#not tagging anyone bc i was tagged in this like a million years ago but i still wanted to do it nonetheless uwu
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feeling like a total asshole today 👍
#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night#i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know#so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD#but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying#and i felt absolutely nothing#idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel#like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just?????#that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car)#and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow#and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago#i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back#not right now#not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week#but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go#and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now#and all i can think about is that i'm anxious#i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know#i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it#bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has#but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality#why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain#like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings#i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it#i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it#i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly#so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language)#is easier than talking in spanish#and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind#but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/#i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit
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Ahhhh ok since everyone is doing it, here I go…..
When I saw Elvis on opening day last year, I was only going because my aunt wanted to bring me. After seeing the movie, I was not only shook af but also in love with austin. I was like all of the other people who didn’t like Elvis, but 3 days later I came to my senses.
Me being me, I ran to this hellsite to find fanfiction about both austin and Elvis. I remember taking a screenshot of someone who had said something along the lines of “WHERE ARE THE AUSTIN BUTLER FICS??!!” Well person from about a year ago, there’s thankfully plenty of them now.
I want to just thank everyone who I’ve met in this wonderful community and have formed bonds with, specifically @cryingabtab @austinbutlersbaby @powerofelvis @rosaminny @eliseinmemphis @butlersxbirdy @mooodyblue @marooosa @burninlovebutler @samfangirls @foreverdolly @lindszeppelin @thatbanditqueen @precious-little-scoundrel @polksalademma and Becca! (I’m sorry I couldn’t remember your username😭) I love you guys sm and I couldn’t be luckier to have such a wonderful group of people in my life, thank you times a million 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
I’d also like to thank everyone who has written my fave fics bc they give me LIFE @cryingabtab @austinbutlersbaby @elvisabutler @prompted-wordsmith @burninlovebutler @powerofelvis @butlersxbirdy @mooodyblue @samfangirls @foreverdolly @headfullofpresley @mooodyblue @elaaronpresleysgirl @dilfelvis @blurredcolour @kiankiwi @deterioratingxprisons @be-my-ally @ggwritesstuff @plasticfantasticl0ver @stay-wildin @devilsflowerr @precious-little-scoundrel and any others that I may have forgotten! When I add those tags when reblogging your works, I seriously mean what I say 🥵 like DAMN ok y’all didn’t need to eat and leave no crumbs like that but you DID!!!!!!!!!
Also shoutout to the people I don’t really talk to but see in my notifications, I love you guys sm you are my WORLD 🫶🏻
Also I would lastly like to thank Elvis because when I went to go see this movie I was on my graduation trip, fresh out of high school, freshly 19 and it was such a vulnerable time in my life because I didn’t know what I wanted to do or where to go but this wonderful angel of a man blessed me with just a fraction of his beautiful spirit and energy and my life has never been the same sense…. Never in my life have I woken up with such a wholesome feeling in my heart and said “wow, I am so lucky to be able to know about and love this man”. Like I never have loved anyone in this world so much, and I’m sure you all can say the same.
Anyways, I’ll end this before I get too sappy and start crying, but I just wanted to say happy one year anniversary to this movie, and I love you all so much 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
Love, Mila 🥰
#currently celebrating with E’s fave pizza#bbq pizza#just e things#I love you all seriously like so much
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20 Questions For Fic Writers
gonna unofficially thank @forabeatofadrum for this tag bc she said whoever wanted to do it and I wanted to so here it be!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
49??? What when how did that happen??
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
706,964 woah so not quite a million but uh I have shit to say apparently
3. What fandoms do you write for?
46 of the 49 fics are glee lmaooo, two are Newsies and one is Roswell, New Mexico! I anticipate more Newsies (Javid) fics to come because I’m obsessed
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
There From The Start
Cornelia Street
Here We Go Again
An Honest Man
If Music Be
All for Glee: Klaine!
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try to respond to as many as I can, but I usually forget lol. If someone leaves an insightful comment though it will usually spur a long conversation in the comments and I LOVE IT
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
If The World Was Ending bc they uh :) die, technically speaking
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Uhhhh probably every other one??? I really don’t like sad endings so most have a happy ending, but i actually really like the ending to Stick Season because despite it being so terribly emotional and angsty, I feel like the ending is a turnaround and really hopeful!
