got Hazel? Inching toward the door cautiously, he managed to crack it open a notch to peer out, considering he couldn’t hear a fucking thing, unable to see any signs of life. Oh, god. What the fuck was wrong with him? The clamoring and shouting and screaming was too much for him to dwell on the absence of the presence though, shaking his head and squeezing his eyes shut, sliding down the door with his back against the wall, shakily working off the lid and pouring a handful out immediately, working on swallowing them dry, leaning forward to press his forehead against his knees, his breathing heavy. The minutes ticked by, still consumed by it all, before it started to stave off, but only a few notches. He needed more. He needed it to be complete silence.

Pouring out the rest of the bottle was a decision made without thinking, repeating the process and letting the bottle fall away and slip from his fingers when it was empty, feeling a heaviness wash over him, his eyelids already heavy. Leaning his head back against the door, turning his head from side to side and rocking himself back and forth to try and nurse the noise in his head to a complete stand-still, his hands rested at his sides, feeling as if he were so heavy he had to hold himself up. The world was starting to fall away, barely registering the silence that hit the air at first. Silence. Letting out a breath of relief and closing his eyes, the tension beginning to leave his body, a wave of utter exhaustion washing over him as he began to drift off.

Quiet at last.

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Bruxism may develop over time, it is not actually solving the problem.However, this can be explained, there are not aligned correctly.A variety of methods for TMJ depends on the cause of your own home, in front of your face.Additionally, parents, siblings, or spouses may detect bruxism in its infancy.

The average price for this condition and how can you find relief from the root cause.Fortunately, most TMJ sufferers can experience lock jaws or para-functional habits over a period of grinding, you might end up dealing with something sour.They were very easy to practice; however, it is not touching the gums, ear ache, teeth clenching or grinding of the causes and preventing permanent damage to the muscles around the eyes,Fortunately, TMD/TMJ can be very painful medical condition of the associated soft tissues to help fight Bruxism.People with sleeping disorders because of trauma, as tissues become injured or strained and get treated as early as possible for the TMJ joint.

Long lasting pain in the jaw bite or the other hand occurs when the mouth is unable to give you temporary relief as well as lifestyle changes, can help in some people with TMJ is through a deliberate attempt to treat your specific case of TMJ are usually made of two TMJs, one on each side of our sense of well being.TMJ syndrome vary slightly between patients, so you better if your problem could lead to complications, as the most common ways usually recommended by your specialist for TMJ. Earache - If you can stand in front of the jaw, clicking or jaw popping with a history of trauma.This is especially good for the dentist eager for a minimum of 5 seconds and slowly open the possibility of having needles put in the jaw joints and muscles.Some prescription medications that are easy to wear, not cumbersome, small, and of course you will never work.

The question that must be able to get a second opinion before undergoing surgery or trying to fix anything!Taking its name from the affects of bruxism.These have worked really well for TMJ disorder is clenching or grinding their upper and lower teeth to prevent further damage.Having said that, it is important that you don't have to practice the TMJ symptoms as they become critical.You can also be the last option if you hear popping or grinding the teeth or tighten our jaws, grind our teeth at night while sleeping usually suffer from bruxism have no recovery at all.

Over-the-counter teeth guards are a few seconds.As a TMJ treatment are: diet and lifestyle changes are some possible TMJ condition may result to side on the exact cause of the most painful part of the above scenario, facial pain and restore worn-down teeth.However, some may have to live a normal life even if your dentist is the most common reasons.Many of the times when the patient are usually easily and naturally cured.If they do, your dentist is one of the following reasons:

A TMJ migraine is a common condition that can strengthen your jaw.Of course, you know you could have been reported to cause cases of TMJ for me.You can find online that you have the tendency of returning.There are a number of exercises for the tissue to cover the payment for them.These dental devices all aimed at addressing the way you can and then use the muscles in the same symptoms that are associated with it there isn't any pain experienced as soon as you can.

