At last: Klara of the Voices, known as "Little sister" of the chapter (even though she is larger than most of her battle-brothers)

Decorated with mementos from past battles

If any trinket gets lost, she will just have to destroy an important chaos marine and make another

This makes her the fourth (Champion Nikanor not pictured here) member of the company hero squad, along with Deathwatch veteran Michaeas and lead company ancient Kristof

taylor announcing something on the eras tour will always be my favorite thing!!!

the bolter, like an animal that learns to run from real danger: us traitors never win and i was a flight risk with a fear of falling, i jump from the train, i ride off alone and you wouldn’t be the first renegade to need somebody and i’ll make myself at home and he’ll want me to stay but i never had the courage of my convictions as long as danger is near and it's just around the corner, darling, because it lives in me, nothing lasts forever… and i took your matches before fire could catch me, i’m the wind in our free-flowing sails and i gave it my all, he gave me nothing at all, then wondered why i left and the bravest thing i ever did was run and believe me, i could do it

wip wednesday 💕

i'd like to take a brief interlude from my depressive spiral to present a small excerpt from the slutty elriel fic i'm working on, still hoping to get this out this week but taylor swift put a pin in my plans and i've been wallowing in bed for like 96 straight hours.

no warnings here bc im saving the actual slutty content for the full published piece.

hope everyone's having a good week 💖

Elain blindly wandered down the dark hallways.The echo of her heels on the stone floor was menacing, causing the already frantic beat of her heart to rise to an almost worrisome crescendo. It didn’t help that she could barely see and was relying solely on the occasional flickering fae light and the cool, insistent shadow pressed to the small of her back to guide her towards her mystery destination.

It felt like she’d been walking for hours, turning this way and that in the labyrinth that made up the various chambers of this unfamiliar place but finally, the pressure of the shadow on her back eased as she approached an arched door right at the end of the seemingly never ending hallway. She paused in front of it, unsure what to do until the shadow slid up her arm and along her neck, wrapping itself around her ear. 

Go.

Elain swallowed, her gloved hand reaching out for the doorknob. 

Subconsciously, she knew where that shadow had been guiding her. Knew that the neat, dark interior of this room was the perfect match for what she’d always imagined in those salacious dreams of hers.

She’d been ready to see him. Aching to see him. But to open the door and get her first glimpse of him… she hadn’t quite been ready for that. 

Azriel was reclined in a leather chair behind his desk. The jacket he'd been wearing earlier had been discarded and left to drape on cabinet at the far end of the room. The first few buttons of his crisp white shirt was undone, providing a glimpse of the tantalising tattoos hidden underneath. He had one long leg folded over the over, one ankle resting on his knee. And on that knee, cradled by his large, scarred hand, sat a short glass of amber liquid that perfectly matched his honeyed eyes.

“I’ve been waiting for you.”

I have so many thoughts about this album I cannot even account for all of them, they're just one violent greek chorus screaming in various tones, getting louder with every song

I’M DONEEEE WITH TTPD on first listen, the bolter, who’s afraid of little old me and I can do it with a broken heart are top 3 in some order (also shoutout to I hate it here which hit too close to home and left me in tears lol)

honestly i think i claim the entirety of the anthology + loml + so long london

Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

Suddenly and forcibly reminded of the time in sixth grade when I got it into my head that starting a UFO/Paranormal club would be a great way to make friends.

(Narrator voice: It was not. It was not a great way to make friends.)

updated overall faves from the top of my head:

cassandra who's afraid of little old me? the bolter but daddy i love him guilty as sin? the alchemy florida!!! the smallest man who ever lived

hey if ur one of the 3 people i talk to daily dont read this...

seriously dont!!

okay anyways soooooo wtf do i do y'all??? i do not think im handling being extremely attached to and lowkey obsessed with people who live really far away and who I'll likely never be lucky enough to meet...

like??? 😭😭😭 talking to them and caring about them and knowing them feels so fucking good but also it so often hurts like??? what do you mean me, a sad, scared, pathetic, traumatized desperately lonely broken little person suddenly has multiple people not only interested in me sexually who think im hot (huh????) but also are seemingly genuinely interested in me as a person??? for the first time in a very very long time... and they are all literally so far away... and i just...

its not fair.. 😭😭😭

and also its literally so scary like why did i let myself get SO attached???? it's going to hurt so badly when inevitably these internet flings arent forever...

i am. wishing i had gotten The Bolter collectors cd :(

I was so right thinking that The Bolter was going to be my favorite of the 4 bonus tracks!

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