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Dante asked to watch the stars with her
#sims#sims 3#ts3#ts3 gameplay#ts3 legacy#oh dont expect much from him#he got commitment issues and doesn't do anything more to her than ask to watch the stars or flirt#nothing more he useless#day legacy#day gen2#ashley day#and hes not married i just havent gotten rid of the accessory
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the dogs go out to wee for the last time before bed around 10pm-12am each day and obviously it's terrible weather for that (we didnt quite get 100mm of rain today, but it was close and it's not getting any lighter anytime soon) so i finally got them to go out at 1am
georgie did what i expected of just barely stepping onto the grass and immediately coming back in
but billy had to do his usual routine of running all over the yard for about 5 minutes and he is the soggiest, saddest little creature ive ever seen
#and he doesnt like being wet so he's diving all over the sofa trying to rub himself dry. like buddy this is on you#obv i helped him out and dried him as much as i could but i was calling him to come in that whole time and he did NOT care#oh well at least they went out and i dont have to worry about that anymore tonight#peach already peed on some cushions today because she couldnt use her litter tray on the balcony#she has two inside but was so disrupted in her routine that she ignored them and also the cushions were brought in from outside#so they were new and she didnt know they werent a toilet#at least the rain will finally stop around 6am so tomorrow will be better. but very muddy. the balcony will be fine for peach tho#personal#im just glad it's not stormy. just VERY rainy. i love the sound of rain just not thunder#we did get minor flooding up to the door tho. the back door has a small step and then paving and the paving got flooded#which is what i expected. very heavy rain will usually flood the paving and we're prepared for that
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I'm pretty sure I've admitted it on here before, but I actually do really love The Last Jedi. I think it's a really good movie! Well made, well acted, beautifully shot, the characters and their development is compelling. I enjoy it!
I do not, however, think it's a very good Star Wars movie.
#like. i absolutely get why so many people hate it#i think a lot of it comes from just how much it doesn't really feel like a star wars movie#the stuff about the force. oh that's 100% star wars and was so refreshing to see#but the bait and switch with audience expectation? yeah. i understand why a lot of people felt betrayed#i will die on the hill that Luke's characterization is compelling and really really fun to expore#do i think it was the best choice? no. not really#but it is FASCINATING. and probably the best explination you can give for why he up and abandoned Leia#something set up in TFA#i dont think i would have been satisfied with any other answer given#'oh. Luke ditched his sister when she desperately needed him and fucked off to some nowhere planet to find some plot breaking mcguffin'#yeah no thanks#i like that luke disappeared into exile due to some precieved failure on his part. very obi wan of him#that's a reason i can actually buy#plus like. exploring a character crushed under the weight of their own legacy#thats cool. thats FUN#i saw a really good meta about Luke's tlj arc that i need to find again
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TRUE!!! the original post was just made in reference to things that had inspired my own design and a wish to see more variety among the masked long-haired braided human designs that were absolutely DOMINATING the place at the time (nothing wrong with that, love those ones and i've drawn a few myself, just came from a perspective of missing seeing the truly unique designs that made me associate the design with the artist ;-;) but yea it definitely applies outside of just him. and outside of just pigs, looking at random animals can be a great reminder of how varied and weird some stuff can actually be :D
one of my favorite ocs, who i have drawn a grand total of two times bc i have been very lazy with art lately, actually ended up happening only because i got inspired by my own post fkjdhg
even tho it's a full year old at this point, still a pretty good drawing imo. i like his face :]
babirusa btw if you couldn't tell. he's a zombie piglin who has been withered :0