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not really? A few annoying comments telling me characters wouldn’t act this way, and one asking me “where my creativity was” which rubbed me the wrong way but I try to focus on the positive ones! Those definitely linger in my mind longer 💞
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Don’t look at me. Yes. Sometimes. Idk man sometimes those dudes just need to fuck it out???? But I usually only write it if the story feels like it’s naturally going there. It’s never really porn for porn’s sake (for clarification there’s nothing wrong with that we all love a little pwp), it’s usually the sappy emotional kind that’s mostly feelings and vague descriptions. it’s definitely not my forte and something I still get a little embarrassed and self conchas about lmao
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
Not recently but I did have a Supernatural/Glee crossover a few years ago (shut up I was 16) and honestly it was loads of fun! Blaine was the child of that Gay Angel and Repressed Bisexual Man. Absolutely a slay
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I don’t think so? But a few old ones from my fanfiction dot net page ended up on one of those search engine thingies??? Idk how to explain it or how to take it down but honestly… I have bigger problems lol
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No but if anyone ever wants to let me know!!! It would make me so happy!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yeah! Quite a few actually. I usually do the franken-fic every year and I did the roulette challenge and that m aforementioned crossover was actually a collab! Some of my favorite memories was writing the final chapter of A Night At The Ryerson House with @esperantoauthor 💞
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
OOF. Okay so. With 46 fics on AO3 you could say Klaine has a special place in my heart, buuuuuuut…….. my best friend introduced me to newsies in April and I seriously think it did something to my brain chemistry because Jack and Davey own my entire ass
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Ugh. I’m so fearful that I’ll never finish Amidst The Chaos, which I LOVE but takes so much out of me. There’s also one I’ve never posted called “Strangers Again” that involves like timeline jumping but in a romcom way that I’m not sure how to go about??? Also the community college one. I have so many.
For Javey I tried writing that Spider-Man AU but like. I need to re do the entire first chapter. I absolutely hate it actually and I think it’s because I don’t have a clear vision of what exactly I want, but I know what I DO NOT want????
16. What are your writing strengths?
Uhhhhhhhhhhh I’m actually not sure entirely? I’m gonna go with dialogue bc that’s usually how scenes come to me first.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Scenery/setting/sensory, world building, plot points, physical movement holy fuck do not get me started when That Guy has to move Across The Room AHHHHHH I wanna tear my face off
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Love it! In my brain Jack Kelly is Mexican because I love to project, and I’ve got a wip where Blaine is involved in a Hispanic community (no he’s mot Hispanic he’s just got a Mexican friend who is an old lady and also Catholicism is involved it’s a lot to explain okay go with it) so I like to use it, but only in a way that feels natural to ME based on MY experiences. Different people have different approaches!
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Glee!
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
Oof. This one is hard but I think it’s an even tie between Here We Go Again and If Music Be!
Tagging: @somefeministtheatrepls @somanywords @justgleekout @kurtsascot and anyone else who wants to try!
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Get To Know Me Game
@omgkalyppso tagged me in this game ten million years ago.... sorry for my slowness LOL but thank you for the tag!!!!! I'm gonna tag.... @psycherprince @higurehige @trashdogpenultimate but feel free to ignore if u don't wanna do it!!
1. Are you named after anyone?
My deadname is kind of based off of a city from a book, and my current name is a biblical name.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday/today. I listened to Apex of the World + Id (Purpose) and got emotional, haha.
3. Do you have kids?
No, and I do not ever want any. I would make an awful parent to human children. I'm kind of scared of kids? I respect them but I'm afraid of like, accidentally impacting them bc they're so impressionable.....
4. What sports do you play/have you played?
I used to play on a baseball team before my disability made that more difficult. I also played tennis just for fun. I still miss tennis... (If archery counts, I also shoot recreationally.)
5. Do you use sarcasm?
I used to use it a lot more but I think I use it less now...? I try to talk as literally as possible. If I DO use sarcasm, I try to be VERY obvious about it.
6. What is the first thing you notice about people?
If they're making an effort to appear friendly or not. If I smile at a person and they don't smile back.
7. What's your eye color?
Brown.
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
¿por qué no los dos? I'm a hurt/comfort bitch. That being said, I do like plenty of horror movies without happy endings...
9. Any talents?
Eh... I don't think I have any 'talents'. I have things I'm skilled or semi-skilled in, but I don't think I'm just inherently good at anything.
