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mel-loly · 3 months

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-Who is happy to have this little thing for 3 years here on the blog!? :]

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stinkrascal · 1 year

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ppl on tumblr will literally see the most personal vent post with under 30 notes and be like “dope, this fits my blog theme, reblog”

#i guess it is my fault for posting my feelings on a blogging website where the ability to reblog is looming over our heads at all times #but also idk i feel like u should be able to read the room too #i always forget that no rb button exists until my text posts leave my sphere #they only ever go from 15-ish notes from my simblr friends to maybe 40 notes from weirdos before i remove that option #but its always really annoying when it happens #actually on my old old old blog from when i was 16 my post w the most notes was a vent post LMAO it has like 100k notes. so embarrassing #i dont see it on the dash anymore but i saw it a lot in 2016 and it was really awkward #i wasnt even that sad i just wanted my tumblr boyfriend to pay attention to me HAHAHAHAH classic baby bpd jaiden moment

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cherrilemon · 10 months

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It’s been maybe 4 years and I’m still crying over the fact that no one showed up for my Sweet 16th… no friends wished me a Happy Birthday 🥲

Maybe if I was more outgoing the few friends I did have would’ve shown up? Maybe if I found decent friends I wouldn’t have to worry about being left behind as much as I was…

#vent blog #vent post #I hate my old friends #fuck everything

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always-andromeda · 1 year

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just some thoughts I’ve had as of late; or, reflections on how you've changed so much that you've become unrecognizable to me.

No matter how far apart you and I have been we've always found some way to meet in the middle. Whether that be a once a month phone call or a once a year visit in the middle of the night where we'd drive around for a few hours. We'd talk about being depressed and feeling stuck and not knowing what we wanted to do with our lives and how that guy you worship (and I hate) is doing. Then we'd hug and say goodbye and I'd hug you again because I missed giving you hugs and I missed how soft your hair was on my cheek and I missed how warm your sweaters were. I didn't miss much from before. But I missed you.

And maybe that's the part that's so heartbreaking now. More often than not, I find myself not missing you anymore. Partially because I realize that the you I knew doesn't exist anymore. Or it's hidden under years of weed and beer and disillusionment. Either way, you're not there. You haven't been for a long time. I've just been so unwilling to admit it to myself.

But you texted again for the first time in over a month saying that you finally dropped the shitty roommates. I say I'm proud of you for moving into your new place and you say:

thanks bro

I miss you

you unfollowed me on twitter :(

how are you!!

I know our conversations didn't always go like that. But I can't fathom how I went from from feeling like I could tell you everything to hesitating to even talk about how classes are going for me. And you bring up Twitter. Fucking Twitter? It's been months since we've genuinely talked and you wonder why I don't follow you on Twitter? Maybe that's part of the reason why when I see your name pop up on my phone, I get angry.

And I could never tell you that. Hell, we've known each other since we were thirteen and as much as I dislike the person you've turned into, I could never hurt you like that.

Part of me will always love the person I made that Breakfast Club themed birthday present for. The person I made cherry turnovers for on Valentine's Day. The person who walked to the Dollar General just to get snacks for a movie night. The person who I used to sit on the phone with for hours upon hours at a time. The person with the flip phone and the strict parents and the Ferris Bueller voicemail and the beanie and the obsession with cars and just enough hope to carry you forward. The person I promised I would never give up on.

I love you so deeply, but right now I hate you. And one day I hope that I stop hating you. I hope what's left of you doesn't slip through my fingers. I hope I don't lose you. I hope that you really do miss me. I hope that I genuinely mean something to you still. I hope that all all of that hope isn't misplaced.

For the love of God, I want to hug you again. I have lost so many friends and I don't want to lose you. I want us to talk about how we're both doing better and I want to hug you and feel how warm and present and whole and alive you are. I want to be able to sing Your Song again and cry happy tears because it will always be your song to me. I hate you right now and I'm sorry for it, but I love you. That love will always exist in me and it will always be yours if you need it.