#i should draw him again#oh i should. wait i should give him an outfit i've had sitting on the backburner for a while#i have more nether outfits but just havent had any use for them. i should give him one i've been thinking about#this post was made solely to ramble a bit and show him off again#dude it is. so funny looking back at the 2019 art i have saved#and then seeing when The Shift happened. where everyone got inspired by the big artists at the time and it just took over#AGAIN NO HATE TO THOSE ARTISTS OR ANYONE WHO FELT INSPIRED I AM TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE SURE I DONT SOUND HATEFUL#IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY TO WATCH EVERY OTHER DESIGN DISAPPEAR FOR A LITTLE WHILE HKJFDG#some old designs are So <3 i still look back on those pieces a lot#anyone remember the short hair blond ones. miss those guys#that art of him with the knives on his fingers. if you know you know. evren this is targetted at you specifically fkjdhg#a lot of ppl have been expanding their horizons and straying from the expected designs which is fun to see again!#i still see a lot more human/humanoid art tho (not that i see much art today anyways) which sucks bc i looove how varied the pig designs ge#yes i play favorites. i favor the pig design a lot. i am a biased party <333
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#in the past i would have given up but now im like#oh right if i want something..... i gotta go for it and make it happen HDJDJDJDJDJDJ#itd be easier to give up tho LOL. god....#idk im just................ what if like. nothing even happens n i spejt all this time liking him like that would SUCK. hhhhhhhhh#i should just see if him n my ither friend wanna hang out but im ANXIOUS ABOUT ASKING#BC. GOD. the longer i dont see someone the more im like.... oh they probably didnt even like me that much JDJDJDJD#like this even happens with ppl ive been friends with for 15 years like i am just THAT insecure????#maybe not insecure.... idk. i think i just.... dont wanna get hurt so i tell myself that ppl dont actually like me. but thats like so dumb.#bc thats like... borrowing grief from the future right????? and like hhhhh god#idk i just like. sometimes its better to have 0 expectations or hopes??????#idk romance has never worked out for me b4 so why would it this time#tho to be fair this is the first time ive actually like wanted stuff to keep happening.#prev guys ive been like oh god oh no this is so fast#and its like. just them wanting to talk constantly#but now i have this guy that i talk to like. every 1 to 2 weeks LOL GOD#im trying to hang in there#i think its just that its passed 2am#idk idk#im just.............!!!!#and like what if bc im not moving fast enough.... he moves on JDJJDKDKDKDKDMDMMDMD#but then its like.... ok it wasnt meant to be then....??????#god this is so JDJDJJDJDJDJD#be careful what u wish for bc like. i said i always wanted a friends first slow burn and LMAO.......#hhhh n e way#im also like maybe i jynxed this whole thing by talking about it too much 😭😭😭#ugh whatever... im so JDJFJFJDMDMMD#personal
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mother: "theres this great job where you'd be on-call to come in!"
me: "ahhh i don't really want to be on-call, that would stress me out a lot because I'd always be on edge,,"
mother: "no you wouldn't, you could make it your thing!"
me: "...my thing?"
mother: "being on call! it'd be great! :)"
me: "i would probably be crying like... a lot ahaha. because I would always be on edge never knowing when to expect having to go into work, yknow?"
mother: "nooo, you could just make it a thing!"
me: "sorry, what do you mean by thing?"
AND I NEVER FOUND OUT !!
#i feel very ill fdsjkl tonight was ... not good#not the worst definitely not the worst#just. a lot of diet talk and making fun of other ppl that she expected us to all laugh at (and we did. idk if they found it funny.)#and brother labelling some influencer having rape charges against him just ''internet drama''#number one: i dont want to hear about that. number two: that is not just ''drama'' that is like. serious. what the fuck is wrong w youuuu#my mother will say that all the food i eat is very bad for me and do that while knowing full well i struggle to eat Anything#and say that simply Adding things to the diet is pointless bc ur poisoning urself still! u have to Take Out things! i cant fucking do that!#im still baffled that two years ago when i tried to go to them for help when i was almost fainting from not eating they just shrugged at me#''okay? why are u telling us this?'' BECAUSE YOU ARE MY PARENTS. AND I AM TRYING TO GET HELP.#i should've known better than to try tbh but like. its so hard to completely let go of every sliver of hope that they'll... be kind#like me saying i was feeling suicidal a few yrs ago just garnered a ''oh don't start this again. we're not doing this again.''#and me admitting my own damn self to the psych ward just had her telling me ''i dont think you actually needed to go :/''#mother dearest if it werent for the other fuckers in the brain (caused by you abusing me) then i would've been dead several times over#i am so fucking tired i am so sick of these ppl it is so incredibly painful and terrifying that this is supposed to be my family#this is the one support system i get in life. and it is no support system at all. i am fucked !! i am so unbelievably fucked!!!