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runa-falls · 7 months

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THIS STEVEN:

WHAT A MOOD. I NEED TO SQUISH HIM SO BAD.

he's in his own world, drowning in an oversized sweater <3 bby has not a single thought in that noggin'

#steven grant #my-secret-shame

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virtie333 · 26 days

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I'll see you and raise you...

from @sarah-weizhen-xu

(I just found it and had to share)

#ask box #oscar isaac #leto atreides #my-secret-shame

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nowritingonthewall · 7 months

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Chrissie, please help me (you're my only hope) Where is this from?

(ILY)

Aaahhh Fen, I am so sorry, I’d say it’s from 2015, around the time when he was doing promo work for Show Me a Hero and TFA but I am sorry to say that I have know idea what exactly happened here 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Maybe somebody else could help????? Pls?

#chrissie answers #my-secret-shame #oscar isaac

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soft-girl-musings · 2 months

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He <3

!!! him 🥰

#ily both #asks #my-secret-shame #steven grant

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fdelopera · 2 years

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Cat Boy Steven.

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE SO CORRECT???

#my-secret-shame #steven grant #canonical catboy

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joyful-soul-collector · 1 year

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For the Weird Questions for Writers (because writers are weird) number 10 please (only if you want to answer 😄♥️)

10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?

Oooh this is a good one. Yes, in a way! See I also upload my fanfic to Wattpad as well as AO3. I don't have any particular ties to Wattpad, I just like to make the stories available to as wide an audience as possible. However, Wattpad has an algorithm that's bunk as all hell so normally I don't get more than like 50 or so hits on there, and definitely no "votes" as they call them, nor any comments.

Except, on Here to Help (link to ao3 version here), which seemed to have caught the algorithm's eye.

This fucking thing has 171k hits on there. 5.4k votes. For context, HtH has 104k hits on AO3 and 2k kudos. There's more votes on Wattpad since you can vote on each individual chapter there, but still like. That's a fucking lot.

I have not updated this thing in two years. It still gets regular comments on it on wattpad. They're all from like 12-15 year olds, and most of them are completely irrelevant to the fic itself.

There's been a pair of kids sending lyrics to "American Pie" back and forth to each other in the comments section. They're sending one line at a time. They're not done with the song yet. It's very annoying and I could just delete the conversation and stop it altogether, but I can tell they're having fun so I'm waiting until they're done with it to delete it.

That has been happening for a full week now.

Two children actively told another child NOT to go on ao3 because "it's full of depressed su!c!dal kids who feel pain alot" and "the tags Will definitely not hold back on description. I got traumatised just by reading some tags. Be careful commrade……be careful *hobbles away like an old witch*".

That happened yesterday.

A child yelled at me in the comments for the story containing the spideypool ship. "At least WARN us about spideypool I hate spideypool more than I hate myself and that's saying something" the child cried. I told them they should've looked at the tags of the story before reading it, as it was clearly tagged as spideypool. The child yelled more, saying I should have put the spideypool tag AT THE TOP instead of near the bottom, where I had tagged all the other ships contained in the story. At the top is where I tagged all the trigger warnings I thought would be helpful to see first. I told them they needed to be responsible for their own internet experience and then blocked em.

That was after the story had been on hiatus for a full year already.

I COULD GO ON

This story has been on hiatus for 2 years and it still haunts me to this fucking day. There's obviously more good than there is bad tbh, I get lots of funny comments and compliments on this story I worked very hard on. One of my favorite upsides however was the day it became #1 in the tag for PTSD:

Mainly because I could screenshot it and turn into a meme:

So uh. TLDR of this is Yes. I do have a fic that haunts me. It's haunted by very entitled 13 year olds.

#marko answers #my-secret-shame #here to help #I'm actually trying to finish this fic finally #I figured out how to end it within about 2 chapters #and I'm very very slowly trying to write them #there will still be foreshadowed bits I'll never get back to but luckily no full blown plotholes #tying up loose ends from my Irondad days essentially

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stripesysheaven · 11 months

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💘- i need you to like me soooo bad

(every lost opinion you have is 100000% correct)

awwww oh oh that’s so sweet of you 🥺 and i DO love you <3 also pretty sure you were the first lost blog i followed during my current lost phase at some point late last year, then ended up going fully lost early this year. like oh honey you are ICONIC of course i love you <33333

x

#this means more than you know <333 #my-secret-shame #asks #my posts

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loki-hargreeves · 2 years

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For the Spooky Season Celebrations! (I love this) Can I be really cheeky and do a 🎃 and a 🎲 ?

🎃 ~ Trick or Treat! The generator chose a treat for you so here's a fic recommendation

Pretty Things [Abel Morales x Reader] by @youvebeenlivingfictional

🎲 ~ I’ll send you a writing prompt

Dialogue prompt "I think I’m cursed.”