#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#a letter i will never deliver to an old friend #these little vents only get more and more dramatic and personal lmao sorry #it's my blog and i can scream into the void if i want to #it's healthy <3

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yoonstudios · 2 years

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i think i'm just becoming more unapproachable as i get older which isn't really something i planned on

#in real life i mean #or maybe online too idk #rant time– you don't have to read if you don't want to lmao <3 #people don't really approach me irl #my mom told me i tend to look serious most of the time and my default stance is having my arms crossed so maybe that's the reason lmao #i want to talk to people about things i like but i don't even like talking to people with the same interests as me #i can't carry a convo for more than 5 minutes like what am i supposed to talk about after saying hi? the weather?#i love talking about religious and philosophical stuff but i can't really find anyone that likes to go really deep into it like me #(i'm very grateful for the friends that i have– don't think i'm not!)#maybe i just need to up my socializing skills #but as soon as someone comes up to me i have this urge to run away like a grizzly bear is chasing after me lmao #and i know i've been the main reason why my old friendships (and a relationship) didn't last that long #decent communication and intimacy are not my fortes #i'll try harder!#anyway–#i feels like this is more of a vent blog than a bts blog i'm so so sorry about that #i'll try to talk less about my life here and just post the usual bts stuff #i'm surprised you all still follow me honestly lol but thank you #mutuals + followers please take care of yourselves!#alright i'm gonna go and i don't have a clue when or if i'll come back :))))#bye <3 #maddie.txt

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sennamybeloved · 2 years

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going back through my vent tag on this blog makes me feel proud of how far i’ve come in terms of self confidence and emotional regulation. i always worry that i’m making no progress in terms of my recovery but that tag singlehandedly proves that i have and that makes me really really happy actually. i’m kinda proud of myself.

#the downside is that all of my old mutuals mustve thought i was off my rocker nutty insane #sorry friends i was just really mentally ill #still am #but i was not in a good situation then #anyways #i’m supposed to be changing my blog theme #what the hell am i doing #lotus rambles #lotus vents

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anurarana · 1 month

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hey i know u didnt mean anything malicious with it but i really dont think calling people dumb and telling them to go read a book is a great look when u have followers with things like learning and intellectual disabilities who can see that kind of rhetoric come from ur mouth

I understand where you are coming from so I deleted the rb but I need you to reflect on if this was necessary to send to me

#the specific point of the post was the lack of reading comprehension that people on this site have #so let's go over the post. ex gifted kids using burnout as an excuse to not engage with any sort of internal assessment #and just complain about being dumb. beyond this short vent post. that is often grating to listen to and constantly hear when people with #learning disabilities have had to work exponentially as hard in the same rigorous and demeaning environment #2nd. the tag was gifted to iep -> the person who made the comment = me also has a learning disability #so going to other disabled people and telling them that the way they express frustration is wrong is really annoying #3rd. the read a book comment stems from a common phrase to mean go educate yourself. it does not need to be an actual book #so I am sorry that sometimes words said in the moment not intended for you can bounce back and feel insulting #but you have gotta get a backbone and realize not everything is about you #that might feel harsh but it is 8am and school is a very specific sore spot for me #also “bad look” I am not an influencer I am a 19 year old dropout on a personal tumblr blog #if you are my friend then come to me and we can have a conversation. if you are not then you really need to learn when things #are not actually a problem #delete later #I try to be very nice and that is not fake but this sort of thing irks me

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hottedpantsupahead · 2 months

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real nice to know I'm still never anyone's priority or even a second thought yeah just plain say you don't want to wait for me or care if I'm not around I don't know why I expected otherwise

#Hello vent blog my old friend #Thought these people cared about me but I'm still nothing more than an after thought

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tacticalhimbo · 3 months

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man i'm ngl, i've gotten to a point where i can't even enjoy any indulgences i put into my fixations because like. i feel like i'm either too annoying to people, or just not worth the energy it takes to listen.