10. Where were you born?
St. Petersburg, Florida.
11. What are your hobbies?
Drawing. Hiking. Birding/looking for animals + bugs in general. Cooking. I used to garden... I miss that, but I don't have a yard. I'm TRYING to make exercise regular enough to be considered a hobby, but it's not going well...
12. Do you have any pets?
Mochi "The Baby" Von Coolwhip (cat), Niles (cat), Dr. Bright (carrot tail leopard gecko), and Corrin (corn snake).
13. How tall are you?
5'5". I wear boots that make me 5'8" when I leave the house, though.
14. Favorite subject in school?
I had lots of favourites... English across the board, but in highschool specifically I loved my AP art classes, my law studies class, ASL, zoology, and marine bio.
15. Dream job?
Hm. Some kind of field biology. Tagging and studying birds or bugs or something of that sort.
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i was tagged by the wonderful @energievie yesterday but i never got around to it so i'm doing it today to answer some end of the year questions 💙
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
171
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
1,126,901
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
don't act like you don't know
i know they're watching
oh lover boy
take me out (& take me home)
why do you do this to yourself
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
always! if people are kind enough to leave me a little message at the end of my works, i want to be able to take the time to respond to it
5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
oh god, i don't know i don't really write anything with angsty endings, i'm a lover of happy endings almost exclusively, so i guess i'll have to go with--
so this is christmas
6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
too many to choose from tbh uhh [spins wheel] [flips coin] this one
if it makes you happy
7. Do you write crossovers?
hell yes, i'm a slut for a good crossover, here i have two:
stuck in reverse
made for lovin' you
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
lmao ooooh yeah
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
[sighs] yes, on occasion, but i haven't written any for my current hyperfixation yet (gallavich) but i kinda wanna put some in my bb fic so we'll see if that happens
it also doesn't help that it takes me nine million years to write smut because every time i do i blush like a fucking virgin for literally no reason
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i know of
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
yeah, a few times
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i've never co-written a fic before, but i've definitely co-plotted many a fic
13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
idk u guys i usually say joshdonna from the west wing, but gallavich game them a run for their money this year tbh like i'm down so bad it might actually be them now
14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
probably a place in my heart will always be hers solely because i never came up with an actual ending for it so even if by some chance i update it eventually, i doubt i'll ever really finish it
15. What are your writing strengths?
dialogue and characterization (i think?)
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
pacing and consistency
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
if you can speak/read/write other languages then i say go for it, but me personally i only speak english so you will not see me attempting other languages in a fic bc i know i will butcher it and nobody wants that
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
marvel? like a decade ago? probably clintnat or stevebucky and i orphaned all of them
19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to?
ooo good question, idk i've toyed with the idea of writing feysand (acotar) fics before and even started a couple after my last re-read, but i've never fully pulled the trigger on it. maybe someday i will
20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written
what we stay alive for
tagging anyone who wants to play, this was really fun
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
thanks @inaconstantstateofchange for the tag!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
54
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
275k (damn, i hadn't realized it was that much overall)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
primarily dragon age (i've dipped into a few fandoms wrt fic writing over the years, but dragon age has been a mainstay for ages now)
and most recently, a for me unhinged amount of bg3
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
GET IT KIDS
The Common Tongue (Of You Loving Me)
Clean-Shaven
Slow Burn (that title is massively false advertising fyi)
Kintsugi
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
i Want to respond to a lot more than i actually manage to do >.> unfortunately the comments that are super lovely and involved are often the ones where i get super intimidated about answering bc i want to make it a Good ReplyTM ^^'''
basically if you've ever written me a nice comment, be assured that i swooned over it, even if i never got the spoons together to reply
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Good Men, Fall To Dusk, hands down. p sure that's the only one that could qualify as an actual tragedy
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
oh hmmm. the majority of my fics tend to end happy overall, but i think Mirror on the Stage, Star to Star, Sun to Sun, and The Common Tongue (Of You Loving Me) are like… the most Joyful?