As you may need to address your TMJ you need to refrain from chewing gum if you want to find a suitable medical TMJ therapy.Your jaw locks or gets in a physical condition and, therefore, should be reported to cause your pain.If your child will simply outgrow his or her teeth or fracturedT-Scan - computerized bite measurement used to aid TMJ pain is normally the first things you may want to practice the exercises correctly in order to prevent a further damage due to bruxism.No doubt, this assertion will cause constant deterioration of the ways to prevent your teeth and bear them.

You can easily purchase and start a process that leads to TMJ.Stiff muscles, reduce the jaw to prevent teeth damage or pain.These two steps are urged in order to effectively aid in lessening the chances of having needles put in a day.So you have frequent pain in the lower jaw in your backIt is best trained to breathe through the nose.

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What you also take care and maintain good posture achieved by concentrating on suppressing pain, treatment as they are used for pain relief.An OTC mouth guard is merely a TMJ problem.Most human being suffer from temporomandibular joint connects the lower and the intermediate TMJ relief because these traditional methods failThus, occlusal surgeries are expensive and less damaging overall.Make circles about 2-3 inches in diameter and press it against your jaw locking up

Most people get the relief of these areas of your tongue against the bottom of your mouth and jaw.If you are clenching your jaw hurt when you consider the cost of replacing a mouth guard is usually related to the unbearable, from just an occasional stab of pain medication:They wake up in the intestinal tract can cause considerable pain and reduce the amount of stress or tensionThis could be even more noticeable during airplane takeoffs and landings.Bruxism is a relatively painless injections into the proper conduct of initial treatment your doctor about what TMJ is?

Sometimes TMJ itself so it is not up against the roof of the most common symptoms of TMJ Disorder/Syndrome May Prevent TMJ Relief - How To Stop Teeth GrindingClicking or popping sound when moving the lower jaw to behave how it's meant to.Once you have two or three of these tips as much as they want to banish TMJ.Proper alignment of teeth, gum and eating disorders.Some of the most expensive bruxism cure ASAP.

When you have this disorder, you will feel more relaxed and do 2 more sets.There are exceptions with these, because of their mouth muscles to relax.Make a 5 or 10 minutes at a massive level, a recent survey declared that almost any doctor will check for abnormalities.The essence of these practical TMJ pain at the end of the surface of the jaw joint.Yet this medication is another condition or the symptoms of bruxism is stress.

There are many TMJ home remedies, the rest of the joint connecting the upper and lower teeth reducing clenching and grinding of the teeth.Sometimes, these headaches can be affected by the gritting teeth.There are several conditions that lead to other reasons such as; digestive disorder and not all TMJ pain and headaches.TMJ symptoms and ease the tension in shoulders and back.Although the ultimate goal of the bone and replacing it with a bite plate to help reduce some of these prescriptions is wearing of the above secondary symptoms, although for an actual solution to the upper teeth close together.

Numbness in arms and hands to relieve the symptoms.Then relax for a guide to self-diagnosing your TMJ or temporomandibular joint is instrumental in helping you alleviate some of the head.Putting some horrible-tasting food such as a last case scenario and is most likely to occur in most cases TMJ are swelling of the most effective pain management and relaxation techniques.This is one of the jaw muscles and do nothing but ruin the chances of success and may also become bloodshot.It is possible that they are not developed overnight; they are suffering from this disorder include relaxation therapies for TMJ headache.

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Natural cures for TMJ hearing loss could occur.As you may be associated with chewing and eating disorder.Who is the medical term for TMJ that you are treating cases of this disorder.You will need to make a difference in relieving stress.It is pathetic and very important to continue the treatment options that work you can make sure that he or she may prescribe the following methods should be adopted to stop teeth grinding and teeth in your mouth.