because time and time again, i get talked over. i get brushed off. i get thrown off to the side while it becomes about everybody else and their ideas and their fixations, then when i get quiet, i'm the dick

for so much talk about collaborative efforts and communication and creating safe spaces, i'll tell you i feel none of those things anywhere i go. i always feel like i'm sidelined until something better comes along. not here, not on other sites. i just don't see a fucking point in trying to do anything anymore, genuinely

#txt #cw vent #cw vague #it's nbh really but it's just. a thing i've noticed across my time trying to rp and trying to get into different things #and when i try sharing my interests with friends new and old #creativity and enjoyment and collaboration are all bitches when you're a mess to begin with :D #nothing feels real and i feel awful and i hate opening myself up to people bc it never. works. and i'm stupid. for thinking it ever will #not really relevant to last posts either this is more a behind the scenes thing #between trying to ease back into my rp blog and doing some stuff via discord and whatnot

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bottomcyclonus · 1 year

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My sister is a total cunt and around when we were kids, 12 (her) and 15 (me), she became a really big fan of that Jesus guy, but in a ‘if you wear lipstick that’s TOO red you’re clearly a whore who is doing naughty things with the devil’ and ‘all “dark” animals like black cats, snakes, rats, spiders, and bats were sent by the devil himself”. W e had an older home, and the way it was set up is that one of our vents had a chute that went over the porch, and you could look down it and see basically right over the porch itself. This is relevant because I, at the time, really wanted a cat and our parents were considering it. However, cheese cunt (my nickname for her which she hated <3) saw me looking at an adoption page for a black cat. She absolutely lost it and said that I was trying to bring the devil into our home and that I was going to hell and that that cat was evil and going to claw out my eyes in my sleep. We got in a BIG fight over that. By the time we moved out there were still puncture marks in the wall from where she went at me with a fork. Back to the porch and vent. Kind of. I _needed_ to get this bitch, so I recruited two of my good friends who I knew would be ready to commit a fuckery. One of them had a pet snake (which I think she found in her yard and abducted adopted) and she fed him frozen mice and whatnot. Obviously we weren’t going to involve her snake, but the frozen mice? Those were fair game. Her job was to bring the mice and help behind the scenes. My other friend, he’s a big guy, intimidating if you don’t know him, *his* job was to be the devil. We’d found a dead bat in my attic (again old house) and made it look alive with popsicle sticks, then tied it to a string wound through the vent. We planned the fuckery for when our parents were staying at a hotel for their anniversary, so we were home alone all weekend. We had a pizza box as bait outside, with the frozen mice inside arranged in a pentagram. My guy friend was dressed up in a stereotypical grim reaper outfit, big black cloak, white ghoulish face, lantern, the works. We waited around until night, then he rang the door bell and hid, with the pizza box left on the porch, just far out enough that you would have to step outside. Me and my friend were in the bathroom when then happened so that my sister would have to go look. In reality, she was waiting above, ready with the bat, and I was hiding behind the garage door, which was right next to our front door. The moment I hear my sister let go of the door I gently closed it and locked it on her. I heard her scream and the sound of her dropping the pizza box, which was my friends cue to drop the bat on her and dance it around. At this point she’s freaking out and trying to get back inside, screaming and shrieking. I turn off the porch light, and from the shadows across the street, emerges my friend, face dimly lit by the lantern in his hand. I had to muffle my laughter with my fist in my mouth cause my sister is yelling like she’s going to die, which yeah, I can see her thinking that. All my friend had to do was walk across the street and point at her to get her to start crying, and she bolted into our backyard, where she tried to get in through the back door that was unfortunately for her, locked, courtesy of me. We made her stay out there for an hour or so, giving us time to put everything back to normal and sober ourselves up from laughing so hard. Then I let her back in and acted like I didn’t know anything. We got the cat and I named him Pizza.

