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OH MY FUCKING GOD
I JUST WENT TO MY LOCAL HOT TOPIC THAT I'VE BEEN GOING TO FOR LIKE. 5 OR 6 YEARS NOW RIGHT??
I GOT SOME MCR STUFF BECAUSE. OF COURSE. IF YOU'VE SEEN MY RECENT POSTING HABITS YOU KNOW. THE BRAINROT IS REAL
I WAS TALKING WITH THE CASHIER ABOUT THEM BECAUSE HE WAS ALSO A FAN AND HE FUCKING SAYS "you wanna know a fun fact? this is the hot topic the lead singer used to work at! :D"
FUCKING WHAT
GERARD WAY USED TO WORK AT MY LOCAL FUCKING HOT TOPIC?!?
AND AFTER I LEFT I LOOKED IT UP TO MAKE SURE HE WASN'T FUCKING WITH ME AND YEAH. HE WAS RIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK
SORRY FOR THE ALL CAPS THIS IS LIKE. WORLD-SHATTERING INFORMATION TO ME AND HE JUST DROPPED THAT SHIT SO CASUALLY WHAT THE HELL BRO. I NEEDED TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE
#rys.txt#tw caps#caps#LIKE. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??#I KNEW THEY WORKED AT A HOT TOPIC WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER BUT I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THAT ONE#ok. its ok i'm normal now (i'm not)#on another note. why are all hot topic employees like the nicest people on this earth. at least they are at mine#they always greet you when you walk in and ask if you need help and if you don't they leave you alone which is nice#and then when you check out they're always really chill and don't rush you and if you're buying or wearing something they also like they'll#talk about it with you#like. i know you have to be nice to people for a retail/customer service job like that but it always feels really genuine from them#same thing goes for spencer's employees too they're also like that#idk its just really nice for someone like me who's scared shitless of social interaction with strangers. it makes me way less anxious 👍#anyways. light and love everyone 💖 i'm gonna go recover from learning that information now#my chemical romance#mcr#gerard way
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leo aint the only one getting a pretty dress, her brother gets one too. donnatellooo. He’s silly :3c
drawn on my phone as per tradition
#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#tmnt 2012 donnie#2012 donnie#2k12 tmnt#2k12 donnie#yyal art#:3c#ok gnnn#guess whos gonna try harder in school#because my relative offered to buy me a game console#im kinda like konata in a way
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So Allegedly Infinite Wealth is 100 hours... not that you can't already spend that long on the games if you really want to, but I'd say it's the first time that could be said to be the base experience rather than a time only hardcore completionists are likely to get.
Yokoyama was talking at length about wanting to make the game worth the price tag since the team is incredibly conscious about the value of the players' time and money. They essentially feel they owe players ten times what they paid, so they're aiming for "an enjoyable 100 hours, but also an unforgettable 100 hours."
If they pull it off, I personally think it'd be 100% worth it and not just a "well other studios are doing it so we can get away with it too" price hike... I'm at least happy to know that's not the intent, and I'm intrigued to see how everything pans out and what the ratio is between story and side content
oh yayaya i saw that article this morning!!! 100 hours is actually so unfathomable to me in terms of an rgg game- i mean y7 was At Minimum around 45~50 hours but when i think of other RPGS that easily dip into 70's and 100's of hours, i'm not too surprised to see LAD start to climb towards those numbers now. it'd be such a jump in rgg's terms tho, so i'm TRULY curious to see where the nearly doubled gameplay hours comes from..