#i know other ppl make it thru but they are much stronger than me. i am lacking something that they all have lmao. i am cowardly and weak!!!#i have been trying so fucking hard to figure out how to like. make this work. how to survive in this society and its just. impossible#i think we're back to the clock ticking down as my bank account runs out#i cannot be employed and ppl keep telling me disability won't accept me so i am just. unanimously fucked over i suppose#i have two years !! two years until i run out of money!!! thats a lot of time!! to make all the art i want to make!!#i will make this work for these two years i will cope and make my art and disconnect and daydream through the intolerable parts#i will make these two years so good sdfjkl im gonna make it to the end of them#sorry this is all coming flooding out fsjdkl i've just tried so hard to be like. positive abt things and laugh abt things and be okay#im tired of trying to make it okay fdsjkl i am wallowing tonight i guess. boohoo poor little me fdsjkl i'll probably get over it soon#just need to like. let a little of the pressure leak out so i don't completely crack and do smth stupid#it will be okay !!! or as okay as it can be !!! this will be blocked out by tomorrow morning probably!!#or it'll have to be LMAO i have my silly old lady yarn group tomorrow and i need to be Normal for that#suicide tw#abuse tw#ed tw
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My greatest fear is that canon leander wont be scary enough
#they hype him up so much cmon my expectations will be raised ofc#redstrewn talks#my fear is insufficient fear#please be disturbing please plague my nightmares please render me sleepless please make the color drain from my face#nothing sexier than allat#i want him to do something so horrific that he will literally make me grab my monitor and scream NOOOOOO#or look away and clutch my face and scream NOOOOOOO#like “hoe dont do it. oh my god”
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TODAY'S ACHIEVEMENT: ALIEN ALIEN! MARLY COMPARED TO PRINCESS LEIA FROM STAR WARS(???)
#context#i did a drawing for an assignment with marly#all dolled up for use as artwork in william's gallery xoxo#and i explained it to another teacher who kind of likes to hear about marly and all the stories i put him in#he doesn't know it's actually drpf and it'll stay that way#and he was like 'i love the subversion of expectations here. he's like princess leia from episode six'#and i was like episode six of WHAT#he was like star wars. duh#now i dont know much about star wars but i do remember that one of my first ~whump awakenings~#was when a girl back in 2nd grade was talking about that one time in star wars when this alien captured leia#and said and i quote 'he had her like naked or whatever'#at the time i was like oh. oh this is interesting#but now i kind of realize i like this trope....#KJSKDJJKS anyway#duke of marlborough (alien alien)#alien alien au
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hm. my dad is now aware that i have slept over at eriks when i visit him.
#dont love that.#he brought it up bc i have an aunt and uncle in his city and i think he was going to offer to like see if i could stay with them at some#point to visit him#he was like have you thought of visiting erik in (city)? and i was like. yeah#and he was like. have you? and i was like. yeah. and he was like how many times? and i said twice and he was like oh. where did you stay?#and i said. eriks place. and he was like. oh. well you know you have an aunt and uncle there that would let you stay right? and i was like.#yeah i know. and it was in front of my mom and sister and brother in law and HIS sister and everyone was so quiet because they know how my#dad is#and i was like in the process of leaving so i just like said bye to everybody real quick and left so im still like. agh. scawed!#idk why even its not like theres anything he can do to me its just like. god i really want to have peace with him i do not want to ever hav#another lecture from him or get yelled at by him again idk im still scared of that. and he hasnt even met erik yet and probably has a#terrible impression of him now just based off of that even though i am always telling them great stuff about him i dont want HIM to deal#with that especially because i do not think that he would take as much bullshit which he shouldnt have to but god i just have this vision o#my dad like. pulling erik aside for a talk or something if they ever meet and trying to scare him and them getting into an argument bc erik#would stand up for himself#idk who knows if that will happen im literally making up scenarios in my head to scare myself but christ. \#the thing is also at this point in my life i just like. i have to keep moving forward in like. the whole living my life without constantly#thinking about the church's and my dad and the rest of my family's expectations. I have to. I almost lied to him but i didnt and thats#really big progress but im still so scared. but whatever. do it scared. agh!