okay also honorable mention to Rites of Remembrance for having a very horny and very joyful ending XD
8. Do you get hate on fics?
so far, thankfully not! like, a handful of thoughtless comments over the years, but no Hate
(psa: "hey wouldn't it make more sense for this premise if you'd written a completely different fic instead" is a shit comment to give to anyone, alright)
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
oh so much
a lot of kink and character/relationship-exploration-y stuff especially! and also i've been called the pegging monarch, so there's that XD
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
not really, i tend to have a million AUs instead XD i did write a tiny bit of the hobbit/pacific rim fusion fic ages ago on tumblr! that's probably a contender for the craziest one
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i know of
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
i think so XD someone def asked if they could translate one, but off the top of my head i don't remember if they ever got around to it
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
yep! once a few years ago, and more recently just So Much of the trio au
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
saar/solas <3 i've just accepted that they're my forever blorbos at this point (and yep to no one's surprise i did put them in bg3)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
the rest of the rites verse fics tbh. i still love my space cats, but whew. no more spark to write in that fandom
16. What are your writing strengths?
i write really good smut and really good horror 💪
also people keep telling me i'm p damn good at characterization, which is good bc to this day i feel like i'm making it up as i go along
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
semicolons em dashes run-on sentences my beloved
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
if you want to, go for it! granted, i'm coming at this mainly from a fantasy language perspective bc that's what tends to come up in what i write, and i'm v much a fan of picking apart fictional languages
19. First fandom you wrote for?
oh god that's lost to the ages. Might have been yu-gi-oh???
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
ohhh man HM. toss-up between The S͍̈́o͓̖̖̺͆ͩͣ̑ṋ̻̭̉͋͑g̓ͥ in the Halls and a matter of love, i think? song in the halls was the first time i Really wrote horror (and had SO MUCH FUN WITH IT), while matter of love is, uh. really fucking personal. it means a lot to me. so, yeah!
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Last Line Tag
You tagged me a million years ago @bianxiousandcute but I just remembered lol (so I'm tagging you to post two new lines bc I know you've been writing recently <3)
These are the last two lines of my treatment for Screenwriting class so they're not very fancy but:
Bethany is in a booth in Perkins’ Pastries working on supply purchasing. Sawyer hums as she works on baking a batch of flower-shaped sugar cookies.
It's just the end scene of the script. It mirrors the first scene where Bethany is working in a boring cubicle (which she likes) in dead silence except for typing on keyboards. ((It's a Hallmark movie, the main character does a total 180 at the end))
Tagging: @bianxiousandcute @sprqpointintern @changelingbaby and anyone else who wants to :)
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Thanks for the tag @the---hermit ! 💕
Nickname: tbh i don't really have one? Some friends call me b. Just the letter b. (Short for Bea.) Others call me Emma or Sara bc for some reason people seem to mistake me for those names fairly frequently. Like a weird amount. Neither of those even slightly resemble Grace, but i guess they still count as nicknames?
Sign: Cancer
Height: somewhere around 5'7? 5'8?
Last thing I googled: EDC removal biodegradation
Song stuck in my head: Fired My Therapist by Madelline
No. of followers: on this account it's a pleasant 198!! Love you guys! 💕💕
Amount of sleep: 2 hrs. Help. Akjxkajska
Lucky number: 3, 7, 11, 12
Dream job: probably like a museum or hotel guest services specialist. Working with people directly to teach them about local wildlife and natural history while also still having highly variable days that allow me to work within a WIDE skill set. I think I'd also really like consulting as a sustainable design specialist! Or being a professor! Or scientific diving! Or-!
Wearing: Very comfy teal-ish pajama pants + yellow shirt + pinkish peach sweatshirt
Movies/books that summarize you: BOOKS: The Martian by Andy Weir, The Library of Babel by Jorge Luis Borges, The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan, Instant Karma AND Cress by Marissa Meyer, Journey to the Center of The Earth by Jules Verne, Island of the Blue Dolphins by Scott O'Dell, Brain on Fire by Susannah Cahalan, Silent Spring by Rachel Carson. MOVIES: Princess Bride, Moana, Finding Nemo, Frozen, The Sound of Music
Favorite song: Take the Weight by Kristin Stokes and Rob Rokicki. (Subject to change in the next 30-1300 seconds)
Aesthetic: morning light shining through crystals in windows and casting rainbows all around a room. Water splashing up and sparkling in the light during an early morning paddle out to a quiet surfing spot. overgrown jungle trails teeming with unusual life. Paint stains on old t-shirts and paintbrushes tucked into perpetually wild hair. Well-worn field guides, pocket-sized sketch pads, multi tools long since broken in, creased maps covered in scrawled writing, and pages and pages of notes (with exclamation points aplenty) on how to read the land, sea, and sky. Stacks of books lovingly arranged and filled with homemade book marks (paint swatches with doodles inked on). Dream destinations tacked up on the wall. Musical instruments and songbooks in every corner. Whiteboards with doodles and architectural sketch ideas with arrows pointing to hastily written acronyms and questions. Laptop with one million tabs open. Leg always bouncing, eyes always starry, shoes always tied tightly ready for the next adventure. Always humming. Faint smell of green tea and vanilla.
