so many times i tell myself "i'm gonna go", i follow my adhd clock alarms, make my bagpack, get dressed, and then i literally can't go out of the house. i try my best. this is what trying my best looks like for me. but then i can't do the task because of my disability. and that should be ok. i won't let this asshole system and society tell me i'm useless. i'll just take a few more days to apply to this job and go to the bank. resting when you need it is the most punk thing!