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listen I think bulkhead is far MORE Boyfriend Material than most of the tfa cast but I doubt the majority of the fandom is ready for that conversation
#i admit i do obsess over the 3 out of 6 main guys the fandom goes crazy over#(the 6 main guys being bee‚ b1urr‚ shocks‚ megs‚ op‚ & blitz)#but in my defense. i only would want to kiss bee and thats it the other 2 i like to chop into pieces and cook them in a stir fry#bulkhead though is by far more hunka hunka burning love than all these losers#more hubba hubba even akdgdldhdlhffl#he goes so unappreciated tho including by myself i dont post any of my drawings of him :[#i think maybe its bc the writers dont. Bother giving him a huge struggle or anything so ppl dont get as invested in him#which could have Definitely been done bc bulkhead had this whole thing in the first ep#where hes like ''im not a brainless brute!! i have a sensitive side too!''#though they. resolve that by ''forget sensitive smashing stuff is fun'' bc this is a show for little boys in the early 2000s#oh wait did i say first ep i meant like the. 3rd ep ig#ok anyway#they do?? kinda touch on it again in later episodes here and there like the dinobots ep but its never.#Really Explored as much as i think it could have.#bc honestly i Love the arc bulkhead goes though where he goes to art#to express himself & kinda try to prove to the world that theres more depth to him than just The Big Guy#but they use it to be like ''BULKHEAD SUCKS AT ART LMAO!!! look at everybody making fun of bulkhead bc isnt it SOOOO funny''#like its not :[ but again this is a boys cartoon from the early 2000s idk what i was expecting#i think if it were made later it would have tackled that a lot better#and Actually have bulkhead being an artist be smth a lot more meaningful#idk maybe thats like me as a sappy artist though#at least the little kernels of a well crafted compelling bulkhead focused narrative are there. they just never put them in the ground#ogh maybe i should start obsessing over bulkhead and do the shit canon failed him on#this is how bulkhead lovers can win#i'll singlehandedly convince everyone that man is kissable (/j i dont actually think i have that skill to do that)#🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦
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i have officially, finally, watched all of lone star ... im emotional
#literally what do i do now?#genuinely already debating in my head how soon i can justify a full rewatch#like im not gonna rewatch it yet#genuinely#but how long do i need to wait?#anyways#the last two episodes were intense#oh my good god#like i was expecting it based on how everything was set up and from a couple spoilers i got#but still#the wedding!!!#'my miracle' i want to throw myself into the ocean i love them so much#there were so many times carlos called tk tyler in these eps and anyone who's been even vaguely keeping up with my liveblogs#knows how truly insane that makes me#i dont have words for how much i love them i really dont#also the bit with gwyn at the wedding!!#sobbing just an endless amount of sobbing#i genuinely dont know how i feel about all the stuff with gabriel#like i adored him and carlos having their whole bonding thing before... everything#but the rest of the plotline ... very dramatic even by this shows standards#i guess they had to keep up the streak of killing a main character every season#still im obviously very emotional about it and carlos is my baby so i still thoroughly enjoyed the eps#i also loved everything with andrea in these eps#her and tommy meeting was very important to me#god and all the stuff with judd and wyatt is so heartbreaking this show is so fucking relentless#give these characters a break please!!#anyways the wedding itself was perfect i truly love wedding episodes of shows so much#i truly cannot believe this is the first proper full wedding weve seen in all of lone star AND 911#like weve been cheated#911 lone star lb
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juniper has seemingly gained perfect flight ability overnight, not sure How but ill take it
#he can do short distance long distance he can do vertical horizontal#multiple times now hes done full loops around my room; staying suspended still in the air for several seconds without issue#ive peeked at his wings and like...the one that looked messed up definitely looks much better already#but i dont know how this happened so quickly LOL i expected it to take at least another week#although now hes trying to perch on my tv. no no#not on top of it.#no hes trying to perch on the like. the frame? that sticks out like less than a centimeter on the front#hes already tried it once and slipped off pretty quickly but its not stopping him from doing it again#oh. hes on top of my tv now.#what would happen if i turned it on rn.#simon says