THIS IS A TRANSFORMERS BLOG

#GOD #its been so long since somebody sent me some WILD ass shit like this #askbox confessional time ig?????#anon #askies #long post

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jevilspamton · 1 year

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face i make when i am ready to fucking hurt someone

#thats my angry post of the day #i just go on here when im mad now tbh #i hate work i hate dealing with homophobes and transphobes and racists #and old people #and then coming home and being a failure #and getting told to do my schoolwork even though i know i have to do it #its not like i forget how much stress is on my shoulders like yes girl i know <3 #i mentioned how i wanna kill myself as a joke on the car ride home and #it reality checked to me how thats not. a societally normal thing to do #because my mom and my coworker in the car with me were just like. uh. we need to talk later lol #i am so mentally disconnected with how mentally ill i am #n e ways im gonna go pretend people like me and pretend i have friends #sry that my blog is so shit now i understnd if any1 unfollows #im in my piece of shit era #suicide mention #vent #negative

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tomtonktonic · 1 year

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think I'm gonna make a vent blog for my messy brain

#got a lot stored up in that old thing and I dont have enough money for a therapist and I do not wish to burden my friends #with the sheer amount of horrors in my skull #me th!ngs #Also If I do make a vent blog should I tag it back to this one or is that a bad idea #cuz i reeeeally don't wanna have to make a wholr new email just for new account

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jadeneppy · 1 year

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Hmmmm

#i really miss playin sky but im so behind and beleeeeh #I MISS DAU AND LERA SMMMM #idk what the new season is and i dont wanna spend money for the cosmetics even tho i REAAAALYY want em #grinding for 20 candles took 3 hours for me last time and i just dont have that free time anymore :(#xzzt #i miss playin with all my sky friends i also dont even wanna THINK about goin through eden with the new mechanic #LIKE YOU CANT EVEN HONK TO REVIVE OTHERS???#but anyway its in vent tag so might as well vent a bit #still kinda lonely and i wanna cuddle some 1 :(((#all i can think about is cuddling and kissing and i wanna be with someone who can make me feel warm n fuzzy again #i miss being in love so much #maybe it was infatuation but i really thought i did love them for 7 years it was the happiest time for me #all i would do was gush about how much i loved em and how i wantrd to grow old and live together and how we'd decorate the house #how many pets ect #but then shit eith w*ndy happened and my world crashed for the first time and bleh ough #i dont think we ever recovered from that like i honestly wanted to end myself after that and i finally went on anti dependents #tho they burned my throat so much and made me feel numb i took em everyday and acted like they helped but they really didn't #hm hm this should really go on my vent blog if it gets any deeper so #hm ig i just wanna be loved and held and cherished like when i was over there #us crying the day before i had to leave will always be in my memories #i was so fuckin sad when i had to leave but i didnt wanna wake em up cuz i knew theyd cry again and id cry too so i just kissed their cheek #but yeah i think that was the last time i saw em irl #:neppyflop: god those were good times tho #bleh i think i should sleep before i trigger myself

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darkredmage · 2 years

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Ngl I kinda wanna draw my humanformers design again because I thought about how Literally Every Single One Of Them Is The Same but youknowwho fuckin ruined them ngl (and other tf related stuff) lol

#:pain: at least i can kinda talk sbout transformers with my other friends but i dont have the courage #especially since he keeps making me feel bad for sharing them to other people (on my old tumblr blog)#so yeah folks i dont feel good about talking about the funny transforming robors #vent

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zombtropolis-central · 2 years

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Man I made this sideblog so I could find people in the PvZ fandom and make friends, not so I could have something as stupid and mundane as my opinions on shipping brought up and used to paint me as somebody who needs to be avoided. I’ll still have this blog, but I doubt I’ll post here much outside of getting my PvZ related thoughts out of my system. Nothing kneecaps your enjoyment of being in a fandom than being reminded that people will cut off an internet friendship over shipping discourse! If I wanted to be othered over my interests and left with nobody to talk about my ‘cringe’ special interests with I’d time travel back to my high school years.