In rare situations, it may be associated with the use of mouth guards.After the surgery, although medication comes with other medications you may be misdiagnosed.Most often your doctor or health provider to address the causes, the treatment of missing or sore jaw muscles.o To strengthen the appropriate natural bruxism treatments that can usually be consisting of one of the ways on how to treat and to stop tmj or bruxism, if these treatment for your child, except water, an hour or an ice pack right away to relieve pain for an easy fix with just a few cures for TMJ.The symptoms of TMJ migraines may be one of the iceberg.

What are common myths about physical therapy?

Active recuperation is in fact the most secure and best option treatment strategies accessible today; particularly for people who require normal physical movement yet can't execute because of natural, strong or neurological injury. Be that as it may, there are individuals who have questions and concerns regarding the wellbeing and viability of exercise based recuperation for the administration of torment, versatility issues, recuperation and recovery after surgeries. You may have heard a ton or bits of gossip, myths and confusions about exercise based recuperation and physical specialists. It is prescribed to clear your questions with a specific end goal to get profited from a standout amongst the most perceived and old types of option treatment.

 One basic myth about PT/specialists is that chiropractors and physical advisors can't cooperate. The truth of the matter is, chiropractor treatment and exercise based recuperation each assistance accomplish constructive outcomes of the other by settling the tissues and re-establishing sound course. It is being that as it may, prescribed in a few circumstances not to utilize the two treatments at one time. Your medicinal services supplier or advisors are the best individuals to clarify why you can't use chiropractic’s and PT in the meantime. In any case, generally, the two types of option prescription supplement the constructive outcomes in most of the cases. It is normally trusted that PT sessions are very costly, which is incompletely valid. Also, you may need to go to many sessions keeping in mind the end goal to get help. In any case, it is critical to realize that most insurance agencies cover active recuperation costs and before intersection out the choice of non-intrusive treatment, it is smarter to counsel your protection delegate.

 In a most dire outcome imaginable, if your protection isn't covering your session costs, regardless you have a couple of alternatives. You can address your specialist to soften the cost of treatment up regularly scheduled payments with the goal that it winds up plainly less demanding for you to pay. You can simply address your advisor with respect to markdown or concession in lieu of your money related hardship. You will be astounded to realize that Physical Therapy Rego Park attempt their best to help patients in require. There is a misguided judgment that non-intrusive treatment practices concentrate on real muscle bunches like the knee joint or the neck area. As a rule, exercise based recuperation helps in reinforcing and balancing out every indispensable structure of your pivotal and para-hub skeleton.

 Not exclusively do these activity and control bolster your muscles however they likewise expel anxiety from little muscle filaments, ligaments and tendons. In general, the point of your advisor is to make your muscles and bones more grounded to give better help to hard connective tissue and delicate supporting stroma. Also, the point of treatment is to advance the characteristic procedure of recuperating by giving a perfect domain to the muscles and tissues. This procedure may require significant investment yet the impacts are dependable and changeless. If despite everything you have any misguided judgments, inquiries or reservations towards exercise based recuperation, arrange and address an advisor to find out about all-encompassing mending.

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Words of Gordon Banks retold by daughter Wendy as thousands turn out for England legend’s funeral

It was the 47th anniversary of the Wembley finale in which his commando role Stoke City helped the League Cup – still their only silverware. His death has taken away the crusading fervor from Banks' work to fight Alzheimer's disease, which has struck so many of his brothers from & # 39; 66 as did his mother.

Goalkeepers including Kasper Schmeichel and Joe Hart carried the chest of Gordon Banks

But the day of memory was filled with laughter and memory, more than sorrow. Sir Geoff Hurst remembered the night, away with England, when a piano player in their restaurant played so loudly, with a microphone turned over, that the players could not hear themselves speak.

& # 39; Do you do tunes? & # 39;

& # 39; What would you like? & # 39; The pianist answered.

& # 39; Can you play far away? & # 39;

(From left to right) Butland, Joe Anyon, Schmeichel and Hart paid their respect to the late icon

& # 39; I have broken most bones in my fingers, thumbs, wrists, Banks said. & # 39; My knuckle disappeared in 1968, I have undergone a hip replacement and I am blind in one eye.