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ok so if i stay up doing hw rn, i might be able to take a nap before school starts, nvm i have to shower too
ok so then i can just sleep after school
#I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH WHY DOES IT TAKE UP SO MUCH OF MY DAY ID RATHER DO MORE 16 HOUR SHIFTS DURING THE WEEK THAN HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL THAT#LONG LIKE WHO DECIDED I HAD TO BE THERE FOR ALMOST 8 HOURS SITTING AT A DESK WITH NOT ONLY NEW INFO BEING THROWN AT ME BUT ALSO BEING#EXPECTED TO INTERACT WITH SO MANY PEOPLE AND NOT HAVE AIR CONDITIONING AND I HAVE TO DO THIS 5 DAYS A WEEK??? FOR THE NEXT 9 ISH MONTHS???#WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON PARTICIPATION SHOULDNT THAT BE A LITTLE BONUS OR SMTH? ALSO WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON WETHER OR NOT WE TALK WITH OUR#CLASSMATES??#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MATH OR ENGLISH OH MY GOD I HATE ENGLISH CLASS SO MUCH AND SNFNEND#ok so last year i chose the higher level course for math but then i thought my counselor changed it to standard level after i told him abt#it BUT THIS YEAR i show up to the first day and yk we do ice breaker activities which is ew EXCEPT I WAS SAT WITH PPL I KNOW FROM#ELEMENTARY and theyre actually pretty easy to talk to so i was like wow nice i might actually like math this year AND THEN I SHOW UP THE#NEXT DAY AND HE HAS A SLIDE SHOW THATS LIKE Welcome to HL Math Applications!#so yeah. theres that little problem but imma put up with it and hope for the best bc maybe ill actually get this teachers way of teaching#and i like the ppl i sit with#and i dont wanna have to move my whole schedule around just to switch levels#wow. if you read this far i applaud you ty >3#i totally did that backward i meant <3#des vents
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macaque is definitely the type of antihero who will use his evil, intimidating reputation as a force of good. just... in a very apeshit way.
#✘ — i was good but then i quit. ( headcanons. )#✘ — forget everything you used to know. ( study / rambles. )#just thinking about how he motivated mk to get his powers back in season 3#just 'oh? you don't have your powers?? guess you cant stop me from crushing your friends. some hero you are :)))'#its the juxtaposition of the winning side and the king the prince and the shadow where in that episode ---#he's NOT fucking around anymore. he takes mk down in 3 hits. thats how you know he's been holding back on the kid#its like... macaque doesn't believe himself to be good - or capable of doing good things... but he still WANTS to help#so his answer to that is 'well if nobody is going to trust me. if people are only going to expect the worst from me -#- then i guess i may as well use that to my advantage '#thats what i mean by he's very subtle with showing he cares / helping out#its very easy to overlook him and just think he's being a shifty bastard as per usual#does it make the way he goes ABOUT 'helping' good?? no! him traumatizing and smacking mk around is definitely#not okay. and while i don't think he's gonna be doing that AS much post season 3 - i still think he's not redeemed yet#so he's gonna still be doing shifty bastard things#he's still a manipulative jerk saying awful things to ppl. and sometimes i dont think he's actually trying to help#he doesn't really.. care if he hurts ppl's feelings. UNLESS he actually cares about them#which is far and few in-between considering he's mainly out for himself#its HARD to pin down this fucker's intentions because it really just depends on the circumstance and the person in question
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Shakes the bars of my cage I need to draw soooo bad I need to draw I need to draw let me draw I have to draw I need to draw I must draw (<- has been too sick to be on electronics much and doesn't like doing traditional art)