#vent #like no joke seeing that post by somebody who i thought was my pal really took the wind out of my sails #like the anti-mogai thing isn't really valid bc my main's DNI is admitedly old and outdated i mean i dont really care what gender you are #but like... i'm just anti harrassment in shipping #i doubt i'll find any more friends in this fandom because of how small and niche it is #and all the other active blogs i've found are anti run too so i guess i'll just never have friends in this fandom

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byooregard · 1 month

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THIS BLOG IS A SAFE SPACE FOR NON-HUMAN PASSING MUTANTS. HUMAN PASSING MUTANTS DNI

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based on your likes!

every time I see a human talking about "how cool it would be to have superpowers" or some shit like that I loose it a little bit more. do these people realize that being a mutant isn't just fun powers. like even beyond the shit I deal with trying to get jobs or all the relationships that have been ruined once people realized I'm a mutant. abilities aren't just fun and games, I have a friend who can't touch people without nearly killing them, I burned down three buildings before someone finally taught me to control my abilities, and these people are all like "wouldn't it be great to fly to work every day??" just admit that you see us as comic book characters and not real people with real struggles

#actually mutant #jay .txt

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scamperpamperblog reblogged spocktism

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self diagnosing is great and all but most of you people aren't telepaths, you're just hyperempathic

#actually mutant #actually telepathic #hyperempathy #crosstagging i know but some of yall need to see this #tilley speaks #it can be dangerous to go around acting like you know peopels actual thoughts when its just your brain

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oh-you-pretty-things

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#vent post #sometimes I get really mad at magneto #like I think he's done a lot for mutant rights and stuff #but I'm so fucking tired of everyone assuming that I'm evil just because of my powers #like jesus not all of us are trying to start atomic wars #some metallokinetics just use their abilities to make cool sculptures #but I can't get a spoon from across the room in front of strangers without someone mentioning jfk

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mutantbuffy reblogged muntantpollscentral

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*physical mutation meaning something that is ALWAYS physical, not just something you can turn off and on whenever

#ig my mutation IS technically physical its just not visible to people most of the time so i feel weird claiming that #but like i was born with the tattoo marks #the powers didnt come till later tho #so idk which to pick

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sploimsh reblogged jesterjuleses

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HEY! shout-out to people with *weird* mutations. Mutations that don't look cool, mutations that are gross, mutations that are dirty, mutations that you can't tell people about because they always cringe. You're just as valid as every other mutant out there. Your powers don't need to be palettable to humans for you to be treated with respect.

#THIS!!! #rb

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rosetvler

god i am so tired of the hypocrisy in this community. the double standards are insane. its okay to have 'scary' powers but the moment someone's abilities are scarier than like, pyrokinesis you're evil and dangerous to be around. 'acceptance' for you people only means nice mutants who've never hurt or scared anyone ever.

rosetvler reblogged rosetvler

non-mutants can reblog this btw

#srb #actually mutant #getting real tired of this

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katiedidnt reblogged morelikesexmen

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okay like. i get that were all about acceptance and pride or w/e but no one in this tag has ever had friends irl i swear. if someone asks you not to read their mind you shouldnt. honestly you shouldnt be using telepathy on people at all without their permission. mutant abilities dont disclude you from respecting peoples boundaries

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i swear to god you people are such hypocrites. its all 'mutant and proud' until someone has a power you dont like. its always about keeping the humans feeling comfortable instead of thinking about how it feels to never use your powers because theyre breaking 'boundaries' that were made up by humans in the first place

🩻magicsteele27 Follow

dude do you hear yourself right now

🎆jade-the-pyromancer Follow

Hey, I like your point op, but maybe you should stop trying to speak over actual telepaths and let them decide how to use their powers themselves???

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i. i am a telepath.

#duddeeee telepaths are insane #used to be friends with one SO glad i broke that off before it went too bad

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#x men #cleb talky #marvel comics #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #x men movies #x men comics #i dont know what to tag this #i have more of these in my brain

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