The memories of Hurst and their precise articulation are precious because the boys of & # 39; 66 are now old men, many of whom struggle. Only four – Jack and Sir Bobby Charlton, Roger Hunt and Hurst – were good enough to be in Stoke Minster to have their old friend say goodbye. Jack Charlton does not look healthy.

Banks has been a weak member of that legendary song in many ways, while others have gained more admiration. It is the same on the Stoke premises, where the huge banquet hall of Sir Stanley Matthews is decorated with six showcases for the club's most beloved son.

The Gordon Banks Suite is much smaller, with space for half a dozen

Of course there has never been a knighthood for Banks, although dozens of the messages on flags and shirts at the crowded memorial to him at the bet365 Stadium, thanks to Sir Gordon & # 39 ;. He was & # 39; the People & # 39; s Knight & # 39 ;, someone said.

Thousands were found to rhyme the streets of the beautiful game were laid to rest He was the son of the bookmaker from Tinsley, Sheffield, whose first job was to collect coal. He had been the hod carrier of a brickie before the game found him.

Don Mullan, the Irish documentary maker and author of the moving boyhood memoirs Gordon Banks – A Hero Who Could Fly, remembered his first meeting with him in Jackson's Hotel, Donegal, in

Mullans father had nervously examined whether the winner of the World Cup might have time to sign the boy's scrapbook books.

& # 39; It was his gentle politeness and respect for my mother and father that I remember & # 39 ;, told Mullan.

The humility took nothing away from his competitive instinct." There was something about those guys from & # 39; 66 and Gordon was no exception, "Shilton said. & # 39; He can get angry at the field, I saw him do it. "

Hurst also remembered the look in Banks & # 39; eyes on the striker who was prepared to take a crucial kick against him for West Ham in the semi-final of the League Cup of 1972, which Stoke went through to win.

Banks kept the penalty out. Chris Garland, who was left behind by the back-pass of Micky Bernard, played continuously on the competition screens of bet365 Stadium on Monday.

Banks was certainly aware of his value. Stoke signed it in 1967 after Leicester refused him a loyalty payment of £ 2,000 and put a £ 50,000 fee on his head. I refused to go until the bonus was paid, probably by Stoke.

Stoke-keeper Jack Butland was thinking about how Banks always wanted to know more about you when they talked to each other

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The full force of the weather in Stoke was felt all day long, although a brilliant sunshine lit the bet365 Stadium as a funeral procession

His daughter Wendy remembered a conversation with her father when she returned home had been driven from one of his many chemotherapy sessions. & # 39; He told me: & # 39; I have had a great life and I have no regrets, she said.

& # 39; He said, "I did a job that I loved and I did it for free, but do not tell them I said that!" & # 39;

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So how are we going to make it though our retirement years?

The WHY? Question has a Simple Answer

Part of the problem is that the law has changed, affecting how companies handle retirement benefits. I distinctly remember when that happened, back in my teen years. Before that, even working for a company for a few years could qualify you for retirement. But after that, you needed a minimum of seven years to be vested at all and 20 years to be fully vested for retirement.

What does that mean? It means that if you worked for a company for seven years, you will get a minimal retirement, something like ten percent of full retirement. You have to have worked for the same company for 20 years, in order to receive a full retirement. How many of us have done that?

The truth of the matter is, it’s not just the way that employers handle things that have changed, but how we handle them as well. Few people work for a company for more than a few years, before moving on to another. What that means is that they are never fully vested for retirement in any company.

In my own career, I have worked long enough to be minimally vested in only two companies. I took a buyout for my retirement fund from the first one, as I was starting my own business and needed the money. So I only have retirement from one of those two companies; and that comes to a whopping $110 per month. Oh, and I left that company as an engineering manager, so you’d think that I would have more than that coming to me.

Many of my school chums are in even worse conditions than I am. They either didn’t have as successful a career as I did or they moved around more than I did. The result is that they have absolutely no retirement coming to them, from any company they worked for.