i really appreciate yoko's respect not just to RGGS but also to its customers: they want to make a great product, but they also don't want to sacrifice what they want to do to do that in the process
#snap chats#very timely article since .. i think it was passport i dont exactly remember who it was that was concerned about the game quality#maybe it was kana... idk one of you lot LMAO POINT IS thank you for reading our minds yoko#i wouldnt mind 100+ hours of island content LMAO but fr im truly curious to see what the main plot's gon be bout then#i mean we KNOW the main plot but yk what i mean... how the hell does this pan out..#REGARDLESS. i never had any issue with the LAD8 price#maybe its just cause i dont buy videogames too much <- liar (theyre old so like .2% cheaper its ok i think)#in rgg's case i always know im gonna get something i'll love for months- even years at this point#either way its nice knowing that yoko's at least aware of people who aren't happy with the price#and even besides that still just want to make a worthy game#aint nothin wrong with knowin your worth.. i think.#talking about videogame prices in general honestly im p sure the avg price for a game should be in the 100's by now#going off inflation anyway#so the fact devs are still trying to keep it under the $100 is. Something to me anyway#the quality of games- in terms of graphics anyway- has really gone up. idk if that warrants a FAT slap of an expense in the end#but it's not hard for me to understand the crawl towards it right#but now im ramblngi LMAOOOOOO anyways#haruka did nothing wrong yoko said it himself <3
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one thing about me is i will be making purchases
#someone talk me out of buying the tiktok water activated eyeliner palette i already have so much eyeliner#but i only have pencils i could be so sharp and precise with a brush....#that i would need to BUY because i don't have any!!!#and like i'm the only one who cares this much if my eyeliner matches my outfit barely anyone ever comments on it#but i do care.... i have been so influenced#i have been spending so much contemplating new piercings or tattoo imminently as well#but it's like bitch u need to save up to move out !!#being able to shoplift at cvs so often has spoiled me in my makeup wants and needs#why would i ever pay for eyeliner or lipstick again when i can just put it in my pocket and walk out#but alas. impossible to do with online only stores 😔#ok i'm gonna buy it brb#*speaks
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#oh wow...#i just had an oh shit fuck moment#wow#i usually complain about the one therapist i had in my entire life and how she wouldn't just listen to what i was saying#if it didn't fit her textbook definition of whatever she was thinking at the time#and how i talked to her about my anxiety and how that made me feel and she would only focus on how i acted#so the example i gave her was the one time i went into a shop to buy something by myself#because my mom didn't want to go in for me and arguing with my mom in front of the shop in public and then inevitably have to#go in myself either way was way worse to me#because of the embarrassement of arguing in public. the fact that my mom was gonna spend the entire walk home telling me how i have to#''just suck it up and learn and just overcome my anxiety because i don't have a problem'' or whatever#and then having to go into the shop where the lady had been watching me from inside the entire time how i clearly didn't want to go in#and possibly be even more awkward with teary eyes because of the anxiety and awkwardness i already bring to the table any day...#all of those things that were going inside my head were trumped by the fact that i did go in and did buy what i needed#although my heart was coming out of my chest the entire time... all that didn't matter to my therapist because in her words:#''if you had anxiety. you simply wouldn't have gone in''#which is ridiculous#but anyways... i just had an epiphany... that was masking wasn't it?#forcing myself to do something that brings me major discomfort to make my mother and the shop lady not judge me?#pretend i'm a normal human being just doing normal things instead of someone who's about to have a heart attack buying embroidery thread?#panicking the entire time because i wasn't prepeared and hadn't scripted the entire transaction in my head?#yet still going in and putting on my ''normal person'' mask to try to seem like i wasn't just dying seconds ago (and still was)?#isn't that literally what masking is?!#and the ''autism specialist'' ass therapist was like ''if you did it then you don't have a problem''#when i'm literally telling her how much of a problem it actually WAS?!#you know what's the best part about all this#that when i told my mom after i left that therapist that she didn't listen to me because [insert everything above]#my mom's response was ''well sometimes therapist will say things that you don't want to hear but you have to accept them''....#same woman who's always saying how much she hates therapists because they ''will say whatever and pretend they know shit''#ok so it's only The Truth when I tell you it isn't...
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why did i decide my next crafting project was gonna be a kit for klimt's the kiss. why did i do this to myself. bitch u are PINING.
#WAHHHHHH#the duality of fran#literally ignore me#but idk man the past few weeks have just been. PINING. PINING. PINING.#WE HATE IT HERE. I HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CRAVE ROMANCE. FUCK THIS#I LOVE LOVE AND IM MAD ABOUT IT#anyway cant finish the other piece until it dries. i had to rinse out all the water soluble marker bc i FUCKED UP the lettering#and cant try again til it dries. might go get a fine tip fabric marker and try with that instead#either way. current project is the kiss and im like. why the fuck did i buy this kit. why did i do this to myself#AND im playing a text based otome on steam??? ARE U FR GIRL???? ARE U STUPID?? (YES. YES I AM)#literally also play pathologic which is the LEAST romantic game of all time. its a horrible metanarrative tragedy#and YET. me and percy are both like. daniil??? daniil i love u????? sad russian man i love uuuuuu#anyway. brain is bad. i need to be buff and hot and just like. idk. loved. loved. loved.#love romance and im mad about it so im gonna go be emo abt thara celehar instead.#like. if im having a bad time u know who is also always having a bad time and usually in the exact same way as me???#thara. it's always thara. we have the same problems ok. anyway. there's also...no. i shant say it. but iykyk.