Favorite authors: Marissa Meyer, Rick Riordan, Neal Shusterman, Rachel Carson
Favorite animal noise: when my dog gets really excited she does this lil grunting thing that sounds a bit like a contented Berkshire pig. She's so weird i love her so much.
Random: I have a long term goal of watching all the Disney movies in the primary language of the country in which they’re set, so I’m trying to learn like All The Languages. It’s a lot but it’s FUN. The University of Hawaii at Manoa sent me a copy of Moana in Hawaiian like a year ago and I’m STILL freaking out about it ITS SO COO L.
No pressure tagging: @daydreaming-optimist @contre-qui @seasoftea @sttchingllies @oceanok @willowstea @thiscolorfulmess @suckstobehuman @whats-in-a-username @silhouette-of-sarah @humble-boness @earlymoderngothic @cheshire-castle-library @noa-the-physicist @backtomycorner @permanentreverie @notetaeker and anyone else who wants to join in!
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tagged by @grimjobs :)
1. named after anyone? nope
2. last time you cried? i think two days ago
3. do you have any kids? nope
4. do you use sarcasm a lot? i used to believe i did but then i realized it wasn't sarcasm lol
5. what’s the first thing you notice about people? their bodies taking up space
6. colour of your eyes? brown :)
7. scary movie or happy endings? happy endings please
8. any special talents? i can do that thing that looks like a peace sign but with my whole hand, like, my pinky and ring finger together, then ring finger and middle finger make an angle, and my middle finger and index together... i can actually make any combination with my fingers on both hands
9. where were you born? mi buenos aires querido (argentina)
10. hobbies? i'm one of those people who has a million hobbies but it doesn't mean i'm good at any of them and also i go through phases where one of them is my main hobby and the others leave my mind which i hate bc i wish i could enjoy everything all the time, anyways, they are : reading, writing (poetry), learning languages, anime, kpop (mainly bts), drawing, singing, listening to music, playing instruments (clarinet and a bit of guitar) and i used to solve math problems for fun but college ruined the spirit.
11. any pets? a dog named emma
12. what sports do you do/have you done? besides handball and volleyball during PE in school, i did taekwondo for like a year and a half, i wouldn't have stopped if it weren't for the pandemic
13. how tall are you? idk.. somewhere in between 150 and 160
14. favourite subject in school? ummm it depended heavily on the prof but i'd say either math or biology
15. dream job? i wanna be a scientist but also i've dreamt of owning a bookish themed café with my cousin
no pressure tag: @readingravens @astrudy
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15 questions 15 tags
i was tagged by @stevethehairington (Macks I am avoiding cleaning doing this rn omg)
1. Are you named after anyone?
Ummmmm sort of? My full name is actually William, I go by Liam. Originally when I chose it I was just Liam, but then when I told my great aunt my chosen name she said oh! Like your great uncle Billy! William! And I just kind offell in love with it? It felt like it was a family name again and so yeah. Sort of named after someone
2. When was the last time you cried?
Mack said something so cute about it being bc of something I wrote which makes me wish I had a better answer lol I cried two days ago because of an overwhelmed anxiety attack
3. Do you have kids?
No and I don’t know. I really like kids and I’d love to be a dad but I’m kinda terrified of fucking them up so haha I’m a teacher I have 180 kids a year
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Too much lmao or not enough
5. What's the first thing you notice about people?
How they treat other people I always look for that especially people in service/retail. Also what they choose to talk about/what is important to them
6. What's your eye color?
Dark brown almost black
7. Scary movies or happy endings?
I'm stealing your answer, Mack. I love scary movies but scary stuff with a happy or at least cathartic ending are so elite
8. Any special talents?
LMAO well I have over half a million words of fic published :O ummmmmm I also make journals and take photos! Oh also I have the Snow White effect (Babies and animals adore me- my family tend to just hand me babies because they stop crying and/or fall asleep in my arms always)
9. Where were you born?
Wouldn’t you like to know weather boy lol born and raised New York baby
10. What are your hobbies?
Writing, cooking, journal making, knitting, looming, I like to go on drives, watching movies, drink making
11. Do you have any pets?
A beautiful puppy dog who is my whole heart, a sweet guinea pig who is currently staring at me and a hermit crab!