#rat rambles#Im starting to feel better tho Im betting within a day or two Ill have made a full recovery#but I just have so many things I wanna draw all the sudden and its killing me#its because I've been thinking abt ocs again and that gives me a lot more options lol#in particular I've been thinking abt marci and toon more again recently#its just the two of them flirting in their mutual workplace environment with toon being dead serious and marci doing it ironically#the main thing is that marci was rly under the impression that toon like. hated her and was taunting her since they're friends with loonie#who long story short is marci's ex childhood best friend who she fell out with after the death of loonie's mom#the two are not on good terms in the slightest and marci knows very well that loonie would want her dead if she had been more honest#so as toon starts to like get more casual and like genuine with marci as the two spend more time together marci warms up somewhat but still#doesn't rly see toon as a friendly figure until they take her out to a museum and marci kind of snaps a bit and asks toon to stop beating#around the bush and is caught off guard when toon seems genuinely kind of hurt and meekly explains that they were just trying to help her#because she had seemed rly stressed and sad all the time and they thought that their lil dates had been helping her relax a bit#that confrontation left marci initially feeling confused but after the initial shock she was mostly left with a sense of dread and guilt#partially because she had just snapped at someone who she had grown to care abt for no reason and partially because she now felt that she#was hiding stuff from toon that would cause them to change their mind on her immediately if they knew#aka that she and loonie are divorced and that she thinks its mom sucked absolute ass (which she did)#oh and also that she used to have a crush on the guy that killed its mom who was also his mom which is also the reason she hates said mom#said mom treated him (aka midas) like shit and tried to get him killed several times#so when all hell broke loose marci at the end ended up mourning midas much more than his mom who everyone else was mourning#including loonie since it actually had a very positive relationship with its mom and a very distant relationship from its siblings#now marci never admitted all of this to anyone but she did act on those feelings to eventually lash out at loonie causing a huge fight#basically she yelled at it for being pushy and clingy and forcing her into a job she didnt want and expecting her to solve all its problems#the two dont necessarily hate eachother but they definitely heavily resent eachother#they still often long for eachothers companionship but not nearly enough for either to wanna make ammends#so toon quite liking both of them causes some internal conflict for the both of them#loonie is fully aware that toon has a big ol crush on marci but doesnt stop them from being friends with her even if it makes it sad#and marci rly wishes that toon wasnt friends with loonie but feels guilty for feeling that way#its a complicated situation and one that rly isn't helped by the fact that one of the three has the dead god queen mom#loonie could get away with a Lot and everyone knows it
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"Um,Ryo,wh-whats this exactly?"
When Sukuna places an odd looking mug of dark red liquid in front of you,you feel yourself sweating slightly.
Sukuna merely groans, "right,i forgot."
And then drops three marshmallows in your mug,just the way you like it. You dont know to be touched by how he remembers the way you like your hot chocolate,or be scared of what the suspicious red liquid is made of.
"no i-" you smile awkwardly, "thank you,but that wasn't what i meant."
"you want more?"
"no!" You sniff the mug slightly and frown, "what is this,Ryo?"
Sukuna sips his own drink without much care in the world,and takes a sit across yours.
"blood,what else?"
When he sees the color drain from your face, suddenly,he starts cackling like a maniac.
"oh shit- you should see the look on your face!"
"WHAT THE HELL IS IN THIS DRINK RYO!?"
He doesnt stop his cackling,only wiping tears away from his eyes as he looks at you with mirth.
"taste it, you'll figure it out."
You give him a face, "heck no!"
"babe,its not blood-"
"how the fucking can i trust you!!!"
Sukuna just laughs and drinks his streaming, whatever,and shrugs.
"then you'll never know."
When you watch the small marshmallows starting to melt in your own drink,you give it one more sniff before taking the smallest sip you could.
And when the sweet taste of chocolate burst on your tongue,you let out a surprised sound and glare at Sukuna.
"Red velvet chocolate? seriously?"
"what?you expected it to really be blood? seriously?what am i,a demon or something?"
You snort and drink your hot chocolate happily.
"nah, you're a curse. The king of them actually."
"yeah yeah,funny."
And when you watch the snow fall from outside your window,you smile and turn toward your boyfriend with an innocent grin.
"so,can i have another mug?"
And when Sukuna places your second mug in front of you with four marshmallows on top this time,you cant help but to think that its the best hot chocolate you've ever drank in your entire life.
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