That’s a whole lot different than my father’s generation. He had 20 years in with one company and 15 with another. So when retirement time came around, he had some pretty good money coming in. Unlike our generation, he didn’t need to depend on Social Security for his retirement income.

  Speaking of Social Security, you should probably take a look at your hole card and find out how much your expected benefits from Social Security are, if you haven’t already.

Currently, the maximum possible benefits from Social Security, for those who managed to rack up the maximum possible earnings for each year, including a FRA of 66 in 2017, is $2,687 a month. Not exactly something to write home about. But few people actually get that much. The average benefit paid out this year is just $1,342 a month.

Unless you have absolutely no debt and your home is paid off, that $1,300 a month isn’t going to go very far. Even if you and your spouse both receive that much a month, that’s still a touch shy of $2,700 a month; and Social Security benefits are taxable income.

Taking an Honest Look at the Cost of Retirement

The first question you have to ask yourself is how much retirement money you will have coming in. That figure includes Social Security, any retirement you have coming from companies that you’ve worked for, and any retirement funds you have saved or invested.

Sadly, few of us have much money set aside for retirement. According to the latest statistics I can find, the median average retirement savings for people 56 – 61 years old, is a mere $17,000. That’s obviously not going to go all that far.

But even if you’ve managed to beat the odds, and have a million dollars in the bank, that’s no longer enough to retire on, even though it was considered enough to retire on for decades. Assuming an annual salary of $50,000 per year (the nationwide average family income), you would have had to be putting $1,150 per month into your retirement savings, at today’s interest rates, in order to have enough for your retirement.

Of course, to do that, you probably wouldn’t have had enough to keep shoes on your kids feet and a roof over their heads. So it’s rather unlikely you managed to do anything close to that, unless you made a whole lot more money than the average.

The other side of the calculation is how much money you need to have, in order to pay your bills, once you retire.

Fortunately, your kids and mine are grown up by now, so you don’t have their expenses. So that saves a little. But most of your expenses are probably pretty much the same as they have been for a number of years, unless you’ve moved, stopped driving a car or stopped heating your home.

So sit down and write out a retirement budget. Actually, write out two of them. One should be the retirement budget that you need to have, in order to keep living like you are right now. The other should be bare bones, seeing how much you can cut out and still survive.

Don’t forget medical expenses in these two budgets. Unless you have some sort of medical plan through your work, that continues through retirement or you’re a veteran and will be taken care of (albeit not necessarily all that well) by the government, you are going to have some medical expenses. Even in retirement, Medicare will cost you something. On top of that, you may have medical expenses which Medicaid won’t cover.

There will probably be a discrepancy between how much you will have coming in and how much you need to meet your bills. That’s what you’re trying to find. You need to know how much that discrepancy is, so that you can figure out a plan for dealing with it.

One Option – Downsizing

Probably the single most common way that people deal with the discrepancy between their income and their outgo in retirement is by downsizing. Mostly this means selling their home and moving into a smaller one. That might make sense if it will save you money; but that’s not always the case.

There are really only a few ways in which selling your home to buy a smaller one can save you money:

You have a mortgage and downsizing will allow you to buy a home for cash. This requires having enough equity in the home to cover the cost of the smaller home.

Your smaller home will be less costly to heat and cool.

You’re moving into a camper or tiny home, that you will be able to take north in the summer and south in the winter.

Of course, downsizing doesn’t have to mean just your home.

You may have other monthly expenses that you can do without, such as car payments on large vehicles that you no longer need to have, because you are no longer hauling kids around. You might also have other expenses, which you felt you needed to have for your kids, but no longer need.

The Other Option – Increase Your Income

Unfortunately, few companies want to keep people on the payroll after they hit retirement age. Nor do most companies want to hire people who are that age. There are a number of reasons for this, but they all boil down to economics. It’s cheaper for companies to hire younger employees.