12. Have you played/do you play any sports?
No I was never good at sports haha I got kicked out of ballet when I was 5 and that was the beginning of the end
13. How tall are you?
5’7”
14. Favorite subject in school?
History aka why I teach it now
15. Dream job?
Teaching! I love teaching it’s my whole heart passion. Ummmm if I had a crazy choice tho? I wanna write and then direct movies about my books
tagging: @riality-check @henderdads @gothbat99 @thefreakandthehair @legitcookie @maxinemaxmayfield @maxineholtzmann
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@larryrickard and @spineless-lobster tagged me a million years ago, thank you!! <3
List 5 favourite shows (in no particular order) and answer questions accordingly.
01. The Thick of it
02. Without a Trace
03. Hap and Leonard
04. Lost
05. Yonderland
Who is your favourite character in 2?
Danny (big surprise lol)
Who is your least favourite character in 1?
It’s hard to tell bc those characters weren’t designed to be liked so uh they all suck in their own way. But in a good way you know? But uhhhhh I‘d say John Duggan I guess?
What’s your favourite episode of 4?
UHHHHHMMMM. OKAY. "Lockdown" is obviously an all-time fave but there are better eps in the later seasons like "Greatest hits", "Dr Linus" and (unpopular opinion) "The End". There are too many to choose :(
What’s your favourite season of 5?
Gotta be season 3 🫡
What’s your favourite relationship in 3?
If we‘re talking platonic then yes. Hap & Leonard. What a duo what a dynamic so well written i‘m actually going insane over them btw
What is your anti-relationship in 2?
MARTIN/SAM just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! (Martin/Sam/Danny though? Yes please)
How long have you watched 1?
I think i started watching this march, and i haven’t stopped since
How did you become interested in 3?
i‘ve been watching enrique’s entire filmography and. He‘s in it. And BOY am i glad bc i would’ve regretted not seeing this masterpiece of a show. (please watch it if you haven’t)
Who is your favourite actor in 4?
Michael Emerson takes it. BOY does he take it
Which show do you prefer 1, 2 or 5?
god. I‘m so sorry but i‘ll have to go with my awful copaganda show :( wat it is
Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3?
23 vs 18 episodes, and i‘ve been rewatching ttoi on loop for months, whereas i‘ve only done a partial rewatch of H&L
If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?
Bernard or Vincent probably lol. Just chillin'
How would you kill off your favourite character in 5?
Vex? You want me to murder Vex? Okay. Killed very dramatically by Negatus (they‘re divorced your honour), the whole cliché list: dying in his arms "i always loved you" yadda yadda (sorry)
Would a 3/4 crossover work?
Honestly? It‘d be so epic. Hap & Leonard on The Island. Yes please
Pair two characters in 1 who would make an unlikely, but strangely okay couple.
*points at adam/phil* THEM!!!!!!!!!!
Overall, which show has the better cast, 3 or 5?
You‘re not making me choose here, right? RIGHT?
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15 qs / 15 mutuals
i was tagged by @jamietarrt a million years ago and i’m finally doing it skfhjksdj
are you named after anyone? not really? my middle name is sofía bc my parents’ neighbors had a daughter named that and they liked it
when was the last time you cried? genuinely do not remember
do you have kids? no but i want to someday
do you use sarcasm a lot? me? sarcasm? never
what's the first thing you notice about people? i genuinely do not know lmao
what's your eye color? hazel
scary movies or happy endings? both
any special talents? is repressing emotions a special skill
where were you born? santiago, chile
what are your hobbies? giffing, going to the theater, playing cozy cottagecore type games and lately, making bracelets
have you any pets? my family has a dog that i love with my whole heart
what sports do you play/have you played? field hockey and basketball (both when i was in middle school)
how tall are you? 5'9 / 1.80m
favourite subject in school? english or journalism
dream job? i just wanna make enough money to live comfortably and afford traveling
tagging anyone who wants to do this bc i can’t be bothered to come up with 15 people <3
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chapter 16-don’t swallow the cap
“I’m in no hurry, Nandor. If you are… well. If you need more time—maybe just give yourself some patience—”
“I am over seven-hundred years old. I shouldn’t need… patience.”
ahHAHHAHA WHATS UP GUYS thank u for ur patience---I’m considering this still a Sunday Upload bc I haven’t gone to bed yet and if I am Awake it is not tomorrow yet.
