beware of burnout it's so real i'm afraid

also bc ended up making my writing into a font to avoid killing my hand as much and bc I saw Caden do this, I thought it would be fun to see who y'all think it suits lol

Trigun 98 really is the anime of all time. It did absolutely say "Here is the biggest idiot you've ever seen in your life. It's going to be four episodes until he does anything that is not blindingly moronic and it's going to be five before he says a sentence that is not a lie. We are now going to vaguely imply that he has a dead girlfriend and that's why he's sad. You will learn ten episodes later that the dead girlfriend is his mother. In episode nine a random man is going to call him depressed and they will spend the next three episodes doing absolutely nothing important but forming an unshakable bond of friendship, and we are also going to learn that they are in space."

What are we supposed to do with any of this. Insurance agents with fifty guns and one gigantic gun respectively are the only reason we have a plot at all. An entire episode's resolution only makes sense with information we are never told and barely implied. The main character is Jesus but also a deconstruction of Jesus. I feel like the show is giving me a rabid guinea pig and leaving me to wonder why this guinea pig is on crack before telling me three hours later that he's a robot guinea pig, answering no questions and raising so much more.

collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

finnegan's wake (1939) - james joyce

"penis war: (bababadalgharaghtakamminarronnkonnbronntonnerronntuonnthunntrovarrhounawanskawntoohoohoordenenthur -- nuk!)"

submitted by @say-duhnelle

i was thinking about this line from my fic:

But the fall had hurt, too. Because the wind had cut into his useless wings like knives, his skin and grace peeling away under the friction, and he had been looking right up at the multicoloured and unreachable expanse of sky just to see it fade from his eyes into dull greys.

and i came up with this. i hope the vision came through

no because ally gave me absolute brainrot by calling ylfa jack because oh my GOD just

your son is a trouble maker, he is such a good boy but he is a trouble maker, he finds chaos and can never let it be without getting his fingerprints all over it. and you love him, you love him so much but your son made a mistake and now you’ve lost him and you’ve entered a deal you don’t understand to get him back and everything’s gone to shit. but there is a little girl with watery eyes and an axe about the size of her on her back and shit, this girl needs guidance and love and you have nowhere to put it all except on her.

and it’s good! she needs it more than anything, and you say you keep her safe but really you keep her loved, keep her a child just enough for her to smile at you with awe and pride. and it’s good!

except you have all this leftover love for somebody that isn’t here and this girl needs all this love so desperately and she cries, screams that she’s a monster and that she’s made mistakes and oh, she thinks she’s nothing but trouble.

and you hold onto a struggling child full of things it should never have gotten its hands mixed up in, you hold on with all your might, with all this love pouring out of ink-stained fingertips and it’s okay, jack, it’s okay, we’ll figure it out, don’t worry, your dad is here to figure it all out, jack, it’s gonna be okay.

i know i just posted it in my previous ask but i seriously cannot stop thinking about this image

not just how ptilopsis is making coffee just like she would make a chemestry substance or sussuro and perfumer showing their pets to each other, but mostly THIS

for something in the background this is the most heartwarming shit ive even seen about these two. silence getting a sleep attack from her narcolepsy and saria (this is her, white hair + orange nails + bits of her horn being shown) not helping it but taking care of silence by removing her coffee from her to avoid it being spilled. it's currently in rhodes island so silence would never allow saria near her and saria knows it, but she can't help but taking care of her regardless

saria once again showing that she still cares a lot about silence despite the events, this woman can beat the shit out of a whole man effortlessly but is unable to hurt her owl or stand seeing her being hurt

you’re not friends. you’ll never be friends. you’ll be in love ‘til it kills you both.

Faded memories.

haha what if i heal my inner hurts and trauma through a silly ninja turtles au…..hah thatd be sooo cringe hahaa

……….unless 👀

Anyway yeah normal child thing to have a longstanding wish that you were actually an orphan, switched at birth, etc because that meant your parents weren't actually your parents and maybe there were better nicer people out there for you

i am rewatching fantasy high: sophomore year (again)

and getting to the part at the very end of “hellbound,” where ayda tells adaine that even though they are not the same and their minds are not the same, they both know that most people have a value of “normal” and “same” that is not what they have experienced

and knowing that they are not the same as each other, but also that neither of them are the standard of “normal” that the rest of the world shares, makes them feel like they’re the same

basically

I need to collaborate w/ a woman who has a great singing voice (I'm fairly good but not good enough) & is more attractive. she can be the face of my music . ugly dudes can get famous if they have enough talent but average looking women with no nepo connections? lol. unlikely. I mean looks aren't required to be a writer obv, which is my dream & what I am working on (I've got novels + a screenplay in the works, I'm casting a wide net) but for music? can't think of a famous female artist who isn't good looking. and while it would be fun to be recognized when I leave the house I do ultimately know that it's probably not in the cards for me so whatever. more than anything I just want people to see my vision, they don't have to see ME. I don't mind only being behind the camera. I can just do what I'm best at & leave the rest to someone better suited for it.

like. Nina listens to Taylor, moderately keeps up with the front-facing aspects of her life, enjoys her quality, has her minor critiques, recognizes her place in the current culture, can set her down and do other things when she wants to, and most importantly knows who Taylor is through her art.

What's worse than a breaking up romantically? Breaking up platonically