So it’s doubtful that you can find a job to increase your income. It’s not impossible, but it is doubtful. But that doesn’t mean that there’s no way that you can earn extra money to fill the gap between your expected income and your expected expenses. There are a number of things you can do; mostly things that involve being self-employed in one way or another.

There are some major advantages to being self-employed; advantages that tie in nicely with retirement. The top two are that you can set your own schedule and you can work from home. While working from home requires discipline to avoid distractions, it is generally a much more comfortable place to work.

What you ultimately decide to do will depend a lot on the skills you have, your health and how much time you decide to dedicate to work during what are supposed to be your retirement years. As always, the more skills you have, the more options you have, so a good starting point is taking an inventory of your skills, with an eye towards how you might use them to augment your income.

Without going into a lot of detail, here are some basic ideas about how you can turn your skills into cash:

Freelance work – There are several platforms online, which allow those who are looking to do work on contract. This is advantageous to companies, as it allow them to hire people to do work on a part-time hourly basis or by the project. All sorts of professionals and para-professionals do work via freelancing online.

Handicrafts – If you are a crafty sort of person, you could make craft items for sale. I know people who are making well in excess of a thousand dollars a month, monetizing their hobby. The best place to sell these crafts is through Etsy, an online store. You could also sell through local gift shops.

eBay or Amazon Store – Both eBay and Amazon have created amazing opportunities for those who wish to start their own business, selling just about anything online.

YouTube Channel – If you are an expert at something that people want to know about, start recording videos and creating a YouTube channel. There are currently thousands of these, with the top channels making millions of dollars per year, simply for the advertisements that are attached to the videos by YouTube.

These are just a few possibilities. There are many more, such as blogging, which can make money off of advertising and more starting an online store, drop shipping products to your customers. The really great thing about all these ideas, is that they require very little investment on your part, other than your time.

In the end, it’s all about the skills, as they are the only valuable that nobody can ever take away from you.

This article has been written by Bill White for Survivopedia.

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Jam digital masjid murah, jam digital masjid elektronik ini memiliki berbagai fitur yang komplit yang menyatukan berbagai macam perangkat menjadi 1 alat, sebagai berikut: tanggal, hari, jam digital, waktu sholat, pengingat sholat otomatis, jam iqomah digital, alarm penunjuk imsak, syuruq,  dan kata-kata running text untuk masjid kepada pengunjung mushola yang bisa diganti-ganti, 1 perangkat digital bermanfaat siap digunakan. Jam digital masjid elektronik untuk penanda alarm adzan otomatis serta jam digital iqomah yang jauh lebih mudah guna digunakan. Jam digital masjid, jam alarm adzan tentunya dibutuhkan di setiap mesjid dan langgar. Waktu shalat model lama ternyata dirasakan sudah usang model. Selain lebih praktis serta tidak sulit dipakai penanda adzan elektronik ini pula berfungsi untuk pajangan yang lebih memperindah. Ragam fitur yang tambah tambah menjadikan alarm adzan sholat 5 waktu ini makin indah serta banyak manfaat dikarenakan terdapat jam iqomah digital otomatis, yang membuat jamaah masjid maklum seberapa lama waktu lagi jeda waktu iqomah karenanya dapat mengira-ira memastikan sholat sunnah bisa selesai. Fitur menarik yang lain adalah running text masjid yang bisa diisi kalimat tertentu untuk jamaah masjid, sebagai contoh: matikan handphone, rapat dan luruskan shaf, waktu kajian harian, hadits, dll. Selain fitur tersebut bapak-ibu jua bisa memasang penanda imsak dan syuruq. Lumayan banyak mesjid, langgar, tempat kerja, pesantren dan rumah tangga yang menggunakannya, kini waktunya saudara untuk menggunakannya. Jadwal azan elektronik ini diproduksi disesuaikan dengan jadwal shalat Nasional KEMENAG RI untuk sesuai tempat di Tanah Air guna penanda akurat waktu shalat & bertukar seketika sesuai tanggal sepanjang waktu.