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Autographed Collectables hunty why are Acosta's knee sliders the same price as Mir's and a mere £39 less than Quartararo's??
#ALSO WHY THE FUCK WERE THE PRICES SO INSANE THIS YEAR?????#last year Mir's knee sliders were £90.....RINS WERE £30#now you want to tell me some kid who won M3 two years ago knee sliders go for OVER a hindred????#its literally the same shop as last year too it isnt some new signed rider merch store w insane prices#and im hating rn but when i get a proper job let it be known i WILL get an acosta knee slider !!#BUT IM GONNA BE MAD ABOUT IT#£160 is outrageous! i may be Acosta's no.dickrider but more importantly i am now signed collectables no.1 hater !!!#£160 blud i could literally buy a paddock pass n have the experience of FUCKING ROBBING HIM MYSELF#ok it was supposed to say im acosta's no.1 dickrider but ig i forgot that so it just says im his number dickrider ☝️😔#moto2#motogp#pedro acosta
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I did something today.
#i know this is like a journal thing#and I’m gonna put it in there#but i finally threw out the blanket i was assaulted on#god it took YEARS and i think the only reason i hadn’t done it sooner is because i grew connected to it#like it was a way of me holding onto who i was at that point#i was innocent#but i was violated and that’s not ok#I’m still working through that and forgiving myself cause it wasn’t my fault#and while there are folks who don’t believe me (hello mommy issues)#i felt like i grew some of my power and autonomy back#it was scary and i was crying by my apartment garage bins#but I’m happy#because this means i can buy new blankets and make new memories#and I’m looking forward to that :)#don’t worry this will self destruct#now that’s what i call blogging
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#my dad has always been a little… sexist#and when i was buying my house by myself earlier this year he made it pretty clear he thought it was a bad idea#because without a man in the house who was gonna build and fix things#and so i told him i would#and he kinda laughed at me and brushed me off and told me to call him and he’d come fix things for me#(which is funny because he never fixed anything at home growing up but that’s besides the point)#anyways i’ve taken it upon myself to send him pictures or videos of everything i fix myself to prove him wrong#because i am nothing if not a little stubborn and a lot persistent#today i fixed a bifold door that was stuck because of a broken part#figured out what i needed to buy all by myself and fixed it like the capable adult woman that i am#and when i sent him a video he said and i quote ‘ok maybe i was wrong’#which is so dismissive but also the closest i’m gonna get to him admitting he was actually fully wrong#so i’m taking it as a small win#today’s lesson is to never underestimate me because i will 100% do everything in my power to prove you wrong
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:/ uh
#hello????????#like listen if I offered to buy you the pack whcih was a few people and now you’re being weird as hell because it’s out but I’m work and#I haven’t gifted it to you yet and I told you way in advanced I was at work that day and it would be at night#your ass is getting blocked lmaooooo#like I wanted to give them away to a few people because I like giving things that’s my love language and I am not interested in playing it!!#let me get it for people who are#but if you’re gonna ve fucking WEIRD and entitled as hell!!#you are not getting shit lnao#ok I needed to vent I’mike???????