This is. A chapter for sure! I didn’t edit it as harshly as I have some of the more recent uploads, so I am very happy to report that if nothing else---I genuinely had a fantastic time writing this one. It felt as easy as some of the earlier chapters did to write, so I’m hoping it retains some of that dreamy nostalgia from the beginning.
In this here beast lies Laszlo+some really stupid powers, Elvis, Guillermo+a lock picking set, Guillermo saying baby 1 (one) time ((i might cut this i still am on the fence about it lksdfj;aldkj)) aND!!!! sex shy Nandor---and just. Yeah. Idk what to say for myself idk if anyone else is going to like this bUT I DO SO HERE IT IS.
So yes, action is finally happening in the penis department. YippeE ;LSAKDF;ALK So you’ll note the rating has moved up to E, and we have some new tags. oh my god where is that meme i made like a million fucking years ago---
I have not changed even a little bit since making this like four months ago. That being said. ENJOY LAKJF:ALKSDJ:LADJS
#vh#i'm sorry for making you guys wait 100k for them to bone but i'm also not sorry about it at all#also feel free to dispute my use of Guillermo de la Cruz's 1 (one) allowed 'baby'---i am too tired to worry about it anymroe#i am not even joking this chapter would have been up an hour ago if i hadn't gotten caught up in that.
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thank you @insideline for the tag! i love reading about you all and also talking about myself :)
Rules: tag 9 ppl you want to know better
Last song: unsure and can't check on spotify as i've since listened to an episode of you're wrong about but i'm currently obsessed with maggie rogers' new album so i'll say horses off that bc like. horses. running wild. i wish i could feel like that for just a minute! alt pop needs more women who wail and maggie gets it. thank you maggie for your service
Last show: last show i finished i think was abbott elementary? which was very good. last show i got at least mildly obsessed with was superstore before that. by that i mean i think i read almost all of the superstore fic on ao3 in like one night. my last concert however was carly rae jepsen at a lovely outdoor venue and it was an extremely beautiful experience :)
Currently watching: only murders in the building season 2! the finale is out on tuesday and i'm so excited and happy to be watching something that comes out an episode per week again instead of all at once lmao god. i haven't been into some of the choices this season (cara delevingne my parasocial enemy) but yeah. fun mystery and a bit of peril wrapped in an overall very comfy vibe. i also started watching the sandman bc i remember being into the comics like a decade ago (😩) but i'm less confident i will finish that. other than that unfortunately i think i've watched every good video essay on youtube at this point but i'm still making my way through some of the wait in the wings videos about musical theatre productions. and i am WAITING for michael's microphone to tell me about gossip girl!!!!!!!!
Currently reading: vagabonds by hao jingfang! she said NFTs suck and she was right (idk actually i'm only a third through lol). i've also been halfway through a place of greater safety by hilary mantel for hmm over a year but i WILL finish it. one day. anyway idk why i keep sabotaging my goal to start reading more again by choosing books that are a million pages long and slightly hard to get through.
Current obsession: um scotty james and the daniel ricciardo bottom agenda. let the man get fucked by his guypals for god's sake he needs it. rotating my WIP in my mind instead of writing it even though i am mostly making myself finish it to relearn how to write fiction after not doing it for like a decade. fantasising about buying a sewing machine instead of finishing my 2 ongoing crochet projects. going for dinner with friends as often as possible before it starts getting dark early and cold again. finding new recipes to try while i'm on leave from work before i start getting sick of having to cook in the evenings again. thinking about sinophobia, as always. fantasising about going back to china again.
i always come to these late so i feel like a lot of people have done this already lol. @nottiinrosso @20timesisay @maidenpole i don't think you have yet? but also no pressure. and anyone else who hasn't done it but wants to!!!!