[Spooky Season Celebrations 2022]

#happy spooky season my friend <3 #asks #answered #spookyseasoncelebration2022 #my-secret-shame

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mrcspectr · 2 years

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✨when u get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to lately, publish and then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) ✨ ❤️

Oh word, I love these.

Hey Kids by Molina (feat. Late Verlane)

Losing My Mind by MISSIO

Skeleton by Anavae

Insomniac by Amber Run

NO ESCAPE by HEALTH (feat. The Neighbourhood)

#there's a theme here #that might not make sense to anyone but me #but it's been my brainstorming playlist for this fic so skldgjslkjg #my-secret-shame #asks

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campingwiththecharmings · 1 year

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YOU ARE KILLING ME WITH THESE TAGS! (continue)

#❤️❤️❤️#my-secret-shame #asks

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my-secret-shame · 2 years

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(why have I made this? who knows. is it just to amuse myself? most likely!)

Split into series & characters! I'll try to keep this as updated as possible!

Blake's 7 (all) Avon - Vila - Blake - Tarrant - Dayna - Cally - Soolin - Jenna - Gan - Orac - Servalan - Travis

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The Card Counter William Tell

★

Dune Duke Leto Atreides

★

Jurassic Park (all) Alan Grant - Ian Malcolm

★

Loki (all) - Loki (tv show) - Loki (ragnarok) - Loki (the dark world) - Loki (Thor 1) - Loki (Avengers) - Loki (Infinity War) - Thor - Mobius - Sylvie - Hunter B15 - Ravonna Renslayer - Kang - Casey - Miss Minutes

★

Lost (all) Sayid Jarrah - Kate Austen - Jack Shepard - Claire Littleton - Hugo "Hurley" Reyes - Shannon Rutherford - James "Sawyer" Ford - Walt Lloyd - Jin-Soo Kwon - Sun-Hwa Kwon - Charlie Pace - John Locke - Michael Dawson - Boone Carlyle - Ana Lucia Cortez - Mr. Eko - Desmond Hume - Benjamin Linus - Juliet Burke - Daniel Faraday - Miles Straume - Charlotte Lewis - Richard Alpert - Frank Lapidus - Ilana Verdansky - Bernard Nadler - Rose Nadler - Penny Widmore - Christian Shephard - The Man In Black - Jacob ★

Mojave Jack

★

Moon Knight (all) Steven Grant - Marc Spector - Jake Lockley - Layla El-Faouly - Khonshu - Arthur Harrow ★

Only Lovers Left Alive (all) Adam

★

Revenge For Jolly Cecil Dennis

★

Spiderverse (all) Miles Morales - Gwen Stacy - Miguel O'Hara - Hobie Brown - Peter B. Parker

★ Star Wars (all) Poe Dameron - Finn - Kylo Ren - Luke Skywalker - R2D2

★ Sucker Punch Blue Jones

★ Triple Frontier Santiago "Pope" Garcia

★★★

Oscar Isaac All

★

#edits masterlist #edit masterlist #my stupid edit #my stupid edits #(affectionate)#masterlist #my-secret-shame

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runa-falls · 9 months

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Hi, hope you're okay! If the ship game is still open, could I play? (If it's not open please delete this and cast it into non-existence.)

I'm 5'5, an Idiot, long hair, tattoos, love language that I do is probably gift giving/acts of service, I also am terrible at describing myself it seems.

okok, so since your love language is acts of service i was trying to think of a blorbo who's constantly stressed out and just at the cusp of being unable to take care of himself. and then i thought of llewyn.

this man is a mess, bless his heart, but he tries his best. i'm not shipping you with him bc i think you'd make a good babysitter or something (lol), i just think that if there is one blorbo that appreciates a partner who makes him coffee in the morning or buy some guitar strings just in case his snaps, it would be llewyn.

he's a scatterbrain, his constantly tired, so leaving something behind (even something big like his guitar) is almost a daily feat. thankfully you're there to look out for him. he repays you with his love language: physical touch and quality time. (llewyn is touch starved so he clings onto you as much as possible. he's also a sad loner so he always wants to be in the same room as you)

he's been drifting through life since he started songwriting, and though he has a handful of friends, and a community of folk singers/listeners, he's always felt super alone. he's afraid to go back to his family, to tell them how hard life has been lately, but with you, he feels like he can be vulnerable and talk about it.

i like to imagine that you're both idiots together, idiots in love. but you're idiots in different ways so it balances out the relationship.

#my-secret-shame #shipping game #llewyn davis

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virtie333 · 16 days

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L👀k at hos sparkly eyes