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fucking bonkers bananas to me how much the narrative around having fucked up traumatic life experiences is that you lived in a Different, Unreal world and have to adapt to the Real World, Where People Don't Do That. it is either the same fuckin world or a different one of equivalent realness. and your dumbshit Good Normal Life Views have plenty of fail states too, like imagining that everything bad is sequestered in a fucking pocket dimension
#dude i get it i am not saying my ongoing conviction that anyone in the world can quiet room me is TOTALLY accurate#but uh also given as i am insane. it is super more of a risk than people seem to be willing to buy!#the 'that doesn't happen' to 'ok it totally does but its for your own good and also the version i made up in my head seems more accurate#than what you're telling me abt what it's like so basically it doesn't happen even though it does and i'm gonna do it to you' pipeline#ppl who have been through shit do this also sometimes especially if it feels like an isolated thing they straightforwardly escaped#it's probably reassuring to believe you have immunity now in The Real World Where People Don't Do That#unfortunately this doesn't make it less dumb#do you know how many Horrible Unrealistic Edge Cases Of Badviolence the Real World enables. buddy. the call is coming from inside the norm
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I love when I'm talking to someone and someone else who I don't know like that butts in to ask a really personal question that informs the conversation they are not a part of
#joked to a coworker that shes gonna get in trouble for breaking dress code and ahe asked abt my shirt#and i said i have a special exception and was gonna leave it at that and tell her abt it later when ppl werent around#and my fucking old supervisor who was literally demoted for being bad at their job goes 'whats your special exception'#first of all who was talking to you. not me#so i said i am disabled and constricting clothes cause discomfort and they said 'why don't you just buy plain shirts'#BITCH WHO ASKEDDDD. first of all they do not pay me enough for that second of all they should just comply with the fucking ada#so why are they interrupting my fucking conversation to ask about my clothes#im just too tired and frustrated and stressed for this. theyre lucky there were people around or i would've lost it probably#lol when an ex coworker decides its ok to share what you post on your personal blog with people you still work with#if any of you are looking at this post again stop. leave my blog. its incredibly inappropriate to share a private blog without permission#i don't tell anyone at work about my blog for a reason. this has been my blog/diary since i was 12 years old#i say things on here I wouldn't say irl because this is where i vent thoughts that are harsh. please respect my privacy#and stop fucking snooping on me. thanks.#and please do no not mention anything you saw here to anyone ever. including me.
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Had to call an ambulance for one of my co-workers today, I'm still a bit shaken tbh
#nothing too alarming she was just feeling very dizzy and nauseous and not improving#but i was alone with her for a long while not really knowing what to do and jesus was that stressful#she's so sweet as well i feel really bad for her and she texted me of all people to come and help her i just :(((((((((#thankfully someone got in the ambulance with her#she's this sweet middle-aged korean woman who doesn't have a partner or anything so i just hope she's ok now#I'm gonna buy her a gift tomorrow or something i feel very useless#erola.txt#(it's relevant that she's korean because we're in the uk and english is not her first language and some people were a bit weird tbh)
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CURSE MY FUCKING SHITARSE INTERNET I JUST WANT TO PLAY SOME FUCKING TEKKEN GAAAAHHHHHHHH
REINA IS SO FUCKING SICK AND I CAN'T PLAY HER AGAINST REAL PPL I'M STUCK FIGHTING THE STUPID AI FUCK
#i have some christmas money lying around so i guess i'm just gonna have to buy an ethernet cable#my setup (if you wanna call it that) is really not conducive to getting wired up at all#but fuck man there's no way i'm gonna just not play this fucking game it's way too fucking sick#well at least i had plenty of time to play the story lol which for the first like 80% of it's runtime it's like hey this is fun#like it's not super boring & there are actually some really cool moments sprinkled in here & there#then there's the second-to-last jin/kaz fight which was kinda what i expected the finale to be#like ok they've got their big crazy final forms & they're gonna have their big over-the-top anime fight & that's all fine i guess#but then they have one last normal hand-to-hand fight#and speaking as a long-time hardcore tekken fan that last fight is one of the best most joyful experiences i've ever had with a video game#like i've always felt that jin's transition from tekken 3 to tekken 4 was such a cool melding of story with gameplay#like in story at the end of t3 he's betrayed by heihachi so in t4 he forcibly unlearns the martial art heihachi taught him#and this is reflected in gameplay by his moveset being completely different so them coming back around to that in t8#and reinforcing the whole theme of jin accepting his past by LITERALLY GIVING YOU HIS TEKKEN 3 MOVESET IN THE FIGHT AGAINST KAZUYA#WHILE A REMIX OF HIS TEKKEN 3 THEME PLAYS???? GOD WHAT A FUCKING SEQUENCE!!! CHEF'S KISS MWAH MWAH MWAH#and then just the lovely little moments of fanservice. obvious stuff like kaz wavedashing or he & jin doing the namco logo thing 1 last tim#but then obscure stuff like jins t3 df1 glitch & kazuyas weirdo t4 re-stun combos?? like how many ppl are even gonna know about that shit??