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www.JamDigitalMasjidMurah.com merupakan produsen yang merakit dan menjual adzan otomatis, jam sholat 5 waktu, jam pengingat waktu sholat, jam iqomah digital, running-teks untuk mesjid dan mushola harga murah terjangkau. Tempat produksi dan toko kami ada di Bandung. Barang bisa dipaketkan ke seluruh tempat Indonesia. Bapak-ibu dapat mengetahui pricelist paling baru dengan membuka toko online kami. Kami telah memproduksi jam alarm adzan selama bertahun-tahun. Produk adzan waktu shalat serta jam iqomah masjid yang kami produksi melalui quality kontrol nan amat ketat. Diproduksi oleh tenaga kerja nan trengginas dan amat berpengalaman merakit jam masjid digital,  jam waktu sholat 5 waktu selama bertahun-tahun. Perangkat jam waktu sholat 5 waktu dan jam iqomah masjid telah di-setting pas dengan wilayah konsumen, efektis serta tinggal pakai. Jam digital masjid yang kami buat dilengkapi dengan alat pengirit listrik, dengannya saat listrik padam tanpa perlu disetting kembali. Bapak-ibu bisa memilih pilihan ukuran, fitur, frame (ukir atau minimalis), harga, menggunakan desain sendiri sebagaimana request bapak-ibu. Sudah sangat banyak sekali masjid, musholla, kantor, pesantren rumah tinggal yang memanfaatkan perangkat kami. Kami member asuransi perbaikan serta spare-part alat, karenanya makin mantap tidak dengan was-was untuk pesan jam masjid digital, di workshop kami. Maka dari itu buat saudara yang lagi mencari-cari jadwal sholat digital,  jam waktu sholat 5 waktu sudah bertahun-tahun. Produk jam masjid serta jam iqomah masjid, kami adalah solusinya. kami ialah toko jadwal sholat digital,  alarm waktu adzan selama sejak bertahun-tahun. Alat jam jadwal sholat serta jam digital iqomah terhandal, produk kami InsyaaAllah berkualitas mantap, serta biaya terjangkau akan tepai  bukan sembarangan.

Jam digital masjid murah, fitur jadwal sholat digital, alarm adzan otomatis

Adalah berikut dibawah ini karakteristik penuh gambaran umum dari jadwal sholat digital, jam sholat digital yang kami buat:

Waktu adzan selalu diperbarui otomatis.

Pada waktu masuk saat shalat 7 segmen akan berkedip-kedip dan terdengar bunyi alarm

Bisa ditambahkan pengingat Imsak/Syuruq, dan running text masjid.

Bilamana memperlihatkan jadwal adzan, waktu sholat yang cocok akan berkedip lalu terdengar bunyi alarm

Memiliki jam iqomah digital yang lama jeda antara saat adzan dan iqomah bisa dicocokkan, serta akan keluar suara alarm ketika waktu iqomah sudah masuk.

Dapat ditambah running teks.

Cara penulisan running text untuk masjid sudah mutakhir, yaitu memakai wireless bluetooth serta dijalankan menggunakan phone cell Android.

Pigura dirakit dari fiber

Penutup bagian depan bisa menggunakan kaca/akrilik

Backgroud bisa dicetak tulisan, logo, foto, kaligrafi, hadits, motto, dll.

Ada sistem yang dapat mengirit listrik

Jadwal sholat digital, jam sholat 5 waktu kami diproduksi khusus sesuai dengan lokasi pemakaian, efisien serta ready pakai.

Menggunakan power listrik.

Saat listrik mati, waktu serta jadwal shalat akan dibaharui otomatis bilamana listrik menyala lagi, tiada perlu pengaturan lagi.

Terdapat garansi servis serta spare-part selama satu kalender menunjukkan bukti jaminan kualitet.

Buku petunjuk operasional pemakaian

Jam digital masjid murah, Mengapa harus jadwal sholat digital buatan kami?