@undetectorist YOUR TIME HAS COME ALSO. @dorothywilde as well x
#sorry this is so long i love to chat so much lol.#and i am not very good at starting or maintaining online relationships but i'm trying to get better and i am always open to talk!#so like if you ever want to message me about anything please do lol#just don't send me anon asks about specifics of f1blr drama i have mistakenly waded into pls bc despite all appearances#i don't actually like to stir shit. any more.#i actually desperately need to finish and post this fic so i can commence my career change from occasional tepid take haver#to wholesome harmless and fun content creator#i restrain myself on tumblr so much actually would you believe i am probably the least deranged here than i've been anywhere else#no more takes! fanworks only! i want a quiet life!#ANYWAY. i'm going back to work next week so i'll probably be on tumblr more lmao. though i work in higher education so. maybe not#unfortunately. shit sucks huh#tmi
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i was tagged by @surajmukhis like 3 million years ago sorry 😭😭😭
favourite time of the year: autumn when it's between 15 and 20 degrees out bc that's the only temperature range i like
comfort food: for personal reasons i try very hard not to have one!
do you collect something: notebooks..... and also lamps. funnily enough
favourite drink: lately i'm really into cold sparkling water– no but listen 😭😭😭 i can't drink too much juice bc recently it gets too much too sweet too heavy. so i drink water. but my favourite is definitelyyyy tea.
favourite song: girl. literally changes every day every hour every minute. some of my faves rn are probablyyyy
mascara - xg
what's left of you - chord overstreet (it's a vegaspete song what do u want me to say)
love me wrong - isak danielson (another vp banger argue with the wall)
future perfect (pass the mic) - enhypen
acacia - yezi
current favourite song: AAAAAAAAAAacacia by yezi next question
favourite fic: thorns & roses and the amazing showstopping life-changing sequel a splash of the sun by my bestie @onstoryladders of course (otherwise my fav fics are secret <3)
tagging: i never have anyone to tag the rumours are true butttt uhhh @disaster-j @vickyawesome (if u don't wanna do it just ignore it ofc <3)
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THUMBPRINT CHALLENGE
I was tagged by @godswar to participate in the THUMBPRINT challenge like, a million years ago. Sorry about how late this was, but ty for the tag!
rules: look back on your work, both past and present, finished and unfinished. what are five to ten narrative elements or tropes that continuously pop up in your work? tag as many people as the number of tropes you listed.
Trope:
Armed to the teeth: You know those scenes where the characters end up in some sort of underground situation, and they’re forced to give up all their weapons. They keep on giving and giving and giving, until they’re down to just the clothes on their backs. Yet there’s that one character that still has to keep pulling out weapons, and even then they’re unsure whether they gave up all of them or not. This, to me, is a *hilarious* trope, and I love writing it. Adds to the je no se quas of the scene, yk? (I’m so sorry, french speakers everywhere. My 3 years of french completely failing me rn.)
Narrative Element:
Food: Lovingly crafted descriptions of food, glimmering and glistening and yearning to be pulled out of the page, to be savoured in your mouth-food as plot, food as narrative. Just… food man.
Trope:
He who fights monsters: As described by tv tropes, he who fights monsters is, essentially, a corrupting trope. It’s the embodiment of “do not become a monster when fighting a monster”, and I love it. There’s just something so intriguing about a character starting off, just wanting to make the world a better place, suddenly getting sucked into a web of horror and coming out for the worst. It’s the good shit.
Narrative element:
Love: More specifically, any type of love that falls outside of the typical, cookie cutter suburban neighborhood love. What does love mean? What different forms does it take? How does it change a person? And what does it mean when it isn’t all that you imagined it to be?
Trope:
Enemies to lovers: Listen, I am a simple bitch, and when I see visceral loathing + attraction between two characters it makes my brain cells collectively keyboard smash. There’s something about bringing out the utter worst in a person, and still falling for them, even at their lowest point that *does* things to me.
Narrative Element:
Urban Settings: As a born and bred city slicker, i love books that take place in cities. That doesn’t mean I, idk, have a grudge against books taking place in small towns or out in the country- a lot of those books are near and dear to my heart. I just love having narratives where part of the plot is exploring the city, it’s nooks and crannies. It’s such a wonderful setting and it can be utilized in a lot of ways, from chase scenes to heists to team meet ups!
Anddd that is it- about 6 tropes/ narrative elements that are common throughout my writing! I’m… honestly unsure what to do about the tags, bc I have little to no mutuals on writeblr LMAO (probably mostly bc of my lack of an intro post and general non-participation in the community. That will change I swear.) So uhhh anyone who wants to join can! Good writing everyone!
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