#they hella did not have to do that but they did & it makes me so so so happy#so yea the t8 story is like 80% a fun entertaining little romp & 20% the hypest shit i've ever ever ever seen#and also reina is the best new character namco have made for tekken since steve in t4#it's funny cause in the whole leadup to t8 i was having a little trouble figuring out who i was gonna main#cause in t7 i spent most of my time bouncing around basically the whole cast before finally settling on julia near the end#obv no julia in t8 so i had to pick someone else & no one in t8 was really jumping out at me#lots of super cool characters that i'd already played quite a lot of but not really anyone that's like ok yea that's my fucking guy#lots of sick af potential secondaries but no main basically#then they released the reina trailer & i was like ok yea that's my fucking guy#sick design sick stage sick AS FUCK music & a bunch of mishima staples to go along with it???#she's got an electric? hellsweep? wavedash? flash punch combo? stonehead?#plus some heihachi specific staples? demon breath? heaven's gate? iron hand? fucking HUNTING HAWK??? then yea that's MY FUCKING GUY#so yea reina fucking rules & i just wanna play her against real ppl please for the love of fuck#OH ONE MORE THING THEY DID ANOTHER GREAT JOB WITH THE MUSIC. AT LEAST 3 NEW TRACKS ADDED TO THE TEKKEN PANTHEON OF ALL-TIME CLASSICS
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Bro no joke, forgetting that not everyone hates capitalism and then having to try have a reasonable conversation with someone about buying things... *eye twitch*
#to explain we will have person A - person B and then me#so person B is asking me if its ok to buy stuff from ebay - because i am a person that tries to avoid buying from amazon etc#and im like yeah should be because its independent sellers mostly - to be fair though yall. i barely buy anything online because i hate#online shopping. i try to buy things in person instead#anyways insert person A whos like 👁👄👁 oH aRe YoU oNe Of ThOse PeOpLE ThAt DoESNt pUrCHasE frOm AmAzON#yall im sighing just thinking about this conversation omfg its so stupid#anyways queue me explaining that yeah. i try to avoid it if i can because i dont like my money going to some motherfucker who doesnt need#the money (person B pipes in that jeff bezos is on the way to becoming a trillionaire which is Not Good 🙃 . thank you B now i will go on)#A then goes on to explain all the benefits to amazon “what if you want something the next day” i ask if theres really anything you truly#need right away like that. we used to live in times where you would have to wait or find it in a shop. A says “oh but its so cool and#convenient“ and i say sure. because they have the money and grew their business of being more 'convenient' than other businesses#A says “oh but the customer service is so good. if i want a return theyll do it straight away with no questions and maybe even give me#credit too“ and im like yeah. because they can afford to do that. ”sometimes independent sellers are in there too“ ok so buy from them then#If You Must but i can guarantee you mostly dont. not to mentuon theyre probably only on there in the first place because amazon has made it#so its one of the most popular places to use instead of anywhere else#and it went on. i just stopped talking eventually because it eas one of those situations where the other person was not fucking listening to#the point i was trying to make. which is that if you really have to. ok do it whatever. i get that its a bit impossible to avoid sometimes#im not gonna sit here and pretend when ive not been able to get something anywhere else i havent got it from there. but the point is to#actually think about WHY youre buying stuff and WHO the money is going to. because websites like amazon especially have created such a trend#of overconsumption. that you just buy stuff and then buy prime because oh its so cheap and useful and comes right the next day! and you dont#consider why any of these things are true. whos getting fucked over in the process. that you are one of the people getting fucked over!!!#lord i could go on but i shant#point is. genuinely do what you want like deep down i do not care it does not affect me and i know its not so straightforward#but people who just BLATANTLY and actively SUPPORT rich people (forgot to mention A kept talking about how the whole site was smart and that#Jeff was a genius blah blah) can you sit and realise that this whole system and that FUCKING Imbecile of a man are!!¡! a problem!!#i wish i could articulate it better but im leaving it at that#good morning yall xD#le text post
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i think that hands and that’s all.
#feeling not great but is ok! u can’t feel great all the time *eye twitches*#AND WHOS GONNA FUCKING GIVE ME MONEY TO BUY A COMPACT CAMERA CAUSE FUCKK I NEED THAT#give me money = give me work to do so i can earn money for the labor#me-uglypretty talks
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