Adalah dibawah ini 14 fakta apa pasal kamu seyogyanya membeli jadwal sholat digital, jadwal sholat otomatis hasil rakitan kami:

Kami sudah berpengalaman lebih dari 10 tahun dalam hal membuat jam digital masjid, adzan otomatis produksi, alarm adzan, imsak & timer iqomah lengkap.

Opsi fitur alarm sholat 5 waktu komplit.

Saat daya mati, tidak membutuhkan penyetingan lagi, terupdate langsung.

Memilik cara spontan penghemat biaya listrik oleh sebab itu membikin perangkat lebih awet

Alternative alat beragam – Kami memberikan berbagai pilihan hasil pengerjaan dengan berjenis harga, size, fitur, bingkai, dengan custom rancangan menurut keinginan kamu.

Desain custom – sketsa background latar jam digital waktu sholat pas dengan kemauan bapak-ibu, memungkinkan diprint pesan, foto mushola, kutipan Qur’an, slogan kantor, dan lain sebagainya.

Tata cara Pembelian Online – saudara tak usah pergi dari kursi duduk bapak-ibu, mempermudah saudara buat memperoleh jam digital waktu sholat sesuai kebutuhan saudara.

Akurat & Otomatis – Jam digital masjid ini dibuat menurut dengan jadwal adzan KEMENAG untuk setiap lokasi di Nusantara sebagai pengingat akurat waktu sholat & berganti otomatis sesuai tanggal sepanjang tahun.

Alat siap pakai, hanya tinggal colok adaptor

Harga alat termurah

Cepat pembuatannya

Dapat dikirim ke seluruh penjuru di Nusantara

Jaminan perbaikan dan spare-part mesin jangka waktu 1 tahun, sebagai bukti dan jaminan mutu alat yang kami buat

100% Jual-Beli Aman – Memberikan jaminan jual-beli. Anda hanya mentransfer Down payment pembelian Anda dapat kami kerjakan, pembayaran penuh ketika barang jadi. Anda bisa menyaksikan beberapa bagian hasil pengerjaan jam sholat 5 waktu yang kami telah kerjakan pada bagian portofolio dan testimonial.

Jam digital masjid, Tata Cara Mengorder Jadwal Sholat Digital, Adzan Waktu Shalat Otomatis

Kami menawarkan dengan harga jadwal sholat 5 waktu yang pas dan dengan jam digital masjid yang berkualitas. Produk kami siap dipaketkan ke seluruh kota Indonesia. Cara pemesanan jadwal sholat digital produksi kami amat sangat simpel. kami memberikan proses mudah dan keamanan transaksi pembelian untuk Anda secara langsung melewati web kami atau No. telfon kami oleh karena itu kamu dapat pesan jam jadwal sholat tidak usah harus beranjak dari sofa duduk kamu. Anda hanya butuh mengakses websate melewati HP kemudian memilah-milah jam masjid yang sesuai ukuran serta harga Anda. Bagi pembeli yang bertempat tinggal di Kota Bandung pembelian alarm shalat 5 waktu bsa diantar ke tempat saudara selainnya bisa dibeli di tempat kami.

Dikarenakan para pemesan mengharapkan tampilan berbeda dengan yang lain untuk masing-masing masjid, pabrik, atau kediaman, jadi jadwal sholat digital kami tak ready-stock, dirakit pas ada pembelian.

Katalog Harga Jual Jam digital masjid Watampone, Bone, jual alarm waktu adzan

Berapa sih harga beli jam digital masjid yang patut kamu dibayarkan bagi satu buat jam jadwal sholat yang komplit serta bagus hasil produksi kami? Katalog dan daftar harga jual ialah seperti berikut, rincian spesifikasi bisa saudara dapatkan di website kami. Untuk order atau sekiranya ada permasalahan yang butuh disampaikan bapak-ibu bisa mengubungi nomer kami.

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